The Young Man 's Journal

#JOMCOOL Together-Gether :)

2017-09-16T18:51:00.001+08:00

Guess what drink I'm holding there :)

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Stop guessing mates, in a few minutes I will share with you

what drink is this and why you should give it a try!

#JOMCOOL

Alright, this is a very classic pearl milk tea by "CoolBlog".

Have you heard of CoolBlog? Sounds familiar?

Yes, CoolBlog kiosk available almost everywhere (they just got their 426th outlets !!!), I feel so good and blessed to have one kiosk near the neighborhood that I am living in. This is because CoolBlog offers a variety of drinks that you could choose from and with SUPER x1000 reasonable price.

(You know la, students have a limited budget to spend...being a fan of bubble tea, it's an undying love for me to get one...lol..TQ CoolBlog)

Even though I love pearl milk tea, however, sometimes we just want to try something new. Right?

CoolBlog is an innovative brand which continuously comes out with new flavors beverages that can meet our tastebuds. For example, in conjunction with the Malaysia Day, CoolBlog offers "Rasa Rasa Malaysia series" the one that catches me is the Cendol Durian Smoothie
(Cendolll + Duriannnn = Malaysians all time favored wey!)

Moreover, with MORE THAN 25 flavors you could choose from, don't tell me you don't know what to drink eh.

If you still cannot make decision on which drink to choose, check out "Our Favourites" CoolBlog Top 10 Best Selling Drinks menu that you got to find out yourself when visiting CoolBlog :) Hehe

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All of these are the toppings that you can ADD to make your drinks taste more complete. Most importantly is you only need to add RM 1 for each topping except condensed milk (Susu cair) for RM0.50. How fun it would be :)

and if you are health concern groups, you could always request for less sugar or ices, then they will make the drink on your request :)

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Imagine on a hot sunny day and you wish to get a drink to satisfy your thirst and you see a kiosk that not only offers
1) Reasonable price
2) Variety of choices and .....

3) Efficient and Friendly services

Efficient here mean the drinks are prepared in very reasonable time and without sacrificing on the quality of the drinks.

I just finished exam recently and it was double happiness when I got my favorite pearl milk tea with a very sincere smile and simple "thank you" from CoolBlog.
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Lastly, to conclude this post, I would like to ask one more question

What makes a beverage taste differently?

The answer is

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A HEART that thinks as a consumer

which CoolBlog definitely has in terms of products, price, place, and promotions

Want to try it out? Check the outlets available here

https://www.coolblog.com.my/outlets/

And not forget to share this "cool" drink to your friends and family

10 个问题

2015-10-26T22:49:00.001+08:00

把灯关了，电话设置静音，听着简单的钢琴曲，此时此刻，只想写下“自己的故事”。

由于不懂从哪写起，那就通过一些问题来探讨内心吧。

1）此时此刻的心情?
觉得能呼吸，真的很奇妙，很感恩。不懂未来的道路如何走下去.觉得还有很多事情还没有完成，很自由但是却觉得喘不过气。

2）什么事情让你感到很骄傲？
骄傲，真的很怕自傲的心会胜过自己。其实，我是一个蛮有 “爱”的人，很常为别人想，很有同情心，同理心，觉得我应该因为这些对自己感到骄傲吧。

3）有觉得很遗憾的事情吗？
有啊，后悔当初没有多多跟婆婆说话，还记得那天，
在一个炎热的下午，我牵着婆婆的手从菜市场要回家
当时，问婆婆要吃什么，婆婆问，有没有“ABC”，JELLY
我们到了那间店，没想到没有卖，所以婆婆就说没有关系
想回去，真的希望当时坚持带婆婆去吃，
现在婆婆躺在床上，冷的，应该都不能吃吧。。。
遗憾，没有勇气对我喜欢的人告白

4）认为生命什么最重要？
应该是自我的意识吧，知道自己生存的意义，活着要有意义
认识那位创造宇宙万物的神
我不明白为什么突然不了解我生命的意义。

5）最伤心的事？
最伤心的事，应该是当无法挽回家庭的裂痕时吧
很希望家里人相亲相爱，身体健康，开心的过生活
其实，大家能坐下来一起吃顿饭，我都觉得很满足了
伤心，因为不懂能不能挽回。

6）最开心得事呢？
开心，其实，现在想起来，很多事情都蛮开心的
记忆里，那个小男孩最开心，应该是在小时候，庆祝生日时
打开礼物，那些气球，生日蛋糕，家庭的温暖吧。

7）最好的朋友
很多都没有联络了，很多都成了回忆

8）用3个词，来形容自己
好胜，胆小，很难猜透

9）要感谢的人
实在太多了，生命中遇到的人，他们都很美好
要感谢我的父母，谢谢他们的疼爱，他们带我到这个世界，把我养大，给我足够的。
感谢我的婆婆及公公，他们的牺牲，他们的榜样，他们的爱，他们的付出
感谢我的姐姐跟妹妹，他们陪我玩，我的童年因为有了他们而精彩
感谢我的朋友，谢谢你们给予的回忆，你也许认为我忘记了你，但是我也许把你当成了伙伴
感谢我的老师，谢谢你们耐心的教导我，虽然我不是一个超级聪明的学生，但是回想起，我都蛮准时交功课的。
感谢我的上帝，谢谢你让我有机会到这个世上，体会人生，谢谢你让我了解你的爱。

10——如果生命剩下一天，你会做什么？
剩下一天。。。。
我会告诉我的家人，我真的很爱他们
我会叫妈妈煮我最喜欢吃的，
我会对我珍惜的人说声感谢及再见
我会看回以前的照片，回忆一下从前
我会祷告，求神给多我一点时间。。。。。
因为，还有很多事情还没有完成。

祷告＃1

2015-06-10T23:31:00.001+08:00

神啊，最近谢谢你一直给予我正面的思想。

发生了很多事，对未来真的很陌生，挑战在前头，然而我真的很累，

许许多多的人利用热诚及期待的方式度过每一天，

我也是啊，

但是有时候摆在前头的乌云真的让我失去了重见阳光的期盼。

这些发生的事情，真的不是在我的计划里的

也真的不简单去面对。

昨天，真的很谢谢你透过一个陌生人告诉我，不是我的计划，而是你的计划

如果是神你的计划，它必定成就

主啊，求你眷顾我，听我的祷告。奉主耶稣的名祈求。阿门。

While I was sitting at Starbucks

2015-04-04T21:52:00.001+08:00

I redeemed my free Starbucks coffee while waiting my friends for their movie ....

It was so crowded and I just simply picked a seat and about to enjoy the moment .

A barista came , and offered me a complimentary beverage by sharing just a simple comment .

Aww... Life is so wonderful at that moment ... Listening to my favourite songs , flipping through the photos I took ,

The honey matched the espresso so well...the taste was so lovely and heart warming..... Until ....

What do you think ? This photo brought me back to a few days ago , I was waiting my friend to pick me up at the bus stop , the sky turned so dark and it started to rain so heavily and the thunderstorm was so loud ....... Honestly , I was scared and feel like it is the end of the day ....... I wasn't ready God ... Finally , my friend came ,entered the car and I already wet , the feeling was just so uncomfortable .

This was what I saw from the car window after not far away ......

So many time we thought life is unfair .....

Well , some people don't even have a roof for them

I told my friend just now ..... When it is winter , you wish for a sun to shine at you , when it is hot , you wish to go to a air con room ....

It is your thinking and perception that determine whether you are happy or you are sad

Learn from what life taught you and be courageous to live .

全家幅

2015-02-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

当我在电脑中打着“全家幅”时，心里有种莫名其妙的感觉，
翻开面子书，看见好多幸福的家庭，
心里想着，想着，那位心里受伤的小男孩又回来了。
可能我的父母没有察觉，或着是无法放下尊严吧，我非常希望有一个幸福的家。
每一年，我多么盼望我们能来一张全家幅。
但是，看起来却没有可能了，父母连掩饰都不肯。
在新的一年里，希望大家能够珍惜家人，家人平安，万事如意。

人生。

2015-02-16T01:13:00.003+08:00

19.10.2014

今天，看了一个视频后，才领悟到一个人们不敢承认的事实。

视频里的画家，利用电脑软件，画出了一个婴儿到女童，到少女，到女人，到一个祈祷中的婆婆，又巡回到了刚诞生的一个婴儿。透过这视频，我确实体会到了人生短暂的道理。

由于昨晚熬夜，读了一整晚的书，下午太阳被厚厚的云遮盖时，我就睡了。

电话响了，是我朋友打来的，醒来时，才发现天都已经暗了，

对于这次的一睡，我真的没有任何印象，通常我都会有很多梦，

但是，这一次，就好像一个原子在静脉中，完全停止了。

难道，这就是死后的状况吗？

打开面子书，看见一位阿姨的妈妈离开了，阿姨很坚强的写着“一路好走”

我被吓着了，因为前几天，这位阿姨还带她的妈妈去吃东西。

但是，就这么突然。。。。。。

晚上，我朋友养的一条鱼，当朋友打开罐子要喂食时，那条鱼使劲力气跳了出来，

我很慌张，觉得那条鱼，肯定没想到，这么一跳，后果真的无法想象。

我和朋友及时把鱼抓起，放回了水中。那条鱼被吓坏了，只见它沉默的呆在水里，动也不动。

第二天，朋友说，那鱼身上的颜色变肤浅了，而且不能平衡的游。

我心里觉得很伤心，心里明白那鱼应该活不久了，

当我帮它换水时，它显得无精打采，好像一跳活着的死鱼。

第二天的晚上，朋友告诉我，那鱼死了。

16.02.2015

没想到，今天打开了这个还没写完的文章。

这个星期发生了很多事情，朋友的爸爸好好的，突然晕倒，然后送进急救，却无法拯救，就走了

我的一位教会的长老，也是我以前小学的老师，也到了时候，回天家去了。

因为世人都犯了罪，亏欠了神的荣耀，而罪的工价乃是死

这让我觉得死，其实不可怕，可怕的是，死后的审判，公义又慈爱的神，会照着我们在地上所作的，审判我们。

其实，今晚，我心里很沉重，觉得家人都被黑暗的掌权者捆绑了，唯有透过圣灵才能将我们释放，

但是，自己的信心又很软弱，也感觉自己很不配，因为做了上帝不喜悦的事情。

当我为家人祷告时，心里说要鉴定与神，但是，身体却软弱了，听见了一些声音，感觉到恐惧就在我前边，我结束了我的祷告。

人生，没有了神，真的让人很忧虑，

此刻，我真的希望，神能听见我内心的呼求。。。

How do we think ?

2014-09-17T07:55:00.002+08:00

I still remember i told myself in my dream that i am going to live to the fullest today , i am going to enjoy living again .

It is actually the mode of thinking that will determine how wonderful life is .

In my dream , i don't know why the lecturer shew our results to everyone in the classroom , for me , there is no privacy or i should say i was quite shame of that result , because compare to my friend , that result was really too bad . At the same time , i saw a high school friend of mine being so successful , i was really proud of him , miss him and realized the jealousy inside me . Some friends were afraid like me , but one of my friend admitted how bad was her result .

Failure binds to the heart ,the moment when we hold on to our failure , our heart need to pump harder , we are stressed and find so hard to be happy . In the ends , we will find out the reason we were not enjoyed is because we were stress out ...

So , why don't we change our mind ...Instead of saying today is going to a long day , say today is going to be full of excitements , today is a good day :)

感恩~ 惜福

2014-08-08T19:05:00.001+08:00

我是一名大专生，今天从8点上化学，生物学，数学。。。直到下午差不多4点，脑里满满的资料，都不懂如何去化解，在加上功课，等下有做兼职，课外活动等，心里不经疲倦，埋怨的声音也不断的涌出。

我们是幸福的小孩，我们的父母工我们读书。

我的大学有一定的水准，虽然有拿一些奖学金，但是学费，住宿费，生活费还是很昂贵啊。有时会觉得选择错了路，害怕这些金钱上的投资会得不到理想的回报。

虽然父母都说尽力就好，觉得欣慰，但是，给自己的一句话还是-压力。

如果尽力了，那就算了，但是如果自己知道还没进到全力，我想心里怎样都过不去。

在外边，有很多人想求学的，机会却非常的渺茫，

就连一些住在比较偏僻地方的小孩，为了获取学问，

绕过河流，穿越树林才能到达一个简陋的教室，坐在木椅子上，专心的求学。

今天，我只是走一段路，就能到达一个有冷气的教室，舒舒服服的获取学问，

但是，可悲的是，我们仍然有许许多多的抱怨。

昨天晚上，因为工作没吃晚餐，室友问我要不要到便利店买些饼干或面包，

而我却说，我比较想吃米饭。我不想吃面包。

一个简单的回答，让我觉得我很不尊重那些三餐不饱的小孩。

我不要喝那些普通的灌装咖啡，我比较想喝星巴克，

曾经看过一张图片，一个非洲的小孩，喝牛的小便，看了很心酸，但是心动了吗？

自己还是没有学会知足及顾及别人的需要。

小时候，觉得家里发生的事，毁了我的童年,

很多无法解答的问题，觉得自己非常无辜也很可怜，

看看那些在失去双亲的小孩，跟他们比起来我应该算很幸福了。

至少我还有爱我的父母。

生活在马来西亚这个热带雨林的国家，拥有丰富及令人赞叹的景色，

但是我们却在埋怨我们没有下雪的日子，觉得日本的樱花比较美，中国的万里长城比较壮观。直到我到了日本后，觉得马来西亚的太阳好舒服，也很骄傲的说我们的神山。

虽然我们没有很先进的科技，但是至少我们有互联网吧，

如果领袖无法完成任务，我们能做的不是埋怨，而是寻找方法。

很多时候，我们觉得缺乏时不代表我们真的缺乏，

这些都在于我们怎样看待事情

以其看到你所没有的，为什么不要看到我们所拥有的呢？

不要等到失去了，才知道自己曾经拥有。

不要因为失去了，而继续的失去下去

珍惜眼前，放眼未来，明天就是开心的一天了。

【家】一封对家人表白的情书

2014-07-29T22:41:00.001+08:00

家，有种味道，一种让人想念却非常熟悉的味道。
生活忙了起来，不知不觉中才发现原来已经离开家里一段日子了。
不懂最近为什么身边的事物都好像活了起来，它们飘起了我对家的思恋。

想起回到家，看到那位又瘦了的婆婆，心疼了。
想起回到家，看见头上又多了白发的爸爸，心酸了。
想起回到家，看到妈妈那双期待的眼神，心软了
想起回到家，看见我的姐姐跟妹妹，心开了。

我在外读书，虽然是在国内，但是距離确实是一个东，一个西。
有时心里很矛盾，不懂是否应该放弃学业，放更多的时间给家人。
婆婆最心疼的话，就是当她问我几时读完书。。。
我有时真的不懂如何回答，告诉她5年吗？
那位婆婆让我无法遮盖我心中的眼泪，
每次通话时，她都叫我早点睡觉，记得喝鸡精，好好读书，不要随便走。。。
她每次都让别人担心，叫别人照顾身体，她自己呢？
她总是想到家人，宁愿自己不吃，也要我们先吃，
虔诚的祈祷我们一家平安及拿到好成绩。
心里真是舍不得。

爸爸很硬颈，时常不注意自己的饮食，放纵自己。
身为家里的独生子，虽然应该挺自己的爸爸，但是我没做到。
虽然爸爸会觉得为什么这个儿子跟其他人的儿子不同，意见不合，而且还斗嘴　
我想对我爸说，我爱他。有很多事情是无法妥协的，为了他的健康，为了他的将来，真的很希望他能明白。跟他谈耶稣，不是因为我要炫耀我的宗教，不是为了不要传承文化，而是因为我希望他能有新的生命，希望神能祝福他的一生。　
口中有时不说话，其实心里有很多难言的话。　
口中有时嘴硬，但是其实心软了。
不想看到别人糟蹋我爸，也不想他自己糟蹋自己。　
我永远不会忘记，我小时，当我睡不着时，他那杯MILO。

妈妈的手总让我觉得自责，因为女人本来就应该享受生活，而现在的我却给不了什么
天下没有不保护孩子的妈妈，当然也没有不爱妈妈的孩子，　
虽然她在我童年画下了一道疤痕，但是如今，神却把那道疤痕变成了生命中的彩虹，成为了许多人的见证。我享受与妈妈一起逛街，与妈妈在一起的日子，因为那时何等的福气
有时候，妈妈告诉我她失眠时，或者她腰酸背痛时，心里其实不懂该怎样好，　所以也只有交托给神了，让他看顾我妈妈，就像以前我妈妈把我们交给神一样。　

一位姐姐，一位妹妹，我的童年玩伴。
我们有很疯狂的童年，无限的创意，无穷的力量。　
希望这一切永远都在心里，在一起的日子，真的很开心。
虽然我们不像其他小孩，要什么就有什么，但是我却看到了神满满的恩典与慈爱在我们中间
吵架只是小事，过一回，就忘记了。　
我们都在长大中，心中当然担心他们啊，尤其是我妹妹
也许她会觉得为什么我希望他能拿到好成绩，　
我真的很担心他们俩的前途，
很怕在半途中，忘记了神，
因为她们必须永远记在心，神是他们的依靠。　

家人就是不同，他们是我们生命中第一批接触的人
希望神永远与我的家人同在，我不在，但是神确实万能，无所不在的，他必定保守我一家
我只能把这些担心交给神了。　
阿门。

【我长大了】

2014-07-29T22:09:00.003+08:00

每种人的生活都存在着不同的节奏，有些人的生活是古典音乐，有些人的却如那些摇滚音乐使人兴奋也使人反感。

每种人都有不同的思想模式，有些人是看事不看人，有些人却是感情动物。

每种人都有着不同的梦想，有些人盼望能翱翔蓝天，有些人却只希望躺卧青草地

长大了，角度也当改变了吧。。。

最近发生了很多事，在今年，马来西亚的MH370与MH17 陷入了空难后，相信不管你是否是马来西亚人，心--------因该都碎了吧。当打开面子书时，看见战争中那些无辜的小孩，那些残忍的做法，实在让人心酸。上星期，参加了『饥饿30』后，体会到了没有东西吃的感受。

我对这个世界很失望。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

加上我有很多问题我需要面对，包括自己的将来，心中的压抑，也许因该没有人能明白。

一直以来，我都很积极面对生命，因为我相信神创造了我，肯定有他的目的。

也许你会觉得我好像安慰着我自己，但是总好过麻木的过着毫无目的的生活吧。

心里的空虚，让我思考了人生的很多个问题。。。

钱多了，带去哪？

学业第一，又怎样？

那么多朋友，有多少个是真心的？

有了家庭，有了工作，有了永恒的生命吗？

最后我们还是要面对我们即将入土的命运。

心中有很多的东西放不下。。。。

放不下家人，放不下地位，放不下金钱，放不下尊严

到了一段时间，发现心里累了，想把这些东西放下。

觉得自己的命运很遭吗？

我问神。。。为什么？为什么他们有的我却不能拥有，很不公平

我问神。。。为什么？为什么要这样对我？

我问神。。。为什么？为什么？为什么？

觉得自己好幼稚，神可能都在笑了。。。

长大后，发现其实我拥有很多东西，

在世界的另一端，不懂多少人渴望能有我的生命

为什么自己一直看到自己没有的呢？

今天晚上，觉得自己长大了，因为我的愿望是，希望每个人都开心，世界和平

朋友不需要多，真心的几个就好了，

生活不需要太过富有，充满意义就好

把一切重担交给神，因为他才是掌管者啊。

多为世界祷告，为教会，为家人，为朋友，为国家，为社会

生活短短几十年，活出最好的自己吧！

The Emotional Thinker

2014-05-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

I questioned myself , why can i be so positive but yet so negative ... A simple sentence that someone combined unintentionally could be a sword that hurts me deep into my heart . A candy that given by someone normal can bright up my day . While walking around , i amazed to see the creation like flowers and tree of God but sadness just filled my heart when i saw those little kids that asking for food , those adults that have no pride but live so hopeless ............................................... So simple but yet so complicated . So easy but yet so hard .

God has given me the very rich emotions , the emotions that feel .....I feel the people around me , i know the feeling when your parents about to divorce , i know the feeling that when you feel like God leaving you , i know your feeling when someone look down on you , i know your feeling when you break with your couple , i know your feeling when you lost your phone . I know all that because i experienced it .

Emotion can be good and can be bad . When you are controlling your emotion , then it is good but when emotion conquer your soul , you will see everything starts to betray you . Inside the heart of everyone of us , it is made up of many essences that build up our life .....

Fear is the most common one , fear is good when it protects us from something that might harm us , but most of the time , we fear on how people look at us , we fear to be alone , we fear to fail . This fail limits us from growing because we are stopped by the fear . A few day ago , i posted something in a group in whatsapp , that message intentionally was to make the members laugh , but ends up with an advisor saying not to post this kind of post again and a member send me message personally told me not to post those kind of thing so that i don't get shoot . I don't understand , i meant my intention was good , i was trying to share the happiness but why ends up like that , my emotion stopped me from enter my sleep . So i was thinking what is wrong with me ? Why i feel so burdensome ? I realised i let the emotion controlled me . How can a leader be so emotional ? How am i going to face those big challenge when i am so emotional , it's just a small case but why do i feel so much ? I fear i cannot be a good leader in the future . And the next day , i knew that the advisor didn't get the meaning of my post and that's why he posted that . and that means i fear for nothing .

There was a kid sent me a facebook message that stated his worries and i replied God will give strength when he needed it and asked him not to worried . But why i never use this reply to reply myself . i always worried how people look at me , i always worried what i will lost , i always worried i cannot be someone i wish to be until i worried the relationship between me and God .

On the wednesday , i was talking to my boss , i told him that i am worried of which university to go , which job to get into ..... After a long talk , he shared his very extraordinary experience to me , he said he felt so frustrated a week ago , he felt so stress because of his work . Until one time he silently and listened to the song that i gave him " I Surrender All " . He started to feel relaxed because of the presence of God . He gave me an advice , don't think too much about the future , but everything i do , think about God .

I scrolled the post in Facebook , i found a post posted by my lecturer in Sabah Theology Seminary during the Short Term Mission , the post was about sleep early and wake up early .

Surrender the day to God in the morning , and you will see the thing differently , you feel see light in darkness .

When i wrote this post , only i realised that these days God are reminding not to be controlled by my emotion but surrender everything to him .

Thanks God !

In everything , i should give thanks ,

I surrender all , my blessed savior !

Missing Dad

2014-05-20T11:05:00.003+08:00

I was thinking about my dad last night .

Lying down on my bed , with the relaxing music i played to prepare myself for a journey in my dream

I was thinking to have supper with my dad when i go back to Sabah during my semester break,

think about last time , my sisters and i will be very happy if our dad brought us for supper .

Really miss you dad .

I have a lot to learn from my dad this time i go back ,

i want to get financial knowledge from my dad , and tell him my plan after i finish my degree .

Just pray to God that he will keep my family in hand .

Amen

To the prostitute

2014-05-15T13:32:00.001+08:00

I wrote this article when I was sitting down in Starbucks , I saw a girl with a white guy . No discrimation just rethink about the prostitutes I saw on the streets the other day .

A girl will only give her precious thing to the man that she loves

I saw many girls on the street provide massage to the man that passing by , verbally is massage but you know what is the extra service provided next .

They are selling their body for money .

I always feel so sympathy to them , because they have to have sex with the man they don't love ...and the society today will judge them through their eyes , they are below the standard of living and they are the rubbish of the society , the reason of broken family .

Can you imagine what kind of life they are living in ?

It is a life that is dark and with no hope , I believe they have a strong guilt in their heart . Because they don't feel the love anymore , they don't feel the acceptance .

If they are so unlucky , they might get Aids , because the probability of getting Aids is high when they have a few sex couples . And how are them going to walk the rest of their life ?

They is always turning back ...

I hope they know they are loved by the God

Seek for the help , seek for proper job , because nothing is impossible .

Life is a marathon that requires us to run ...

hope this gives you hope to live on .

May God bless you .

Son Of God

2014-05-15T00:43:00.000+08:00

I just finished the movie “Son Of God”

It happened long time ago , but the feeling is so real .

Jesus said “ Blessed are those who don’t see but who believe in him” , you might said these are all story that made by the man . Sometimes we harden our heart , we will not admit we are all sinners . We cannot see God and God is something that made to comfort our soul only .

Friends , what are you breathing in ? You are breathing in oxygen right ? But do you see oxygen ? How do you know that is oxygen ? Can you stop breathing it in ?

Truth needs not evidence to support , because truth cannot be changed . Truth is always there and with our limited intelligent how are we going to fully understand the thing that beyond our level of thinking ? Ask you a very simple question , will you let a 5 years old kids to mark your degree paper ? Logically no , because even if you let the 5 years old kid to mark your paper , you will get back the paper with a house drew on it . God needs not to explain to us about how he made the universe , because even if he explain to us , even the greatest scientist will not understand the thing that far more beyond their intelligence .

Here , I would like to share with you my feeling and the historical event that happened 2014 years ago , if you don’t believe , you could just take it as a story , and I hope this story brings hope and smile to you . May my God bless you .

The story begins with 2000 years ago , God sent his only son named Jesus Christ to the earth . The mother of Jesus Christ is Mary , she got pregnant by the Holy Spirit , in the perspective of science , this is impossible , because normal human have 46 chromosomes and this 46 chromosome , 23 from the man and the another half from the women . cool ? This is to fulfilled what the prophet said “Behold , the virgin shall with child and bear a son and they shall call his name Immanuel which is translated to God be with us ( Isaiah 7:14 ) .

God’s only son , Wow , he should be born in the palace and with many servants and foods . But this baby was born in the manger , no bed, no pillow , he came to the world with the most humble way. Jesus came to the world as a man , not to enjoy his holiday or travel around the world . He is a God but he transformed to a man kind so that he could feel what the human feel . Day by day , this baby grew up and became a man who preached in the temple of God . He is a great leader for he is wise and knowledgeable , he helped his people by healing their soul .

This man knew he is going to betrayed by one of his disciple , which are one of the most close person to him , but he shows no anger or hates , that is what the society needs today , a heart that forgive people , the heart that stops the spread of anger .

Jesus was said to have been arrested due to a charge of blasphemy. And because of that he have been crucified on the cross. And when he was on the cross , he said : “forgive them father , because they don’t know what they are doing” he also told the man besides him that he will be with him in the paradise . How can Jesus said that , and who gave him the power ? Because he is God . I don’t think someone who are dying soon will still care about fame .

Because his death , the chain of sin is broken and we are not longer the slave of sin but we can go to the father .

3 days later , Jesus resurrected from the death . He is alive and people cannot believe it until they saw the holes in his hands. This shows that Jesus had already conquered the death. And 40 days later , Jesus was risen and the angel said he will come again .

As a conclusion , God loves you more than anything , because he willing to let his only son to die for you . So that you are free !

Jesus said , those who believe in him can reach the father ,

He is the way and the truth ,

If you finished this article , and you have any question or any feeling you want to share , kindly drop a comment below .

I may God bless you !

生活中的小事

2014-05-13T23:55:00.001+08:00

不懂我们是否还记得以前那个因为一点小事而发脾气的自己。

别人比我们拿的多了一些，我们就开始觉得世界是不公平的。

无可否认，我们确实因为生活中的小小不如意而感到沮丧升至影响了我们身边的人。

手里拿着爆米花，嘴里嚼着的爆米花以让人回味起当初的点点滴滴。

记得从前，我因为一包妈妈卖给我们的爆米花而骂我的姑姑，当时真的觉得很生气，觉得她不应该在还没经过别人的允许就吃别人的东西。

今日想起，才觉得自己很幼稚 。

有时候，一时的脾气带来的破坏力足于把一段经历已久的感情桥梁给毁掉，幸运的话，至少还能和气的说话，但是时间短暂，我们又有多少时间能浪费在这些脾气上呢？

小孩争吵可能是为了玩具，糖果。

少年吵架可能是为了朋友及潮流

成年人吵架可能是为了成就与地位

已婚的可能是因为不合一的想法，

老年人，可能因为生活中的忧闷。

其实，我们为什么利用那么多时间在这些小事呢”

从今开始，我们是否应该思考及给予更多的原谅呢

珍惜身边的人 吧。

What my mom taught me ?

2014-05-11T01:09:00.000+08:00

When i was still a 10 years old kid ....

Inside a car , going back home from grandpa's house ....

My little sister said : "Look , i feel so pity about the dog that died on the road because of the cars"

I replied : "The dog should die , the dog should be careful while crossing the road "

My mom raised her voice a bit louder and told me that this is not the reaction that i should have , this is not the right feeling , instead i should feel pity about that dog .............

I think that's the time my thinking started to change , change to someone that have mercy and love .

I was a very naughty boy when i was still a little monkey , i shouldn't categorised myself as naughty , playful and active are more suitable .

Back when i was still a kid , Nokia was a very famous phone , and until now i don't know what is so fun about the snake game in the phone .

When my mom was sleeping in the noon , i was like a pink panther , i took the phone that she put on top of the piano and brought it to my room . My motive was to play the phone game only and never thought this will be a life changing story .....

On the phone screen "Press the dial key then press the # key to unlock " ...... It's just two simple button , but for a dumb kid like me , i just don't understand what is written on the phone ........ I thought i was a genius by taking out the batteries then put it back to restart the phone , but that time , after i switched on the phone , the phone screen stated "Please Insert Your Sim Card" .... I just don't understand , have been trying so hard to find a way to open the phone , then i gave up and put the phone back to the piano .

My mom woke up , she actually asked us if we have played her phone , at that time , heart felt so nervous and mouth came up with the answer NO ..... It is so crap that my mom found the sim card below the desk in my room .....arrhhhhh..... you know what was next ..........
My mom was very angry , and she asked us to kneel down ... i am so sorry to my sisters because they have been punished even if they are not involved ....and in mind , i clearly remembered my mom said , she said she is angry is not because i played her phone , but because i was not honest .
Since that event , i really became a good boy .....

When i went to Japan for the Youth Exchange Programme , my hosting family was surprised that i know how to cook , for they said most of the man in Japan don't know how to cook . I am not a great cooker , but one thing i should proud of myself is i know how to cook . My mom knew that she was not home for most of the time , that's why she taught us how to cook and at the same time by helping her in the kitchen , i really developed some skills that cannot be learned in the school .

My mom taught me that i can talk to GOD by praying . My mom used to pray with us , together before sleep , she will said she surrender her child in God's hands after reading the same bed time story every time .

I love to do my own notes for my study , i will use a lot of colours or different ways to present my ideas , i think the first time when i was inspired to do note is when i saw my mom 's note , she feels proud about her note and so do i ...

From simple running code on the piano and today i can play many songs that i like , my mom loves piano and she used to teach me some techniques on playing piano .

Mom ... you taught me a lot of things , it is really a lot until i cannot describe any more , you still remember you holded our hands outside our house to teach us to write our complicated chinese names ? Put water colours on the cucumber and make those creative paintings ? Planting onion for your cooking ......

Mom , i love you .
I want to make you proud .
Happy Mother's day mom .

Your son ,
Anthony Sia

My 18th Birthday

2014-05-01T14:09:00.000+08:00

18 years are not so long nor short . Think about what have i done for the past 18 years , i feel so proud that i was brave enough to face those challenges in life . 18 years ago , i was born , i thank God for giving me the chance to play this game and of course parents especially my mom who suffered extreme pain while delivering me .

So , what is 18 going to be ? I was very excited on how my birthday is going to be celebrated ... And here , i would like to "showoff" how awesome was my 18th birthday .

A few months ago , i told my mom i want to go back to Sabah exactly on my birthday date . That's because for me , home is the best present and i miss Sabah so much . So my mom booked the flight ticket for me . Some of my friends who asked me whether i am free or not on my birthday , i will say i am going back to Sabah on that day ..... :)

So the first surprise came a few day before my birthday ....(4th Dec )
My friend Rebecca was asking me to accompany her at Sunway Pyramid , that day , i was very tired but happy since i just finished my exam . At first , we were having some drinks at Coffea Coffee House and chit chatting . Soon , she asked me whether i want to share a cake with her or not ... Honestly ,that time i don't feel like having cake , so she said she will order herself . She asked me whether i like tiramitsu cake or not , and i replied of course .... When a cup of very beautiful cup cake arrived , she sang me a birthday song ......i was surprised . She felt sorry for she cannot celebrate my birthday with my other friends . I was like "huh" .... Why so stupid .... I will not put in heart even if you cannot come and celebrate my birthday . But , really happy and touching that day ....

On the fifth of december (5th Dec 2013 ) , we have planned to have dinner together with my classmates and watch movie together . I still remember that day , i don't feel like going for i faced some problem , i was very worried that time and sad . But , first , they sent me this message that made me smile

The reason they sent me this is because i love fruits so much , the tree have fruits , can provide oxygen for me , some more i can talk to the tree .... hmmm ... hahahaha.....

So , i decided to go for the movie with them .... And guess what happened next ...They sang me a birthday song in the cinema . I was shocked and shy ... hehe ... But thanks friends ... Really hope can develop better friendship with you guys .

7th December , Birthday Celebration for the December babies of Sunway Metro Leo Club at Burgertory SS15 .Thanks to Ln Alan Thoo , Ln Marcus Loh and Leos :)

8th December ... After the church service , we went to Sunway Pyramid . I have no idea they will celebrate my birthday . We have lunch at Dragon I (Reynold , Zuo Wern ,Kelvin and me ) only . and after that , don't know why they i was brought to Secret Recipe without my conscious . I thought we were going to Yam Cha only . But after that , they took out the cake and the card and a birthday song is presented . It's really warm , for they were my closest friends for the first 3 months in STS . The birthday card really awesome and nice .

After the celebration , we continued at Starbucks ... They sang me a birthday song again .... Hahaha....After that Kelvin and Zuo wern , we were chit chatting .... :)
I took my dinner with Kelvin at MCD ..... And it's really touching to have a brother like him ... We had shared a lot of stories that we never share before .....

I played the piano in Sunway Pyramid on the way back to hostel , got some people stopped by and listening to the song i played . There was a women with the husband and little girl sang the chinese song that i played . After that , on the way back , there were 3 foreigner said i can play so well.... hihi

Finally , on my birthday , i really excited for i can get back home soon .

So happy to see my mom and sisters ....
we have steam boat in the night .

I am officially 18 that night , and it's time to be matured . Hope all of this will be viewed again when i am old .....

Time giving

2014-02-02T23:25:00.001+08:00

No body can buy themselves the time . It passes so fast . Tick tok tick tok tick tok .....

Someone who are willing to spent their time with you must be someone who care about you , for time is precious and they are willing to give the precious thing to you . Some people willing to give you their time for some intention , whatever it's , we must learn how to weight the value of the deal . Some people don't even know why they are giving you their time and most of us are belong to this group of people , we spend time to talk something not good about others , doing something useless ....

Time ....
When you love someone , you will think about the relationship most of the time ,
you will wonder why no message on your phone ,
you will try to guess what is happening and think a lot and a lot .
If we are forgotten by our partners just because they are busy ,
Yes , we must understand the situation ,
but is that called "Love" . Or it is just a "Puppy Love "

人的心-永远认为自己对

2014-02-01T22:37:00.001+08:00

有人描述人的心为海底的针，有人描述人的心为无底的洞。

人的心，确实很难摸透。一个人笑着口并非开心，一个人闭着眼并非瞎眼，一个人摸着心，有时却不明白自己想要的到底是什么。世界给我的定义是美好的，他拥有迷人的色彩，动人的感情以及惊人的定律设计。今天，我讲出了心中的两个压力。而我想在这里分享的是其中一个。

我想对我的父母说，他们让我看到人类永远只看到自己对的一面，却没想过自己的一举一动所带来的后果及伤害。

“就是因为他这样，我讨厌他，全都是他的错。”

我们一直埋怨别人，好像我们是好人一样，我们看我们自己是没有错的。
凡事都要从不同的角度去追究，
当然，有些事情的发生确实是出自于神的旨意，但是我真的不明白。
我们不曾受过别人所受的伤，又如何能了解别人的痛呢？

这个时候，我只想安静，向神说，我需要你。

The mode of living

2014-02-01T15:21:00.001+08:00

Dear God ,

You should know who am i or who was i . I really don't know whether i am who i am or i lost the original identity that you have created for me . Should i change myself to adapt to the Bible ? I am not perfect i know , but i am trying to be perfect because i love you God . So should i or should not ? I am really confused and don't know what to do , you have a plan in my life , but currently i am not sure whether i am living under your plan or i am creating my own path . I read the purpose driven life by Pastor Rick Warren. He told me you are the one who planned my life , but why you planned it like that ? I really don't know what to do for now . Am i still a good man or i was a good man . You know my heart Lord Jesus , i really hope you will reply me ................

A desperate heart ,
Your child
Anthony

L.O.V.E

2014-01-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

Love is a very completed element . Love existed before the world , because i believe God do put in this element while he was creating the heaven and earth . Love is not just a feeling , it's something unseen but real and can be shown by what we think and what we do . Love have a power to create but to destroy someone .

As a christian , i always believe that God loves me and i can feel that . By looking at everything happens around me , i know that God loves me so much . The greatest love is when he sacrificed himself at the cross for me , i will never understand how big is his love to us .

I involved in some relationships that i cannot explain ....Is LOVE always right ?
Even if we know it's not right ......
That's love isn't it ?

My New Year Resolutions

2014-01-31T00:22:00.002+08:00

So , it have been 7 days and i haven't done writing my new year resolutions yet ... From the first day of new year until now , i was thinking about my new year resolutions , just think and with no action to write it down , i think it's pointless .... It's 2014 , so , don't procrastinate and i decided to write it down here. ............

It's 31st of Jan 2014 12:00 , i must write it down today , for it's the first day of Chinese new year .

That day , my math lecturer had a chi chat with me , she was asking about my plan after A Level .I want to be a medical doctor for now i told her . She was then asking me about my result . I told her honestly what i got and she was giving me a lot of useful advices . It's not a good result to show off here , but i want to write it here , so i know my mistake and failure . I failed my chemistry , just passed for mathematics and B for biology in the internal exam . I have analyzed why i failed , here are some .

1. Time management
I have no study times table for the first semester that i planned for a very long time to do it , but no action was taken . I didn't prioritize every task according to weight .

2. Too late to start a study group
I started a study group with my friends in the end of the first semester . In the study group , we will do our homework together , motivate each other , teaching each other and also sharing .

3.Taking too many subjects
Recently , i dropped one subject - Psychology from the 4 subjects that i took early in the semester . I thought A Level is easy , since only 4 subjects , but now you know what i meant .

4.Not paying full focus in my lecture
My lecturer told me this before . But i couldn't agree with her , since i always sit on the front sit . But now i know that i was not paying full attention during the class . I was affected by my mood .

5. Lack Of Exercise
I found out that i don't know how to apply what have i learned or forget how to do and have loss my confident when i saw something that i don't know how to solve . I was doing my note , but lack of exercise and past years papers .

Here are the 5 major factors that i figured out and there are more than that . But i am not going to list it out , for i should focus on this semester instead of looking at the past .

Here is my planning for this semester .
I am the type of person who likes to do planning . I realized my planning skills when i was form three from my teacher , but this kind of skill becomes weaker every year when i was lazy . Thus , i am bringing it back this year .

I have done a template of my study schedule and if it's useful throughout the semester , i will share it here for everyone's reference . To be a medical doctor , i need all As in the Cambridge A Level , that's why i have to work really hard this year .

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
1. Be at the class 5 minutes earlier
2. Settle every task on the same day . Plan exact date for projects or unsettle task
3. Don't easily influence by people . Listen , Digest and Pick
4. Finished the book - Life Purpose Driven in 40 days .
5. Record every expenses and incomes . Export the transaction file to email .
6. Workout / Exercise for 100 Hours in a year
7. Must complete one set past year question every week .
8.

Don't give up Anthony , you can achieve what ever you want with the help from the God !

[Repost] 25 AWESOME TIPS FOR BEAUTIFUL LIFE!!!

2013-12-22T17:37:00.001+08:00

25 AWESOME TIPS FOR BEAUTIFUL LIFE!!!

1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. & while you walk, SMILE.
It is the ultimate antidepressant.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. When you wake up in the morning, Pray to ask God’s
guidance for your purpose, today.
4. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food
that is manufactured in plants.
5. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, broccoli, and almonds.
6. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
7. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past,
negative thoughts or things you cannot control.
Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
8. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a
college kid with a maxed out charge card.
9. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.
10. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Forgive them for
everything !
11. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
12. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
13. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
14. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what
their journey is all about.
15. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
16. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: ‘In five years,
will this matter?’
17. Help the needy, Be generous ! Be a ‘Giver’ not a ‘Taker’
18. What other people think of you is none of your business.
19. Time heals everything.
20. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
21. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your
friends will. Stay in touch.
22. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
23. Each night before you go to bed ,Pray to God and Be thankful
for what you’ll accomplish, today !
24. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.

25.Share this to everyone on your list to help them lead a happier
life…!!!!

Fruits and Vegetables with pesticide and fertilizer

2013-12-21T23:45:00.001+08:00

My sister washed the grapes that my mom bought from the supermarket with the plant based soap . And those wax and pesticide formed a white substance leaving the fruits .......

Nowadays , it's really scary to know what 's the truth behind the food that we are consuming everyday . Last week , while we were having the papaya that we bought from the local market , it taste bitter . My grandpa told us it's because they sprayed pesticide on the papaya ....

Those chemical in the fruits and vegetables are not good for us and might cause changes to our body

You might say organic foods are safe ?

How sure you are those organic food with no chemical ... Here a story ...

My mom's friends asked my mom to help her to buy the vegetables from my town to the city , and the one who asked my mom to buy was a organic vegetable seller ... Can you imagine that ... Of course her vegetables are organic but not all ..... Imagine those inorganic vegetable with organic labelling , they can earn doubled you know ....

So , what to do with this problem ?

Grow your own vegetables and get more friends to get the truth behind ....

I think we cannot do so much also ..

good luck !

Christmas Celebration

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I feel so happy that my mom attended the Christmas celebration with us this year . But my dad still against the church. I really hope my family can be saved because I love them so much . For Jesus said He is the truth the way and the life . I believe God have his work on my family . I will not stop praying on miracle . Please pray for my family too :) May God bless you .

God take care of my family all the time .

Thank you for letting me to know you God . Thank you Jesus Christ , you have changed my life !