~yours truly~

backkkkkkkkkkk ;)

2010-12-11T08:19:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum semua!!

though i know i'm just babbling to myself every time i typed an entry here,

i'm still gonna say

I'M BACK!!

(bitch!) haha

xoxo,

~yours truly~

pre departure

2010-08-24T02:54:00.002+08:00

mmmmm.

setakat ni, blom nak berapa happy

sbb perasaan serabut tu

mmg sgt mendominasi perasaan.

*cheywahhh!haha*

bila apa yang diimpikan dah tercapai,

and bila peluang tu dah ada.

mula ada second thoughts,

mula nk ade cold feet.

hurmmmm.

syaitan agaknya.

frankly speaking,

mmg berat sangat hati nk tinggalkan malaysia.

hmmm.

mula fikir,

'betul ke ini jalan yang betul?'

takut.

takut dengan perubahan.

ye, memang tak bagus.

tapi itula yang saya rasakan.

maybe ada yang cakap tak bersyukur,

'dh dapat pegi tu, pegi jela'

tp, saya masih berkira2, jika pemergian saya ini

adakah akan menjadi orang yang lebih baik drpada sebelum ini?

ataupun yang lebih teruk?

orang kata,

optimistik la.

open up to new challenges.

hmm.

ye, mmg sy agak pessimistic.

dalam soal ni,

saya memang sudah sedia tahu

yang cabaran di sana memang luar biasa susahnya

cabaran yang di sini pon sudah terkial2 dibuatnya,

orang kata,

kalau kail panjang sejengkal,

lautan dalam jangan diduga.

dan kail yang ada sekarang...

mungkin sejengkal itulah yang mampu disediakan.

soalnya sekarang,

mampukah lautan dalam untuk diduga?

ye.

kecut perut.

itulah yang paling tepat saya kira.

ada dua kemungkinan.

1. jadi lebih baik

2. jadi makin teruk

rasionalnya,

kemungkinan pertama paling dihajati.

tp bagaimana dengan kemungkinan yang kedua?

atau,

kemungkinan yang ketiga: tidak berubah?

apa2 pun, saya memang sentiasa berdoa

untuk kemungkinan yang pertama.

pengaruh yang saya risaukan.

kawan2,keadaan sekeliling,

ye, pengaruh memang banyak,

tapi pengaruh dari diri sendiri itu

yang paling kuat

dan yang paling utama.

nafsu semata.

apa2 pun, takdir Allah yang paling cantik kan?

just embrace it, dengan redha Allah ta'ala.

xoxo,

~yours truly~

back! :)

2010-08-24T02:32:00.002+08:00

hey!

hey! hey! hey!

I'M BACKKKKKKK!!!

sudah lama rupanye tak menulis. :D

sedar2, dh 3 bulan!! wahahaha.

mmmm. byk yg dah berlalu.

but, byk sgt, smpai tak tau nk cerita dr mana.

hee~~

mmm. well, just nk update yang

Alhamdulillah akan ke University of Manchester

September ini. :D

*lepas raya okayyyy. yeayyy!!*

so, now tgh super serabot dgn sume bnda.

actually blom nk berapa serabut lagi.haha.

oh ya!

nk buat selingan jap.

misi sebelum pergi: kumpul lagu2 raya byk2.

buat nostalgic jek lebey.haha

okay2 sambung di post seterusnya. :D

xoxo,

~yours truly~

irritating.urgh.

2010-05-06T18:53:00.002+08:00

grown ups

acting like children

are plain

IRRITATING

~yours truly~

azam (tahun) baru saya.

2010-04-25T18:45:00.003+08:00

tahun baru?

sekarang sudah pun penghujung april

=.="

saya kira, tak perlu tahun baru untuk ada azam baru.

kan?

so, azam baru adalah..

*drum rolls*

...

saya mahu start everything fresh!

insyaAllah.

xoxo,~yours truly~

:)

2010-04-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY

is what might be

the perfect word

to describe me right now.

xoxo,~yours truly~

kanak2.

2010-04-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

tadi saya pening kepala.

lalu saya turun ke bawah untuk menghirup udara segar.

saya menerima 1 sms ringkas dari Alep.

baby sedang swimming2 dekat bawah.

saya terus menuju ke port mereka bertandang.

*heh. kacau daun btol aku nih.heh.*

sapa mama Alep.

lihat gelagat kanak2 riang sedang bermain air.

*esok sekolah tuuuu. nak jugak main air!*

hee.

seronok betul.

macam saya pulak yang mandi bersama.

sudah lama tidak berseronok sebegitu.

seronok yang betul2 seronok.

main2.

tanpa ada sebarang kegusaran yang bermain di minda.

kerja rumah yang tidak siaplah,

exam yang hanya tinggal sehari dua lah,

macam2 lagi masalah.

kanak2.

bila nampak kanak2,

saya bayangkan betapa seronok nya menjadi kanak2.

yang kini sebenarnya sudah saya lupa perasaan menjadi seorang kanak2.

dek terlalu sibuk dengan aktiviti seharian

dan stress yang memenuhi ruang kehidupan sehari-harian.

seingat saya,

masak zaman kanak2 dulu,

saya seorang kanak2 yang sangat2 pendiam.

saya hanya akan bermain bila di ajak bermain.

tidak pernah mengajak.

saya juga tidak punya ramai kawan dulu.

saya hanya berkawan dengan kakak, dan adik,

dan sepupu dan anak kepada sepupu,

itupun bila ada event yang dikunjungi bersama keluarga.

ye.saya kanak2 yang pathetic dulu.

-.-"

jujurnya,

saya seakan2 sudah lupa untuk berseronok.

hanya katakan seronok,

bila keadaan seem to be seronok.

maksudnya, tidaklah seronok yang ultimate.

biasa2 saja.

-.-"

*eceywahh.umo baru jek 20.zaman kanak2 baru saja berlalu, dah lupa?dasar lupa daratan!heh*

namun, perangai saya masih keanak-anakan.

=.="

*ok2.statement cm bercanggah sikit dari the last paragraph*

conclusion nye di sini,

saya fikir,

mungkin kerana tidak betul2 meng'enjoy' zaman kanak2,

saya bersifat keanak-anakan at times.

yelah.tak sempat nak jadi betul2 kanak2 dulu.

hee.

bila ditanyakan saat indah yang pernah dilalui,

blank.

memang blank.

tidak pernah saya kira sesuatu peristiwa itu sebagai sangat indah/seronok.

kerana kalau seronok gila, confirm la kite akan ingat sampai bila2 kan.

hehe.

tapi, satu pun tidak terlintas dalam otak.

kapasiti memori yang tidak cukup besar, mungkin

*kena upgrade nih!*

atau mungkin, memang saya yang tidak tahu bagaimana caranya?

haha. pelik betul saya ni.

well. just a random thought.

xoxo,

~yours truly~

berhabuk! heee~~

2010-04-13T22:48:00.003+08:00

hello guys!! hee.

dah berhabuk dh page ni...

haih. -.-"

main reason would be,

i've been busy studying.

hee.

like... seriously!!

hehehehehe.

*padahal facebook tetiap jam.ngeh3*

ok2.

now tgh trial and exam fever.

*bukan football fever jek tau skarang!!*

so, sangat malas mahu update.

or should i say, takde idea nk update pasal ape.

takkan nak tulis short notes econs kot kan??
hahah. poyo gile la tuuuu.

hee

anyway, i;ve been happy these few days!!!

seronok sangat2..

happy sangat3..

bahagia sangat2.

*huge smile*

and harap perasaan ini akan berkekalan selama-lamanya.

ok3. that is not possible, i know2.

haha.

well, just wanted to share that with you people!

and, i'm not stressing up with the exam fever.

i think i'm coping with it well this time.

*so far!!*

hee.

not to say that i'm confident to get the As,

but at least i'm happy with the way i'm progressing with my studies,

and the way i'm studying right now.

stress-free study mode!!

i will sleep whenever i feel to, and will facebook-ing, whenever i want to! hee.

and it helps!.

not that stress laaa.

hehehe.

but not that productive. kui3.

till then,

xoxo,
~yours truly~

hard.

2010-03-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

it's hard.

dammmmmnnnnnn hard.

both of them.

urgh.

I MUST FIGHT!!

it is hard if you say it is.

say it's EASY.

and it will eventually becomes EASIER.

~yours truly~

ignorance is the opposite of love.

2010-03-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

xoxo,
~yours truly~

pride and prejudice

2010-03-07T00:01:00.001+08:00

angau~~~~

xoxo,
~yours truly~

haven't met HIM yet.

2010-02-27T23:11:00.001+08:00

I'm Not Surprised

Not Everything Lasts

I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,

I Stop Keeping Track.

Talk Myself In

I Talk Myself Out

I Get All Worked Up

And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It

I Came Up With A Million Excuses

I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out

You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait

I'll Never Give Up

I Guess It's Half Timing

And The Other Half's Luck

Wherever You Are

Whenever It's Right

You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing

And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me

And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out

And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair

And In Love And War

But I Won't Need To Fight It

We'll Get It Right

And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing

And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me

And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out

And I'll Work To Work It Out

Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get

Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out

And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get

Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Oh Promise You Kid

To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Love Love Love .....

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

http://www.metrolyrics.com/havent-met-you-yet-lyrics-michael-buble.html

credits to YUN for suggesting this song to me :) haven't met HIM yet!

xoxo,
~yours truly~

BURRRPPP! EHEH ;p

2010-02-21T10:19:00.002+08:00

sungguh tak senonoh ye tajuk post ni.

huhu.

ok3.

excuse me! hee~

kenyangnyeeeee..

huhuhu.

lapar tak best, kenyang pon tak best.

haih.

manusia memang tak pernah cukup kan.

huu.

saya suka makan.

tapi agak jarang2 makan.

*okay3, selalu la jugakkkk.;P*

bila makan, memang tak pandang kiri kanan laaa.

bila orang panggil, confirm tak jawab sampai la orang berkenaan

memanggil sambil terkinja2.hahhha.

*ok2 itu OVERRRR.sampai dia panggil orang lain untuk panggil saya la.hee*

makan dah la guna tangan.

*selalunya di KDU square.*

baru feel sikit.hee.

makan ala2 omputih ni sengal betul.

kite kan orang Melayu.

ada adat,ada adab.

biar mati anak, jangan mati adat.

*haha.poyo gile aku ni*

*ok3.memang adab makan orang melayu BERSOPAN. huhu*

nanti sampai sana baru la makan cara diorang.

tapi bila dah kenyang,

i was like,

MENYESAL.

*kenape la aku melantak cam haram tadi.kan dh kenyang sangat.ish.*

so, lesson learnt:

*actually everytime rasa kenyang sangat, akan evaluate benda yang same.ouh.saba jela ngan saya ni.hee.*

1. makan ikut keperluan.jangan la main sumbat jek dalam mulut tu.

2. beringatlah di masa tiada makanan nanti.

*wait3.dis is supposed to make me eat MORE rite?hahah*

3. makan tengok kiri kanan.

*mane tau ada jejaka hensem yang sedang tergamam melihat selera makanku yang besar ini.=.="*

4. lain kali makan pakai fork&spoon. baru la turned off sikit mase nak makan.huhu.

5. &&, makanlah makanan yang ada combination yang sesuai sikit.

*jangan makan vanilla icecream pastu makan asam pedas.or vice versa laa.huhu*

6. sebelum makan, sila jengah sikit keadaan mental perut anda.mungkinkah dia memerlukan teman(food) lagi? atau perlu biarkan dia berseorangan untuk seketika?huhu

7. JANGAN longgarkan belt anda ketika makan.

*lepas tu confirm takleh nak rescind to original position.huhu.*

8. sila banyakkan bersosial dengan rakan2 yang berada di meja makan.*ini untuk mengelakkan daripada terlalu khusyuk dengan makanan.*

xoxo,
~yours truly~

hari yang menarik. :")

2010-02-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

hari ni hari yang sangat menarik.

macam2 jadi hari ini.

hee.

mari mulakan dengan how i started this morning.

huhu.

pagi tadi.

alarm bunyi.

tapi saya tak bangun.

=.="

ye2.

saya tak subuh tadi.

=.="

memang serabut.

huu.

end up saya bangun pukul 10lebih.

huhu.

ok la gak kn.

hee.

semalam dh plan mahu ke KLIA.

plan dengan Kautsar.

huhu.

ok, plan itu sangatlah random.

sebab saya tidak terfikir langsung

akan menghantar sesiapa yang akan ke aussie.

huhu.

tapi, thanx to Facebook,

saya dapat tahu yang a few of my friends akan ke sana.

so, i was like, 'hey, no harm following them.hee.'

so, saya pergi juga.

i was planning to gerak from Sterling earlier.

but then, as mentioned above,

bangun lambat kan.nk buat macam mana.

ingatkan nak lepak2 umah kautsar, bley la study2 dket.

ececeh.huu~

akhirnya, saya menjejakkan kaki keluar dari Sterling

lebih kurang pukul 2.30.huhu.

lambat gile.

but, i was lucky.

as i walk past the guard post,

the T624 bus was approaching.

*yeayyy!! tak payah nak tunggu bas!! hoorayyyy!!*

i was worried for i don't have enough money for the cab fare.

huhu.i dun have small change at dat time,to be exact.

so, yeah.the journey went on smoothly.

saya tiba di KL Sentral pukul 3, and train ke Seremban tiba pukul 3.30.

*hoho.sempat study law gitu! negligence~~*

kautsar amik, then lepak sebentar di rumah kautsar.

around 5, kami gerak ke KLIA, and Alhamdulillah , selamat tiba di KLIA.

saya jumpa ramai orang hari ini di KLIA.

hehe.

saya jumpa gbo di car park.

i wasn't expecting to meet him today bcos i thought

dia sudah fly ke Canterbury.

so, it was worth it la saya ke KLIA today.

saya hantar Zan, Jennie, Gbo dan Husna!

ouh3! saya jumpa sarah,lester,fred,chaom,rembai,eyen,korn,ted,yun and the gang,kawan2 KDU saya, dan razi. =.="

and i was running here and there,

trying to catch up with my KDU friends, as well as my KYS friends.

not to mention my INTI friends, kami bersosial sekejap di penghujung chapter KLIA.

huhu.

so, hantar mereka.

peli saya tidak menangis.

huhu.mungkin sebab berkejar ke sana dan ke sini.

hee.

but, i am happy for them.

they have a new chapter in life now, and i have to wait for another few pages untill MY next chapter.

and i hope it would be an exciting chapter.

*fingers crossed*

selamat pergi kawan2,

dan selamat lah kamu semua pulang dengan kejayaan!

ok3.

nak dijadikan drama,

*ooops!drama queen! ;P*

phone saya habis battery!!!!.

huhu.and i dun remember Kautsar's number.

panic3!!!

huhu.

but i was acting cool.

*cheywah.macam takde pape berlaku.padahal mungkin kene tido kt airport.huu*

terpaksa pinjam phone yun, tukar simcard.huhu.

tapi, yun tak tau cmne nak bukak sim contact.

=.="

so, kene la dive sikit ke dalam memori saya yang tersangatlah cetek itu.

and i managed to remember Zul's number.

i called her, and asked for Kautsar's number.

haha.

ok2.selesai gak la satu problem.

ha...

tu blom abes lagi.sabar3.there's more to come.stay with me. :)

kautsar cudnt tell me where should we meet,

then i suggested that we should meet kat car park jela

since memang nak balik pon kan.

but, tak taw park katne! =.="

yeah. i know.pathetic.

haha.

thanx to yun and the gang sebab stay with me tadi.

aww.i appreciate that.hee.

i was literally jumping when i saw Kautsar was waving her hands at me just now.hahaha.

fuhhh.lega.ingatkan kena ngorat abang biru kt airport tu tadi.haha.

ok.tamat drama 1.

so, kami pon memulakan perjalanan balik kami dengan menumpangkan razi,

(yang memang berada dalam kereta kautsar tadi.)

mengade betul razi ini. =.="

tumpang gi another floor jek pon. =.='

*takpe, bukan keta aku pon.orang menumpang.hee.*

Drama 2 bermula bila kami (saya dan kautsar)

RABUN!!

tidak3.saya bukanlah orang yang bercermin mata.

dan saya tidak punya masalah mata sebelum ini.

maybe rabun malam.

huhu.

so, nak dijadikan Drama #2,

kami tersalah lane, lalu menuju ke arah Shah Alam.

=.="

kami panic.

*tapi gelak cam haram.haha*

lalu, kami guna exit putrajaya, sebab Kautsar kata, abang dia pesan kalau sesat, cari KL,putrajaya, atau Kajang.

huhu

btw, Kautsar is from Bangi.huu

so, sebab sesat kan, kami pun merayau la kat putrajaya tu.

*amik kesempatan sightseeing.hee~*

hohhh.banyak benda kat putrajaya ni dh.dh lame gile tak pegi.huhu.

so, setelah satu jam setengah wandering around putrajaya, kami jumpa jalan pulang ke bangi.

huhu.

sehinggalah.......Drama #3!!!!!

razi called kautsar..

bertanyakan camera nya.

kautsar yang sedang bercakap di phone terus membelok ke simpang yang salah.

lalu......

KAMI SESAT SEMULA!!!!!!

=.="

drama betul malam ni.

nasib baik, alhamdulillah,

kami jumpa alamanda.

kautsar is familiar with alamanda, so, bile dah jumpa alamanda, kira dah jumpa jalan pulang daaa.

hee~

jalan tu scary ouh.gelap sungguh.

huhu.

begitulah drama3 lost saya tadi.

eh3..

nk pegi mana tu?

drama nk sampai ke rumah belum habis.huhu.

kautsar was offering me to stay over at her house,

but i refused,huhu.segan la dengan abang dia.

lagipon, her parents was not at home.

they are currently in UK, visiting Kautsar's sis.

so, she sent me to ktm UKM.

luckily, saya sempat catch the last train.

masa train tu sampai, i wasn't so sure that it is the right train.

sebab train tu tulis RAWANG.

saya mahu ke KL SENTRAL.

ok3saya tidak selalu naik ktm.mane la saya tau.=.="

so, saya tawakkal jela.

hentam jek.guna common sense.mane lagi train ni nak pegi kalau dier tak lalu KLsentral kan.

name pon KL sentral.huhu.

lupe nak mention, there's this guy from the ukm station gak.

and dia pon turun KL sentral gk.haha.lawak.

yang paling lawak, bila dh sampai KL sentra,

saya ingatkan dia dah balik ke mana ntah.

rupanya....

naik lrt yg sama ke Kelana Jaya.

=.="

haha.

ngekk betul.huhu.mamat tu pon dah pandang semacam je.huhu.

tapi dia dah hilang sesampai nya saya di KJ.huhu.

sampai di KJ, alhamdulillah masih ada taxi yang menunggu.

so, terus rembat cab yang ada.

and abang tu offer naik cab dier.

haha

abang ni lawak.

*not sure dia abang or adik.haha.but he looks mature*

konon cakap dia student gak.

ambik lesen memandu pesawat katanya.

bila tanya study kat mane, dia kata,

RAHSIA.

ngekk betul.

entah2, dekat MAS training kat depan tu jek.

part time job la kot ni.haha.

pastu flirt2 ngn saya pulak tu.

hahahhahahahahah..

lawak3.

yang paling tak tahan, masa lepas bayar the taxi fare,

dia tanya,

'ha, ni dah makan ke belum ni?'

hahahahahahahahahaha.

lawak la.dah pukul 11.45 malam, tanye cmtu???

gile lemmmooo..

hahaha.

saya jawab belum.and he asked me to makan.

then saya gelak jek.

*adekah? dah la orang balik tgh2 malam cmni.nk ajak makan plak?dh la tak kenal.=.="*

but he was kinda cute though.haha.

*control syhu.ko baru jek kne tinggal.jangan nak gatal3!ish!*

so, saya sampai di rumah sebelum jam 12.

*cheywah.ala2 cinderella! ;")*

terus buka komp.nak kongsi pengalaman hari ini.

yang sangat menarik.

macam2 saya rasa hari ini.

gembira, excited, serabut, takut...

haha.

sampai situ je cerita journey malam ini.

esok akan ada post lagi.

insya-Allah.

good night peeps!

p/s: oh yun! saya rase sorang kawan anda dr inti td cute! *flirting smile* ngehhhhh. ;P

xoxo,

~yours truly~

happy :)

2010-02-19T18:29:00.003+08:00

if only i could fly.

happy adalah..

perasaan yang sangat jarang saya rasa

semenjak dua menjak ini.

but hey,

now i feel happy.

not entirely happy,

but still.

I'm happy.

i'm happy with my life now.

not everything in it of course.

well....

actually,

i'm not in that happy mood, really.

i'm just saying.

so that..

everything would be just fine?

i'm saying 'I'm happy'

not because i AM happy.

but the sentence tells the one who read it to be

HAPPY.

urgh.

motivating.

ya rite.

xoxo,
~yours truly~

Cravings saya.

2010-02-19T17:06:00.004+08:00

sweets.

sweets memang sedap.

saya suka...

m&m,

kinder bueno,

van houten-roast almond,

vochelle,

Mon Cheri,

cadbury old gold,

Snickers Almond,

saya suka makan.

tapi saya kurang gemar makan chocolate.

ye, yang di atas tu memang chocolate fevret saya.

*choc murah jek! =.="*

yang paling fevret would be Mon Cheri!!!

hee.

tapi jarang gile makan.

susah nk jumpe.

sedap3!

rase die lebey kurang fererro roche,

tapi lagi fine choc die.

sdap3!

mao3!

tapi mane nak jumpe.

ntahla.

dah berapa tahun dah tak jumpe choc tu.

dan saya pon tak mencari.

entah.

craving saya bukan pada makanan yang manis.

saya suka food yang TAK manis.

huuu.

preferably, yang pedas dan masam.

no salty please.

food yang selalu saya cravingkan:

Whoahhhhhh!!! sedapnyeeeeeee.

mao makannnnnn!!!!!!!

*guling3 atas lantai*

xoxo,

~yours truly~

confession.

2010-02-19T00:54:00.001+08:00

saya tak reti nak tukar layout jadi cantik!!!

T.T

blog ini sangat kanak2 ribena.

T.T

T.T,
~yours truly~

kemahuan II

2010-02-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

saya mahu ke UK untuk pursue accounting!

xoxo,
~yours truly~

cold feet.

2010-02-18T00:26:00.003+08:00

hello hai.

hurm.

sekarang macam in the mood

nak dengar lagu puas2!

hee~~

baru pulang dari rumah.

penat?

mm..

tak.

mm..

tak taw.

saya just terasa sumthin

bile nak tinggalkan rumah td.

sebak.

tak taw kenape.

kepulangan ke rumah kali ini

banyak mengingatkan saya mengenai

jalan hidup yang bakal saya lalui selepas ini.

selepas A level ini.

jalan yang baru.

the road not taken.

YET.

haha.poyo.

tak pasti jalan ke mana.

yang pasti,

jalan yang akan saya lalu nanti.

selepas ini.

tak lama lagi.

sudah sediakah?

saya kira, belum.

tidak.

saya belum sedia.

jika jalan yang itu yang akan saya lalui nanti.

terlalu banyak kemungkinan yang belum saya fikirkan.

apatah lagi nak tempuh.

bila difikirkan balik,

2 tahun ini adalah waktu untuk persediaan.

persediaan ke luar negara.

bukan secara lahiriah cuma,

tetapi juga rohaniah.

dah terlalu lama tinggalkan subjek2 rohaniah.

err..

sudah bersediakah saya?

belum saya kira.

bijam kata, i'm just having cold feet.

maybe.

hope that he's right.

*crossing fingers*

random: ouh, saya perlukan subang baru! :S

xoxo,
~yours truly~

a note for myself.

2010-02-14T12:08:00.000+08:00

syhu,

MOVE ON!!!

xoxo,
~yours truly~

FUN.

2010-02-12T13:16:00.002+08:00

it's actually FUN being single!!

hurmm...

let's see...

1. tak perlu risau mahu berkawan dgn sesiapa shj.

-takde orang mahu jeles tak tentu pasal-

2. boleh study dengan aman.

-tak payah la nk texting2 malam2. =.="

3. tak serabut pale otak.

-takde orang yang perlu dipujuk bile merajuk.bia jelaaa.

-nk juggle homework dgn nk kuar on weekends~~

4. care-free

-nk manage hidup sendiri pon susah, nk pk org lain plak! huh!

-tak payah nk report kuar gi mne2. or dgn sape.

5. BEBAS!

- oh yeah! tak yah nk pk perasaan dier kalau nk buat sumthin.

- boleh buat ape jek without any restriction.

*tu sume idea bongek sbb nak feel much better being single. =.="

saya tak pernah kisah kalau saya kne kongkong atau perlu risau bout sum1 dat i truly love. :)

=.=",
~yours truly~

distraction is vital now.

2010-02-10T23:31:00.001+08:00

saya betul2 confuse sekarang.

runsing.

pening.

kepala pusing3.

let's distract myself from these annoying feelings.

HOW?

STUDY!!!!!!

=.="'

=.=",
~yours truly~

100 truths about si penulis. 07/02/2010

2010-02-06T22:32:00.005+08:00

001. Real name = Nur Syhuhada
002. Nickname(s) = syhuhada, syhu, shoe, shoey, shoey gooey, woof2,ada
003. Zodiac sign = Aries
004. Male or female = Female
005. Pre-school/Elementary School = Tadika Kemas
006. Middle School = SKS
007. High School = KYS
008. Natural Hair color = black.
009. Long or short= not that long
010. Loud or Quiet music = quiet
011. Sweats or Jeans = both
012. Phone or Camera= phone
013. Health freak = not really
014. Drink or Smoke = nope
015. Do you have a crush on someone= nope
016. Eat or Drink = BOTH!!
017. Piercings = ears.once.
018. Pepsi or Coke = neither.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane = not yet
020. Been in a abusive relationship = nope.dun want
021. Been in a car accident = yeap.'95
022. Been in a fist fight = not yet

FIRSTS
023. First piercing = primary school
024. First best friend = wud like to keep it to myself.nnt org jeles! hee
025. First award = sum award durng primary skool
026. First crush = sum boy named ikhmal.hee. during kindergarten. haih.kcik2 dh menggatal.hee
028. First big vacation = cudnt recall

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to = my b.
030. Last person you texted = fareez
031. Last person you watched a movie with = kak iela. =.="
032. Last food you ate = mi sedap bawang goreng asli. hahaha
033. Last movie you watched = sherlock holmes. LOVE it!! :)
034. Last song you listened to = Blank Expression- Lily Allen
036. Last person you hugged = cudnt recall. eh jap. zul!!!! kt lrt.ngntuk sgt.haha

FAVES:
037. Food = dun really have one. bedal jek.haha
038. Drinks = Apple and orange juice.not fresh orange kayyyy..
039. Clothing = simple.
040. Music = slow~~
042. Color= black, pink, red, brown, earthy colors.
043. Movies = Sherlock Holmes, transformers 1&2, POTC

(put an X in the brackets if yes)
045. [ ] fallin' in love with someone
046. [ ] celebrated Halloween
047. [x] had your heart broken
048. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone
049. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation
051. [ ] got pregnant
052. [ ] had an abortion
053. [x] did something I regret
054. [x] broke a promise
055. [x] hid a secret
056. [x] pretended to be happy
057. [x] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
059. [ ] left the country
060. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [x] cried over the silliest thing
062. [x] ran a mile
063. [x] went to the beach with my best friends
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [x] hated someone
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating = nope.
068. Drinking = also a 'no'
070. Listening to = sound of the ceiling fan.
071. Plans for today = cover negligence.but sadly... T.T
072. Waiting for = someone to admit that *** did a terrible mistake.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? sure.why not.
074. Want to get married? not sure.
075. Careers in mind = an accountant.yeah.that's boring.

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
076. Lips or eyes = lips
077. Shorter or taller = taller definitely
078. Romantic or spontaneous= spontaneous.
079. Funny or Serious = funny and serious.depending on situations.
081. Hook-up or relationship= neither of them.
082. Looks or personality = both. i cudnt have a guy that gives me nightmares. =.="

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses = nope.never had those.
084. Snick out of your house = well, that's hard to judge.
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense = no
086. Killed somebody = i wish i had
087. Broken someone's heart = yeap.
088. Been arrested = not.hope not.
089. Cried when someone died = never really did. cried when imagining that sum1 dies.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself = yeap.occasionally.
091. Miracles = not really. i'd prefer projected consequences.
092. Love at first sight = no such thing.
093. Heaven = YES
094. Santa Claus = nahhhh..
095. Sex on the first date = nahhhh
096. Kiss on the first date = not really

TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yes.and i hope the person feels the same way.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? yes and no in some ways.
099. Do you believe in God? oh yeah!
100. Post as 100 truths? if u wanna believe me! :P

~yours truly~

URGH.

2010-02-06T15:13:00.002+08:00

i dun get it when

being honest is a problem.

dun make me do sumthin

i dun wanna do.

or dun assume me doing sumthin

that u asked OTHERS to do

because i'm simply NOT the others.

dun tell me what's wrong and what's right

cuz i bet you also dunno both of them.

~yours truly~

sedia.

2010-02-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

saya sudah bersedia.

untuk mula melupakan.

*i guess.. :(*

xoxo,
~yours truly~