Somdutt Jangir - thoughts

On widening divides – as casual and intense view as it is!

2017-06-17T05:59:00.000+05:30

On widening divides – as casual and intense view as it is!

Many a times, it seems like with the changing times the meanings and cultures are amalgamating with so fast fierce force that it’s becoming very blurry to distinguish the rights and wrongs of one’s existence. It’s pleasant to a point and then there is supposed to be a saturation. It is exhaustive to learn that it is surprisingly endless…! There are as many possibilities as many are lives. It is hideously fine to move along the flow. I, sometimes, get nervous in the current Geo-political-economic-social environment where it really gets demeaning at times. If you want to remain yourself then you’re arrogant with the varying level of aggression and if you want to be adaptive then you’re a rolling wheal and if you want to keep the best of all then you’re the opportunist with no values…!!! If you respect something then you’re the promoter of it and if you’re indifferent then you’re neither social nor approachable, believable and open… If you embrace certain values and principles to live by then you’re closed (not only reserved!). Everything is apparently so appealing that even the guts gratify and intuitions incline. It takes a village to not only walk the talk but also walk the walk and talk the talk.

There are certain questions that ruffle me over and over again for many considerations and the only rhetoric response my innermost gets me is “shouldn’t the humanity prevail!” for all… Is it really required to move submissively alongside perceptions and mental blocks and over assess lives for judgmental labeling! The level of insensitivity and intolerance has lately been rising rapidly. This only raises insincerity, insecurity, inadequacy, inferiority and insolvency of all kind and kindness. It is only getting darker with more lights. The time “Who” takes precedence over “What” for any reasons; it is bound to break the bars of the barred boundaries of beacons and benevolence.

It appears to be a layered thinking and feeling for failing the destined cause. Oftentimes, it’s difficult to identify intentions of events. It is possibly the opportune time for great happenings. Perhaps, it’s clarion call for the larger good! Maybe, it’s afresh to freshen up all that exists! Shouldn’t you have abundance of good and the best!! thanks, Som

Nostalgic: east or west, home is the best = mom!!!!!

2017-06-17T05:56:00.002+05:30

Nostalgic: east or west, home is the best = mom!!!!!

O would I be a kid again! I’d like to stay childlike if not a child as that’s physically impossible since the time takes its own course and destines us where we must be. It’s not that I’m trying to suggest running away from hardships of maturing life; for my heart is ever attached to the heart of hearts – Mother. I believe in all visible and invisible, physical and metaphysical, life and death; the life beyond the life and death, nature and omnipresent almighty (this comes from personal choices and I credit all the good to my family for nurturing and allowing me what I want to remain and be!  I’m astonished with all the creations of man and man’s creator. I enunciate thanks and thanks to wonderful wonders of the earthly life but submit everything to heavenly hailed heart of mother.

It’s highly unimaginable for me to even consider to imagine myself without her. I dare not to think being away from her; however, the worldly chores keep tricking me for a pleasant time off-site. Had I had supreme powers to fulfill materialistic, physical and nature’s needs; I’d always be at her sight and service. I don’t know what miracle and magic works almighty put in her that I always feel myself full, lively and hearty even at a single sense of her. Each word of her is no lesser than a mesmerizing melody string. It’s like being in heaven while being with her; it is an ecstatic feeling of utmost bliss. The feeling that has no expression but feeling because the best feelings can never be draped with words and gestures – it is a thing of experience. The experience of lifetime!

It’s not that I’ve less respect or love (my hero - father, my adoration and affection - bro and sisters, and love of life – wife) for people in life, who make it interesting world for me, are any lesser but I’m unable to compare them with her. We cannot compare the incomparable. If they all are like different parts of the body; she is heart and sense beyond imaginations. She is unique and divine. She is good of good of everything. She is worship, culture, world-rights-duty, and way of life; everything I can think and sense of. She is living experience of Nature and God - I’m because she is! I feel so strongly of her and her grateful teachings.

I can fall and rise, stop and start, play and fly, lose and win, dip and delight, hide and home when she is by my side. I’m out of pangs, plans and pays of any kind for her blessings and kindness. The most distressful moments turns the most delightful moments of life as soon as I get to her. She is last medicine and resolution. I’m but her small reflection in the vast ocean of kindness and greatness.

There are millions of skyscrapers and houses in the world, we get to stay in many of them but can feel home only where there is mom. I’d leave it open to your imaginations what mom goes through in making a house home. She never complains about anything home but complements everything that’s fulfilling for us. It’s natural to feel nostalgic of home and mom while away. How come can one forget all the sweet memories of home and heavenly sacrifices of mother! I’m not just one of many to feel that way alone!! We feel that strong of home and mom for many identically identifiable reasons and feelings. And that we’re rooted that deeply in the roots of our being and kind that even after travelling across the globe we associate the best feelings back home… Therefore, it’s apt to put “East or West; Home is the Best!” I’m more so for mom!! Sincere love and thanks, Som

A paradoxical view: Keeping the best of yourself

2017-06-17T05:54:00.004+05:30

A paradoxical view: Keeping the best of yourself

There are as many ways, views, faiths and school of thoughts as many creatures associated with the planet. Each is unique yet uniting and intertwined. Each strongly recommends one’s line to be the best yet still waits to have it appreciated from the world around and beyond. It is wonderful to learn that almost everyone disagrees yet agrees the most.

I’ve been keenly observing the paradoxical environment, circumstances, people and places; the most alarming situations and scenarios where paradox paradoxes. Each activity, event and step movement analyzed so rigorously and critically that judgments are instant and relentless!

This chaotic complexity with unorganized uncertainty has tried me to think – Can I remain what I’m and be what I want to be! The response on the outset is very easy to all yet the real reality is roaring revelation of self-realization. Mind moves on millions of motions in moments and that there are so many internal factors as many external ones in work to mold you (this is the most important aspect of oneself). If there are no internal responses to anything that happens or about to happen in the external world (I define the external world where we physically live in and internal world is of one’s own conscience), it is then judged that you either self-actualized or yet to begin the worldly voyage.

I’ve designed the above paragraphs so dull because the world really makes you dull and lulls you out for everything. It tests, tries and tricks. You can win almost all-time provided you know what win is for you. I’ve come to conclusion that there are things which I can control, some I can try with and there are things that I cannot control whatsoever and then the walkout moment. We may also consider it as agreeable, maybe, disagreeable and moment of move-on stuff! I’ve recently begun to consider almost everything to better the value of life and thought to recommend. I feel a lot satisfied and happy because I’m more sure and confident of the results than ever before. I’ve come out of on-the-spot reactions and started to respond. My responses have begun to come from internal and external world simultaneously.

Broadly, my measurement criteria are (questions to myself) as we speak; I’m still at work for pruning it for far more fruits:
External world: Internal conscience:
1. Controllable 1. Agreeable
2. Worth tries 2. Maybe moments
3. Non-controllable 3.Disagreeable
4. Walkout 4. Move on moment

You can pick your choices or stuff and put to test on the above criteria; be it office, society, club, associations, relationships, home, body and beyond. You’ll be sure to hit the ground running.
The key to remain out of the debates on such debatable topics is to listen more to the internal conscience when surrounded with unimaginable and pressing questions. This is because world is so amazingly beautiful and ever under beautification. You’ll be sold to and fallen to everything by great minds and hearts of our times. This is also required to be rooted to mankind and allow yourself to decide the best for you in the agreeable conscience. I’m controlling myself from narrating many illustrations on purpose because it’s about one’s own path creation and that more illustrations might confuse more than clarify or set a path or mindset – which is not the agenda at all. For instance (very light and debatable example though; advance apologies), I’m of the conscience that I disagree to eat a life/living being even though I can control some of them (living beings) but I’ll never ever eat them away. Even though I can control something, it doesn’t mean my internal conscience would agree to and move forward.

The time a marriage, a harmony and a synergy takes place between external world and internal conscience; life will become more meaningful, sensible, more responsible and more righteous. We’ll re-imagine and co-create the heaven here then…! Cheering you all with love: thanks, Som

A remote view on Money

2017-06-17T05:52:00.000+05:30

A remote view on Money

There could have been exchanges of multitudes in the past as there are many today. However, it has become very crucial to note that Money is a change agent and catalyst to most of the life changing events. It appears that since human evolution the mediums of exchange have been falling prey of a few; those, who keep developing means of no value but making them seem everything and of all value. We have traveled a lot through animals, stones, forests, fruits, grains, gold-metals, waters, plains, papers and faiths. We’re in transition to faithless, paperless, wireless and bitcoins and much more. It sounds to me that in sometime we’ll have virtually nothing to exchange for. This retorts me, if virtually nothing, won’t it be physically something! May/not be!!

It circles back to where we started off from. We moved a long distance from being animal to the real purpose of human life of being and keeping humanity alive. Either we marched so long that we lost our sight to the unfathomable almighty and see nothing but I/me/myself or we’re tricked by some to notice nothing but money.

This tears me. It must remind us all that we’re here so unique for a heavenly purpose. The purpose, at the least, of developing the divine qualities and nurturing humanity. While each has found some goals to play by to find oneself and to self-actualize; hasn’t it disconnected more than connected any. We have tried to redefine basics such as happiness; haven’t I lost more in finding what I wanted than what we would have ever wanted. Needless to say that needs are still needs for the needy but the wanton has over-shadowed the needs under the current wants.

The emotionless and faithless developments have always led to destruction if we go by the great scriptures of all times. Does my gain necessarily be your loss? It sounds very philosophical because there are very few rare occasions in real where loss and gain appear or are same. The rest is conning the balance of the two.

Let’s take a review of good and not so good that money-mind has got us to. I’m over-restricting myself to describe a lot with positive supposition that all know it well, therefore, will be able to draw their own conclusions. I’m trying to keep here not so positive aspect of money; however, to clear it out on the outset: I’m neither negative nor pessimistic about money and its impacts. I’m still indifferent.
Good moves, advantages and gains:

1. Machinery and Infrastructure: There has been a rapid change in how what and why should be done. It is known that we cannot move mountains but we can try. We’ve tried and manufactured miraculous buildings, machines, transport, communication channels. It is not that they never existed but they are bettered a lot more. It awakened our conscience from the sub consciousness that if machines directed and positioned well do wonders. Money made it possible to make machines, mansions, mavens and money. Nonetheless, to exploit natural resources!

2. Comfort and Individuality: World has seen a drastic change of manipulation of meaning of words for an individual or group of individuals’ suitability. Therefore, what comfort and individuality mean to me may not mean the same to you until I outsell my definition of it to you. Nevertheless, since machines have overtaken most of the tasks and infrastructure has developed to an extent where one can associate to something cozy, utilize it and retain one’s individuality. This means I want …xyz to show the world that this is me with so on and so forth. Money has given access to everyone to make appear what one wants to; provided that one has enough of it…

3. Intellectual power and Globalization: It is imperative to brush-up brain to see and outsmart people to still keep hold on money; because, money provided one with comfort, individuality, machines and infrastructure. I, now, need to have more of it to keep what I gained. To have more of it, I need to smart play and go global where I could better utilize my brain. I must intellectually co-create sensible deals where none finds lost but won…

4. Incremental creativity and Improvisation: Things have shown a change, a trend; either positive or negative. When it comes to money-mind, we’ve got to show things in better form every time so that I can cash-cow for the incremental creativity and improvisation. Now the incremental creativity could be manufacturing movement from iron, steel to plastic to paper and improvisation could be in shape, size, weight, color etc… Or it could be saying I can do it for you or get you something in so much lesser or in the same money but in better form from across the globe…

5. Cultural amalgamation and broken boundaries: This has been the most positive change ever since human evolution. Money has broken boundaries of whatsoever and brought people together around the planet. As people meet, cultures amalgamate. This brings out different art of Nature in the play. As it connects so it creates more competitiveness, desires and dreams. It is like setting the pet bird free…

6. Beliefs and Science: Boundaries break and cultures meet; we get too many stories from everyone. It is therefore required for us to arrange and re-arrange stories that relate to all in common. For that to happen we need to narrate common non-counter-able fictions first and then go along finding facts. As everyone begins to see the facts, we must show them how to apply the facts in real life. That’s when the science comes with many experiments on a particular fact and helps segregate facts and fiction i.e. E=MC^2. This is a subset of cultural mix and intellectual power position. It is not that belief and science were never there before; but it is that it was easier to differentiate then between both than today. We know the reasoning behind it: either could be molded to suite the talk. And that facts and fiction are apparently made volatile, uncertain, complex and ambiguous…

7. Sky high efforts to reach the sky: Wonder I knew what I’m for! Since money has given us machines, infrastructure, comfort, individuality, incremental creativity, merged cultures and broken boundaries, entrusted science and intellectual power. It became compelling on us to strive more, work more and stay ahead; because, money has not empowered only one but any who gets it. As it is so lucrative to keep it to keep everything else; we need to put in sky high efforts to reach the sky and beyond. It is like we got on to the sea-ship and now need to keep pace with the ever-changing atmosphere, unforeseen waves, darks and lights. And that we never want to come back to land; because that’s where we wanted to move away from… So, it’s all like travelling the new cosmos of its own making…

Not so good moves:
1. Pricing each object to subject: This is where it gets worrisome. Things may have prices but someone like us have value and not price. It pricks when invaluable ones are priced and subjected. Money can be anything but not everything. Money is not a life. It is not a feeling, an emotion, a faith and a human. It is just an artificial creation of us all. It is neither first nor final. It is never from heaven. It should remain as it was supposed to be, as I understand, a civilized way of living life wherein you never harm the humanity but respect the deed…

2. Running against the time: Not only money has made us so self-centered but also made us run against the time. None cares what is to happen, happens. We are running to change the course of the unseen times. It’s always good to have the insurance but will it stop you from dying. I’m not suggesting slowdown or stop doing everything you do but please review what you do is having a positive human impact on you and others around you…

3. Peril of human values: If we price everything and thereby run against the time to have everything; we don’t stop by and relook to weed out the fruitful crop we’ve planted. The weeds/bad qualities invariably germinate; don’t we need to timely uproot them. At one hand it is increasingly becoming important everywhere to nurture and maintain relationships and we’re getting better at it for the invested interests. On the other hand, we’re losing out on our moral, disciplinary and selfless relationships: the bonding of life and not of events. Shouldn’t we be affectionate rather than affectation, shouldn’t we be moral and righteous rather than more and right…

4. Class categorization: This is worst of all that has emerged out of money. I believe you’d trust that we probably wanted to move away from any classifieds. We hardly moved too much ahead of class divide of our own making in the past; be it caste, creed and or race. We seem to have added more to the list… back to square one! Money was supposed to help all equally as a medium but if some of us want to have all of it; how others would make it in here. Should we leave our fellow beings under suffering forever or allow or find alternates…

Both the sides of money has born many institutions of their just. However, we need to think for the overhaul for the betterment of not one or some but all... keeping humanity intact… love you all! Thanks, Som

Let’s vision bigger from the best passed regular day!

2012-06-05T02:15:00.000+05:30

It’s again one of the as usual days with no great accomplishments. The routine of reluctantly listening to wife as she would force to lend her ears regardless of discussion points. It is peculiar about them that men surrender and obey them like the adored cow. They keep you so busy with almost nothing but themselves. What a trick to steal the time away they have devised! I oftentimes feel that man must get smarter, stronger and courageous enough to say NO to wife for the talks which he finds of less use without hurting her emotions. I’m sure that the day you get to do this, 80% of the problems of time management, relationship management and money management will be resolved. How much attention a man should pay to his wife is very much debatable. It is also disputable as the conflicts are different for all of us/men.

We have read, heard and learnt that women are hard to read, understand and handle. They are mystery within themselves. I recently discovered that they themselves are not sure how they get to react differently on the same situation every time. They say it is something to do with hormones and no worldly creature can recommend any fit remedy to their ever changing emotions, responses and reactions. It seems that God wanted to provide the proof that His creations are so dynamic, sensitive, and cautiously caring like Him for those whom they love and rigid, careless and brutally harsh but understanding towards them whom they hate.

I very often need to live two lives simultaneously; one that of who I’m and another that of who my wife wants to. It becomes a good experience when she finally finds a fit; but lo, the very next moment she would want me to change back to myself and the time I’m myself: I’m a stranger to her. (This is the experience of many of us)

Many of you will agree to the fact that we love them for what they are and what they keep doing even if it’s pestering and pressurizing us for all small and big things. I strongly believe that the girls have made this world worth living and so beautiful. Their characteristics of keeping themselves and surrounding up-to-date, clean, clear, and charismatically organized has developed the world to the level it is today. The great concepts i.e. LEAN used in bigger organizations, especially manufacturing are taken from their kitchen management. If they were not so observant and keen about everything they like and do, we would be in a great chaos.

There are several ways of closing a day like lethargically laying down on the bed, sluggishly calling on to your friends, or lazily eating away all the stuff available around or hesitantly passing the markets or playgrounds etc. It could also be working inattentively working at office and being less fruitful for the job hired for.

I like the regular days because they let us know the continuous flow of life and they tell that where we stand in the society at present; what more we need to do. The special occasions of happiness are somewhat filled up with some kind of unreality. The sorrows are real and we get back to our basics. We discover to what we are to who belongs to us. So, it was a good day. A day gone is a day lessened from the given life span. It is therefore to learn that we need to get faster, quicker and smarter to achieve the set goals. Therefore, let’s vision bigger from the best passed regular day!

Thanks and Regards, Som

Let’s foresee good time

2012-06-03T04:57:00.000+05:30

Life has a lot to teach to all of us. We have good times and not so good times. We call them ups and downs of life. It’s strange to experience the betrayals, frauds, deceits, and broken promises from the ones whom we gave almost everything we had. When you’re into your good time of life you see everything working for you automatically or with less efforts and the reverse is right for the not so good time of yours. You may do the ultimate thing in the world but it would not carry any value until the time values you.

We have seen a lot happening in the world. If you notice you will find that fate has taken people to the level in the society where they otherwise did not deserve and the reverse is also true for the less fortunate.

If we start developing a macro view towards the cosmos we discover that it’s infinite, endless and forever; and that we are just very miniscule particle of a very small atomic particle somewhere almost invisible. If we begin to take a micro view towards the world we will figure that we’re huge and built out of millions of things. We incur problems with both the outlooks if we are at their extremes at present. Therefore, we devised the mid-way wherein we neither lose nor gain and live the life of uncountable. In this mid-way scheme we fight and struggle for all the good things. We miss out on the precious time which is constant, continuous and irreversible in anticipation of the betterment of the world.

The truth is that the world has been the same since the time immemorial. Nothing has changed except the dressing and luxury definitions and connotations. We have non-countable facts and figures on human evolution and our present existence but if you observe it in depth you will realize that they all are the mythologies. There are millions of definitions of everything that you can conceptualize but none of them are non-contradictory. Therefore, what your heart feels the best is the truest truth. I’m sure for all the bad things your heart won’t feel the best and you will not get into any crimes.

We all know why there is the categorization in the world for everything. The answer is simple - to create and maintain discipline. We have put ourselves in the shackles of rule, hierarchy, caste, creed, race and capital which have taken away the most admired equality from all of us. We destroyed the freedom for greed and unquenched thirst for more and more. This mistake cannot be corrected at any cost and at any time because we need to go back to the very first moment of Adam and Eve which is impossible for us.

So, what we should do. Shall we leave the world as is or change it for better? We (as per me) are at the bad times of life. How should we change it? Should we act with positivity of better change? Or shall we remain asleep and let it pass by itself? We have as many options as we can think of. So, let’s start acting likewise and foresee a good time.

Thanks and Regards, Som

Celebrating Diwali!

2011-10-27T09:34:00.000+05:30

Diwali the fest of victory over the evil, the fest of lights and joy, the fest of prosperity and parity, the fest of likes and loves illuminates and infuses in us the charm, zeal and vigor to do even more, to live more and to outshine all the bright and brilliances around us. It would not be hyperbolic to say that every year it immaculately does lit up our lives for better hopes and opportunities. It strengthens our bonds, relations and beliefs. We all refer to it as get together and to bridging the abyss between families and among friends. It provides a great platform to address the differences of thoughts, feelings and attitudes from the past months and days.

It’s a lovely feeling altogether to celebrate Diwali. People can re-live their lives for this happy and auspicious experience. They travel thousands of miles out or in India to be with their families and friends just to have the feel, taste and jest of it. They surpass their worries of expenses and expenditures because they want to live this one day happily by any and all means. I’d always wish that we learn to live every single moment of our life like we live the Day Diwali.

How busy we become when it’s Diwali time. Not only we start cleansing and polishing but also decorating and embellishing everyone to everything at home. We beautify it so well that none wants to take the eyes off of it. Homemakers take special pride when they see the lingering looks back and forth on their hard work. They feel appreciated and rewarded if you chance to exchange a few words on their job. Can you imagine how satiating and loving it is for the elderly people? They receive their due respect irrespective of whom to where they are in their lives. They in fact have the more passion, enthusiasm and gusto because they carry exhaustive experience, they are wanted, they are regarded, they by this time realize the reality of life, and they know their less span of life ahead. Therefore, they commemorate the festival with extra energy and zest.

Children make it fun and fervor. They relish us for our cherished dreams’ accomplishment. They extend our motto to excel in life to set an example for them. Needless to say in todays time to harbor and harness the luxury of life for them. For them the festivals are merry making. They have to worry for nothing but gifts. They vouch for their higher and more collections over others. They play with gaiety, laugh out loud, promulgate beauty and make us happier than ever. They innocently become our favorites and we walk that extra mile of keeping them joyous, carefree and earnestly dear. Childhood is the only time we all would like to revisit and relive for those sweeter memories of hand holding to forgiven mischievous operations.

Teens and adolescences are kinky to watch. They freak around. They either add that extra bit of jollity or spoil the whole fest fun because at this age minds just start functioning towards the understanding of the world. Therefore, they try to become decisive. They are immensely into infatuation. Oftentimes, they take infatuation to the lovely love, which is considerably not true, in most fascinating relationships. Diwali becomes very enriching for them since parents would avoid questioning to maintain the mood of celebration. Youths take advantage of it. They are observed entertaining, engaging and amusing us and themselves indefatigably. They are considerate yet confused lot.

The parent figures, the middle aged, the responsible ones, the doers and the one who make this whole exercise meticulously memorable and life changing for all are we. We are the most looked upon and sought after. We are the ones who are so nicely exploited out of our wits that we never realize the facts and figures of relations but business. We are so lost into setting things right to better for our near and dear ones that we rarely peep into other matters of life. We at home are just followers or a nodding head regardless of what we are outside. How sensuous and sensitive it sounds that we are intently liked at home but very often disliked outside! We are the ones who are actually going through the hardships of life. We seldom let them know how difficult it is to make things happen for them. We become so fond of, under the pressure of responsibilities, love and loved ones that we subconsciously and silently habituate ourselves to bear all hurdles and impediments on others' behalf. We enjoy only for the fact that everyone around us is happy. I wish that Heaven havens all humans the hilarity and heart to take over on the course of their lives soon!

Celebrate, rejoice and reward yourself with a very happy day in life. May all the lit up lamps illumine and titivate your life with much coveted health, wealth, wisdom and power! Have a mirthful and happy Diwali!!!

Thanks and Regards, Som

Soul

2011-10-23T20:09:00.000+05:30

Soul is just like the sun

Soul and the sun born together
Origin abode and time unknown
Who can doubt the existence of the twin?

Soul plays blissfully on us as the sun

It makes us its mask while
Playing or wandering in the earthly beings
When it seeks the rest; it casts a dark
In our existence just as the sun

Having got rest all become lazy and dull

A small break makes smart and full
Such plight is of soul and the sun
They rise from rest in new dawn
And start their routine
They grow and grow unto the reappearance
Soul lives in the world as the sun
Both delight us without their gain

The mightiest Time

2011-10-23T20:05:00.000+05:30

Every day we all call and cry Time

None of us know about its crime and shrine
All work under the power of Time
Only time can do anything as thine and shine

Time changes everything of past and present

River alters its way and storm moves aside
By the magic of time
It controls the entire universe
Man, God and devil can’t affect it by any charms

Time is ceaseless like nature
One who walks along with or be punctual
Wins all worlds desired and deserved

Time can wound and waste

It can heal and please
If we maintain ease with it
It can create and destroy
Me, you and anything to anyone
Time never returns but moves forward
We shouldn’t proud the past but move forward.

Incomparable father

2011-10-23T20:01:00.000+05:30

Who doesn’t have parents?

I’ve a good love of parents

My father is unique

In calamities gets no weak

Father the great has responsibilities the more

In his serious sickness needs help for sure
Nevertheless, being the virtuous man, serves himself
Then I sigh first on myself

He encourages attaining the Eldorado the best

And ignores mistakes to learn from the failures the worst
He rejects to hurt anyone
By weapon or tongue

Be self-dependent and see expanse of the world,

Do noble deeds to win over hearts, his words.

Going through a literary work

2011-10-23T19:57:00.000+05:30

To pass through a literary work is learning

Of rare kind joining joy and enduring unto

The last breath promoting several beings for blessing

Of knowledge; creativity, clarity of mind and heart

Travelling all over the world can’t give such enriching experience

Of various sorts implied in every word and sentence and chapter
Journey may cost health, wealth and times tempered brilliance
Offering you nothing; meditate for a while on the matter of letter

No other action should be undertaken before studies

For it cherishes rest of the objects and activities of the universe
It furnishes information and widens mind; I promise
It strays not to the adolescence and sluggish worse

To be learned it to be self confident

The essential to live and to heed yearningly
Jerk not your yeasty youth mere for customs obedient
Keep in touch the great works of letters
To encourage you with the slightest snick

Upset

2011-10-23T19:47:00.000+05:30

Out of home out of peace

Remain heart only where

Someone beloved is there

Without exercise of mind

Who can achieve greatness so kind?

Oh! Why one is not at satiate state

Having so vast world under control

Hurrah! Beast is human

But alas! Human is wild wolf

Boasting on his narrowing erudition

Really what he has is nothing!

Yet he is proving high cry little wool

He never accepts his faults

For confession is learning

But he never wants to learn
He considers himself all in all
And confession just submission
If man succeeded so far
In the field of artificiality
Losing naturalness and spontaneity
From out to in and in to out
Affectation has grown stout
Affection and love only for lust’s quench
Not really adopted by heart and mind
But for some purpose’s sake
They only relation make
Secretly they thy overtake
Though you repent for their lack
Blessed be thine spirit
That such scoundrel’s check
Not to guide but to mate
Oh! Still you are alive to put it right
Then I’d better put up on the planet site.

Feel

2011-10-23T19:42:00.000+05:30

Is there a man who loves to depart?

From his loved one’s; want to retire

Pause; pause once and apply and appeal

Your mind and heart kind to find retort

I say hardly any of you will catch

If, by chance, you get one, match

Your love to me or mine to you

Can you say adieu me now

Who is always in your core and kernel?

I never like farewell

Still I have to do with heavy heart

Gulping and closing the five ports of senses

To continue this linking and love forever

So foolishly I say to so many my loves

Not to meet for a short while
Or depart not so early
Live and love with me all the time
But alas! Realization opens, we are here for mine
Heaven or Time will satiate us, have faith

Every parting thing is dear to us

So is meeting deer delighting
And lighting a new corner of life
But O’ the thought of departure
Fills eyes and heart with what
I won’t tell; for your realization’s sake

Love not to anyone for a single moment

Or feel not; else be ready to lose
All your respite, mind and heart
For the love’s’ sake; not caring yours own

Love is self understanding out of bourn

Never take any influence or weakness
For the true love; for true love
Is possible only on mutually reciprocated relations

Love me not yet love yourself

As I can’t help loving
Allow me to love and like you
Dear – for I love you thee the most.

Life’s rugged course

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Wish to be noble but to evil I turn,

Surge of passions inlay make my heart burn.

Long to be sober but gaiety finds favor,

Faith falters and devil allures me more.

Who is free from faults and life’s pangs?

Why all around everyone sobs and sighs?

Everywhere we hear shrill shrieks rend the skies,

Why people relish finding their fellows in troubles.

Shattered lay the cherished dreams of peace;

Broken among men stand bonds of sweetness.

Curious we are to know what’s to happen;

Life’s mysteries unrevealed remain.

Veiled for us lay life’s ups and downs;

Better to be ignorant what in store lies.

Blessings in disguise prove miseries and pain,

Sorrows serve to maintain measured motion.

None but great souls steer life’s ship smoothly;

Every step stifling but they move on joyfully.

Adore those who fresh courage in us infuse,

Glory be to those who risk all for great cause.

Those indulge in things nefarious play foul,

Long lived stand the deeds that appeal to soul.

Ill doing punished, good deeds rewarded,

The wicked are abhorred, the noble adored.

Nonsense

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Whenever I catch a glace around me usually

I find myself in the depth of shallowness

For I can’t indulge in the things or dirtiness

No sympathy and infamy to mankind specially

Or when I close my eyes to gaze completely

My unfathomable state of mind puzzles with sharpness

And then unwillingly in full wish of stringiness

Look once more around and same condition lay on alley

So, then I have to count the nameless name

Of dirt of society; politics, religion, rich not working

Deceitfulness, corruptness, untruthfulness and blame

And cruel caned notorious to human beings are stinging

As rape, teasing, human organ commerce, no shame

In laboring so young; are you not seeing?

Death

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Death you are cruel. Spare none

Most dear and adorable is thy inevitability

Fear me – whenever I see thy cursing activity

What a sad plight you make of us, run.

Do you not have thy own power these days fun?

Always blames of pretentions as disease, rule, power and poverty

Sometimes thou swell much on hierarchy and vitality

Most painful and sorrowful thing tears that tears tone

O’ why am I scolding and apprising thee

Thou are the great, a ruler, may be incredible

But with distinct, you rule on the cosmos indiscriminately

You might arouse envy but love to me with swarthy

For being leveler you bring all to the same stable

Ah! Marvelous!! You challenge the mortals (not me) obstinately.

Without a goal

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Without a goal all become roll gall

No will, no care for health and wealth

Promptness and smartness never unroll

Their realistic features; useful page stealth

If aim is before us, with us or in mind

We care for none but action day and night

Hard work indefatigable for wanderer, find

Moles may be obstacle but give a freshening fight

Uncertainty of capturing the targeted aim

May disappoint and slow the speed but can’t astray

A critic may strive to defame such one shame

But true souls of sight never attach the eyelids, gay.

Live on ascending scale’s life exhausting naught,

As all achievers try to be gaily despising not…

Hesitation

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Hesitation, hesitation make me free

I pray thee, please, for God’s sake!

I don’t want to be in your cuddle anymore

As a slave or just like a gullible boy

I’ve tried every trick

To get rid of thee but all in vain

Can you tell me only for your revenge?

What things you don’t love and prefer to

Oh! Why not my shy fellow darling

How much ignorant you are who protects

One’s disgustful enemies

I’ll willfully open my bosom for thee

No mystery and secrecy be there, I assure believe me

Oops! Would you come out please?

Yeah! Knowledge and self confidence

Are the most envying foes

Loneliness, solitude and one close friend

A smart, sharp, skillful and active one

A shameless, a mad man and an infant

I wonder if you could expose the causes

O! OO!! Cunning comrade you seem to be talkative

But promise not to remove the veil

For these never care for me

And even discard and kick me out abusing

And accusing me as the impediment of prosperous life

Of course, now don’t tell me your beloved ones

For I can visualize your state right now

May I name thy dear ones?

Oh! Sweet heart I like them very much

Please speak out; I’m getting excited

Hurry up, hurry up please…

If you are so eager to listen to… lo!

Shy and ignorant, stage and crowd

Passive and dull and extempore

Is who you lull to; yes or no?

I’ve overcome thee and lot

Get lost from here and forget me at once

I was in your net still not still by any chance

Now I’ll enjoy life with ever romance

Thanks Hesitation; bye-bye!

Exact Hero

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A special man of great letters in English with wit,

Unique in behavior, persona and personality, sharp and smart,

Full of fancy, brilliance, excellence and virtues to make hit,

The world which is nasty and naught is tasty apart.

Punctual, determined and devoted to duty driving away dull,

Holly heart scarcely having any ill will at length,

Hark! He is intelligent in preaching what he practices practical,

Experienced, learned and scholar in the school of humanities’ strength

Nameless, incomparable to anything at below,

Only Heaven can bear such divine tremendously talented

Hardly he wastes any moment in sloth but act; Hero!

To help and serve the human-heart in society planted

Such lovely is he namely GSM beyond our head,

He is worth making ideal hero as I made.

I just wish to know

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Why a body longs to embrace someone we love;

Why a heart yearns to mingle with those we love.

Why one is adored, loved and liked;

Why one is hated, scolded and deprived.

One loves the other but sometimes cares little;

One realizes later on but it’s too late,

For former is married, later is not

But both always eloquently keen to society as they deserve

Company of both a solitary solitude to open their bosom seek

Such circumstances occur; they don’t even a single glimpse glance

Then a number of woeful tales my tears tell

Why a heart strives and yearns to mix with others?

Neither be late nor too hasty in affairs of love,

Patience and fondness kindle beloved’s fair love.

Happy New Year

2011-10-23T18:57:00.000+05:30

One year is passed and another is approached

Nay, one day is over and other is soar

Oh! Alas! How the days pass one by one, ‘coached’

Someday I myself will be no more

To enjoy the jolly spring and winter

But I pray the Almighty to sting with Him
(My physical presence may be neglected but not printer)
My name across the seas and lands with brim

Though Time will vindicate to fame or defame

Yet my endeavors will surely favor to help time

Can a tranquil baby suck his mother’s tame?

Even Heaven stoop to peep into virtuous mime

Marvelous! Bravo! The assurance of my long being

Tends me to noble deeds which all merrily can sing!

Poverty

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Think not of chill penury, Poverty is a deadly disease

Patient has more pains and tortures to mind and physique

No time table of functions; no rest apart please

Aids, Cancer and leprosy are the poor’s friends unique

I capture all idle ones who waste time in sloth

Once who is under arrested can’t get rid of

So easily, can an old be young again? Take oath

To work hard, I warn else face my awe

My dear victim object is the poor lover of me

Tries again and again to beguile and overtake stealthily

Like an officious fool half blush to me

He gains a profit of my munificence wrathfully

How shall I say he wins disgustingly somehow?

(As he can but with an active and smart being)

To whom I would make humble and innocent cow

To tease me; under my possession he challenges the king!

Did yours not…?

2011-10-23T18:49:00.000+05:30

A great deal of days has passed of life

Without fulfilling even a single aspire

Ambition always arouses ambition full of tempest like

A dream-Bard’s imagination lastly nightmare

How many a day since birth misused me in sloth

Cheated my affection to affectation counseling none

Beguile of time in my loftiness has become both

Tension and impediment of life, summon.

My diligence is not pruned by observations but confuted

Too much at large, not taken for granted and believed

I swallowed the flashy discourse and conference, be muted,

Of less consideration save digestion; relieved

My repent for the past days becomes the toothless

Serpent full of poison, huffs but can’t injure

I plot innumerous plans in seclusion curiously case

But disposition and execution of arguments are checked sure

What a pitiable thing is life

Not even indulgence of love seems in its course

I for myself will love the life

Then less tedious and more enjoyable will be its force.

My Ideal

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Nameless virtues are gifted to my ideal by Heaven

Hardly any human being is devoted to the others’ welfare

Managing every moment of the day to help someone

Scarcely has he wasted the time in sloth and fair

He is scholar, genuine genius and exquisite at heart

Does in gossips and disputes he present? No, in service

Of humans and fellow comrades or his disciples apart

For he has a pure soul in healthy heart and head; nourish

First splendor of the sun is visible in his eyes

Full moon surrounded with countless bright stars at mind

West wind in his voice swiftly but with serenity flies

Such is my ideal namely HRI a part of divined

He is unique and special in behave with thine,

So, a passion, fancy, love for him in heart of mine.

Ridicule, ridicule, ridicule

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Laugh, laugh, and laugh

On my gullibility of world, O Time!

And if only I knew how overcome it,

I’d be thy tamer.

O well for the businesspersons’ chap

That he cheats his customers at sale

O well for the politicians’ lad

That he exploits the passions of public

And the poor are trampled on

Till their death under the rule

But O! For the catch of the onward moving time

And desire for love that is still.

Giggle, giggle and giggle

At the fickleness and idleness of mine, O Time!

But the tender grace of the days that is ahead

Will surely be under my grip; listen to me!