My Life...

Tumhara Pyar

2014-08-30T10:12:00.001-07:00

Zindagi main jab se aaye ho
Zindagi ban gaye ho tum
Andhere main ruki thi zindagi
Ujala ban gaye ho tum

Kya batayein tumhein
Kitna tumse humein pyar hai
Sach kehte hain
Tumhari ek nazar aur zindagi main bahaar hai

Waqt se hue the mehroom
Bas tumhara intezaar hai
Khush kismat hain hum
Jo zindagi main tum jaisa yaar hai

Shabd nahi hain woh
Jo kar sakein yeh izhaar hai
Dil main bas chuke ho tum
Haan yeh tumhara pyar hai

After Hours

2013-11-12T12:03:00.003-08:00

Stop faking your fakeness
Where you lack, I progress
Your speech needs a figure
My heart needs a re-configure

Destiny be damned, I profess
Your act is the kill, do confess
Shallow minds choke me inside
Let's die together, this world aside

Hear the rhythm of a dying soul
My future disappears as you told
Pocketful of tears are all I confiscate
As I watch the rest of my universe decimate

Threw my life at your mercy
Flaming embers, eyes went blurry
Turn after turn, now is this the end
Or is life after hours still on extend?

That's All

2013-07-05T13:33:00.000-07:00

Show me your faith,
Show me the real you.
Now that I've lost myself,
I need the real you.

I need someone,
To have faith in me.
Because now I have,
No trust left in me.

Hold me tightly,
Don't let me stray.
That's all I ask for,
That's all I pray.

Carry me if I stumble,
Catch me if I fall.
Stay with me forever,
Be with me, that's all.

Whatever It Takes

2012-04-13T16:00:00.001-07:00

The moment we set apart
I lost all my stakes
And now just to get you back
I'll do whatever it takes

This feeling that we left behind
It echoes filled with pains
And now I just thrive upon
Whatever my soul remains

Bewildered I look around
I see anything that breaks
Lost alone I roam around
I go wherever life takes

Haunted souls devour me
Consuming all that remains
I'll find you again I promise now
I'll do whatever it takes

Forever In Sight

2012-02-02T12:44:00.001-08:00

Flow with the wind
Fall from a height
If you really pay attention
Forever's in sight

Death in your arms
Darkness in your eyes
Stay with me here
You'll get some respite

For a million decade
I broke this barricade
Now bruised and betrayed
I won't be afraid

Your lies and your spite
But they won't ignite
When fate turns to white
Forever's in sight

Chasing Shadows

2011-12-13T11:52:00.001-08:00

I still recall
I saw you in the park
Chasing shadows until dark
That moment left on me a mark

The mark as my haunting
I wither away
As winds make me sway
I can only pray

The games that you played
Now merged with the sands
With no second chances to make amends
I lie here with my empty hands

Because now that we are apart
Shadows chase me in my heart
Till the moment I depart
As darkness fills the dark

Falling

2011-12-05T11:52:00.001-08:00

You've left a hole in my heart
You never gave us another start
And every moment we spend apart
Means my soul will soon depart

Shattered heart with scattered memories
A life passes by me with broken melodies
As yet further away become our destinies
Walking against me are this world's cavalries

You walk away, you leave me in hay
Yet I'm here to stay, that's all I will say
So you better pray, be it night or day
'Coz happen what may, my heart will not sway

The longer I stay, the more I lose myself
And every passing moment I need yet more help
Coming to you is perhaps now my only hope
As I keep falling, down this slippery slope

Death Parade

2011-09-24T13:36:00.001-07:00

Whenever I hear your voice
I sense an aural suicide
Whenever I see your face
I urge a moral homicide

Within broken mirrors
When shattered images arise
Holding false pretenses
Darkness scatters demise

Whenever I see your crazy wild charade
I mix it up and take a sip from this lemonade
You keep coming back with a different grenade
Yet keeping you away is my life's escapade

I'm sick of all this drama
Sick of this facade
And now I welcome you to my
Last death parade

Shabd

2011-09-13T08:49:00.001-07:00

Aankhon main meri pyar hai tera
Dil main mere ikraar hai tera
Kadar tu meri samajh na saki
Sadiyon se mujhko intezaar hai tera

Waqt, woh pal, main dhoondta rahoon
Jab tere saath se milta tha sukoon
Galiyon main bhatakta hoon phir raha
Par tere ishq ka na kam ho junoon

Phool se nazuk tha apna yeh pyar
Ab na jaane kahan gaya dil ka karaar
Dard se bilakhta, dil tadapta raha
Phir bhi na kar paya tujhse izhaar

Aashiqui main har pal aitbaar hai tera
Saadgi duniya ki, karobaar hai tera
Meri mohabbat ko chahe tu na jaane kabhi
Tere har shabd par nyochavar dildaar hai tera

Broken Love

2011-09-09T06:33:00.001-07:00

Cold on the outside,
Mellow within
Why do you then look so
Shallow within

Tears dissipated
I'm done crying
For all previous efforts
I'm done trying

For years upon years
I hesitated
But this broken love now
I decimated

To meet you before, I
Scampered and hurried
Yet my love for you is now
Dead and buried

Fragments

2011-09-09T06:08:00.001-07:00

I'm stuck on the right side
And I've got nobody to love
Please hold me closer
This moment will never come

A moment of madness
Took everything away
I never got a closure
My heart's sailing dismay

Asking for forgiveness
Is my state of being
My heart's enclosed
The parcel lies with you

Open it in disdain
Let my heart be slain
But fragments will lie around
In memories I will confound

Goodbye Memories

2011-08-23T13:31:00.001-07:00

First step, we see each other
Next step, I fall in love
Before you know it, I'm dead and buried
I'm a lost cause now, please lift me up

They wouldn't know, this world's a scorn
What you mean to me, why I'm still alone
Shattered and scattered, I lie everywhere
Yet wherever I see, you are nowhere to be found

Memories amaze me, of all that used to be
How much you always, used to believe me
What happened to you then? Where have you gone?
My heart's a sinking sea, I've lost my destiny

The best step, forever, was when you first met me
Yet the last step, I remember, was goodbye memories

Bas Yun Hi

2011-07-25T14:18:00.001-07:00

Bas yun hi humko tumse pyar ho gaya
Ab na jaane humko kya yaar ho gaya
Pal bhar pehle tak to tha woh yahin
Yun hi jaane kahan dil ka karaar kho gaya

Aitbaar karne ki bas ab hai mushkil
Kahe bin kahe tum par yeh marta hai dil
Zindagi main ab chahe phir jo bhi ho
Tum hi rahoge jaana ab iski manzil

Saath aage humko hai ab nibhaana
Ho chahe dushman phir yeh zamaana
Hai tum par ab mujhko itna yakeen
Tum bin na jee sakoonga meri jaana

Ittefaq se jo humko tum mil gaye
Honth humaare jo sil gaye
Chahat main tumhari aisa hoga meri jaan
Pal bhar main dono ke dil gaye

Emotional Atyachaar

2011-06-20T05:42:00.001-07:00

Yeh kaisa tera pyar
Sar ne kiya dil par vaar
Na mile jo tere samachaar
Aisa tera emotional atyachaar

Maine kiya tera bada wait
Par aayi na tu on our date
Phir le kar gaya main apni car
Kyun kiya tune emotional atyachaar

Munni bhi ho gayi badnaam
Shiela ka bhi nahi kahin naam
Shalu hai aaj kal ki star
Jab se hua tera emotional atyachaar

Tere sune maine bade charche
Jab ho rahe the saare mere kharche
Tab parche par likha maine, yaar
Kyon karti hai itna emotional atyachaar?

Imagine

2011-06-11T14:35:00.001-07:00

Imagine you & me around
And the whole world's gone
Then would you follow me,
When the world comes crashing down?

Imagine a blue sky
With not a person nearby
Then would you stay with me
As the years pass us by?

Imagine a pretty place
And a smile on your face
Then would you be with me
When I'm left behind in this maze?

Imagine each and every thought
Even those that you forgot
Then would you dream with me
And let your mind be distraught?

...You are the one I always sought
Yes, you are the one I always sought

Hey Hey

2011-06-01T00:40:00.001-07:00

Chop chop my head hurts
Chop chop my pants & shirts
Chop chop I see you there
Chop chop stop following me everywhere

Stop stop I'm done with you
Stop stop I'm feeling blue
Stop stop pain's in the air
Stop stop its raining everywhere

Go go just let me be
Go go oh why can't you see
Go go you are a trouble tree
Go go I wanna be free

Hey hey I can only pray
Hey hey that you'll go away
Hey hey I'll see you one day
Hey hey right before its doomsday

Tapori Style

2011-05-31T23:59:00.001-07:00

Meri life ek mystery hai
Jiski na koi history hai
Lesson liya tha physics ka
Par sar main chad gayi chemistry hai

Classes li phir dancing and singing
Aur jam kar ki class ki winging
Teacher ne phir jo pakda bahar
To haath par bhi hui bahut hi stinging

Tapori jaisa apna tha style
Ladki dekhi aur diya phir smile
Chakkar kaate uske phir maine
Jab joote le kar bhagi woh all the while

Science se daal jab gali nahi
To business se hi baat sahi
Ab yeh bhi agar samajh na aaya
To phir chala apun to sone ko kahin

In Your Heart

2011-05-20T13:57:00.001-07:00

In your heart lies my life
In your heart lies my disguise
Watch me turn, watch me burn
I need your love, not your despise

I hate the moments you leave me here
I hate the moments when I cower in fear
As I wait, I wait, I wait for you
I await the moment when my mind will be clear

For every losing day, my heart insisted
Not to give up hope, these thoughts resisted
But my time has arrived and now all I know
Is that the world's in shatter, my mind's twisted

Moments like these will pass us by
Moments like these will make us cry
But if you don't learn, the day will come
When moments like these, will make us deny
That we still exist and the world's not a sly

Your Slave

2011-04-29T02:36:00.001-07:00

Another day, another night
I wait for you, I kill this fight
Yet you laugh at me and walk away
And I'm left behind with no respite

I'm mad at you but I can't say the same
'Coz love is pain and I must share the blame
For you it may never be more than a game
But my heart's at stake, so please feel the shame

I'd kill myself if you asked me to
I'd die right here if you want me to
My blood screams out just for you
I wish you could just hear me through

The chances you got, the chances you gave
The meetings we had, and even those I crave
To gain your love, I always remained brave
Now if you want me to, I'll even be your slave

Just tear me apart, you'll see your name engraved...

Tera Intezaar

2011-04-29T00:49:00.001-07:00

Teri yaadon main tadpa
Teri chahat main bhatka
Ab tera hi mujhko intezaar hai
Haan itna tujhse mujhko pyaar hai

Tere bin main na rahoon
Tere bin kya main kahoon
Tanhaiyon main tera intezaar hai
Itna jaana, tujhse mujhko pyar hai

Tujhi se mujhko ikraar hai
Tujhi se mujhko aitbaar hai
Aaj bhi tera intezaar hai
Bas itna tujhse mujhko pyar hai

Tum hi se hai dil ki roshni
Tum hi se meri jaan bhi
Karta dil ab bhi tera intezaar hai
Jaane jaana, itna tujhse mujhko pyar hai

Where Were You?

2011-04-29T00:21:00.001-07:00

I tried, I cried
Where were you?
I lied, I died
Where were you?

I waited for you
I gave up all I knew
I lost myself in you
But where were you?

Our memories in flames
I burned through them too
I died before I knew
But where were you?

I lost myself before
But not again, its true
I cried and I cried for you
But where were you?
Just where were you?

Chal Pada Hoon Main

2011-04-21T23:04:00.001-07:00

Chal pada hoon main
Teri yaadon ke aage
Chal pada hoon main
Teri tanhai ke saath

Tujhko hai na pata
Kaisa haal hai mera
Jabse tha tujhko dekha
Main ban gaya hoon tera

Chal pada hoon main
Le kar rab ki dua
Chal pada hoon main
Bana kar tujhe apna khuda

Tune tha yeh na jaana
Ki maine hai tujhe apna maana
Teri yaad main aansoon ka aana
Tab likha tha maine yeh gaana

Teri khudaayi main jaaga
Chal pada hoon main
Teri ruswaayi ke saath
Chal pada hoon main
Le kar yehi saugaat
Chal pada hoon main...
Chal pada hoon main...

The Very Last Moment

2011-04-21T23:03:00.000-07:00

This is the moment of our lives
That I only wish I could survive
Your thoughts I could defy
My heart I could justify

Sadness and pain
Follow me in rain
My life's in disdain
I am going insane

Afterthoughts brush me aside
In my soul, I feel a gap inside
Whenever you are not by my side
I fall in a shell, deep in my hide

So here I am alone, suffering and cold
Whenever you are not within my hold
Now if you leave me, alone and sad
That dark damned day will be the last I ever had

Saath

2011-03-19T12:35:00.001-07:00

Saath tumhara mil bhi jaaye,
Yaad tumhari ab na aaye
Intezaar main tere hain hum
Is rooh ko mukaam mil na paaye

Din woh raat, aatein hain yaad
Jab mila tha mujhko tumhara saath
Waqt ki thi koi khabar nahi
Yun hi chalti thi apni toh baat

Pal woh saare gaye hain tham
Zindagi ke bhi ab din hain kam
Tum bin ab na koi nishaan
Ghum hai gayi is dil ki sargam

Aise main tum yaad na aao
Saath humara chhod na jao
Aankhon main jo ab hain aansoon
Inko dekho aur sirf inhiko chaho

Faint

2011-03-16T00:34:00.001-07:00

Struck with a bullet,
Shot in my heart
I died in your arms
My dreams died with my part

Shattered memories, shattered core
My eyes filled with tears in a pour
My restless soul lay in a fold
Yet I smiled when you hugged me in your hold

Desperate measures, I could hear no sound
And all I saw was your face filled with frown
When you came by, my heart skipped another beat
As my eyes got heavy, I was bound to defeat

Yet another day, I smiled within my pain
Holding myself together, within restrain
I could feel the stress and your constraint
And that's all I will remember before I faint