我的心情"有时复杂，有时无情，有时开心"

There's the F1 Race and The Great ChurpChurp Race! I want more KMs! #Churp2Race

2011-04-26T03:25:00.000-07:00

There's the F1 Race and The Great ChurpChurp Race! I want more KMs! #Churp2Race

We, orang Msia have the most FB friends. Wouldn't it be great if we are all united & make Msia the FB capital of the world? #DiGiFBforall

2011-04-26T03:16:00.000-07:00

We, orang Msia have the most FB friends. Wouldn't it be great if we are all united & make Msia the FB capital of the world? #DiGiFBforall

School holidays are in June. Pack up and get on that jetplane. #CutiCutiIsland #MilkADeal

2011-04-26T03:15:00.000-07:00

School holidays are in June. Pack up and get on that jetplane. #CutiCutiIsland #MilkADeal

FOOD in my hometown.

2011-04-25T11:51:00.000-07:00

1st to introduce : RED-WINE MEE SUA.
This is famous in our hometown, sitiawan.
You can get it in every seafood restaurant there.
It is red-wine mee sua, a type of noodle, make by mostly hokchiew people here.
The noodle is soaked with the homemade red-wine.
The taste is like eating noodle with red-wine, bitter bitter a bit, then sour taste in the end.
add chili padi for extra spicy TASTE if u want..it will taste nicer if u love spicy.

2nd is The night roadside store LOH MEE.
There is just a word to describe this.
"DELICIOUS"
What can i say is, the noodles is not a normal noodle we always took from mee stall or so on..
it is home made noodle too...^^
The taste of the loh mee, the soup is thick, flavor with the taste of egg, squid , and other ingredient.
It is located in front of ACS sch...corner area of the shop lot.

THAT ALL FOR TODAY.MORE FOR TOMORROW. KEEP ME IN LINE.
THANK YOU.
BYEBYE.

"" Who i love"

2010-04-20T11:16:00.000-07:00

I had been finding for it" very long ago...
everytime i went out with guys, i dun felt anything...
other than that, it is just fren.
I care what he do" but i dun feel he is mine"LOVE...
i always say that to myself...
Hope it is not really him..

Not feeling Gud...

2010-03-20T13:09:00.000-07:00

Is tired of everythin..
how gud is someone takin me to a holiday without askin anythin AND just go along with me and enjoy the trip.
Maybe i am too sensitive.
But everyone has her/his own limit, sometimes they just go over the line.
and they seem like feeling ntg...wad DA~~
sometimes fren with someone that dont talk much but listen more is better than fren that talk talk talk talk over the line and keep talk bout it summore and did not like to listen to others.
~~~~~~~~~~Hell. sucks.
i pray for happiness and healthiness.

♥ who I APPRECIATE...uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuUU♥

2010-01-09T11:07:00.000-08:00

♥ who leave footstep in ur heart.
♥ who poke deep inside ur heart.
♥ who scold non-stop when sumone hurt ur feelings.
♥ who stay all da nite without sleepin to accompany u to study.
♥ who drive the whole way to take u.
♥ who did not leave u behind when u r alone in da dark.
♥ who celebrate all da important date with u.
♥ who chat and console u when u r sad.
♥ who goes shopping with u and did not say any word of tiring.
♥ who tell jokes to cheer or chill u up when u r upside down.
♥ who say it is alright when u accidentally hurt their feelings.
♥ who help u when u are havin alot of trouble.
♥ who give their shoulder for u to cry out loud.
♥ who make u laugh always not the one who make fun of u behinD.
♥ who appreciate u.
♥ who cares bout u.
♥ who talk bout their story to u.
♥ who willing to share.
♥ who had ask u for a Dine.
♥ who waste money or fuel for ur troublesome and madness.
FAMILY or FRENS.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥____________________________________________________________
♥ who hates u.
♥ who use u as a dog.
♥ who said u r dumb enough to ba an animal.
♥ who talk behind ur back.
♥ who say gud word that full with sarcasm.
♥ UR ENEMY.
_______________________________________________________________♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I AM TRYING VERY VERY HARD TO LOVE THEM.
I AM SICK OF THEM LATELY.
SO I WRITE HERE TO RMB MYSELF NOT TO HATE THEM.
I LOVE THEM I MUST LOVE I SHOULD LOVE THEM.
DO I STILL NEED ANY ARRANGEMENT.
DUN SAY I DUN CARE"" I CARE DEEP INSIDE MY HEART.U JUST DUNNO AND KEEP QUIET.DINT EVEN ASK WHY, HOW COME, WHAT HAPPEN.U JUST LEAVE ME IN DA DARK 1ST..DID I DONE WRONG. I HATE U.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!='< I AM THE VICTIM.NOT U ONLY.

2010-01-09T10:50:00.001-08:00

In da middle of the cold silent nite...
I am thinkin ""how""!!
Will i noe more and get rid of the past...
Am i happy with my life or i am not..
Did i done wrong last year...
Did i leave sumone alone in da dark "again"...
Did i burst some one without knowin wad had happen...
Did i regret wad i had done with my friend through out the whole year...
At last...i can't answer myself~==

2009-12-20T00:43:00.000-08:00
你们要开始了哦？
真的么？一定要吗？
哦。我明白地！
恩．．．会的！
那要怎么办！
祝福咯！
能怎么办咯！
好咯。
就这样咯！
算了咯！
我知道咯。不会再期待没有结果的事！
答应了自己！
那我可以从你们的环境消失么？
酱我就会更快乐。可能会咯！

祝福你们俩！耶！太高兴了～终于有人很疼她了！

我烦恼一年的事！《我跟她》和《我跟他＆他》

2009-12-04T07:58:00.000-08:00
心情不爽能跟谁聊..?
以前有她现在有谁？
跟姐说他好像会看小和不爽我拥有的东西！
跟谁说？上帝..你有在听么？
我不知道还有谁能让我相信了...
why i always been chain by the past?
Is it becos i had made a wrong decision?
OR this is something called fate?
I hate HER, but i like to be value by her~
I love HIM, but i dunno should i value him or HE...
Friendship SUCKS...so so complicated~

DiStANcE....距离。。。

2009-11-04T09:37:00.000-08:00
世上最遥远的距离，不是生于死；而是我站在你面前你不知道我爱你。

世上最遥远的距离，不是我站在你面前你不知道我爱你；而是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起。

世上最遥远的距离，不是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起；而是明明知道无法抵挡这种思念，却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里。

世上最遥远的距离，不是明明知道无法抵挡这种思念；而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人！

要跟我的中学的第一个情人说！
要跟我的中学生活的好姐妹说！
要跟我的中学生活的好兄弟说！
要跟我的中学生活的好朋友说！
要跟我的中学的干哥哥说！
要跟我的中学的干姐姐说！
要跟我的中学的干妹妹说!
要跟全世界说我跟他的距离是这样的“幸福”！

birthday girl..

2009-11-01T09:28:00.000-08:00
老实的说。。。
我今年的生日会是临时的打算。。。
因为我想回味被人忘记的感觉，是怎样的感觉.
因为我快要把自己的感觉忘记了...
其实今天的生日会有三场...
早上一场
中午一场
晚上一场
结果把前两场拒绝掉了。。。
很傻是不是!
我真得太傻了。。。
晚上那一场~
是有28个人~
就是shuck wei, chang yee, wan lin, chee onn, leong bin, lu yen, zhong yuan, yong jun, alex, laoshi@wei jiak, Kelvin@kwang eng, cai sze, ying, sing yee, sifu@泉少，emberry chua, shi yee chong, tetek, yao yao heng, Ming jai, sze Xze@jie, tee kar, shun yao, AI wei, kah loon, kai cherng, yuan yuan, anney, xiou ying!!
真得很开心的！
因为他终于能出来了！
kelvin本来说不来了。。要读书~
听了。够不开心哦！五年跟我最好的了！竟然不来跟我庆祝..
可是到McD的时候，还以为我们迟到很够利了！
结果~还有人比我大牌~尽然还在...算了。。
然后~没有订地方的老板！sunday~McD这是侯！够利多人！就决定换地方。。
换到更远==" KFC　ｌｕｍｕｔ．．．

到了那儿！看＂忠源＂的脸。。
就快快排队买了Rm 150 的KFC...
吃完后！切蛋糕！大家尽然忘了叫我说我的序言是什么！哈哈！
虽然那个蛋糕吃下去~想再刷牙。可是我也很满意咯！
今年收到的礼物很特别！
谢谢你！我今年又８个蛋糕！
哇。。开心到～
吃完后！
我们去海边走走！
这时！
那个心情又来了！
想起！想起！在想起～
心情不好还要把自己做得很开心！哇，难。。
因该没有人知道～
然后，又想起＂资格＂！我就是没有！怎样～
还是很讨厌你说的那句话！
虽然，有时候你们做的一举一动，你们说什么，我都有预感和烦恼着ｗｈｙ字！
不懂啦！
算了～
本来以为能不用那么早回家看到他回来的样子！
哪里知道。。。唉～
我的命。该不掉～
我要的没有拿到。回到家。。。问问问～讲讲讲！
不知道做么哥就是知道我不开心。
问了，还是上我的当！跟他说我开心！讲了很多篇！他终于相信了！︿︿
只想说～
我很开心你们都来了！
我很开心！
可是我就是不想在家过生日！你自己也明白／知道的啊！
为什么你就是不能为我明白！？
为什么。。。
妈咪今天说了，做人不用好心的！好心会被人欺负！人不会记你做多少个好事！只记得你所作的坏事！
妈咪～我今天才知道～才明白～当初为什么我会那么容易被人利用～就是因为好心！
不做傻瓜只做聪明的！
今天我的感觉死了，也可以算是我死了。。。明天的我是一个无情无义的人了！

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/wendywhy92

2009-10-31T13:42:00.000-07:00
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/wendywhy92

http://agony92.wordpress.com/17th-bdae-cake

2009-10-31T13:36:00.000-07:00
http://agony92.wordpress.com/17th-bdae-cake

birthday...UNReach~

2009-10-31T13:06:00.000-07:00
today is saturday...
a day before my birthday...

THey still make mistake that today is mine birthday...
so so...

abit sad~
abit excited...

still waitin tomoro party...

whose goin to pay..?

LOVE ya..

Everyday is just sunny...last post sunny is SAD day...moody day

2009-10-27T10:55:00.000-07:00
Today

Not happy...

I hope i am!!

LOVE u...

be myself...
i wan to be myself~
Infront of u I am really not who i am anymore.

BE myself..

My lord...Secretive nite~

2009-10-25T11:49:00.000-07:00
Friday.23 oct 2009.
Today wake up...so moody...
yesterday nite talk with jie bout my friendship things...until 11++
she is rite...as fren never done things like that to hurt her best fren~
if she does once_
It would happen 2nd time...
but i still regret sendin the sms...

so this morning wake up early...
and the sun just spark!
damn hot...

and i cry when writin the note in FB...
and i call and wish it would rain now to wet myself n cool myself down...
and the next the rain really fall and the sun when bac home so immediately~
i am so so so happy and excited bout it...
NOw i onli realize that god always with me...

in the previous blog...i had written that i love rain very much...

THe rain comes just when i am moody..
^^~

on the night~ i felt so tired after the revision...
so felt asleep infront of the stereo~><"

JUst in minute to my sweet dream~
jie sms...ask to go yamcha=="
so i reply..i am sleepin..
the jie call straight away...when i am still enjoyin my sleep...i answer the call
..........du du du du .....dudu....she talk and i listen with my eye close~

straight away after finish the chat...i say ok..yamcha~
then i got a feelin that tonite will be the good night!
i felt callin and sms TK...
i know jie like to sing K...so i wan to make her happy..
but i just dun have the courage to ask~
so i just walk off..(mind walk off the surprise to jie)
then after our Night tea...I told jie..

that actually just now thinkin of TK~ becos the two abit same...
same situation sure can give advise or share somethin...

then i say we go long gai till ur mood good...
she also ok~
then we long long til TK house~

doesnt have HIS babe...
so we though of going TK place then go lo~
wah..
saw his BAbe dere~
so jie sms him~
then he call to join them~

at first i just think..
but the sense really crazy...

so we went dere~
lock down stares...
hermm...that person look drunk and unhappy!
but dun ask much...
_______________the rest is secret++_____________________
sorry ya~
it cant be share here only P&C...that nite is forgotten!^
like someone told me before~
dun share with others la~ later other will say....

lost and found!

2009-10-24T13:06:00.001-07:00
what THE hell!!
why u are keepin my Pendrive! change the name~ put in ur files~!! hell U! i just say whore!!
SHIT! u know i am findin the whole house and u dint even bring it out!!
and u even say " how do i know where u put! always put ur things outside~! LOST it only u are Desperate findin IT"
WHAT is ur problem?!
damn IT! i just plug it on the com~! the next day Its no more there!!
DO U know it is very important!!!
i found it IN UR damn sucks bag! dun touch me again!
u r not my FAMILY~

20 OCT 2009''

2009-10-19T10:19:00.000-07:00
Today 4am onli sleep...
wake up on 11.30am...
OMG...

"knock on the room door!!"
May,wake ur ass UP!
the sunSHINE is on ur backside!
still sleepin hur~
LATER i splash Water...
(omg,thats IS mummy's voice!)<<< brain thinkin,heart beatin,Realizin WAKE UP wake up~ huhyo...乱死人了～ THen,bath and etc... 12.30pm... (clock tickin) 1.30pm__._.-._.2.00pm_._>_>
2.30pm..eat~
then do some cleanin~
THEN when to bank~
mummy finds out DAD'S money GONE ++K
haiz~ find all THE Manager then 5.30pm...
go DD office...
workerS..make the office like just GEMPA BUMI=="
then then go bac at 7++pm
go out with "H"
then bac eat~
PLay com...
GOSSHhhh...
><" dint study today~

I STILL LOVE U LIKE YEATERDAY I DO~!

GOOD LUCK IN EVERYONE SPM!^^
ESPECIALLY SOMEone~
HER SHE WHO THEY WE U I HIM HE HIS MINE!!!
wei my birthday coming nerh~
DAD & MUM 尽然在我的生日那天去ＫＬ载哥哥！那我是谁！
我很不开心！
谁来安慰我！？
谁在听我的心里话！
你叫我怎么把我霾言告诉一个不了解我的人！
除了你。没有其他人了。可是我就是！
算了~现在讲也太迟了！
我很伤心啊！不开心啊！我不要再假笑了！！给我大哭一场可以么！！！

没去学校的天。。Skip School...

2009-09-30T09:01:00.000-07:00
When i Open my Eyes...
There is no light~
just the combination of the darkness and the coldness_
Felt- Lonely, Tired, Sickening!

THe Rain start to fall early...
IN the dawn! i think..
Anyone know i LOVE Rain?? I doubt he dunno...
the sound of the water Drop and the combination of lightning...
It is just nice^^

I love Rain-in_
LOTs of worry were wet in IT..
Lots of trouble were get in IT..
Lots of fun were stay with IT..
Lots of sadness drop with IT..

Ppl say when we cry, and the rain comes..
It means the sky is hearin u...and givin the best gift 4 u to stay beside u...
RAIN..

In da morning...blablabla happen~`
then after that when for lunch with my brother~

Mee!! of cos...
and with rain along the way going..
Wet myself in da coldness~

Then bac huhuhaha~
Go to tt frm 4.30pm-8.00pm
then come bac..rush hush~

When for dinner with a bunch of YENG fren~
47 1010 44 and me!!
wow...
Love their NO license driving Skills!!
their car amaze ME!
gosh!!
THe light of the meter!
Speaker!
ANd the engine of cos~
BRAVO man...

drive 140-200 along the way to ayer tawar!
crazy!
and the speaker is on like disco Lite!

Heard very YENG...but Is dangerous__!

BAc home at 10pm...

Go long gai 10.45pm reach home...

END__!

最崩溃的一天。。

2009-09-15T04:24:00.000-07:00
今天是考试的最后的第三天~

今天考的都是全部科里最容易的几科！
昨天读了。。所以超有信心..
觉得这几科没有压力的度过~（高兴）
可是早上时~尽然！
不想说！发生什么~我也不知道！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
知道后很生气！！
很伤心！
一直哭！一直打自己！大喊大叫！
割伤了自己!可是我却不知道。。。
只知道很不开心！很不开心！！
把自己锁起来一天！
六点那样才出来...
看到她很想打她！！
很想把自己杀掉在她面前！
很想知道我在这个家是谁...
很想知道我到底是谁...
:'(!!
有那么难么？
我要坚持到几时？
我很累。。。
真得很累~
放过我好么？
就求你。。把我放掉可以吗？
我的氧气不足够了。。
给我一天的快乐。。。我就会很开心了!

2009-09-03T03:59:00.000-07:00
我不知道为什么会有人那么厚脸皮！

直到他死后~!!不好受！！
我讨厌上天~
为什么一定要有死！
我知道我认识他时是因为篮球。。超喜欢篮球的！
他讲的话有很多的小点。。。跟他聊天很轻松~(像哥哥)
在31号晚上..
他驾车睡着了..为什么要去怡保!?
车祸死亡...
我不知道为什么你的朋友会不顾一切！不跟你聊天！不跟你说笑！
让你不睡着!!
那天看到你时~还会跟我笑！问我帽子勒？
我就只跟你笑然后巴拜勒..《为什么我不跟你多说几句？为什么？！》

我根本不知道！真的不知道！。。。
人生一定是那么短么？

现在我想跟你聊天也没机会了！

安修了，吴则勤。。。我希望你会再新世界里能认识到根多的朋友。。活得跟好~不管雨天，晴天，或阴天！你都要带着笑容！我也希望可以再认识你！^^

今天又下雨了。。

2009-08-26T10:00:00.000-07:00
好想唱“下雨天”这首歌。。
一大早起床就赶去补马来文了，补到两点可是两点多才到家。。
回到家~朋友又约出去MCD读书又要赶去冲凉~冲凉出来...
他们就到了...根本就是！咳。。
一上车~
他们就...泼冷水了！
：你不是有化妆的嘛？！
：什么来的？！OMG...竟然这样讲！谁叫你们要选两点~《后悔了吧。。赫赫》
到了MCD...
就找位置坐咯。。师傅竟然还会不浪费时间的说自恋话。。
对他有点羡慕，没有把时间白白的浪费==”
找到位了就坐下来咯。。。
我读马来文~师傅也是~Alex就读他的~过不久淑微来了~她就读历史。。=="
光英的专科~！！嘻嘻....
还有很多笑点。。。
可是~不要讲这么多~
..................................完毕。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
下雨天。。

下雨天了怎麼辦我好想你
我不敢打給你我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音變得好熟悉
沈默的場景做你的代替陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺 (疲憊)
誰和我一樣等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚一個人好累

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

(Lara+張傑)
其實沒有我你分不出哪些差別
結局還能多明顯
(Lara)
別說你會難過別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

顺女友六大守则~ ‖男生们要记住咯 ‖

2009-04-24T20:34:00.001-07:00
顺女友六大守则~ ‖男生们要记住咯 xP‖
1.女友绝对不会有错。
2.如果发现女友有错,一定是我看错。
3.如果我没看错,一定是因为我的错,才让女友犯错。
4.如果是她自己的错,只要她不认错,她就没有错。
5.如果女友不认错,我还坚持她错,那我就大错特错
6.总之女友绝对不会有错,这句话绝对不会错。
以上这段话,请男生每日念六遍,以免犯错。

娱乐的天空。。。

2008-12-23T07:32:00.000-08:00
Today...
lunch~Zzz...the selling mee aunty so "骄傲"patern...tot she sell mee then she know what the customer wan to order...blek~ur mee also not that nice anymore, if you continue acting like this~ after our lunch, we went to GIANT with frens n mummy of cos^^Y....then sum of them when for KFC(but dint bring me lar..zzZZz) So i and mummy buy some glossary and drinks for Christmas Day...
After Shopping, we went to Mee Abu Pak Bakar for mee rebus & Laksa...! yummy

duhhh...after increasing FatS we when to Astaka for a walk^^ to maintain our body shape^6^kakaX...

We had our luxuries Dinner in Villa Inn, after dinner we went for racing ...(some sort like Racing Cart) at GO-KART, Manjung...

>>>>>>then back home<<<<<<<<<
ZZZZZZzzzzSLEEP^^