Very Whoresome!

Ok Someone Wants To Give Me 2 Million Pounds (LOL)

2012-02-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

I saw this email in my inbox today. And I LMFAO-ed.

click the image to enlarge.

TOTAL LOL

Lady Gaga's Quote

2012-02-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

Illuminati part 3.

2012-02-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

this is so gedik.

Baaqiy's pre-departure.

2012-02-07T03:01:00.002+08:00

consists of being stuck in a place far from home, with a lot of stuffs to do (not really but the wait is definitely a tough work) and doing exactly just that. lol.

WAITING.

COE so I can do my Visa, then Visa medical check up, then JPA meeting (again), shopping, packing (have to be precise so I wont exceed 20 kg, stupid i know right?).

I just want to stay home you know.

oh and I just tried the suit with the pants.

definitely loving the fitting (I did being a bitch about it during measurement) but maybe it's a little too short (I asked for it too, lol). But whatever.

I am not twenty.

2012-02-05T23:07:00.003+08:00

So my birthday wont be for another 4 months and 6 days but the thought of reaching the age of 20 is really not something I look up for. I am so not ready to be called a 'young adult", and I'd rather pretend my age starts with the letter "1" forever.

adulthood is really a big matter because when I was a child, I have this kind of thinking that when I was 20, I will look, act or behave like my father, fellow cousins or teachers, you know, mature and all that. But a person will never reach maturity, isn't they? Because it's a process you undergo throughout your live. I dont see myself as an adult, even physically (although other people see me as one). I still feel like I am 15 (major lol).

I don know, maybe because my siblings or seniors or cousins are still not much of an adult yet that I feel like I am not one or simply because I am just not. lol, for the record I never want to be an adult. It sucks. And my mother still dont trust me with money or phones because because I have always been reckless and never really grow out of it.

or maybe simply because my vision about adulthood are too superficial, because like ten years ago, my perception about being an adult is that ones will know everything, do things perfectly and be able to answer everything. Little did I know we grow out of something, become wiser and stuffs.

Still I dont want 2, 3, 4 ,5 ,6 ,7 ,8 or 9 as the initial of my age, but of course I pray to God for a long and healthy live.

Maybe I just want to feel young and be reckless all the time.

p/s: does this look like an adult to you?

yeah me neither. lol

Worthless Wednesday (Bitch is famous)

2012-02-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

Just realised how my readers are mainly from the United States of America.

This bitch is famous and international.

WHORESOME!

on the other hand, I will be going to University of Deakin, Australia. *yayyy*

I am excited but I am mostly scared.

Lady Gaga Signature

2012-01-24T01:51:00.000+08:00

This post is completely random. I just love how Gaga's signature starts with "heart". Sweet, isn't it?

Born This Wayzzzzz.

Stuck On Fuckin' Uncertainty.

2012-01-21T00:45:00.002+08:00

it's the same feeling again;

you just dont know what to do because your mind is so worried for some uncertain things.

please please please, i need a solid, precised and confirmed answer.

p/s: bye bye or see you around?

life's a bit sucks right now.

OMG THIS IS SO FUNNY #2

2012-01-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

LMFAOOOOO! SO TRUE! Gaga is just so awesome!

Dream Jacket and Coat! EVER

2012-01-09T01:57:00.002+08:00

So just now, like 30 minutes ago, my friend ask for my opinion about a jacket he's interested to buy online. The jacket is pretty cool, it's a stripe jacket, which from far, creates an illusion. I think it's quite awesome. BUT NOT AS AWESOME AS THESE TWO ITEMS I CAME ACROSS FROM THAT WEBSITE! lol at the caps! Hahahaha.

1. Anthracite Leather Jacket

2. Ledbury Leather Coat.

Lately I am quite into leather, and I really love structured outfits , like these two. I especially love the coat because it gives a sense of "carefree" to me, I dont know if carefree is the right word. And I also love the fur-like fabric on the neckline of both outfits as they add softness to contrast with the hard features. Surprisingly, although both are sales items in the website, they cost more than $1000 each! But still! These two are like my dream jacket and coat! I cant wait until I become a designer and make myself an elevated version of these two outfits (because I know I can't afford them!) lol

I LOVE FASHION.

OMG THIS IS SO FUNNY!!!

2012-01-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

LOL! this is true tho, all the artists above have won the respective Grammy, and well for Katy, none.

The anthems of my life, 1 of 3.

2012-01-08T04:09:00.000+08:00

Beyonce - I Was Here.

The lyrics.

I wanna leave my footprints on the sands of time
Know there was something that
Meant something that I left behind
When I leave this world,
I'll leave no regrets
Leave something to remember,
So they won't forget

I was here...
I lived, I loved
I was here...
I did, I've done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here...

I want to say I lived each day,
Until I die
And know that I meant something in somebody's life
The hearts I have touched,
Will be the proof that I leave
That I made a difference
And this world will see

I was here...
I lived, I loved
I was here...
I did, I've done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know

I was here...
I lived, I loved
I was here...
I did, I've done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here...

I just want them to know
That I gave my all,
Did my best
Brought someone some happiness
Left this world a little better just because...
I was here...

I was here...
I lived, I loved
I was here...
I did, I've done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I wanna leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here...

(I lived, I loved)
(I did, I've done)
(I lived, I loved)
(I did, I've done)
I was here...

I cant describe how much this song meant to me, I can't.

Lady Gaga for Vogue (Italy) by Inez and Vinoodh FULL SPREAD

2012-01-07T17:37:00.001+08:00

*this one is explicit*

here is Inez and Vinoodh (a pair of married fashion photographer)

bye!

Forgotten

2012-01-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

it's not until you see their updates

that you knew how forgotten you are.

it's not pathetic, it's saddening.

Stick and Stones may break my bones.

2012-01-02T22:28:00.001+08:00

ambik kau besar-besar.

...................

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! I laughed so hard when my friend tagged this photo of me on facebook! I have totally forgotten about this, because it is from last year. No, I wasnt involve in any accident nor do I almost died.

actually, this was for Islamic Studies assignment in 2010 where we have to make a clip video inspired for a song. This assignment was compulsory in order for us to pass the subject. So, my group (me, zul, faizal and hussien) chose "Open Your Eyes" by Maher Zain. I was the main character, Hussien was the other actor, Faizal as Maher Zain, and Zul as director. We also seeked help from Xin Pei to be my girlfriend.

So, our video is about someone (me) who had lost every hope/faith in this world that he decided to kill himself. The video started with me jumping off a building, and that's where the flashbacks started. My character sort of lost everything in life, he broke up with his girlfriend, social problems etc.

In between the scene, we show some videos of the skies, trees, animals etc as from the song itself, it says "look around yourself, cant you see the wonder, right infront of you". Later, my character met a pious man and learn about religion from him. And when my character performed solat for the first time in years, I/he got heart attack and fell. When he open his eyes and realise that everything that happened was on his mind. He/I was actually on the road, with people clamoring as I/he committed suicide, but luckily he/I did not die.

so my character stand up and walk to the camera and finishes the song. Haha. Very dramatic. Our video got a high mark from the lecturer, and he praised my acting. lol.

and actually, the scene in that picture never got to be used, because we remake that scene as it was too noisy that we couldnt hear the background song. So gone are the fake blood.

I need to watch that video again! I dont know if they still have it!

p/s will tweet this pic to Tyra and Gaga.

2011

2011-12-31T22:52:00.005+08:00

can I start it by saying it has been a year full of failures? academically I mean. I dont know what went wrong on me this year. I am screwed to be honest.

2012 resolutions

1. Go to Bali with Pali and Nazrin (I need a vacation)

2. Lose weight, 10 kg, a must. (a recycled resolution)

3. Must control my desire to shop.

4. I want to give coloured lens a try. I used contact lens (no colour) before which lasted for a month. lol

I dont know what else, but I might add some as 2012 goes on.

.........

I think I have become braver this year, tell you what, I am not too fond of strangers before. By strangers I mean, people I dont know or not close to, but I guess I have overcome that a bit.

I like 2010 better honestly, 2011 is tiring. That being said, I did lots of interesting in 2011 as well, but tragedies ruin them. the death of my grandma, may Allah bless her.

I dont know what 2012 will offer me, but I am hoping for greatness to make up for this lackluster year. I might as well start doing things I am passionate about and not be scared to be honest about it?

So, I welcome 2012 with Bismillah =)

fireworks for me and you guys who do not go out to see fireworks =/ I want, so badly.

now playing - The Edge Of Glory by Lady Gaga

Y U MAD.

2011-12-28T10:27:00.001+08:00

You can ask me millions of questions but I will answer what you need to know, not what you want to hear.

-baaqiy's-

*heads up, struts*

Wordless Wednesday #Funny Shit

2011-12-28T10:04:00.001+08:00

Alliso Harvard post-ANTM All Stars photos.

2011-12-27T01:16:00.000+08:00

I was dissapointed at Tyra and the judges for not crowing Allison as the winner of ANTM All Star. She is basically the most modelesque girl in the bunch. Allison placed second for both Cycle 12 and All Star. She was robbed, twice, now fuck you judges.

Okay, so here are some new photos from Allison. I am not sure what they are for, but I think these are test shots, nevertheless, they are so breathtaking!! Enjoy Allykats! And yes, she loves cats too!

and I LOVE these two the MOST! AWESOME!

follow Allison on Twitter @Alliharvard

Also, watch her music video, Underwater. This is one of the task, the contestant had to write their own song, record the song and make video for it. The best video out of the bunch!

good luck Allison!
may you be a very successful model!

Why Study Architecture?

2011-12-20T23:19:00.001+08:00

"If you don’t want to be an architect, but are trained as one, you can pursue all kinds of other creative professions like product design, drafting, illustration, interior design, graphic design, physical model making, virtual model making, furniture design, landscape architecture, building, etc..."

FASHION DESIGN! hell yeahh bitchess!

read the full article here

isn't this gorgeous? Sarah Burton for Alexander McQueen.

one day bitches, one day.

Manifesto Of Mother Monster ( As in Born This Way video)

2011-12-19T02:01:00.003+08:00

................

This is the Manifesto of Mother Monster. On G.O.A.T, a Government Owned Alien Territory in space. A birth of magnificent and magical proportions took place. But the birth was not finite. It was infinite. As the wombs numbered and the mitosis of the future began, it was perceived that this infamous moment in life is not temporal, it is eternal. And thus began the beginning of the new race, a race within the race of humanity, a race which bares no prejudice, no judgment but boundless freedom. But on that same day, as the eternal mother hovered in the multiverse, another more terrifying birth took place, the birth of evil. And as she herself split into two Rotating in agony between two ultimate forces, the pendulum of choice began its dance. It seems easy you imagine to gravitate instantly and unwaveringly towards good. But she wondered,“How can I protect something so perfect without evil?"

Filthy Rich Baby

2011-12-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

My recent situation turns my dream to be as rich as possible into a must, something that I MUST achieve.

hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

I just want to be rich although I know there's not many things that I actually want.

I just want to.

bitch!

just like this bitch, Lady Gaga who earned collectively USD 90 million this year. Yes bitches, 90 fucking million. Oh and that photo is from Born This Way photoshoot, Nick Knight the photographer released it few days earlier.

* dont ask me how or why, but I am gonna make it happen this time *

Mirror mirror on the wall,

2011-12-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

So I was thinking,

kalau semua orang kena cermin diri sendiri, muhasabah personaliti, kesilapan dan semua yang buruk, tak ada sesiapa yang layak untuk siapa-siapa.

atau, maybe it will takes years sebelum seseorang tu layak untuk seseorang, yelah, nak improve diri biar layak bukan sekejap.

maybe that's why they say couples should compliment each other, accept each other's flaws and try to help each other for the better.

*mirror mirror on the wall* PRANGG, baling batu.

Why am I so famous???

2011-12-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

Okay, so my blog just reached 18,000 viewers today! yayy! I am so happy!

thanks visitors although I know most of you dont even read my posts.

DANCE!!!!

6/7 years later plan.

2011-12-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

I want to get an eye surgery with my first few months salary. I seriously can't stand spectacles anymore. As you know, I am the most reckless person alive,and spectacles dont make my life easier. I have tried contact lens, but I hated using them. A tedious job. I want that perfect eye sight again. I always thought I look better without specs, and specs give me black eyes.

Look

without specs

see, without specs is better! I also hate it when specs give pressure on my nose and because I always need

them, my eyes become tired easily.

I also love my brown eyes.

okay, i know this post is quite narcissistic but whatever. Read it or leave it.