what's in my mind?

i know i know

2012-12-20T00:45:00.000+08:00

yea the title pretty much says it all. i know its been pretty long. long as 8 months already and no update. well in my previous job i had weekends as my off day. quite easy to find time. since i messed up in that now in a retail store, its truly being the pain in the ass.

no proper time, its just so messed up i lost 5kg in 2 weeks. yes, now i feel so weak and i fall in sick like so easy,. the pay is never enough. its just the work is full of dissatisfaction. so for next year im coming up new ideas. new work, the new me..

in my next artical i'll definitely talk about my year 2012 experience real soon. till then thanks for visiting the blog and have a good day world. your're are beautiful as you are.

fully booked TIOMAN!!!

2012-04-07T17:27:00.002+08:00

wow, adele adele adele. i know she's amazing. i just finished watching her royal albert hall performance. what an amazing and wonderful experience it be. such an energy and wow. i liked the opening hometown glory.

HOME TOWN GLORY - ADELE

Its remind of my hometown and yeah... kind of miss it. anyway people i was looking to holiday trip at Tioman island at Malaysia and to my surprise its fully booked.. wtf ??? the whole islands had like 133 hotels and not even one is available till july??? imma gonna have my 21 birthday this year may so i thought of treating my family to an island would be great . shit, now i got to think of something.

well it would not be great if i got a room at tioman cause definitely gonna be jam packed so i'll just pass and look for others than... so if you guys have any suggestion just drop in by some comment would be great people.

have a good day have so long guys

lots of love.

mirror on the wall

2012-04-05T23:58:00.001+08:00

very glad to see the increasing number of reader in my blog. well i hope ya'll not taking a piss. ahahhaha joking. so well today i woke quite piss, might probably i woke earlier than the alarm i dont know but i was cursing and swearing of my friends as how they treat me when we hang out in a bunch. its like i always turn out to be the tool for joke.

sometimes i think of confessing as hows their life is a joke, and tell them all. but thats just not me . i mean i dont do that, and thats not me. if ur're life is fucked well in a way you're asked for it. so what i've learn overall is if you have a slightest fear or doubt on that person to trust, dont then. i mean dont trust, its ur instinct saying so trust ur instinct. i always love mirrors. where ever i go, when i see on i run and look into myself. i love the huge ones. i know some thinks like i'm being a gurl looking at myself, well fuck off guys cause u look like a trash and its sad you dont look ur self much.

the reason i look into myself at mirror most of the time, cause i talk to me self. as how, wht and and why at most of the time. i find myself as its motivating, mostly cause i'm lonely but yeah ... hahahahahahahhaahahhaha.... yeah i like talking to myself. i motivate myself, i praise me self and sometime ... nah, most of the time i scold and swear ... like you fucking idiot why did you do that??!!! ahaahahah
i know i know some might think as this is stupid and might make me go nuts, but guys, when you talk to yourself you actually loving yourself and getting care about yourself. i mean i see this young teen taking their life cause love failure i do believe that they dont love their self much as they do to their love ones. they should allow time to cure and upgrade their self at these times.

i have a friend who got into a massive accident by his car, he's ok, but the car was a total damage, and it was barely 2 months old; blaming his breakup was a reason to drink much and drive furious. i was like that was fucking pathetic. i know ur in a break up and shit and your're sad and stuff but you still have to proof what your're good at. i mean take time to think it and make a change for your self. he's an alcoholic so does not make a big difference to him. he's a loser and waste my time thinking of him.

well guys another day to push away for the weekend, we can do it... ahahahah... so take care and have a good day.

lots of love :)

FUCK !!! I'M SINGLE~!!!!

2012-04-04T00:39:00.001+08:00

hi guys, Tuesday, when i wake up this morning i literally thought it was already friday.... ahahah.. scumbag brain... today day went smooth found some motivation to work more productivity at my workplace but its so hard to stay awake. really idk what the hell but by the time i sit at my desk the drowsiness bitch sits on my eyes... urgh... drinking a lots of sugar drink that i am very scared cause my dad have diabetes.

anyway, today i was listening to adele's songs especially the performance at the royal albert hall. 1st thing in my mind, fuck i'm single. like seriously?? when and who.. god please if you looking for the right time... well its about time already yow!!

yeah looking at the young couples cuddling and doing shits in my eyes.... and i'm sitting here all alone...
fuck im gonna die alone. but i just stay there. be calm... what else i can do yeah???

well i'll hope for the best than. anyway thanks for visiting the blog again.

lots of love yow.

frustrated for nothing....

2012-04-02T23:33:00.001+08:00

life, it does not goes has how we wanted but always does leave us an interesting experience to us. some are born as lucky to have everything but still feels empty, some born as nothing to them but they feels as the world is in their hands. i dont know guys, in my opinion is how you want to have it.

Like as usual i'm being a lazy ass bitch ignoring my blog but today(apr 2) i found more people visiting my page. owwww... thank you very much guys, its like 3 years and now this blog is being refreshed as you guys come in and recommend it. lots of love people.

Well just like normal imma write what happened so far in my life. why am i doing this?? some of you might think what a boring ass shit blog; well sometimes i think some might think i mean compared to the other biography blog i'm nothing; but the main reason is i love to express my self and my life to a person. but so far i have not found any to trust and let it all out. i mean its so frustration to live in a small town and slow economics and people whom literally being in a same mind concept and i'm the awkwardly the different one. i know i always wanted a fren where i can trust and be together in hard or good times. its just me i guess. idk . seriously, i mean in a part of ur life you could figure what is ur problem actually, but i'm lost. i have no hell clue whats my problem. sometimes i turn emo for reasons, sometimes i turn angry and be bitchy to all, sometimes day dream having billions billions transferred to my account. its just unbelievably .... erm.. how to express... again i;m clueless..

haiz, lazy, broke, emo, i mean seriously?? i'm like turning back to my teenage life. urgh. i do need a hobby. i am looking for one. it might be skating, instrument play, Broadway calefare, or online business. but i dont know guys i'm just like clueless and yes sometimes lazy.. i dont want this to be forever. i want to do someting but my job just got me like this i guess. i'm doing the same routine everyday and thats not me. everyday there must be something new and learning everything everyday. god, i just hope time will show me the light. feel free to comment or advice guys. thanks for visiting again. have a good day.

lots of love.

goodbye 2011

2012-01-10T16:17:00.000+08:00

wow, what a year. Been blogging since 2009 and still holding on to it. lol.
so many stuff so little in my mind now...

well on 2011 i completed my diploma in Tourism management. wow, what a fuzz, what a confusion and disappointment i had there. at the end all of us were like strangers. it was like i did made friends at all. the last 2 sem all of them were like went out on loose and basically like shit. so many dirt's were found on each others closets too. but will say, it indeed changed my life too. rather than having shitty time, i met golden people's too. amazing lecture we had at the end of the year. the changes that made certainly were uncomfortable but it some did make us realize, its not bad to have change after all.

then got cheated with a professional con lady. i must say she was really convincing but i honestly had a feeling that it could be fake what's she's doing. well, its about this old lady (in her 70's) were offering jobs at Singapore's renowned hotel. i got a bit excited and offered myself for it and payed like 450 SGD. Fuck!! i gave my full allowance without thinking twice cause she was old and i had an idea old people will not cheat. that time i was doing my intern in a hotel and she stayed there. there is where i met her. i know i know i did stupid stuff, you know even after she left i still stayed at the hotel for her arrival. for some reason i still believed that she will come back just to bring me to the hotel and register me as an employee. ow, why she offered me to work there, (sentosa's best hotels; the festive hotel) cause she said her cousin is the CEO of the hotel, like he owns the building. i know i know its stupid and how idiotic i am. trust me i've seen news in paper and told to myself how stupid the people are , but she was really trust worthy like. SIGn.... but i've learned a big lesson and i will never ever repeat again. i was so desperate for a job cause the allowance was too low. So i think that do explain a lot for ya'll.

this all happened after July, but there were definitively some stuff before that but i cant think of any to be honest. Yea did some events and trip at the college and had a lot a lots of crazy exotic stuff. but last year was the year i realize what was i actually looking for when i was desperate and not thinking as what was i doing. its hard to explain cause sometimes you cant explain why did you did that on that particular time. Human being is an explainable , complex of different and strange feeling which is, hard ... very hard to define as in a group, community or even as a singular person. cause we change. not just in a point or a matter of time in life but all the time. full of hipster word huh... hahahahhaha... i'm not good at this but one thing that i believe the most is people change all the time. and Karma. Trust me or more than a god, Karma does work bitches. God yea, lots of explanation and yea a lots of fact.... but really, erm,..... i dont wanna talk a bout this guys. i believe in what i do and the effort i do. if i aint got any effort, i know for myself that its ok i did not did any so its ok to get this.

talking about GOD, yea i loss hope when my dad when over the limit. yea, my dad took it so seriously and spend all the money on it. i mean its ok to pray and buy stuff but no need to go extreme. he spend more than 2k. yea i can say that without even thinking for twice. then the money factors kicks in. it was so hard cause my dad lost his commitments to his family and went way too much to the community service. i can for once say he did lost interest in his family. i was about to ask my mom to divorce my dad. yea, that much of stress. i mean this is all unnecessary stress for us; the children. if you guys don't like each other, try to work it out. not like put ur ego at first and ignore all the problem.i can say that my dad ego is unshakably high no one , not even himself can break that down. he even have ego with me too. i'm his Fucking son!!!!! he even told me if its possible he could leave everything and community service forever. who does say that?? certainly not a parent!!!! he need to understand a thing that when he married to person, he his committed to his spouse and has full responsibility for her life and everything. and when he has kids, he is fully for them and they are fully for him too. he basically got to dedicate his life. i'm not trying to say to not have no life at all, try to enjoy with your kids. its more better in that way right. and he has this irritating mind which whatever he has in his mind or his idea, its is always right no matter if your're right with or facts. its get annoying cause he's wrong at most of the time. well i learned that you can't bend a tree anymore, but you cant bend a small plant.and that is what am i doing to my brother. my sis.... urm... she's irritating cause she thinks she knows all..
but i will try my best at all times to calm my mom down. she's gets all hysterical and all drama kicks in. some times i don't know weather to laugh at her or to cry together with her. because the situation always reminds me some scene from some sad indian movie when there's this woman always cry and does the sad drama shit.
she exaggerate cause she want to prove that she cant handle all this pain and commitments she's having when her husband should be at her side and help her all the times. you know even now, even now, if there's any occasion my mom is the financier. my dad will have no shame asking her money. even with anyone also. a man should not ask his woman for money where else he is the one should provide for her or else he is same to a coma staged fellow. that is what i think. its true too. sometime i wanna shout or embarrass him but for the fact i scare that he might died by not able to handle the embarrassment.

things that you'll go trough... hiazzz.... there are plenty, i know plenty having the perfect life.... why me ... ehy .... or now i'm getting a bit drama already... well forget and forgive what i've learned. it will be stupid if you loosed a relation just because of money. in future when you meet or even think about the person how much you missed them, and think as why why did you leave them.... you'll regret what what've you done. that is what i tell my mom now days. relax and be calm . things will definitely turn up for you. she's strong and such a hardworking woman. yes she is. i mean my dad is nothing without her.

well that is basically what i can remind myself up for now... well i can blog if anything turns up. it not like the last ink of my blog. ahahaha... all the best for this year and i hope something beautiful and wounder full will turn up for my mom. she worked her ass off for us . and she do indeed deserve the best. Adventure and exposure which i'm hopping for this year. lets see how it goes... till then .....

lot of love....

crazy emo in me

2011-12-30T12:48:00.000+08:00

i'm an idiot

an asshole

a stupid

nonsense

waste of space

this is what i'm going through right now... my mind... its out of control.. i cant control it. i don't know its normal or not but one thing is sure i have to get this thing off me cause i'm young and i have plenty to go more. that what i think of myself for most of the time to get myself off.

this is something i will call serious and might turn dangerous i guess. i have not figured what is the cause exactly; yet, but i'm trying to treat it.

i think this is the time to get myself and my mind mature and find myself as where and how am i suppose to be for the rest of my life.

its sad, hard to accept, that i have to let go my fun side which i used to enjoy. i mean, i'm in asia, Malaysia, i can be like an USA kid. drive for your dream, dreams will come true, dream big ; this stuff all happens In USA only. Over here shits get real if you have or even think like that. life will get boring eventually.
WAKE UP , WORK , SAVE MONEY, SLEEP. this is how i see and feel people now. the most fun they'll have is spend some time with the family and they feel complete. i know some of you who read this will disagree with me and say life is good and i dont know how to have fun. Well, if u're a spoiled brat, rich son, silver spoon, you'll disagree with me. and those who not so much which disagree with me, i got a question for you guys... really???
i mean seriously dont you feel this ? that you cant do shit ti become rich and good? and not always dreams come true.

i miss my high school moments, i really do. i feel like i could do more shit and enjoy more. damn it feels worst to know that you have to blend in to know the reality that you aint good and there's always someone is better than you. and you cant get better just because your're not fake. it means like you got to be fake, you cant always be the real guy who hate the fake and try to succeed as staying real. no seriously there are plenty of them now already here and you got to blend in your self.

i would say i'm talking like this cause i dont have enough money. see the world and the other teens as how rich and famous they are, how better life you could have when you have better family.

i dont know guys, i just hate to be like this, emo. i know i'm not good but i'll like to be good when i being myself. goofy, clumsy, talkative, shit, nonsense....

this is what i'm talking about
i want to stay this way.

love is in the air.....

2011-12-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

yeap guys, the title itself says it all... i'm feeling as imma get committed and fall for a person.
its seems like its easy to talk and spend time with her but its hard as you got to take the first step.

its hard to explain, but joyful pain to be in one side of love... i dont know, might probably you having that pain cause you dont have the guts to talk to them directly... why wouldn't i??? its hard to explain... shy ... yeah i do feel that, rejection... yeah that could be another major factor too cause anything could happen. she could make a huge fuss out of it. things that can turn worse.

well, today i feel a bit down cause my hair is just not supporting and being on its worst way. furthermore the time i spend on ironing my shirt seems as its contribution just went into plain waste. and my face i feel it got a bit dark. with no reason i feel so down, like i have a problem with my self esteem.

Like always i'll let the time to decide.

till then have a nice day guys..

more someore.....

2011-12-16T09:44:00.000+08:00

i'm sooooooooo into Philippians fashion now!!!! next year, jaws gonna drop and supremo as hell when they see me..

Temptations at Kuala Lumpur

2011-12-15T16:26:00.000+08:00

i'm telling its very hard to keep your money on your hand cause the temptation will milk it out all of your cash.
all the fashion and the latest gadget, its really hard to keep on since when you earn not quite much. mine i'll say just good to live but certainly not for spending.

suits suits suits.....

bags which should just pull you on the first sight

do i even need to start over this one??!!

urgh, i got to control myself before i finish all, and left nothing for my college. i dont want to that situation to be in future. Always i scare myself that might one day will i end up as my dad, finishing all of his savings. i dont want to be like that. dont want to fuck up my life. i got to change. i'm not saying imma stop all expenditure, imma say imma find the cheapest but still look cool. so yeah spending wisely.

hell yeah!!!

new year look.

2011-12-15T14:36:00.000+08:00

so i've was browsing thought my tumblr wall, and i found out this filiphino - american guys fashion quite interesting and nice. yeah, the american football sweaters are becoming a famous in Malaysia now. yesterday i saw this 2 guys wearing those it totally took my feet off cause they looked fucking swag shitzz.

imma save up some cash and look good on next year. i saw the collections at Topman, its fucking crazy expensive. i've gotto spend all of my salary on just buying 1 pants ans one shirt only.

you need to get the cap to seize the sexiness too... i dont quite know what they call the cap but its not cheap to baby...

look at the whole package.. aint it just make you to to get it right now???!!!

furthermore i do see that light color does worked well for these kind of sweaters. and stay on your swag.

i got to , got to save up some money..... i got to .... shit .... serious expenditure , here i come!!!!!

glee, misfits, big bang theory and plenty more at my workplace.

2011-12-14T15:10:00.001+08:00

so as you guys know that i'm working at KL in telesales. But i did not mention quite clearly. when people ask me what as i am working, according to my contract, TripAdvisor.com consultant. so i basically sell business listing to hotels.

As for the month of December, we are not allowed to do any sales as the HQ(usa) has freeze's all the sales as they want to start it from next to have a complete account. i don't understand well but i kind of explain to any that ask why i don't have any work. so basically we sat with our boss and she explained its ok and have your time and enjoy your time cause later on next year you all have to buck up and show some result. she was quite jealous cause she has to do all the year end auditing and we basically come and just sit there. she says attendance is important.

by this picture you'll have a bit clue as what am i got to say. and hell yeah this is how i spend my time in my workplace. aahahahha,... talking about having the best jobs. this is how i spend my time.

kind off get myself updated to this series. but not much of big bang fan, but definitely glee and misfits. both are getting crazier than ever that i can finish a whole cup of Häagen-Dazs. ahahahah....

there was this one day i was watching brides mate( ow, and i do watch some movies at my

workplace too) my boss walked behind me and sathis is know you have job to do but that

does not mean you can watch film. i got shocked as where did she came???

the funny part is all of my workmate's was watching and playing games too.. i was the

unfortunate one to get caught. but its ok, cause i apologized to her the next day cause the i

felt bad. so what i learned, i got to be more careful when i watch any movie at my workplace next

time.

so still watching with carefully aware of my boss presence.

at Kuala Lumpur Baby!!

2011-12-14T10:30:00.000+08:00

after 3 months of underemployment, now i got a job that at least to bulk up my wallet with something rather than nothing. yeah it was hell being not to have anything ; like cash and not much entertainment. i basically was asking money from my mom each and every time which i can see she's kind of annoyed of it too. sometimes i also feel lazy to go up with her and ask for cash, you know that feeling when u're doing nothing and ask for something which you know you're not worth or even worked for it.

i become super damn lazy basically on that 3 months of time. Like life was not much, always emo, and.... yeah, definatly waking... a lots... its like i had nothing to do so i wank the shit out of myself to calm myself down.. it was fun though to wank consistently for 4 or 5 times. its like testing your stamina.

after that one weird day i got an email that i have an interview to attend at KL. so i was planing to go but late that evening i got an call saying as i should come the next day morning. i did took the bus and attend the interview and got the job on the day itself. i was not energized or even like excited about it. even my employer would not want to recruit me, but she had no choice cause she was in need of people. its quite sad that to know you cant even get pass for a telesales interview.

yeah its kind of emo stuff all but now i'm happy that i'm able to manage myself. like i'm living my own self. no need to burden my parents for anything. no need to depend for money from them. its awesome cause your know you owning your money and you can spend the hell out of it by full satisfaction cause you earned it.
its just totally different feeling.

Here at Kl life exposure is something to talk about too. Everything .. they literally have everything over here.
and yeah,..... sex too.... hehehehhe.... but sometimes it gets annoying cause its like all the fellows go for it and its just like a feeling of being rubbed on your face. and talk about perfect people... woo... i dont know where to start. a lot.. a lot of them over here.

dont get started on temptation.damn the sale's over here is soo hard to resist. and everywhere they have a mall to die for. they cloths, gadgets, accessories.... its hard to resist your self from it. i know i got to control but you at a point you have no clue what the fuck happened and you fined like rm500 by just having 2 small stuff.

plus i'm kind of planing for my future too.. education fair was last weekend. kind o looking for places where to step in and do my degree. yeah i wanna step into KDU university college around next year after summer.

imma do mass com. since back then i had the passion as i wanted to get myself into broadcasting and more like PR stuff. so i had this curiosity as what am i gonna do in this tourism field. although i can look myself as in airline industry, its quite hard for me to get myself into it. i always wanted to be a cabin crew but i could not. its all because of my face. its so frustrating that you believe that you have the ability but dont have the look. i should took a pic in the waiting room. god damn i think i might turn into a gay if i was left there for a day. all the guys over there look so handsome and they not only have this clear face but also bright complexion. urgh... by looking at them i dont stand a chance.

but yeah i'm kind of ok of what i'm having now. i'm under 3months of probation and i just got to know that the contract gonna extend for another 3 months. good to hear cause although you wont have any benefits but your salary is fixed. but apart fro the epf and SOSco cut all kind of make you down but its ok, people still called it as a good pay. so i'm good with it.

well that is much what happened i'll say . and yeah still staying goofy, clumsy and annoying.

what can i say, thats so sathis then...

2011-09-11T01:09:00.002+08:00

well as you all know that i'm gonna sit in a grand 5 star hotel in Singapore's famous Universal studios; the Festivel Hotel, it did not happen. Remember the old lady whom gave me the the offer? she vanished, just like that. she disappeared all of sudden. it was the day imma go to Singapore for medical test, and she did not appeared in time. the next day i call but the phone was switched off. Most shocking was there was some other people she cheated too. i went to her hotel room where she stayed, her bags were packed neatly. so i thought she might come back, but its more than a month and she did not turn up.

To be honest i was depressed, more likely i was blaming myself to allowing myself to fall in the hole. I mean people said she's a hoax, con-woman, but still something inside me said, she will be back and bring me to the hotel she offered. But after 2 to 3 weeks, i lost hope and i was devastated. How could such an old lady and always she'll refer her self as a disciplined Christian cheat people for money sake. 1st time ever got cheated. Furthermore, this was something i was proud of myself that i manage my future by myself, despite being depended on my parents.

It was really hard, i was stress of myself. i though i had no hope anymore. Nothing could help me anymore and i'm gonna end up like some other loser that does nothing and loiter in the street and act as pervs. URGH... i see those guys every single day at my residential place. When i see them deep in myself i always say to my self that they have no future by behaving like this and i should never end like that.

So i have to move on so i tried get myself caught up to my college stuff. I was on my last semester, and the final exam was reaching close. so i was busy preparing tips paper for my exam papers. you know what i mean?

you get it? ahahhaaha. and i think i messed up bit on the 1st paper. btw i only had 2 paper and you might think just 2 paper and you kept tips rather than studying ??!! i mean it was really hard and going trough this disappointment it was hard for me to concentrate and study for the exam. ok now back to the story , i feel that i might repeat the 1st paper which was Human Resource Management and the exam prefect was very strict and he was literally looking at me the whole which how i feel i guess. And a girl got caught by having notes. It was scary as she refuse at 1st but then she surrender. But Surprising enough the exam prefect let her continue but she gave tried to gave her paper away ; as a gentle man way; but the exam prefect refuse and ask her to complete the paper. After a while, She pass up and left the question unanswered.

Well, hope all hell will not let loose. So got to struggle to get a perfect career for me and something which what i really want to do and wanted to do. till then have a nice day yall and be happy. bye.....

so far.....

2011-07-28T17:48:00.000+08:00

wow. time does fly fast, and i almost literally forgot blogging...
around to finish my diploma i got my intern at newly developed Kulai City Inn Hotel.. dont ask me why is it Hotel where else its already stated as inn before it... people, i have no idea about it..
and so just a smooth time being there and was seated at Front-office. so i tried to learn the system and all the accommodation knowledge i can get. to be honest although the interior design of the room look's like it sucks, it has still holds on to its reputation. the hotel and operation manager is a young guy. and I've spoke to him many times. and in my point of view, he's a visionary guy. he's visionary to change to whole city to a new level. although, Kulai is a small city and nothing much has developed, the people over here are doing their best to bring the city as one of the successful in the list.

kulai center point / Kulai City Inn

well i was really happy to meet and mingle with the other staff. i mean its exciting to know and to mix around with them to share their thoughts, problems, mistakes. the 1st 2 weeks of my work over here i was observing each and every one of them. their skills, their strategy and their friendly attitude, was an new exposure for me. i was happy to be in a situation to have a great relation with the other staff workers.

meanwhile i got an offer to work at Singapore. one of the finest hotels at Sentosa. the Festive Hotel.

the Festive hotel

the resort world at Sentosa.

well, quite excited them imma gonna go to a huge prospective place. i mean 3 or 2 out of 10 diploma graduate get 5 start hotel and the best part is, the work place at over sea. hell yeah my life gonna rock.

i mean there was days that i worried of my future and how am i gonna survive after my diploma. furthermore there's quite low respect for diploma graduate wheresoever there are plenty degree graduates out there. so the quality is decreasing.

therefore opportunity as like this is for sure precious for me.

looking forward to upgrade my future over there and try to be one of them... i mean I've always wanted to settle or live overseas. i mean i dont need to explain how Malaysia is going and what path they're are towards to. not to discriminate my nation, its just the goverment i'm not into much...

thus, my life still goes on over here... till then my blog.... take care and have a nice day.

life and love

2011-04-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

life, the most precious and greatest thing ever we could describe but hey there are some thunder and storms too.

who says that anyone strong as they can life alone. bullshit i say. i think probably the way they take it and accept it in their concept of life. i found out that many of them in this world live as immature and being childish. i often see this and figure that when they gonna realize in any part of their life. but deep inside myself something ugly says that i'm am not perfect and i was pretty shitty when i was young. yeah, discouraging myself also sometimes safe me from problems, but when it get worse i'll be down for a while. feel like worthless and nothing.

i always wounder what did actually changed me? i'm still think as it would be the national service classes that changed me. but something still make me confused that my college life might be the reason for my maturity. why i want to figure? well, if i could i might do some change on someones life. ok ok, this might sound like some sort of pope kind of thing, hell no. its just i dont know why i like to help people. sometimes i could not stand as my friend behave negatively. i do my best as to change them but really everytime i try i fail miserably. maybe my approach is wrong i guess.

argh, so many stuff there are just act smart. thats all i can say. its ok if your swag is much like showing off but just know you limits.
behave smart, act smart, be smart.

Christina Perri Jar Of Hearts lyrics

2011-03-27T03:29:00.000+08:00

i'm so hooked to this song... here's the lyrics. although you guys might think that you'll get it from the net, well this is my blog so no one can dare to even judge me to do what... except my parents....ahahhaha, ok here's the lyrics for the song.....

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/jar_of_hearts.html ]
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

this song is about a girl would loved a boy with every part of her and he loved her deeply but he didn't fully understand what he had when he was with her, breaking up was the hardest decision she had to make, she could see he felt something for someone else even though he said he still loved her and would deny any feelings for the other girl, but he wanted to see if there was something better and not settle down just yet for he was only so young, so after she had enough of the lies she left him and he chose to purse the other girl, but all the while his first love was on his mind. She was still heart broken and still loved him, but hates what he did to her at the same time. even looking at him brought memories of what they had together, and she felt as though no one could replace what she had with him. a year goes by and throughout the year the boy stays with the other girl but knows it was not anywhere near the magic he had with his first love. he comes back into her life wanting her advice and help with what he should do, wanting his first love to tell him that she still needs him. but she has learnt never to trust him again, she will never let someone throw her away to find something better and then come to the realization that she was the best he could have ever had and expect her to jump straight back into his arms. he hurt her so deeply that just coming back into her life wont fix it, she wishes she never met him so he could have never hurt her, wishes he didnt have any control over her, and wishes she never fell in love with a liar. who does he think he is coming back into her life after lying and choosing someone else to replace her, it will never work because of all the hurt he caused, all the lies he said and the hate created. the scar will be with her for the rest of her life but its a reminder to her to never let someone steal a part of her again, never to be tricked into believing empty words but mostly it is a reminder to never be tricked by him again. the scar is a learning curve so she can only improve what she has from now on and as soon as there is doubt she will let her heart take over and end it before she gets another gash that should have been prevented from the start.

Born This Way by Lady Gaga is out!!!!

2011-01-30T04:45:00.000+08:00

here's the most anticipated song's lyrics ....

INTRO:
It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'cause you were Born This Way, Baby

VERSE:
MY MAMA TOLD ME WHEN I WAS YOUNG
WE ARE ALL BORN SUPERSTARS

SHE ROLLED MY HAIR AND PUT MY LIPSTICK ON
IN THE GLASS OF HER BOUDOIR

"THERE'S NOTHIN WRONG WITH LOVIN WHO YOU ARE"
SHE SAID, "'CAUSE HE MADE YOU PERFECT, BABE"

"SO HOLD YOUR HEAD UP GIRL AND YOU'LL GO FAR,
LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SAY"

CHORUS:
I'M BEAUTIFUL IN MY WAY
'CAUSE GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

DON'T HIDE YOURSELF IN REGRET
JUST LOVE YOURSELF AND YOU'RE SET
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

POST-CHORUS:
OOO THERE AIN'T NO OTHER WAY
BABY I WAS BORN THIS WAY
BABY I WAS BORN THIS WAY
OOO THERE AIN'T NO OTHER WAY
BABY I WAS BORN-
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY

DON'T BE A DRAG -JUST BE A QUEEN
DON'T BE A DRAG -JUST BE A QUEEN
DON'T BE A DRAG -JUST BE A QUEEN
DON'T BE!

VERSE:
GIVE YOURSELF PRUDENCE
AND LOVE YOUR FRIENDS
SUBWAY KID, REJOICE YOUR TRUTH

IN THE RELIGION OF THE INSECURE
I MUST BE MYSELF, RESPECT MY YOUTH

A DIFFERENT LOVER IS NOT A SIN
BELIEVE CAPITAL H-I-M (HEY HEY HEY)
I LOVE MY LIFE I LOVE THIS RECORD AND
MI AMORE VOLE FE YAH (LOVE NEEDS FAITH)

REPEAT CHORUS + POST-CHORUS

BRIDGE:

DON'T BE A DRAG, JUST BE A QUEEN
WHETHER YOU'RE BROKE OR EVERGREEN
YOU'RE BLACK, WHITE, BEIGE, CHOLA DESCENT
YOU'RE LEBANESE, YOU'RE ORIENT
WHETHER LIFE'S DISABILITIES
LEFT YOU OUTCAST, BULLIED, OR TEASED
REJOICE AND LOVE YOURSELF TODAY
'CAUSE BABY YOU WERE BORN THIS WAY

NO MATTER GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BI,
LESBIAN, TRANSGENDERED LIFE
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN TO SURVIVE
NO MATTER BLACK, WHITE OR BEIGE
CHOLA OR ORIENT MADE
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN TO BE BRAVE

REPEAT CHORUS

OUTRO/REFRAIN:

I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!
I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!

I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!
I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY HEY!

misfits...

2011-01-29T21:00:00.001+08:00

misfits an UK drama show. which i'm totally glued to it currently... here a some what is the show is really about.

Misfits follows five outsiders on community service who get struck by a flash storm and lumbered with special powers.

Hard as nails Kelly (Lauren Socha) can suddenly hear people’s thoughts, shamed sporting hero Curtis (Nathan Stewart Jarrett) discovers he has the ability to turn back time when he regrets something, and party girl Alisha (Antonia Thomas) can send people into a sexual frenzy when they touch her skin. Even painfully shy Simon (Iwan Rheon) can make himself invisible when he feels he’s being ignored, which makes it all the more hard to swallow for smart aleck Nathan (Robert Sheehan), who seems to have been unaffected, much to his dismay.

Curtis was a rising sports star whose goal was to compete in the 2012 Olympics. But his career is left in tatters after he’s caught with an illegal substance and is publicly shamed as he’s made an example under the eyes of the law.

Curtis is forced to trade his tracksuit for a jumpsuit and take part in Community Payback. Although he’s desperate to toe the line, Curtis hates being lumbered with a bunch of losers who can’t even paint a bench without getting into a fight.

After the storm, Curtis gets the gift of turning back time when he regrets something. With the heavy weight of regret on his shoulders, Curtis just needs to learn how to control his power.

Your first impression of Kelly might be that she is your common or garden chav who wouldn’t look out of place on Jeremy Kyle. And you may be right. Kelly wades in fist first. Her attitude is her suit of armour, accessorised with enough gold jewellery to really do some harm, and acrilycs that could have your eyes out. Behind that veneer though, Kelly’s got a heart of gold and is fiercely loyal.

When the supernatural storm hits, Kelly gets landed with a super power she could really work with; she can hear what people are thinking. And what they think of her. Stereotypical first impressions aside, Kelly also has to deal with hearing people’s thoughts in the most intimate of moments. As well as the secrets those around her would rather keep hidden.

As long as Alisha’s the centre of everyone’s world, then life is sweet. This party girl’s biggest concern is that she retains the title of Miss Shagable for another year running. When the party’s over she’ll jump into her car and find another one. Which is what got her into this minging jumpsuit and ankle tag in the first place.

The superficial and sassy stunner (and don't forget potty mouthed) is now stuck with the worst come down of all: a day job that might as well be shovelling shit for all she cares. Not only is Alisha cut off from her mates, forced to associate with losers all day and has a curfew; she’s also got a power that could seriously damage her social life. Because when people touch Alisha’s skin, they’re going to be so filled with lust, they can’t think straight.

Alisha soon discovers it’s much more of a curse than a blessing as she has to adapt to life with her new power, forcing her to reassess her relationships with the opposite sex.

Despite a sharp, calculating mind, shy, unassuming Simon is a social outcast who looks more like a Warcraft veteran than someone who would actually break the law.

Nervous to speak up, but desperate to make friends, Simon tries his hardest to be heard and accepted by the others, which helps to fuel everyone else’s suspicion he’s a little odd. His offers to help fall on deaf ears, or are ridiculed by Nathan. Which is a shame, because what Simon would like more than anything is to feel noticed and valued by actual people, as opposed to just the subscribers of his YouTube channel.

Reeling from the storm, Simon discovers that when he’s ignored, he becomes invisible. For one of life’s voyeurs, things got very interesting (and a little x-rated)

With an answer for everything, sarcastic wit, and a fondness for pushing things too far; your first impression of Nathan could be that he's massively irritating, which is something he seems to revel in. So when Nathan’s lumbered with this bunch of extremities, he’s got so much to play with.

Thing is, Nathan may realise having actual friends when you’re out on your ear is a good thing. Because underneath the cocky quips and sarcasm, Nathan isn’t as unemotionally untouchable as he makes out, which Kelly soon discovers

Despite being caught in the storm with the rest of the gang, and much to his annoyance, Nathan doesn’t seem to have a super power. But Nathan’s convinced there must be something he’s able to do; he just hasn’t discovered it yet.

its an awesome drama and i would advice you guys to watch privately, cause you dont wanna get caught up with your parent by watching people mating.

yea, there's a lots sex and bad words...ahahahaha.... so play smart...

to watch the drama you can get it in Youtube. click on the link below, the channel has until season 2.

http://www.youtube.com/user/ssrami

so till then have a nice day!!!

bye bye 2010.....

2010-12-26T02:36:00.012+08:00

wow, it has been another interesting year. i still remember on the end of 2009, saying " 2010, i'll hope u'll be good to me"

well sort ta i might say...

this year

what i've gain so far

well one of the best Birthday i've ever had.... it was with my great high school mates. a couple weeks before my parents said they wont be around town cause my dad's brother getting engaged at KL. so they'll be going 1 week before. And my birthday were coming soon, where i told my dad, he said why not celebrate there. and i was like " yeah with fuzz of your brothers engagement, they'll sure consider my birthday". for a sec i thought this gonna be like another boring birthday, but i had a thought why not i celebrate with my high school buddies. while my parents not around i can do whatever shit i want. it was like the greatest idea i've ever had... so what i did 1st was open an event at facebook, and invite all my friends. 1st my bestie friend Wahidah, she liked it much and supported me trou - out the whole event.. she helped me spearing the news to my other pals at the school. i had some confirmed guest trou my invitation by facebook. at the last minute my dad said he'll be at my birthday... thats it, all the plans are ruin, thoughts going trou my mind... and so i decided to tell him the plan. he hated it because i'm doing it alone and i was not aware of the danger. well i'll probably say he dont know my friend and he cant accept the fact i have grown up. then he agrees cause i lied that i have partially done the arrangements and no matter what people still will come.. so he like did not had any chance and he had to agree. on the day of my birthday i bring some of my friends to shop some stuff for my birthday, i did not realize they were buying me a birthday cake. i got suppriced all my Chinese friends showed up.. all thanks to deary Wahidah, for inviting them. i really had great time with them. at late night we had bbq. all of us lol by my pal Faez , who entertained us well.

and my gaga craze. ahahaha. well i was so obsesses with her song and her video. i still remember remember the day the i was waiting the whole day for the telephone music video to buffer due to my low internet coverage on the day of the video came out. and i still remember the day i was speechless after watching Alejandro video. i really dont know what to say after watching the video. i download all of her song. updated myself by watching all of the tv stage performance. i added her on facebook, follow her on twitter, downloaded her wallpaper and added it to my hand phone. more or less i was really crazy bout her. i defend her from people who talks her bad. and always dreamed that 1 day i might see her live and give her a hug and appreciate her what she has done to the music industry...

and my 1st time partying at clubs. u know when people says, "i become bad when i was in college", " the time i was corrupt was when i was college". well i think i might as well say it so... ahahahahahaha. but dont worry guys, i still can think and i ensure ya'll i'm still in control and can say myself, i'm still a good guy. my 1st experience to club was on the same week of my birthday. my high school pals brought me to club, i was excited cause i've never been before. and another expectation how might it look. and it was an awesome experience i got to say! i did not drink, but i did danced like hell. it was the 1st time i ever dance like that cause i'n not a casual dancer so it was something dancing in a club with your favorite music played loud. after we left, my friends said i behaved like a kid, and did show my machoness so i'll get hooked with hot chicks. well i said to myself, getting a chick drunk and bang them at the end of the day is just not me. i'm a goofy guy and i cant act as macho. and ruining a girl's life just like thats is so inappropriate. you guys might think i'm just saying this cause i cant get a chick under my arm. well it can be a reason, cause i'm not a good looking, but thats not the matter. i mean for god sake, come on, what the whole joy by cheating someone and having sex with an undesired girl? i did saw some of them making out at the club. it was so disgusting and immoral to act vulgarly while people around. i also did saw a young boy was kissing a.... erm.... how can i say this.... a half boy and a half girl person.... tranny?... ya a tranny.... i was like eeeewwwww...... and then danced...ahahahaha.... like i dont give a fuck whatever you guys do man.... i wanna dance cause the music is really aweosme..... ahahahaha.... and my friend, he's a bit short and skinny danced with a tranny too... well she was beautiful, and hard to figure if she a tranny or not. i did not gave a fuck too.... ahahahaha, and then my lectures birthday, i went too KL. people over there was more gentle... but what i saw was dahm beautiful girls.... wow, i rufused to drink a lot on that day. cause i was afraid that i might be a drunker in future. ya ya i know..... i'm such a kid..... so what.... it was a safe move...

Ow, and ya this isomnia problem were the greatest problem I’ve had this year… so many nights I waste by staying awake. I cant help it myself. I cant sleep, I try but I cant so many days I wasted just sleeping and staying awake at nights. what i meant on sleeping was during the day time. what do i do usually on night time probably be on the internet, if the net was slow i'll be on the tv. and bored bored ....mmm..... ya just bored.... it was for quite long, i had difficulties going class early or on the time. then my dad said i had move and do some exercise, because my body is not getting tired. although i hate his advice most of the time, but this time it kind da make some sense.... so i did some awkward stuff....lol..and it worked... i slept before 9pm and wake up early...

one of my happening stuff i did was working in a tuition center. many things happened. i did live my dream where i wanted to teach since i was young. and so i got to live my dream, but i did not knew the management was under working me like a slave. i did not till i found out when i was getting sallery quite low. i was confused cause i was acquired to work as a front office officer. and then they ask me to clean the floor. i was like ok since i have lot of time, i'll do it too... and then they ask me to mop, i was like hell no. i dont event mop my own house, and thats a janitor's job, i aint a janitor. i'm a front office officer. and there a dude where we studied in a same school and he's my superior. he said that its all in one. i was like, how can i explain this idiot the differences cause all he's saying is " it all in together ur job is". and i refuse and said my parents wont let me to do. and he said there are stuffs that my parent wont allow to do here too. and i was like in my mind, yeah dude banging ur boss who is a old fuck lady on top floor while ur employee (me) working downstairs, yeah no parent will allow that for sure. he was raising his voice to me and i was like, dude i aint doing it, and he started with the previous employees that worked here. dude i'm that stupid to be that guy and do all the work you give... unless if i'm getting payed high i will do the stuff you ask me to. he was behaving unfair and it was pretty much pissing me off. at september they were delaying the my payment, even the tuturs was getting the last week of the month. so i insist them to pay me the following month together cause as deepavali coming up i dont want to be the victim to spend stuff on my own.. the following month; december; i had hell of time. both of my boss and my superior did not show up to the tuition centre. cause they opened a religion center somewhere at their place. so i basically rulled the whole place. many times it black out, and the photocopy machine was doing its problem, buying new equipments with my own money.. i did had consider lots of stuff over there although i'm just a front office officer and should ignore this stuff cause it not in my job. and they did not pay me too.. 2 months of delayed pay.... who would be patient and no response from them either. school holiday started and tuition have to be closed and still not yet receive my pay. november i called and texted them many time and i got a response, they ask me to come on a monday. i was angry and i was expecting a raise and i requested to my superior. he blew like a nuclear bomb at me. dude u did not pay me for 2 months and i eventually took over the whole tution center for a month and hell yeah i'll aspect a raise on my pay. he said i cheated them and i was an idiot to work on their orders and not speak up bla bla bla... i was looking at his childness and how immature he's behaving to an employee and young person. if i continue debating with him whats the different between me and him. i had my final word that i wont accept the pay unless i get a raise and i'm quiting. he said he was about to sec me.. i had enough with all this nonsense and ur vulgurness. i tap the table loudly and i had my stand clearly that i wont accept this and your attitude, i will not continue talking with you i'm done here. at the end of the day my boss apologizes regarding the attitude and promised will give a raise. i still wont forget the argument that we had. i dont care if he's bigger than me and over worked me, the main point is i speak for my write. hell of experience.

in college as usual we had great fun and had all sort of classes which reminds me the best class i had for 4 months. the marketing management class. the best lecture and best class i've had, we have to invent a new product and present it. as usual i acted dumb in the class and it did entertain all. great time.

ow and did i had drama or what between my friends. since all my college mates are far away from my place i hang out a lot with some of my high school mates. one day my friend text me to hang out, but i was sleeping after an hour or something i woke and text him back and he refused cause i text him late and its raining. i dont what happend to me that day i scold him cause he usually dont hang out with us... and i apologizes but no reply...i was freaking out and my fren Wahidah gave some advice to give him some time. and he called back and said he was out of credit and he understood me...peeeww.......that end well.and another one that i called up my friend and messed up. i was having and idea to hang out and i called them out and brought them by my car and kept them wait at my house cause i need to grab some stuff. and my dad refuses to let me take the car since i have no car licence. he shout till my friends heard it. i was very embarrassed and one of my fren freak out... bad day ...very very bad day....

wow never blogged this long before... ahahahaha...but its great to look back what have happened and improving from it.. as well another happening year for me.. thanks 2010 for giving such a interesting, lovely, bitter, happy, bored, shitty and great moments. ahahaha..... thanks and bye bye 2010.

well now 2011, ow do i have lots of expectation on you or what... many resolution i have for you.. the 1st thing that coming up my mind is to workout and gain some meat on my body. i'm so thin and small, i wanna be big and strong... i'll blog my resolution nest year and Welcome 2011.

till then bye bye, take care and have a nice day!!!!

movies that brought great expectation... but did they?

2010-11-09T15:18:00.002+08:00

lately i've been watching some dvd movies that i've missed at the theater.
iron man 2, prince of Persia, she's not my league, etc...

to be honest i was in a great expectation to watch these movies, cause the article and the media did exaggerate a lot.

but when i did watched iron man.. i was not supriced of anything. i mean usually the tech they use in it will wow us, but in this movie, it was a bit more like"i've saw that before".
and the main character, tony stark (the iron man) looked more bitchier than ever. i'm not sure whether it is his character but it was a bit dull....

Price of Persia... what can i say... bore bore boring.........
i personally, was really excited to watch that movie. after i've watched i seriously did not aspect this. it was like watching alladin again. soo boring, they could add new elements, and my god, was the camera man drunk or wat. poor camera angles and poor definition compared to the currents.

but what did brought my mind dazzled was, she's out my league. wow, what a movie. is a bout a nerd with low-esteem been loved by a hot chick. he refuse her because he's not sure to believe her nor the love. good one, well done..

thats all, till then , take care guys and have a nice day...

i know...i know....

2010-10-18T01:10:00.006+08:00

yea yea... i know ....i'm a bad blogger...its nearly been 4 months i've blogged...
so do i care...ahahahahaha.... well i'll address tat as a bitch talk....

well the reason is i've been not sleeping well and tat leads me to huge laziness...

i think i've been affected by isonmia...
but i've heard people says its normal at this age....

and another i've to tell you guys, the weather.... OMG, is it getting worse or wat...
i'm getting devastated each time i'm off to my college...its like i gotta migrate immediately!!!

my frens says the world gonna come to an end... who knows...ahahahha....
well another thing...mmmmmmm........erm....i run out of idea... i'll come after with some cool stuff, sooner... till the , have a nice day!!!

2010-06-19T00:29:00.007+08:00

hola amigos...ahahaha

well what has been in my mind lately was lots of interesting, freaking, funny and shocking things....

well what had shocked me and also the world is the controversial lady gaga's music videoALEJANDRO.

Finally, after months of waiting, fans of Lady Gaga are delighted that the video for her latest single, Alejandro is released.

Like her previous videos, this one is outlandish too. But what is clear in this video is Gaga's homage to one of her heroes, Madonna. All the references to Madonna are here: sacrilegious imagery, simulated sex scenes, military-inspired wardrobe, a nod to Vogue and an updated cone-bra which doubles as guns! Directed by Stephen Klein, the fashion photographer who has worked with Madonna on many occasions, the Alejandro video runs just under nine minutes.

In earlier interviews, Gaga has revealed that the song is about her relationship with her gay friends. "It confesses my envy of the courage and bravery they require to be together," Gaga said. "In the video I'm pining for the love of my gay friends, but they just don't want me to be with them."

well my comment based on the video its just shocking and i dont know what to say. really, i mean her previous video had a sort of theme that we understand and enjoyed too. but in this video, its just so different and unspeakably beautiful. i know its trying to bring some sort of arts but its just nice to see some parts of it. finally 1 thing i can say is, only lady gaga can come up with this sort of things. that's for sure.

next is what keep be singing and download all of their song is GLEE!!!

man, am i so glued to this series or what man. amazing voice, spicy stories and scenes that just makes you to watch more. i started to watch it as an interest that made by the news, articles and many more..... and did i download a lot of song of it or what.... lol......

next which i'm glued to is mediacorp's channel 5 THE NOOSE.

funny news type of comedy which talks about random news that not much been cared or talk. like the characters and their sincerity to the roles...

basically its a parody of the news...

trust me u will lol like never before.

catch it at its website http://thenoose.mediacorptv.sg/index.html#

and lastly the fifa world cup.

well to be honest this time i was not excited as the last time. i mean there was no ouph or the excitement. maybe there was not enough advert i guess. but the matches is keeping the excitement going on. i mean all the great teams are giving great disappointment like France, Brasil and the stupid goal keeper of the england. i'm not a big fan of football, i dont even play football but this world cup just increases or creates the interest in you. no matter u hate it or u did not watch a single league in your life, but world cup just brings the excitement and interest in you that you wont even realize it.

well i guess thats all, till then bye bye and have a nice day...

since i've been gone.........

2010-06-01T16:41:00.012+08:00

wow, its really has been a while i blogged back huh.......

well i've been a quite bit busy in my classes and some assignments....

well but i still look into my blog....see whether anyone has comment or follow me... but still no changes... haiz......lol

i think mine would be the blog that has the less people following.....

WHAT EVA!!!!!

i open this blog just to express my feallings, my thoughts, news, exposure......etc.....

i feel happy when i write, so i would like to share the same happiness to the world.....

ok, what did i did since my last post..

mmmmmmm...

ow yeah.... my 19th birthday...

its my greatest b'day cause i celebrated with my x-high school mates....

ow, did i had a great time or what man!!!!

more pics...

its was funny when i seasoning the chickens for BBQ..... i dont know why, maybe it was slippery...

the dining area........

and the rest are just friends..................

BBQ time.....

group photo.....

and another one....

i did really had a great time, although my parent went back to their hometown... i had a tons of fun with my friends...

and thanks for the prices that ya'll gave me.... thanks and i've always love ya'll......

peace....

crazy and funny pics....

2010-04-02T21:52:00.011+08:00

hey guys....

well i've been looking some picture in tumblr again and thought why not share it with you guys....

1st this harry potter and batman parody...

this is so funny.......kanye

he's always an ass.......lol

now have u seen the up animated movie.... ever wondered where they got the inspiration for the scout kid?

snow white's life....

ahahahaha......all women's life.....

hard to solve rubik?

problem solved! lol

cute cat pictures....

ahahaha...nice pictures...

till then bye bye guys...have a nice day!!!