tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22760989549349708302012-01-12T19:43:46.914-08:00HURT NO MOREGod's Childhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03181773404490833019noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276098954934970830.post-51151094367256298662012-01-09T19:26:00.000-08:002012-01-09T23:28:57.630-08:002012-01-09T23:28:57.630-08:00Perfect position to be hurt<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/--AqWeUzPjaU/TwvosrE4eLI/AAAAAAAAAEI/2tAv9mZVXBA/s1600/hurt+people.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/--AqWeUzPjaU/TwvosrE4eLI/AAAAAAAAAEI/2tAv9mZVXBA/s1600/hurt+people.jpg" /></a><span style="font-size: small;">This blog will be dedicated to all those women out there in an abusive relationship. I have been there before. Many of us have been there before. Some of us made it out, some of us died trying and some of us want to get out. I invite all the readers of this blog to comment on this entry about your own personal story or even prayer request if you need God's guidance out of your situation because God is truly the only one that can help you. Let me expound on the previous statement a little longer. God is the only one that knows the future. No Psychic of any kind can really tell you the future all they can do is add to your misery( read </span><span class="Font-Medium" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Font-Medium"><span class="Font-Medium"><span style="color: maroon;"><b>Galatians 5:19-21 and </b></span></span></span></span><span class="Font-Medium" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Font-Medium"><span style="color: maroon;"><b>2 Chronicles 33:6).<span style="color: black;"> You have to be careful what advice you take if you are in a physically abusive relationship. <u>WE HERE AT HURT NO MORE DO NOT GIVE ADVICE. WE ARE HERE JUST TO GIVE PRAYER AND ENCOURAGEMENT DO NOT BY ANY MEANS TAKE THE BLOG POST, COMMENTS OR ANYTHING WRITTEN HERE AS ADVICE). </u>Ask God and him alone for advice he is the only one that will keep your best interest at hand. He wants to hear from you and he wants to speak to you. I know it may not seem like it at times, but he does. He is a gentle speaker so in order to here from him you have to be still. Be still as in not acting upon your situation, placing it in his hands, and waiting for his direction. Yes pastors, counselors and those trained to handle traumatic situations can guide you, but if they are not guiding you to God then you may want to rethink taking their advice. </span></b></span></span></span><br />
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<span class="Font-Medium" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Font-Medium"><span style="color: maroon;"><b><span style="color: black;">Aside from the situation that happened with a pastor ( the one I will be doing a 10 part post on. Post one is already up). I have gone though events with my first child's father. We as women love hard and think with our hearts. Often times we ask our significant other about their feelings for us and they tell us but we do not want to hear it because it is not what our hearts want. Me and this man ( that we will call John doe) started out when we met at a party. I had just got away from my former church and I needed something to take my mind off of the hurt. ( We as women need to give ourselves time to heal and wait on God to send our husbands, read the story of Boaz in the bible). So I took interest in this man. We started dating and all along John doe was expecting a child with a girl he never told me about. So my heart was open, I had all these feelings for this man and he had no intentions on building a relationship with me. I repeatedly asked him where this relationship was going? That question seemed to raise anger in him and he manipulated me into thinking that there was something wrong with me and if I didn't change it, he would never have a relationship with me. The things he wanted me to change was unchangeable, it was the way God made me. I didn't know that at the time, but he did. He was trying to tell me without telling me that the relationship I was seeking was never going to happen. I could not see it because I was thinking with my heart, and what the heart wants, the heart wants. So when time came for the baby to be born he left me, changed his number and did not contact me again ( until 6 months later, but we will speak on that on a later blog). You see I was blinded by the love I felt for John Doe. My heart wanted to be healed from the hurt I was already feeling so my heart made this man out to be something he clearly said he was not. Why is it that we put ourselves in the perfect position to be hurt? Why is it so hard for us to think with our minds and not our hearts?</span></b></span></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2276098954934970830-5115109436725629866?l=hurtnmore.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>God's Childhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03181773404490833019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276098954934970830.post-26002162292843178122012-01-05T16:58:00.000-08:002012-01-06T22:44:02.282-08:002012-01-06T22:44:02.282-08:00Ephesians 6: 11-18<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">11 Put on the whole armor of God,
that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 12 For we
wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against
powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against
spiritual wickedness in high places. 13 Wherefore take unto you the
whole armor of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day,
and having done all, to stand. 14 Stand therefore, having your loins
girt about with <b>truth</b>, and having on the breastplate of <b>righteousness</b>; 15 And your feet shod with the <b>preparation of the gospel of peace</b>; 16 Above all, taking the shield of <b>faith</b>, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. 17 And take the helmet of <b>salvation</b>, and the sword of the <b>Spirit</b>, <b>which is the word of God</b>: 18 <b>Praying always with all prayer</b> and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">In the weeks to come I plan to do an extensive study on this and post my findings to this blog. I feel that this scripture is not credited with enough importance. I feel that this scripture is our key to withstanding the attacks of the enemy. </span></div>
</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2276098954934970830-2600216229284317812?l=hurtnmore.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>God's Childhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03181773404490833019noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276098954934970830.post-16924027876237019152011-12-24T01:27:00.000-08:002011-12-24T01:32:42.315-08:002011-12-24T01:32:42.315-08:00My Prayer<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Dear Heavenly Father,<br />
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I come before you in Jesus name, thanking you for all that you have done for me in my life and all that you are doing. I come before you thanking you for the people that you are going to send to this blog. I ask father that you forgive me for all my sins, those knowingly and unknowingly in thought act and in tongue.I ask father that you send people to this blog that need to read what you have me to write. I ask that you use my fingers to type the words that will touch the hearts of your people. I ask father that you use this blog for you glory and enable me to write the words that your people, whom you send to this blog, need to read. I ask that you block all evil things that come up against this site. I plead the blood of Jesus over every word and over every person who reads and writes in this blog. I ask that you allow this blog to bring your people back and closer to you. I ask that you cause me to write the words that you have ordained for this hour on every entry. Allow this blog to heal the hurt, lost, and confused.<br />
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I ask these things in Jesus Name<br />
Amen!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2276098954934970830-1692402787623701915?l=hurtnmore.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>God's Childhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03181773404490833019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276098954934970830.post-60316560503201718192011-12-21T21:15:00.000-08:002012-01-09T23:26:01.008-08:002012-01-09T23:26:01.008-08:00My Pastor Hurt me (pt 1)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<i>Dark skies, </i><br />
<i>filled with lies.</i><br />
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<i> until I encounter my demise. </i><br />
<i> -God's Child- </i><br />
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<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-eYwxvwNOOE4/Twvn-FCLkzI/AAAAAAAAAD4/dGD7tK6e-P0/s1600/pastor.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-eYwxvwNOOE4/Twvn-FCLkzI/AAAAAAAAAD4/dGD7tK6e-P0/s1600/pastor.jpg" /></a>The day I found my first church home was the beginning of a rapid downward fall to the pits of hell.<br />
It all seemed like a big happy family. One like I never had. Everyone was smiling, singing, dancing, hugging, but it was all a mask. This church masked it's hypocrisy from the new members that joined. Seasoned members knew what was going one but they were brainwashed to believe it was okay...<br />
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<b>BEHIND THE MASK</b><br />
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Behind the mask of the friendly faces, the joyful singing, and the hands that clapped for my salvation, lies the ruins of a human spirit. The ruins that stunk of lies, hurt, deceit, adultery, defeat. My newborn spirit was manipulated into believing there was no mask at all, just the open arms, warm touch, and kind words in which I deserved. I longed for what I saw with my eyes, I often cried as a child for what I seen there with my eyes. So I wanted nothing more than to believe what it was that my eyes perceived. <br />
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<b>DAY ONE:</b><br />
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As I took my first step towards my damnation. I sense something needed clarification. I ignored, took my seat and observed all the things I longed for as child. I was immediately suck in to the trend. I stomped my feet, clapped my hands and followed the crowd......<br />
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TO BE CONTINUED.....<br />
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<i>Gods Child</i><br />
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<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2276098954934970830-6031656050320171819?l=hurtnmore.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>God's Childhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03181773404490833019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276098954934970830.post-30829716535282422632011-12-19T22:15:00.000-08:002011-12-20T18:02:15.766-08:002011-12-20T18:02:15.766-08:00Where are they when you need them?I have been though situations in my life where I would look for the comfort of my family, whether it be church or blood family, and I would not find it. I have been hurt for so long because I felt all alone in this world. Alone without the help of those whom claim they love me. I have gone though situations that I would not wish on anyone. Everything from growing up in a broken hate filled home, to being taken advantage of and manipulated by a local church clergy. I gave birth to a child who's natural earthy father took advantage of me, beat me, and forsake me and his child. Through it all I sought out the help of the earthly beings that professed love for me.<br />
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At times I would make excuses for those who did not come to my aid. I though maybe they didn't know what love was. So I sought out to find what it was on my own. My findings opened up a new appreciation for the word for me. My findings showed me that this church, and this man that was suppose to father my child, did not love me. My findings also showed me that confusion and darkens entrapped my family and caused my childhood to be full of dismay. My findings led me to a scripture that told me not to put my trust in man but in the Lord alone. These finding Helped me to find my true cornerstone, my rock, my shield and my salvation.<br />
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I will expound on my journeys in depth in weeks to come but for now I want to leave you with a few scriptures to help you in your time of loneliness. <br />
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<h4 style="background-color: #4c1130; color: white;">1 Corinthians 13:4-8</h4><div style="background-color: #4c1130; color: magenta;"><sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28670" style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">4</sup><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. </span><sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28671" style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">5</sup><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. </span><sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28672" style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">6</sup><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. </span><sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28673" style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">7</sup><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. </span></div><div style="background-color: #4c1130; color: magenta; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28674">8</sup> Love never fails. </div><div style="background-color: #4c1130;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: #4c1130;"> <b style="color: white;"><span class="740571619-08042000"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span class="content"><span class="content"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"> Psalm 46:1-3</span></span></span></span></span></b></div><div style="background-color: #4c1130;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: #4c1130; color: cyan;"> <span class="740571619-08042000"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span class="content"><span class="content"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;">God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging. (Psalm 46:1-3)</span></span></span></span></span></div><div style="background-color: #4c1130; color: cyan;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: #4c1130; color: white;"><b><span class="740571619-08042000"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span class="content"><span class="content"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></span></span><span class="740571619-08042000"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span class="content"><span class="content"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;">Psalm 62:1-2</span></span></span></span></span></b></div><div style="background-color: #4c1130;"><span></span></div><div style="background-color: #4c1130;"><span class="740571619-08042000"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span class="content"><span class="content"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></span></span><span class="740571619-08042000" style="color: yellow;"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span class="content"><span class="content"><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: small;">My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken. </span></span></span></span></span></div><div style="background-color: #4c1130;"> </div><div style="background-color: #4c1130;"><br />
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God's Child<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2276098954934970830-3082971653528242263?l=hurtnmore.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>God's Childhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03181773404490833019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276098954934970830.post-50649574777925176322011-12-17T23:05:00.000-08:002011-12-20T18:41:39.117-08:002011-12-20T18:41:39.117-08:001 Timothy chapter 4<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://i449.photobucket.com/albums/qq215/ine07jasoncasesmom/black-bible.gif" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://i449.photobucket.com/albums/qq215/ine07jasoncasesmom/black-bible.gif" /></a></div><h4>1 Timothy 4</h4> <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29749">1</sup> The Spirit clearly says that in later times some will abandon the faith and follow deceiving spirits and things taught by demons. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29750">2</sup> Such teachings come through hypocritical liars, whose consciences have been seared as with a hot iron. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29751">3</sup> They forbid people to marry and order them to abstain from certain foods, which God created to be received with thanksgiving by those who believe and who know the truth. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29752">4</sup> For everything God created is good, and nothing is to be rejected if it is received with thanksgiving, <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29753">5</sup> because it is consecrated by the word of God and prayer. <br />
<sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29754">6</sup> If you point these things out to the brothers and sisters,<sup class="footnote" value="[<a href="#fen-NIV-29754a" title="See footnote a">a</a>]">[<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1+Timothy+4&version=NIV#fen-NIV-29754a" title="See footnote a">a</a>]</sup> you will be a good minister of Christ Jesus, nourished on the truths of the faith and of the good teaching that you have followed. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29755">7</sup> Have nothing to do with godless myths and old wives’ tales; rather, train yourself to be godly. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29756">8</sup> For physical training is of some value, but godliness has value for all things, holding promise for both the present life and the life to come. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29757">9</sup> This is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29758">10</sup> That is why we labor and strive, because we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all people, and especially of those who believe. <br />
<sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29759">11</sup> Command and teach these things. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29760">12</sup> Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29761">13</sup> Until I come, devote yourself to the public reading of Scripture, to preaching and to teaching. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29762">14</sup> Do not neglect your gift, which was given you through prophecy when the body of elders laid their hands on you. <br />
<sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29763">15</sup> Be diligent in these matters; give yourself wholly to them, so that everyone may see your progress. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-29764">16</sup> Watch your life and doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2276098954934970830-5064957477792517632?l=hurtnmore.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>God's Childhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03181773404490833019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2276098954934970830.post-43508323660343511482011-12-17T22:58:00.000-08:002011-12-17T22:58:16.174-08:002011-12-17T22:58:16.174-08:00Ever wonder what you are here for, what your purpose in life is? Well I have come to that point in life. I know that there is something I am suppose to be doing but can't quite place my finger on it. Most people would tell me that I am here to raise my children. If that is the case then what was I here for before I had children? Rasing my children cannot possible be my only purpose because what happens when they grow older. Is my time here on earth over? I know there has to be more. Someone once told me that if something bothers you to do something about it so that is what I am setting out to do.<br />
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There are things about this world that bothers me. That bothers me so badly that it brings me to tears at times. The greatest of the list is that people are lost, hurt, lonely and feel hopeless. This bothers me because they don't have to hurt. IF you are reading this and you fit in that category I want to tell you that you don't have to hurt. There is someone that cares about you. Someone that Loves you. He is our heavenly father. There are a lot of misrepresentations out there about God and who he really is. I am here to tell you that there is only one God. One God whom sent his only begotten son to earth to pay the price for our sins. He died on the cross rose on the third day so that we might have a relationship with his father in heaven.<br />
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I have created this blog for those that are hurt, lost, lonely, confused, helpless. I want to encourage you. I want to inspire you, to run the good race.<br />
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Blogs to come will be inspirational and uplifting. I will give my testimony and invite you to share yours. We are here on earth together so let's help one another.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2276098954934970830-4350832366034351148?l=hurtnmore.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>God's Childhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03181773404490833019noreply@blogger.com0