MY JOURNEY

Years Gone By

2014-12-10T20:29:00.000-08:00

I don't remember since when i've locked my journal into the drawer and never dig it out.

I'm enjoying my life now.

I'm thankful for the hard times because they make me stronger.

People grief when they lost so much.

But no matter what,

We're all getting through it in our own way.

Part of me was buried in the past,

and the least i could do is to move forward.

So now 2014 is nearly the end.

Will 2015 going to be even better?

< Moving on>

奔跑中的自己

2014-08-04T01:21:00.000-07:00

前些日子朋友在面书转载了段话：

“ 旅行中乍现的自我只为适应环境而生，一旦重返熟悉的生活，我仍继续扮演原来的角色，做一些框架内的事，毕竟有些事情实在太根深蒂固了，例如从前 ”

百感交集。

回来有些日子了，朋友们还是常常能够听我诉说着澳洲的点点滴滴，仿佛那里有着说不完的故事似的，感觉着我的灵魂还逗留在那里。不得不承认，我很想念澳洲，想念在澳洲所认识的所有人事物，想念在澳洲经历的一切所带给我的成长，想念澳洲的蓝天白云，想念澳洲的四季变换，想念澳洲的悠闲步调。

回国后的第一天，没有和朋友叙旧，没有开心的团圆饭，没有人开心的向我问好。

我站在最爱我的外公灵前，为自己的愚蠢请求他的原谅。因为去错了机场，没来得及赶上见他最后一面，飞机在他出殡前的那一天，落下我飞走了。

之后的我开始发高烧，被妈妈拖着去医院就医，测验结果证实是蚊症，就开始了每天到医院打点滴抽血的例常程序，足足折腾了我半个月。每天看见手上扎针后的淤青，我感觉麻木得不行。妈妈因为看见几宗蚊症死亡的案例，每天心惊胆战的祈祷我的血小板能够速速回升，把所有搜寻到的资料（该吃什么喝什么）统统用在我身上。因此，我在这半个月喝了无数瓶100plus, 八罐木瓜汁，每天往肚子里狂灌水，结果那时候的我皮肤特别好，无需什么特别护肤品就拥有水嫩嫩的肌肤，只可惜病好后我就开始大吃大喝起来，那时候的肌肤瞬时被我打击得惨败不堪。其实，我并不太在乎蚊症这回事，时常调侃着说现在蚊症那么流行，我怎么可以不赶一下，不然就落伍了。这句话给我妈妈说的时候，总是换来一副白眼。

那期间，爸爸妈妈的无微不至，亲戚朋友们的关心让我特别感动，我的血小板在那么多的大爱里头慢慢回升，而人早在这几个月下来的日子习惯了这里的一切。这无形中的习惯让我感觉那段澳洲的日子已经好遥远好遥远，我在自己出生的国度，自己熟悉的环境，熟悉的人群街道，继续扮演着原来的角色。那些在他乡乍现的自我渐渐地离我而去，过着一切仿佛就如同以前一样的日子生活着。

令我百感交集的那段话。也许就是因为感同身受吧。

也许因为太习惯了，我时常有被困的感觉，那种窒息感其实真的一点也不夸张。我没办法找出什么原因让我如此焦躁不安。这期间我无论做什么事都不能泰然自若，而且还常常一直有出走的想法。五月中旬，我很突然的收拾了简单的行李，飞去了不曾到过的东马，打算好好沉淀自己。那时候离我去香港的日子只差了几天。爸爸妈妈没有特别说什么，只叫我要小心，那时候的自己看着他们竟然有些酸酸的，觉得自己回来了还一直想要逃就觉得有些内疚。不过他们似乎能理解我这个最任性的小女儿，常常要我想清楚，说不管去哪里生活发展都无所谓，只要开心就好。

天下父母心，总是最暖心的。

爸爸妈妈，我想我总会找出最适合自己生活的方式，根深蒂固的也许不只是从前，包含着的也有从以前就一直延续下来的爱。而这个爱，就如同根深蒂固的从前。

Happiness is a direction not a destination. Thank you for existing. Be happy, be free, believe, forever young.

Hello Brisbane!

2013-02-22T00:06:00.001-08:00

I've been here for a week.

A thousand miles away from my family.

To start my new life.

And,

To move on.

I never really wondered one day i'd be here.

It's kind of like some foolish thinking happened juz in my dream.

I cherish every moments and every people i met.

Strangers around us.

But it's always full of fun to discover and explore the brand new things.

Never put yourselves in a situation that you were sitting there as an old man thinking

" Whay IF?"

Never regret anything.

Just do it.

So do I.

生日快乐天使

2012-11-23T22:21:00.005-08:00

回忆起鸿珠老师

眼泪总是不自觉的往下掉

不管什么时候

她总是以最美丽的姿态浮现在我脑海

我的天使老师

生日快乐

只要想起老师

我就可以再一次相信

一个人的真善美

是世俗的任何一切都无法与之媲美的

长大后的种种现实与无奈

偶尔会让我沮丧不安

但因为老师

我坚信对待这个世界

还是要抱持一颗真诚善良的心

好人不在乎会不会得到什么好报

只在乎自己为别人做了些什么

依然，

深深的感谢您

鸿珠老师

Journey with Mommy

2012-09-23T09:06:00.000-07:00

When i went back to Kampar to hand up my report and having my oral presentation, mom decided to come along with me. It was one of the great thing in life when having journey with mom! The memory between she and me =)

I like to make scrapbook to record down the journey and put some mini photos inside which can be a very fun DIY making section for killing time. It makes me happy and remind me of the memory of all those awesome experience.

Mom was exercising in Kampar park

Although Kampar is quite a boring place which you might find nothing to do when compare to the big city, but for nearly two years living in Kampar, i love to enjoy the fresh air every early morning when i wake up.There will be a lot of students jog beside the roads and sometimes they will give you a warm smile =)

Headed to Penang

I love Penang so much. I bet all of you already noticed that the famous mural painting news which you can saw it in newspaper or even facebook. A lot of tourists queuing up waiting to take photos of their funny pose with the paintings. So do I..Haha..It was so excited when you found the paintings in different locations but we found that some paintings were destroyed by some brainless fool. When you do not know how to respect the arts, you will not knowing how to live your life.

Happy Ever After!

It was a special art design with monkey on it =)

Ipoh is the last leg of our journey, mainly a food hunting trip on that day. I've tasted the best curry fish head in Up and Up Restaurants and i just wanna say it was a perfect dish! Read the link and you will know more: Up & Up Restaurant.

Dessert in Big Tree Foot

Full of mixed fruit!

Thanks for my friends who introduced the nice places and good foods for us. It was truly a wonderful and enjoyable trip!

悠悠

2012-09-12T05:16:00.002-07:00

如果喜欢是种负担
就把它戒掉吧
就像戒毒所的人
不管多爱吸
只要信念确定了
总有一天还是能回头是岸

很多时候
人跟人之间的伤害都是无形的
也许彼此都有自己的苦衷
那个不期望别人会明白的理由
那个觉得说出来也很无谓的荒唐
所以，就静默了

之后便等待时间来抚平这个伤口
以为有多深呢
其实也许就没什么大不了的

了解一个人不是在乎越多就越明了
两颗心的相通
有时就是靠着一种缘分

请别说你总是被默默抛在身后的那个人
你凝望的那个背影
也许也是曾经被那背影前方的那个人所遗忘的

你的伤痛你的失望
背影不是不懂
只是
很多事就是这般无奈让人无力

有时候，不是不曾回头去看
固执的心不是不为所动
只是
也有想等待奇迹的心
你也会明白的那种
始终相信会发生的奇迹

所以才会提醒自己
无论如何都要好好过自己的生活
不管过去是多么痛心过失望过
也不会期望任何人的怜悯和同情
因为总会发现其实并没有别人想象中的那么悲哀和可怜
而那些怜悯和同情在那刻又会显得多么的表象和做作

永远都不要忽视自己未来会很美好的可能性
这也许就是坚强下来的顽强信念

岁月神偷里吴君如说过

一步难，一步佳

难一步，佳一步

总要信

就这样走下去

结果是如何虽然不清楚

但要的佳步总有一天会被踩上的

总要信。

99's SHOW

2012-08-19T10:31:00.000-07:00

Here's to update the day of the 99's school anniversary since it had been ended a weeks ago! Been so busy and tired for those days, however it was really an unforgettable experience in my life. =)

I luv the day 812

I'm kinda a big fan of guitar club, of them all. They are always full of energy and young spirit, hang out with them could make me younger more five years..haha!

There are photos of The Phantom Of The Dream fashion and hair show for the day. I was so sad that i have no chance to take my camera to shoot any photos with all those people. Only collect these photos from some photographers:

Luxurious gown

They look awesome!

Busy- ing

My cool sister

Sis was definitely looks stunning in her mermaid style gown!

Princess and the QUEEN

My face looks so V in tis photo..haha..thanks Benz =)

Sis's hair-dresser

Especially thanks to my ROMAN Junjie
( Looks so awkward when posing..haha! )

Hair Show

Bosnian style

Billion thanks to my dear Yengdao hair-dresser =)

Keep laughing when talking to them *Big Smile* Funny three styler!

We've been putting our effort to the show so much, especially the Zen Haute Coiffure =) All the training and rehearsal truly paid off on that memorable day. Feel grateful to all those people who came for support us.

Thanks for mommy's coming. Luv u MOM!

A lot of people told me that i was too skinny when standing on the stage..haha..maybe i need to gain more weights? Yet i think it was because i wore a black suit that made my body figure even more skinny! No matter what, it was a great day for me =) For Leo and Trevor, glad to meet you guys and thanks for giving me such an awesome experience. *Hug*

莫忘我

2012-08-17T20:15:00.000-07:00

每段旅程都有结束的那一天，离别的时候，心情总是好复杂。而夹杂其中最重的情感莫过于不舍的悲伤。足以消耗掉你满满的能量，让你打不起哪怕是一点点的精神来。

现在的我，就是这样要死不死的蠢样。

当很多朋友在兴奋的宣布实习结束有多开心多快乐的另一边的我，有着和他们截然不同的心情体验。我就是开心不起来，更甭说兴奋这词儿。忍不住想长叹一声：“唉～～～～！”

不过还是很庆幸有这种感觉。因为这样就代表我这段日子有多开心。虽然是实习生，但是和不同的学生相处的时光都是超级难忘的 =）感觉自己回到了十七岁？哈哈谢谢你们把原本已经很白痴的我弄得更白痴, 谢谢你们都觉得我看起来和你们一样年轻，让我完全忘记了我已经二十#岁。（虽然这代沟偶尔还是会存在哈哈哈）

接下来是特别写给我特别的两位朋友，哈哈别在那里暗爽对号入座！）
我想说的一言难尽。
完毕～
哈哈和你们久了害我那么那么的废 = =

谢谢你们那么好～～
好到我很想哭，真是的
你们真的让我很不懂怎样形容。两个人可以害我那天晚上心情低到一个极点T.T
我很奇怪为什么我们的八字那么合？哈哈
感谢老天让我遇见你们，让我有那么一段超级难忘的回忆。
也许我们一样三八，一样白痴，一样是好人！哈哈
为了表达我的感激，我打算送你们一人一个 =)

亲爱的愉雯嘉嘉，请自行挑选，我可以无报酬帮你们传达任何#￥% 交通也包啊哈哈哈
不要太兴奋叻你们两个，尤其是嘉嘉哈哈

好了，废完了我
其实只希望你们可以开开心心的不许再Emo了！
你们看，我第一次写长长一大篇的华文字，好像写超级白话长篇作文一样，应该只有你们会把它看完啊哈哈

不知道为什么，总觉得我们的相聚真的超像灰姑娘，每一次都是等待时间把我们拉开，只是你们不是我的王子，哈哈，不过你们是比王子还重要的人！

祝福你们以后可以遇见像我一样好的人，哈哈哈，然后再跟他炸到熟熟 =)
Wait for the 2nd and 3rd ADVENTURE! Lol!

Hard to say 88

2012-08-14T23:04:00.002-07:00

Feelings of empty immersed when everything comes to an end. Gonna leave here and it could be my first time that i hate the student's holidays..without them the office surely remain a bit loneliness the whole day long. Only left two more days to say goodbye to them and somehow make me so sad. My emotion is pretty unstable these days. Dear my lord, what actually happened to me? I hate to say goodbye when i'm not sure when will meet up to those people i treasure so much. I juz wish that i could have more and more days to go to gather with them.

BUCK UP!..I must lifting my spirit up to give my internship a happy ending =)

Dudong~~!

This is our first TWO-PERSON photo, with my dear primary old mate Serena..haha..took this photo after our tiring rehearsal of model show. Though we are same age but everyone said that i looks like a teenage girl when stand beside Serena. She got a model like figure which i so admire..lol..Miss my old mates so muchhh..Always make me happy when remembering the time of my childhood period. ^O^

Those old memories that i'd never forget.

既生瑜何生亮

2012-08-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

带伤迎战超级丹

左林右李步步惊

全民同心望君赢

李君饮恨奥运金

众人皆知力已尽

成败乃以成定局

林子笑傲羽赛场

李子心碎梦断矣

马国人民皆痛心

小民向您致个敬

勇气实力你都行

虽败犹荣拿督李

满满祝福伴你心

没有遗憾的人生并不美

虽然总免不了失落难过

但在大家心中已是一位真英雄

这两个不相伯仲的选手的的确确带给我们很多的精彩

高手与高手之间终有一方缺少那么一点运气

谋事在人，成事在天

无论结局如何

我们马来西亚都应该为这第一枚奖牌感到骄傲

加油吧我的国家

Roost Juice+ Bar

2012-08-02T00:19:00.002-07:00

It's quite a pity to miss out the unique Roost Juice+Bar if you're a joharian. From the beginning when i stand in front of the entrance, i was deeply attracted by it's rustic charm, and you might be wonder " Is this shop still opening?"..yeah, the place is pretty cool! The vintage furnishings of the shop once again sucked me in. Juz as the owner said, this is not a place just for drink and food. For me, this is a great place for hanging out. Deco arts of Roost could bring you back to the 1970's and every little single stuff here will bring you an eye-opening look. It's so full of glamor and retro feel. I luv it!

When i ask my friend, " Wow, this place is freaking amazing! It's juz so special and different from others!! Hey, do you ever think to deco your house like this? "

Here's the coldly response from my dear friendddddd.

" Ohhhh please, do you really think that you wanna live in 70's era EVERYDAY??! You're absolutely INSANE! "

Yes yes yes...admittedly i'm easily to go crazy with this kind of special setting and i'm always having some sort of girlish fantasy thinking..hahaha..but seriously if you want to build your own dreamy house, rather build it with your own spontaneous creation instead of those luxurious, non-distinctive style. Try to find out more buildings with unique architectural features. Sometimes, you might get inspired. =)

If you find this place interesting and wanna find out more, go to this link : http://roostjuicebar.blogspot.com/

Bridge One!

2012-07-24T23:57:00.003-07:00

Last Saturday , i went for a band show at Jln Tan Hiok Nee culture street where is one of the busiest street in downtown JB. Though i live in JB for such many years, it was my first time to visit the street in weekend! I was truly amazed.

Red House

Bridge One -- they are indeed a great young band for me. =)

They are hot-blooded youngsters!

Soooo Highhh

So glad to know them in my intern period =)

Foon Yew bazaar made me think of my high school time

Cute Jiajia, she is a super FAN of Bridge One!

Lead singer of the band Yeewen, i luv her voice <3

' Hey, we're BRIDGE ONE! '

About 11pm.. while i went to take my car i found that it was juz stuck in nightly markets! It's totally drove me crazyyy and helpless..some more the pasar malam only end at 2am..so my friends suggested to go for a movie..though i was damn tired but no other way to do. Well..it was kinda a waste to sleep in the cinema and missed the Batman for three hours! Fortunately Jackie and his girl got came to watch the movie with us..or else i'd be reluctant to walk back to the street..keke..thankiu Jackie =)

I'm damn lazyyy and sick these days..next time will blog about the street and band with more details to you guys. Stay Tuned!

我说

2012-07-16T23:56:00.001-07:00

我喜欢用 “我说” 来做个开场白

因为心里很多话要说
却不知道该从何说起

我就是这样喜欢故弄玄虚扮神秘
神秘到有时候自己也不知道自己

老早就明白成长的过程夹带点点无奈是必然
也是一种必需
所以看开化淡一切一点也不难

记得我姐就是放张照片在阿公家的玻璃隔盖的桌子上
就觅得一位如意郎君
我妈那天竟然说要帮我也放张照片上去
看能不能也让我牵条如意红线
（很俗啊我才不要）

其实我周围的人几乎都在恋爱来恋爱去

这边宝贝那边老公
另一边厢儿就迪尔迪尔的
（怕甜不死我吗？！）
（还是吃不到葡萄硬说葡萄酸的心理？？）
“ 你也快点去找个吧，都要凋谢了的野花了”

单身了很久
久到忘记了两个人在一起的日子应该是怎么过的
久到连自己都会开始怀疑自己
自己还会不会拥有曾经那股喜欢人的傻劲儿

不过
也没所谓啦
单身很适合我
虽然有时候看见成对的情侣
不自觉的去寂寞寂寞

就寂寞寂寞就好
我还是相信爱情的吧？
哈反正恋爱暂时不在我的考虑范围内

有朋友有家人就够了
（好像在自我安慰）

如我这样骄纵任性的女生
连我妈都说：“哪个男人可以受得了你？”
（妈是在拆我台吗？）

但是我知道她很爱我
爱得让我完全不想去交男朋友
我姐快出嫁了

家里的人如果都嫁出去了
我妈还剩什么？

那种孤单寂寞
我实在不想她承受

当妈妈失去等待女儿放工回家的期待
每晚和爸爸两个人你看我我看你
少了我们这些小贴心的家
妈妈肯定不习惯

所以，
“你找个入赘的吧！”
哈哈哈我妈很可爱
但是听起来这似乎是她心底里的某种期盼

可我不管，
我的家，
以后一定要有我，我爸，我妈
我的另一半
可以有他，有他爸，有他妈，
就是不能不可以有我和我爸妈

这样娶我很值得
家有一老，如有一宝
谁娶到我，还附送两个珍宝
值嘛

我的未来怎样
谁都不知道

我接受老天给我的安排
当然
相信在某年某月某一天
会出现那个
让我幸福的人

可以接受我张沁贤（就是这样）的那个人
当然感觉永远都是最重要的 =)

Uncle Jang in JB!

2012-07-12T03:22:00.001-07:00

Finally, i got a chance to have a catch up with Gavid last night! Thanks him so0o0o much for bringing me to Uncle Jang for the very first time to enjoy an awesome dinner night =) Gavid is the regular customer in Uncle Jang, but i still felt so surprised about his " close" relationship with them..keke..dun get me wrong..i say so because last night after we sat down and ready for ordered, Auntie Jang came to us and started to talk with Gavid for " quite a periods of time" ! So i kept smiling and sat down in the corner quietly to scan through the menu while listening their conversation.

Dun miss out Uncle Jang's speciality " Dak- Galbi"! Unlike the usual Korean Restaurants, Uncle Jang serves the special Dak- Galbi which is a popular South Korean dish( *Uncle Jang is also came from Busan..haha) generally made by stir-frying marinated diced chicken in chili pepper paste based on ingredients of sauce, sliced cabbage, sweet potato, scallions and rice cake together on a huge hot plate, that we so called" Zakbalang"..haha

Rice Cake =)

You'll have to order a minimum of two portion, either spicy or non-spicy. Since Gavid can't eat spicy, my tolerant level for spicy is also limited, therefore we decided to go with the non-spicy flavour. Besides, Gavid ordered a Pork Gulgogi for me to try. It's savory and sweet! The pork meal taste like my mommy-cooked which i do have this very often at home =)

Pork Gulgogi Basita!

UNCLE JANG =)

Gavid was full!

Ahad

Personally, i was flattered by their warm reception. The waiters in Uncle Jang are super friendly and nice! While Gavid and me were having our Dak-Galbi dishes, they all came around us and talked to us though they can't speak English very fluently. I did really enjoy my dinner night in Uncle Jang =)

UNCLE JANG has the other three branches in Mont Kiara, Puchong, and Ampang. The one i've tried is JB Bukit Indah branch where located at :

Uncle Jang Korean Restaurant:

Address :	17, Jalan Bestari 5/2, Taman Nusa Bestari, 81300 Skudai, Johor.
City :	Johor Bahru
Country :	Malaysia

Mille Crepé in Maco

2012-07-10T22:14:00.002-07:00

Here's a highly recommended place for chill-outs,dates and hightea with quite reasonable price but nice atmosphere! Two days ago, i met up with my friend in this Maco Café, i must say i was definitely impressed by its interior decorations. I am kind of person who is truly crazy to explore the interior design of different kind of shops and guesthouses,whatever. Maybe i got an idea to build my own dreamhouse someday? lol.. I swear to myself it would be a MUST-DO thing in my future to have my own special, stylish, cozy home sweet home..may my dream comes true =)

When we reached Maco Café, it was only few people there. May be due to Monday BLUE, everybody choose to stay at home after a tiring day instead of outdating? At last, we are the only customers in the café. It was extremely quiet and peaceful..damn funny when we realized we'd been lower our voice AUTOMATICALLY and suddenly my friend gave out a shout..I must admit that i juz felt so embarrassed but couldn't bear to laugh out when all the staffs turned their head back to us..oh dear! = =

Paintings & artworks

Mille Crepes ♥

I'm not a big coffee fan, but i love to taste their Mille Crepes..there are a good variety of pastries to choose from display and you'd be served a glass of iced-water for free! My friend said Nadeje's Mille Crepe in Malacca still the best, where i've planned my next destination to go..no matter what, it's still a nice place to chill yourself! =)

Maco Café and Bakery

65, Jalan Sutera Tanjung 8/2, Taman Sutera Utama, 81300 Skudai, Malaysia. (Near Sutera Mall, JB)

Tel: 07 5568490

Website: http://maco.com.my/

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MacoCafeBakery?sk=wall

Opening Hours

Mon – Thu: 12pm-10pm

Fri – Sat: 12pm-1am

Sun: 12pm-10pm

Embrace your life

2012-07-09T17:18:00.003-07:00

In the entire whole of life, most of us could barely satisfied with our own life. We possibly spend our precious time to pry into private life of others. We keep complaining about the hectic life of city like.When things don't work out we always blame God and question why He let us down but never realized YOU, alone, are the only one to created it. So guys, please never waste your time to grumble about this and that, it never works but only get things worse. Give yourself a best smile everyday and if you can, any moment! Sounds like crazy but it worth to give it a try =)

To be a temporary counselling teacher, i am so glad to have a lot of lovely students around me. They are so sweet and kind =) How fortunately i'm to be here to get along with them! I'm happy to show you guys my first handmade little gift from one of my students, who came from Korea and honestly I was so excited when i know that his hometown is just my favourite dancer's hometown where in Busan!

Here's the little cute "Bread"

Sometimes, i might think that my life is not perfect as others, yet i always appreciate and feel grateful to God by giving lots of joy for my life. I love my life, and i will keep going to strive to be a better man!

Embrace your life, always.

Save your children

2012-06-27T18:25:00.002-07:00

As i grew older, it's like someone's hit the accelerator pedal and the years are whooshing by. Looking back to my past stories, i'm not sure whether i've grown to be more mentally mature now? Perhaps i supposed to be changing a lot, i guess that the only one which stay unchanged is that i still kept my baby face well-maintained but my views towards different kind of things no longer same as before.

Since the beginning of my internship, i've been imaging the scene of how i'm going to handle a case and what should i suppose to do. NOW, a case is given to me. It's about a rejected child.

Today, as usual, i was being an observer in Mr Law's counseling class and something went wrong in the midst of the class. There was a boy who helped pressing the next button of the ppt too quick and some of the boys started to accuse him, is like verbal abuse, the little boy then turn around and screamed:" You are all PIG!" Mr Law called him to be calm and waited outside of the class. He then gathered all the troublemakers and the rejected boy to talk for about half an hour time after the class ended.The pity boy was cried Eventually, i was in.

Rejected child is someone who is strongly disliked by all his peers. They normally have the difficulty to interact with his classmates. It's not an easy task to handle when it involved both parties and have a need of compromise between both sides. The boy was upset and confused, he said he'd rather being alone even resist to attend the class. I saw his depressed and hatred. But also, a hope. A hope to get better.

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

生活不是等待暴风雨过去，而是要学会在雨中跳舞。

21st

2011-08-24T09:31:00.000-07:00

20th Aug, i lost one of my babe.

Because of my careless and blur.

It's hurt when i saw him struggling until died.

Feel srry to Stefen..she's alone right now.

I hate the feeling of losing something that precious for me.

Things getting imperfect whn everything around me seems getting well.

I miss my babe. RIP.

I had a wonderful 21st birthday. Although without my dear family to celebrate together with me..luckily i got my lovely friends beside me..I'm a lucky person. Truly.

It was nice and somehow meaningful..i appreciate it. =)

Thanks my houesemates woke up so early in the morning went pasar to prepare the mianxian for me.

Taste like mommy's cooking. Yum Yum.

Got many birthday cakes on my day. Make me feel like growing ages in one day..

but i almost dun mind getting another year older..

I like tis so much..really not willing to eat it..damn cute..

Finally, i'm 21st. Time to say bye for my youth.

Is getting more and more fat..don't care at all !

This year, i blown out LOADS of candles..

Candles again. I was indeed surprised..it was very beautiful when light up all the candles..

but the candles keep losing their flames..it was uneasy to kept alight..yet, i love this.

I really wanna thanks all of my lovely friends..all those surprises and celebration made me touched and happy.hmm.. thanks all of you so much for celebrating my Big 21 with me. A nice trip, delicious dinner, great drinks, chitchatting and good friends..what more could a girl ask for?

My lsh Miss Wong, what a thoughtful 'wife' u're..i was nearly cry when i received your gift. miss u so much. Hope can see you soon..faster come back okay?

Wen, Jingshan and Jaclyn, i was really got a big shocked when entering my room..Ah..ah..! haha..Like! Thank u guys sooo much <3

Siting, Qiufen and Huikee, specially thanks ur birthday call and lovely wishes..though i dun always meet up with you guys..but i know we always remember each others deep in our heart =)

Too much to say for all my friends..thank you, still a thank you. Also, my dear family, thanks for the gift..thanks for everything.

It was an awesome birthday. Thanks for making it so special.
Lucky.

每一年都在变化。

去年今年大不相同。但那份感动却有增无减。

上天关了你的一扇窗，总会替你开启另一道门。

仍然感谢曾经的那扇窗陪我走过的那些日子，不管忘记与否。

我的宝贝，原谅我这大糊涂主人。会惦记着你。

Miss u Ms Wong

2011-07-18T21:08:00.000-07:00

Miss my lsh so much <3

How i wished you could still at here

talking with me a lot of craps and sampat things

please come back ASAP!

big Bug and little Bug

They are Ms Wong's lovely doggies

pretty kawai =)

We plan to have a golden retriever few years later ..haha

juz hoping it would be coming true someday

突然想刷牙，所以就刷了个牙，洗了把脸
突然想洗澡，所以就洗了个头，想冲了个凉
突然想睡觉，所以就躺在床上，发了个梦
突然想大便，所以就上了个小号，顺带大了个便
突然想你了，所以就给你这信息，让你知道我想你了>,~

< Oopss..wrong message! >

i know tis da msg u wanna give me..dun gege ~ hehe

Juz wanna tell u i'm missing you, my lsh !

Cheers!

2011-07-11T19:41:00.000-07:00

Met a good-hearted person today.

It cheers my day =)

Helping people always a happy thing in life.

As long as there are people in need,

do all you can for that particular person.

That's what makes the world go round.

I juz want it

2011-07-06T00:15:00.000-07:00

PASSION.

It's never too old to do anything. As long as i stick to it. Trust myself.

Yes, i really wanna in.

Go for it.

Always live your life the way you want to live it.

Better in time.

2011-07-03T00:42:00.000-07:00

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Getaway

2011-06-27T19:33:00.000-07:00

It's hard to make a choice anytime..choosing something that lead you to become better..it's not easy. Chances are there, but always have loads of things to be considered. Especially limited in right now situation. It's even make me feel horrible when i have a desire to do something that i always wanted to do but totally couldn't get it. If you always think of your dream as something you'll be doing in the future, there's a good chance it will always remain in the future. How many futures do i get?

Because i have grew up, and there are too much helpless in adult world. Now i don't know why i'm stuck in here. I wanna run away from this world and its rule. Sometimes it disgust me. It was days like this that made me want to quit. However, reality doesn't allowed me to do that. Why on earth i keep running away from everything? did i make a wrong choice again?

There will never have anyone tell you what is the best for you. Making choices is about your own stuff..not related to others. if we never challenge ourselves, we could doubt ourselves eventually..i started to doubt myself..i need to show myself and prove it the choices i've been making is right and good for me.

What if i choose to escape for this time?

If you doubt yourself, then indeed you stand on shaky ground. ——Henry Bison.

Sick in bed

2011-06-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

Please lar! If you're sick, just simply stay at home OK?

OKAY.

A beautiful Saturday morning which i let the day slip away without doing anything at all. Yups, so i stay at home, like a handicapped unable to do anything but lying on the bed to sleep all day long. I have no idea how many tissues been wasted by me when there are a bunch of snot coming out from my nose while i keep sneezing again and again. Maybe i should use a handkerchief instead of those pieces of tissue papers..

I have loads of homework and midterm to prepare for next week..and i have school today..but i can't focus on anything since my head hurts so bad..the worse is that i noticed there are lots of unexpected pimples over my face "unexpectedly"..why do they all come during my sickness? feel like a crap right now..

It seems like a regular process when i'm going to fall sick..

1.Initially sore throat comes with headache and fatigue..2.Flu virus attack follow by running fever.

However, though i can realise that and try to avoid to get sick by drinks litres of water and sleep early but still no works! It ends up with wake up the next morning and facing the same situation or maybe, getting worse.

Hopefully fast fast to end tis nightmare soon.

2011 Father's day

2011-06-21T08:06:00.000-07:00

今年的父亲节还是选择了回家和爸爸一起度过 =)

到了Nusa Bestari 的
Monsta Cafe庆祝

那里是个不错的地方

他们的小甜点都做得好精致

这是 illy coffee

它的咖啡听爸妈姐姐说都很赞

不喝咖啡的我只觉得它的咖啡纹样好漂亮

之后我们在家举行了小小的颁奖仪式

虽然有点幼稚

但是看见爸爸超开心的笑容就很满足 ~ ^

我们做了最佳爸爸妈妈奖状给亲爱的爹地妈咪

还有每一年都会做的卡片

看爸爸超级可爱的笑容

让我现在又开始想念他了

本来我们只打算做张奖状给爸爸

但是妈妈看见了却吵着说她应该也该有一张

哈哈

所以我的爸爸妈妈现在就是名副其实的

= world's best mommy and daddy =

当然，他们绝对实至名归

我的宝贝爹地妈咪是没有任何人能替代的

因为不管任何时候

永远不放弃我

永远不丢下我

一直在鼓励我

给我加油的

始终是他们

♥ Love you my dad and mom ♥