Just Me

8 years

2019-10-16T10:06:00.001-04:00

Dan Wheldon

Time is a weird thing. Most if the time 8 years ago feels like a long time ago. 8 years ago I had only lived in Terre Haute for 1 year. I was still making friends and finding my own way. But days like today, 8 years go feels like yesterday. How has it been 8 years? That can’t be right. As others have said, this day never gets any easier. And things have never been the same. Dan brought such a big personality to the series and he left footsteps no one will be able to fill and rightfully so. Dan was truly one of a kind and he will forever be missed.

What's new?

2019-06-01T00:26:00.001-04:00

I think it is common knowledge that I do not update this blog very often. But when I do I have a few important things on my mind. For those of you that don't know I moved back home in March of 2018 and took a job as a bank teller at Tri County Bank and Trust. I absolutely love it. However moving back home meant leaving my close friends I had made while living in Terre Haute, it also meant leaving my boyfriend at the time, Dan. He was a very special part of my life and I really did love him and his family, it just wasn't meant to be. Moving home and going through a breakup was a lot to juggle. But I got through it okay.

Later in 2018 I was in a play. It was such a great experience and I truly enjoyed it. During that time I became very close with someone who I had known my entire life. I know it sounds crazy but I felt as though God pushed me in the direction to move home because of this person. The more we talked and hung out the more I fell for him. Feelings I had felt for the first time ever. Could this be it? I know it sounds crazy and so soon but I thought this was it. I was finally going to have my happily ever after. We never talked about it and we never were in a relationship but that saying you'll know it when you feel it you'll just know kept showing itself to me in various ways. In the short time we became close I pictured things I never pictured before. Without even knowing it he broke every wall I had built up. I sent him a card on New Years Eve telling him how much I've had and that I was ready for the next step. I was ready to be in a relationship with him.

But it was all a lie. I had the wool pulled over my eyes, God surely didn't bring me home for this. I was nuts and felt like a fool. But worst of all my heart was broke, hell worse than broke it was shattered. Out of nowhere he just stopped talking to me. And then when he finally did talk to me he told me thank you for the card but that he wasn't in a place financially to be in a committed relationship. Wow at this point I'm just speechless. He goes on to tell me what a great person I am, and how he still wants to be my friend, and how great I am with kids and that I'd make a wonderful mother and he doesn't want him more kids. Little did he know, I knew that and was okay with it. Even though it killed me because, hello! Duh I want to be mom, but what I felt for him, nothing else mattered. I wanted to be all in with him. So at this point I leave because I was a mess and frankly didn't want to give him this satisfaction of seeing me cry.

A few weeks went by without conversation because I was still trying to wrap by head around it all, I mean for crying out loud he went to my work Christmas Party. But I finally texted him and I apologized for whatever pain I may have caused him. WHAT?? I told him on Thanksgiving how he had become one of my favorite people and that it was still true. And I wanted to remain friends. I got no response.

10 minutes after i sent that I discovered he was dating someone. So 3 weeks after he told me HE wasn't ready for a relationship he all of a sudden was. I felt so incredibly stupid, especially after sending that message minutes before. Why couldn't he have just been honest with me? Why is that so hard for people? Instead of being honest and truthful you'd rather lie and shut down the ones or have been there for you? It makes no sense. Even now, almost 4 months later I still think about it. What did I do wrong? I ask myself this at least 4 times a week. I'm constantly replaying the last several months in my head trying to pinpoint what went wrong and I can't. I'm just at a loss.

But too much time has passed for me to be honest with him or to give him a piece of my mind.

Not many people know this but when I discovered how true my feelings were toward him I started writing letters to him in a notebook, that was in August I believe. I didn't want to tell him because we've both been through a lot and I wanted to be sure. I wrote him close to 7 pages, but I never gave him them and now he doesn't deserve them. Not even a word of them.

It's crazy how one person can tear down walls you had built up but also be the same person who causes you to build them back up and stronger than before.

My 30th birthday is on June 3rd so for the time being I'm going to focus on me and make my 30th year the best one yet. It's time to get healthy and take my mental health seriously. I've let this hiccup control my life for far to long. It clearly wasn't meant to be and obviously we weren't meant to be friends so I need to quit trying.

One day

2018-07-29T00:54:00.001-04:00

In my 29 years of life I’ve had several dreams, many of them changed and evolved over the years, but there has always been one dream that has stayed constant. And that is to get married and have a family. I’m to the point in my life where most of my friends have it and I’m so happy for them all and I love their children. I so badly want to be a mom that it sometimes physically pains me that dream hasn’t come true yet. I know God has a plan for me and I just so badly want it to be that I will be a mom one day, sooner rather than later.

8 years

2018-07-16T09:59:00.003-04:00

Today timehop reminded me that I met someone 8 years ago. The moment I met him I knew he was going to be a part of my life and we became fast friends he was my best friend. Eventually I ended up falling in love with him of course he didn’t feel the same way but it never changed our friendship. I genuinely thought we would be friends forever our friendship was so special. He ended up moving out of state and it sucked but we still talked almost every single day it was great until one day it wasn’t. I was still in love with him and decided I couldn’t keep doing that because it was just killing me. But I got to where I was able to be just friends and we continued staying in touch. Everything was fine until it just wasn’t. I don’t know what happened but it’s been nearly 2 years since I saw him last, he doesn’t respond to me anymore, nothing, at all. I’m not going to lie it kills me almost everyday because he was my best friend even after all the shit, but now I almost wish that I never even met him. It would have saved me so much heartache.

October 16th

2017-10-16T01:16:00.000-04:00

October 16th to most this date is just like any other, just another day. But for others their lives changed forever 6 years ago, including mine. 6 years ago we lost an incredible racer, husband, father, son, brother, and champion. 6 years ago we lost the best friend we will ever know. 6 years ago we lost. We lost Dan Wheldon. Some things will never be the same, sure we still go racing but the paddock will never be the same.. there was a spark in Dan and he just brought such charisma, talent, drive and friendliness to the paddock that I don’t know if we’ll ever see again. But I do know if we live our lives with just an ounce of how Dan lived his, the world will truly be a better place. This day will always be a reminder that you are no longer here. For 6 years we have all felt that constant void in our hearts, a void that will never be replaced, because you simply can not replace Dan Wheldon. There will never be another like you.

Thank you for always watching down on us and protecting us. See you again one day.

We love you and we will always miss you!

Terry Feltner

2017-06-12T19:48:00.000-04:00

The world lost a wonderful man today. Terry Feltner has passed away. Terry meant so much to my family and I. He was one of the most selfless men I knew, he'd do anything for anyone no questions asked. So many childhood memories involve him. From spending the night on Christmas Eve helping my dad put together gifts from Santa to random drop in visits, those were the best. Bailey and I loved him. You are missed by so many people already. I loved hearing stories of fun times him and my parents had. My favorite is the motorcycle story! Oh I'd laugh every time I heard it. The only thing that's making this easier is knowing he's no longer in pain. We love you man and we miss you so much!

Update

2016-12-17T00:42:00.001-05:00

Hey everyone!
I'm not sure if anyone ever reads this but I'm sorry I haven't posted in a long while. All I really have is my phone unless I'm on my sisters computer. Both of my laptops have bit the dust and I don't have wifi or internet at my apartment for that matter so blogging has become rather difficult. I really wanted to keep on on this so I apologize. Hopefully in the next year or so I can get a laptop, but I'm not holding my breath I really need to save my money for a vehicle instead, so we'll see how that goes. Anyways, I hope everyone is doing well.

Justin Wilson

2015-08-25T18:41:00.000-04:00

The IndyCar community has lost another great driver. I didn't know Justin as well as I did Dan Wheldon. However, Justin was a wonderful person. Losing him still affected me and I'm in pain. Everyone in racing, knows the risks and dangers. But we are never ready to face them. It doesn't get any easier, death isn't easy. I know its a part of life but its still hard and it still sucks. Justin was a wonderful person and was taken far to soon. Give our best to DW we'll all be united again. Fly High.

A trust fund has been set up for Justin Wilson's two daughters. If you'd like to donate here is the address.

Wilson Children's Fund, c/o INDYCAR, 4551 W. 16th St., Indianapolis, IN 46222.

Dan Wheldon 3 Years

2014-10-16T16:14:00.002-04:00

How on earth as it been 3 years already?? I still can't believe you're gone. We've all had 3 years to mourn your loss and deal with this unbearable pain. I can't speak for everyone but the pain I felt this day 3 years ago is the exact same pain I feel today, I've just learned to deal with it. October 16th has been burned into our hearts and minds. We'll remember this date for the rest of our lives. Because this day is when we lost a friend and a true champion and role model. What a great role model you were Dan. Your boys are growing up to be just like you. So caring and kind and so well mannered at such a young age. You've left a footprint in their hearts and they will carry you around forever. They have an entire racing family behind them, and I promise your boys will know you and how you were, because we will show them the best we know how. Continue to look down on us. While we all look up at you hoping we can live life you, if we all had an ounce of kindness you had this world would be so much nicer.

We fear this day every year, everyday it gets closer and closer. It's been 3 years and I still feel like this has been a very long nightmare. It's never going to get easier that you are gone. I don't think we will ever be able to truly move on. We deal with it but that pain is always with us. Some can mask it better than others. You meant so much to so many people and you still do. In a way it's like your still here with us because you left footprints with all of us. We carry a piece of you around with us rather it be a change in how we treat someone or getting tattooed with something that we minds us of you or simply just wearing a bracelet that says 'Lionheart". I've wore my bracelet since May of 2012, and I've only taken it off once, because I had to. For me its just something to remind me of the man you were and how kind and caring you were. Regardless of how long you knew someone you treated them as a friend someone you knew for years. You were always so approachable, I don't think I ever saw you in a bad mood. When you were in the public you had the best attitude.

Fly High DW. We love you and we miss you.

Continue looking down on us

Ellusion

2014-08-02T16:25:00.001-04:00

Ellusion is an Indiana regional band that plays everywhere from and ...between Chicago, Louisville, Indianapolis, St. Louis, Cincinnati, Terre Haute, Evansville and anywhere requested.

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Check us out on YouTube under "ellusionSound" or by simply typing ellusion Terre Haute into the search bar.

Thanks again to all of our loyal and dedicated fans for all of your support!

I have been going to Ellusion shows since June. I always #haveagoodtime and you will to! One of their upcoming shows is August 9th at Imperial Lanes in Terre Haute, IN the show should start around 9.
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Matt Little pt.2

2014-06-20T13:35:00.000-04:00

Not only is today my best friend's 25th birthday, but he also landed himself a job today in Wisconsin and I'm so freaking happy and proud of him. I told him yesterday that he was going to rock his interview and that they wouldn't know what hit them and they would have to hire him on the spot because he's just that damn good. Now I don't know if they hired him on the spot of not, but he had his interview at 12 and he already has the job. Pretty kick ass if you ask me! So happy for him, I even had a few tears of happiness run down my face! :)

Update

2014-06-18T15:44:00.001-04:00

So on my 7 day detox I lost 6.8 pounds! Which is awesome!! I also lost an inch on my hips and half an inch on my waist!
Monday I started a new workout program which is called Slim in 6 by Debbie Siebers. I'm on day 3 and so far I'm really enjoying it. The first day was a little difficult, not only because it was a new program but because it is so different from what I've done in the past. But I'm really enjoying it and will keep y'all updated on this as well. :)

7 day detox Update

2014-06-14T18:32:00.001-04:00

Today is the last day of my detox so I will be posting the final update tomorrow! I do feel a lot better about myself I do know that! I'm not as bloated as I was prior to the detox, which is awesome! I can't wait to see my final results tomorrow!!!

7 Day Detox

2014-06-13T17:47:00.000-04:00

Sorry I have slacked off a little bit. But I'm on my last 2 days of the detox so it's back to cleansing/fasting! So far I'm loving this detox I've had no issues with it and it is definitely something I see myself doing again if I ever slip up on my eating healthy. I definitely don't recommend doing it all the time but once every 3-4 months I certainly think is okay! I'll post my weigh in and measurements on Sunday!! I think y'all will be surprised!! I know I am so far!!

7 Day detox...Update 3

2014-06-10T16:04:00.000-04:00

Today was the third day on my detox. For breakfast I had my shakeology mixed with orange coconut water and almond milk. For lunch I had a salad with shredded chicken for dinner I will be having another shakeology! :) so far things are going well and I feel great!

People will always come in and out of your life

2014-06-09T20:01:00.003-04:00

I've been doing a lot of thinking about people who have been in my life. There are some people who are gone for various reasons. Then there are those who have come into my life and stayed. There are a few people that were once in my life that no longer are. While they were in my life we had some awesome times, but I have to set back and think for a moment. Were those really awesome times? or Was I simply being fooled? I don't know, I can't answer that and probably never will be able to. I think it is an un-answerable question. Because, honestly it could go both ways, you can field answers on both sides. But instead of dwelling on the realm of possibilities, I'm going to assume for my sake that they were truly awesome times. Because yes, I did have fun with those people whatever it may have been. I wish those people good luck on their endeavors, whatever they maybe. I'm not going to set back and wish ill on these people, because what kind of a person would that make me. For whatever the reason they aren't in my life anymore. I've always been the type of person to whole-heartedly believe "everything happens for a reason". And these people are out of my life for a reason. I may not understand why nor do I question it. I simply just let it be.

To those who have stayed in my life for whatever reason, I commend you. :) Because I can be tough at times! I don't do it on purpose it just happens. But honestly, thank you to the people who have constantly stayed in my life. Some of you I haven't even known for 5 years but you guys have truly become some of my best friends. I'm very fortunate to have the friends and family that I have. I love each and everyone of you.

7 day detox...update 2

2014-06-09T15:08:00.000-04:00

It's my second day of the fasting/cleanse day. The rest of yesterday wasn't to bad. I really wasn't hungry and when I was I just ate a few strawberries. Today, though, is a different story! I've taken 2 out of the 4 fasting solutions today. My tummy is hungry! But I'm pushing through and not giving in. When I get really hungry I'll just eat some fruits and veggies to hold me over. Tomorrow I get to eat and I'm super excited!!! Yay for detox!!

7 day detox..Update 1

2014-06-08T13:38:00.000-04:00

Measurements June 8th

Weight: 255.4 lbs
Hips: 53 in.
Waist: 43.5 in
Chest: 44 in

I will record these again next Sunday.

So far the fasting has been okay. The fasting solution I have to take tastes like absolute crap but I know it will be worth it in the end! Flushing out all of the bad toxins in my body! I fast again tomorrow then Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday will be eating days, Friday and Saturday will be the last 2 fasting/cleansing days. I'm so excited to share this journey with you all.

7 Day Detox

2014-06-07T18:00:00.002-04:00

So I'm starting my 7 day detox program through Genesis Pure. Here is the link to the program menu. http://www.genesispure.com/templates/genesis/public/pdf/7_day_detox.pdf

However, I will be changing a few things around. Instead of using their shakes I will be using Shakeology that I already have. I'm very excited/nervous about this because I've never done any sort of a detox. That being said I think it will go very well, and I'm not doing this to just 'loose weight' I'm doing it to flush my body of all the toxins I've ingested in the last few months during my hiatus of healthy living. I will say though I did weigh myself because I was curious to see how much weight I had gained, to my surprise I only gained 3.5 pounds in 3 months, so that's pretty okay if you ask me. I know that's no excuse for my hiatus but I'm blessed that it was only 3.5 pounds, because it could have been a lot worse! So I'm looking forward to this detox and eating 95% healthy from here on out. I say 95% because I still need a little junk in my life or I'll go crazy and fall off the wagon again. I know I will. So I have to allow myself some guilty treat every once in a while.

I like using Genesis Pure products because they are all natural, just like Beachbody products are. I did Advocare for a while and would probably do the 24 day challenge again because I did see results with it, but from what I have read and researched not all of Advocare's products are all natural.

If you have any ideas or concerns or questions about my the detox please let me know. I will record my weight and my hip and waist measurements before and after. I will also update y'all on how the detox is going.

Weight Journey

2014-06-06T20:19:00.001-04:00

I've struggled with weight my entire life. I was in jr. high and was a member of Weight Watchers, at 13 years old. Weight Watchers did work for me and my lowest weight I believe was 140. Which is my ultimate goal weight, as of now. But it got to expensive going to the meetings so we stopped. As we stopped we also stopped eating healthy like we were doing while on weight watchers. Slowly, the weight came back on and ultimately more weight. By the time I graduated high school I weight about 200 pounds. Then it was time for college, being a college student I definitely didn't eat the way I should, during my 4 years of college I put on another 60 pounds roughly, weighing a whopping 260 pounds. In the next 6 months I put on 20 more pounds. My highest recorded weight was 280 pounds and that was Thanksgiving 2012. Now, I know that isn't healthy whatsoever, and I know what I need to do. Its a simply and easy equation. Eat healthy and get off my ass. The beginning of the year is the same old story, "new year new me" This time I'm going to loose weight and get healthy. I've been saying that every year since I can remember. Towards the ending of 2012 I saw something floating around on twitter called "fit4the500". It was a weightloss competition with racing folk. The goal was to be fit before the indy 500. It was a 3 month competition, although you could start earlier if you wanted. I thought this was it, I'm going to join this group and get myself going. And I did for a while, I did really well I was put onto a group called team apex. I'm still part of this group with an awesome coach Monica. Now in the year and half that I've been on this journey I've managed to loose around 30 pounds putting me around 250. Now I haven't weighed myself since March, so I have no idea what I weigh now. Honestly, I'm not to worried about it. I can tell when I've put weight back on by the way my clothes fit. I'll be honest I still haven't gave this my 100%. I'm ashamed to admit that, and I'm not sure why. I always find some excuse either I don't have the time, or I'm tired are some of my common excuses. Monica, bless you. I'm afraid I have let you down, you kept keeping on me and I'd do really well. Then I'd hit some sort of a wall and fall back down. You've picked me up so many times and I feel like it's a never ending cycle. You probably think I'm a broken record. You know the story all to well. And you are probably thinking that now. I so desperately want to prove that notion wrong! :) And for good reason. I want to prove to myself and anyone else that I can and will beat this disease. First I need to focus on why I hit that damn wall. It seems like every 3 months that I hit that wall. Well not this time, I'm going to knock that wall on it's ass. I owe it to myself to get past this demon. I'm completely happy with my life, except for this part. The part where you feel like absolute shit. I get complements all the time on how pretty and how curvy I am, but 85% of the time I don't feel pretty. I think part of the reason I always fell off was because I wasn't doing it 100% for me. I was doing it probably 40% for me and 60% for everyone else. I always had the mentality that if I lost more weight then guys would want to be with me. Even at 24 I still thought this. It took me a long time to get past that thought process. So from here on out I will be on this journey for me, and no one else. I owe it to myself, no one else. Yes, I want to make people proud of me. Yes people are already proud of me, just for coming as far as I have. And I'm so grateful for that. But for now, it's time to get off my so called soapbox and actually put in the work and quit talking about putting in the work. Because talking about it doesn't burn calories or lift weights. I will update often on my journey. Thank you all!

25

2014-06-05T16:13:00.001-04:00

This week I celebrated my 25th birthday. Holy Cow where has the time gone? I kept things small and just had a cookout with some of my closest friends and family. I had a great time, it was a lot of fun! I got some really cute things, and some wine glasses. :) I really can't believe I'm 25, I'm a quarter of a century old, holy crap! I can remember in high school, which was just 7 years ago, saying I wanted to be married and have a family started by the time I reached the age 25, or at least be engaged. Well, here I am at 25 with none of those things. And I'm okay with that. Things happen for a reason, and we may not always understand them right away, but I know God has his own special plan for me, and I need to let things happen the way they are meant to happen. I also thought I would have many more things accomplished. I thought for sure I'd be graduated from college and working in the IndyCar Series doing my dream job from the time I was 13. Ha. Sorry I had to chuckle at myself for a minute. I have also not done either one of those things either. I took a break from college for a while because I was getting burnt out and I didn't know how to juggle the party life and classes. So instead of failing out I just took a break. I'll go back and get my degree, I just don't know when. As far as my 'dream job' working in IndyCar. Sure, it may happen if it does that will be awesome. But that's no longer my goal and at 25 I really don't have a plan or career goal right now. So what have I done you may ask? I've been living on my own since I turned 21, I've had 2 apartments in that span, one year I had no roommate and was able to make it fully on my own. With some assistance from my parents of course. But I have also been able to keep my same job for 4 years in August. I sell electronic cigarettes. It may not be the most glamorous job, but I make pretty good money and I enjoy it. I'm happy with the way my life is right now, and I honestly wouldn't change a thing. I live far enough from my parents to where I can still have my independence but close enough I can go home on my days off if I want to. Well that is all for now. I'm going to try to blog from here on out more often then I have been.

Matt Little

2014-06-01T14:48:00.001-04:00

Matt Little

My dear friend Matt Little moved to Milwaukee, WI yesterday. Matt came into my life 4 years ago while living at Sycamore Place Apartment in Terre Haute. I'm so glad he introduced himself to Kayla and I, and at this point he was just visiting, he hadn't even moved into the apartments yet. However, when he did fate would have it that he would be living right across the parking lot from Kayla and I's apartment. In these 4 years Matt has become my best friend, and I'm so thankful for that. He has such a bubbly, goofy personality. He can always put me in a good mood, especially when I'm feeling down. He has the best personality and has brought so much joy and excitement into my life, and has opened my eyes to many things! We have both changed a lot in the past few years but we have grown closer as friends. Even though he lives roughly 5 hours away now, I know we will stay in touch and remain friends. He has helped me get through a lot of things and is one of my biggest supporters on my weight loss. He keeps me motivated and is still keeping me motivated. The month of may is always so busy for me because of IndyCar activity, plus I had 2 bridal showers I attended and I was so afraid I wasn't going to be able to spend a lot of time with him before he left. I was lucky enough to spend the last 3 days with him, I was helping with painting the house so he could get it ready to put on the market. Even though I was having to paint and sweating my ass off I still got to spend time with my best friend and I will always cherish that! I told Matt early that he is destined for great things and to continue to follow his dream in life and not to let anyone slow him down! And I really mean that. I'm going to miss seeing your goofy ass anytime I want but I know when we do see each other again it will be much more special. We'll have lots to talk about!

Good Luck on your internship and with life in Milwaukee!

Love you

Friends Always and Forever

Dan Wheldon 2 years

2013-10-16T15:37:00.001-04:00

It's been two years since Dan Wheldon was taken from this earth. Even though we have all had 2 years to heal, that pain is still with us and it's still real. It's as real as the day it happened. October 16th will always hold a place in our hearts.

I really can't believe it has been 2 years already. It doesn't seem possible, and it still seems like a bad dream that we haven't woke up from. It's still hard to talk about, I still get choked up. But you know what, it's okay. If this is my way of dealing with his death, then so be it. Let me deal with it the way I want. It will get easier because I know he is looking down on all of us.

Dan's legacy and memory will continue to live on forever.

Dan, we love you and we miss you.
Nothing will ever change that.

A year ago today

2012-10-16T00:17:00.002-04:00

A year ago today the IndyCar community lost one of our own. Dan Wheldon was taken from this earth. Not a day goes by where he is not thought about.

This is one of my favorite pictures of Dan that I took. He has the biggest smile and this is how I will always remember him. It's so surreal that it has almost been a year. Dan will live on in our hearts forever. As the day is here please keep Susie, Oliver, and Sebastian in your thoughts and prayers. Along with his close friends, family, and anyone he touched. Because Dan touched a lot of people. He was the type of person who treated everyone like a friend even if you had just met him. He always took time out of his day to say hi or sign a quick autograph or take a picture. These are the things I will treasure. Dan was one hell of a guy and the racing world misses him immensely. Continue to look down on all of us and we will see you again one day. ♥

Christopher Wheeler says it best: "The day has come that all of us have feared to face. A day that will forever be etched into our hearts. As we continue to live our lives I ask us all to not step backward. Lets not spend this day in the pain we all felt 1 year ago, but let us all remember. Let us continue to take the memories we have of who we all agree was one of the best to walk this planet. Cherish the lessons he taught us. Continue to teach those things to those we weren't lucky enough to learn them on there own. I miss you Ace. I will see on you the other side superstar."

Dan we love you and we miss you and think of you all the time.
I miss that smiling face and his great personality. You were one of a kind Dan.

Rest in Peace.

Influenster

2012-10-12T12:34:00.000-04:00

I have been a member of Influenster for almost a year now. Influenster is a website that is free to join by a request of invitation of membership. You fill out surveys in order to get badges that qualify you for voxboxes. Voxbox is a free program that allows you to test out samples of products and one deluxe sample based on demographics. Not everyone gets a voxbox. Influenster will notify you if you qualify for a voxbox then you will fill out a short survey basically saying if you to to opt it or opt out of this voxbox. Based on that survey Influenster will notify if you are getting a voxbox or not. After you have tested out the products in the voxbox you will have to complete another survey on how the product was and how you liked it or didn't like it. In order to keep your status with influenster and continue getting voxboxes you MUST complete this survey.

Influenster has recently revamped there website and it looks great. If you are a trendsetter and would like to start getting voxboxes go look at the website and request to join.

If you have any questions please let me know.