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You don't have to be perfect for anyone, it's someone that has to find you perfect as you are.

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Wed, 30 Jan 2013 08:11:00 +0000

Lonely

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Thu, 10 May 2012 19:05:00 +0000

Dear god the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when im not around when im much too far away... :'(

Kaluthara Temple

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Sat, 02 Jul 2011 19:09:00 +0000

Kaluthara Temple
Originally uploaded by Supun Praneeth

Let Me In

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Fri, 01 Jul 2011 15:10:00 +0000

Let Me In
Originally uploaded by Supun Praneeth

A bullied young boy befriends a young female vampire who lives in secrecy with her guardian.

I am alone..

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Tue, 06 Jul 2010 14:47:00 +0000

I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just
thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is
no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and
no one knows... :'(:'(

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Fri, 25 Jun 2010 14:21:00 +0000

I'm so sory my best friend "ALONE". I really miss you. bcoz I have now a new bestfriend. Do you know her? she is ..............(gues)

Mom, I Love You !

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Sat, 20 Feb 2010 04:30:00 +0000

I remember, that day whenever I was on a ferry, and I saw my mother was waving her hand to me with tears shed to the ground. That past always in my heart until now.

Mom, I want to tell you a story,
To hug you along the way,
As if your love only for me,
No hatred, but tears shed beneath a time,
I wish my hand strong enough to write,
An experience of life between the stars of night,
Sleep with the power of love,
Mom, please hear your heart,
Keep close and hold me,
Mom, I love you, and always smile !

Sri lanka beautiful baby

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Thu, 11 Feb 2010 12:16:00 +0000

Sri lanka beautiful baby
Originally uploaded by spmsupun

Contact me get original photo - spmsupun@gmail.com

An Entrapment

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Wed, 20 Jan 2010 10:37:00 +0000

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.

Ending Her Cries

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 18:52:00 +0000

I looked into her eyes
I got lost in their depth
A glance into the future
Revealing the secrets she kept
For so many years she cared too
Yet we were both afraid to say
We avoided each other
completely...
Every time, simply another day
She cried to me one night.
~Please help, I don't know what
to do~
I wrapped my arms around her
body.
~It is okay now, I'm here with
you~
She told me about her
boyfriend,
He cheated, and hurt her bad...
I told her not to worry...
But in the inside I was getting
mad.
I held back my anger...
And I comforted her instead.
Playing with her hair,
She lay still on my bed.
I leaned over to kiss her cheek,
She smiled and turned to me.
~Thank you for being there...
I Have finally learned to see~
With that she drifted off,
I left her quietly sleeping.
~How could anyone want to
hurt her? ~
I ran through thoughts, my
heart leaping.
I met up with her boyfriend,
Swung out of pure love and
rage.
A knife stabbed through my
stomach..
~God where were you today?~
My head smacking onto the
pavement,
My breath getting thin...
My vision blurred and fading
slowly...
This was a battle I could never
win.
As this darkness consumes me...
Light fills my eyes...
I am proud to have lost my life,
If it meant ending her cries...

Just Friends?

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 18:50:00 +0000

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you
think.
When you hear my name, do
your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every
night?
Wish to hug me and hold me
tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run
through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did
find.
It drives me crazy as to what I
should do,
Should I risk a friendship and
confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings
inside,
Keep them locked up, let them
hide?
I just don't know what to do
anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's
sore.
I love you more than you could
know,
And I don't want to ever let you
go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end.

Would you just listen?

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 18:48:00 +0000

Would you just listen and please
don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the
very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The
memories we shared,
And just remember that once
upon a time, you really cared.
Now think about how we
parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak,
remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth
about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know
that my heart broke bit by bit.
The pain was deep, unbearable
and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness,
all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I
am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am
beginning to forget what I have
not.
You were a special part of my
life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my
heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy
memories that I'll keep in my
heart,
Although sometimes I wish that
you and I didn't have to part.
You were my first love and my
true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache,
sadness and never ending pain, I
know,
You and I had something special
and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving
someone else will always seem
strange.
Would you just listen and please
don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that
once upon a time, we said
forever,
That I had hopes and dreams,
that I was the one who threw
them away,
And this is something I will
always regret until my dying
day.

Love You

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 13:59:00 +0000

She asked me..: "Who is your
enemy?" I replied and proposed
her saying..: My worst enemy is
my HEART, Coz its mine but beats
for you.., I Love you my Princess....

Friendship

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 13:54:00 +0000

A daily thought A silent tear A
Constant wish that u r near
Words are few but thoughts r
deep Memories of our friendship i
will always keep

Only One In My Lifetime

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 13:50:00 +0000

There are 12 months a year.. 30
days a month... 7 days a week...
24 hours a day... 60 minutes an
hour... but only one like you in a
lifetime .

I need you

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Sat, 19 Dec 2009 17:05:00 +0000

Every day
When I think of you,
I almost cry,
I almost cry because
I know,
I know how you feel and that,
That we will never be,
It's just like,
Like my world and my dreams
Have crashed down,
Down around my feet,,
And I wish,
I wish I didn't have a heart
That I could love you with,
Love you with forever,,
And every time,
Every time I look at you,
I want to fall to the ground,
I want to sob and to cry
And to scream and to shout
Because I know,
I know that you don't,
That you don't want me,
You want her
And it breaks me apart
And
Tears me up
To know this,,
And every time I speak to you
I wonder,
I wonder "will this be the last
time?"
Because love is so
Unpredictable that,
That you would probably be
gone,
You would be gone by
tomorrow morning
And I would have to cry,
I would cry myself to sleep
For the rest of my life because
I know that I love you
And I always will,,
And even though my heart,
Although it is shattered to a
million and one pieces,
I will always love you
With all those pieces
But you don't seem to realize,
You seem to be content
You seem to be comfortable
with
Breaking my heart,
You seem fine with making me
cry
Every day and every night,,
Are you happy?
Because it seems that you are
It seems that you are enjoying
life
Even though I'm not,
Even though thoughts,
Thoughts of suicide flashed
through my mind,,
You don't care, do you?
Are you so selfish that,
That you won't even talk to me
Let alone look at me
When I want you to,
When I need you to,
When I need you to tell me that,
That I should keep looking
Because there are plenty of fish
in the sea
And that you're not the one,,
I don't have the bait
To hook you on,
I don't have the drugs
To make you high,
I don't have the candy
To make your mouth water
And i don't have the stuff
For which you would die,,
I don't have anything at all
That discerns me from just a
human being,
No special qualities
Because I am just me
I don't have a brilliant talent
Or rare good looks
I don't have a hot body,
Because my sister took it all
For herself.
So I guess that,
I guess that I'll just keep crying,
I'll keep quitting,
I'll keep dying,
And I'll keep trying to fit in
With the qualities you look for
in a girl
But I know I'll never get there
Because you're the type of guy
Who every chick wants,
You're the type of guy
everyone needs
But no one needs you as much
As I do,,
I need you to be there
To put a smile upon my face
To hold me when I'm sad
To carry me when I'm down
I need you to be my guardian
angel
Because only you can save me
from death,,
I need you to be my one
To help me breathe, to help me
sleep
To help me cry, to help me try
To help me hate and to help me
love
And only you can do all this
Because I chose YOU,,
But I don't think you realize
How much I truly want you
No - how much I truly need you,
How much I truly love you,,
I think you think it's all some
joke
When you're the only guy
For whom I have ever truly
loved
And when you're away, then I
will cry,
If you needed help, I swear I'd
try
If you get hurt then I'd die.
If I told you that I love you
Right to your face
Would you love me
Too?
If I gave my heart to you
Would you take it, that be that,
Or would you throw it away
Or tear it in two?
I've liked plenty of guys before
And it all ended bad,
So I've set up my choice
That I'd only ever choose
someone
Who was you,
That I'd only ever love you
And no one else
And I always have loved you,,
I'd always promise to be true
Because I NEED you
I need you to love me
I need you to hold me
I need you to hug me
I need you to comfort me
I need you to be there
I need you to kiss me
I need you, I just need you,,
To make me feel happy and sad
To make me frown, to make me
mad
To make smile,
To make life worthwhile,
To make me feel LOVED and
NEEDED
Though it's I who needs you,
Though it's I who will end up
broken as before
Though it's I who will be dying,
Though I tried
I'd be crying,
Because I really need you,
Right now.

A Ballade of Suicide

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 10:30:00 +0000

The gallows in my garden, people say,
Is new and neat and adequately tall;
I tie the noose on in a knowing way
As one that knots his necktie for a ball;
But just as all the neighbours on the wall
Are drawing a long breath to shout "Hurray!"
The strangest whim has seized me. . . After all
I think I will not hang myself to-day.

To-morrow is the time I get my pay
My uncle's sword is hanging in the hall
I see a little cloud all pink and grey
Perhaps the rector's mother will NOT call
I fancy that I heard from Mr. Gall
That mushrooms could be cooked another way
I never read the works of Juvenal
I think I will not hang myself to-day.

The world will have another washing-day;
The decadents decay; the pedants pall;
And H.G. Wells has found that children play,
And Bernard Shaw discovered that they squall;
Rationalists are growing rational
And through thick woods one finds a stream astray,
So secret that the very sky seems small
I think I will not hang myself to-day.

ENVOI

Prince, I can hear the trumpet of Germinal,
The tumbrils toiling up the terrible way;
Even to-day your royal head may fall
I think I will not hang myself to-day.

You took my heart away

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 19:06:00 +0000

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream
But you... saw me through...
Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me
home
And now I'm in love
You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything and a
little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my
life...
Living in a world so cold
You were there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new
start
And now... I'm in love
You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything and a
little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my
life...
Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We'll never be alone
You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything and a
little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my
life
You become the meaning of my
life
You become the meaning
You become the meaning of my
life

Mother's Watch

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 06:31:00 +0000

I sit beside you, Mom
On death�s doorstep you lay
I set my head upon your wrist
As I bow my head to pray

The world to me shut off
The silence here is thick
Alone just you and I
And your watch�s rhythmic tick

I block out all my pain
And loss I�m sure to feel
I concentrate now deeply
On the tick your watch reveals

I sit here now for days
And hear the rhythmic sound
I contemplate you being gone
The thought now seems profound

The time for you is near
To enter Heaven�s Gate
I�ll stay here by your side
Until your journey is complete

It's months now since you�ve passed
My wounds are healing slow
I want so much to hear your voice
To see your smile�s glow

I lay my head upon my wrist
When my feelings are too strong
I hear your watch�s rhythmic tick
And know you�re never gone

i cry

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Sat, 26 Sep 2009 11:55:00 +0000

every night when im alone.when everyones asleep. when silence fills my ears. i cant help myselp to thing about you....if you could only knew. that every night i cry coz of missing you...

spmsupun@gmail.com (Unknown) — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 07:47:00 +0000

Mother love