"Dreams..Reality..Fantasy..Love.."

Wounded Soul

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Thu, 05 May 2022 12:05:00 +0000

Why do my wishes,

Dancing around you...

A wounded Soul,

Drowning in loneliness,

Silent voices of invisible tears,

....Threading your painful smiles.

How I wished I could,

Kiss those warm tears,

Slowly...our lips touched,

...Tasting each other's melancholy,

And we'll make wine,

From our miseries.

Dream of me....whenever it rains,

So we could meet,

In our hidden thoughts,

Far away from reality,

And we'll pretend....

This unseen love ....is ours forever

Surrender To Me...

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Thu, 29 Dec 2011 18:16:00 +0000

"I'll be your Love...your Pain...your Vain.

I'll shed your Tears..shield your Fears.And when Shadow looming...I'll come Running.To kiss away your Misery...to feed you Honey.For I am...your Joy...your Melancholy"

I love you today...and tomorrow...

Again and once more.

For you are my blood, food for my Heart...

Root of my Smiles,liquid for my Cry.

Be my Angel...

White wings of Light,..And far we'll hide.

Breaking all rules,

Making love behind clouds...

...Gasping silently...

Two different Entity...

...One illusive destiny"

When tears of glass...

Shattered past midnight..,

Like rain on cold window...When your mind hollow,

Your thoughts invaded,..eases in your dreams...

Faint sound of screams,

Unheard...but deep,..
As you sigh...in your sleep.

Be my shadow...dark and fearless,

Following me everywhere...I don't care..,

I want nothing less...

Your stare...under the Moonlight glare...

Making me shiver...driving me deeper,

Into...my oblivion.

Scar me with your Love...deep and forever,
Kisses I can't forgive...
...Touches I can't let go..,
Staining my passion,
Bleeds through...my existence,

Come to me...be mine,
Our skin...glistening behind darkness..,
Rays of sinful passion...
...Sshh....
Whispers of Stars...
When our minds drowned...
Two Souls entwined..,
Aligned in the sky...And we'll become...
One.........

I love you...forever and again..,
I've always do...
If only...you knew.

"Letter To God"

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Mon, 11 Apr 2011 03:32:00 +0000

Dear God....

I am one of Your lost Soul...do You remember..?,

I was born...from intimacy of two lovers,

My father...and mother...

Without any doubt,will love them forever.

But do you know me...dear God?,

My existence...parallel with lonely Heart...

Always searching,yet I don't know what,

Always wondering...why my life so hard.

Oh...my beloved God...,

I've promised to stay faithful to You,

Although most of my life...I don't know what to do,

Along my path...You left countless clues,

But often without Light...often in dark hues.

I kneel down...not too often,

Yet never once,I'm lacking of devotion,

Though my mind...in commotion,

I hang on to You...my commitment.

Can You hear me God...?

I have questions to ask,
I know this Life won't last...,

But please hear me...You must,

Sometimes...the pain...too harsh.

I surrender to You...

.....My Divine,

Trying to find Light between the lines,

My soles bleeding from thorny vines...,

Stepping on destiny...I called mine.

Ohh...can you feel me,Lover All Mighty?..
This tiny shoulders too fragile for me,
Burden I carry...too heavy...,
My strength...almost empty.

I beat my chest a hundred times more,

Wanting to understand what I'm here for...,

Maybe I don't want to know what's in store,

But at least...

Hold my hand...and lead me to Your door.

Kiss me my kindly God...

Kiss my tears away...,

I wished I don't have to stay...,

I wished...I could let my Faith goes astray..,

I wished...I could sleep longer...today.

But You don't let me...,

So I continue walking with barren feet,

On Your sand dunn made of heat..,

Barely anything for my Soul to feed,

Perhaps...I haven't yet pay my deeds.

Mercy me...I am ungrateful,

My Heart so careless...hardly careful,

If I ever sounded...so cruel...,

I promise you God...

Regardless....

How painful this Life should be...

I will forever......T H A N K F U L....

"Love Letter"

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Mon, 17 Jan 2011 00:07:00 +0000

To My Lover...

Forgive me for writing this..I could have just simply say things in my mind. But each time I see you smile..all words frozen in time,..speechless with thoughts lingering inside.

Do you not agree...many things better in writing? Expression more alive in words..?My emotions sometimes burst into thousands particles..unexplained..unresolved..I am often in trance upon staring into your eyes..my apology,I am just being silly.

Many times I just want to hold you tight. To have you in my arms. To feel the warmth of your skin..to feel your heart beating next to mine. I know my tears will flow..I know I can't say any word..I know my heart will be misty.

But honey..that's all I want to feel...that you wanting me in your arms too, wanting to love me,..the way I love you. What a treasure I have found..buried under the rubles of past..and our destiny collides. When living..I think not worth trying. When I think..I'll just surrender to fate...but you hold my hand..gently lifting me..to walk next to you.

I am breathing your life...my heart pumping your love blood. I am weak whenever you say goodbye..and bloom again when you say hi. How could I live without you? If each breath belongs to you..If each memory made beautiful by you?..And I don't want any other way..This is how my life should be...you my love...next to me.

When I look out the window...crescent Moon so lonely. Not a single star..not even cloud wrapping her gently. Such a beautiful sight..with hollow meaning. Just like me, without you honey.

I want so much to touch your skin...stroking your hair gently. To close my eyes..mapping your face with my fingers. To feel how beautiful you are...not by looking...just imagining....

Oh honey...sometimes I am at lost. So intoxicating is our love..beauty with piercing pain of missing you so much. Like a thorn embedded in my heart...no bleeding blood, but tears always near..

If only I could just grab and hold you tight...never want to let go. Sometimes wanting you to melt with me, so I don't have to long for you. So you'll always near and each movement will be with each other. So greedy this heart...desire you only for myself. Desire you to never leave my side...so you'll keep me alive...

Forgive me my love...this is...if I could call it a confession. My heart so silly...so weak...so vulnerable me. I cannot contain what I feel inside, nor can I share my feeling with other than you. I am transcended beyond my reality...We are like mystical being, exploring everything...time seems not a matter...no one else matter...so crazy...so full of desire...

My humble thank you...

.................for loving me so dearly..

"My Honor"

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Fri, 08 Oct 2010 12:15:00 +0000

Touch me...Feel this beauty. Give me the honor of tasting you, Lover

Honor...lovely, Having you lay beside me, Staring into my eyes deeply, As I lowered my head slowly You smiled...gently.

I am more than honored...Love, Like an Angel..descending from Heaven above, Shining light into my dark cove..,Many times..my Heart disapproved, Many times more..confusion..entering my mind in drove.

Honoring you...Lover,

Past lifetimes..we were together, This Heart...in love forever. And we both..quivered, Each time..new sensation..discovered

Snuggle in my Soul...dearly, Let this honor be me.., Your caresses drive me crazy, And I will arch my lonely body whenever you touch me wildly.

Peel my thoughts with your stare, Till I am thoughtless..in the land...of Nowhere.., Till my mind scattering everywhere.., My honor..surrender in your lair, Waiting for you..to take her 'there'

I am..more than honored

Our gray sky..now..the shade azured,

You..breathless..next to me tired..,

This beautiful moment..,

...In between passion,

Satisfaction.....................

..........................Captured.

Give me the honor To taste you..my Lover

"Holding Each Other's Heart"

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Mon, 16 Aug 2010 15:29:00 +0000

...It is my great honor to present my new blog post..collaborated along with co-author Michael (@WhereAngelsCome), ..who has for a while been my guidance and emotional support..my lover..my best friend..and now my husband. Our Love made difficult by distance, by different Faiths, by misunderstanding that virtual connections could never be real...

"Oceans keep us apart..Faiths dividing Two hearts..Time seems to have forgotten..Suffering..of forced Separation."

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"Holding Each Other's Heart.."

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I want nothing but to stare..,

Deep into your sad eyes..

Without voice..my mind lingers there..,

And kiss your invincible cries.

Eyes saturated with Your Love..,

Whispering cries of longing for Your kiss.

If I could touch your shivering skin..

Running my fingers through your hair,

Feel your heart from within..,

As it melts under my care.

Skin tingling in deep aroused anticipation..,

Heart melting into the pool of Your scent.

To taste that warm lonely lips..,

I'll close my eyes..let the tears flow,

When my mind clouded by sorrow..,

And in silence I'll kiss you deep.

Our clouded room composed of scent and taste..,

Silently catches Our tears of desire.

All I want..is to be hypnotized..,

By that calm..piercing eyes,

To be led to unknown fantasy..

Sweet as cotton candy.

Hypnotic Soulful stares of We..,

Penetrating restless,relentless desire.

Warm my body..with your mind,

Till my desire exploding into tiny Stars,

Bright and beautiful from afar,

Flowing...like rare wine.

Bodies and mind entwined,virtually heated..,

Shattering fears of starlit explosions.

Feel the curves of my body..honey..,

To bare witness of her arching,

Going wild of your teasing..,

Seeing her..going crazy.

Hands blindly following Your curves..,

Divulging wild exploration of breathless beauty.

Feeding each other lust and desire,

Two bodies entwined..intense feeling..,

Being in love forever..,

Careless...Free..Floating.

True careless and fearless wonder of desire..,

Leading to endless wonder filled forever.

Although..I think I can see..,

Barb wires crossing our journey,

But all I know is your kindness,

All..that moves me..your sweetness..

Hands and Hearts held tight on our journey..,

One Heart..One Soul.. One Us..Eternal.

Call my name..no matter where..,

Crossing Ocean of Fire to be together,

Whatever it is..I just don't care,

To see you........

..........Be with you.....

...........My Lover..

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Fri, 06 Aug 2010 14:22:00 +0000

"Why Shouldn't We...Feel Alive?"

......

.Tell me.as we matured,why shouldn't we feel desired?After a long time contentment..long time death...why can't you feel alive?Something inside all of Us..something..

......

Here's the thing...

No...Don't Lie..do not Hide...

Our Desire..unexpressed Nature,

Many times feeding our Mind..

Many times ...our Hunger..

Did someone Seduce you??...Ahh..how could you not Knew?.,

It's how your Body react...Or how your eyes Stared at them..

But each Look..or type written Words..carefully Crafted..directed to You...

.....in Silence.

And following your Instinct..Reacted...Emotionally..not just a Fling.

No...don't Lie...do not Hide,

When your Mind teased...And our Body pleased..

When you could feel their Aura...No matter how Far..,

You will make it Near...Their name..You will Whisper..

Bodies..in Oneness..Together.

Why shouldn't you be Seduced?..Like Aphrodite dancing for Zeus,

This time..You will craft your Words..This time you must be Heard,

Although..you never See...but you are Thinking,

This time...following your Instinct..Emotionally...not just a Fling.

Your mind Teased...Your body Pleased.

Are you not Seduced..??..Ahh..how could you not Knew?

An open Book..No need to see,not even Look,

Just Words..absorbing what Desired ..till you feel Hurt,

Perhaps not Intentionally...just Naturally..,

Sometimes...nothing Silly..living in Fantasy.

Why shouldn't you Seduced?..why shouldn't you feel Used?.,

We are Human...what you missed in your Reality,

To Love someone Intensely...to taste that Beauty,

Hmmm...do you need to See..can it just be Imaginary?..

Why shouldn't You..why shouldn't We?

Are you not Happy..are you not Pleased?..

When alone at Night..she came..arose with her naked curvy Body,

Skin glistened under your Moonlight,

In your silent Darkness..all Heard..is You...

Moaning in Delight.

Was it Wrong...for someone to Seduce you?..

Was it wrong to Imagine...what all of us need to Do?

To continue Living...to continue Desiring,

After long Dead...to discover you are still Alive,

As our body Matured...STILL... we have to Be..

Pleasured..

R e m e m b e r . . . . .

"S A D N E S S"

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Fri, 06 Aug 2010 14:03:00 +0000

" S A D N E S S "

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'..Love hurts..Love requires no words..Pain of wanting...pain of longing...Pain of...our inability to hold...to console...'

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Sadness in me..

My heart surrendered at last..

Without doubt..in the hand of Lover,

But passing through his trembling fingers..

As fragile as untempered glass.

I see his true beauty..,

Behind shadow often masked by smiles..,

It never took me a long while,

To forever hold my unanswered Love..in me.

I walk infinite destination..

Towards blank Horizon..,

Picking up Loves along my shredded heart..,

Often tainted..often too sharp and broken apart,

Often hollow..with no compassion.

My sadness..

In my darkness..,

I am a statue..no longer moving forward,

The untouchable beauty..so pretty..it hurts,

So close...so far...spoken..unheard.

Loitering around the gate of Heaven,

Peeking in..to see 'My' Angel dancing,

Giggling..laughing..while Fairies teasing,

Locked outside...I am weeping.

I stare at him without looking,

My heart overflows..my love drowning,

My Soul gasping..,

Dying.......

When I've realized..,

While I was busy drinking tainted blood,

Angel turned around..now sadness in his eyes,

My white Love..smeared with mud.

Sadness..in Angel's eyes

His fear of unknown flight..

Denying me his pure Light..,

His mighty wings cast more shadow..

In my heart..already sorrowed.

I have retreated into the oblivion,

My shattered Love..adorning blank Horizon,

Tiny twinkles of sombre stars..,

Sparkling his tears...from far..

Unanswered questions..

......Two different hearts..

One untouchable soul...

.......................S a d n e s s....beyond control..

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Sat, 17 Jul 2010 14:22:00 +0000

"Amongst thousand Souls...in few seconds moment...All your might...Pleasure...Delight.."

......

"To love someone..Is to touch their Heart with sincerity..And dive into their Soul..Admire their body..Make them desired..Make them..Your Eternal lover.."

......

Your raw desire tickles..,

At times you don't even know..,

Or deny that tiny chuckles,

Whenever your eyes seems hollow.

...

Wishing you could hold her hand..,

Or just reside in her eyes..,

The one..that blink and alive..,

The one..that stare back with smiles.

...

You want to touch her skin..,

And to feel the rush within..,

The one that responds to your caress,

That velvety..smooth silky warmness.

...

Perhaps...in that few seconds moment,

You want to taste her lips..,

Sultry pink..with tinge of sex appeal..,

Soft..sweet if you kissed it deep,

Just a taste..to know how it feels.

...

Your imagination..your sanity made wishes,

In your eyes..feeling her body and teases..,

Curvy silhouette under the Moonlight..,

Dancing without djembe...tempting an invite.

...

Other Souls...no more exist..,

Her naked skin..glistening..,

Laying down on the golden sand..,

With gentle midnight waves..her hair dancing..,

As she arches..at the touch of your hands.

...

Only with her..your mind..body..your desires are pleased,

Under your spell...her defenses weakened..,

No more longing..no more wish,

And her surrender..total..without resistance.

...

Pleasing her

...with all your might,

In this moment..only she exists..,

Lust and desires..melting with fantasy..,

Breathless...sedated ...intensity..

The voices of togetherness...voices of pleasurable insanity.

...

The Moon blushes..behind the clouds..,

Upon hearing.. lovers resonating out loud,

Silence of night..breaking..,

By the sound of love making.

...

Pleasurable...Delights..,

Waves retreat into deep Ocean..,

Golden sand..alone..dampened ..,

Moon disappearing..with lucid dreams..,

No more.. is the sound of screams..,

...

Two lovers..asleep..

As one breath...........................

..............One existence....

One Soul...............

.................Eternal ...Love..

...

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Thu, 01 Jul 2010 11:16:00 +0000

.."Almost....Taste..You..."

......

"I see you with eyes closed ~My tears have no place to hide ~So strong this Love dose ~Body weakened..trembling inside.."

......

A tiny strand of Light...will soon turning bright,

But deep in my heart...it's five past midnight,

My restless mind lingers...imagining far away lover,

To arrive in my dream...embracing each other.

Waiting for my chance...to taste sweet wine,

Our bodies never touched...let alone intertwined,

But afar..there is vibe...brazing through Oceans,

In my darkest night...whispering Passion.

Gentle breeze caressing my hair....warm feeling..from the cold air,

No sounds surrounding me...not a Soul that I can see,

Between my bridge of Reality...and my untamed Fantasy,

In my partial sedation...you'll sneak and tease me.

I'll float with my mind... into your heart,so you'll be mine,

In vineyard of Love...filling each other like gloves,

Harvesting fruits of desire...intoxicate forever,

To never find way back...like two drunken lovers.

Come to me my love...whisper in my Dream,

Touch my warm skin...and feel me within,

Smiles of Pleasure...our bodies in total seduction,

Stare into my eyes...and...flare up your emotions.

And I will helplessly surrender...to you my lover,

Your images in my heart...and our Souls drown together,

Your warm kiss on my lips...Ohhh...addictive and tender,

As I hold my breath...inhaling you...craving you...closer.

So serene this Love dose...becomes real with eyes closed,

My body arching...insanity teasing,

'Till almost another dawn...I cannot stop sensing,

'Cause you left your Heavenly scent...before leaving.

Lock my Soul...with your Angelic purity,

I am often weakened...often lost in your Fantasy,

Take my hand...and guide me gently,

To Jasmine perfumed path...to our new residence,

...In your heart.............Two Citizens.......

......................................Just YOU...............................

................................................................................and ME.

noreply@blogger.com (kiaaura) — Mon, 21 Jun 2010 00:48:00 +0000

"...That First Feeling..."

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Be that of lovers...or just two strangers,

Cold heart...thawing...slowly getting warmer,

Feeling drunk...but refuse to recover,

When closing your eyes...you are almost in tears,

......

What is it that haunts you...?..

That heart...before this, you never knew,

The illusive eyes...piercing down your Soul,

You look away...but mind you cannot control.

Each living moment...images taunting,

Is this real...or..perhaps just dreaming,

Brushing it aside...time too precious for loving,

But deep inside...may be..that is what missing.

Touching your chest...to feel the pain,

But there is none...but your own cold skin,

Alas..your heart beating fast...without knowing what it means,

Or is it Love...teasing you from within?..

It is nearly dawn...your eyes dampened,

Time to wake up...but slept..not a single moment,

Rushing your mind...to catch up what must have been forgotten,

Nothing left behind...it is almost real..........

Almost.........................Your existence...

~ ...to continue.................. ~