tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60002163024567584512025-10-26T20:46:23.486-05:00To you my life seems vivid; to me its pretty darn bland.Bee Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02609503427734530242noreply@blogger.comBlogger1240125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6000216302456758451.post-57042300704746491162017-08-07T02:13:00.000-05:002017-08-07T02:13:12.531-05:00

Dear Whitney Kimball,  Fuck you. Yes.. FUCK YOU and fuck every other white woman who decides to write a think piece every single time Beyoncé posts a pic on Instagram. As soon as she dropped her pregnancy announcement, you were upset because it was "over the top" and "she isn't the first person to get pregnant". When she dropped the first pics of her twin blessings you once again scolded

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If you'd like to contribute to my blog or appreciate the content feel free to send to cash.me/$BeeBook This isn't me begging for money. You don't have to donate, but it would help me bring better content to you. I'm currently working on launching a podcast. I know it's easier to listen to a podcast than actually reading my thoughts out loud. So I should tell you about the podcast 🤔 it's

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The community standards set forth by Facebook are supposed to protect everyone... unless you're a Black woman. Recently read an article about a Black woman who was receiving death threats on Facebook and Twitter after saying she felt uncomfortable in a Cracker Barrel surrounded by white folks. Did Facebook do anything about the abuse she was receiving? Nah, but they did suspend her account

Bee Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02609503427734530242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6000216302456758451.post-3118250994912787292017-07-14T03:35:00.001-05:002017-07-14T03:35:58.854-05:00

Queen Beyoncé Giselle Knowles Carter shared the first picture of her now one month old twins, Sir Carter and Rumi.I'm DYING! Beyoncé petty ass waited until midnight to drop this iconic pic on Instagram! Remember she debuted Blue Ivy on tumblr at around the same age. I'm excited.Beyoncé is the queen of unexpected drops.She always breaks the internet. When she announced her pregnancy in

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I don't know what I'm doing. I have no idea what I am doing with my life. My life has become a series of unfortunate events that seem too dramatic to be real life. My life is a made for tv drama. Or a romantic comedy- minus the romance. Borderline psychological thriller. My life is pathetic. I often convince myself that things are better than they actually are. I tell myself that I'm happy when

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I have never been a fan of pads. I thought it was gross to be sitting in blood all day. So I went to tampons fairly early. Yet still there were issues with leaks and after reading the insert in the box on toxic shock syndrome-- I was terrified. Wtf was I inserting inside my vagina monthly?? Buying multiple sizes. Not knowing if I was still in my heavy flow stage or if a regular absorbency would

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As I grow older I am learning how to be more vocal about what I really want. Of course for years I had convinced myself that I wanted certain things because I was conditioned to believe that was all I could have. I didn't let myself think that I could actually have everything that I wanted in regards to men and relationships with men. I believed that I'd have to settle for whatever was good

Bee Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02609503427734530242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6000216302456758451.post-13611730559373578222017-01-25T12:54:00.001-06:002017-01-25T12:54:13.038-06:00

So... I started wearing wigs instead of getting sewins because I'm HORRIBLE will keeping a style for that long. Versatility is fun. I'm tired of dyeing and cutting my real hair (which is still natural).  Oh yea, my makeup skills have improved SO much. Dropping niggas who don't like you wearing hair & makeup will do wonders for your face. I'm just trying to continue to glow in 2017.&

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5 years ago i vowed to be celibate the entire year of 2012. I didn't even last a month. This year is different, I think. I was watching random interviews on youtube and kept stumbling across Meagan Good talking about how she was celibate before meeting and marrying her now husband.  And then I began questioning my own reasons for having sex. Why? It feels good. I enjoy it. But does it

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I was certain that He was the one. But as always I was loud and wrong. I just knew I had met my King. He made me feel beautiful when others made me feel like I was nothing special. Grabbed handfuls of my flaws and stared my insecurities in the eyes and said "I love this". He kissed away my fears. He wiped away tears. And then as fast as he came, he was gone. My King was gone. Found another

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I tried to build many relationships under fallacies and fairytales. I convinced myself that I didn't want more than sex because I believed that sex was all that I had to give. I didn't believe I could be a supportive girlfriend. I didn't think that I was able to be the person he came home to every night and unleashed all the turmoil from his day to. That his head couldn't lay in my lap as my

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Another sponsored post! (not really.. I just received the Zzzquil liqui-caps free for testing purposes. Hopefully I'm poppin enough to be sponsored by Sephora, Anastasia Beverly Hills, BECCA cosmetics... ) Anywho. It works. A little too well actually. I slept longer than expected. Lol. Through lunch 😅 It's non habit forming so you won't be a pill popping animal. Make sure you have 8hrs to spare

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I'd already purchased two of the products in my #oleglow voxbox earlier this month but for blogging purposes "I received these products complimentary from Influenster for testing purposes." The sheer transformation is the perfect skin moisturizer to wear under your makeup. I've been wearing it daily! I love it. Now the other two products- Power Bright and Truth Serum; I can't say if I love

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There comes a time when you just have to say fuck it and move on. I recently did that this year. It seems that the bulk of this blog revolves around ONE guy. I hate that. 8 years of content that 80% relates back to Anthony. Now I can say his name. I can type it out without worrying about any backlash or how people may view me to know that I was obsessed with an aint shit nigga for 10 years. Yea

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I love my Maybelline matte + poreless FitMeFoundation in the shade Coconut. When you are a brown skin girl, it's very difficult to find drugstore foundation in YOUR SHADE. Usually there's 12 shades of beige and then you have 3 dark shades you must combine to find your hue. I've always fell right in between shades- like most things in my life. Lol I was so scared when I found out that Influenster

Bee Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02609503427734530242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6000216302456758451.post-7623788601244611302015-04-05T01:14:00.001-05:002015-04-05T01:14:40.553-05:00

For as long as I can remember, someone has always tried to tell me what I could or couldn't do with MY BODY. From the government to strangers on facebook-- everyone has an opinion on women's body. Why? It's my body so how the fuck is it your business what I choose to do with it? The most recent incident that's been going on in my simple life is the good ol' makeup debate. For some reason men,

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On July 20, 2014 I traveled alone by MegaBus to New Orleans, Louisiana to see my soul sister, idol, the greatest entertainer Alive-- Beyoncé at the Mercedes-Benz SuperDome.Since the I Am.. tour, I was never able to get tickets because of them either being sold out or I just couldn't afford them.  When I found out that ALL floor seats were sold out in Houston, I almost

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I know I said I'd write more but... my mind has been everywhere but HERE. So here's a few updates on mi vida loca. I've recently begun venturing into the world of tarot cards giving readings to friends, family members, coworkers and even strangers online and over the phone. It's nice to finally be able to put my skills to use for the good of others. I enjoy helping people and I've made a nice

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First I'd like to tell everyone who may possibly STILL read my blog, Happy New Year and I'm sorry. I've let Vividly Bland become a big pile of nothingness but lets be hopeful that 2015 will bring in more blog entries and more content for everyone to enjoy! I have big plans for building my brand this year. I have dreams of becoming a mogul and I believe I may finally be ready. Sometimes we stand

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Bey is releasing the Platinum edition of her self-titled 5th studio album BEYONCE this month on November 24, 2014. And I am very excited. I need new music. I'm glad she is getting back to releasing a DVD for Thanksgiving. I need to see the MCSWT on TV though. It's only right.

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I have been groomed to be ashamed of my body. For as long as I remember, my body was sexualized by men- young & old. I was taught that I had to cover up because men could not control themselves and I was doing something to entice them. Then as I grew older I realized that it became more of a race issue. Lets go back to the years 2004-2007. My High School Years. When my rebellious fire

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Some days I don't want to live anymore. Some days I wish I could just end it all so that I will no longer have to deal with this pain. Some days I want to die. In a tragic way. Just quick and easy. No suffering. Then I realize that probably no one would miss me. And that hurts. You're supposed to be so strong. You have so much potential wasting away. Well, what if I were no longer here? I

Bee Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02609503427734530242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6000216302456758451.post-84446964753496327192014-09-22T23:49:00.002-05:002014-09-22T23:49:14.931-05:00

What are you searching for? I don’t know anymore. Everything that I thought that I wanted has turned out to be worthless. Everything that I thought that I needed I’ve learned to live without. The one thing that I thought was keeping me alive is the very thing that I need to kill to survive. Love? Fuck it. We go our whole lives searching for ONE person to complete us when all the while to

Bee Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02609503427734530242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6000216302456758451.post-58029083551299985162014-05-11T19:32:00.001-05:002014-05-11T19:32:21.505-05:00

My life has been a bit of crazy as of late and today I finally had alone time to sit down and write about something that has been plaguing my mind as of late. The Rape Culture. It's alarming how many people believe that women who are raped are asking for it. Based on your appearance, you are enticing men and these men shouldn't be punished for acting on instinct! Wait. What? 

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