tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82820077729665796802011-11-28T08:25:05.039+08:00寻。异。巢...ラベンダー传说在普罗旺斯，一位少女与一英俊青年相爱，并决定私奔。临行时，女孩依照古老的方法，将大把的薰衣草抛向爱人，以检验他的真心。只见紫烟升起，爱人消失...留下一句话 "其实，我就是你想远行的心。” 隐藏起来了。 那颗想远行的心...冬天の景noreply@blogger.comBlogger153125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-3609000331686488272011-05-16T01:28:00.000+08:002011-05-16T01:28:10.534+08:002011-05-16T01:28:10.534+08:00遗书的开始<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">最近，总感觉死亡离我很近。<br /> <br /> 并不是因为想寻死。<br /> <br /> 就只是觉得，死，可以什么时候发生。<br /> <br /> 那天，和妈妈在婆婆的坟前聊了大家都会避忌的话题。<br /> 死后，要怎样的葬礼。<br /> <br /> 妈妈说，她要泰国和尚诵经(像婆婆一样的那种)而葬礼的最后一晚，要有海棠嫲的仪式(?).<br /> <br /> 我也说了我的。<br /> <br /> 其实什么都不要。就这样静静地，大家就为我念一句阿弥陀佛就好了。<br /> <br /> 或许连葬礼也不需要。<br /> 因为葬礼是让在世的人接受过世的人已经离开的一个仪式/过程。<br /> <br /> 我最想的，是大家依然像我还活着一样什么都没变。<br /> 你们痛苦不舍，也会让我痛苦不舍的。<br /> <br /> 微笑吧~做不到微笑，至少想象下我的微笑，我的疯狂，我们在一起过的日子里的温暖开心。<br /> <br /> 开口闭口说爱你们，或许你们有怀疑过我是否真的懂爱。<br /> <br /> 我也怀疑，我是否懂爱。<br /> <br /> 其实，最近一直萌生想离开的念头。<br /> <br /> 缘起于，好几个星期回家感觉空空洞洞的。<br /> 我爱的人，都不在了。看着熟悉的地方，习惯性地想看一眼抱一下，很不习惯，我最牵挂的你们不在了。<br /> <br /> 我的婆婆和仔仔。<br /> <br /> 我觉得什么关我都可以过，生离死别真的最难过。<br /> <br /> 不要在有死别发生了，好吗？我不害怕死亡。或许我害怕的也可能还学不会面对的，就是死亡带来的别离之苦。<br /> <br /> 可以云淡风轻一点吗？Easy, just take it easy~<br /> <br /> 忽然间觉得，舅舅不回家孤独一人在外，不想和家人attach太多，是不是也是因为这个原因呢？<br /> <br /> 就算有一天，他走了，大家也不会太不习惯吧？！<br /> <br /> 我真的好想，离开我爱的人身边。<br /> 让大家习惯我不在的日子。<br /> <br /> 若那么一天，我真的永远走了，那大家也不会不习惯。<br /> <br /> 有些事，有些回忆，有些感觉，收在心里，就够了。<br /> <br /> 日子，还是要过的。<br /> <br /> 我想，写一封遗书。<br /> 或许，应该把这个部落格改称遗书。<br /> 在我离开后，或许会有那么一天，你们会忽然想念我时，会上网搜寻我的文字，或许会看到。<br /> <br /> 或许，永远也不会看到。<br /> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-360900033168648827?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ecrsRixMAFeiIF9OehX6R0MyYnY/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ecrsRixMAFeiIF9OehX6R0MyYnY/0/di" border="0" 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class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-3303750762874786872?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/FPNhTZbuJGZUmXzhkxmdsGPzjr4/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/FPNhTZbuJGZUmXzhkxmdsGPzjr4/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/FPNhTZbuJGZUmXzhkxmdsGPzjr4/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/FPNhTZbuJGZUmXzhkxmdsGPzjr4/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/CzN5hXxRlAE" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2011/04/clark-quay-again.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-32120783911629671422011-04-28T00:50:00.000+08:002011-04-28T00:50:17.198+08:002011-04-28T00:50:17.198+08:00拔腿就跑<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">今天，2011年4月7日。<br /> <br /> <br /> 遇见他了。<br /> <br /> 软弱的我拔腿就跑。<br /> <br /> 回到新加坡后意外地见到他, 不是没有想过的事。 <br /> <br /> 也设想过千百种相遇，绝没想到，我的第一个反应，竟然是~逃。<br /> <br /> <br /> 我不清楚自己放下了多少，也不知道是什么感觉让我作出这种反应。<br /> <br /> 不过，我真的以为我可以坦然面对，微笑面对，然而，原来是不行的。<br /> <br /> <br /> 如果没有夹杂那复杂的金钱纠纷的话，或许吧？！ <br /> <br /> <br /> 我选择了逃走。跨别了两年多。<br /> <br /> 所有怨恨感觉都几乎烟消云散后，我却逃走了。<br /> <br /> 连眼神接触都没有，看到那么熟悉的他，嘴边的话还没说完，就立刻不假思索的离开。<br /> <br /> 很搞笑的反应。<br /> <br /> 没有难过，只是心跳很快，很害怕。<br /> <br /> 大概怕他再伤害我吧？！怕他再跟我讨债，我我泪洒当场怕我情绪失控吧？！是吗？<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> 我正在储备足够的力量和金钱。下次不会是偶遇，那会是我送上门，面对！<br /> 这一刻，连这点勇气都没有的我，软弱得什么都不是的我，要加油咯！<br /> <br /> “ 要好好的生活。”<br /> 这是他最后一句在电话里和我说的话。<br /> <br /> 不包括他后来在FB给我的留言伤害。<br /> 我只想记住应该记住的。<br /> <br /> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-3212078391162967142?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/yYQjMjeHqExjIQvCV6uVuuqqL6I/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/yYQjMjeHqExjIQvCV6uVuuqqL6I/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/yYQjMjeHqExjIQvCV6uVuuqqL6I/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/yYQjMjeHqExjIQvCV6uVuuqqL6I/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/X6QuKsH4aF0" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2011/04/blog-post_28.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-33821209500333192152011-04-12T08:28:00.002+08:002011-04-12T08:28:47.866+08:002011-04-12T08:28:47.866+08:00逆耳忠言<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">有那么一天，你会觉得累觉得后悔的。<br /> <br /> <br /> 会吗？<br /> <br /> 自从那件事后，我就没有看到你到底弄清楚自己要些什么。<br /> <br /> 有吗？<br /> <br /> 不要这样子，我进入不了你的世界。<br /> <br /> 是吗？还是你根本就不属于我的世界的人？<br /> <br /> 这些情况，难道不值得你去检讨自己的方式是否错了吗？<br /> <br /> 推翻我一直坚信的原则吗？oh, no!<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> 谢谢，谢谢你们的忠言。然而，它们始终是逆耳的。<br /> <br /> 顽固的我，接受不到。可是，你们的关心我却收到了。<br /> <br /> 如果真的会受伤，请放任我自由的去受伤吧！<br /> <br /> 尽管你们关心很珍贵，却也很沉重。<br /> <br /> 仿佛一直在梦境中翱翔的我，承受不起任何重量，那会让我飞不起来！<br /> <br /> 我爱你们！谢谢你们~ 让我继续梦下去，好吗？<br /> <br /> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-3382120950033319215?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/9h46rKMS8ZHnqMKnAKR_8IlEuGI/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/9h46rKMS8ZHnqMKnAKR_8IlEuGI/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/9h46rKMS8ZHnqMKnAKR_8IlEuGI/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/9h46rKMS8ZHnqMKnAKR_8IlEuGI/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/bZCfwIqmjdk" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2011/04/blog-post.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-79540011749143607042011-03-05T17:54:00.001+08:002011-03-05T17:54:36.297+08:002011-03-05T17:54:36.297+08:001st day back to SG<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">在McD,喝着wild berry smoothies.<br /> <br /> <br /> 杂吵的环境，自在的心情。<br /> <br /> 耗了12个小时的路程，到了。<br /> <br /> Make no plan as plan.<br /> <br /> 就这样胡乱在这一个既熟悉却陌生的城市游荡。<br /> <br /> 当然，这次艰难得多。因为，把我的宝贝箱带上了。<br /> <br /> 暂时找不到安顿它的地方。注视着这位陪我闯荡江湖了多年的战友。还好，除了身体有一定的战绩之外，轮子有一点跛跛地之外，还算值得欣慰地，它还survive下来了！哈哈~<br /> <br /> 先歇下吧，宝贝。<br /> <br /> 其实，是你的主人我累了。<br /> <br /> 让我停下来好好地记录下今天的所见所悟吧~<br /> <br /> 遇到了几个马来西亚人，从KL Sentral遇到的长气热心uncle，车厢下铺到新加坡开会的马来男子，再到一毕业就直奔新加坡找工作的女生。<br /> <br /> 大家似乎对新加坡还蛮有憧憬的哦！<br /> <br /> 是啦~我也慢慢学着去看它美的那一面。<br /> <br /> 今天发现，新加坡的老人们都很强耶！和婆婆一样的老阿嫲老阿公可以自己搭巴士，站着抓着扶手跟着巴士摇摇晃晃了差不多半个小时耶！整辆巴士几乎40%是60岁以上的老人哦~<br /> <br /> 如果在马来西亚的话，我们都不会允许老人家自己搭巴士吧？万一在上下巴士或在巴士行走时跌倒了怎么办？老人家的骨头那么脆弱 ？！<br /> <br /> 所以只能说，新加坡阿公阿嫲好独立哦~<br /> <br /> 如果我在新加坡孤独终老的话，也应该会这样吧！<br /> <br /> 为成为独立自由的乐龄人士迈进！加油哦~<br /> <br /> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-7954001174914360704?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/HFym1O5s2AsX6sFt2X2Yo1XKDOo/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/HFym1O5s2AsX6sFt2X2Yo1XKDOo/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/HFym1O5s2AsX6sFt2X2Yo1XKDOo/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/HFym1O5s2AsX6sFt2X2Yo1XKDOo/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/dY1Qx3t-d_o" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2011/03/1st-day-back-to-sg.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-72002324602899357772011-03-02T00:10:00.002+08:002011-03-02T00:10:59.780+08:002011-03-02T00:10:59.780+08:001/3/2011<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">走在平日回家都会经过的路上。<br /> <br /> <br /> 停下脚步。靠在路旁的栏杆上，静静地，沉默。<br /> <br /> 栏杆旁的这片矮树丛每天看着我带着轻快的脚步笑容满脸哼着歌曲经过。<br /> <br /> 还有偶尔的沮丧失魂表情，拖着脚步慢慢地经过。<br /> <br /> 这一刻，我停下来了。<br /> <br /> 这次，是陪你。认真地看清楚你这棵矮树丛。陪你看熙熙攘攘的街道人潮。<br /> <br /> 街灯，原来好美。车声，此起彼落也仿佛很妙。<br /> <br /> 我陪着你，不，你陪着我，看这一刻的夜景。<br /> <br /> 你懂我的情绪吧？！不想多讲了。沉默，停顿，静止。<br /> <br /> 牵动一下嘴角，再见啦！矮树丛。<br /> <br /> 走着走着，怎么发现今晚公园里的秋千仿佛很孤单的样子？<br /> <br /> 看看身上，还穿着工作服呢！<br /> <br /> 把鞋子一踢，包包随手一丢，扔在地上的草堆中，开始摇摇晃晃。<br /> <br /> 听着音乐…慢慢地晃。向前向后向左向右都无所谓。把所有伤感荡掉吧~<br /> <br /> 回到家了~<br /> <br /> 今晚，想见的人没见到。想念依旧，感恩依旧。<br /> <br /> 有一个人让我想念总好过没有的。<br /> <br /> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-7200232460289935777?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/jjHjGVpj-NdEBCfLgkzR-nn2M7k/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/jjHjGVpj-NdEBCfLgkzR-nn2M7k/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/jjHjGVpj-NdEBCfLgkzR-nn2M7k/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/jjHjGVpj-NdEBCfLgkzR-nn2M7k/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/z7G_NS1WvOs" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2011/03/132011.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-66493716180903493212011-02-09T02:31:00.000+08:002011-02-09T02:31:46.122+08:002011-02-09T02:31:46.122+08:00Tuning Back to normal mode...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">我玩不起，所以，我想我应该退出了。<br /> <br /> <br /> 这是一场怎样的游戏？<br /> <br /> 从始料不及的开始到现在，我想要无疾而终。<br /> <br /> 头脑简单女孩、小妖精、天使、海洋到傻大姐。那么多种角色中，我已经不知道哪一个才是真正的我。<br /> <br /> 可是我很确定，天使是我担得最累的一个角色。<br /> <br /> 请让我脱离天使这个称号，因为，每次这个称号背后隐藏的是更多的内疚与伤害。<br /> <br /> 我不要做一个受伤的天使。<br /> <br /> 不想一个人躲着舔伤口的日子再次重现。<br /> <br /> 所以，再见了！<br /> <br /> 我想，我恢复恶魔身份会自在开心的多。<br /> <br /> 我行我素，我笑我哭…<br /> <br /> 谢谢你们出现在我生命里，成就现在这个我。<br /> <br /> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-6649371618090349321?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/q5XXFIdALd_YEAfaPlgSozmmvZo/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/q5XXFIdALd_YEAfaPlgSozmmvZo/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/q5XXFIdALd_YEAfaPlgSozmmvZo/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/q5XXFIdALd_YEAfaPlgSozmmvZo/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/cL48iIhu8ME" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2011/02/tuning-back-to-normal-mode.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-86284826580105915602011-01-30T21:42:00.002+08:002011-01-30T21:42:40.410+08:002011-01-30T21:42:40.410+08:00Suka Hati<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">每次从他们身上都会有得到一些启发。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">他说，他住在自己建的房子。除了铁钉，木材等其他材料都是捡回来的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">水源，也是偷政府的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">没有电供。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">然而，家里却收留了很多人，这些人来来去去。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">有刚出狱的，有被抛弃的，有不被承认的外劳，有性工作者。有需要时就来住，分文不收。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">他还挤眉弄眼地笑着说，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Botak Chin</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">曾经是他的朋友，现在</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">BotakChin</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">的哥哥就住在这附近。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">然后开始诉说起</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">BotakChin</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">的故事。故事的结尾，他强调了，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">BotakChin</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">连死后也把眼角膜和肾脏捐献出去。说完这个，我看到他的流露出无限唏嘘的表情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">开始深入探听他本身的故事是从一句，‘你怎么不回家啊？！’开始的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">却听到了这么一段故事。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">年轻时，他因一时之气，砍了自己大哥的手然后潜逃到泰国。之后就再也没有回家了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">曾经吸毒，偷窃，所谓的坏事做尽。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">现在，尽管已经戒了毒，孩子也长大成人，还有一个亲戚，偶尔慰问探访，甚至想接他回去同住。可是，他已经习惯了过这种日子。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">最后他说</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">:”Saya tak mau kacau orang lain atau anak saya, dapat makan saya makan dapat tidur saya tidur, saya relax hari hari bila bila masa, hidup macam ini, saya SUKA HATI”</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">‘我不想拖累别人或我孩子，有得吃我就吃，有得睡就睡，每一天随时随地我想休息就休息，这种生活，我还乐得自在呢！’</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">然后，他笑了。笑得像个小孩。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">看着眼前这个满身皮肤藓，笑起来牙齿参差不齐，走路甚至一拐一拐的流浪汉</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">一股暖流划过心中，全身起了鸡皮疙瘩</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我仿佛，看到了他头上的光圈。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">心中暗暗佩服他的自在与知足。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">好一句‘</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Saya SUKA HATI</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">’！</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-8628482658010591560?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DWkvUKD3BkYH1ihko_sNyg82pWI/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DWkvUKD3BkYH1ihko_sNyg82pWI/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DWkvUKD3BkYH1ihko_sNyg82pWI/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DWkvUKD3BkYH1ihko_sNyg82pWI/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/LRFpSNa2HW8" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2011/01/suka-hati.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-63519865611768424322011-01-21T18:45:00.000+08:002011-01-21T18:45:47.709+08:002011-01-21T18:45:47.709+08:00homeless<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">原来，我和他们一样。只是个回不到正常生活的</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Homeless.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">发了个梦。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">在移动的巴士上。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><strong><em>她</em></strong></span>，不断地在路边向人述说着自己的故事。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一遍遍地重复着，同样的故事。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">重复着伤痛。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">重复着</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">….</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">还是不肯放过自己。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">离开不了这个街道。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">或许，她根本就没想过离开。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">救赎她的灵魂的人不会出现，只有不断觉得<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><strong><em>她</em></strong></span>很可怜的人经过，再离开。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">而她也不断不断</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">也越来越深陷下去。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那种</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…homeless</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">的感觉。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><strong><em>她</em></strong>不停地重复着说，<em><strong>你们不需要给我什么。因为，现在拥有的已经是比之前的好很多了。</strong></em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Homeless,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">至少还会有经过的他们愿意聆听她的故事。给她一点点地关怀。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">想起那个结束沦落街头生活回到正常生活的</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Kaur</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">，到最后，还是回到了那条街。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">继续埋怨，继续述说她的故事。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">想起</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Jace</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">对她的失望，对她说的话。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">能帮到你的人只有你自己。奢望我们这些过客还可以给你什么？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">你的过去应该就让它停在这里。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">停在这里。停在那里？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">2010</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">年</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">12</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">月</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">6</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">日星期一凌晨</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">3</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">点</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">51</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">分</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">冬天</span><span lang="JA" style="font-family: &quot;MS Mincho&quot;; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">の</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">景</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-6351986561176842432?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/v_t8ggXvdlEAZSMxk1W6lKSh3pM/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/v_t8ggXvdlEAZSMxk1W6lKSh3pM/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/v_t8ggXvdlEAZSMxk1W6lKSh3pM/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/v_t8ggXvdlEAZSMxk1W6lKSh3pM/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/fif5epTKu28" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2011/01/homeless.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-72830727922368382642011-01-21T02:10:00.000+08:002011-01-21T02:10:23.991+08:002011-01-21T02:10:23.991+08:00I miss u...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Recently...<br /> I miss u...<br /> many of u...<br /> but I don't know why I not try to contact you..<br /> Too many new people came into my life...<br /> While busying with the new comer... actually the previous person still here.<br /> Stay in the room~<br /> Feel guilty, and also fear~ If I started connect with you again, what should I expected?<br /> Can I just miss you silently in my heart?<br /> This is my previous lesson to learn...<br /> Silent...<br /> Can I make it?<br /> Or... Am I apply&nbsp;this silent mode&nbsp;to the right person?<br /> Tonight, I want to broke the rules...<br /> I miss you....<br /> Vin, Laurent, Suki, Soo Chen...Piet, Rod, King Kong...Yannick...Mark and many more...<br /> Please don't leave me alone... I know I'm a bad...friend.<br /> But, I really care~ hug &amp; kiss is the most I want to do it to you all now~<br /> I MISS YOU~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-7283072792236838264?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/857P8QUfzwXRbGXHovQen2Vah30/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/857P8QUfzwXRbGXHovQen2Vah30/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/857P8QUfzwXRbGXHovQen2Vah30/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/857P8QUfzwXRbGXHovQen2Vah30/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/8mYKb5IXcJM" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2011/01/i-miss-u.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-59895895467327575272011-01-21T02:02:00.000+08:002011-01-21T02:02:18.719+08:002011-01-21T02:02:18.719+08:002011年的第一篇日记<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">一天内，再次化腐朽为神奇。<br /> <br /> <br /> 不喜欢呆在那个没有窗的房间。<br /> <br /> 睡不下去，咖啡的效应还在。<br /> <br /> 想到那幅兜圈子的犹豫样，从开始的感觉郁闷到后来的觉得搞笑可爱。<br /> <br /> 心情，从阴阴暗暗的角落，渐渐开朗。<br /> <br /> 算了~我还想继续我的简单。不去想什么了。<br /> <br /> 打起精神，做个称职的女佣吧！<br /> <br /> 洗衣，晒衣，边打扫边看电视。<br /> <br /> 哈哈~把脏脏臭臭的房子转化成清新整齐的家。<br /> <br /> 也同时把阴霾密布的心情，丢掉，再转化成云淡风轻的心态。<br /> <br /> 虽然去不了最想去的Thaipussam庆典。赶着回到自己的窝睡觉了。<br /> <br /> 灌了红酒让自己更容易入睡。<br /> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: CA; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦到抱着小孩的男人。</span><span lang="CA" style="mso-ansi-language: CA;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: CA; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦到</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: CA; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">很多...<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">似是而非的事情</span><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦境还是现实我已分不清楚。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"></div>从杂杂碎碎的梦中醒来。<br /> <br /> 走去上班。步伐依然轻盈~<br /> <br /> 酒精好象还残留在身体里，这样的心情，轻飘飘地~怎么救人啊？<br /> <br /> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-5989589546732757527?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/duaUI9yjUbUpYpZCHxYHMJi6RkM/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/duaUI9yjUbUpYpZCHxYHMJi6RkM/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/duaUI9yjUbUpYpZCHxYHMJi6RkM/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/duaUI9yjUbUpYpZCHxYHMJi6RkM/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/X0KIRZZXZiY" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2011/01/2011.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-85972626930436301872010-11-17T13:46:00.004+08:002011-01-21T01:54:34.026+08:002011-01-21T01:54:34.026+08:00I MUST STAY FIRM<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">遇到一些人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">让人感觉怪不舒服的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">对坏消息特别感兴趣，想挖掘并扩充你的负面故事。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不懂得所谓的‘点到为止’，请留点空间给别人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我微笑着</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">傻笑着。为自己的说溜口装疯卖傻</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">~</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">遇到一些人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">嫌三嫌四。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">口里说的是，我这种人很随兴的啦！什么都可以。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">可是</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">兴致勃勃地为他推荐一些地方食物。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">看着他皱着眉头走出来，挑剔柜台的那个人妖怎么有长得那么丑的人啊？！</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">接着一家，还未走进去就先嚷嚷，就在酒吧楼下，一定很吵。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">食物更惨，吃了一口立即吐出来，哎呀，你们这水果怎么这么涩！</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">你们这里这个那个</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">怎么这样那样</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">3</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">个小时。没完没了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">~</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">感谢天！我终于摆脱了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">~</span></span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">找个借口回家自己一个人喝红酒去！还乐得自在呢</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">~</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">回来时间越来越长了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">遇到很多人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">从开始认识的人当中，身边真的到处都是和善亲切温馨可爱俏皮真心的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">是吸引力法则在发挥作用吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">带着正能量开心幸福的我，就可以遇到这些我想遇到的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">还是只是我都在尽量发掘大家美好的一面而已</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">?</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">那为什么现在不好的逐渐增加了？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">是我自己的幸福开心正能量动摇了吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">还是我的正能量敌不过身边太多的负能量呢？哈哈</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">~</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">所以，看到不好时，我可以离开吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我不想被影响，而开始觉得这种生活圈子不是我要的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">I must stay firm!!!</span></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-8597262693043630187?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Y7Tz3eYddTEmha4YqzZ_UgNNcA0/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Y7Tz3eYddTEmha4YqzZ_UgNNcA0/0/di" 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Calibri;">^_^</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">满满的幸福，是因为一个温暖的亲切的相聚。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">幸福，不一定是与爱情有关系的。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">志同道合，了解支持互相扶持的友谊。很温暖，很感动</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">朋友，你们都要好好的哦！我好爱你们！！！</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">谢谢你把快乐正能量传染给我。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">我也要继续坚持做一个散播快乐幸福的人</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">~~~</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">负能量，都滚蛋吧！哇哈哈！现在的我充满力量了</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">~~~</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-7713705181614150785?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/dwD4HDoJ-6vikGAsmVyP9BXB2cY/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/dwD4HDoJ-6vikGAsmVyP9BXB2cY/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a 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mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">每一次回家把在每一站所累计的物品往房里屯。从一站到另一站逗留在家的时间都不长，以至于原本属于我的房间，意义不再，已经变成屯物房。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">去年的生日，开始萌生想好好停歇下来的念头。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">最好的姐妹心照不宣地为我制造了一间属于我的风格的空间。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">这一次，结束了远征南半球的旅程后，空出来这一段待家的日子，终于可以好好地为我的空间花了一番心机整理一番。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">坐在房里把一箱箱不同时期带回来的‘回忆箱’倒出来</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">翻着那些小纸条、票根、收据、贺卡、小礼物、记录留言的小簿子，心情随笔的小文章</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">等。脑海里，每一段日子的回忆仿佛也正在翻箱倒柜</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">很多已模糊的记忆，看着那些小东西，努力地回想</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">熟悉的日子，物是人非的感觉很甚。大家都变了。大家都还会回忆吗？回忆起时也和我一样有点模糊，好像有这样一回事的感觉吗？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">当初收集这些小东西或许是觉得它们会唤醒我的记忆。在未来的某一天</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">可是今天的我丢了好多好多小东西。因为这些小东西只是唤回<span style="color: yellow;">记忆</span>唤不回<strong><span style="color: purple;">感动</span></strong>。</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-7655247284059374541?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/45AkQlgo099Oen_zxhMs89r4FpM/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/45AkQlgo099Oen_zxhMs89r4FpM/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/45AkQlgo099Oen_zxhMs89r4FpM/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/45AkQlgo099Oen_zxhMs89r4FpM/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/_OmLDJiCXOI" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2010/11/blog-post_17.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-75081722761338696782010-11-17T12:49:00.002+08:002010-11-17T12:49:50.370+08:002010-11-17T12:49:50.370+08:00某年某月某日的感触<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">又在火车上了。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">听着火车笛声响起，车身微微晃动</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">徐徐地开动了</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">接下来就是轰隆隆地声音</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">两个星期适应期。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">适应这一个大都市的生活。还是吵吵闹闹，抗拒的怨声不断。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">很多时候，决定不可下得太早。声音不可说得太大声。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">怨声之外，也多了一些欢笑声。让人窝心的分享对象</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">这样一个都市。勾起很多记忆</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">当初的自己，走了一大圈再回来的自己。好像还是自己</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">反而，留在这里的大家都起了很大的变化了。大家看不到自己的变化。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我是不是也看不清自己呢？</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-7508172276133869678?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/aHA-RE3Dt0Gid7dKQ5qozTtS5mk/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/aHA-RE3Dt0Gid7dKQ5qozTtS5mk/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/aHA-RE3Dt0Gid7dKQ5qozTtS5mk/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/aHA-RE3Dt0Gid7dKQ5qozTtS5mk/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/VYdZfOoWEQU" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2010/11/blog-post.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-22647063242628406612010-11-07T23:51:00.000+08:002010-11-07T23:51:13.989+08:002010-11-07T23:51:13.989+08:00Too Open停止了。Paused.<br /> <br /> <br /> 我停下来看了看自己。<br /> <br /> 看看身边的人说的，试图站在旁边以旁观者的身份。<br /> <br /> 停下来，看看自己。<br /> <br /> 我真的是这样吗 ？<br /> <br /> 是他们误解我了吗？<br /> <br /> 还是我太自我，以至没看清自己正在做的事情。<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Too open~ <br /> <br /> 去接受任何一切可能发生的事情。好过去预防一切可能发生的事情。<br /> <br /> 我只是不喜欢预防，我只是喜欢简简单单。这，有错吗？<br /> <br /> <br /> 复杂让我不开心。虽然，我清楚知道是有复杂存在这世上。<br /> <br /> 我想，我也没有你们想的那么不堪。那么单纯到不懂得怎么去处理那些复杂。<br /> <br /> 当复杂真的出现时再想办法解决吧？！<br /> <br /> 防人，是很累的。<br /> <br /> 太偏激了？或许。<br /> <br /> 应该找到那一点，哪一点？平衡点。<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> 还是…<br /> <br /> 想继续坚持，那些对我提出警告的他们，只是不懂得欣赏我的那群人。<br /> <br /> 继续我的不屑。<br /> <br /> 依然故我地以我的生活方式。那我会更孤独吗？<br /> <br /> 为了配合大家的黑白而作出改变。<br /> <br /> 我想，我还是喜欢如鱼得水地游荡在灰色那一带。<br /> <br /> 黑就是黑，白就是白，太单调的人生。<br /> <br /> 仿佛不属于我。<br /> <br /> 请不要因为爱我关心我而硬把我从我热爱的灰色领域扯出来。<br /> <br /> 那我会干枯而死。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-2264706324262840661?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/q_1k_VLc1YRlgUQZJGWnqtTZoHI/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/q_1k_VLc1YRlgUQZJGWnqtTZoHI/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/q_1k_VLc1YRlgUQZJGWnqtTZoHI/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/q_1k_VLc1YRlgUQZJGWnqtTZoHI/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/4oELsnGgiUE" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2010/11/too-open.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-81553131119629368702010-10-27T01:33:00.001+08:002010-10-27T01:54:19.611+08:002010-10-27T01:54:19.611+08:00爱上凄美感的夜晚<em><span style="font-size: x-small;">鱼在水里哭</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;"></span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">我握着你的手说</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">鱼在水里哭</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">你笑着说别傻了</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">鱼并不会哭</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">它们是一种没有眼泪的动物</span></em><br /> <em><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"></span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">树在雨里哭</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">我抬头看着你说</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">树在雨里哭</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">你温柔看着我说</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">树并不会哭</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">它们是没有思想情感的植物</span></em><br /> <em><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"></span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">我突然的无助</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">没有眼泪的悲伤没有人清楚</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">只能呼吸着不被了解的孤独</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">一个人仅仅记得一切会结束</span></em><br /> <em><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"></span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">我矛盾着无助</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">很需要你能给我一点点保护</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">想对你说的话却总说不出</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">我变成了植物</span></em><br /> <em><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"></span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">没有人在哭</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">你摸着我的头说</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">没有人在哭</span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;">我在哭只是没有人在乎</span></em><br /> <br /> 看到FB里一个朋友的MV分享。<br /> 深白色2人组。<br /> 第一次听他们的音乐，第一次看他们的MV。<br /> <br /> 〈鱼在水里哭〉的歌词，很棒！尤其喜欢:<br /> <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-small;"><em><strong>‘没有眼泪的悲伤没有人清楚</strong></em></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /> </span><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-small;"><em><strong>只能呼吸着不被了解的孤独’</strong></em></span><br /> <br /> <strong><em><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-small;">‘我矛盾着无助</span></em></strong><strong><br /> <em><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-small;"></span></em></strong><br /> <strong><em><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-small;">很需要你能给我一点点保护</span></em></strong><br /> <strong><em><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-small;">想对你说的话却总说不出</span></em></strong><br /> <strong><em><span style="color: #e06666; font-size: x-small;">我变成了植物’</span></em></strong><br /> <br /> 深切的感觉到那种‘被动的无助感~’<br /> 虽然有点灰有点无病呻吟不太符合我目前的情绪，可是还是忍不住要分享对这个词的赞赏~<br /> <br /> 反之那首&lt;香草的天空&gt;歌词里想念的感觉~<br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;"><strong>‘想你的笑容</strong></span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;"><strong>走在热闹的午后街道品尝着寂寞</strong></span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;"><strong>有着一点点的失落，也有一点点的暖和</strong></span></em><br /> <em><span style="font-size: x-small;"><strong>交错在心中，当我想起你的时候’</strong></span></em><br /> 正是我现在每每想起你的时候那种感觉，不会很痛苦还偶尔很甜蜜暖和...<br /> 嗯~又想你了！好享受这种惦记着一个人的孤独感哦！<br /> <br /> 再加上&lt;花火&gt;的MV让我越看越兴奋~<br /> 天啊！我曾经拥有过的dream life再次呈现在我面前。<br /> <br /> === 住在Caravan的生活，靠着窗望景发呆，在海边狂奔，玩烟花 ===<br /> <br /> 好想回到哪里哦~那种生活！无拘无束…流浪，恋爱，疯狂…<br /> <br /> 今夜，发现自己原来...<br /> 仅仅因为喜欢<strong>~凄美~</strong>的感觉而做了好多的这一切一切。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-8155313111962936870?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/cwJYbWqW5TPRyzYJYjTeOCcwmdI/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/cwJYbWqW5TPRyzYJYjTeOCcwmdI/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/cwJYbWqW5TPRyzYJYjTeOCcwmdI/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/cwJYbWqW5TPRyzYJYjTeOCcwmdI/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/kNNrEjvTuGg" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2010/10/blog-post_27.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-85653580084475859282010-10-26T12:32:00.001+08:002010-10-29T03:33:43.645+08:002010-10-29T03:33:43.645+08:00一个人的3D鬼片<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_c0RFJI-s47k/TMnP3WVc3bI/AAAAAAAAAR4/8RhJZdxz2Zs/s1600/DSC04844.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" nx="true" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_c0RFJI-s47k/TMnP3WVc3bI/AAAAAAAAAR4/8RhJZdxz2Zs/s320/DSC04844.JPG" width="240" /></a></div>看了3D的《童眼》。<br /> 恐怖画面出现时，想尽办法让自己坚持，撑住！不要闪躲！<br /> 10次的惊吓中，不由自主逃走了2次。<br /> 一直撑一直提醒自己假的啦！没什么好怕的。<br /> 第一次，做了那么多准备来看一部鬼片。<br /> 平时看鬼片已经带着一幅准备被吓的心情。<br /> 反正，被吓时有人在身边嘛！<br /> <br /> 今天，告诉自己。<br /> 一个人，也可以克服，也可以看鬼片。还要是3D的！<br /> 慢慢地重拾想挑战自己的‘火’了哦~<br /> Proud of u…<br /> <br /> 虽然现在刚看完鬼片归来的我正努力寻求松懈下来的方法。<br /> 撑了那么久，真的好累啊~<br /> <br /> 从前和男生们去看电影，被吓得wi wa鬼叫缩成一团的总是女生，男人们却总是一副气定神闲的嘴脸。我今天就来学一学怎么个气定神闲的看完整部电影。<br /> 结论是，男人啊~你们都怎么当的啊？要死撑硬 撑，原来那么累的。哈哈^_^<br /> <br /> 不过我想了一个好办法，苦中作乐的尽量分散注意力。<br /> <br /> 想象观看3D玉蒲团会是怎样的呢？<br /> 乳房在面前晃来晃去，近距离接近视线。<br /> 想到就好笑~企图把那天晚上看到的玉蒲团画面和刚刚的逼真恐怖感融合。<br /> 逼真的情欲画面，应该会让人更振奋哦~<br /> <br /> 哇哈哈~为征服恐怖片而开心满足ing~<br /> <br /> <br /> 2010年10月23日，星期六<br /> 冬天之景<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-8565358008447585928?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Zv1hlsXZimIplq8Z7dH9K04OCb4/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Zv1hlsXZimIplq8Z7dH9K04OCb4/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Zv1hlsXZimIplq8Z7dH9K04OCb4/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Zv1hlsXZimIplq8Z7dH9K04OCb4/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/aZ6TRCG7jTM" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2010/10/3d.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-86730442577463568672010-10-22T18:19:00.002+08:002010-10-23T00:14:29.147+08:002010-10-23T00:14:29.147+08:006小时<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">火车上。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">啜了一口热茶。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">看着窗外的吉隆坡越来越远越来越远</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;">M</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">记早餐，久违了。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">当</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">‘</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一个人’在我的世界渐行渐远，影响也随之越来越弱。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">你的</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">anti</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">快餐论，你忿忿的表情，还有你坏坏的笑容</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">这一刻，浮现。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">还是喜欢一个人独处。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">多了思考的空间。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">清空那些想在朋友堆中寻求认同的</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">…</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">举动。下意识地，我知道，这只是缺乏安全感缺乏自信的症状。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">难为了一班朋友。也怕辜负了一班朋友。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我人生中如果少了这些。还剩下什么。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">所以，我，还是幸运的。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><br /> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">望着火车轨。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">再呷了一口奶茶。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">心情是轻飘飘的。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">虽然不太明白，为什么又在路上。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">其实，可以不需要解释什么的做些什么吗？</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">最近被咄咄逼人的问题，接二连三，不，排山倒海，淹没。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">答不出个所以然。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">选择回答只会越答越乱。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">越去分析越理越乱。我想，是有一些我不愿意面对的事实</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">/</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">想法存在。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">所以，理不出个头绪。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">算了。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">火车，请再次带我回到那个旅者的心情。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">用旅者的心态，把繁重累人的枷锁，丢在吉隆坡。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不想变回那个紧绷的生活者。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">生命，只是一场旅途。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 10pt;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">让我找回旅者的心态继续在生活中旅行吧！</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-8673044257746356867?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/_9SxbDNeyq_q59CKH6wmQeHjnsk/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/_9SxbDNeyq_q59CKH6wmQeHjnsk/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/_9SxbDNeyq_q59CKH6wmQeHjnsk/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/_9SxbDNeyq_q59CKH6wmQeHjnsk/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/Kvt1zgC3xdU" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2010/10/6.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-91182194958925061932010-10-20T23:59:00.001+08:002010-10-23T00:29:00.016+08:002010-10-23T00:29:00.016+08:00与自己对话又靠坐在阳光直照的玻璃窗旁了。<br /> 看着公寓楼下车辆的繁忙，听着清闲放松的音乐。<br /> 抱着满满的内疚。<br /> 暂别身边的朋友们。<br /> 我需要，和自己好好对一对话。<br /> <br /> 为什么是这种…骑虎难下的感觉。<br /> 感觉，那么甚…<br /> 企图说服自己，一遍又一遍。<br /> 把所有好处列出来。一次接一次想让‘那把声音’赞成。<br /> <br /> 现在，就连情绪也出卖了你了啦！<br /> 超级‘亢奋’出现，紧接下来的‘期待’刚冒出头，立即被‘抗拒’占据。<br /> <br /> 好可怜,我心里的‘那把声音’。<br /> 对不起了。这次要对不起你了。<br /> 因为经过理性分析，这明明就是最好的嘛！你干嘛还不接受啊？<br /> <br /> 干嘛还那么抗拒？<br /> 对不起，对不起，对不起。<br /> 第一次，那么觉得对不起‘那把声音’。<br /> <br /> 我，堕落了吗？我妥协了吗？这…不是最好的吗?<br /> 要勇敢地说‘不’吗？<br /> <br /> <br /> 灵魂被囚禁在这么一个地方:<br /> Kota Damansara友人住的公寓房内<br /> 4.55pm<br /> 19.10.2010<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-9118219495892506193?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/52QxTt1D7gpxaNr_Z6DW-okrd80/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/52QxTt1D7gpxaNr_Z6DW-okrd80/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/52QxTt1D7gpxaNr_Z6DW-okrd80/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/52QxTt1D7gpxaNr_Z6DW-okrd80/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/6vcQCnfq1Sg" height="1" width="1"/>冬天の景noreply@blogger.com0http://siaopo1314.blogspot.com/2010/10/blog-post_20.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8282007772966579680.post-38283229043944258842010-10-15T17:23:00.003+08:002010-10-23T00:55:55.922+08:002010-10-23T00:55:55.922+08:00沉沦宁静中。。。<span style="color: white;">想你。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 忽然间想你。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">在喧闹的人群中想你。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 泪水又模糊了视线。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">朦胧间，那一幕浮现。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 被病痛折磨着的你，我默默陪伴。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">夜间你惊醒，看着我，气若游丝地叫我上床好好睡觉。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 天知道，我根本不想睡觉。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">我只想陪着你，陪着你，一直陪着你！</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: white;">看着你病着的模样，心揪着，身体精神多累…</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 我还是不想错过，不想去睡。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">我知道这或许是我最后一次陪你的机会了。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 为什么你在这样的状态下还是那么疼我？我却…什么也做不了？</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: white;">婆，我依然很想你。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 很想很想…</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">你现在那个世界过得如何。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">现在无助迷失的我，不需要你的保佑。我只希望你不要再担心我。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 我知道如果你现在看到我，不管你过得怎样，你还是会很担心我。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">就像那天晚上…我陪着生着病的你的那个晚上。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 你依然…担心我。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;"><br /> </span><br /> <span style="color: white;">给我一些指引吧！怎样像你一样，去爱。无私地去爱。</span><br /> <span style="color: white;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 我很快就会雨过天晴的了。</span><br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <span style="color: white;">~冬天の景~ </span><br /> <span style="color: white;">处身在人来人往的九王爷庆典中。 </span><br /> <span style="color: white;">静悄悄地...发呆....想念...崩溃。</span><br /> <blockquote><em><span style="color: lime;"></span></em><em><span style="color: lime;"></span></em>&nbsp; <br /> <blockquote><blockquote><span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><em>‘生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．&nbsp;</em><em>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </em></span></blockquote><em><span style="color: #d5a6bd;">别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你． </span></em><br /> <blockquote><blockquote><em><span style="color: #d5a6bd;">必须学会适时放弃.’</span></em></blockquote></blockquote></blockquote></blockquote><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-3828322904394425884?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Pelgu-5jm9IpVqFn67w2CKwlELM/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/Pelgu-5jm9IpVqFn67w2CKwlELM/0/di" 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我应该停止每天用睡眠来麻醉自己逃避面对的行为了。<br /> <br /> ‘闲人’、tiong仙、不负责任等。这些别人及我自己为自己戴上的头衔。<br /> 把我弄得好想...放弃。<br /> <br /> 又想鸵鸟一番了。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-7849161662403489229?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/0b1MhC1Q4mBQGDRZvL3tioTZ4DE/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/0b1MhC1Q4mBQGDRZvL3tioTZ4DE/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/0b1MhC1Q4mBQGDRZvL3tioTZ4DE/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/0b1MhC1Q4mBQGDRZvL3tioTZ4DE/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/DRVDw/~4/NYuQSYN4v8c" height="1" 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medium none; border-top: medium none;">在天台上心里大声呐喊</div></div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br /> </div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">失去自我让人无所适从</div></div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">一次次压抑脑海中的冲动</div></div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">享受自在却难忘深情面孔</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">重拾自尊不再坠入盲目中</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br /> </div>难道这是注定？<br /> 难道这是命运？<br /> 难道这是迷信？<br /> 怎么面对这些宿命…<br /> <br /> 我看见，堕入这河会再浮沉<br /> 你感觉，情绪显得特别亢奋<br /> 她总是，没有信心充满疑问<br /> <div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">Cheer~~我们都是堕入陷阱的猫儿</div>喵喵喵~Let Go!<br /> <div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br /> </div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">我徘徊，穿梭在爱与不爱之间</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">你迷惘，探索暧昧的黑白之间</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">她害怕，抉择在该或不该之间</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">Cheer~~大家都是正在叫春的猫儿</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">喵喵喵~Move On!</div><br /> <div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">我相信，我们都做得到!!!</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br /> </div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_c0RFJI-s47k/TK_pUq7qUBI/AAAAAAAAARk/-Gjvhl689mM/s1600/pussycats.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; cssfloat: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ex="true" height="150" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_c0RFJI-s47k/TK_pUq7qUBI/AAAAAAAAARk/-Gjvhl689mM/s200/pussycats.jpg" width="200" 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none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br /> </div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">冬天之景</div></div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">2010年10月8日</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">晚上7点21分</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">Flora Damansara的房间里</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8282007772966579680-5381202012982172328?l=siaopo1314.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ytgN1RskRnscD4r2y6vR9hUuQWM/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ytgN1RskRnscD4r2y6vR9hUuQWM/0/di" border="0" 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没关系啦！我或许会忘了你们（无选择的）出现在我生命里的痕迹，可是，我曾经出现在你们生命里的痕迹还在嘛！那就够了～<br /> 哈哈^_^依旧自我．．．<br /> <div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_c0RFJI-s47k/TJ8SjQihsMI/AAAAAAAAARY/hkIRxgk6cLU/s1600/IMG_6348.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; cssfloat: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" px="true" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_c0RFJI-s47k/TJ8SjQihsMI/AAAAAAAAARY/hkIRxgk6cLU/s640/IMG_6348.jpg" width="360" /></a></div><br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> p/s:看到我这篇文章的你们，如果有一天我的脑袋不争气，没把你们留下来，可是你们要知道，我曾经真的爱过每一个你们。出现在我生命里的每一个你们哦～滥情的我！呵呵:-p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img 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/> <br /> 到家了，迎接我的是小宝贝仔仔可爱的睡姿。<br /> <a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_c0RFJI-s47k/TJfzm3FYHLI/AAAAAAAAANQ/Q-nqOhYWymM/s1600/DSC04658.JPG"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5519147717312912562" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_c0RFJI-s47k/TJfzm3FYHLI/AAAAAAAAANQ/Q-nqOhYWymM/s320/DSC04658.JPG" style="cursor: hand; float: left; height: 240px; margin: 0px 10px 10px 0px; width: 320px;" /></a><br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> 一切一切…都那么舒服。<br /> <br /> 终于，又结束了一段旅程，回家了！<br /> 喜欢乘搭火车的感觉，因为下火车的一刻给我感觉一种旅行回来的感觉。<br /> <br /> 这一次的旅行，在吉隆坡。<br /> 有家人，有朋友，有新朋友。<br /> 不一样的体验，继续以旅者的身份在马来西亚工作旅游。<br /> <br /> 因为这份短暂的工作，认识了一班嘴巴贱贱地，废废地，疯疯地，心却非常好非常有义气的朋友。<br /> 互相帮忙合作完全没有职场上贯有的你而我诈。<br /> <br /> 看到的都是，顽固地付出，非常负责任感地付出，从心底欢喜付出的一群工作者。<br /> 自己反倒不好意思起来。<br /> <br /> 原本以为这份工作是为了让我更适应真正回到职场前的热身准备，让我更容易理清楚自己接下来要走的路。结果是，越理越乱。<br /> <br /> 哈哈~暂时不想那么多了！<br /> 享受归家的感觉。好好以女儿，姐姐，主人，孙女，外甥女的身份，与家人过中秋吧！<br /> <br /> 什么闲杂碎念，等过了中秋再说吧！<div 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