Just be true to who you are

2015-07-29T00:05:00.003+08:00

Just realize I've quite a number of post about my ex lol, that show how hard I've to let it go, but thanks to my bf for helping and supporting me to let me leave that woohoo .. Oh well xoxo blackie 😘😘

11:11

2015-07-29T00:05:00.001+08:00

不知不觉 it's been 7/8 months since I last blog, a lot alot stuff happening, oh well perhaps this will be the place I'll rant on. Ups and down yep I know that's normal in life but oh well some things changes and etc..

Sis move back and we got a pink room, I've been at my work for like hmmm can say very stable 1year already, and yep as you can tell, my English didn't really improve or I shall say it's getting worse, heees. This is singlish not English. Ok where was I, yep job , relationship hmmmm, what can I say about that. Well me and my boyfriend ups and down too but I'm very grateful that I've meet him from friends to colleagues to my beloved most important boyfriend maybe just maybe future husband? Hahah shall not jump to that that fast.. As I've learn don't ever put too much in just a rs bf/gf unless Marriage I guess, or maybe not, oh well in life there's nothing you can confirm or etc right ?

Back to my boyfriend, he's hmm not say perfect but very awesome to me,despite my rollercoaster emotional and etc. he's still there supporting me and oh well..

Love hate rs, but overall he's still mean a lot to me heees.. Shall work it out till forever and always and make it last. Despite of age or what hmmm?? Wait maybe not .. Age roarrrr!!!!!!!

Ohh ohh ohh and yep another 15thJuly had pass and bam I'm one year older once again, hais. But I really did enjoy a lot this year after since those miserable past and all, well can say not all miserable but really bad bad experience before so yep. I'm glad that where I'm and with who now 😁😘😘😘😘

Well this stalker me obviously know the one have a partner now too, well as my bf say a diff kind of love for the person perhaps.. No regrets and loving everything now and hopefully more awesome stuff in the future too.. Just need to work on something more that's all.. I believe I can do it..

Speaking of believe , rmb my one and only tattoo, well guess no one reading and shall guess no one rmb, hmm I've new angGong lor (tattoo) like a finally heees, it's kinda big then what I expected but it's pretty awesome and I love it a lot, thanks friend for the intro and bf being there by my side *although that blackie just sit there use phone play game* hahha but with him by my side everything is fine when tattoo in progress and I've got happy ending result heees.. Pic later..

But first let me finish first lol.*sound familiar * hmmmm what more, actually have a lot a lot a lot to rant and complain about that blackie but 家事不可外洋 ok I guess the Chinese word is wrong but I was trying to say *direct translation * (home matter don't anyhow let the outsider know) ehhh I guess..

But overall this blackie make me love and hate , but still this moment make me wanna squeeze muacks him NOW !!!! Lol

Guess that all i wanna say for now after 7/8 mths of not blogging, PLUS I guess no one will come back to this page again, if so there anyone, I'm happy that you'll read till heard to read how nonsense I'm and all heees, xoxo.. Pictures time 😁😘

Oh ya, also did have quite a lot of adventure with my beloved laogong river Safari uh , first ever bintan trip uh and more heees ..

And yes ICE-skating !!!! Which make both of us wet, ok don't think too much I mean our pants wet wet wet, pardon those wrong mindset lol.. Didn't know falling down tgt cAn be so much fun too hahaha.

Bam and here's goes to the bintan trip post, so much fun, water sport and all.. There's one water sport call big marble ride which scared the fuck out of me, maybe I'm just too scared to drop into the sea again after since the pucket trip with my sis, which we sat the banana boat ride and it flip when we fell into the water I fell like I'm almost dead,😖 but phew sis there for me like always too,

So yep I'm so damn afraid the big marble ride will flip too *but eventually it didn't *

I'm screaming my lungs out almost just almost tears dripping down, well my hubby enjoyed it can already hahha.

And there one part that I don't even know what I'm doing which I've jump out from a swimming pool and of course slipped and fell onto the ground lol and well bleed.. Oppsi stupid I know..

And we had a awesome full body massage and it was the first time both of us went naked for a full body massage , well not the bottom part naked ok already,😄. And we had to put out our first firework tgt weeee 😁😁

And not forgetting this, laogong birthday, glad he enjoyed the trip.

Anyway does me and my brother look the same, hahah a lot of his *fans* same we are like twins lol

So June we have our family trip thank to sis, sadly bf can't join in camp ..

And so we shipping off to batam hahah we sound like some goods, ok traveling to bAtam, I've never been to the place before too, ok noob I know..

Get to try parasailing again awesome awesome awesome

But wait a sec jetski is the most most awesome shit ever, hell 100% yes to that 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

Cool right lol oppsi

Oh ya was saying about tattoo previously right, here goes

I guess now should be fully healed

4th July never forgetting this date too 😁

And slowly July lor thanks colleague and hubby for helping me celebrate in USS oh well have some memories there, but as they say memories will stay forever I guess hais, but oh well past is the past, ok back to what I was saying, USS trip with them is awesome and not forgetting hubby got me wallet and unicorn as Present, not just any wallet it's a freaking prada wallet like OMG that moment I was like angry and happy , reason angry, like why spent so much on me for this , happy like omg omg omg speechless till tears start to flow out hahah dumb I know, but I appreciate the gift so much, but at the same time still ROAR when he spent so much, when government only pay that little zzz. But I guess it's better then last time already. So shhh shut..

And of course thanks so much for my family for the celebration and the ice cream cake 😍😍😍

Hubby know I'm a pancake fans so pancake time for sure

Well I guess that all already, will be back for more ranting or etc..

Tata xoxo ..

happily ever after..

2014-12-21T00:43:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps "insert accent" Teehee..
work life and dating heees.. im very grateful for everything i have now.. heees.. my family, my friends, and my beloved bf :) heees..
rmb i used to say i wanan get married and etc with that guy, oh well yep i do love the proposal he gave but well no point saying it over and over again right hee.. past is the past..but sometime this brain of mine will BABOOM think back of the past and emo nemo ~~ etc.. heeees, but well im living the best of my life now..:) work is awesome so much fun and laughter with my colleague "Which is now my awesome friends aka sisters" hees.. love them much :) xoxo, sometime break down at work, stress for no reason and etc.. well guess that part of me didn't change much.. hahah.
let god and faith does it's job now ba.. YOLO but not very much YOLO :)

last and not least, I LOVE YOU :)

picture time :)

loving my bf :) Hees

and well for family we are forever and always the best and happening.. heees

On my birthday 15/7 heees

and ofcourse my gg 10 years beloved friends :)

So do you all miss me, well if there still anyone reading my blog, hahah, guess it all "spiderweb" all around this blog already that why im back again, well very rarely, cus due to work and etc nah Heees:)

miss me and i'll miss you too :)

Peace out and signing off:)

XOXO JL

2014-05-17T16:04:00.001+08:00

Back after 5 months, and YES, lots and lots of stuff, shit, problem , happiness, interesting etc happening within this short 5 months only.. , after since broke up with that two years bf, *ehhh so call two years nah* , i tght i've found someone i can rely on for the next lifetime, but well i was wrong again, so yep, staying alone, single will be much more better for now i guess, guys CHEY what's that, got or no, no diff, as i suffer alone, work hard alone, pain alone and etc, guys leh, happy le go off and etc, shall not say much oh well, NEVER TRUST PEOPLE ESPECIALLY GUYS.. imma become a lesbian, ehhh any girls single and heees, i would love to date you girls.. etc etc etc.. empty brain but so wannnnted to blog, lol..

shall not say much about this sad life (FOR NOW), will be back after recover, and will always remember this two date 270612 and latest 160514, two years apart and you will always be loved.. stay happy in heaven please.. and rmb those ETC ~~~~~.. xoxo

OH RMB THIS, you will see the 'fat'.. lol

and this is how i make myself smile and etc even though i'm deeply hurt inside..

And will always rmb my beloved bao bei too, there for me when im done and stand up for me.. so much loved, heees..

will never forget this, katy perry can do it, all other people can do it, i can too.. stay strong as always, support me and cheer on me people, heees..xoxo

OH ya, and i guess im addicted to prawning too, anyone, up for prawning tgt soon, PM me on fb or twitter ahhahaha.. lol

AND BAM, celebrating new year 2014 with my beloved 9 years of friends.. they are still the best..

hotel stay weeee..

Rmb that tummy..

hmmmm

AND yep, River safari with my beloved family, heees.

GOT SO LUCKY not, lol

although it's just small amount but this make me so WOOHOOO

OH YA, and i've stop partying for so long too, but well, guess it;s time to go back, anyone partying too.. rmb the steps, lol PM me..

CNY TIME

10 YEARS apart, childhood friends.. <3 font="">

Valentine's Day,

AND STILL SAD, well

Alright, that's all , lol shall call it photo blog, not words blog anymore.. Cheers and hope i can stand up stronger then ever soon enough ba.. XOXO

so much hate and love..

always love you..superman

little

"Just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again" - Pink - Just give me a reason

Single

2013-12-03T14:40:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to say , not in the mood recently, was left here all alone again, kindly ignore all those sweet post of me and him then.. second time and that's it ba.. since last tue 26th it's the date of anniversary 1 year 9 months, and long story started.. Don't even know why broken up and all, , it leave silently, silent break is the worse kind ever, don't even know what went wrong and all, delete and block too..hais, had done enf already.. i hope i can move the fuck on, never knew that in my life i would know such guy who can proposal and make all those vow and saying going ROM, promised, but end up just leave in silent ;(
well i need to stay strong ba, miley cryus also end of the engaged ,me too, she can stay strong i can too, jiayou :)

August 3rd.. Just You and Me

2013-10-02T02:05:00.000+08:00

3rd August the date i will always remember..

shall the the photo speaks..

Ignore the date but yep, loving the *first photo we ever took when i was having my long hair* and the tattoo of love we had..

FOREVER & ALWAYS
BELIEVE our LOVE is STRONG and HOPE for more & better awesome future :)

2013-10-02T01:54:00.000+08:00

TAAAADAAAA it's October already, FAST right, three more months till the end of 2013 already.. damn time really flew pass just like that.. it seem like ytd was just the middle of 2013 lor, but now it's 十月了.. WOOOOO..

well as promised i'll be updating about the previous months first then slowly catch up and etc..

well last update was about my 21st at bkk with hubby.. for august September well ofcourse alot of birthday going on and etc.. all update in fb so not here.. bleahx..
but mostly photo with hubby.. spam yes i know and i'm spammer :) lol

Don't stomp me hor, siting at that seat, lol

Miss the side of it..

OHHH OHH didn't mention we went to S.E.A Aquarium right..

COOOOOOLLLLLL

guess the hotel.. lol

and yep, hubby influence me to take up fishing it's awesome and yeaaa i caught my own fish too :)

TADA. and my pink rod :) heeeees

, next post.. :)

2013-09-28T02:25:00.001+08:00

OK abit too tired to continue part two and so on, as it;s 2.24am now so to be continue already, about the life and my hongkong trip recently.. stay tune..

Three months back and now.. PART, storytelling about my 21st/honeymoon trip with hubby..

2013-09-28T02:20:00.002+08:00

Bam, 一眼瞬间不知不觉, three month had past.. and YEAHHH i'm officially 21, 15 july :)
Went to Thailand BKK with hubby for my 21st celebration and / honeymoon with him:) well i can honestly say that it was my first plane trip after since born for this entire 21 years, my first time on plan, at first i was VERY nervous ( First time on plan marh, cannot blame :)) as all i heard from grandma and maybe some friends say that when the plane was about to fly or etc it's scary, that why i'm freaking nervous, but well all i can say is AHHH like that only ah, LOL.. not that scary as i thought, well 自己吓自己, like all the time, hahahha. go bkk from 11/7 till 15/7..
FIRST will tell u about my 21st to bkk trip with my beloved hubby.

thanks and love you hubby :)

and hees love the ring, can see can see, lol..

happily and blessed to have him in my life ..

and yep we can never ever ever leave Starbucks, i know it's fattening, but just too much love ~~

i guess if i combine all the Starbucks photo i took and put it all tgt really really bwg.. heees

Really my first time waiting in the airport for the gate to be open, VERY excited like a kid all over again, so took quite a number of photo, heees..ok shhh noob i know..;/ dun judge..
PS: Love my dimple, heees..

hubby say take a pic of this as me first time putting on plane sit belt, lol

PS: SHHH i know i'm fat already, being working out recently hope sooner or later will see result, DW FATS but WANT ABS :)

Loving this

Reach BKK t ท่าอากาศยานสุวรรณภูมิ | Suvarnabhumi Airport BKK.

OH know what, once we reached, need take the airport rail link right, so yep, hubby and his cousin wife rush into the*train* and i was too slow to rush up and bam leaving me alone there and wait for him to come back, scared the hell out of me, as i dun even know how to speak thai so all i do is eng and hand sign, lol.. thanks god i was not that smart enf to know which station he is going and etc and not took the train to go find him, as i know he will come back to find me so at there waited for him.. lol much for the first time..

Check in and bam yeahhh bed , Rest.. heees :) At Plam @ Sukhumvit

reach bkk at around late eveing so went there first stop is checking in and dinner time..
and yEAHH the oyster there is cheap and is freaking HUGE, didn't really show how huge the oyster look in the picture, but SERIOUSLY IT"S HUGE and FUCKING YUMMY..
after dinner back to hotel have a good rest and ready for the next day :)

Day 2 12/7 in bkk

Getting ready and snap * I'm strong so dun mess with what's mine*

First time sitting tuktuk and loving it..:)

My Forever and Always superman hubby:) Hees

AND So first stop done some shopping and bam went to bk wax museum..

With his cousin wife/girlfriend * Ok i dunno that*
but loving it :)

LOVE Nichkhun

Justin Bieber

JayChou

Wolverine

Hubby Favorite, Johnny depp

Oprah

Wax hand :)

with his cousin gf

After wax went out for shopping and shopping then tada done with le hair..loving it.. ALOT

and drinking session at night to end our 2nd day in bkk..but not to drunk and etc as the following day we going to temple, so yep..

Day 3 in Bkk, went for praying..

Loving the side of le hair..

after that, SHOPPING TIME again :)

Day 4, 14/7 Fishing day :)

Ohhh a day before my 21st birthday :)

Loving this

After fishing went to chocolate ville.. Awesome place :) sweet sweet feeling :)

After chocolate ville went for some dinner/supper..

and know what just right around bkk timing 11pm plus one hour before my birthday, i'm having a fever, HOW NICE RIGHT.. then i was eating that AWESOME thai *kuawchap* too sick to even finish, and i still remember that i told hubby in a very sick voice tone that it was too awesome to even not finish it already..and more forgotten already, lol..

went back hotel had some medicine and rest, but to my surprise, his cousin and gf came up and surprise me with a pizza *cake* and a keychain teddybear for me, hees and hubby got this birthday card for me.. :) so much loved :)

Day 5 15/7 last day in bkk, not really but flying off back to sg in da morning, thank god the medication help to cure my fever away..

off and back to SG..

Happy 21st :) hees back home for celebration.

SO MUCH LOVED..

after few more days/ weeks, went out with friends for celebration too.. Love all my beloved friends, 8 years of friendship and counting..

The JULY BABIES..

So MUCH LOVED and appreciate everything..
especially hubby who put in so much effort, I love you..

Things changes

2013-06-28T01:27:00.002+08:00

Well it's been long, i guess everytime when i feel like blogging will be like months after or etc ba, Hmmmm.. oh well, alot of things happen recently, and hmmm my rs going awesome and awesome, hehehehs, love my fiance :) oh hmmm hubby, ehhh well..
For work, well now is NUS having their school holiday till august, so yep, from now on till august i'll be rotting at shop, daydreaming, finding things to clean at work and etc, cus know what, during NUS school holiday here only got those office people so yep, they also will eat out lunch till sian one marh, and ofcourse who the hell will drink bubble tea all the single day, no right ? yep, sales dropping each day, oh well it depends also, up and down anyway.. same goes to my mood recently, UP and DOWN ~~~~
Yeahbuddy, let's talk about me, hmmm , let me click back to my facebook to see those photo update, well those who know me, know that i'm a spammer for fb and ofcourse TWITTER ~~~ instagram sometime, so yep every single update will be in twitter, fb, instagram.. so yep.. Photo spam yeah here we come, slowly one by one let me tell u what had happen throughout those months with words and picture then PS: Picture mostly, Teeeehee :)

First of all i know CNY had pass way much long ago already, but finally i manage to get those picture already so yep, sorry for the delay in everything, lol..

the ladies

During march, went to USS with hubby and his work mate, awesome fun trip and well went to the place which mean alot for me, don't know for him too know
Proposal location, teeehee..

The make me LOL for days, look, we're just about to talk US with the castle as background but POOOOF we didnt even see the fairy god mother,and tada she just make me XIA YI TIAO you know.. heees

And this is hubby first neoprints, i mean like i was SHOCK when he told me he did't take any neoprint with his exes before, yeahhhh so happy to be the first and last, (well hopefully) FUN FUN FUN

As u can see, don't need me to say anything ba, HEEEES..

Celebrating nic 21st birthday Weee love them all.. (ok sound like pokemon *gonna catch them all*) lol

it;s like weird to type LOL here ne, well it's my blog so whatever :)

OH and this this this, Damnnn i love my hubby :) heees

Me and brother *act yi ge cool ah* and yep i got my *red* hair back, just love being a *fake* redhead
i feel weird having *gold/brown*hair sia, (yep i bleach my hair so when the red fade away my hair would turn to gold/brown hair, ok sample below)

and yep this gold bu gold brown bu brown de hair, so yep keep dye-ing red* then :)

Weeeee i finally got my gutair :) hehehe still learning in progress so yep, stay TUNE for music up next time *which i dunno when* heees.. but well good things come to those who wait and go earn for it isn't it, hhehehehe*Stay tune, coming to you real SOON ~~~

New baby, mine and hubby.. hehehhe snap snap snap..

CUTE right, hubby neighbor cat, named "tiger" seriously HOR, like a boss one can, bo chap people one, then sit lift like wah nth one, cus usually normally cat sit lift will be like giving that *O.O WHAT HAPPENING LOOK right* (normally la) but tiger just like *oh oh lift ok, i'm going back home*
ME GUSTA this cat alot, LIKE A BOSS..

Whenever hubby go fishing, he "love" to camouflage, hehehehes , 被我拍到喔 :) heees

Oh speaking of fishing, well heees, i'm learning it too le, my new hobby :)
tada here's my set up, reel and rod a gift from hubby

and got my first lure and lure box, another lure gift from hubby too, heees.. soon soon soon, i'll really know how to fish already, already know those basic but well haven got fish yet, but wait wait SOON, just wait and read next time, hehehehe, got confident, POSITIVE POSITIVE :):)

OK, just a random pic , HEEEs

And weee FINALLY went to S.E.A Aquarium with hubby, and weeee all i can say is just WOW, damn WOW fishes damn BEAUTIFUL neh ~~~~ Saw alot alot alot of weird looking fish too, that i've never seen before in my life and tada now i've..

YEAHBUDDY, hubby got in PS3 INJUSTICE GAME and tada brought it a set with this figuring too, NICE RIGHT ~~~ Damn I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE Figuring you know ~~ well now you know..

Went USS with jiong-er and hubby *da photographer for this*

AND yep, i've the WORSE hair ever, know why see the picture u already know

SEE SEE SEE , just look at the hair i've, the back seriously CANNOT MAKE IT right ~~~ Sad..

after USS, dinner time, this is the TWO BEST i've that day..figure it out yourself then :)

HEEES

It might look the same, BUT look CAREFULLY, it;s not.. :)

Randomness kick in again, well, I love my jawline :)

Say hi to my sexy man ;) heees, kk I love you hubby :)

Alright i forgotten what farm we went to already, but and yep it's my first time feeding a goat *from what i can remember* oh well, OLD already, STM getting more and more serious -_-
(STM = Short term memory)

Went to army museum :) i JUST WOW all the way and keep asking hubby everythinngy about army , like a curious newborn who don't know anything, just keep asking only, OH WELL seriously marh, i really know nothing much about army, all i know is VERY xin ku, but it seem like now de ah bing ge like a lepak lor, well i don't know anyway, and ya one more thing about army i know, STRESS..

my tour guide as always..

Dinner with my family :) LOL = LOTS OF LOVE :) Heees

Le sister Ziwei* <3 p="">

Drinking

Still learning VERY VERY hard, i;m slow learner -_-

Went to audition for 囧4, well result not out yet, so ya lor..

After audition went to mediacorp to support of fellow jiong-er hanrey

while waiting for the da ming xin to come out..

da ming xin, .. lol, heees

Been training up, don't 看我, skinny skinny ok, I GOT TRAIN ONE, dun mess with the wrong girl, lol

and well that's the tummy before my navel pierce and

TADA

Got my navel pierce :) :) well not that pain as i expected, but still PAIN..

Well , here the most recent pic with hubby..

And yeahbuddy got this new shade :)

Alright that all for now, well had been scrolling and finding pic from noon at work till now , yep i bring my lappy to work for now, well boss doesn't allow, but well SHHHHH, hehehe, getting a ipad mini soon ba, ya SOON.... and yep i know this post if filled with PHOTO and ok that's all, well i really hope i wont be that lazy to blog and etc, will try to post frequently ba, heees.

ALRIGHT, last one kk.. heees

Well over this 21 years, i've change hmmm..
TIME really do FLy, So cherish those people around you when u have them, not when they are gone from you then regret, than everything will be too late already..
(ok i dunno what's with that and why i suddenly say that, but well it's true right)
anyway yep that's all for now, hmmmm and ya i know it flooded with more me and hubby pic, lol, i love you hubby :)
PEOPLE do CHANGE and well i have we CHANGE for the GOOD, not for the BAD

Just be true to who you are

XOXO Jael

Updates

2013-03-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

It's been long since i last updated my blog, year it's been two month right, Well here i'm.. Had been busy with works and etc, work was FUN, stress and everything you can / can't imagine.. been working since 21st jan till now hmmm one month plus already, overall everything not bad not bad, just way damn tired ~~~~ Well, there's work and love life, hmmm yep i'm back with my "used to be fiance" "Got proposed before" but well we did broke up too, so now i'm somehow confused that me and him are still the same "Fiance" or just "bf" well, i'm still treating him as fiance as usual, but hmmmm who know and what's now, shall let time pass and etc and see how ba..
lot's of things happening too, suitor, love, money, stress and every other stuff, BAM, now my life had full of stuff for me to handle, so i won't have time for games , whatever games there is, love game, money game what so ever..
Oh yaaa , it's the third march and YESSSS i'm awaiting for my pay day already 7th of every month, can't wait OMG 4 more days, IN NEED OF MONEY ~~~~~~ bill and everything, now then i really understand what's adult life, so many bills and big responsible to handle too, YEA turning 21 this year july well, the years of being into the real adult world already..OLD OLD OLD, no no should call it mature not old, hehehe..
Saving up for my dream job too, but first to have the cert and everything then can, so well work years for my current job first then save up then go further study and then proceed with my dream job.. Make a guess then :)
I NEED MY RED HAIR BACK, but first of all, need repair my this bush hair first, seriously my hair condition is like fucking ~~~~~~ words really just can't describe it.. BUSH that's all i can say, dry like dunno what ~~~~Go for treatment every month when's it's better , then taaadaaaa red hair here i'm coming back to you again, hehehhe.,.

Speaking of love, ok i love my fiance enf say :) ( And tada with my bush hair :/) Ohh dunno isit right to call fiance as last time or name just call bf only , well hmmm CONFUSED and etc)

Here we go with all those recent update of photo then :)

it's a AMBIGRAM, written Tim♥Jael & Jael♥Tim and when it's turn the other ways, it's Beloved :)

On the 26th Feb, it's our one year anniversary, i'm working so can't celebrate with him, but well here's what i do and that's all i can do.. Just by using a plate and with chocolate syrup.. then tada ~~~ :)

My First handmade latte by myself..
and here goes the another latte (Just for him) hehehe

Nice view right.. heeehhe, Guess where ?

Gift from fiance.. So loved so touched

I want my red hair back, nvm treatment to cure this bush first then say :)

With sister +Ziwei Sandy Tan

With sis and mum

Alright that all, will update soon if i'm free :) tata .. XOXO

Just be true to who you are - Who you are = Jessie J

It's 2013 OHHHYEAAAA

2013-01-01T10:13:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year, 2013, a brand new year, brand new start.. (Well i hope so) Hope everything will start afresh.
Nothing much for today, just wishing my reader a very happy new year, happy 2013.. XOXO

Smile with e dimple.. XOXO you know you love me XOXO JL..

It's ending..

2012-12-30T04:28:00.001+08:00

BAM, it's the second last day of 2012 already, have everyone plan for their new year countdown celebration yet ? Well not me.. Ohh well actually things was plan nicely on the so call last week of dec around 23rd one,

Well just look at this and you'll understand..

And yep i was actually planning to travel to bkk with the love of my life with some of his friends one,but well fucking shit happen, family and etc, so yep i brought the tic and yea i didn't travel there alone and i treat it as a waste ticket, spent 350 on the ticket and wasted it.. well better then i travel there alone right.. long story anyway.. but thanks to this, i've learn alot of the side of the family, totally not worth it..and say me till like a piece of shit, well 2013 i'm working and stuff, they dun change and put on the mask on their face again, fucking fake people, hate it so much..

So yep, i'll be spending my 2012 in sg with family and friends ;) family most importantly, they're the one who are never fake , never leave you and etc.. unlike others family, friends or even love one.. well shall forget about all those fake or sad or worse stuff already..
it's the 30th already, one more day to 31st dec and BOOM just in a blink of eyes 1st jan 2013 is here..

2013 new year new start..

Hopefully my friends will soon decide where are we going and etc.. and seriously we all do hate last min plans or last min cancel right !!!!!

OHHH OHHH OHHH, speaking about Dec, how's your Christmas ?
Mine went pretty well at first but at night it all turn into nightmare, shall not speak about the nightmare of it le ba, hais..

Christmas night finally a family night out, just love it when all my family are tgt.. :)enf of words and let the photo do the talking ;)

Queue for marche..

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Food's here ;)

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Everything well perfectly well, until the time when we travel back home and i texted my love and stuff happen and so the single me appear again and yep i cried in the train and in the MacDonald of clementi, well can see abit of my red eyes after crying hmm.. hais, alot misses for the someone, but well, life have up and down, shall stop thinking about it already ba..

MORE in FB..
and ofcourse my instagram and my dairy twitter :)

Loving da sexy back ? hehhhe :) XO

Misses

2012-12-21T04:57:00.002+08:00

This post is just about and misses to the one i love, i guess he still know who he is or etc, but well, the time when we both are separated , he got pretty much attention from all his friends and the most impt this is, more girls friends too, and YES , i i'm FUCKING jealous about the fact that he have more girls friends and stuff, but who can i blame, on this mother earth there's only guy and girl, can't expect him to be talking to all guys and no girls right.. but i still can't change the fact that i fucking miss him alot and fucking jealous about the fact that those girls have to see him and spent time tgt with him.. Those girls had even the chance of him asking for dates with them, i don't care it's a movie date, dinner date or what so ever, i just hate that fact of it :( And i pretty much hurts alot more then i could ever imagine .. i used to keep blaming those girls about how fucking whore they are as they snatch him away from me, but thinking back, why the hell i blame those girls for as it's not their fault.. As it's him who ask those girls out for dates and etc, so the one to blame is the guy itself and not those girls.. Right?
As they say if a guy truly love you, no matter how many girls seduce him or etc, the guy will still stay true to you and not do stuff which dirty them and stuff.. *example like, going out to pay money for social escort for sexual related stuff and so on*
If a guy truly love you, they will be by your side no matter what happen or who objected it..
If a guy truly love you, he will not leave you.. or make excuse or lie to you..
That's something i've learn after the separate and so on..this time round, i've learn to stay strong, and be smart..
Trust no words just trust action..
Xoxo J

VSFashionShow

2012-12-06T00:05:00.000+08:00

Was up early, or rather say i didn't even sleep today, know why.. Two reason, First was staying up waiting for job phone call, another reason was for VSFashionShow !!!!! In Asia, it will be stream online on wed morning 11am.. So yep, i'm awake the entire tue night till wed night..

This is one hell sexy show ever.. Never fail..
and it never fail to make me turn instant lesbian while watching them for that moment, come on lesbehonest right :)
the finale was a blast too.. awesome much.. love it..

Dreams

2012-11-26T05:10:00.002+08:00

http://instagram.com/p/Saz5N6odf0/

Fight for what you want, not like when someone ask u stop this and stuff then u stop going after what you want and the love the most already..
Never Give Up for something u know and want it the most..BELIEVE..

My LOVE

2012-11-20T01:30:00.001+08:00

10.11.12 a date i will always remember..

2012-11-10T17:43:00.000+08:00

Well such a beautiful date right, 10.11.12, but not so beautiful for me.. Everything ends today. 10 it's the date again..happy first time happy on the 10th and most hateful stuff happen on the 10th too, well just nice that it on the *time* 4.10pm too, everything end's with an 10 in it.. Well the choice is made, what can i do, move on right, but what's am i doing, i'm like some 3yrs old kid who believe in santa who keep believing and hoping that things will change and happy stuff will happen, i know it's the dumbest choice, but i don't know why one part of the brain ask me to move on, another part of it ask me to wait as it's worth it and just keep believing and hoping and it will happen.. i'm confuse by myself too, either this or that.. but i know i've made a choice i will always stick to it.. a promise is a promise, a vow is a vow whereby i'll always stick to it :)

2012-10-21T20:53:00.001+08:00

2012-10-21T20:52:00.002+08:00

Just don't understand why nowadays people treat love and EVEN MARRIAGE like a game, happy happy just say break up, that's it.. Well all i got to do now is stay strong and move on, this is life.. JIAYOU i can do it :)

" I believe in solving the problem and talk things out rather than break up or just keeping silent and ignorance . Because breaking up, silent and ignore doesn't solve the problem, apparently the problem is there it doesn't mean now you don't see the problem means in the future it won't happen again. It will! And it will always be there "

Proposal

2012-08-08T02:27:00.002+08:00

♥ SURPRISE PROPOSAL ♥

Enough say.. I LOVE YOU..

Best is yet to be..

life time together with you happily ever after will happen just between us.. Forever and Always, Infinity.. ♥

Uss belated anniversary celebration with love

2012-07-30T19:16:00.003+08:00

BELIEVE our love is STRONG

2012-07-26T05:00:00.000+08:00

BELIEVE our love is STRONG, Happy monthniversay... i love you..

2012-07-26T03:50:00.000+08:00

If a guy tells you he is different, he is just like all the others. If he really is different, he'll show you, not tell you.

Trust gets you killed, love gets you hurt and being real gets you hated

2012-07-25T07:38:00.005+08:00

Funny how sometimes you’re missing somebody, but when that somebody shows up.. You do nothing.