My Passion

Lost in Chaos

2014-03-30T13:11:00.002-07:00

Sat in the bliss of time
Spiralling in this endless rhyme
Letters jumbled
Words are fumbled
Lost in a world of uncertainty
Danger of losing all dignity

Throat a perpetual sand pit
Pleading for a forfeit
Tempers are flaring
The mind a desert blazing

There’s a spanner in the works
Too much for the simple jerks
A thief has claimed the wheels
The words of the mouth he steals

Words become aloof
Noise but sound proof
Steps walk away
Cannot save the day
Farewell I say

2014-03-30T01:35:00.001-07:00

If you tell me to stop dreaming, then there's no point in me living

STAND FIRM

2013-11-18T03:51:00.005-08:00

Welcome brothers and sisters, I urge you

Heed my words today

We are more than conquerors, sweet church, yes this I dare to say

The oppression you feel will not last forever

For the Lord stands firm by his children’s sides through all fearsome endeavours

We can do everything through Christ who gives us strength.

So what is strength? Explain it to me

To force your authority over someone through brute force?

To enslave innocent children with no remorse?

To take away a man’s sense of identity

Who they are, their love ones and their family?

If that is your idea of strength then you have gravely mistaken me

And where is this God you say has never forsaken me?

Does he see my pain when he’s there at my side?

Does he see the hurt in my tired eyes?

And my heart, does he know how broken it is?

How worn down and chewed up undone it is?

Indeed times for the clenching of fists will arise before us

But let us not be like the wild beasts, charged with with bloodthirsty lust

Flee from the temptation of violence when it exposes itself

For violence brings forth more violence

Causing pain to pass through time until there’s nothing but silence

From generation upon generation hate grows

And clouds the minds and grabs hold of its victim’s souls

Leave the cause of hate to be lost with the past

Why? When affliction and suffering continues to last

So let us join forces as one to break this curse of hate towards one another

That has imprisoned us causing resentment towards each other

Now I know what I ask of you may seem impossible

To forgive and forget

All the anguish we have felt

I understand, I see with my own eyes

How they look at us with hate and despise?

They hate our black skin

How it is so tough yet thin

They hate our dance moves and our rhythm

Compared to their awkward 1-2 step that looks like a chicken

God holds every name across his palm in one line

Well maybe there wasn’t enough space to write mine

I don’t see him, do you?

Not so much, for a while

I see anger, I do, and I also see pain.

Frustration and weakness and cruelty and shame.

The way they look at us, like filth, like sad little lepers.

Where is our dignity Pastor? And where is our shepherd?

In the past they thought of us as retards, who were good for nothing

And used us as mere tools for farming and scrubbing

Walk around like Gods, like a superior race

And treat us like animals of some insignificant race

Just last week I heard on the news of lynching all over

I prayed and I prayed, tell me please, when will this all be over?

When will we be truly free?

To be happy and black, to be proud to be me

To see black as my pride, not a stain of a tragedy?

Or the mark of a slave, endowed by his majesty?

Deep within me I admit, the anger that I feel

But my Father up heaven teaches me to let go and be healed

My son was taken from me and I will never see him again

Embrace him in my arms and see his sweet little grin

That pain doesn’t just die or wither

More like it festers, it grows and spreads like tumour

My mind and my heart, it consumes me all over

But the Lord opened the eyes of my heart and showed me his face

His love and mercy and filled me with His grace

I tell you now he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into His kingdom

Where we have redemption and the forgiveness of sins

Liberate yourself from the hurt, and release the chains of hate and agony that bind you

For the Lord tells us to love our enemies and do good to them

And lend to them without expectation of return

Then our reward will be great and we will be sons and daughters of the Most High

Because He is kind to the ungrateful and wicked

Let us show love and kindness to our oppressors

And leave the battle to the Lord, for indeed he has rescued us from dominion of darkness

To all who feel they are weak and unable to forgive and forget

Trust on His Word and lean on Him for strength

For he says,

My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.

Therefore I say delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties.

For when we are weak, then we is strong.

This my family is true strength

echoshimix

Gabby

Ese

2013-10-31T10:16:00.002-07:00

If you tell me to stop dreaming, them there's no point in me living

FLY

2013-07-24T15:59:00.003-07:00

Dreams are beautiful concept

There are things that in our hearts we accept

But what we fail to realise is life

Life is full of hardships and strife

Walls that look to rise to the skies

But change your perspective and close your eyes

Imagine yourself as a bird flying high and mighty

Make that your goal to soar over all adversity

LEARN

2013-01-03T06:19:00.000-08:00

Ah man there I go doing it again

Why, just why

Does this hyper analytical brain of mine

Always react in this way

Like a self-destruct button is pressed

Whenever my parents give me advice

Just keep the beak shut

Absorb their words of wisdom

And take head for they speak

With your best of interest at heart

An apology is definitely overdue

What is the proper form of communication?

Telecommunication is by far the easiest

But words from the heart

Are best expressed in person

I am sorry

I will learn

Where are we…?

2012-12-27T09:56:00.001-08:00

I miss you
Day and night
Forever I wait
But people say
Life is short
Live till fullest
I refuse to
Not without you
I am incomplete
What to do?
Last 5 years
Gone so fast
Past is past
Look to future?
Heart doesn’t lie
Truth is transparent
Thoughts are cloudy
Confusion raining
How much time
Maybe this summer
Or the next
Time will tell
But cannot speak

Lonely Strum

2012-10-22T16:37:00.000-07:00

D, E, F, G, A, B, C

The sequence continues as he plucks away gently

Look at him

That haircut so trim

Sat there with the utmost pleasure

He could play forever

For him

Forever feeling like a static time stream

In a continuous flow yet in his mind confined within a fixed dream

The world carrying on as usual

Whilst he carries on the usual

Motion after motion his fingers carefully twang against each string

In a melodic fashion he transcends himself into a purified melodious being

Whose essence and purpose is creation of musical phenomena

That sprouts once every millennia

Throwing this world into hysteria

To him

All that remains is the calm

From the soft melody of each Bible Psalm

To the hard hitting passion of the heart

Which threatens to tear us apart

That some relate to as art

Right back to the start

Picture a painting of pure simplicity

One man and his friend in harmony

As he takes the stand

With his pick in his hand

And the music in his heart

The time has come

For the lonely strum

UNKNOWN (intro)

2012-10-15T03:13:00.003-07:00

They say the human race is the most dominant being on this whole planet

With the manner in which they have conquered the land, the sea and the sky
Tearing down and destroying whatever comes in its way
With no remorse for how their actions affect their surroundings

But I say there is a more terrifying thing out there,
More scary than fear itself
It weakens the hearts of those who are proud of their physical outlook

Their countless hours of building those spectacular biological external muscles that are perfect to the human eye
Their power based egotistical exterior becomes worthless when dealing with this level of fear

That cripples even the most intellectual minds and turns them into mindless zombies
Philosophers over the years have strained every minuscule molecular cell in their over developed brains to uncover the mystery behind this fear

I bet you are all eager for me to verbally articulate the name given to this inanimate object,
As the sound of its title trickles out from my lips,
And it hits your inner ears causing vibrations off your ear drums
The moment your mind registers these 6 syllables

An electric shock sensation pierces through the natural conductor that is your physical body

Plunged into despair and confusion

Your whole surrounding spirals into darkness

What is out there?

You don’t know

There’s no-one around you to call for help

Alone, Frightened,

All that is left is….

The FEAR of the UNKNOWN

Unspoken words

2012-09-28T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hello! Hello!

My words fall on deaf ears

Do my words qualify not enough to gain your acknowledgement?

Or is it I who does not understand the words of my body?

I feel trapped in this flesh cocoon

The freedom of my first breath is a distant pleasure

That was stripped away from me by the devil’s terror

Immense pain struck through me

I knew something was afoot

The fear of the unknown worsening the feeling

My soul sinking into a dark cold world

As though my brain was waving the dishonourable white flag unashamed

I had given up all hope

Suddenly a surge of life flowed through me

As though resurrecting this lifeless carcass

The flame reignited within me

With my veins bursting with energy

My self-abandoned life force was being dragged from the fiery clutches of the evil one into the warm embrace of our Heavenly Father

Left eye followed right eyes awakening and what I saw saturated my eye sockets to the point of flooding

The sight of a giant woman and a man and a little girl in the embrace of her older boy

All speaking with in a foreign dialect with power and great vigour

My eyes fixated on the woman whose hands were larger as my entire face

Her smile that could pause the earth in orbit in awe

And more soothing than the golden-rouge sunset horizon ashore

I felt her life energy seeping gently into my soul

Mother…there was no doubt

For her loved shielded my entire being

I was floating, experiencing the anti-gravitational life of the creatures of the air

I was at peace and the pain scurried away into the darkness

I had found my anchor, my reason to carry on living and fight for another day

This is my FAMILY I said to myself

Even though confined in this weakened body my story is far from over

Their desire, passion, love and faith in God brought me back from a lonely world

One where many have never returned

With them and the power of God I know I can succeed and LIVE

You look and what do you see?

Pain, sadness?

No, look deeper….

There’s fire in my eyes and there’s hope, peace and happiness

For the Lord has blessed me with a wonderful family

AMEN!

It's My Birthday

2012-08-22T11:44:00.003-07:00

Are people there yet?

Wait, what!

What you mean are people there yet?

Who are you coming here to see?

Me or the people who aint here yet?

That's what annoys me about people these days

Especially on birthdays

It's a celebration of a special day for your friend

Who cares if anyone else is here!

A real friend will visit or wish happy birthday before the night end

It's about making that special individual happy

Not about clubbing or meeting the invited people you fancy

Nah that is messed up

People you gotta fix up

You know who you all are

The true friends always shine as the brightest star

In the end only one person came

With no alternative aim

A model of true friendship

Calming the storms of life’s hardship

All I ask for is one day in the year

Don’t blow your chance to show that you care

Make that special someone feel like they won the lottery

Having a friend who loves them unconditionally

Temptations

2012-08-21T12:23:00.002-07:00

I may look calm, collective and in control externally

But within all hell is breaking loose internally

Wherever I turn a collage of eye balls look my way

Analysing my every step and waiting to judge away

Growing up is like a constant roller coaster

The highs of friendships to the lows of starting over

Innocence of childhood is bliss

For once their eyes are opened their world suddenly becomes a myth

As Adam and Eve had an enlightenment when they ate the fruit of good and evil

We too share a similar fate that is real

Exposure to sin clouds our minds and thoughts

Causing compromisation

From even the ones who ought to be Christ's affirmation

Of the word of the Lord that is out of our scope of interpretation

Therefore only divine intervention from the Holy Spirit propels us into a glimpse of His realm of understanding

We as children of God should watch our backs

For the devil like a hungry lioness stalking her prey never slacks

He comes to steal, kill and destroy

For he does not concern himself with the lost but stealthy launches assaults on the Lord’s convoy

But do not fear

For the Lord preserves and shelters us from the wicked snare

Watch over your brothers and sisters lost in the ether

For you are their keeper

That wolf in sheep’s clothing

That devil in angelic dressing

Never revealing its true nature

Is temptations’ true character

Not all that shines is gold

And not all that sparkles fills that empty void in your soul

Be weary

For once temptation has lured you into its clutches

It deserts leaving behind a broken, empty world full of regrets and wishes

Children do not forget your siblings

Guide them out of the dark into the lights dwellings

And with the Lord as our strength

Freedom will be our reward in the end

AMEN

CHAINS OF ADDICTION

2012-07-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

Life is a roller coaster

People always on the move with the coffee mugs overflowing in Costa

In my travels I have come across many experiences

But there is one that seems to always shock my senses

This is the tale of the young man facing the world of addiction

And whether or not he managed to escape this seemingly perilous situation

Young man: Good morning world, what shall I occupy my time with today

Mind: How about we educate ourselves today

Young man: Certainly sounds like a good idea

Body: Screw that man, let’s gamble!

Young man: Ooo Barcelona are playing tonight, it will be good odds. I could make a few bucks

Body: Yeah man, let’s make that MONEY!

Mind: What! No, do not waste your time with such trivial and easy money method ways. The satisfaction gain from them is purely temporal, education lasts a lifetime

Young man: That is true; they do say knowledge is power

Mind: Yes, so let us ignore these irrelevant thoughts of get rich quick tactics

Body: Forget you, what about all the people out there that are millionaires from gabling. Don’t chat nonsense, it works if you have the guts to do it…..I never thought you were a little girl, what the boys going to think?

Young man: Ahh jheeze the boys are going to tease me if I tell them I’m backing out of a bet. Yo you know one bet aint going to hurt now right?

Body: That’s the spirit, we got this!

Mind: No, do not give in. This is exactly how it starts, you do a little and it leads to a lot, and before you know it you’re addicted!

Young man: Addicted! Nah don’t worry I can handle myself, I am not one of those desperate gambling dependent people

Mind: Yes, now you are not, but how do you think those people got there in the first?

They started off just like you are now, thinking that they can handle the odd bet here and there and then when they make a tiny profit they believe they are God’s gift at gambling and carry on gambling blindly

Young man: What do you take me for, an idiot?

Of course I will be able to control myself; once I make a profit I am done and will walk away.

Body: Yeah, you tell that fool of a mind of yours to stay out of this. LEGO!

Mind: Ok, well I tried.

The first stage of addiction I found is the easiest to be caught up in

The person goes through a phase of self-reassurance to counter the feeling of vulnerability that begins creeping

In order to prove to ones’ self and brethren that they are man enough to handle the craze

But what they fail to realise that proof of male dominance is overrated in addiction’s case

Once one tastes the sweet nectar of victory

They are entangled in the chains of addictions clutches of authority

To be reborn into a world of financial and emotional misery

Where escape is an impossibility

Now unto the next phase

Young man: YES! I won, FULL HOUSE BABY!!

Body: See, told you bro. You got this! Round 2 bro!

Mind: What happened to playing only until a profit is made and stopping after that?

Young man: Ahh stop being a party pooper, feels like my lucky day today. What could go wrong? Bring it!

Mind: I pray you don’t regret that statement.

FEW MOMENTS LATER…

Young man: Come on, just need a 21 and I have broken even

Nooooooooo! That’s all my savings down the drain. What am I going to do!!

Body: Credit card? You could get lucky and win it all back with interest.

Mind: No man, stop while you are ahead (well actually, behind). It is not worth it.

Young man: Look man, I am screwed I need to make the money back somehow. I am down for anything right now, all I need is one lucky break and I am rich!

Mind: Remember that time when you said you would never become one of those dependent desperate people? Look at you now, seems like fate had a different set of plans for you. Pathetic!

Body: Ignore him, just do it you have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

Wow, what a crazy turn of events in that young man’s life

You would imagine and hope that this illustration is a special twist of fate of a man’s strife

But how delusional you would be

This is the recognised outcome an addict is expected to see

Now you may be asking, “So why even take part?”

Well that is the question for the ages, that it doesn’t matter how smart

Or how much monetary value one has within their possession

Once the claws of addiction infiltrates, it grips your very being

Let us see how the story concludes

Body: Dude, I had no idea this would happen.

I am really sorry.

Mind: Sorry does not take it all back.

His life has been destroyed, that is what addiction brings to one’s life….takes you from HERO to ZERO.

Young man: Why did this happen to me? I was only supposed to spend a few quid and then walk away.

But I could not physically command my body to cease from the action it was taking and walk away

Now I have lost it all

I am empty and drained

Financially, emotionally and in life

Old man: Hello young man, I can tell from your current location at the foot the payment and the rugged state of your clothes that you are yet another victim of addiction.

Here is some advice, take at your own discretion, you are still young, take this chance to start afresh and move forward in life.

Just make sure you LEARN from your MISTAKES.

And pass your story unto those contemplating on taking upon the addiction challenge.

Life is packed with many trials and tests

Do not allow this take away your rest

The addiction challenge is not to be taken lightly

It is a real threat that can affect us all greatly

Rise above the testosterone desire to prove ones invincibility

The results of such conquests always end in calamity

Leave your fate in God’s hands

And don’t sell your life to addiction’s demands

Take heed

And succeed

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2012-06-10T08:20:00.000-07:00

The acronym that expands out to spell

Da Generation

Created 2 years ago by a group of determined, Christ loving, maniacs that we all love and know

When you think of DG, what kind of image springs to mind?

A number of the members of DG were asked that same question; this is what they said…

Crazy Nigerian nonsense talking and weirdly spiritual people

Happy people

Committers, Goal achievers, God sent

Weird people with common sense

Crazy, weird in a good way, insanely creative who actually LOVE God

Playful, funny, BUSH, time-wasters, SUPER TALENTED, Warriors for Christ

Loving, caring, God fearing and most of all fun to be around with and I wouldn't change them for the world because it’s all that madness that makes them unique in their own way

Peculiar, Passionate, Special, Spontaneous, Unpredictable,

Go-getters, Energetic, Liveliness, Tough love, Real, Zealous,

United

A family

Yes a family,

And it is that sense of family that constantly brings me back

Whenever I begin to stray from the pack

It is that same sense of family that ties us all together in love

Now from my experience with DG

When I came to this church I felt like a lost sheep

Didn’t know how I would fit in and had my own personal battles

So it took me a while to open up and show my true colours

But that’s the beautiful thing about DG

They waited for me patiently, always there when I needed them

Until the time I opened up to them and at last felt at home

To me the name DG is incomplete

I believe it should be called DGG

Meaning ‘Da Greatest Generation’

Let me tell you what DG means to me

They are my Friends, My Support, My Comforters, My Allies, and My Comrades

People who I wouldn’t think twice to jump in front of a moving car or a bullet for

People who even if the whole world was against even a single one of them I would stand FOR them

Some of the most important people in my life

I watched a Hillsong sermon with Brian Houston last Sunday and he said this,

We have to find and appreciate the God People in our lives

For they will carry you through your Journey called the Path of Righteousness

I see these crazy diverse people as My God People

We are One

United

Family

As a brother to me says

Imole

IT HURTS

2012-06-07T04:11:00.001-07:00

Pain, pain
All of it is pain
I'm not good enough,
I can't do it
So what's the point in me even trying ??
Ever had it when you put in so much effort
And yet
You come out with complete nothingness as a reward
After you have spilt your blood, sweat and every other spectacle of energy into something
Just to have it brushed aside
Like your effort is credited as much as the next guy who didn't even do not do a thing
Do you know how that feels?
Let me tell you how it feels
It hurts.... A lot
And I dont have it in me to carry on much longer
My efforts are worthless
My voice falls on deaf ears
Oh this hurts sooo bad
My mind is troubled to the extent that I Cannot sleep
I cant eat because Swallowing hurts
My emotional pain is becoming more and more physical day by day tormenting my every thought with negativity and self hateMy eyes flood uncontrollably as I am being bullied by my very own mind Before I asked myself why
But now I know I have to accept my new reality This is me
My fate
My dreams were a mere over eager reflections of a naïve young man
I'm wasting my time here .... It's time to move on
Off I go
Where to?
No idea
Maybe I'll find a place where I can live in peace with the failure that is me
Oh Lord it hurts !!
It hurts

by Toyin Said and echoshimix

SUMMER TERM

2012-06-03T05:49:00.001-07:00

This is the term that most students dread to go through

But cannot wait to go through it

For they know that without a shadow of a doubt the rewards to these trials
are beautiful blues skies and glorious sunshine

As if the planet itself is congratulating you and your endeavours during this time

As the saying goes

“The Sun always comes after the rain”

So even if you are in pain

And it feels like the world is just swallowing up your existence little by little

Remember this,

Pain is temporary but

Gain is forever

Whenever I feel down

I look to Christ to give me the strength

But I know not everyone shares my beliefs

So here are the words of one of the greatest and most respected actors to ever step foot on this Planet

“Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.

You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.

How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth.

But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody.

Cowards do that and that ain't you.

You're better than that!”

So we should not let the harsh feedback, marking of the examiners and seminar tutors bring down our spirits

For all their pressures are their way of showing they care

To prepare us all for the battles of the outside world

We should always remember that

“We are powerful beyond measure…and that we are all meant to shine…”

Our light ties us to the light at the end of the tunnel

We were made for Success

It is designed within our DNA

Never lose sight of your goal

Only you can do it

And finish the race with a great big smile and self-satisfaction

With your trusted friends that have supported you throughout it all

Because you know you gave every last bit of strength and gave your best

That’s PERFECT

Now enjoy your SUMMER

GREATNESS OR LAZINESS....You Decide

2012-05-13T15:53:00.000-07:00

Over the many centuries Human Beings have evolved to become the most intelligent and dominant force on this planet

But it is a known fact that the average Neanderthal only uses a small fraction of their brain’s processing power

Leading to the question…

WHY is this so?

However over the existence of the Human race

The exceptional gems have blossomed

Polished and redefined through life experiences

They explode into our world and as the old cliché quotes…

“A star is born”

These beings just like you and I

Analyse, calculate and see the world through the eyes of a child

Where impossibility is a joke and the stars truly are the limit

Through them countless theories and ground breaking discoveries have been unravelled

Ones such as the sphere of the Earth, Gravity, Science, Newton’s law, the Solar System, Geometry and many more

Their expeditions have and will live long in our history

For without them our lives would be somewhat different

Dare I say…primitive?

Resurfacing the question once again

How are they able to accomplish these feats?

It is said that these legends had an intellect that was worlds’ apart from that of an average human

Could it be that they somehow accomplished the utilisation of both parts of the human brain?

If so, then what does that entail for the likes of We mere mortals

Will we ever be able to achieve such things?

From the words of the iconic 1^st Black President of USA …

YES WE CAN!

Our main obstacle to success is ourselves

We have succumbed and mastered the character that is the Art of Laziness

The comfortable feeling of doing just enough to get by,

Never pushing ourselves that extra mile to unveil our true potential

It's not that we're incapable of great things; many of us are so powerful beyond our thoughts.

However Laziness keeps us from discovering how great we are!

Laziness is that habit that keeps our dreams as dreams!

Laziness is decay of power, laziness is the diminishing of worth, and laziness is the road to poverty.

Whatever excuse it is for your laziness let it cease now

For whether it is fear of failure, of becoming a laughing stock or that minuscule feeling of rejection and inadequacy

The rewards will far exceed those fears

Do you think the great legends of the past were not persecuted?

No, they all had their own trials but they dug deep and held tight to that childish attitude of

“I WILL NEVER GIVE UP”

Tell me something,

Is it better to live a life of just enough, always wishing to do more, and saying “If only…?”

Or taking the leap of faith and saying;

“I can be more and I will be more!”

I always tell myself;

It’s better to have died living than to have lived in regret

When you are lazy, people will hate your company! Let us rid ourselves of laziness.

We could all make history

Do More & Be More!

(Inspired by the Unknown Mentor of Grace Olajide)

MOTHER

2012-05-13T15:40:00.001-07:00

Mother,
A six letter word that represents something of great importance

Even though we give her hell most of the timeShe always finds a way to make us feel like heaven on earth

M is for the ‘More than enough’
This is how she has taken care of me throughout all these years

Despite our knocking of heads at timesI know for a fact that she will always be my pillar of support
Giving me all the financial support I need

O is for her Observant nature
Always looking out for me like a mother bear keeping its offspring’s safe
And noticing the little things that are troubling my mind even when I kept such things from you

T is for the Tears she shed for me
For the pain and anguish she endured for me
Even when her actions and reasoning exceed my limited understanding

I see now that her intentions were for me to prosper
Her kindness and sacrifice were all part of her supportive nature

That reflected the benevolent love in her heart towards me

H is for her Heart Her big heart that just accepts me for who I am
And is always quick to forgive me for my transgressions

E is for her Everlasting faith in God
Which she has passed down unto me
And which I am eternally grateful for
Because now I have found my Heavenly Father, my best friend, my brother all in one

R is for her admittedly annoying habit of being Right all the time

Despite the circumstances of life leading us to separate lives

Just reminding you that you will always have us...Your children

You mean the WORLD to us

LOVE YOU,

MOTHER

(co-write Meschach Yeboah)

Thoughts of a lost disciple - A MAN'S PRIDE

2012-05-03T06:34:00.000-07:00

Just some food for thought people.
I know I'm usually backing and supporting the ladies but I think this time I'm gonna back my fellow brothers on this one
If there is one thing a woman will never fully understand, and that is the feeling of when a Mans pride and ego has been broken. Nothing is more emotionally painful for a man and it can easily turn them from sweet to bitter and a bitter man is probably just as bad if not worse than a bitter woman
And the problem is some women have a way of severely breaking a mans pride and ego without knowing. And it has turned many of what use to be good men into the very men you women complain about. And it comes from not appreciating what you already have, always wanting something extra, like a gentleman is not good enough he has to be one with muscle or be street or some materialistic ideal that you put before all the good that is inside of him. And a man who has made so much effort to prove his worth is now outdone by one who just has a little more charm and good looks and making a fraction of the effort.
Now I'm not saying men shouldn't take responsibility and rise above this because they should. But you women need to realise that when you break a mans pride and ego you more or less potentially break the man himself and contribute to creating the very men that you stereotype all the time.
We have enough broken men in our community as it is, so Ladies don't contribute to even more. Every man wants to be loved equally as much as every woman, and every woman needs to appreciate the worth of a man as much as us men need to appreciate the worth of a woman.

By the Lost Disciple

LOOK UP

2012-04-29T16:30:00.001-07:00

Dear Lord

I have a friend

Who looks like they always have it together

But I can tell from their eyes

Just a shallow illusion,

But deep down are emotions stirring up from within

I see someone You love Father

Someone who loves You with all their heart

I pray they look up to the hills

They look for You,

From whence cometh our help

You are the maker of heaven and earth

Every single burden of theirs

Burning up inside shall be placed on Your shoulders

You carried the cross of all our sins willingly and gracefully

Though the devil may try

Their feet will stand firm and not be moved

For He who keepeth them shall not slumber

Behold He who keepeth them shall neither slumber nor sleep

In their private times speak to them Father

Engulf them in Your love

That they may smile of true happiness from within

For You are their keeper

You are the shade upon their right hand

You protected them from birth

And have carried them on Your back as a father does their beloved child

Even when they get older and feel they are capable on their own

You send angels to watch over them

Ensuring that the sun shall not smite them by day,

Nor the moon by night

For the works of the evil one is to attack them when they are at their weakest

But You shall preserve them from all evil

You shall preserve their souls

Even when they are in the world

May they not conform to this world

But instead become the beacon hope that which You have planned

And grow into the great flame of Truth

For all the world to see and be led to You

And finally may You preserve their going out and coming in,

From this day forth and even FOREVEMORE

AMEN

GOD BLESS YOU

The Unknown

2012-04-05T10:43:00.003-07:00

They say the human race is the most dominant being on this whole planet
With the manner in which they have conquered the land, the sea and the sky
Tearing down and destroying whatever comes in its way
With no remorse for how their actions affect their surroundings

But I say there is a more terrifying thing out there,
More scary than fear itself
It weakens the hearts of those who are proud of their physical outlook

Their countless hours of body pumping, building those spectacular biological external muscles that are perfect to the human eye
Their power based egotistical exterior becomes worthless when dealing with this level of fear

It even cripples the most intellectual minds and turns them into mindless zombies
Philosophers over the years have strained every minuscule molecular cell in their over developed brains to uncover the mystery behind this fear

An electric shock sensation pierces through the natural conductor that is your physical body

Plunged into despair and confusion

Your whole surrounding spirals into darkness

What is out there?

You don’t know

There’s no-one around you to call for help

Alone, Frightened,

All that is left is….

The FEAR of the UNKNOWN

Blessings of the Heart

2012-03-13T17:46:00.001-07:00

I ponder to myself how someone could be so kind
I had almost given up on discovering a person such as you
One that gives with all their heart
And asks for nothing in return
Want you to know that you are appreciated amongst us
If these words don't show evidence, then our prayer of blessings unto you would hopefully melt your heart
For week after week you melt our taste buds
With succulent delicacies that my renders my mouth paralyzed in pure pleasure
You have been blessed with a gift
And just as a musician pours their all into their performance
You go beyond and add an entity that cannot be defined
That has been countlessly debated for centuries
Your own special chemical X
When they say X marks the spot,
In your case you hit the spot
That spot hit by your flawless LOVE that overflows from within.
God will bless you with all your heart desires and abundantly more
For you are more than worthy

THANK YOU JOY

2012-02-28T04:56:00.001-08:00

"the essence of love isnt the dependence of one person but rather the unexplainable happiness and peace that is felt"

What is Love?

2012-01-07T05:32:00.000-08:00

Love the greatest gift man could ever have

But why does it hurt so much

Is it because the physical action of sex has now become so easy

That it’s has made us forget the reward of happiness and overwhelming joy from the emotional aspect of love

Or has the human desire of lust now replaced God’s purest form of love

Sometimes I ask myself, do people really know the meaning of love or has it now become a type of game

Whereby they don’t care as long as they don’t feel the pain

I see my many brethren in relationships they are not happy with

This made me ponder

Does Love not overcome virtually everything?

God showed example by allowing his son to die for us so that we His beloved children could live for Him

Love is not written on a paper

For paper can be erased

Or is it etched on a stone

For stone can be broken

But it is inscribed in the heart

And there shall it remain forever

Love the greatest commandment in the bible

As I keep writing I ask myself what the meaning of love is

Many brethrens see love as a physical thing

But they have been blinded by today’s media portrayal of an emotion meant for peace not hurt

I thought love has to do with one’s feeling or affection

But what I see is many people replacing it with money

His Word taught me that the love of money is the root of all evil and replacing love with money will result in no love

I say love cannot be explain merely by words alone

But by the actions that come from within

I don’t need to wait until February 14 to show my love but instead demonstrate in daily

I am not saying showing love on this day is a bad thing

Even the Bible says love thy neighbour as yourself because God is love

And

Love is God

When Love shines from within us

Then this lustful world will gaze upon a glimpse of God’s Love for His people

Shalom.

co-writer

Meshach Yeboah

WHAT A WORLD

2012-01-06T15:16:00.000-08:00

What a world we live in that parents leave their young children to roam the streets alone

Playing in the middle of the road with no care in the world as if it were their own

Where legal suits have become a common occurrence

When a simple ‘I am sorry’ is not sufficient enough as an apology but instead we require legal assistance

What happened to this world?

From an alien perspective this world is a natural heaven

With life flowing abundantly

And overflowing sublimely

A planet filled with life from the tip of the roots under the earth soils

To the moist fresh nose of the majestic creature that is the eagle soaring free in the skies

Unlike a puppet trapped and lonely bounded by its master’s coils

But is freedom not all lies?

As the puppet dreams of relinquishing all ties

That’s when he will realise

Without those strings like ties

His life is as meaningless as flies

So in his master’s possession is where his purpose lies

A life totally dependent on others

Do not shame your fathers and mothers

By stiffening your throat to produce natural bubbly fluids

And then spraying it all over your family names like the horrid taste of pure alcoholic liquids

This world has been through too much pain, to last a lifetime

The shame, of

Family feuds

Siblings’ duels

Spouses sues

Forget your differences

Embrace the people’s metamorphoses

Angry wives

The legal suite is not your best friend

Furious guys

The collision of your fist crushing her tender cheek bone must end

This world cries for peace

Its vocal muscles are aching in pain

The draughts and famines are mere pawns in portraying the grand scale of its strain

Snow in the season before the Sun

And scorching heat in the 4^th season making the ice run

What is happening in this world?

Are we truly safe?

How can we be safe when earth quakes are occurring as regular as new babies born?

When diseases such as AIDs disintegrate the lights of our future

Leaving weeping mothers hurting and fathers scorn

Scorned of this world and all its false promises

Promises from leaders who fling sweet words to satisfy heeding ears oblivious to the real crisis

What meaning do empty words that fill you with hope have…?

Without the passionate actions

That makes one reminisce the strength and love of God’s creations

Reflecting the characteristics of their maker

Take a look at the animals living in coherence and peace

Has our hatred devoured our sanity…

To the point where humanity

Will cease?

My Passion

Lost in Chaos

Sat in the bliss of timeSpiralling in this endless rhymeLetters jumbled Words are fumbledLost in a world of uncertaintyDanger of losing all dignity

Throat a perpetual sand pit Pleading for a forfeit Tempers are flaring The mind a desert blazing

There’s a spanner in the worksToo much for the simple jerksA thief has claimed the wheelsThe words of the mouth he steals

Words become aloofNoise but sound proofSteps walk awayCannot save the dayFarewell I say

If you tell me to stop dreaming, then there's no point in me living

STAND FIRM

FLY

LEARN

Ah man there I go doing it again

Why, just why

Does this hyper analytical brain of mine

Always react in this way

Like a self-destruct button is pressed

Whenever my parents give me advice

Just keep the beak shut

Absorb their words of wisdom

And take head for they speak

With your best of interest at heart

An apology is definitely overdue

What is the proper form of communication?

Telecommunication is by far the easiest

But words from the heart

Are best expressed in person

I am sorry

I will learn

Where are we…?

Lonely Strum

UNKNOWN (intro)

Unspoken words

It's My Birthday

Temptations

I may look calm, collective and in control externally

But within all hell is breaking loose internally

Wherever I turn a collage of eye balls look my way

Analysing my every step and waiting to judge away

Growing up is like a constant roller coaster

The highs of friendships to the lows of starting over

Innocence of childhood is bliss

For once their eyes are opened their world suddenly becomes a myth

As Adam and Eve had an enlightenment when they ate the fruit of good and evil

We too share a similar fate that is real

Exposure to sin clouds our minds and thoughts

Causing compromisation

From even the ones who ought to be Christ's affirmation

Of the word of the Lord that is out of our scope of interpretation

Therefore only divine intervention from the Holy Spirit propels us into a glimpse of His realm of understanding

We as children of God should watch our backs

For the devil like a hungry lioness stalking her prey never slacks

He comes to steal, kill and destroy

For he does not concern himself with the lost but stealthy launches assaults on the Lord’s convoy

But do not fear

For the Lord preserves and shelters us from the wicked snare

Watch over your brothers and sisters lost in the ether

For you are their keeper

That wolf in sheep’s clothing

That devil in angelic dressing

Never revealing its true nature

Is temptations’ true character

Not all that shines is gold

And not all that sparkles fills that empty void in your soul

Be weary

For once temptation has lured you into its clutches

It deserts leaving behind a broken, empty world full of regrets and wishes

Children do not forget your siblings

Guide them out of the dark into the lights dwellings

And with the Lord as our strength

Freedom will be our reward in the end

AMEN

CHAINS OF ADDICTION

1

IT HURTS

SUMMER TERM

GREATNESS OR LAZINESS....You Decide

MOTHER

Mother, A six letter word that represents something of great importance

Even though we give her hell most of the timeShe always finds a way to make us feel like heaven on earth

M is for the ‘More than enough’This is how she has taken care of me throughout all these years

Despite our knocking of heads at timesI know for a fact that she will always be my pillar of support Giving me all the financial support I need

Sat in the bliss of time
Spiralling in this endless rhyme
Letters jumbled
Words are fumbled
Lost in a world of uncertainty
Danger of losing all dignity

Throat a perpetual sand pit
Pleading for a forfeit
Tempers are flaring
The mind a desert blazing

There’s a spanner in the works
Too much for the simple jerks
A thief has claimed the wheels
The words of the mouth he steals

Words become aloof
Noise but sound proof
Steps walk away
Cannot save the day
Farewell I say

Mother,
A six letter word that represents something of great importance

M is for the ‘More than enough’
This is how she has taken care of me throughout all these years

Despite our knocking of heads at timesI know for a fact that she will always be my pillar of support
Giving me all the financial support I need

O is for her Observant nature
Always looking out for me like a mother bear keeping its offspring’s safe
And noticing the little things that are troubling my mind even when I kept such things from you

T is for the Tears she shed for me
For the pain and anguish she endured for me
Even when her actions and reasoning exceed my limited understanding

I see now that her intentions were for me to prosper
Her kindness and sacrifice were all part of her supportive nature

H is for her Heart Her big heart that just accepts me for who I am
And is always quick to forgive me for my transgressions

E is for her Everlasting faith in God
Which she has passed down unto me
And which I am eternally grateful for
Because now I have found my Heavenly Father, my best friend, my brother all in one