UPOYTAOISM

Moved on

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 02:40:00 -0700

Heniweys tagal ko nang di nakasulat dito but just so you know kasi lumipat nako ng bahay and medyo na busy sa work hehehe heto na new house ko:

www.brownseo.com

See you there!

Wazzzuuppp???

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 22:09:00 -0700

I can remember na yung purpose ng blog na ito is to let out some steam from work, lovelife, and just life.

It started way back 2004 and I was 24 (wow rhyming) I have to admit I don't know shit back then which makes me think that perhaps what I'm writing now may not be worth any shit in the future, but what the heck.

I can remember working in a call center and opening this blog every single day posting poems, songs, pictures and whatever things inside my head that would fit my reverie.

And now pagbukas ko wala na akong nakikitang bago. Parang nagpapahinga na lang siya parang alak na naghihintay tikman muli.

Yun nga para na itong alak nakakalasing kung babasahin pabalik.

Ganun na pala katagal?

2008 na ngayon at ang tema pa rin ng blog ko eh mga buhay buhay ko.

Di ko na matandaan kung anong date klita unang nilagyan ng post pero pakiramdam ko dapat i-congratulate kita sa kabaitan mo sakin at mga kalokohan natin hehehe

here's to you dear blog MMMMMMWWWAAAHHHH!

Rally, Rally!

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Tue, 19 Feb 2008 01:49:00 -0800

Uumpisahan ko na bago pa mahuli ang lahat palagay ko wala rin patutunguhan tong mga raly rally na to... Kahit na gusto ko man to magtuloytuloy na mukhang malabo na talaga mag prosper ito. Sana I'll be proven wrong pero malabo talaga eh.

unang una masyado tayong naka concentrate sa isyu at hand hindi natin iniisip yung kakalabasan ng mga rally or ng mga protest actions wala tayong viable plan or alternative which is talagang sisingilin satin ng mga nakikirally satin.

Pero ayoko rin namang sabihing hindi kailangan yung mga rally na yun palagay ko talagang napapanahon na rin talaga ang paglabas ng bad trip kay GMA. Siguro kelangan pa talagang may mamatay na ilang daan at maging patong patong na yung mga ninanakaw satin ng mga punyetang first family na yan pati mga tao nila sa ilalim. Ang problema mga progresibo lang ang mga namamatay at mga pari... Buti sana may namamatay din sa parte nila para at least even ang playing field di ba?" But thats begging for vindication na.

Pero pakshet talaga kung meron man may gustong patumbahin si GMA at ang rehimen nya ako na yun paulit-ulit ko nang sinasabi yun minsan nga nagsawa nako kakasabi eh potek hangang sa naisip ko bahala na kayo tutal kung gusto nyo namang manakawan eh desisyon nyo yun.

Nag text ako dun sa ka brod ko sabi niya ayaw nya raw yung pamamaraan ko ng pag protesta kay GMA (thru text) jusme yun na lang nga ayaw pa nya eh anong gusto nyang gawin ko? Sabay hirit na nabugbog na daw siya ng militar at nakirally din daw siya nung martial law etc.. ah eh di ko gets mehn bakit ayaw mo kong pasendan ng txt against GMA kung ganun? labo...

Ewan ko bahala na... Labo...

Usap Misis

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Thu, 7 Feb 2008 01:17:00 -0800

b1:Pare di na kami pwede magka anak ni misis...
b2:Ha bakit?

b1:Ayaw na nya eh gusto nya isa lang...
b2:Ah eh ayaw mo nun? Makakatipid kayo?

b1:Ok yun pero gusto ko pa magka-anak sana kahit isa pa... tsaka alam mo naman yung panganay namin eh may diperensya...
b2:oo pare nakita ko nga... gusto mo ng mas "normal" na anak...

b1:Hindi naman sa hindi ko mahal ang asawa't anak ko pero out of reproduction tsaka gusto ko naman may maiwan ako sa mundong lahi ko... at magaalaga dun sa panganay ko if mawala na kami ni misis.
b2:naku pre mahirap talaga yan kailangan mag usap kayo...

b1:Sinubukan ko siyang kausapin pero mukhang malabo...
b2:Baka malungkot lang siya pare...

b1:Pakiramdam ko pa nga ako yung sinisisi nya kasi yung pinsan ko eh may ganung problema tulad ng panganay ko... ewan ko kung gumagana pa yung relasyon namin...
b2:hindi naman siguro pare...

b1:Tingin mo mambabae na lang ako?
b2:Ha? ah... eh... di ko alam pre... solusyon ba yun?

b1:Wala akong nakikitang paraan pare either malaman niya O hindi...
b2:Eh pano kung malaman niya?

b1:Problema yun pero di ko alam san papunta yung rlasyon namin eh... pakiramdam ko pag tumitingin siya sakin eh ako ang dahilan ng kamalasan ng anak namin...
b2:Pag-isipan mong mabuti pare mahirap yan... pano kung yung magiging anak mo eh ganun din sa kabila?

b1:...pre may sira ba talaga dugo ko? wala na ba akong chance na lumigaya?
b2:... di ko masasabi yan pare...

b1:hirap nako pare 3 years old na si panganay... ako heto pakiramdam ko tumatanda ako ng mas mabilis pa sa magulang ko...
b2:Pag-isipan mong mabuti pre hindi basta basta yung pinapasok mo... magpatingin ka kaya sa doktor?

b1:Ginawa ko na yun pero di pa rin masabi ng doktor kung anong magiging resulta ng magiging anak ko...
b2:Wala tayong magagawa pare andyan na yan eh... pero di naman kita pipigilan kung gusto mong maging masaya.

b1:Alam mo pare ang swerte nyo ng asawa mo... normal ang anak nyo.
b2:nagkakataon lang yan pare pero salamat.

b1:bahala na... kesa naman tumanda ako ng di ko nagagawa ang gusto ko...
b2:hmm.. palagay ko mag-usap na lang kayo ng mabuti ng misis mo.

b1:at ano ang sasabihin ko na ayaw ko dun sa panganay namain na nasa dugo ko ang problema kaya ganun ang buhay namin?
b2:hinde... sabihin mo kung mahal nya ang anak ninyo eh mamahalin ka rin nya maging ano pa yung kinalabasan ng relasyon ninyo...

b1:Malabo yun... ewan ko kung makikinig pa siya...
b2:saka mo na isipin yan heto tagay ka muna!

Idol talaga si Renaldo!!! mabuhay ka!!! hehehe

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Wed, 30 Jan 2008 00:12:00 -0800

We're Brothers Forever
by Renaldo Lapuz

"I am your brother
Your best friend forever
Singing the songs
The music that you like
We're brothers til the end of time
Together forever til the end of time
I am your brother
Your best friend forever
Singing the songs
The music that you like
We're brothers til the end of time
Together or not, you're always in my heart
Your hurting feelings
Will reign no more."

Usap ex:part 2

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 00:02:00 -0800

boy1:Pare weird!
boy2:Ha? bakit?

boy1:napanaginipan ko yung ex ko tsaka yung pinang two-time nya sakin!
boy2:hahaha talaga anong nangyari?

boy1:magkakasama daw kaming tatlo parang magbabarkada
boy2:ha? magbabarkada?

boy1:Oo pare weird talaga tapos narealize ko na lang sa panaginip ko "Wait teka teka di ba kayo yung nang-gago sakin?"
boy2:O? anong sabi nila?

boy1:Tinawanan lang ako pare!
boy2:hahaha eh anong ginawa mo?

boy1:Tiningnan ko rin sila mukhang close nga kaming tatlo eh
boy2:Wahahaha nakakatawa talaga yun ah

boy1:Oo nga eh ano kayang ibig sabihin nun?
boy2:Baka ibig sabihin nun ok ka na

boy1:Ok saan?
boy2:ok sa ginawa nila

boy1:Hmm... sa bagay... pero weird lang talaga mehn
boy2:ako din may panaginip akong ganyan eh but this time nakikita ko lang silang dalawa nung ex ko tsaka nung syota nya.

boy1:Ows? talaga? anong nakita mo?
boy2:Naglalampungan sila hehehe

boy1:Potsa naman eh yung seryoso naman pare senting senti nako dito sabay hihiritan mo ng bastos waahhh
boy2:Oks oks seryoso na talaga to...

boy1:Sige anong nangyari?
boy2:well yun nga magkakasama kaming tatlo and then parang nag-uusap kami about life and relationships weird nga eh sobra..

boy1:syet pare sabi ng lolo ko may ibig sabihin daw yan pag ganyan...
boy2:Ano daw ibig sabihin nun pare/

boy1:magbabalikan kayo!
boy2:gago! nasa japan na kaya siya magbabalikan pa kami??

boy1:Di natin alam malay natin di ba?
boy2:hmm... pag ba may syota kana tapos nagpatira yung ex mo ibig sabihin adultery na yun?

boy1:Alangan! eh may syota ka na eh!
boy2:eh parang binabalikan mo lang naman yung dating bahay mo diba? hehehe

boy1:Gago!
boy2:eh pano kung nasa ibang bansa ka tapos tumira ka ng pokpok? masama parin yun?

boy1:OO masama na kadiri pa!
boy2:Eh di ba parang your masturbating ng may tulong na lang di ba? hehehe

boy1:Alam mo gutom lang yan...
boy2:eh pano kung nakita mo yung nanay ng kapitbahay...

boy1:Sasapakin na kita pare konti na lang...
boy2:WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Iskolar Survey

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Tue, 15 Jan 2008 21:02:00 -0800

1. Student Number? - 98-91002

2. College? - UP Cebu College - Mass Communication

3. Course? - BA Mass Communications

4. Nag-shift ka ba o na-kickout? - Nope Di ako nag shift kasi di kaya ng grades ko nyahaha and muntik nakong makick out saya kasi eh

5. Saan ka kumuha ng UPCAT? - Sa MATH building! 6:30 pa ng umaga yun jusme how ironic eh hate na hate ko pa naman ang Math na subject pero awa ni papa Jesus pumasa woohoo!!!

6. Favorite GE subject? - P.E. ata hahaha Judo kasi eh flat 1 pero sige uhmm history 1 kasi paikot ikot kami sa Cebu asteeg!

7. Favorite PE? - JUDO!!! Swabeh!

8. Saan ka nag-aabang ng hot babe sa UP? - Uhmm.. sa Management building madami mababango pa hehehe

9. Favorite prof(s) - Sir Mike, Ms. Wensy, Sir Manticajon, Sir Espiritu,

10. Pinaka-ayaw na GE subject. - Comm 1 at Pol Sci 11 = biktima ako ng discrimination dun mehn...

11. Kumuha ka ba ng Saturday classes? - Meron mga elective classes!

12. Nakapag-field trip ka ba? - Oo naman kung saan saan sa Cebu kahit muntik na kaming ma stuck sa gitna ng gubat at kabundukan ng Cebu!

13. Naging CS ka na ba or US sa UP? - Never pa mehn... pero dream ko yun...

14. Ano ang Org/Frat/Soro mo? - U.P. TAO

15. Dorm, Boarding house, o Bahay? - Dorm bebe hehehe U.P. Dorm Rulezzz!!!

16. Kung walang UPCAT test at malaya kang nakapili ng kurso mo sa UP, ano yun? - Fine Arts!

17. Sino ang pinaka-una mong nakilala sa UP? - Si jeng at Marlon sa may kainan yun at sa dorm.

18. First play na napanood mo sa UP? - Play namin sa klase

19. Saan ka madalas mag-lunch? - sa dorm lang o kaya brown gate pero kadalasan sa may Pungko2x yum yum

20. Masaya ba sa UP? - Is that a trick question? Baliw na lang siguro yung hindi mag eenjoy dun hehehe

21 . Nakasama ka na ba sa rally? - yes yes yo!

22. Ilang beses ka bumoto sa Student Council - mga 2 times lang ata

23. Pinangarap mo rin bang mag-laude nung freshman ka? - Oo libre lang kasi ang mangarap

24. Kung di ka UP, anong school ka? - UST or Miriam or Ateneo pero ubod kasi ng mahal eh)

25. Nagkagirlfriend ka ba sa UP? - Yes Yes Yow!

Usap ex

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Wed, 9 Jan 2008 00:55:00 -0800

b1:Kita ko ex ko pare
b2:Ows talaga? San?

b1: Sa friendster tol... potek ang taba na nya! Ano kayang pinakain sa kanya nung syota nya?
b2:Alangan may iba pa bang ipapakain dun kundi nota nyahaha

b1:GAGO! Manyak ka talaga!Given na yun hehehe pero ewan ko mehn parang wala na ata sila eh
b2:Ha? bakit mo naman nasabi yun?

b1:Kasi tol wala na yung status nung dalawa sa profiles nila siya dati proud na proud na ilagay na in a relationship siya tapos biglang naging single tapos biglang nawala ano yun trend?
b2:Sus wag mo nang pag-isipan yun tutal ayus na yun if you know what I mean hehehe

b1:hahaha gago! what I mean is wala lang parang nakakaawa lang siya like after another three years makikipaghiwalay nanaman siya and malulungkot nanaman siya...
b2:Eh wala eh iniwan ka nya pinagpalit ka nya sa isang forever in the school youth...

b1:Oo nga eh tanga noh? hehehe
b2:hahaha kapal mo tsong! hehehe

b1:Ikaw musta na kayo ng ex mo?
b2:Ok lang naman kami pero mas gusto kong hindi siya kausapin.

b1:Ha? bakit naman?
b2:Eh kasi parang ang tagal mag move on pag kausap namin ang isat-isa eh

b1:Bakit ilang taon na ba kayong hiwalay?
b2:limang taon na pare...

b1:Ano 5 years pero di ka pa nakaka get over?
b2:eh kasi ano... ewan ko ba hirap i-explain eh...

b1:Hep-hep wag mo nang i-explain mukhang alam ko na.
b2:Ngek sige nga pano mo nalaman?

b1:Sabihin na lang natin na may mga taong di mo talaga nakakalimutan.
b2:WAHAHAHAHA Potsa ang senti mo ha?!

b1:hahaha suuuusss palusot siya naman tong senti hahaha
b2:hahaha onga!!!!

Paputok anyone?

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Tue, 1 Jan 2008 23:03:00 -0800

Ok so pano ako nag xmas and nag new year?

So far so good naman masaya naman siya as always and madami rin akong nakuhang regalo.

By the way salamat po sa lahat ng nagregalo sakin mabuhay po kayo naway ma blessan kayo ni papa jesus!

Kakaiba na rin talaga ang paputok ngayon sobrang lalakas na di tulad ng dati na puros watusi lang ang pinapaputok ng mga bata may piccolo na ngayon na ubod ng takaw sa disgrasya!

haay nako san ka ba naroon piccolo nung kailangan kita?

hehehe yep adik ako magpaputok dati pero di naman ako nagpapaputok ng labintador ginagawa lang namin dati ng lolo ko nagsusunog kami sa isang malaking drum at tinatapon namin sa loob yung mga paputok at yun tuwang tuwa na kami pag may sumasabog!

safe siya at alam mong pataas ang putok at hindi patagilid ang sabog. At minsan pag may nahuhuli kaming daga (kasi napapalibutan ng mga skwater ang bahay namin kaya madaming malalaking daga) dun namin tinatapon... uhmm amoy lutong daga siya uhmmm weird...

nakakatawa rin pagkatapos ng putukan nung bata ako at manonood ako ng magandang gabi bayan ng mga naputukan tapos pagtatawanan ko yung mga rason nila bakit sila naputukan. (talk about a sick childhood hehe) eh kasi naman talagang nakakatawa yung mga dahilan nila eh!

"Tinanggal ko po lahat ng laman nung paputok po... tapos nung napakarami na po nila sinindihan ko ng posporo po... ayun nasunog po pati mukha ko..." (oo nga naman wala na kasi siyang mitsa)

"Lasing po kasi ako nun ser GRRAAAAAHHHHHH!!! (binibuhusan ng mertayolet yung kamay nya habang iniinterbyu siya sa TV tapos maiiyak 35 years old na siya na lalaki)

"Hinagisan po ako nung kapitbahay namin ayun sumabog po sa mukha ko huhuhu"

May iba naman nakakawa talaga

"Nakaupo lang po ako sa hagdanan ng bahay namin sabay pagtingin ko po sa dibdib ko may nakabaon na pong lata ng gatas... kasi nilagay po yung paputok sa loob"

Yung iba naman sobrang kadiri pero nakakatawa

"Nilagay po yung paputok sa ibabaw ng tae ng kalabaw ayun po nagkalat po yung tae sumabog po!"

Sa totoo lang di ko talaga ma gets bakit nagpapaputok ang mga pinoy ng unsafe at kala mo sinong matapang na minsan hinahawakan pa yung paputok sa dulo ng daliri kala mo diyos!

Naalala ko tuloy may schoolmate ako nung college na buong taon ko sa college eh may balot ang kamay.

Kasi daw kulang na ang daliri nya naputukan daw kaya ayun nahihiya kasi nga naman tinatanong siya lagi about it at siguro naasar na siyang sumagot tungkol dun kaya ayun binabalot na lang niya.

kaya laging tatandaan!

Ang syota napapalitan!
Ang alagang aso napapalitan!
kahit damit napapalitan!

Pero hindi ang parte ng katawan!

emen? EMEEENNN!!!!

Happy new year pipol hehehe

Happy new year blog ko mwah mwah mwah awabyu!

^_^

Farming and The 2007 SEA Games

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Wed, 19 Dec 2007 00:34:00 -0800

when the Sumilao farmers mrached to malakanyang the first time they were greeted with truncheons and cops aiming at their heads.

The second time they marched again they were greeted with flowers and water and the president quickly handing out a 45 minute meeting but of course with a photo shoot of her hugging a farmer.

Call it stupid or controversial but nothing is more ridiculous than an ever spinning nonsense being flaunted in front of you.

What made malakanyang change its stand on the sumilao farmers can only be summed up in two-words. "Media-Mileage".

When it failed to address its incapacity to render justice to media men arrested by the police and the military in the makati stand-off, it irked the press as well as major broadcasting networks.

I honestly don't think that this act of one of the highest offices in the country is sincere.

No. I don't buy the idea that in a weeks time or in a days hours one whose face is pompous enough to jail innocent mediamen who's only doing their job would be kind enough to do justice to a group of farmers who has been asking for their help for almost a decade.

It's a "farts face value" thats what I call it.

But yes give back their lands for all its worth, despite the politicking involved in all these, they deserve that.

But don't give me any nice idea that this government is really doing it for the people.

No. It's just utter nonsense.

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If there is one thing that our education has taught us, it is our propensity to just gulp down any imaginable injustice done to us no matter how downright disrespectful it is.

It doesn't just teach us how to be corrupt or be blinded by the people in power, it also teaches us how to be modestly hospitable to those who are trampling over us.

You ask why?

It's because we need the grade. We need the diploma and we need the honor of being able to graduate from a University. Only to be trampled time and again in our workplace.

The church dims also as such that it enhances servitude as a means of surviving and only does it become pro-active when its interests are being severely broken down to bits and pieces but as long as it has its wide base of followers it will even help retain the status-quo.

If the university's crimes are to be considered, it is because they have the power to give a diploma and a bright future.

if the Churchs' crimes are to be considered, it is because they have the power over sending you to heaven or hell.

And now if a Job/employers crimes are to be considered it is because they have the money and an employee doesn't have one.

Perhaps Marx is right when he theorize that society is borne out of the struggles of the different classes but I'd have to rephrase it by saying that society is borne out of the needs of the different classes. Achieving it may have different forms but the old virtue of the strong shall live and the weak shall die still runs true even in the corporate setting.

Hmm.. But why am I writing this?

Well.. its' just something I thought of writing while I was making the trip from north fairview to philcoa hehehe

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I had a band in college and the name was Eco's Pendulum.

I guess we named it after a famous book by the semiotics philosopher Umberto Eco.

The books' title is Foucalts' Pendulum.

We love the book and yes because we're all dorky enough to name it over ourselves we decided to carry it in our bands name list in concerts.

our original name was really Supersymboliceconomy. Based from the book of Alvin Toffler who wrote Future Shock and yet again it is dorky enough to overshadow our artistic endeavours.

I play vocals, Jiji played the bass, jecar played the second vocals, Atan played the guitar, and Oliver played the drums.

I can objectively say that we're good though. And I think we had a great future ahead of us if not for my love of judo that I wasn't ablte to conitune the band stint.

In someway you get tired of missed practices and late people cueing up in a studio.

But yes those were good times.

Jecar continued with the band having Atan as their guitarist.

Oliver became a bible weilding guy and decided to play in a church group instead.

Jiji became an addict and was alienated for a year but came back after that and finished his studies and worked in manila.

As for me I still sing but I'm too busy to do so with a band. So i record my songs in a computer and upload them in my multiply.

hmm times have changed I'm getting more mellow right now as in, I was singin hardcore rock music back in those days, but now I'm playin damien rice songs wheeew!

time flies hehehe

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whats' this all about cheating in the SEA games in thailand?

Some say that its' just not right that our athletes walkout kasi nga dinadaya sila.

But then tama din naman kasi na kung alam mo nang niluluto yung laro at yung decision ng judges favoring yung mga athletes ng thailand eh mas mabuti nang wag na lang talaga.

For one anranasan mo na bang madaya?

Tsong hindi ganun kadali maka-get over dun in fact mapapanaginipan mo siya paulit ulit hanggang sa maging bad trip ka na at mawalan ng gana sa sport na sinalihan mo.

its' just like saying why bother running for office when you know you will be cheated anyway?

My heart goes out for them athletes you see we don't give them much credit than we're supposed to.

They spend their lives training everyday missing almost half of their lives and doing everything for the name of the country.

And believe me having a painful body after a days' training isn't worth the broken spirit they would get after being cheated.

Its' just like being cheated out of your college entrance exams where another undeserving person gets to enter your college because of connections and you get wait listed while your dirt poor and the other could afford high end universities. Turned out the persons' just there for the name and the diploma.

Take my word for it it sucks when you get cheated on.

All hail our athletes!!!

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my bodys' aching like hell today... and my right shoulder isn't getting any better either.

It just hurts like hell... I guess I really have to go to the doctor for this.

And it means another wave of gastusin and sakit sa ulong mga gamot... haay...

It also gets worse when I'm working out it just clicks and clicks and clicks all the way home waahhh

Minsan nga ang lakas na nya sobra mag click nagugulat na yung katabi ko sa jeep.

basta ganun sakit huhuhu anyone knows a good doctor?

-_-

Irritated!

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Mon, 17 Dec 2007 18:12:00 -0800

You know what's disconcerting?

It is when somebody tells you to clean your room and her room is not even clean.

It is when somebody tells you to throw away your things but not hers because she thinks they're too messy.

It is when she says go buy a new shoe rack when more than half of her shoes are on the available rack but her shoes are rotting because she doesn't even use them.

It is also disconcerting when she notices your habits like eating a lot or when she notices your belly saying that its too big and yet you go to the gym. But she lets you eat everything that are leftovers in the fridge.

Other than the fact that she even has a say on how you fix your clothes in your cabinet and while your away she goes over your things afterwards telling you at dinner why you like watching porn a lot.

She can't do this to her son.

She can't do this to her daughter.

But she can do it to me.

All because I'm just somebody renting a room in her place.

And look I pay dearly and I pay well. In fact I pay on time!

I don't think it merits more than picking on me nor the idea of looking down at me and as I feel it I don't even deserve to be told "You have to fix your room because that is the rule of the house!" When you never tell that to your son and daughter.

Yes I'm tired and I'm really damn pissed.

How do you think I felt that insincerity? That painstruck discrimination?

It was when you'd rather let me stay in a room downstairs where I had to cramp myself and my stuff while there is another room upstairs bigger and better and free for the taking that you wouldn't want me to use because you'd rather have a "korean" rent it.

And only when termites stormed my room and almost ate my bed from beneath and when my clothes were almost eaten that you even blamed me for the termites tellin me that I never checked my things that I had too much stuff that I wasn't clean enough.

I swallowed everything you see I swallowed all of it. Because in my heart I owe you everything that I am now. That when I was young you took me in and helped me to where I am now.

Or at times when I can't ask you to let somebody special sleep at my room while I sleep at the sofa on the living room.
Your son could let anyone sleep in his room as well as your daughter but not me.

Not me.

See I'm thankful really. I love you guys but it's been a year of futility.

I even have to buy a lock and key and a small hardware box to keep my things just so you'd never look at some important things as if you own everything I do.

Look I never went in your rooms.
I never scrutinize them nor tell you to throw your things away!
Everything you do to your things I left them all to you.

But it's just irritating so irritating specially in the morning.

So now I have another goal and I'm placing this in my itinerary for the next year.

I'd have to say goodbye to the free food and the free television.

I'd have to say goodbye to the free laundry and the use of computer.

I'd have to say goodbye to you. And everyone,. I guess times had been happier but this is the end.

Thank you and I love you guys!

(My apologies... I'm really pissed... sorry)

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Tattoo and x-mas

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Mon, 17 Dec 2007 01:09:00 -0800

nagpa tattoo yung kakilala ng kaibigan ko, pangalan daw ng nanay nya tapos habang tinatattooan sya eh umiinom siya ng gin para di masyado masakit sa end nya.

ang mali nya eh pinainom nya yung nag-tatattoo sa kanya.

Ayun pagkatapos ng tattoo nya eh wrong spelling ang pangalan na nakalagay sa likod niya.

Kaya kung tatanungin mo siya sino yung pangalan ng babaeng nakatatto sa likod nya sasabihin niya sayo prendship nya. Ayus!

Yung isa namang kaibigan ko pina-tattoo nya yung pangalan ng asawa nya sa tyan nya may pakpak pa!

sabi ko bakit ganun?

Sabi niya para daw pag naglalakad siya parang lumilipad ang pangalan.

Yung isang barkada ko naman nung high school nagpatattoo ng shark sa hita nya pero pag nakaflex ito nagmumukhang dolphin.

"Uy Mike may tattoo ka pala? Asteeg dolphin!"

"Uhmm, pare hindi dolphin to, shark to..."

"eh bakit mukhang dolphin?"

"Hindi talaga pare shark yan!"

"Pustahan tayo mukhang dolphin yan?"

"Sige ba!"

(naghatak ng isa pang klasmeyt at pinakita ni mike yung tattoo nya"

"WHOW DOLPHIN!"

"POTANG-INA SHARK NGA TO EH! SHARK?! GETS?!"

"Eh ba't mukhang dolphin?" (sabi nung klasmeyt ko)

"Ah basta shark to alis na nga ako!"

Ayun umuwing masakit ang dib-dib ng klasmeyt ko. Naman kasing dolphin yan eh...

may kilala naman ako nagpa-tattoo ng tweety bird ng looney tunes.

27 na siya yun parin tattoo nya asteeg!

Yung isa naman nagpatattoo ng pangalan ng gf nya... ang problema naghiwalay sila kaya ayun may nakapatong nang pusong may nakasaksak na knife.

Actually gusto kong magpa-tattoo kaya lang di ko pa alam kung anong magiging design ko.

Plano ko sana magpa-tattoo ng paa ng anak kong bagong panganak sa likod ko, problema wala pakong anak.

Gusto ko din pa-tattoo ng symbol pero baka pagpunta ko sa ibang bansa may katulad na yung tattoo ko.

kaya ngayon ewan ko kung magpapa-tattoo pako o hindi.

hmm... maisip nga...

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Sa kabilang dako wag na wag kayong kakain sa KOWLOON HOUSE!

kadire sila sobra umorder ako ng paa ng manok at spare ribs sa halagang 65 pesos each! yung spare ribs puros taba, tapos yung chicken feet nila ice pa yung gitna!

Pinainit ko yung food tapos nung pinainit na nila hirit pa ng hirit yung waiter nila ok na sir? ok na? sabay ngiti.

di ko na kinain kahit mainit.

ewan ko kung kailan nila niluto yun pero ang nakakaasar eh matagal nang nakatambay sa freezer nila yun tapos pinapakain nila sa mga customers nila grrr!!!

ewan ko ba nawalan ako ng gana sobra after nun grrr...

basta NEVER EVER EAT AT KOWLOON HOUSE! MGA PAKSHET SILA!

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Was able to purchase a cheap DVD burner last sat! laking tulong talaga nya lalo na punong puno na ang hard disk ko... haay thank you lord bait mo talaga imagine sa halagang 1,500 pesos kaya ko nang matabi lahat ng files ko?

makakanood pako ng dvd sa comp ko hehehe sounds cool right?

pagpasensyahan nyo na ang bata at talagang nuon ko pa gustong magkaron ng dvd burner hehehe apir!

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X-mas wishlist ko:

1. PSP - 7k-13k
2. Judo Gi - 2k
3. Digicam - 10 - 15k
4. PC DDR ram 1 Gig - 4k
5. Adidas Samba - 3k
6. Mga bagong brief - 2k
7. Trip to Sagada - 7k
8. Cheesy Pops - 500+
9. Rash Guard - 800+
10. Fight Shorts - 800+

ok yan na muna ewan ko kelan ko mabibili ang mga to pero bahala na di naman siguro masama ang mangarap (tutal dati pangarap kong mapangasawa si phoebe cates)
hanggang pangarap na lang talaga yun...

heniweys merry x-mas everybody mwah!

^_^

On being alone

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Wed, 12 Dec 2007 00:00:00 -0800

"Bro I had a fiance once and we've been together for five years imagine that.

We we're supposed to get married and we we're already in the photoshoot for our wedding when she shouted at me because she got jealous of my bestfriend.

That's when I ended it.

All that five years ended in that couple of minutes."

Upon hearing that I don't know what to say.

Is it that easy to let go of a year? a month? a day? for some reason as simple as shouting in a photoshoot?

Perhaps it is.

And the more I think about it the more irrelevant relationships become.

"When I decided to marry her, I knew that I have to take her for what she is either way someone has to give."

Yah I think you're right. Maybe. Perhaps.

Its a fact that I enjoy my past relationships in fact they've become a permanent fixture in my dreams.

Sometimes I'm reliving it in my dreams as if its true.

"I think it just piled up and the more it piled up over the years it broke off that bond between us. Its five years and we've been together ever since but now I hate him as hell."

I ask myself will I also feel that? What If i don't get into any relationships for awhile. Lets' just say I've decided to keep it low for a year and perhaps expand it to another year and perhaps I wouldn't get into any relationships anymore. What would happen?

"I've been a fool for a year bro. I kept loving her even when she doesn't love me back... But seriously I still love her I really do."

It doesn't make sense really.

But I like his conviction. Nonetheless I wouldn't dare go back to that place of utter desperation. Of trying to prove oneself for something that in one way or another fail.

You look around and see different faces. You wonder what they're thinking. if they have the same story as yours or if it's more happier? no. lonelier.

Suppose you have their eyes and ears and you live their lives for a day would you want this life your living?

Would you settle for something you've never trodden on to the ones' your familiar of?

"He has a wife. But we love each other. he loved me as if its forever, as if his wife doesn't exists. In fact he married her because he felt obliged to. But now I'm married. I'm happy. I pray that he's happy."

Tell me a story as sad as this and I'd write a thousand poems for their children.

If there's one thing I learned about loving.

It is that it goes away just as fast as it comes.

If it stays, then count the days and the weeks and the hours and enjoy it.

Either way time and loving are altogether indifferent with each one. And oftentimes they become the reason for each others demise.

And no amount of beer nor whiskey could wake one up from its stupor.

-_-

All I want is you

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Tue, 11 Dec 2007 23:31:00 -0800

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want
Your story to remain untold

But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say youll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say youll give me
Eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you want
Your love to work out right
To last with me through the night

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...

-U2-

Lips Of An Angel

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Mon, 10 Dec 2007 23:36:00 -0800

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

-Hinder-

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Sometimes being wrong really means being right.
And being right means having to admit you're wrong.

Dubai... its time for me to go...

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Tue, 4 Dec 2007 21:07:00 -0800

Di ko mapigil and yes I'm going to rant and rave today so pasensya na.

Just recently may narinig ako sa radio, sangkatutak na mga kongresista daw ang kasama ni GMA papuntang spain and to do what? wala?! all expense paid daw sila jusme ano kaya yun? Tapos yung tax ng taong bayan ang kanilang pinapanggastos?

Lord may karma ba talaga? haay kaya palagay ko hindi totoo ang karma eh imagine ang daming gago sa pinas and yet buhay pa rin sila at yumayaman haay habang ang mga simpleng empleyado walang magawa kundi kumayod ng kumayod.

kagabi nag-usap kami ng barkada ko. itong barkada ko 4 years nang nagtatrabaho sa kumpanya nya he started na yung sweldo niya mga 10k lang he worked up the ladder and proved to the company na talagang kaya nya ngayon he's earning thrice as much as he was earning 4 years ago. pero ito ang catch that was 4 years ago.

Yung kasama niya sa opisina na nasa dubai na earns around 250k flat. Unang sweldo nya nakabili na siya ng sony psp at laptop. usme ilang taon na akong nagtatrabaho ni isang gameboy wala pa akong nabili sa unang sweldo ko. The next thing she knows she's enrolling in french classes and swimming lessons other than pina-pag-aral pa nya yung kapatid nya sa pinas. Wala na daw siyang magawa sa pera nya dun.

The next thing na sinabi ng barkada ko nilalakad na daw nila nung ibang officemates nila yung passport nila in fact nag pa-picture na daw sila for passport and nagpa-authenticate na ng mga birth certificates nila.

Nasabi ko na lang:

"Ok yan bro tama yan labas ka ng bansa... talagang wala naman kasing asenso dito sa pilipinas eh..."

at bakit walang asenso sa pilipinas kamo? haay nako dahil sa mga leader natin at sa mga taong mas gustong manatiling ganun ang lider nila kaya ganun.

In fact yung favorite prof. ko na ubod ng galing pinagsisisihan na nya kung bakit di siya lumabas ng bansa nuong may pagkakataon pa siya. kasi daw nung panahon ni Cory he was hoping na magiging ok ang bansa turned out wala din kaya mga anak nya ngayon isa isa nang nagpapaalam and he's giving them all his blessings.

pero sabi niya sakin heto:

"Floyd hindi kita pipigilan kung gusto mong umalis ng bansa pero if aalis ka malulungkot talaga ako dahil mauubusan ng magagaling na tao at makabayang tulad mo."

Wala akong nasabi sa mga sinabi niya. in fact mas napaisip ako lalo. Dati kasi nagsulat ako about the movie city of god its a very good film and inihambing ko to sa pilipinas na walang ibang way para gumanda ang buhay kundi lumabas ng bansa.

Dun kasi sa movie lahat ng iimik, magrereklamo, magagaling pinapatay bago pa sila tuluyang maging influential, or else the other thing to do is join another group of hoodlums and kill each other off.

It convinced me thoroughly to get out of the country especially when somebody wants to have a good future for their children.

So it got me thinking, san kaya magandang mag-migrate? hmm... ayoko sa US daming baliw, ayoko din sa europe baka ako mabaliw hehehe siguro somewhere in asia hmm bahala na lets see...

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I sent a number of text messages regarding the makati standoff and I had number of reactions that really irked me.

reaction #1: I don't care (mga dalawang taga UP yan ha)

reaction #2: Trillanes is a destabilizer, mayabang and stupid.

reaction #3: And who do you think would replace GMA? Them destabilizers? They are all the same! all politicians are the same!

reaction #4: They said that they are representing the people then why are they targeting posh hotels?

In the first reaction I said "Ok then i'll let you off my list"

on the second reaction I said "Destabilizer? He wouldn't have done it if GMA didn't cheat don't you think? Mayabang? In what way?"

on the third reaction I said "if you know the constitution you'd know the answer, if it's Noli you don't like then you're thinking of removing her extra-constitutionaly then I think you should think of a good replacement, but if you think that all of them are the same then I think they are all the same because you keep them that way in short you don't do your part in changing the political landscape and one way of doing that is by keeping mum."

On the fourth reaction I literaly laughed out loud, you see I really don't see the point of this reaction. It sounds like if you are poor then you don't deserve to go to five star hotels or even manifest your displeasure in a "posh" place no matter how justified your protestations are. Its just sinfully funny and discriminating the least.

Their reactions differ but I'm not sure If I did swayed them to the course I'm heading to which is "We let other people do the things we should've rightfully done in the first place and that is weed out all of the corrupt politicians we voted into office. You see when you vote it doesn't end there, you should be watchful of how the politician works so you'll know if the taxes you are paying him to do his job are really worth it. Or else that person should be put out of power. It is not a question of opinion as I see it rather it is a question of morals.

For goodness sake the president has time and again cheated on the people and made an amazing number of offences and all you have to tell me is who's going to replace her? you mean to tell me you'd let a criminal off just because you think there's no other person suited for the presidency but the president who cheated her way to office?

the bishops and nuns are right, if this is happening then we have completely lost our morals. And I don't know how we can come up with it anymore.

I just don't understand why people can't see it.

maybe it takes more than morals to really awaken this country haay...

0_0

For My Lover, Returning To His Wife

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Tue, 4 Dec 2007 17:16:00 -0800

Anne Sexton

On surfing around the net again I came across the blog of my favorite blogger and read this heartbreaking entry and yes it is heartbreaking as heartshakingly honest as it is. thanks Frances ^_^

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In 1966, Sexton wrote this poem while she was hospitalized for injuries suffered from a terrible fall down the stairway of her house, on the night of her birthday.

The poem is about the end of her love affair with her psychiatrist, Dr. Zweizung, who had devastated Sexton by ending the relationship when his wife discovered the love letters that Sexton and Zweizung had exchanged and had become enraged.

In contrast to Sexton's other relationships, the pain inflicted by the end of this particular affair was intense and long lasting. As someone once commented, some wounds never heal, so we might as well just learn to live with the scars.

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For My Lover, Returning To His Wife
by Anne Sexton

She is all there.
She was melted carefully down for you
and cast up from your childhood,
cast up from your one hundred favorite aggies.

She has always been there, my darling.
She is, in fact, exquisite.
Fireworks in the dull middle of February
and as real as a cast-iron pot.

Let's face it, I have been momentary.
vA luxury. A bright red sloop in the harbor.
My hair rising like smoke from the car window.
Littleneck clams out of season.

She is more than that. She is your have to have,
has grown you your practical your tropical growth.
This is not an experiment. She is all harmony.
She sees to oars and oarlocks for the dinghy,

has placed wild flowers at the window at breakfast,
sat by the potter's wheel at midday,
set forth three children under the moon,
three cherubs drawn by Michelangelo,

done this with her legs spread out
in the terrible months in the chapel.
If you glance up, the children are there
like delicate balloons resting on the ceiling.

She has also carried each one down the hall
after supper, their heads privately bent,
two legs protesting, person to person,
her face flushed with a song and their little sleep.

I give you back your heart.
I give you permission --

for the fuse inside her, throbbing
angrily in the dirt, for the bitch in her
and the burying of her wound --
for the burying of her small red wound alive --

for the pale flickering flare under her ribs,
for the drunken sailor who waits in her left pulse,
for the mother's knee, for the stocking,
for the garter belt, for the call --

the curious call
when you will burrow in arms and breasts
and tug at the orange ribbon in her hair
and answer the call, the curious call.

She is so naked and singular
She is the sum of yourself and your dream.
Climb her like a monument, step after step.
She is solid.

As for me, I am a watercolor.
I wash off.

wow cubao!

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Mon, 3 Dec 2007 23:38:00 -0800

nakita ko lang to sa net di ko kilala yung chick pwamis by the way sa cubao pala yan
(hmm may kamukha siya)

Kamusta naman ang trapik sa pinas?

actually sa maynila lang ata ubod ng trapik at yun ay ang parteng cubao.

Come to think of it since the time na high school pako talagang madami nang tao sa cubao, di ko nga ubod maisip bakit dumami ng ganun ang mga tao dun eh.

pero talagang madaming tao sa cubao sobra. Nuong nag work pa ko sa MBS dati pag sumasakay ako ng MRT laging puno ang station sa cubao pauwi man o papunta ng opisina.

Tapos yung taga announce dun lang nag-aannounce na "Mag-ingat sa mandurukot babala po!'

Di kaya discriminating yun? pero totoo naman kasi talagang andaming mandurukot dun.

I remember cubao nung high school pako (naks parang ang tagal na ha hehehe) but seriously back mga 10 years ago hindi ganun ang itsura ng cubao. Dati ang farmers market may part dun na amoy chinese medicine parang pinaghalong incense at damong sinusunog malimit akong naglalakad dun kasama yung mga barkada ko.

Dati kasi taga antipolo ako kaya talagang cubao ang daan ko.

madami rin akong masasayang araw sa cubao. Yung mga panahong naghahanap ako ng libro at imbis na ipangkain ko ang baon ko eh pinambibili ko na lang ng libro.

Dito ako nakabili ng tatlong libro ni anne rice sa halagang 150 pesos may kasama pang isang mini novel yun.

naging barkada ko na nga yung nagbebenta eh ewan ko kung san na sila ngayon kasi sinira na yung dating terminal ng byaheng antipolo.

Naalala ko rin yung mga panahong walang ibang sakayan kundi dun sa terminal lang at ang pera ko saktong pang-sabit lang at imagine mga pito kayong sasabit sa likod ng jeep no-stir totoo yun di pa kasi uso mmda nuong mga panahon na yun kaya minsan kapitan na namin eh yung bubong na mismo tapos isang paa lang nakaapak exciting talaga sabay harurot jeep pa yung sasakyan mo.

Minahal ko rin ang national bookstore dun (which reminds me kelangan ko palang puntahan yun).

Dami kasi akong oras na inubos dun eh sa mga panahong single pako at walang magawa sa buhay at kung minsan talagang ayaw ko lang umuwi ng bahay.

Sarap din kumain sa Cubao lahat na ata ng klase ng pagkain andun from halo2x to siopao to siomai at kung ano2x pa!

sa gabi naman maraming pok-pok na nag-iikot ewan ko san na yung mga yun ngayon balita ko lumipat na sila sa mga bars sa may gateway eh.

heniweys palagay ko dapat gawan ng sariling MRT ang cubao alam mo yun parang cubao straight to makati or cubao straight to taft. believe me mas gaganda ang takbo ng edsa at mas madaming tao ang hindi madudukutan nyahahaha

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About my allergic rhinitis update ko lang ayus na siya pero i keep on taking this drug na kastair ang name for 20 days which costs around 45 pesos each tapos after nun have to take flexotide nasal spray once a day.

the hell ang mahal nanaman nya lahat ata ng ipon ko naubos na! buti na lang malaki ang quezon city circle pwede pakong magbenta ng kaligayahan (sir gimmik sir?)

heniweys so far so good naman yung nangyari sa ilong ko at sabi pa sakin ng doktor pwede daw ako bumalik nex year! hehehe hear that? next year mehn imagine isang malinis na ilong na taon!

ngayon kailangan ko naman paayos eh yung balikat ko. yes sira ang right shoulder ko tumutunog siya at sumasakit at the same time kahit buong maghapon ko siyang i-ikot lagi siyang tumutunog nag-ki-click ng malakas.

Kikirot yan after grabe masakit talaga according sa research ko loose rotator cuffs daw siya its a torn muscle sa balikat ko anyway magagamot pa naman daw siya through a) therapy b) surgery (uhmm pwede therapy na lang?)

so ayun na nga parang ganun na yun ayus!

rakenrol! \m/ (last night I couldn't even go to edsa! sabay sayaw hehehe)

Loser I am

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Sun, 2 Dec 2007 18:43:00 -0800

tsong masama ang feeling na natatalo believe me. Specially kung yung tumalo sayo eh isang six footer na puti na amoy taong grasa.

yes ganun ang amoy nya sobrang baho na nnapasigaw ako sa laban na "POTEK ANG BAHO" I'm sure di niya naintindihan yun pero sana tanungin nya. palagay ko di naglaba ng uniform yun ng mahigit isang linggo and dun ako nag-tap. Jusme naman ang baho ng kalaban ko kadiri talaga parang isang malaking paa na pinapahid sa mukha mo ang amoy.

Lord why me??? why why?? sa lahat ng makakalaban ko siya pa??

So ayun natalo ako masama talaga ang feeling para kang nasakluban ng langit at lupa.
Di ako nakatulog nung gabing yun haay buti na lang I can resort to that other thing na pinakahihintay kong gawin hehehe and that is "RELEASE THE POWER" nyahaha yes masakit na ang mga bulitas ko sa sobrang dami and its true lalakas ka nga pero grabe parang tingin mo sa lahat ng babae maganda kahit ampapanget na nila.

Iniimagine ko na lang pano pa kaya if makulong ako?
Buti na lang hindi hehehe

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"Floyd tingin mo magkaka girlfriend pa ko?"

"Palagay ko di na mehn"

(all of these conversation being carried out while watching a maria ozawa video)

"Huh? Bakit naman?"

"Unang-una di ka nakikipag-usap sa babae. makakita ka lang ng babae namumula ka na at di na nagsasalita."

"Pangalawa, di ka nakikinig samin, ilang beses ka na naming pinapapunta sa isang date eh kahit date ayaw mo."

"Pangatlo ayaw mo rin lumabas kung saan madaming ibang tao at maraming babae, eh kahit nga shakehands dio mo ginagawa eh tapos puro pa palusot na kesyo 'when the time comes' or 'when the situation is ripe' or 'kung may pagkakataon'"

"Pang-apat, sobrang mapili ka mehn imagine ang taas ng standards mo dapt virgin at walang boyfriend agad yung babae eh ni hindi mo pa nga nakakausap o kinakausap."

"At lastly please parang awa mo na mag-ahit ka ng bigote mo at balbas nagmumukha kang tito ko eh panot ka na nga di ka pa mrunong mag linis ng mukha mo."

"At pinaka last hanap ka ng ways para pumorma naman kahit konti like choose the right clothes for the right occasions etc, pansin ko isa lang suot mo sa lahat ng events mehn."

"Ah, ok"

"Tol last year mo pako sinasagot ng ganyan kaya pa-prankahin na kita di ka na mag-kaka gf or makakatikim man lang kahit ng halik."

Yan ang kaibigan ko kaka birthday lang niya nung Dec. 1 pero ni minsan di pa siya nakipagdate, nakahalik, nakahawak ng kamay ng opposite sex or nagka-gf. in short virgin pa siya and he's damn 28 years old.

Tinatakot ko na nga eh, sinasabi ko tatandang binata na lang siya buong buhay nya pero wala pa rine epekto sobrang torpe talaga ng taong to juskupow!

Yung isang kaibigan namin ganun din pero mas malala 35 years old na pero pag nakakakita ng babae tumatakbo di kaya kelangan ko na itong posasan at dalhin sa isang bold show?

Ah tama kailangan dalhin ko sila sa isang boldshow! hindi puros porno na lang ang pinapanood nila jusme!

Pero problema wala akong alam na magandang bold show dito sa maynila karamihan ng alam ko nasa cebu hehehe.

but heniweys my friend who's 28 needs to get laid soon or else I don't know what will happen to him...

Minsan iniisip ko sana mga babae kasing agresibo din ng lalaki eh di sana solb na problema ng kaibigan ko pero palagay ko malayo pang mangyari sa pinas yun eh hahay.

>_<

Trillanes

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Sun, 2 Dec 2007 18:03:00 -0800

Hindi mo pa oras Trillanes.
Yung mga katulad mong habang buhay nang nagsisilbi sa bayan.
Yung mga tulad mong simula't sapul ay lumalaban at namamatay para sa inang bayan.

Hindi pa oras ng paghihiwatig.
Nang paglilinaw at pagbibigay ng liwanag.
Hindi ngayon at kelan man.

Dahil hindi nila naiintindihan ang tulad mo.
Dahil mas gusto nilang manatili sa kung nasaan sila,
at kung anong meron sila.

Hindi sila handa sa mawawala,
hindi rin sila handa sa pagbabago.
Pagbabago na galing sa isang tulad mo.

Matanong nga kita, Ni minsan ba nagnakaw ka?
Pumatay ng mga taong walang laban?
Ni minsan ba naghugas kamay ka sa katiwalian sa iyong paligid?
Minsan ba naghangad ka ng mas mataas sa kung anong binigay sa iyo ng pagkakataon?

Pero hindi nila maiintindihan yun Trillanes,
Dahil ikaw ay isang ganap na sundalo.
At ang sundalo sa paningin ng lahat ay dapat maging mangmang,
Takot sa kanyang pinagsisilbihan,
hindi nagtatanong at umuusisa,
Hindi pwedeng higitan ang sistemang kanyang pinanggalingan,
Hindi kayang umangat sa ideolohiya ng pagsunod at ganap na bulag na tagasunod lamang.

Hindi nila maiintindihan na ang pinaglalaban moy laban din nila.
Na hindi lang ang mga taga-kaliwa ang pwedeng magdala ng pagbabago.
Na ang mga may armas din ay mas may pananagutan sa kanilang ipinapagtanggol.

Hindi nila kayang intindihin dahil hindi sila ang humaharap sa kaaway.
Hindi sila ang nauubusan ng baril at bala sa gitna ng digmaan,
Hindi sila ang walang masilungan sa panahon ng tag-ulan.
Hindi sila ang tatanda at walang makukuhang benepisyo lalo na kung sila'y magkakasakit.

Hindi mo pa oras Trillanes,
Ngunit oras na ng madla.

oras na upang maihambing ka at siya na nakaupo,
at sila at ang mga lumalaban para sa bayan.

Heartbreaking Marriage

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Tue, 27 Nov 2007 22:40:00 -0800

Potek namang buhay to oo pagbukas ko ng friendster ko lahat halos ng mga batchmates ko either picture ng anak nila ang andun or yung asawa nila ang profile.

"Anak kelan ka mag-aasawa?" (tanong yan ng nanay ko.)

"Nay naman dati takot na takot kayo mag-asawa ako ng maaga ngayon gusto nyo naman akong mag-asawa na? Labo..."

"Eh kasi anak di ka na bumabata"

"Ngii alangan naman ma talagang tumatanda ako"

"Uhmm I mean hindi na ako bumabata"

"Oh tapos ma?"

"Ah eh baka di ko na maabutan ang apo ko"

"Ilang taon ka na po ba ma?"

"49"

"Jusme ma ang bata mo pa! kahit apo mo sa tuhod maabutan mo pa eh"

"Ah basta kaw din baka tumanda ka ng walang anak"

"Di ko na iniisip yun ma sa hirap ng buhay ngayon iisipin ko pa yung anak anak na yan jusme sarili ko nga di ko mapakain eh dadagdagan ko pa problema ko."

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Actually minsan naisip ko rin yung age factor involved I mean if masyadong malaki ang agwat ng anak mo sayo tendency di mo na siya masasabayan sa mga lakad nya or worse di mo na siya maiintindihan.

Pakiramdam ko kasi yung mga magulang din ng generation ko eh sobrang aga nagsipag-asawa. Like mga 22 years old or as young as 18.

Balita ko sa singapore daw binabayaran ka pa ng bansa para lang mag-anak or mag-asawa in fact mas dumadami na ang mga taong hindi nag-aasawa dun.

nakakatakot isipin na in the end wala nang magpapaksal sa pilipinas pero palagay ko sa uri ng pagkain natin nakukuha ang sobrang pagiging malibog natin eh.

basta ganun mahilig sa sex ang pinoy malabong dumating ang araw na magiging konti tayo mehn...

Not to mention na ayaw pa ng catholic church ang family planning ewan ko talaga bakit for no apparent reason sinasabi nilang ang pag-inom ng pills ay isang form of abortion therefore wag ka na lang makipagsex kung ayaw mong mapunta sa impyerno. Wala din naman silang sinabi about masturbation.

Anong gusto nilang gawin mangisay na lang yung tao sa sobrang libog nya? ngek di ko talaga gets... I dopubt if lahat talaga ng pari hindi nakipagsex once in their lives or even masturbate jusme.

di kaya sila mabaliw nun?

Speaking of orgasms pinagbawalan akong labasan uhmm nope parang mali yung term bawala akong mag orgasm oo nga labasan til the day of the competition to keep my strength daw.

Yan ang paniwala ng mga fighters na nakausap ko may kilala ako 1 month na di nagmamasturbate while yung isa naman talagang buwan ang binibilang.

pero ayun sa friend kong bodybuilder fluke daw yun its an unfounded rumor kasi daw when you masturbate and nag cum ka the more your body creates testosterone therefore mas lumalaki ka mas lumalakas. hmm.. pero for safety na rin i-ta-try ko rin siya so mga three days nako and counting.

Good luck na lang talaga sakin siguro iisipin ko yung kalaban ko ang may dahilan kaya di ako makapaglabas ng init nyahahaha

Heniweys back to pag-aasawa alam mo mahina talaga ako sa math eh pero nung sinubukan kong i-calculate

age = 27

if mag-aasawa ako ng 30 by 40 eh 10 palang ang anak ko. eh alangan namang iisa lang yun? kung may kapatid siya mga 10 at 8 naman yung isa kung may bunso eh 6.

Come to think of it by the time I'm 50 eh college pa lang ang panganay ko at ang bunso eh high-school.

by the time I'm 60 saka pa lang siguro mag-aasawa ang panganay ko pero malamang dedo nako nun kasi lahi kami ng cancer, diabetes, high-blood, heart problem. Ewan ko ba.

So anong tingin mo ngayon floyd? mag-aasawa ka na ba?

hmm.. Ika-nga ni andot "the great sundot" - HINDI KAMI PAHUHULI NG BUHAY! nyahahaha

saka mo na kaya tanungin sakin yan pag may pambili nako ng brief which reminds me kelangan ko na talagang bumili ng brief jusme!

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heniweys I remember a very bad love story just recently when I opened my multiply.

I have this friend who had a boyfriend and they went to europe for a tour. At a certain time they argued and ended up fighting where the girl decided to go out and drink to her hearts content in bars with her friends. She ended up bringing to bed a hot guy and she had a one night stand with him. The next day after all is said and done she and her boyfriend got back together but after a few days she noticed something.

She's not having her period anymore... She's pregnant.

She called the guy whom she had a one night stand with and the guy is more than willing to take responsibility for the child.

She told her bf about it.

fast forward to the future.

She's now married with the guy she had a one night stand with, they also had another child.

Up to now she still loves her ex bf and it was also said that her ex also loves her til now.

I didn't mind asking if they still talk to each other.

its just too painful even for someone who just heard the story.

='(

Heavy

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Sun, 25 Nov 2007 19:59:00 -0800

How does it feel to be at 180lbs? it was just last saturday night that I found out I was 180lbs. The last time I checked it I was 150 hmm.. what the hell happened?

I asked people around after that "Am I fat?"

Thank God all of them said I'm not fat. In fact My body is proportioned and well intact.

Come to think of it the only thing I hate about my body is my seemingly endless supply of belly fat. Yes I have tons of them and the last time I saw my abs was waay back in high school when I used to play basketball for 6 hours straight hahaha. yeah those were the days until my aunt was already short of sending me to the hospital for a drug check (Im glad she didnt!) but seriously i'm not an addict. I just love sports also at that time my hormones are raging (wink2x)

But what is that scientific explanation for my being heavy?

Look I can say perfectly say that I am one of the most active people around I think I already posted it sometime here in my blog the things I do everyday and that is yes go to the gym and play brazilian jiu-jitsu. in my spare time I also watch instructionals and ride my bike. Other times I just travel and go someplace where It doesn't entail spending much money. Either way I work out almost all the time. And Its been a year already time does fly.

My instructor in the gym told me that Its muscle weight at the same time It has fats. I think I'll agree I really eat a lot. Like four eggs per lunch plus the viand and rice and another one at 4 in the afternoon and another one after practice.

Yes I really do eat a lot the sport demands me to eat or else i'll blackout.

themore the better. and now that the competition is drawing near im keeping up with my cardio.

I'm really nervous shet!

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Floyd talk about yourself share something about what you think right now?

Ok... Its like this I really don't know where to start but let me first share to you my idea of friends who come and go.

Friends are good and worth keeping but I had some friends along the way whom I lost and sometimes wish I hadn't.

I fu*&ed up a number of times but the heck shit does happen and I admit that its my fault.

yah admitting is the hardest part. It takes a lot of maturity to really step up and say you're wrong.

But these are people that cannot be reached or even if you say your apologies they'd rather cower back to their caves and keep it.

I say there's courage in admitting your wrong but it takes double the courage to do something after admitting it.

But anyway sometimes things are better left undone and perhaps one day if fate does exist we'll see each other and talk as normal human beings should.

Age and time are factors really in knowing a person as well as hurting them and telling them your sorry.

is this post vague? perhaps... I don't know you asked me something right? uhmm.. I'm really not good in speaking my mind.

pasensya na...

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Last night I watched URCC 11 and the good thing is my teacher won! yes he did won he broke the nose of that iranian who's damn strong!

hmm I wonder when I can join MMA...

^_^

Kamusta naman ang lakas ko mehn?

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Fri, 23 Nov 2007 00:25:00 -0800

look oh mountains (nueva ecija circa 2007)

kagabi nakalaro si Ly isang ubod ng lakas na tao na kaya atang tumakbo ng 50 times sa UP ikot.

To date wala pang nakakatalo sa kanya sa competitions lagi siyang ginto never siyang nag silver or best effort.

Yes blue belt na siya at kung di lang siya nag-absent nung last promotion namin sa deftac eh im sure purple na siya.

So ayun ang two-stripes na white belt ay nakipaglaban sa isang ubod ng galing at lakas na tao.

Siguro yung iba matatakot or maasar pero ako pag nilalaro nya ako gustong gusto ko talaga kasi magaling siya magturo. Talagang matututo ka! pag i-sisweep ka niya talaga tutuniog ang mga buto mo at bubukaka ka talaga ng ubod ng wide dahil lahat ng lakas nya eh ibabagsak nya dun.

ganun si Ly at ilang beses din akong kumakain ng submissions sa kanya jusme parang walang saysay ang pagbubuhat ko ng isang taon.

Actually kumpara sa mga braso niya na kasing laki na mas malaki pa sa calves ko talagang malakas siya.

Nung nag stand up game kami di ko siya matapon ganun kalakas ang base nya na parang hindi man lang siya magalaw.

but heniweys so far so good naman for me palagay ko palagay ko dapat laging may stand up sparring kami para masanay sa competition.

Speaking of which malapit n pala ang competition and I can't wait to fight my second fight so far.

Sana manalo haay...

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So what have I been doing lately?

other than hitting the gym or climbing our atis tree which my aunt always asks me to climb on and get her priceless atis. I read books and blogs.

yes balik basa ang inyong lingkod at the same time review for the upcoming law exam.

Pa sideline sideline sa gilid gilid para at least may pambayad ng gym at BJJ. But mostly utak ang gumagana sakin laging nag-iisip ng pang counter na technique at pansagot sa mga tanong.

Tapos naadik na rin ako sa nintendo ds woohoo hayup yung campaign na nilalaro ko ngayon! after trying it for more than 5 times jusme ngayon ko lang nalaman ang technique kung pano matatalo ang kalaban! basta search nyo age of empires asteeg talaga siya.

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Kulang ako lagi sa tulog siguro ang tulog ko kulang kulang 5 hours lang ni hindi man lang umaabot ng 6 hours jusme!

Umiinom nako ng melatonin pero parang di na gumagana sakin at ang dami ko rin kasing iniisip.

Sabi nila nasa lahi daw talaga yung matagal makatulog. Hindi rin kasi ako basta basta nakakapagisip ng wala kasi either mainit yung kwarto ko o di umiikot yung hangin or minit yung kama ko.

Haay miss ko na talaga yung dati kong kwarto yung inanay...

Dun grabe sobrang lamig kahit di ka mag elektrikpan malamig pa rin ngayon ginawa na siyang stockroom eh.

Tambakan ng bisikleta at mga pagkain ng pusang (walang silbing mga pusa yan sobra walang ginawa kundi manira lang ng gamit grrr)

sinira nila yung lahat ng tsinelas ko at kahit sandals ko... yun na lang nga ang natitira saking gamit na matitino aside from my guitars.

haay nako happy weekend na lang po sa ating lahat mwah hehehe

^_^

Defiled, defiled, defiled...

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 22:46:00 -0800

So what is my take on the angono collectives' case versus NPC?

A good lot of their statements have been talked about at length at ANC but mostly on the side of NPC.

the problem here is I just can't seem to stick the right pieces together and determine what really happened. But for the record I would like to quote the statement made by an angono collective member.

“We worked on this for two months. And we gave them three weeks to look at the production process before the unveiling, as spelled out in the contract. They failed. They can’t just ask us to go there on short notice,” Gappi said.

If this is true then certainly it took a lot of time for NPC to study carefully the artwork and if they don't agree to the standards then perhaps they could've done something about it and not just deface anything or change the artists interpretation.

"Likened to a commissioned speech"

A statement made by the NPC representatives are as such that they compare the art to a speech commisioned for a certain speaker and all the rights for the writers has to be waved.

For one I don't see the comparison between a speech and a picture. You see words are symbols but a picture is a replica/interpretation of a period, action, situation, feeling.

An art is different from the written word for a written word may create images in the mind while an artwork would look for words to describe what the person sees.

they are entirely two different worlds and cannot be compared to each other. But being a commissioned work is a big enough reason to do something to the painting in case it did defied certain terms in their contract, nonetheless to make it as a reason to completely defile an artwork is what I would subjectively define as an abomination for the artists rights.

There is a catch here though, I have never seen the contract between the two groups but by virtue of elimination that if indeed the artists gave license for NPC to change its work then perhaps they will never cry censorship or the like.

Like for example what is too leftist for a tattoo sporting the old alibata letter K used by the katipunan on the arm of a character in the painting merit changing it to a heart with a cupids' arrow?

or whats' too leftist with having a lot of people congregate in a certain place that according to NPC interprets having a rally of some sorts, I mean who gave them the license to interpret it and defile it if not just to give it back to the makers of the mural? Tell me? Does it make sense at all? Even ferrari for goodness sake gets' their cars back if something is changed in it.

In my opinion if you don't like what you ordered then give it back as it is, and don't you ever change it or do something bad at it.

Or else be like the moron of a club they really are.
just imagine how many journalist are being killed every year. tsk tsk

>_<

Misfortune

noreply@blogger.com (upoytao) — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 18:38:00 -0800

Kahapon galing akong gym. nagbuhat ako ng ubod nang bibigat na mga barbell at dumbell jusme masakit pa rin ang katawan ko at ang hirap bumangon sa umaga.

Come to think of it mag-iisang taon nakong nagbubuhat and awa naman ng diyos may pagbabagong naganap sa aking katawan isa na dito ang likod ko na pakirmdam ko talagang lumakas. kaya ko nang maglagay ng gallon galoon ng tubig sa water dispenser namin ng di man lang humihinga ng malalim at nangagatog ang tuhod.

ok talaga sa gym na yun which my gym mentor (who owns it) calls it LORDS GYM.

bakit daw lords gym sabi mo? kasi its his offering to the almighty daw parang a thank you gift from above.

Gym buff kasi yung friend ko other than being uberly athletic. He used to play in australia in a football team yung pang NFL ha and the whole time that he was there laging champion yung team nila.

Kwento niya sakin meron daw siyang medyas na di niya nilalabhan kasi daw kapag suot nya nananalo sila. di daw siya superstitious pero parang nakaugalian na nyang di labhan yun for the sake of the team asteeg!

heniweys kahapon nga after ko magbuhat pinakain ako ng barkada ko sa bahay nila sa taas lang ng gym namin. eh naglilihi yung asawa nya kaya mga 9:30 na yun nagpapahanap ng mangga.

Bad trip yung barkada ko eh san ka ba naman hahanap ng mangga ng ganitong oras? Yung last time daw nagpahanap sa kanya ng iba nung makahanap na eh di naman kinain in the end siya din ang kakain.

So he decided na bumili na lang kami ng ice cream na mango flavor on the way papunta sa sakayan ko pauwi at bumili ng tatlong can ng colt 45 dahil sa bad trip two for him and one for me daw.

As soon na pumasok kami sa kotse nya habang nagaayos na kami ng gamit at nagbubukas ng lata biglang may naamoy kami amoy tae na wsobrang baho.

Rich: Bro nakaapak ka ba ng tae?

Poy: Ha? di ako nakaapak baka ikaw?

Rich: (tiningnan ang paa) wala akong naapakan eh

Poy: (tiningnan ang paa) POTEk AKO NGA!

Believe it or not malaki talaga yung taeng natapakan ko imagine size 12 ang paa ko kalahati nun may tae as in direct hit! eh kakatapos lang umulan nun kaya sobarang basa nung tae tapos ang bantot talaga buti na lang may protector yung carpet ng kotse ni rich kaya nailabas ko yung protector pero ang mali ko dinampot ko yung protector not thinking na may tae yung mahahawakan ko kasi nung pagtingin ko wala naman siyang tae eh turned out nung hinawakan ko yung mukha ko alam mo yun yung parang pupunasan mo yung mukha mo pababa yung buong palad mo humahagod sa mukha mo ayun naamoy ko amoy tae rin yung kamay ko waaahhh

by that time tawa na ng tawa si rich buti na lang may dala akong alcohol sa bag ko nagpaligo ako halos ng alcohol buong braso at kamay ko.

in the end nakauwi rin naman ako pero tawa kami ng tawa the whole way.

^_^