my most innerself

pyar ka raasta

2012-11-06T16:52:00.001+05:30

kis soch mein dooba raheta hai tu,
kiska hai tuje intezar.

sab tau hai tune paa liye
phirbhi adhuri kyu hai yeah pyas.

pyar karta hai tuje sarah jaha
phir bhi kyu hai tu bekarar.

girte sambhalte hee chalna seekha
dubte dubte hii humne terna seekha

thokar kha ke is dil ne dhadak na seekha
is dil ke tukdo say bhi humne pyar karna seekha

muje yakee hai phir kisike naam pay yeah dil dhadak jaayega
pyar ka raasta isse phir mil jayega

Only Thing !

2012-10-30T12:02:00.005+05:30

Clueless wandering around, looking for the thing called love.
as every day passes by I sigh a little, as my hopes go down.

I need a sign ,
a sign to make me believe,

this universe is working on something.
something that will change me forever.

Can some one wake up something that has been dead for so long
a skip of heart, race of pulse all are now things of past.

all sounds go quite, and all sights are blurred.
my heart starts beating as I see a smile.

a smile that could take away all my cares and all my blues
all my hurt and all my pain

only thing I seek is your smile.
only thing I need is your smile.

I know it going to be a long night
All I am going to think is about your smile.

Kahani

2012-10-24T20:24:00.002+05:30

iss Dhadkan ki badi ajeeb kahani hai,
kisi ajnabi pe aa ke ruk jani hai,
dhoondh ta rahta hai kya
kya hai teri manzil
kya sam jahu tuje
sambhalja sambhalja e mera dil
e dil agar tu bol pata
aapne dasta suna jata
na rahti koi baat unkahi
na rahti koi baat unsuni
dil ki dil se baat hoti
har kahani ki bas aise hi shuruwat hoti.

Lost

2012-09-15T20:09:00.000+05:30

In this lost world
I am searching for my lost soul

everyday everytime
as I move about there is just one thing on my mind

I try to search, I try to find
my soul which was mine

as things unfold as I understand

things that we keep searching are really deep inside

As we

2012-09-15T19:48:00.001+05:30

As we live our life
As we live on day by day
As we growup
As the things change on the way

As the story unfolds, there is nothing else left to say.

From first cry you cried till the last breath you take.

you live someone else life
everything about you is fake

Do you stand up to you Faith
Even if a fool you make.

I have seen

2012-09-14T00:38:00.000+05:30

Like rain you came into my life
it was a knock on my door, i knew i had to answer for sure

my heart had started to sing i knew it was that kind of thing

I have seen morning dew
I have seen sunrise anew
I have seen stars at night
I have seen beauty inside

but all of them are meaningless with out you
so innocent, so naive, so pure so true were you
just wanna love you more than I can
just wanna hold you more than I should
just wanna see you till end of times
so less time so much to say
you take my breath and my pains away.

First Sight!

2012-09-14T00:28:00.000+05:30

I still remember the day when my eyes first fell on you
whenever I looked in mirror I thought it was you
I had forgotten myself I had forgotten everything
it was like I had see my other half I had see soul of me

was it the your smell or your smile
was it your lips or your eyes

you had me shot I knew I was dead man at first sight

its not just my heart its even my soul you had taken
every breath I take without you is forsaken

I wanted to kiss you
I wanted to hold you tight

I wanted to feel that eternal bliss
I knew it was love at first sight

Falling

2012-05-08T15:07:00.002+05:30

The story of my life, is that I am always over my mind.
head over heels for the next girl I meet.
and I am falling , falling again for you.
wish I could stop but you pull me like gravity.
acts on me no matter where i go no matter what i do.

too old for these games, not sold on puppy love anymore
yet I am falling, falling again for you

I know I gotta stop this, gotta step back.
have to move away but I am so addicted to you.

everything you do is so beautiful,everything you say is so wonderful.
so I am falling , falling again for you.

so good together

2011-09-01T13:57:00.002+05:30

cant stop looking at you, cant stop thinking
cant forget your face, cant move on

every heart beat pumps your love in my body
your every smile is like an electric shock

i think i have fallen for you just in a glance
but now those glances are not enough

i gotta talk to you gotta tell you how i feel
I am head over heels, feels like its love fever.

u ask me
u don't know me so how can u fall in love

u ask me
is just my name enough

I cant answer
I got none

but I know girl we look so good, so good together

the wind touches my face i wonder if u have felt it too.
i look at moon and wonder if you are looking at it too.

The rains bring hope for the rainbow follows the dark skies.
i wish these winds could carry my message to you.

i don't have a crystal ball to show you the future
all i have is a picture to show we look so good together

wanna know you more, wanna be with you
we look so good together want it to be like this forever......

As I See

2008-11-04T19:36:00.001+05:30

Some one asked me what love is to me.

I said it is like trying to fly a kite in vacuum.

Then someone asked me how different are boys and girls and I came up with below composition.

Guys

We have crushes and flings
We love all grand things.

We love to talk about girls
More than that we love to talk to girls.

We make a friend
And tell all that she is my girlfriend.

We love your hairs
Even if u r bald who cares.

When we mean ‘yes’ u will never hear a ‘no’.

We are straight from heart
Never know how to play games.

Ohh! girls without u life is down the drain
Girl’s o girls why do u give us so much pain.

Gals

Crushes and Flings r bad things
Love and marriage is what we think

Guys talk dirty
Where as we r saints

Ahh! why does this guy talk to me
Does he want something?

When I say ‘yes’ actually it might be ‘no’
My ‘no’ might also be ‘yes’

Do I have to speak what I mean?
Can’t u understand my subtle hints?

Guys’ r like dogs they always cheat
Never trust them they have cold feet’s.

I

2008-09-12T20:03:00.001+05:30

I live my life the way it comes to me

I don’t think twice before I do anything

I have no direction, I have no where to go

My life is a journey without any destiny

I know nothing is forever

That is why I never hold on to anything or anyone

I am just like everyone else.

Sometimes happy sometimes sad.

I also have unreachable dreams and hopeless hope.

I have seen more failures than success.

I have more tears than smiles to remember.

I regret my past and fear my future.

Sitting lonely in a room and talking to mirror for hours.

Drinking glass after glass.

Thinking it will help you forget your past.

YaaR

2008-08-28T23:47:00.000+05:30

For some a friend is a companion

While for some a friend is an ever passing thing

Some treasure it

Will some simply don’t care

For me it’s a way of life

Without friends there is simply no way.

You fight and then makeup

That is why friends are there.

The darkest secret, the silliest things.

That first crush are some things you share.

love is always around

2007-10-28T16:26:00.000+05:30

sometimes u just have to wait
for the right time, for the right person.
say it, meant it in the right way.

just like the way you don't see stars in the morning .
just like the way you don't see sun in the night.
the same way love is always hidden from you.
waiting to show itself in mysterious ways.

today i promised my self i will never fall in love again
then i saw you standing
and my heart skipped a beat

i know its a sin to fall in love at first sight
i know that there is nothing like perfect
but to me you are perfect

love has no language,love needs none.
you just got to understand the signs.
and you will see that love is always around.

i told u so

2007-04-23T21:32:00.000+05:30

once upon a time ,there was a girl.
he loved her more that he should had.
she turned him down right out.
he told her that things.
wont be, as they would.

didn't i told you so , didn't i told you so
didn't i told you so,i told you didn't i
what gone is begone, but you know
things wont change ,looking back wont help
didn't i told you so ,it may end up this way.

and now you turn to me
i knew for i foresee
turning back wont help
coz things wont just turn around

didn't i told you so , didn't i told you so
didn't i told you so,i told you didn't i

things that u said and i did
didn't meant a thing then
but now you know
never forget what you ignore

didn't i told you so , didn't i told you so
didn't i told you so,i told you didn't i
what gone is begone, but you know
things wont change ,looking back wont help
didn't i told you so ,it may end up this way.

now u cry,ask me to give it a try
girl you had your chance
now its my turn to deny
u say u have changed for good
there were things u never understood
people say ignorance is blessed
i say what you sow is what u reap more or less

didn't i told u so , u knew
didn't told u so,that u would
didn't i told u so,ignoring is crime
didn't i told u so,now its my time

SOMEONE

2007-04-05T00:41:00.000+05:30

on a lonely lonely night,

when there is no one by your side,

there must be someone,

to make you feel warm inside,

i don't know if you are thinking of me,

but i know i would do anything to be,

i don't know how many nights have i spent,

just wishing to be by your side,

when there are tears in your eyes,

and you cry in cold cold nights,

is there some one to cry with you,

to hold your hand and say it's going to be alright,

is there someone to kiss your trembling lips,

is there someone to hold you tight,

if i were to be that someone,

i would have give every moment of my life to you.

BEING ME

2007-02-20T13:52:00.000+05:30

do you still remember all those old times we shared.
now a distant memory so long it seems.
do u remember how the story began .
i kept staring at you hoping this hour never ends.
so tell me do you still remember the old times we shared
my heart beating faster just the three words i said.
barely able to talk i asked myself should i go ahead.
so tell me do you still remember the old times we shared
i said i would change i would cross seven seas.
love you till the end till the last breath i could lease.
u said it was not me it was a stranger speaking.
i am sorry for being me for being me my inner most self
everything i said was from my heart and from my soul.
i wanted to change to be with you in body and soul.

wait wait waiting

2007-01-01T21:27:00.000+05:30

i stand and look up in the sky.
there r clouds moving up so high.
i saw around and found,people always move on.
then why am i here still waiting.
why don't even i move on,like all those people with will.
don't u get it, i am still waiting for that day.
when u would be mine and i would have my say.
so do u get it, i am not gonna leave it.
till there is my heart beating and in it, is ur love seating.
wait wait waiting I'll still be waiting.
waiting as time go on.
waiting as tide comes and moves on.
wait, wait waiting I'll still be waiting.
u'll find me in the same place.
just take a step back and u'll find a familiar face.
wait wait waiting I'll still be waiting.
I'll still be waiting and waiting will i be.
for i don't know how to move on.
waiting is all i am counting on.
wait,wait waiting I'll still be waiting.
I'll still be waiting and I'll still be waiting.

I still remember all that remains

2007-01-01T21:11:00.000+05:30

sitting in a train ,with all my thoughts drain.
i watch outside the rains.
and still i remember all that remains.
you said it was me and i said it was u.
no one knows what was it, no one knows what was due.
and still i remember all that remains.
break up, break down, everything makes me frown.
thinking of yesterday ,now just brings sorrow and love.
crying denying ,raging up and down.
no wish ,no dream feels like i am clown.
and still i remember all that remains.
just like open book in which u could look.
telling u everything,even my darkest dream.
now i feel like a fool ,breaking everything even the freaking rules.
and u know i still remember all that remains
who loves ,who hates, i don't know i don't care.
whats cool and whats hot ,who's coming and who's gone.
every thing, every one ,every feeling is now forgotten.
but u know i still remember i really do all that remains.

fate !!!!!!!

2006-10-04T22:33:00.001+05:30

I don’t know how to confess my love for you ?

I don’t know what would I do if I was facing you.

I don’t know if u r too old or too young.

I don’t know if u love some one or u don’t.

But I know I would love u for what u r.

I am counting on destiny,

hope it doesn’t fail me this time.

U r angel and I am slave,

That is why its hard to believe.

I have seen u number of times,

But have never felt the same.

Then why is this happening now,

For no reason I am falling for u.

May be its our destiny to meet,

Lets see if this is our fate.

your eyes <( )>

2006-10-04T22:08:00.003+05:30

Come closer to me,

I can see ur eyes calling me.

That hidden smile on ur face,

In my heart brightens that dark space.

I don’t know if this is love,

Or just a passing thing.

But now u have,

In my heart a special place.

I couldn’t tell u a thing,

But I know I wanted to tell u so much.

I couldn’t express my feelings for u,

For I was afraid to loose u before winning u.

Now I sit and wonder why?

U were the only one who struck my eye.

the CALL

2006-09-12T19:43:00.000+05:30

i hear, a sweet sound .
with waves, dancing around.
cool breeze, brushing my cheeks.
a beautiful, feeling that now surrounds.
dancing, in the rain
happiness, that runs in my veins
twinkling stars, that i watch in the night.
beautiful moon, that has dim light.
all these r ,signs of love.
i feel my love, is waiting to be found.

come to me ,come to me.
my love is calling to me.

come to me ,come to me.
my love is calling to meeeeeeeeee.

is this it, or is there still time.
should i wait , or should i call it a night.

come to me, come to me.
my love is calling to me.

come to me ,come to me.
my love is calling to meeeeeeeeee.

i cannot wait any longer.
i think this is my love,i am gonna call her.

the real story

2006-09-12T13:28:00.000+05:30

not a day goes by when i call u and ask u why,
i would have crossed seven seas for u,
u shld have just given me a cry,

in my heart i know i will never be the same
u have stolen my beats and i know i'll miss them,
every day i say no but i again fall in love,

now i cry all time while in sleep,
hoping that this tears will wash away all sadness from ur life,
i hope u get all happy even when i am sad,
i hope u get ur true love even though i have lost all i could have had,

i hope u r loved more than what i could have dreamed,
i hope i never fall in love for i never want to loose the pain,
if this pain is the only thing that connects us ,
then i wish i die with this pain in my heart,

just a thing or two i wanted to say,
it was not ur eyes ,not ur hairs nor ur face that stole my beats,
its ur name that still echos in my soul,
its ur name that makes me fall again and again.

kiss

2006-09-02T01:57:00.000+05:30

a kiss has so much to say
a meaning so deep that some may not understand its way
please fogive me or i miss you a lot
a kiss gives a message which is much harder to convey
a friend to a friend, a father to son
a lover to his love , a man to women
i love you, i miss you , i'll give it away
a kiss , a kiss has so much to say!

dream !!

2006-09-02T01:51:00.001+05:30

it was like i had wandered in a dream
and when i saw you i felt my dream has come true
the truth is that i had seen a angel on earth
when i opened my eyes i found that angel was you
you made a believer out of me you made me believe
that dreams really do come true
dream please let me dream
because only in my dreams can i have you

bhumi !

2006-09-02T01:34:00.000+05:30

i dreamt of rising sun for so long
searching for a friend to walk along
with dreams and desires in my heart
i kept on searching for someone to be my part
listening to a music i herd a voice
it was something for which i was waiting and i had no choice
i have never believed in love at first sight
but bhumi u proved me wrong at stroke of midnight
i came looking for friends but i found my family
thank you bhumi for letting me be part of you
for now you are my life