tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38987823543165167282026-10-18T17:17:49.623+08:00I want to fly well..to the skylinechanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.comBlogger431125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-714232004822396282024-06-19T11:23:00.004+08:002024-06-19T12:17:02.950+08:00

 NOTA CI v1Assessment:ANTHROPOi) Berat sebelum (within timeframe of 3 or 6 month)ii) Berat terkiniiii) Berat sebelum/selepas chemoNFPEAssess NISi) MUCOSITIS- grade berapa- ada pedih, ulcer, keputihan, kegatalan?- if bawa pen lampu, boleh minta pt buka mulut ii) SORE THROAT- any sore throat latelyiii) APPETITE- perubahan selera makan sebelum dan selepas chemoiv) VOMITING- loya atau

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i know. you put a smile on your face each time you saw me is it because you hate sadness?because you're always the oneto see my sorrowto see my hopelessnessto see my lonelinessof all, you were thereso thank youfor bringing me upwhen i fall

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-39750832881696598262019-01-17T21:56:00.002+08:002019-01-17T21:56:36.672+08:00

i thought about it. deeply. the reasons we met people. and how would they cause such big impact in your life. .... back then, you were good. really good to me. the first time you shown an interest to me. asking such things, that i deem very personal. shown that you care. it was good, very. everything that has happened the way you treated me...it always felt different. how playful

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-66232476165448982872017-02-02T15:13:00.003+08:002017-02-02T15:13:57.886+08:00

of everything.. i am glad of what i have now. since then, i've been blessed. syukur alhamdulillah. i'm still learning..over time and time. how do i deal with this kind of thing. how do i deal with this "happiness" how do i act each time i won't get it. whatever it is that i wanted. things like this...been repeating. ever since then. same kind of thing, different setting, different

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-84104065101985806792016-08-29T17:17:00.003+08:002016-08-29T17:20:26.195+08:00

once, you felt happiness. you found reasons. ... did it ever enough? would it ever be enough? of all the things that you would do, you would prioritize the one person matters the most. time and time again. you chose the same. to what extent? was it worth your wish? your desire? your expectation? because you knew, ...you couldn't get it. thus, you suppressed it, kept it to

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-8523487207926190522016-06-14T21:08:00.001+08:002016-06-14T21:08:42.477+08:00

everything comes in pair, in two. it won't be three. three is bad. it will form a devastating triangle that's waiting to crumble.. counting its doom day. just put something inside the triangle, doesn't need much just a 'lil bit of stain inside a thought chaotic one and poof! gone. so it needs to be two. just like there's black and white just like there are two ears, two eyes,

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-54795313454586467192016-03-13T21:49:00.003+08:002016-03-13T21:57:27.248+08:00

i always wonder.. each time i came each time i went there what did you think about? how did you feel? are you happy? are you excited? i mean, did you feel the same? after you, i couldn't stay still i couldn't think right i couldn't be at ease i couldn't feel calm after you, i managed to realize; the causes the roots of everything that's happening to me i got to deal with

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-37267643382440594212016-03-06T23:01:00.000+08:002016-03-13T21:13:16.552+08:00

what's worse.. being number one or three? one, you are alone. in a race, in a competition, you may have won, but you are, alone. your rivals despised you did runner-up and second runner-up truly shake your hands as an act of honor? salute you? despite how professional they are, they might have felt it, i hated you.  hated your guts. envy. be it slightly. they have learned to

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-79330272737798333402016-03-06T17:10:00.000+08:002016-03-06T17:15:51.468+08:00

i don't care, i want this. 2019. yess dah ada target in life #bengong link

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-88177583734225292162016-02-26T16:42:00.000+08:002016-02-26T16:42:09.784+08:00

what does it mean by "people change"? i believe, the phrase best describes a situation in which, in a relationship, the other party, has started to treat you differently. turned to talk differently even if they still care the same, the behaviours have changed. it's not the same anymore. they just said whatever they want, before they wouldn't talk in such a way they would be careful but

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-81659834755079973592016-02-26T10:49:00.001+08:002016-02-26T10:49:37.002+08:00

what were you trying to achieve? all these while, you have been selfless. you didn't think about yourself you thought that being together was what matter you thought that the short time was enough rather than doing anything else, you believed it's worthwhile just to be able to be with you you traveled so far you spent time and money for whom? for what? what were you trying to gain

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-4303607276409607342016-02-25T22:23:00.001+08:002016-02-25T22:42:50.178+08:00

i am an introvert. introverts, usually are not interested in talking. or social interaction. doesn't mean they couldn't talk they would talk endlessly if it's involving interesting matter, for them. because they tend to not talk, they tend to be in reclusive manner. people might perceive them as arrogant, shy, unfriendly, and anti-social that's just how they are, we are, i am. kind of

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-44952134471824518262015-11-25T22:17:00.001+08:002016-01-13T10:47:02.410+08:00

all i want is.. ..to be able do the things i love with the person i love let's run together would you like to be my pacer? it's okay if you're slower it's okay if you're a 10K heck i can manage 3K if it's you. can you do that? let's have a nature getaway i don't know; we might do trail run why don't we trek the jungle? oh if we have the time, we can hike the hills, or better yet,

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-27254812258303978672015-11-14T20:52:00.002+08:002015-11-14T21:10:26.258+08:00

do you believe that when you first meet someone, if you have connection with that person, you just knew? when your eyes first meet each other.. you just knew something's going to happen between both of you. that, you are going to get close. that, you and her/him are going to be more than this. you have the feeling of curiosity so curious. you would want to know more about them more,

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-31729313790780500922015-10-11T22:26:00.000+08:002015-10-11T22:26:32.158+08:00

you have to remember. let's not forget the days that you had.. with that person all of your sweet memories never ever, ever erase them sometimes, you didn't ask for it to happen all of those flashbacks  suddenly appearing intruding your mind while taking your shower, while trying to drift off to sleep, while sitting in the mosque, waiting for your prayer.. while driving alone

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-81154703320233911022015-09-10T22:10:00.002+08:002015-09-10T22:10:38.154+08:00

    i was trying to write this for my facebook status...and then it felt tooo cheesy.   tak jadi nak post.   hahahaha.  well i edited the post to be shorter.

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-5992194265903213312015-09-10T21:22:00.000+08:002015-09-10T22:23:33.293+08:00

i was troubled i was lonely i had lost hope in anyone in anything.. i had been searching for a reason a reason for this the work that i have been doing for what purpose? i asked myself often. is there a meaning? i kept blaming myself for taking this path and then, i met you. i know. we could only be like this because you are also the same. you had also been longing for it

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-11403758102764774472015-09-02T09:03:00.002+08:002015-09-07T09:40:20.111+08:00

Now it's time for me to resume my anime series that I have left a looong time ago. One of them is Yowamushi Pedal. From the pedal, you might have already guessed, it's about bicycle. Bicycle road racing. It's hard to find good sports anime these days. The only remarkable sports anime or manga to be exact, worth mentioning, probably is Slamdunk. I think the strongest key point for Slamdunk

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-81868191732123845972015-08-26T10:17:00.000+08:002015-08-26T10:22:57.741+08:00

Sapa pernah buat benda ni? Haha. Best jugak. Tapi lambat der mamat ni type. Gua type lagi cepat. His English is proper although having many grammatical errors. It's a good medium to interact with customers. I hope that whatever he told me here is correct..too many inaccurate information I got..

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-3262615767427145942015-08-11T15:32:00.001+08:002015-08-11T15:32:32.886+08:00

have you ever came upon yourself and realized that what have you been doing for someone.. is exactly like the saying, love is blind you lost your priority just because of that person you would go such length, so far just for their sake. you would sacrifice your time just to be by their side you would do anything, that they would ask of you. usually, this kind of realization only occurs

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-82856909706480386332015-07-12T10:20:00.000+08:002015-07-12T10:20:00.167+08:00

kerap kali aku alami. bukan migrain. how to best describe it? is it really just inadequate sleeping? kalaupun berjaya tidur dengan cukup yakni 7-8 jam.. ia hanya hilang pada hari itu sahaja. entah lah. kekadang aku paranoia sendirian. tak perlu disenaraikan di sini apa kemungkinan tersebut. takut. maybe i should get a mri? have to ask for a referral right.. i never took any

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-77745239033253797682015-07-12T06:33:00.001+08:002015-07-12T06:47:16.312+08:00

how did this one person that you met able to affect your life entirely? my life in these recent times, was all about this particular person. that i care so much. i am not sure how did i come to adore, this person. i guess, empathy led to caring then time spent together strengthened the bond. because of you, i got to know your family. and i, have become more than a stranger. especially

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-44014591151625599462015-07-10T12:13:00.002+08:002015-07-12T06:40:02.350+08:00

Mengapa kau menangis? Padahal, aku belum menangis. Kerna ku tahu, kaulah yang lebih bersedih dari ku Aku dah tak tahu siapa antara kita yang merasa lebih pedih? Hari ini seharusnya, menjadi hari tak bererti Namun bila kita bersama, ia menjadi harta berharga  Ku ingin selalu bersamamu.. Apakah ada, hal yang bisa ku lakukan untuk dirimu? Selalu untukmu.. Selamanya untukmu..

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-62773785231457558632015-07-01T23:39:00.001+08:002015-07-01T23:42:23.685+08:00

ramai tak sedar akan kekuatan doa. kita solat, kita doa, kita ikhtiar, kita tawakal. selalu, bila akhirnya kita dapat apa yang kita nak tu.. ia adalah hasil dari doa-doa kita. atau doa insan lain untuk kita. mungkin pada masa lalu. mungkin pada ketika dan saat itu ia dimakbulkan. kita tak sedar. sebabnya, kekadang yang kita minta tu bukanlah umpama apa yang kita bayangkan. malah

chanzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16015397620969482547noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3898782354316516728.post-24518627657205030552015-06-21T13:55:00.001+08:002015-06-21T14:13:18.888+08:00

kenapa kita suka buat sesuatu yang kita tak suka? benarkah kita tak ada pilihan? atau kita sebenarnya penakut? tak berani ambil risiko? mahukan jalan mudah? mahukan stability? ramai aku jumpa.. menyatakan ketidakpuashatian tidak merasa puas dengan kerja mereka "bukan ini yang dicari.." tak suka jabatan ini tak suka company ini. tak suka kerja ini. tak usah aku bicara soal diri

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