.Random Things.

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2012-02-09T20:07:00.000-08:00

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.I'm le back.

2011-04-07T19:10:00.000-07:00

So, been a while since I last posted...been too busy with other distractions and I'm simply not a hardcore blogger. So I finally got into veterinary school...now I begin to freak out about $$$ the "did I get in?" freak out is over but the more serious stuff begin to pile on.

So...I am going to start a "Help me pay for school so I can save your pets in the future" donation campaign. Any donation will be greatly appreciated. Just follow the "DONATE" button and donate...PLEASE!!!! :-)

.Story of my life.

2010-06-09T19:58:00.000-07:00

...my "adult" life that is.

.Friday blogs.

2010-06-03T21:36:00.001-07:00

2010-05-15T09:52:00.001-07:00

.RAWR Thursday.

2010-04-22T18:47:00.000-07:00

.because its Sunday is back!

2010-01-17T05:40:00.001-08:00

.hearts.

2009-12-22T19:59:00.000-08:00

I would dress up in a bunny suit for you (inside joke). I wish you would have forgotten me because now you're back and all the feelings I had for you are back and I know all you want is a distraction from your life and guess who got that job? Me. I'm well aware but I don't care because I enjoy the attention even if it's not exactly the attention I'd like.

Either way..Happy Holidays!

comic by Natalie Dee

.Hey you, please listen to my advise.

2009-12-13T11:58:00.000-08:00

No one cares! You need to get over it.

.I'm looking at you, kid.

2009-10-07T21:30:00.001-07:00

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2009-09-22T07:01:00.000-07:00

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2009-09-15T06:35:00.001-07:00

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.L1-S5 fail.

2009-09-13T21:54:00.000-07:00

So my disc is all out of place by only a slight bit. A little is all it took to paralyze me from acute pain and creep up on me to remind me he is there being naughty.

.Lunch.

2009-09-04T23:42:00.000-07:00

Dear lunch,

Pardon me if I could not eat you completely but you're way too filling and awesome!

.Hair.

2009-07-08T10:37:00.000-07:00

An homage to my hair cut (7/7/09) and to my inner narcissist.

At this point I was regretting my decision to cut my hair so short.

Then I saw it finished and all was well with the world.
In the car after finishing at the Salon..at this point I'm not liking my do that much.

Starting to come around fooling around after taking a shower.

Has potential.

Ok, it's cute.

Ok, I may love it.

With Kiki at Fine Arts after watching My life in ruins.

With Victor at Baccos after making a beer stop at Cafe 103 in Rio Piedras.

Victor and Kiki at Baccos.

At Victor's bathroom all sweaty and boozed up.

On his bed making faces for a photo.
After the pic was taken I sleepishly got into my car and drove home.

.Dear Internet, thank you.

2009-07-03T08:27:00.001-07:00

People like this exist and makes me feel a whole world of better about myself haha.

Luis Pinto - Amor absoluto

.Just say NO to baby mama drama.

2009-05-26T12:09:00.001-07:00

Especially if the drama is not yours and has nothing to do with you. So I get attacked today by this guy I sorta fling'd with one summer. He's all like dumping his baby mama drama on me and honestly I don't care I have enough shit on my plate to get involved with someone elses shit. i try to be neutral and made one comment "wow what did you do to this girl..that is a whole lotta hate". Apparently that's all it took to make a guy explode. Why am I the one having up to pick the pieces tho? I am not your friend, girlfriend, NOTHING. I'm just a girl u sorta messed around with one summer a girl u treated like shit and was a total asshole to. So why am i supposed to be there to cheer u up? It's not my job, it never was, it never will be. I resorted to lying and saying some harsh things via txt so he would just lay off, if he never ever EVER talks to me again the better. I was into online friendships once upon a time but this is not one that was real...how do you tell a girl "i should have kept you' WTF?! I'm not a dog u decide to keep or not...haha geez...funny thing is to this guy the less I cared about his drama meant that i was totally and madly in love with him..seriously?! Maybe just maybe I really didn't want to be involved in it. So yeah, he started the whole insult war which lead me to do something i have never done with a guy - play opposing team on the insult war. But seriously you don't get your way so you come to me to throw insults my way? We didn't talk for around 2 years maybe a hi here and there but that's it. I don't call that a friendship exactly. I can't believe this dude thought I was in love with him because i didn't show a lot of joy when he told me he knocked up his girl who hates his guts and didn't even want his name on the birth certificate - yes i went there - when I never IM'd him nor did I e-mailed him, myspace'd him...NOTHING. Why? I moved on, i honestly moved on while we were still messing around. We all have friends we hang out with and have strong attractions but come on I was only there for the summer and I was hanging out with other new people I met. Not exactly enough to be called a whore but I guess when a man is pissed the only insult he knows is "whore" which honestly doesn't hurt at all because there is nothing to be hurt about. So as I finish this I laugh because it's funny how some people resort to putting others down when their lives are not going that great and you refuse to be dragged along with them.

PS
Next time wear a condom or just keep it in your pants, the world is full of mistake babies as it is.

.Hi.

2009-05-25T09:27:00.001-07:00

Dear TLC,

You have good shows that are addictive but Cake Boss? Seriously?! Having a show about a douche bag cake maker will never be as awesome as Ace of Cakes.

Thanks!

.fundraiser.

2009-05-22T07:03:00.000-07:00

So I have been selling my clothes and other things on ebay to help me raise money for my move to the States on August. The ebay selling has helped but it's hardly enough to buy a plane ticket. I will be an intern (wont be getting payed!) at an animal refuge that gives care and medical attention to big cats. It is an awesome opportunity that may not happen due to my lack of funds. If I can raise at least $500 for my plane ticket I'll be on my way to helping the animals. Please help!

.Move sell.

2009-05-14T15:35:00.000-07:00

SO I will be moving soon to the states for a job/internship and I only have 2 months to raise some money so i am selling some stuff on ebay. Here are some clothes I'm selling. I will be posting more items soon to the site. Click here to see my seller page!

.My dogs are famous.

2009-05-13T18:46:00.000-07:00

Just added my lil ones to the LOL emporium...

More LOL dogs and puppies funny pictiures on ICanHasHotDog.com

2009-05-12T11:38:00.001-07:00

I've never understood why people make their friends choose sides. So if you're mad or simply not friends with someone that has done nothing whatsoever to me, I still can't be their friends for your sake? Seriously, I'm way too old for this kind of drama. I'll be friends with whoever I want to as long as they are nice and good friends to me. Now if they did something horrible and terrible (murder or something extreme) which makes me think they are bad people then that's a good enough reason to stay away but if not then Fuck that noise!

I make no apologies for having a life and enjoying friends.

.Perma black clouds over my head.

2009-05-11T13:06:00.000-07:00

Lately it feels like everything around me is falling apart. Did I say lately? It has been a few years in the making. The loss of friends I never had and people's true colors shining through. My family is falling apart and yet they don't understand why I'm so damn detached. I may have an attitude problem, I may find a lot of things annoying and I do mean a LOT and pretty hate people but I think it's because I've surrounded myself with so many disappointing characters. All my friendships end up being one sided and of course a girl gives up trying because at the end of the day i care about myself more. My older sisters have so much abandonment issues that's it's retarded it starts to percolate more and more as they get older and older and it's pretty much stupid. Let the past be the past and just live life like it was your last day. I always thought I was a mess because I was honestly a horrible person but seriously I'm not this way by accident. I'm not placing the blame on anyone but come on you can only take so much shit around you. I'm def NOT an optimist and I think that people are bad by nature. Because as soon as a crack starts to form they do a 180 and all hell breaks lose. I've never gotten how people can love each other one day and hate their guts the next. I have had some pretty shitty relationships and NONE of my past boyfriends have been important enough to make me remember them fondly but one thing I can say I don't hate any of them nor have i ever. No matter how much shit he talked about me, no matter how he turned my friends against me, how he cheated on me, how he took me for granted, how he abused me verbally, how he tried to black mail me with naked pictures or how he threatened me to the point I almost had a panic attack and nervous breakdown (this encompasses all my past relationships). As much of a hateful person as i am I really don't hold hate nor animosity towards any of them. I don't think I've been truly close to anyone and it has to do with the fact that people are only there for you for personal gain but just like the latest fad friendships get boring and eventually people move to the next.

I may have lost however reads this since I'm talking about everything at once but i write as I think it. I'm not trying to win any literary prize here I'm just getting all this shit out before i explode. These days I have no one to really talk to mostly by choice and partly because people are just shitty and down right bipolar. One day you're awesome friends the next a simple hello is too much fucking work.

I've always thought, no I know that I have a good flaw. It is my best flaw if you could categorize flaws into a good thing but I am good at getting over people very easily, things and situations on the other hand not so much. I mean if it's something that can be easily dismissed in a friendship dude I can even fool a lie detector test because if it's better to just let it go shit it never happened in my book. In a way it's horrible being so jaded and detached but in another way it is a wonderful thing being able to just move on without the hassle of feelings and depression and heartache. Of course it is hard and hurtful and all that jazz but I'm not wiling to mourn someone or something for a long period of time because why do myself harm, right? Like take my first boyfriend ever, Y, I loved him at least i think that is what people call love. Things ended for me while I was still in the relationship but I would have loved being friends forever but things happen you know. I dumped him we were friends liek very good friends but he met someone else and I was public enemy number one. To this day i have no idea wtf happened there. I can't expect people to be there for you after that but I mean where does all the hate come from? It hurt for about 1 month or so but then POOF it was gone afterall I didn't want him the same way he wanted me. I'm happy it happened because he met someone else that gave him all the happiness I know I would have never given him because I wasnt willing to. Same goes for my next relationships and I'm happy just being in good terms with them not that i'm friends with all nor that i want to but just knowing we're ok it's good enough. Well not counting my psycho ex-bf that one the only feeling I feel is fear I'm actually scared shitless of that guy. I am grateful to have met C because even tho we didn't make it and we fell out of touch he's my best friend, that best friend you can't stand all the time but you cant live without that's what he means to me and i have nothing but all the love in thw world for him but he's just that, my friend and I don't want it any other way.

Then there's the issue of me losing my way when it comes to school, work and future. I' in an eternal funk and i dont knwo why exactly. Maybe i dont feel I'm good enough or maybe I'm too lazy and been taken care of so much that now that I'm strugglin with money and myself its hard to see the right path. Then there's teh pressure of my family indirectly but it's there nonetheless I can't take it when they ask the same fucking questions everytime they see me or talk to me. When will I finish? What am I going to do? FUCK when I get there I'll let you know but for now just leave me the fuck alone!!!! That is why I removed myself from my family because I'm not to fond of people being up in my shit.

I had so much more to say but I slowly lost my train of thought... *sigh*

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2009-05-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

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2009-05-09T12:22:00.001-07:00