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First Post of 2012

2012-01-28T00:35:00.001-06:00

Please forgive me! Life has taken over and I have found myself on the freaking twenty-seventh of January writing my FIRST blog entry of the year. SMH. I should be ashamed of myself. Who does this? Me of course. I have been so busy trying to stay.... sane. Yup. That's pretty much it. Just stay sane. So much shit has happened lately.. Idk where to begin........ My BFF Brooke gave birth to my

Daily Affirmation: 12/19/11

2011-12-19T09:57:00.000-06:00

Daily affirmation: Your tenacity is admirable. Enduring as much as you do, yet never giving up.

December Twist Out

2011-12-19T00:21:00.001-06:00

So I took down my twists after a little over a week I guess. Or maybe it was JUST a week. Who knows. I got bored one night & wanted a change so... voila! enjoy :) Sadly it only lasted 2-3days & I ended up bunning it on the third & washing on the 4th.

ImPress Press-On Manicure

2011-12-16T19:51:00.002-06:00

I was soooo excited when I received my Holiday Vox Box from Influenster, & even more excited when I saw that it included imPress Press-On Manicure by Broadway in the print dubbed 'Dancing Queen' !!! The coolest part? I received this product complimentary to test through Influenster’s VoxBox program! Yay!!! PLUS, I was in desperate need of a manicure & had extra time on my hands that day so I

Kiera's Baby Shower

2011-12-11T12:25:00.001-06:00

So.. what are you doing today???

Micro/Mini Twists

2011-12-09T16:02:00.001-06:00

I revisited the "twists" life. Two strand mini-micro twists all over my head. I kinda.. LOVE it! So this time I did it on a two day old wash-n-go. Hair was completely dry. For my wash-n-go I washed with Aussie Moist shampoo & used a mixture of Aussie Moist conditioner & Herbal Essence Hello Hydration. To give my curls that extra UMPH, I separated my hair into four sections; twisted each section &

Natural Hair Cult?

2011-12-09T15:48:00.001-06:00

I feel like this natural hair movement is turning into a cult 0_0. You must live by these rules set by #naturalhair God's or else you're not a true natural & are kicked out of the club. The coveted club of youtube videos & natural hair blog Heaven! So many rules to follow. You must co-wash. How dare you use regular shampoo to cleanse your hair! All those sulfates. Uh uh girl. You aint really

My "Don't Talk To That Nigga" Fund

2011-12-05T12:34:00.001-06:00

The other day I decided that I'll never talk to him again. I give myself $1 everyday I do not try to contact him. No calls, no texts, no tweets, no facebook messages-- NOTHING. Also, I earn another $1 if he tries to contact me & I ignore him. Seems silly but it's just how I keep sane. I know that I'm better than this situation. Yes, I still "love" him or whatever that feeling is. But I refuse to

Heartless.

2011-12-03T12:31:00.001-06:00

On November 30, 2011 my heart was broken into a million pieces. Those million pieces were then sat on fire. Then those ashes were thrown around and are nowhere to be found. My heart is gone. My love is lost. I have nothing more to give. WHY did I have to give all of me like that? I feel so stupid that at one point I was even begging & pleading for him to STAY. Even after he told me he didn't want

2011-11-30T22:06:00.001-06:00

What do you do when someone takes everything you have.. and then decides they don't want it anymore. I don't know what to do. I have nothing left. I have never felt so horrible. How do I explain how I feel? No fucking words

Over My Dead Body

2011-11-28T02:17:00.001-06:00

“How I’m feeling, it doesn’t matter Cause you know I’m okay Instead, I ask myself “why do you hurt me?” When you know, you know I’m the same You know, I know that you love me baby Time to take you away from me Only over my dead body…”

Beyonce is Due NEXT MONTH!!!

2011-11-25T16:56:00.001-06:00

according to this video Beyonce says she's 6months pregnant on September 23rd....... Which means her baby is due in December?! AHHHHHH!! It makes perfect sense now. She never said she was due in February--- that Australian talk show host did! And... I bet she has it on Dec. 4th (Jay's Bday). I knew she was wayyyy too big to be due in February. Lawd.. and That's why she's still able to shoot that

2011-11-20T00:58:00.001-06:00

Just now realizing what I should have known long ago... You really aint shit & you will never change. Why did it take me so long to see this? Why did I fall for the simplest shit? "Thinking bout you..." "I want you..." "I miss you..." -_______- & I was doing so much better. Awesome without you. I knew we were cool with not being anything... but what happened? You had to break my guard down again.

2011-11-14T22:14:00.001-06:00

I know you've been hurt by someone else.. I can tell by the way you carry yourself. If you let me, here's what I'll do: I'll take care of you! -- I've loved and I've lost ♥

2011-11-14T02:24:00.001-06:00

‎" ..kiss me like you miss me, fuck me like you hate me and when you’re fucking someone else just fuck her like she ain’t me..."

Take Care Leaked

2011-11-09T07:41:00.001-06:00

.... this means that I've been attacked by "I miss you...." "I want you...." "good morning" "can i see you?" texts since the initially leak of Take Care. Damn Drizzy! I have no idea what to do.. Until I figure it out if this is just a simple "Cuffin Season" misunderstanding, I'm a just chill. I still love that boy. But... we shall see. Cuff on. &hearts;

Sucking Dick In Style-- the 2011 Way!

2011-11-02T01:39:00.000-05:00

Do you want to learn how to make sucking your partner's dick more enjoyable for you? Well I have TWO (yes you heard right, 2) products for you to try. The first product is manufactured by Pipedream Products. The line is called Comfortable Numb Deep Throat. Consists of a bunch of sprays, creams, lollipops, & mints that desensitize various parts of the body. You will need the throat spray. (You can

Big Sean - Dance (ASS) remix with Nicki Minaj

2011-11-01T15:34:00.001-05:00

i only watch 1:24-2:33 of this Ass video just to catch Nicki's part. The rest is irrelevant.

Trey Songz - Anticipation 2

2011-11-01T14:03:00.000-05:00

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Kim Kardashian

2011-11-01T04:34:00.003-05:00

Yesterday, Kim filed for divorce from her husband of a mere 72 days, Kris Humphries, citing irreconcilable differences. Now, I could go on & on about how funny this is. How I knew this marriage wouldn't last (she just met Kris in December 2010) & how she's very much still in love with Reggie-- I can't. It's pathetic. *sigh* As much as I think she's an attention whore, I really feel sorry for Kim

Happy Halloween

2011-10-31T01:16:00.000-05:00

Before. after. i have the tiniest mouth in America, & it literally hurts me to smile this big. lol after dinner & drinks my lips started to fade.. smh I think i loooooove black lipstick now. i look like a cartoon character. lol I spent the weekend in Houston with Jasmine. Too much fun. We ate good. Drank good. Had random slightly tipsy fun. No one started a fight.

--We Found Love

2011-10-21T19:24:00.001-05:00

It’s like you’re screaming, but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. & when its over and it’s gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you could have the good.

Rihanna - We Found Love

2011-10-21T18:41:00.001-05:00

I HATE this song.. but the video is badass. Full of love & drugs... Sex... How many young relationships are I imagine...

Beyoncé - Love On Top

2011-10-21T18:40:00.003-05:00

Not my favorite video... Still love Bey. Kinda like the song. Waiting for PARTY!!!

Elle Varner - Only Wanna Give It To You

2011-10-21T18:29:00.002-05:00

#Love. Plus she has big hair (though that's weave.... added for fullness) I need to know what kind of hair that is. *sigh* Plus J. Cole is in the visual as well so.... :)