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Deeper in Love

2013-01-09T23:59:00.005-08:00

Deeper in love.. some time back i heard a song from Britain's got talent

[Ryan O'Shaughnessy - No Name]

Every now and then I see I part of you I have never seen
Birds can swim and fish can fly the road is long I wonder why
One of these days you’ll realize what you mean to me ohhh
Every now and then I see a part of you I’ve never seen
Well I try to talk but I can’t
My soul has turned to steel
This happens every now and then when I try to tell you just how I feel
So if you ever love somebody
You gotta keep them close
When you lose grip of their body
You’ll be falling.....

Because I’m falling
Deeper in love
In love
Deeper in love
In love
Deeper in love
In love

Guys, just log on to youtube and search for this awesome video.. you ll really love it... or i ll make it easy for you..link below.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6KdviedF9iM

the lyrics will make you go crazy.. and the singer is cute.. ( being gayish over here) but how does it matter if he is really that cute.....

this is infact every lover's songs i believe and indeed mine,the way we love our loved ones and the way we express is imbibed in this song.

i dedicate this post to all couples around...

cheers....

The Wedding...

2011-12-20T13:53:00.000-08:00

After a long time, but i atlast made to post it...

A cherishing , unforgettable and superb moment ...

Lingaraj Weds Anupama...

Mails showering in outlook gmail inboxes from last 2 months ... Hovered in our heart is still the moment that we wud never forget... The D day..

Still lingers in our minds those best times , those hard times when we were required the most.. more imp that we are required at our office sometimes at Lingu's Wedding...

Lingu wud say thanks to Shivu, Veeresh and Sharan on the fact that, they helped him out to sort out the "panga" at house...

A more talked abt love story and a much more amazing one i guess.. From the college corridors to hostel lawns... And from office bays to apartment balconies.. the saga continued.... Love remains evergreen and blooming...

I think i wud be the best guy to post this on blog, as i had been to the marriage 2 days ahead.... and the experiences we shared... Paddya and Malya inclusive....

We started our journey ... and log bolthe hai.. Koi bhi accha kaam karne se pehle mitha ho jaaye.. but Hotel Casino... Counter shot... ha ha.. Thoda nasha ho jaaye.. :D

Day 1 ..

Friday 2nd Dec...

Reached at 5 AM, and thinking of our future at Vasan.. we went to sulabh Souchalaya... Take no risk man... And later to Madari grama... VASAN... 100 ft road as highlighted and much appreciated by lingu we reached .. and in that 100 ft.. 40 each covered by opposite houses and left out 20 covered by cowdung and tractors around.. whatever left was very much spacious i guess.... No offences on that.. Just kidding...We were given one full house, to our surprise it was better than any other house in the village .. only panga is Natural Call.... Where shall we go...

Lingu to our rescue... "Nadrile Canal aithi, alle hogunu...".. Two bikes zoomed to the near by canal.... And three people in the fields of Vasan, enjoying the view and nature and Natural call .... aaaaaaaaaaaaa

Yen idenidenu... chittara bhumi banu...

Everyone sharing there life time experience of nature call, but i was worried about how to get water, with one "Chambu"... he he.. Lingu to the rescue... The water man.. and issue resolved..

Warning : As this post is public, i intend to write nuisance upto certain limit else.. it wud be filled with beep.. or ****.. For more details on the above incident ... Video is available for the same for $1000 and discount for apt 310 guys $500 only.. Offer valid till video uploaded..

Came back to house, and got ready.. Breakfast.... Awesome Uppit and churamari.. and shenga holgi... and the most wonderful was Chocolate Assam tea.. Most favourite of Paddya... and the interesting part..

We were eating it in papers, no issues on that , as we already have ate this way, but paddya ate so much that two three layers of paper couldnt withstand uppit... But it was Finger Licking Good.. Kant Purthi tindvi..

Cant write more abt lunch , as we had it two times and paddya ate both the time as he was eating it for the first time..

Tractor ge mic katti, band baja togonda, joragi barshkontha hontra.. oru namda andrabeku jana" hanga hontivi...

"Nidu shiva, nidadiru shiva... baguvdu nanna kaya" both male and female version singing by a blind guy.. he was from Gavaigala ashram..

Shiva arrives.. POLO.. with Narra.... evening around 6 and we are at temple for pooja...

Shivu being asked by one old man " Sirra nivu car nimmdanna ri..." Shivu reply " Illri, nann car driver ri, and showed to Narra and said " Avri car owner"... for getting away as he wud ask money...

Later that night, we all had little food , as we had to keep our stomachs empty for the RC....2ltr RC , 4 ltr water, one charigi, egg curry, rotti, and onda 40w bulb..

On the tatpatri, in the yet to be completed building and no sound around.. our badluck was no glasses.. everybody everyother wud get it .. finally.. charigi and bottle helped us to go high..

Day 2...

Sandaas drive with POLO- River side sandaas and many funny instances… Shivu would personally share it if u are interested .. Just Jockeying J

We left from Vasan to Chota Mumbai… Hubli…

Keshwapur circle, Sarvodaya lodge was in everyone’s list.. unpacked got fresh .. Everyone was assigned with one or the other thing.. everyone was busy.. from guest’s GPS to Grocery…. Vegetables to decorating the stages.. Kitchen to make up and dress codes… Water to Whisky..

Sangunda… being to told to get poppers, in the end tells me..

Le pachya sorry le… me: yak le yen aitha… him: I forgot to get it le.. and later me and paddya went to market to get it… on the way went to grocery store.. and later booked our very own SR.

As everyone , most probably each of us have given our first big party at this restaurant.. BVB guys 5 % discount….

At around 6, I thought of getting trim my beard and moustache and just asked malya.. and the count increased to four.. nann nann nann barthini hajamathi ge.. four in the saloon shop getting same thing done, trim and head massage.. navaratna tel..

At the time of engagement, lingu had to get ready, and dhanakayava lingya.. le pachya.. I don’t have make up items le..

I asked him “ matta yen Ha****** bandhi yen”then went and got make up things… later he wore sherwani and I asked him, what abt kolapuri jhuti/chappal.. le pachya nike chappal hakonthini le mast kanatha illa andra ninda chappal koda andha.. nann teli girrrrrrr antha.. thadi antha hel..

I ran to the exit, took bike and went around,,, and asked few shops and every said.. sir ra station road nyaga sigathavri chappal.. zoomed.. in that tension,, hanamant.. le nanaga swalpa bus stand ge bidathiya andha.. avanga alle station ge bitta and took kolapuri jhuti and came back and made him wear it,.. and it was exact match for sherwani..

Later , bride and groom got ready and we were already 2 hour delayed for the bachelor party, and everyone was on there toes to run to SR, once the couple sits on the chair we would move was the plan and we did that .. chachu tappadhe odi hontivi..

Had booked for 40 , and we had taken 2 ltr RC with us ,,,

SR- common drinks were ordered , not to make it people specific,, but things don’t go ur way when u plan to.. Whiskey- RC RS…. Beer- Bud, KF, Wine… sprite,thumbs up… papad, raja masala, onion pakoda, egg pakoda, chicken tikka, kalmi kabab, boiled eggs, roti, rice, curd rice, chicken curry , veg curry and later an omelet on the floor…

Small fights, gr8 discussions and boasting of power and hold, and thinking of wives at 7^thdrink,,,, many more incidents..

Thanks to Anand, Malya, Shashi for the help..

No idea wat was going at this moment at the kalyana mantapa.. but these guys were totally drunk and uncontrollable.. some how everyone reached back.. with some backup of 1 RC for non party attendees..

Terrace rooms, 20 beds in place and no one was willing to sleep , but play andar bahar was in everyone’s mind..

Ultimate veeresh- first hour 50 ri, next annara.. 100… kakara 200.. mamara.. he he 500…

The game went on till 5 and many lost few won much but in the end it was gr8 fun and I still had to give money to some,,, as I lost too..

Forgot to mention.. whenever u see veeresh u had to say Wooow.. yen le veerya 15 kg kadimi agi alla, full swargi bitti alla le…

Day 3...

Next day when I got up, I see only one guy beside me veeresh and no one else is there , I thot , time wud be 11 12 types, it was 830 and everyone else had left .. I had no shirt.. somebody had took it.. and I had ask someone his shirt for rent till lodge,,,

Got ready, decorating stage, well done by veer, shivu, manja, paddya and others.. Arranging things.. Kitchen,,,

“Manja Curd 10 ltr tongond bale jaldi”

“ Hanamya bari heluda aitha kelsa mada”

“hova hardra??? Matta poppers yelli adava”

“yen khataranak Jodi pa Amitabh bachhan Jaya bachhan”

“nidaka yar adar alle”

“lorry bandhva le nalku, tumbuttha iga dining hall”

In the dressing room…couples getting ready for their best day of life.. most imp and infact Once in a lifetime moment….

Lingu wearing a black suit with magenta tie which we purchased at PN Rao… guys this is the place where everyone has taken their once wear marriage suit…

and even hanam,shivu and veer wore their marriage suits which eventually was of gr8 effort to put on….some manage to tuck it into their overgrown bellies..

As the couples got ready, GM and sangunda were unready with poppers and flowers.. all of made it look so beautiful..

Couples arriving .. Flowers showering ..and poppers popping…to invite them to the stage .. for the final showcase…

Me and sangunda at stage “ le yavag patt anas bek le … I told him wait until the couple faces the audience… he again asked “yavag le” I kept on telling him wait … yak le gundya yest desperate???

At stage with Shasya and santya.. stopping people to not make a crowd on stage… for videos and pics, one lady told “yaka yappa, hangyaka dukha katthi.. and pushed shashya.. unfortunately he didn’t get hurt .. he he..

Stage hangama--- All of us.. a group.. all associated to Apt 310… cheering.. “ Lingaraj maharaj ki jai.!!! Anupama maharani ki jai!!!... “ and lifting lingya was a biggest task.. but however we did and were successful…. In the meanwhile shivu and hanam were also lifted up and hanam was dropped to the floor.. and we didn’t even think of veeresh being lifted, as the thought of doing was itself so heavy… “ Woow, yen le veerya 15 kg kadmi aagi”

We managed the people downstairs… People versus technology… LCD tvs around … and people on their bums down making a contrast…

Quoting again… never mind

Watchmen- Me shivu,anand, chetan,sangu and many others stood at the entrance of the dining hall for controlling people .. funny situation.. Me wearing blazer and jeans.. khatarnak and talking to them like “ Akkara ond aidha nimasha , olaga gaddla aithi… nindaraku jaga illa” .

Grooms shows being stolen by the bride’s friends.. and again as usual I came to the rescue.. plunged and jumped.. dragged the shoes from their hands… they didn’t get even a penny..

Later we all, with the couple had our lunch.. Couple in single plate and single spoon... plate filled and lingu was busy eating than letting her eat… check this below pic.. u can get to know what happened…

And then came the moment unforgettable, never seen him so senti..kuch der pehle it was happy happy and suddenly it turned out to be moment of longing .. moment u just don’t want to go away.. we all realized that we would never be this way again, we can never have such a wonderful life..
When we bid adieu to lingu, he was in tears and thanked for all we did.

“Waqt sab kuch bhula deta hai, ghav kitna bhi gehra ho, waqt ka marham sab tik hi kartha hai…”

Then we all met at Whitehorse ( earlier whitehouse as santya had told us) , he told us to come near SRs, we thot it as SR.. we missed a ‘S’ in SRS and we had big confusion.. we again had some beer..

Funny incident over there.. Veeresh explaining “Ambience” was awesome and malya not knowing what it means… and some khatarnak English words by veeresh , stole the show..

We all returned with sweet memories to cherish and joyous moments to remember… and till date we are still talking abt “The Wedding”

We all wish Lingaraj and Anupama a very happy life ahead together…

With Love

Apt 310.

Apologies, If some lines in this post have hurt any one’s sentiments.. I think , Its better to share and laugh rather keep numb and no joy…

Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara !!!

2011-07-22T05:53:00.000-07:00

It all started with a post by Mr. Shivu... "Guys I heard ZNMD movie is all abt friendship... So let's watch it all together... Please plan for it..."

And indeed we planned for it... On Monday paddya sent a mail, wednesday and bellandur.. day and place decided.. now it was abt time.. and people joining in.. There was mail rain... probably some mail servers might have gone down that day.. there were hundreds of them... "ZMND" subjected...
interested joining.. but later it went to the extent that no one was left now... I and Shasya had problem of timing as i had night shift that day .. and it comes one in a month.. and unlucky me.. it was that day.. i told .. u guys carry on.. however i have watched that movie... some got disappointed abt that point and in shivu's words.. curtains down.. some time next week.. Some how i talked to shashya lingya and told to carry on with plan....

and later i didnt see mails.. as i was feeling bad abt not making it..i wanted to watch it with Apt 310 guys.. i came back home and got up late as i had night shift.. and when i went to office around 7pm.. saw around 58 mails.. i was like..

i want to go.. i shud not miss.. might not get this opportunity.. shayad ye dobara nai hoga.. dost sab saath mein nai mil sakenge.. so made up my mind and checked for tickets for 9 PM show at cinemax... Alas.. Ticket sold out...

I was like sh*t.. What the F**k.. but to my luck.. i just clicked book tickets.. it showed me three tickets.. and to my utmost luck there was one ticket which was next to my friends... Yippeeee..

I just booked the ticket and i called up my manager and told i had urgent work and had to go.. he said yes..

all my friends were happy that i made it.. surprised were some... 20 of us in the hall and it was completely ours.

There came DON 2 trailer.. awww man.. Abid Abid SRK.. he was too happy for it.. Whistled pheeeeeeeeeee... and mausam trailer was good...

Thoda sa lingu ka tension... probably big one for him.. he managed to get back himself to watch the movie state...

Movie started...

Every moment of the movie was apt.. required.. and funniest...

Some good humor lines..

Maine jo tere baare mein suna hai, kya woh sach hai.... - Abhay too good in getting things out

Yeh to mentaaally sikkkk ho gaya heey muy bauy..

school nai... esschool...

koi iska mobile bahar pheko yaar.. and when farhan does it with so ease.. amazingly done ..

Life.. realisation of life.. making it large .. living the moment.. and let go attitude...

Beat the fear in u... the heartbeat sound.. which would engulf u into its depth.. the deep blue sea..
And when hrithik realises that... Farhan's voice...

Pighle neelam sa behta ye sama,
neeli neeli si khamoshiyan,
na kahin hai zameen na kahin aasmaan,
sarsaraati hui tehniyaan pattiyaan,
keh raheen hai bas ek tum ho yahan,
bas main hoon, meri saansein hain aur meri dhadkanein,
aisi gehraiyaan, aisi tanhaiyaan, aur main... sirf main.
Apne hone par mujhko yakeen aa gaya.

during their travel to Tomatino festival.. farhan flirting with katrina...

Shaam bhi thi dhua-dhua, husn tha kuch udaas-udaas,
Dil ko kayin kahaniyan yad-si aake reh gayi
and hrithik and abhay pulling farhan's leg , his poetry and the Farhan's bestest poem's till date...
Diamond biscuit song.. ending with.. ab nai coconut flavour mein bhi.. ti ding.. Diamond Biscuit..

We were having fun abt everything... Spain was splendidly presented.. the funny part was the loo..

during the interval.. our shivu started screaming in the loo.. Pradeep ki toh jaan nikal gayi thi.. it was fun.. everyone in the loo were laughing...

The movie gets into bit serious business as it happens in everyone life... When Farhan realizes about getting hurt .. when he is hurt by his father's ideology.

Sorry tab kehna jab Yahan ( dil ) se nikle.. ye line toh jaan le li yaar... and the lines which follow actually gives u positive feelings despite of u being in depression or low...

Jab jab dard ka baadal chaya
Jab ghum ka saya lehraya
Jab aansoo palkon tak aya
Jab yeh tanha dil ghabraya
Humne dil ko yeh samjhaya
Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai
Duniya mein yunhi hota hai
Yeh jo gehre sannaate hain
Waqt ne sabko hi baante hain
Thoda ghum hai sabka qissa
Thodi dhoop hai sabka hissa
Aankh teri bekaar hi namm hai
Har pal ek naya mausam hai
Kyun tu aise pal khota hai
Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai

And we all came down to an idea.. why not spain.. oh sorry we cant afford that.. So GOA... we are now we are planning to GO GOA... and the planning starts this weekend...

This whole movie experience thing was really awesome.. despite watching it the previous weekend.. i watched it dobara.. kya pata aise dost milenge nai dobara.. we all met.. all apt 310 associated people...

Mein kya bolna chah raha tha.. woh point toh bhul hi gaye...

zindagi mein jo dil chahe woh karo...
Bandhishe na dalo is dil pe...
let go.. let go.. all the sorrow..
kyunki zindagi na milege dobara...

Thanks to all my friends , for being my friends... and ending with the post... this

Dilon mein tum apni betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho, toh zinda ho tum
Nazar mein khwaabon ki bijliyan leke chal rahe ho, toh zinda ho tum

Hawa ke jhokon ke jaise aazad rehna seekho
Tum ek dariya ke jaise lehron mein behna seekho
Har ek lamhe se tum milo khole apni baahein
Har ek pal ek naya samaa dekhiye

Jo apni aankhon mein hayraniyan leke chal rahe ho, toh zinda ho tum
Dilon mein tum apni betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho, toh zinda ho tum

The Dear Departed...

2011-03-20T18:41:00.000-07:00

At apartment 310.. it was filled with silence ... probably this day wud be true for everyone... we had not thought it wud happen this way...

Shivu departing us... We were happy yet sad.. Happy coz he was getting married and sad he was leaving us.. for the whole life... he wud not be in touch... wud he come back to meet us??.. probably... i hope its possibly... a positive feeling ...

All of us were sitting and suddenly he got a call from his home... Its time... Its time to leave.. he had to catch a bus back home.. and there he was ready to go... he packed his bag and was leaving.. that was the last moment of he being a bachelor at Apt...

We cudnt believe it.. a friend leaving u wud hurt u so badly.. this guy was filled with hell lot of fun and enthu.. and now when he leaves.. we were shattered... a person who at any moment kept us happy and lively is now leaving us...

We sad bye to him, we cudnt dare to walk with him till the exit .. he left and we were numbed .. and then lingu messaged.. " Bhari bejar aaga katthethi le ( Feeling very bad)"... and reply from shivu " Same here le.. nangu le (for me also)"... we were so sad.. the most hurt guy was lingu.. he was feeling so bad.. he cudnt hold back that tear coming out of his eyes...

Independence day-- as we say... there came a bit of fun, hanam- the guy who was badly humiliated( punn intended) by shivu.. he used to trouble him a lot.. every day... every moment.. we all used to laugh out loud.. We said, Hey hanam its independence day for u... shivu is not there now to trouble u.. Hanam replied- I dont want such kind of indepence which makes me feel bad.. he too was not happy abt shivu leaving... though the guy who tortured him so badly is leaving... he said " now there is no one to pull my leg, which was fun for u all and the fun is gone now".....

Ending with the post... we all miss him.. the moment he shared with us will be missed the most..
He had to choose it.. there is no option.. and we wud choose that path one day .. we ought to ..
We all wish him a happy married life .. and loads of happiness and love...

Miss U Shivya :(

Life in a METRO

2011-02-07T14:57:00.000-08:00

Life, a word describing moments which you cherish,instances of hard hitting facts, love for the one you care,hate which in this busy schedule barely exists...
Every moment i spend now feels that, i should have it big.When i look back and see the time which i have spent feels worth a little...
Be it a relationship, family, friends or ur loved one. I somewhere have this had feeling inside me, which tells me i have to give more time for everyone i come across who are closed to my heart.

I when writing this post was not knowing what to write , the previous line which i wrote doesnt seem to resemble what i want to write neither the forthcoming....

Life before landing in this city was completely different... I was just like any other guy, bit introvert keeping things to self. but now this city has made me grow up or made me think rather feel...
This city has given me all that i wanted or whether should i never take such things which may mislead me to become a stone hearted...

Times spent with friends and family are being missed so much or I m too busy to think abt them. this city life has taken away things which i really cared for.. Times which i spending with colleagues & company take me away from everything..

Moments I want to cherish abt this city life is nothing.. Partying , outing and work have made pretty difficult find those cherishable moments...

Life in a Metro ... is it wat metro gives u.. A learning to know what u really need .. it makes u find urself.. what u want and what u need.. it really is punisher to hearts which break hearts.. it makes u feel ... makes u sad.. and greedy .. It actually teaches u by taking the best things away from u and u yearn for it..

Realisation

2011-01-06T02:20:00.000-08:00

Dont know why i clicked on mozilla and logged into blogging, probably my mood in here; being in such a wonderful state..

Irritated annoyed and angry on situations which i face ... and when i try to figure out whats the cause... i end with NULL...

why mind is sometimes dangling, work taking a front seat and driving the way it wants and u never want it to go that way, and at the backseat is you, ur own self trying to disturb the front seat driver (WORK) and in this conversation of you and the driver make journey cumbersome or ur driver may end u up in hell.

What I am doing, what is happening around... Lost... And when I sit back and think.... I shower my mind on the thoughts which grump....
Have I grown up to take responsibilities.. Have I made myself clear on my career... Have I chosen the right path ... Am I in the right situation.. Do I have what I want... Or what I have is the best for me ...

No idea... abhi get idea math bolna.. Zindagi is full of suprises bolte hai.. Ganta.. surprises.. Its you who need to create anything and everything for urself...

Why do we fall in a routine ... Getup.. office.. watch tv... eat .. sleep i=0 ; i> infinity (couldnt get that symbol) however.. why cant we just get out of this and do something new.. what we feel like.. what our heart feels like... take a long ride... sit by the tree and just enjoy the nature.. walk in the rain.. adventure...

Loud and clear... shout to the core... bring out the best in you.. why cant i do that...

Ji lun har pal ko aise, jaise aakhri ho...
khwabon ko haqeeqat mein badlon,irade aisi ho.
mit na jaon in rahon mein, hosle buland ho...
aaj jo bhi maangu khuda se, har maang puri ho..

Realisation.. happy realisation at last... good for me...

Facebook - An Integral Part of our Life ??!!!

2010-11-24T08:08:00.000-08:00

Facebook alias Fb... An application which makes ur private and confidential and secretive things public or precisely expose you to the outside unknown world with/without ur wish.

What has technology done to us... earlier we used comment on each other personally.. but now.. we need internet to post a comment and people to like/comment on it.. We feel utmost happy when we see many thumbs up and comments.. I see people comment on their own comment and like it.. how silly of them... We used to share pics hard copies, soft copies, thru mails or CDs USB... but now... Facebook... Put it on.. Tag it.. Like it and comment ... A friend of mine had put a photo which had some monkeys which looked similar.. and people.. u wont believe... everyone tagged every others name on one or the other monkey.. Funny...

It was orkut then and Facebook now... It all started with orkut which gave us a unique way of expressing, getting in touch .. scrapping.. putting photos and videos... At office if proxy is blocked people are so desperate and are longing when would they get a new proxy..

Bina Facebook pe login kiye din pura nai hota...

I myself, jab bhi main gaon( home)- city however, jaata hun toh I put a comment " Going Hometown Miss u guys" and when i return i wud be so desperate to login to Fb to see anybody has commented on any of my posts/comments.. and first thing i do is " I am Back " how foolish of me.

Now whenever we get a photo clicked , we dont mind how we look and what we are wearing , but the first thing we think of is, i need to update my facebook profile pic, comments, likes ... have we lost those memories of keeping a hard copy always infront of us..at desk.. at home.. of our near and dear ones, which will remind us of the sweet moments shared with them... and now keep tagging and commenting...

Communication has its own adv and disadv.. and this is it.. technically awesome and emotionally awful... we used to send big mails, with pictures and designs and even flash.. now just a wall post away is our concern to our dear ones..

to be continued....

Aashayein....

2010-09-08T04:34:00.000-07:00

Zindagi shuru hoti hai ek aarzoo se... Jeene ka aarzoo, aasha.. aashayein...
Hope to live , hope to learn, hope to love, hope to conquer, hope not to perish and a hope not to die..

Replenish, Rejuvenate or Refresh these are the words which describe best what i need from my life right now.. Things happening around are so much delicate and so important a small mistake or a wrong move would destroy each bit of expectations. Much philosophical...

Need a clear thought of what i am and what am i going to later.. where this life leads us.. working in IT industry until u retire just like those Numero UNO or the big heads in our company... i foresee nothing... just a journey which is never ending and exciting....

I wish, if i had, god's grace,destiny , fate, kaash aisa hota... how we are solely dependent on things we want them to happen by themselves, how can we make them happen is the real tough job..
But, we never see dark side of it- the greedy lazy part but as optimistic we see the bright side.. hope , dreams and belief...

Lets just not give away what we need.. what we wish.. lets hope, try and succeed in what we want...

Kuch Dino Se...

2010-07-27T12:20:00.000-07:00

Haan...
Kuch dino se hum kuch tanha ho gayein...
In lamho mein yun hi kho gayein..
Dhund nai paa rahein khud ko..
Talaash us khuda ki kar rahein..

Yaad toh beshumaar aa raha hai..
Dil toh dard se bhar aa raha hai..
Tadap raha hai dil bekhadar...
Aashiyana hai is khadar... Tadap raha hai bekhadar...

Apne aap ko bahut hi akela paa raha hun..
isliye hi toh bheed mein kho jaane ki koshish kar raha hun...
Bheed mein bhi itna akela khud ko paa raha hun...
Dekho kitna akela khudko paa raha hun...

Umeed hai ab bhi zindagi pe...
Khushiyan Gham ke dayarein se nikal aayegi...
Umeed hai toh sirf umeed pe...
aakhir umeed ke bina ye jeena bhi dushvaar hai...

Bewildered Mind

2010-07-14T11:18:00.000-07:00

Dilemma, Perplexed or confused... starting the post with such words make me fall into uncertainty of what am I going to write now.. neways... Let me flush and clrscr(); :P

State of mind defines best for this post.. Its been a long time now that i am in this state.. not knowing what to do and what will happen if i choose this... May be second choice wud be better..

Everything I see , I draw down two choices.. Let it be roads which destine to office.. the shorter one with more obstacles or the way around which is quite lengthier .. Life is seeming the same way for me.. the way we choose doesnt determine whats the end result. As destiny has decided its decision to direct me to destination...

Love - Finally I could get a real definition of it; Love -Giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to.
Having said this I am stilling wondering to know what is love..
Its a feeling of warmth in your loved ones arms
Its truth and nothing else
Its hurts when u hurt the other

Life - Taking Twists and Turns.. Tackling every Task... Dragging all Decisions... Wishing all those Wonderous Dreams come true... How can all these come real.. Tough isnt it.. Yup.. Thats wat life is - wanting to make impossible possible .. But reality isnt that.. ouch.. aa.. "Reality Bites"

My Life is just like an Irish Saying-

Here's to a long life and a merry one
A quick death and an easy one
A pretty girl and an honest one
A cold beer and another one! :P

Me Defining life is not fair... but still why shud not i trying helping others... Searching for life around is foolish.. Search within ( No Philosophy, No osho or baba Ramdev intended) Life is what u want it to be.. Live Life King size.. Kya pata .. KAL HO NAA HO.

Work- For a long am not able to put my 100% on my job.. Reason... Too much of parties.. outings.. relationship status change and facebook... Satisfaction unattained.. Aisa lag hai.. so decided to drill down and get out of dilemma.. and Demand Destiny of Destination from Life...

My Love Life Work ...

Fireworks said Fire me.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-14T10:43:00.000-07:00

Dale steyn fires for RCB...

KP hugged Kohli after getting him runout...

Jaipur ............. Jai ho ... RCB...

After a long time waiting for a deep breath... RCB making a position strong for semis berth.. we did it.. Shane says now at the time am blogging.. RCB played well... I say.. they did awesome..

Miracle Majestic Marvellous... Would cant express my feelings... Shaz says Miracles happen.. but i say when god wants to play cricket ... he plays his game..

At UTOPIA Apts all frnds rocking .. having a gr8 evening... No dinner till u win was the mantra.. and we did so... now relieved and relaxed ...

abhi khane ka time hai.... will have dinner now...

Shaz says to KP.. hey KP will buy a drink for kohli... KP - Kohli match finisher...

Kats says I wuld love to be as a cricketer if i was not an actor..

Ending with a note on the post...

RCB Rockssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

RCB registers thumping win over MI

2010-03-20T12:19:00.000-07:00

Jacques Kallis’ unbeaten run continued as he steered his team to yet another victory. RCB reached the target of 152 with 7 wickets to spare and took the No.1 spot away from the Mumbai Indians. Playing at home, Sachin Tendulkar’s Mumbai Indians had got off to a good start with 57 for 2 by the seventh over. But just when they were looking to take control of the innings, they lost Saurabh Tiwary to a googly by the wily Anil Kumble.

With Sachin Tendulkar still at the crease, MI were looking to build the innings and have a go at the end with a good pack of hitters to come. That was not to be as Vinay Kumar, the most under-rated RCB bowler, struck a triple blow. Getting rid of Ambati Rayudu, Sachin Tendulkar and Dwayne Bravo in a matter of five balls, he put MI on the back-foot at 76 for 6. MI never really recovered from there as they lost wickets regularly. Thanks to a last over blitz by Zaheer Khan, they managed a competitive 151 for 9.

The Challengers, on the other hand, have got used to a good solid start by Jacques Kallis and Manish Pandey. The two have formed the ultimate opening pair in IPL 2010 with an average of over 59 batting together with three fifty-run partnerships. Pandey played a quick hand scoring 40 off 27 pulling Zaheer for a couple of boundaries. Although Kallis was earlier dropped by Rayudu, who missed a sitter and hurt himself falling on his elbow, he stayed unbeaten to see his team through.

After the opening partnership of 85 off 9 overs, RCB had all but won it. They were always in control with Kallis standing tall at the other end. The match was pitted as the clash of the two heavyweights of IPL 2010. On paper as well as on the points table, MI and RCB are by far the leaders of IPL 2010. It is a pity that Mumbai Indians eventually gave up their No.1 position to earlier second ranked Royal Challengers Bangalore rather easily.

Mumbai Indians will look at this game as a wake-up call in terms of their middle order’s resourcefulness. RCB too has been winning matches thanks to consistent performances at the top, by Kallis who has scored over 200 runs without getting out, Pandey and Uthappa.

This result sets up the next few games very well as the Mumbai Indians take on fifth placed Kolkata Knight Riders and the Royal Challengers Bangalore play against third ranked Chennai at home.

Courtesy-- www.iplt20.com

Journey to East India

2010-03-10T03:32:00.000-08:00

PFA image taken when travelling to East India from my 5800--xpressmusic

Its a very long time now , havent scribbled anything on my journey to East India... Today i made up my mind and said.. ab nai toh kabi nai...

Special and Wondrous day in life

Excitement Enthuz and Energetic.... Not so Easy for me... First Flight in my life.. Pehli baar mein hawai jhahaaz mein ja raha tha... waise bhi mein pehli baar train chada when i was in 12th...

Called up Viv and Abel to accompany me for my journey .... Booked a cab... and reached 2 hour prior to journey.. pehli baar tha yaar.. kuch bhi panga nai hone ka tha... then relaxed a bit... had a capuchino with V & A.

SpiceJet.... My First Flight... Date- 4th Feb... Bangalore- Kolkota. Flight # SG528 Seat # 11E.
My luggage was taken care... and I was excited....

Boarding time 9:15 AM... Was in Plane.. and was asked to switch off all electronic gadgets.. So did I. Plane started to take off.. and mere pairon tale zameen nikal gayi.. Jaan mu mein aa gayi thi.. kaan bandh ho gaye... Baap re ye kya ho raha hai mereko... then as advised by few of my wellsihers mein bach gaya... ruyi(cotton) le gaya tha kaan mein rakhne ke liye.... it helped me a lot..

Had a sandwich and a coke(not promoting brand here)... It was an awesome experience ...

Reached kolkota and abhik there to guide me thru.... seedha pahuncha shaadi ghar.. Piyali ka shaadi tha na...

Khoob Kaye.... It was my first encounter of a bengali shaadi.. :P had seen in movie.. Devdas movie mein dekha tha... ladki ko utake ladke ka round and round ..round and round maarthe hai.

shaadi mast hua... everyone was happy...

Day 2

Next day... Chets on shopping spree... muje yeh karidhna hai ..woh bhi.. arey ye bhi... Ghariahat maine bhi mom ke liye saree liya ... from Adi Dhakeswari Bastralya

Maine bola ..shopping se pehle thoda kha pi lete hai.. energy aayega then we can start... we served ourselves .. egg rolls..chicken rolls and veg rolls of course.... Then went to victoria palace... wahan pe jaal muri khaya... As usual.. Clean Rani.. Germ Free Chets ka pet( stomach) karab ho gaya... :P :( phir bhi woh ladki shopping ko zyada priority di and we all went to New market...

Aur maine aur hemant ne start kiya apna game... out of 10.... ( please contact if u need to know what is this game) .. Chets ka shopping khatam hi nai ho raha tha... we had lunch.

First time in lifetime again...METRO.. Bangalore mein kab banega woh toh guarnatee nai.. shayad mere bache chadenge usme... toh .. its was a gr8 experience... From new market to DUM DUM.. then we took a volvo and went to Abhik' Place at Michael Nagar

Abhik's family is too good... Bahut saara pyaar aur khayal rakha humara( Main Cheez toh hume khana diya.. sone ke liye jagah diya :P) We had nice dinner aunty ne aur didi milke mast khana banaye the...

Day 3

We got up early and went to Dakshineshwari temple...nice place.. had Matka chai :P ( remembering vivek here...) wahan se ek ashram gaye and humare bolu bhaiyya( Hemanta Gogoi) lost his shoes..coinci i had an extra pair... uske baad.. phir se shopping ka bhoot ...

BTW Mera Kahani ... i had to go to bhubaneshwar the next day and ticket was not booked.. dopahar ko ghumte rahe me and abk... and finally we didnt get ticket.. :(

we finished shopping and left to abk's place... dinner kiya.. next day morning.. chets hem logon ki flight thi.. back to blore at 7 am... before sleeping i just checked up with viv abt train the next morning... nai mila... then i made up my mind.. chal koi nai... will go by flight... and flight was 730.. sahi hai... we all slept and next day morning got up early and took taxi to airport... and left to our destinations...

Tanha tha mai
tanha tha safar
khushi ki talash mein
nikal pade befikar...

TO BE CONTINUED...

Gift never stopped coming

2010-03-10T02:06:00.000-08:00

Till Jan mid i was getting gifts... My best friend from Mumbai sent me a tshirt which had a frog picture on it.. Quoted " KISS ME" I am a PRINCE... pretty embarrassing but funny and looked gr8 on me... obviously would look good on me... One thing which brought tears in my eyes was the slam book ( u can call it as a biography) .. Viv sent to anju... she did her finest collage work... preity zinta pics pasted at the end of the book.. Every friend of mine wrote about me... how they felt when they first met me and now how they feel .. has that changed.. itna accha laga muje ... i literally cried like hell... ( bolte hai mard ko dard nai hota hai.. magar saala mard ke paas bhi dil hota hai). i remember that day when vivek gave me this book , i never expected that it would contain such wonderful moments which i have spent with frnz..

Har lamha usme khaid hai ... from the moment i joined iflex( now OFSS) till date..

Thanks to the friends who have given such nice moments in my life of friendship...
Thanks to all the support in my bad times
Thanks to all that love u showered on me when i needed...
Thanks a ton

Happy Birthday to Me

2010-03-01T09:13:00.000-08:00

When the clock struck 00:00, phone started ringing.... inbox filled with messages... "Happy Birthday" .

Overwhelmed with joy I was over expecting and the expectation did cross my expectations... FRIENDS arrived with cake and flowers and loads of gifts... Candles blown.. Cake Cut ... Wishing Happy Birthday... Happy and content with the things happening with me..

Then we moved to Sid's place where we all met together and I was gifted with gifts... OMG..... Gifts Gifts and Gifts... I can bet you on this that no one has received so many gifts on their birthday.... Tshirts.. Jacket.. Cap.. Back pack.. Pendant.. Shades.. We all had dinner together and had a long chat... slept late got up early morning...

Morning... Got myself a great pair of clothes for my bday... When I came into to office ... never expected it to be so good... Cubicle decorated with Red baloons and flowers and many cards wishing me Happy birthday.
Mera DM(FYI.. Delivery manager) aake puchtha hai... Did u get married... Maine kaha nai .. Its my birthday... toh woh bola.. agar tera bday hai toh itna decoration ..if it was ur marriage then... ha ha ha.. continued there...

No one's cubicle gets decorated as mine... thanks to my friends.... Phone never stopped ringing... 10 ...11....18...30... new messages... message on my mobile screen...Mails.. Scraps..tweets...

Day going well... Went to Wok with Chung with bunch of my friends at office... had my fav American Chopsuey...Finger Licking good(offcourse u have it with fork)..

Got sweets for colleagues... from karthik sweets marathalli... put up a mail( "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME" Sweets at my desk) ...Gifts never stopped coming... Friends at office got me this little brownie.. so nice of them with one candle on it... I knew that this was not my birthday cake... and then came huge cake... stating ... " Happy Birthday PRAS" Had fun... Cake Fight... Everyone one in the cafeteria covered with cake cream on their faces... Got awesome tshirt from these guys.. and chets gave me one nice UMM ( Underground Music Movement tshirt) bright tshirt.. never wore such colored one... but imp thingy is.. that tshirt looks awesome on me...

Colleagues started asking me when are u leaving office.. "Saale bday ke din office mein kyun sadh raha hain"... unke liye mera uttar tha... " Sabar ka phal meetha hota hai" Let my friends wait for me.. I went to sid place..

Surprises again.. flowers... chocloates... gifts... I was like... WTF... itne saare gifts tshirts.. ye toh mera pura saala ka wardrobe bharega...

We had nice drink and dinner at friends place.. and i am very glad that my birthday is on such a day... Next day is christmas... Everyone has off.. no US/UK/Singapore/Africa shifts chalthe ... So no bahana for guys/gals that... kal office jaana hai yaar.... We were full and off the ground....

I know that i m getting old when the only thing I want for my birthday is not to be reminded of it

Below quote would end this post with a wickedish smile on ur face..

The first sign of maturity is the discovery that the volume knob also turns to the left. -Jerry M. Wright

Year

2010-01-05T00:07:00.000-08:00

2009................................................ 2010 Well started.... Rocked on the dance floor of Zero g... Had a gr8 time... Belly dancers... Good Ambience... Girls DJ and Daaru... Kya combination hai re baap..

Returned by auto ... auto wale bhi kam nai the... chikthe chillate aaye... "Happy New Year"... Two autos speeding towards Sid's place... Magar mera ab bhi ji nai bhara tha daaru ka... Kisiko pata chalne bhi nai diya.. Do Peg chup chup ke do log pi liye... he he :P.

Sone ka try kiye magar hua nai.... jab soche sone ka... time hua tha 6 in the morning... then some departed and some crashed down... And later Me Sid Abel and Raj met at my home.. everyone got ready and were very hungry... Ammi's Biryani.. Chalo try karthe hai( Abel Suggested)... Had Biryani and some Good chicken... Liked it... Rating 4/5... U can try out... located at kormangala near Corner House and outer ring road near Kalamandir.

Left to Brigades... Kya karein ... Chalo Amoeba... Bowling ... New year had already well for me... Scored 150... my highest till now... not bad i hope... Came back to Sid's place.. Had nice dinner prepared by queen of hearts... slept off like Kumbakaran...

Day 2

Time dekha.. Mobile was showing 10:22... shit i remembered that it was Hemant bday... and called up chets and she informed me to be there at Oasis ( Shopping mall Near NGV) Rushed to house and got ready and left for shopping.... People were surprised to see me in such costume( Kurtha and Jeans) comment maare.. Saala naaya saal mein Sudhar gaya saala.. He he :P

Went in.. 6 log... everyone with different taste... shopping a single thing... finally we succeded to decide on a single thing.. Watch .. Timex... Hemant ko surprise dene wale the... and hum logon ne usko bulaya tha Boca Grande... But bich mein usne hum logon ko dekh liya... Magar humne use zabardasti surprise hone bole.... He was Surprised when he saw all of us in Boca Grande waiting for him and his cake on the table.... ( thoda problem hua.. Owner bola " Sir hum cake allow nai karthe yahan pe..... magar baad mein convince ho gaya woh itne logon ko dekh ke) We sat down and had a nice chat.. Wahan pe ek ladka aur ladki aaye the... Me ladki ko aur Miss C ladke ko line maar rahe the... Kya mast ladki thi yaar .. Blue dress mein blooming girl... cute.. and she had nice look.. Diet Coke and Ultra milds Cigaratte( her order) .. then we went to Corner house.. people had DBC.. Leechi and Peech icecream.... and then went to Momo's hut.... Garma garam Momo khaye... Bahar nikalthe hi hemant pe tut padhe .. Birthday Bumps...
And everyone on their way to home....

I was on my way back to Sid's place...... Reached and everyone assembled.. Sid, Raj,Abel ,Kunal and me....

People with weak heart dont read the below para

Kunal... new character.... he is Sid's Cousin... bola.. Chal chicken le aate hai fresh wala... Nikal pade dono chicken laane... First time in my life i saw a chicken getting slaughtered ( bad term) uske gale ko usne aise maroda... uski kya kisi ki bhi jaan nikal jaaye yaar... pulled away those feathers as u peel a coconut... and chopped as if gajar muli kath rahein ho... mereko itna bura lag raha tha.. kisika jaan lena apni jaan ke liye.. yeh kahan ka insaaf hai my lord.... Tab Baba Kunal bole " Baccha Is duniya mein.. Har koi kisiko maar kar hi zinda rehta hai..." Maine socha Darwin theory apply karo aur socho ki maine koi burayi nai ki " Survival of the fittest". Chicken laake ghar pahunche and Sid prepared nice dinner and kha ke so gaye...

Day 3

Late uthe... and planned... Ghar dekhne jaana hai... Queen of hearts boli... Aur uspe sab amal kiye... And Fairy lady ko bole ki reach Mayo hall by 2... We went to see apt for Sid .. Alpine Eco... 12k bola with 1lac deposit with nice amenities... nikal padhe Central mall...

All-- Alpa,Abel,Sid,Raj and Me met near Reebok showroom ( Ass tounding) Walking down with hunger in stomach and pocket also. Queen's Restaurant at church street... Kulcha Chicken lassi burrppppppppp. Excuse me. Then went to Amoeba as usual Bowling... Thoda gaming zone bhi gaye... Mere aur sid ke bich mein thagada competition chal raha... and finally jisko jitna tha wohi jeetega na??? he he:P

Journey Back home ... CANSA Square.. Apartment ka naam.. As we had left searching house for Sid in the middle.. we went to see this place near HAL.. Accha tha magar communicable nahi lag raha tha mereko...

Sid and Raj.. Ghar ka paint ka color.. Modular sofa.. lights... drapes color .. is sab ke baare mein already sochne lag gaye the...

and then we went to Samyakk.. Baap re kya showroom hai baap... 25k se upar hi lehangas and ghagras... and finally kuch accha nai laga... everyone dispersed back home ..

Bahar itna cold tha... Whisky hi hame bacha saktha tha... Do peg maara.. aur saala thand .. nikal pada apne rasthe... Egg Curry and Rice was in the Menu.. Khaye and sone chalein...

Day 4

Pehli baar muje office jaane ka bahut mann kar raha tha.. woh bhi monday ko... Got up and when door open kiya... Kuch nai dikh raha tha mereko... Ankhon ko masla aur dekha toh mist all over... itni thand thi.. mann kar raha tha jaake ke corner pakad ke so jaun... But.. Jab mann mein ho pura vishwas aur himmat... pattar pi pani se pigal jaata hai...

Went to my home and got ready ... Office aayein with smile on face and wishing everyone "HAPPY NEW YEAR".

Ho har tamanna puri sabki
Ho aarzoo pura sabka
Khwabon ko haqeeqat mein badlo

Muskhilein kabhi aayein zindagi mein
Yaaron himmat na haaron...

A journey wanting to end

2010-01-04T06:41:00.000-08:00

Never thought 2009 would end so bad.... and i wished all the bad things happen... happen this day and never wanting them to carry them forward.

In short (should not disclose it on a blog.. magar chaltha hai.. who cares... !!)

Made my best friend cry on birthday
Break up..( Moving on)
Appraisal nai... (second time)
Staying alone
Departed from bestest friend, colleague everything...

Many things... which cant be written on blog and which cant be erased from heart...

As the year ended it had great package for me( of course not the good one) , FRIENDS planned for some party for the new year eve.... and i was looking around ... browsing ... scratching head for passes . UB city- shiro 7k my god.... then came athena leela palace.... he he... Sid bola " Abey wahan pe nai... wahan pe saale banduk leke aathe hai... lafda ho saktha hai wahan pe"... so the last option left was Zero g..... Was abt to book and online booking got closed... called here and there and found a guy who helped us... We had asked him to keep tickets for us.... Itna saara ho hi raha tha... entry hua.... varun devatha ka... Baarish.... ekdum se kahan se aagaye... pata nai... and chota mota hota toh chaltha... heavy rain.. And add on to that.. Cabs N/A.... Itne saara ho raha tha and kuch logon ka mann nai kar raha tha abi party ke liye... but only guy who was forcing us interested in was ABEL.

Finally decide to go by auto... reached.... 10 baj gaye the... Settled down had a drink...

Jaate Jaate zakhm de gaaya 2009... Sid hurt himself very badly.... which disturbed all of us.. and sid hurt...

Dard de gaya thu itna zyada...
Umeed na chode hai hum
Khuda imthihaan le raha hai yaar
Dil pe haath rakhe fuslale

Kaho Aal izz well

Icy Bangalore

2009-12-12T06:22:00.000-08:00

Cold to the extreme... never thought blore would go so chill...

Ek din pehle...

Hum sab( FRIENDS except Fairy Lady so no 'N') on sunday went to buy gift for the Fairy lady coz.. uska happy birthday tha yaar next day :P. But on the way we went to indiranagar ... jahan pe jalebi and chicken sorma miltha hai... mast khaya... Queen ne pehle hi kaha tha... yahan chicken accha milta hai magar peth kharab honeke chances bahut hai... toh.. that was a nice warning...

garma garam jalegi and mirchi as add on... khake nikle to shoppers stop at garuda.... when we reached there it was 9 PM... and when i was having a glance around.. my eyes stopped at a point where i found a nice kurtha... i said that is it... it would suit her the best... baad mein humne teen char aur choose kiya baad mein mera hi choice tik laga sabiko...

and shoppers stop closing time... isi bich mein.. Queen ne bhi apne liye ek kurtha le liya... then vivek entry diya..... cake.....!!!!!!! toh they went in search of cake .. and came no good news.. chocolate fantasy... then me and abel went in search of blackforest at MG .. Brigade.... Church street... and finally got it in Barista... Me abel sid and queen sat down... as usual mera cafe latte and they ordered for cappucino...

Chai ki utathi hui duwe mein tera chehra nazar aatha hai...
usse dekhthe dekhthe chai tandhi ho jaati hai..

Left 11 from brigade to Fairy Lady's place... V man and the Mr L had left marathahalli to join us at Fairy girl's place... We all reached there 10 min prior and called Fairy girl's brother to open the door for us...

On her Bday

and when the clock struck 12 wished her Happy Birthday.... Gifted her with gifts and cake cutting ceremony and applying.... Then aunty ne chai banayi...( abhi yeh math pucho ki aunty kaun hai.. obv.. Fairy girl's mom) we had chai.. as usual baith ke baat karne lage..

Pata hi nai chala kab 5 baj gaye.. we got to know the time only when Fairy lady got the call for her next day office from her cab driver... she got ready... and wore the new dress which we had gifted... she was looking pretty and then we all had tea again... then we left... but to surprise her even more.... hum uske cubicle decorate karne ke liye nikle and had to reach office before she reaches and had to decorate...

now time is 530 am... when we came out of her house... it was covered with lots lots and loads of mist... aisa lag raha tha... badal chu rahein hai dharthi ko....

and so chill that we would have frostbite... with a fear in mind and heart in our mouth.. so cold and highway ... 10 metres ke aage kuch dikh hi nai raha hai... back to office...

on the way ...we picked up flowers and when we were arranging her cubicle... she came... we had not completed.. jab woh aayi.. hum bole.. itna saara kiya hai... ab tu bhi kuch kar... apna cubicle decorate... :P

she celebrated her birthday as joyous as she could have.... gifts, cakes, good food and last the most FRIENDS... Wishing her HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Birthday to Remember...

2009-11-28T05:17:00.000-08:00

Queen of Hearts

It was such a long bday ever of anyone ... two weekends...

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The birthday that took long to end…..

Wat if ur bday took long to finish, how wud u like it? Ok I knw thts a stupid question to evn consider. Ne1 wud love it, tats y keep ur bdays on weekdays(hehe). N guess wat the Lady got hers extended (the name Lady was a lil injustice so accrdin to a few now it is Queen of hearts aka Queen,lazy to type the whole name always). So finally again the day came for us to b wid each othr. Ooh the waiting finally ovr (although it was jus one day away frm the prev togetherness,it felt lyk it was ages ago).

The planning was done widout the queens knowledge. Queen had left home early the prev nite of her bday. V wr getting ready (to leave office),the ladies man,fairy girl and V man(the reason V man has the name V bcos he is VERY for everydin,very swt ,very considerate, very ……) had left for gift hunting which the ladies man already had in mind. The macho man n me had work so a lil delayd v left office. Got the cake and den a small idea popped in his head, 101 roses to sum1 spl(cool heh, mixed roses). On our way to NGV, v pit stopped for a meeting with the othr 3 and had a snack. And off to NGV.

Waiting at the terrace, v wr doin the necessary prep for the party.11.55 pm th fairy girl wen to call the bday gal, our queen for the lil surprise which was so unexpected cos he had already slept off. She came up wid a lil surprise on her face,which led to the cake. She made her wish and tastd the cake which was on the face,not jus hers but all of ours, even our clothes wr not spared. The love n excitement was taken to a level tat, all of us wr xtra swt tat day (not oly cos of the cake but also bcos of the hearts tat wr content tat v cud express the love). Wid an additional cake frm her roomies, much more swtness.

With a lil cleanin up, v drifted off to dinner. Tats wen our Mr L makes his entrance with a lil surprise of his own, hand made cake. It was swt and strong ( as strong as our bond, $%&*@ to ne1 who lays an evil eye on our love). Dinner was again with family with a whole hearted content to the tummy.

It was late, n wat happens wen v get late, off to paradise all of us 2gether. Deciding not to sleep, we snugged close to each othr and I drifted off to sleep, in the comfort tat I hvnt felt for a while b4 they came into ma lyf. Woken up and carried along wid Mr L for another surprise to our queen, huge bouquets for her cube. Ooh she must ve felt lyk sittin in a garden. Off to office and a lil more to wait for the party,the next day. Yet again met her in her cube, she lyk a cute swthrt with the news clothes gifted to her. She was happy and trust me the joy in her eyes made her so beautiful tat ne1 wud ve longed for her.

And yet again v met again n wen for shopping, a small huntin for the ladies man, for his sis weddin. You knw something, thr r ppl in this world,who wear nedin n they look dashin,he was one f dem(m so jealous). The evil V man, yet again had a plan which I was on the receiving end of it(u ll get to knw it a lil later at the party).And a huge dinner in chinese, exquisitely good. And again off to sleep, waiting for the party.

The day startd off wid the ladies man n macho man, gift hunting for the queen,yet again. At tyms u feel tat watevr u give for a person if nvr enuf, and trust me dey do give a lot. Followd by a lil cleanin and again collecting the gift. V wr back decoratin the paradise further more for the queen. As she entered to the paradise evn more surprised to the huge heart of balloons for her(is how big our heart ll look wen combined). The bday is nvr complete widout a card, so a swt card to her (oh god, don cry ,control urself). And here comes a big surprise for me, gifts for me for my bday, which I had gladly kept it a lil silent and in solitude, now it was screamin out loud. A huge card which had greetings for a yr long on all occasions and a whole set of complete wear( jeans, t shrit, jacket and a pair of socks, they missd shoes and inner,hehe kiddin). Ok now I lost it, I was in tears, i cudnt stop maself frm kissin everybody. Got so carried away, it kinda ended up in section 377 for ladies man and macho man.

Off to the booze wid celebration in the hearts. This tym it din take long and v wr already hi on the 2^nd round. A lil music n dance, with fairy girl takin the floor so graciously.and den v all to the terrace,so unstable n unsteady, again on top whr the climate was good. I sat along wid fairy girl and shard a lil pain,which eased out a lil on me. With her consolation, again had a bondin tym wid othrs and a fag. The climate was getting cold, so again back down for another round along with some dinner, again prep by the macho man. it gets better everytym he cooks. Again another round for the terrace,but many had slept off. A lil bit of bonding,guess now v can stand for the fevicol ad. Again the chill and tireness,got the best of us and v decided to crash. Prep the bed v slowly drifted off to sleep.

The alarm in ma mob woke sum1 up(sry forgot abt the alarm),but still I slept off. The rest woke up , Mr L prep tea to start the day n den chit chat, wit queens pamperin and massage from many heads on ma back, I din wanna wake up. Again yet another long day ahead wid a lil bidding farewells. I hate it wen this happens Mr L,fairy gal , v man on their way home. And me n ladies man wid a lil shoppin along wid macho and the queen started off wid barista and the provogue next door,literally. Ok shop looting had a meanin now, these guys wen on wit buyin stuff tat caught their eyes. Oh god tat was so funny. Finally ended up getting a few free stuff including a lil earring of hearts. Next was up for a change in look for our ladies man. Ooh the Ranbir look,he was lookin dashing and funk. Slowly it was time for yet again another farewell. V dropped ladies man at the station,as he was leavin for his hometown for a week wit regard to his sis wedding, hopin to meet us thr in another week. Finally we parted our ways, for the day was done. “All tat has a beginning has an end” did make sense now.

U knw something, each day v part, it feels lyk goin away frm a family. Each minute away frm dem meant another struggle wid the world alone. A lot has happened and lot has not happened, but thru out all dis it was feeling of assurance “buddy go ahead, v got ur back”. N wen they re not thr, I feel a lil exposed. Y does god play such games wid a person? Its not of the short tym parting m talkin abt but the parting whr I have to say goodbye to these ppl. It hurts a hell lot and makes me not wanna leave, but I cnt help it cos ma family ve put a lot of effort in this long tym parting plan. If at all I bid ma farewell to you ppl, ll always love you and ll nvr forget tat I had n still have a family lyk dis tat well wished me as much as ma parental family did. Hoping for wats up next, waiting………………..

FRIENDS

2009-11-19T00:35:00.000-08:00

A group.. A new start.. A new life... FRIENDS..

I was taken aback as Sid said... FRIENDS how this would look.. maine pucha kya... lets give our group a name... 7 people.. 7 stars...7 wonders.. 7 the Lucky...

F-Abel

R-Rajani

I-Lokesh

E-Alpa

N-Vivek

D-Prashant

S-Sidhartha

No hard feelings and heart feeling... First name perfectly jotted down for the first time in the blog..

We are in the process of finding out a great word, a word that describes us better..

Previous line sounds so professional.. We are in the process of .. F off..

And Mintra came to our mind.. let get ourself a tshirt ... Each having those letters( letter) embossed or engraved on it...

hey guys .. while writing this blog i got an idea.. how abt a tag line... a t shirt quote..

Check out what wiki says abt FRIENDS

"Friendship is the cooperative and supportive relationship between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, affection, and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as the exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for some, the practical execution of friendship is little more than the trust that someone will not harm them."

Such big liners doesnt define friends or friendship... All Crap..

You know guys what friends are and what friendship mean...

We ... Our Group.. FRIENDS... We are called friends and the relation we are sharing is friendship.. no need of going and finding what friendship means.

Know Us .. Know Friendship..

Rishta nai hai.. Dono(7 people) ko phir bhi...

Baandhe koi dor hai....

Whats new

2009-11-19T00:22:00.000-08:00

Life... Whats new in life.... Life's Changing... Thats real good thing thats happening in my life..

Now a detailed post from Abel again.. Unki zubaani..Unke alfaaz... unke kalam se likhe gaye adhbuth romanchkari ghatana.. sirf Kora kaagaz hamara.. he he.

From Abel

The birthday that took long to end…..

Wat if ur bday took long to finish, how wud u like it? Ok I knw thts a stupid question to evn consider. Ne1 wud love it, tats y keep ur bdays on weekdays(hehe). N guess wat the Lady got hers extended (the name Lady was a lil injustice so accrdin to a few now it is Queen of hearts aka Queen,lazy to type the whole name always). So finally again the day came for us to b wid each othr. Ooh the waiting finally ovr (although it was jus one day away frm the prev togetherness,it felt lyk it was ages ago).

The planning was done widout the queens knowledge. Queen had left home early the prev nite of her bday. V wr getting ready (to leave office),the ladies man,fairy girl and V man(the reason V man has the name V bcos he is VERY for everydin,very swt ,very considerate, very ……) had left for gift hunting which the ladies man already had in mind. The macho man n me had work so a lil delayd v left office. Got the cake and den a small idea popped in his head, 101 roses to sum1 spl(cool heh, mixed roses). On our way to NGV, v pit stopped for a meeting with the othr 3 and had a snack. And off to NGV.

Waiting at the terrace, v wr doin the necessary prep for the party.11.55 pm th fairy girl wen to call the bday gal, our queen for the lil surprise which was so unexpected cos he had already slept off. She came up wid a lil surprise on her face,which led to the cake. She made her wish and tastd the cake which was on the face,not jus hers but all of ours, even our clothes wr not spared. The love n excitement was taken to a level tat, all of us wr xtra swt tat day (not oly cos of the cake but also bcos of the hearts tat wr content tat v cud express the love). Wid an additional cake frm her roomies, much more swtness.

With a lil cleanin up, v drifted off to dinner. Tats wen our Mr L makes his entrance with a lil surprise of his own, hand made cake. It was swt and strong ( as strong as our bond, $%&*@ to ne1 who lays an evil eye on our love). Dinner was again with family with a whole hearted content to the tummy.

It was late, n wat happens wen v get late, off to paradise all of us 2gether. Deciding not to sleep, we snugged close to each othr and I drifted off to sleep, in the comfort tat I hvnt felt for a while b4 they came into ma lyf. Woken up and carried along wid Mr L for another surprise to our queen, huge bouquets for her cube. Ooh she must ve felt lyk sittin in a garden. Off to office and a lil more to wait for the party,the next day. Yet again met her in her cube, she lyk a cute swthrt with the news clothes gifted to her. She was happy and trust me the joy in her eyes made her so beautiful tat ne1 wud ve longed for her.

And yet again v met again n wen for shopping, a small huntin for the ladies man, for his sis weddin. You knw something, thr r ppl in this world,who wear nedin n they look dashin,he was one f dem(m so jealous). The evil V man, yet again had a plan which I was on the receiving end of it(u ll get to knw it a lil later at the party).And a huge dinner in chinese, exquisitely good. And again off to sleep, waiting for the party.

The day startd off wid the ladies man n macho man, gift hunting for the queen,yet again. At tyms u feel tat watevr u give for a person if nvr enuf, and trust me dey do give a lot. Followd by a lil cleanin and again collecting the gift. V wr back decoratin the paradise further more for the queen. As she entered to the paradise evn more surprised to the huge heart of balloons for her(is how big our heart ll look wen combined). The bday is nvr complete widout a card, so a swt card to her (oh god, don cry ,control urself). And here comes a big surprise for me, gifts for me for my bday, which I had gladly kept it a lil silent and in solitude, now it was screamin out loud. A huge card which had greetings for a yr long on all occasions and a whole set of complete wear( jeans, t shrit, jacket and a pair of socks, they missd shoes and inner,hehe kiddin). Ok now I lost it, I was in tears, i cudnt stop maself frm kissin everybody. Got so carried away, it kinda ended up in section 377 for ladies man and macho man.

Off to the booze wid celebration in the hearts. This tym it din take long and v wr already hi on the 2nd round. A lil music n dance, with fairy girl takin the floor so graciously.and den v all to the terrace,so unstable n unsteady, again on top whr the climate was good. I sat along wid fairy girl and shard a lil pain,which eased out a lil on me. With her consolation, again had a bondin tym wid othrs and a fag. The climate was getting cold, so again back down for another round along with some dinner, again prep by the macho man. it gets better everytym he cooks. Again another round for the terrace,but many had slept off. A lil bit of bonding,guess now v can stand for the fevicol ad. Again the chill and tireness,got the best of us and v decided to crash. Prep the bed v slowly drifted off to sleep.

The alarm in ma mob woke sum1 up(sry forgot abt the alarm),but still I slept off. The rest woke up , Mr L prep tea to start the day n den chit chat, wit queens pamperin and massage from many heads on ma back, I din wanna wake up. Again yet another long day ahead wid a lil bidding farewells. I hate it wen this happens Mr L,fairy gal , v man on their way home. And me n ladies man wid a lil shoppin along wid macho and the queen started off wid barista and the provogue next door,literally. Ok shop looting had a meanin now, these guys wen on wit buyin stuff tat caught their eyes. Oh god tat was so funny. Finally ended up getting a few free stuff including a lil earring of hearts. Next was up for a change in look for our ladies man. Ooh the Ranbir look,he was lookin dashing and funk. Slowly it was time for yet again another farewell. V dropped ladies man at the station,as he was leavin for his hometown for a week wit regard to his sis wedding, hopin to meet us thr in another week. Finally we parted our ways, for the day was done. “All tat has a beginning has an end” did make sense now.

U knw something, each day v part, it feels lyk goin away frm a family. Each minute away frm dem meant another struggle wid the world alone. A lot has happened and lot has not happened, but thru out all dis it was feeling of assurance “buddy go ahead, v got ur back”. N wen they re not thr, I feel a lil exposed. Y does god play such games wid a person? Its not of the short tym parting m talkin abt but the parting whr I have to say goodbye to these ppl. It hurts a hell lot and makes me not wanna leave, but I cnt help it cos ma family ve put a lot of effort in this long tym parting plan. If at all I bid ma farewell to you ppl, ll always love you and ll nvr forget tat I had n still have a family lyk dis tat well wished me as much as ma parental family did. Hoping for wats up next, waiting………………..

Straight from Abel's Heart

2009-11-09T01:41:00.000-08:00

This is a small piece of ma mind for the weekend.

The characters in this piece are not fictional n they do resemble real ppl. To protect the privacy the synonyms have been used. Forgive for not doin justice to the weekend by such a short description.

A long but short weekend....

I'm tired n weak n ma eyes r heavy. But.....

This was just a planned but probable weekend out. I was unsure it was gonna happen, for i long waited for this weekend. It was supposedly to be my treat and guess wat, it was a booze treat. As Macho Man had named it Vodka-Tequila bash. Cool heh. Trust me it was more than cool, I don think I can do justice to this weekend with my small description of the weekend.

Ladies man had picked me up frm office after a boring day in office to get the LIQUIDs. V wr getting prepared for the nite to go all out with the necessary resources v had planned. V reached home(Macho man’s paradise, where things wr kept in the ryt place for the ryt ppl). Slowly the crowd of 3 had gone upto 7,pretty small crowd heh??, sry u r wrong that was huge crowd any group of 7 could make.

It started with a small gift from the Macho Man as make me realize tat if at all m to US it is 2 study,a parker pen.The prep wr made and all sat together wid the LIQUIDs and SOLIDs. V startd off with vodka and it went smooth with no discrimination made on any basis except Alco & Non-Alco (Just one guy, the V man but in the end he was jus lyk us wasted). It all went smooth and easy and the mood was going off the roof. By the 2nd round the Hi was HI. The music was on n so did the feet moved the ground. The most breath taking was the gracious movements of the (Oh god m outta words to describe this person,ok lets go with Fairy girl, now m feelin silly for using these funny names) Fairy girl and also her “tokens of affection”. She danced so divine and ne1 thr even with 2 left feet would not NOT join her.

Now all wr tired and then the mood was so happy tat the pain inside us popped out. V had tears for v realized tat a part of our lyf was getting lost cos of a loved one in our past. I learnd an inevitable truth ppl cry wen they r hurt n thrs nothing to be ashamed of it. For some reason I din cry n it was doubtful y, may b its tat I din feel such a pain or ma pain was feeble n insignificant from the pain tat I saw in their eyes. It was so emotional, Mr L had left the building cos he couldn’t bear d pain and the Lady too let it all out. It was like kindergarten all over again jus lyk wen d children lost a favorite toy and V man the teacher running around to keep us calm(Poor he). Me being the 2nd youngest (Fur Ball the youngest) and child jus had to run arnd knwin tat I knw oly a lil in lyf. N deep down in inside sumdin kept building in me.

V decided to wash down our system the pain, so the medicine was tequila shots. Trust me dry ones with lime and salt did change our faces and forget the pain. Now v wr hi, so hi tat Macho Man decided to take 50 dips to for a change of SPORT(I barely took 12 dips). The final shot of the day down n Macho Man in the BUCKET(tat was cos physical strain) n more worries n tears frm Fairy girl. Among all this ran our lil Fur Ball, tryin to grasp the essence of the celebration,sorrow or joy.Poor thing, if I cud bark I wud ve told him “bro m along wid u, I don get wats goin on”(Hehe ,jus for the fun).W/o ne1 notice me n Ladies Man snuck out for a fag n poor thing he was pulled in bac by Fairy girl,I was smart hid from her view. N den me, lady n macho man stood out in the rain had a chit chat abt the stupidities in our lyfs and some crap lyk tat hehe. V wr now cold n inside v snugged next to each othr and tats all I rem of the day, I drifted off to sleep, may b bcos I wanted to live in this moment of bliss tat I was goin thru. The rest of the story frm ladies man would do justice to tat part tat I missed.

It was bright again around 11.30 am n tv runnin I dink Mr L was awake. Wake up calls disturbd the mood n all wr awake n wakin each othr. Many disturbed n awake n to lighten up the mood the lady with her glorious Tea for a bright day. Tat did lighten the mood and v wr hungry, so the macho man decided for his hand made chicken n rice, along with some horror 1408. Oh god it was so good, if not for liquor in ma tummy I wud have gone for a few more rounds.

New plans came up and I was pulled in (A colleague of the rest not mine, her marriage reception), which was jus the 10% part of the plan. So v parted our ways for the time being, got geared up for the evenin all looking so dashing (tat includes me, thanks to macho man).The ladies wr more than angels,so enchanting in their sarees,ne1 would ve jus looked at them on n on (Phew tat was hot, sry ladies, honestly clean thoughts). The 10% plan was jus for a few mins n v wr on our way for a classy dinner at Millers 46. Mmmmmmm still mouth watering aroma lingers in ma mind. The diff dishes of sizzlers tat sizzled our mind with a lil fluid to add to taste. Finally at NGV so late around 12.30 am, not ready to part with each othr chit chatting n teasing n recollectin the prev day, which I knw I still hvnt done justice to (sry the liquor had wiped the memories, hehe). That wen the ever brilliant V man comes up with “Ladies! Pack to Macho Man’s place n go office frm thr”. Once again roadies mid nite as if they wr eloping off wid us. Finally home chit chat to The Ring and slowly the tireness of the weekend kicked into our eyes. V drifted, all of us 2gether to our world of dreams(3.30 am with alarms set on 6.45 am).

Next thing in the morning Fairy girl cribin abt her shift allowance hehe n making a move to office. With some good tea from Mr L. N on their ways to the Monday work (F***). All good things last short, n end with a memory to drive us to another good things till it approaches. Even the Fur Ball realized the pain in separation for it din wan us to leave paradise.

I’m tired and weak n ma eyes r heavy. But the ecstasy of the long weekend with the loved ones kept ma mind Hi enuf to face the long n sad day even with a tired n sleepless body. Macho Man has said one of us will fall in love soon enuf, n I dink I did with the whole pack, the pure and unconditional true love called Friendship. Till date ve always prayed tat I wanna fall in love, but this tym I pray don let me fall in love lyk dis with another.

Teri Deewani...

2009-11-01T06:16:00.000-08:00

A saturday night to remember.... well it was all not planned... when me, sid and viv were just having a chat in cafeteria, we thought of going for Kailash kher concert at palace grounds October the 24th.... Wondering how come all good things and gr8 things happen on 24th.... maybe coincidences....

4 bikes zoomed to palace grounds..... Reached there hoping that we werent late as is was already late by an hour.. Kailash reached two hour late...

Started with sufi songs... then come my favourite... Teri Deewani and Saiyaan..
Had a blast over there... Couldnt believe that i was few steps away from Kailash Kher.. We then made a move to Sid's place....

Raat Baaki... Baat Baaki...

Had few glasses of french wine and Cheese pineapple Cherry... Had a gr8 night out.. All night ... full talk... non stop...

Dasvidaniya... Vinay Patak, Neha Duphia , Rajat Kapoor... which makes u feel to feel the things which u want to do before u die...

Ten things u want to do before u die... was the whole thing abt this movie...

Each and Everyone had a pen and a paper given to jot down their ten things they want to do....

On the terrace.. another add on to the night... So Silence.. the breeze gives u goosebumps ... Heart felt things... Missing ur friends... loved ones ...

some horror topics... stories... real time encounters... heeeeeeeeee he..

and Abel... who started the horror instances saying.... "Dude... First only i telling.. I dont know how to tell stories...." but was the man who scared the hell out of us..

In the mean time ( time kya hua hai.. its early morning 5:15 ) we remembered that we should sleep.. but when we reached down... we talked around an hour abt our love life...

Only one mantra... of all... Love Breakup and Move On....

And slept at around 7... And got up around 12:30... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... Good morning..Said all... And the Life Moves on as boring as it could on the weekdays..

Diwali-- Festival of Lights

2009-10-20T07:27:00.001-07:00

Its since march I haven't been to my hometown and had not booked tickets. Bangalore City to Hubli Junction--- buses and flights are always full during weekends........ Now its the time for my bad luck stars to shine a bit more...... some extra trains to Hubli, hundreds of buses and flight price goes to 7k for just 400 kms... how bull**** is that...

Finally i made a brave move to go to majestic to get bus/train to my hometown ... Checked out every bus and cursing my fate i went to KSRTC-- Advanced ticket booking counter.. and an unknown guy asked me ... kahan ja rahe ho bhai sab... Hubli... Sir Deluxe bus hai sir... sirf 400 rupai... Bus left majestic at 11 and it took 3 hour just to cross bangalore city border.. So finally left at 2 am.. and bus was hell.. deluxe ka naam barbaad kiya "Jai Bharti Travels" .. No Push back and speakers were damn noisy...

Had booked tickets to hubli and got down to haveri... then boarded a bus to gadag. When i got down at haveri i suddenly remembered that i had to book return ticket.... called up srk and hem both and was online with both till i got bad news from both that " Tickets Unavailable"... Chodo phir kya kar sakthe hai... Then... reached hometown at 11.. On the way i was reading " Love Story" by Erich Sehgal..... Nice book... having nice lines which turns u inside out.... Then Dad picked me up.... he was very happy to see me after 7 long months... Reached home got fresh and was ready for the battle..... Went to Shop ( Mera shop hai hometown mein... Home appliances ka) Customers on and on.. no time for myself and family.... Sunday was another hectic day. Arranged for pooja ... and returned back to home from shop at 1 at night..

Monday ---- Pooja Day... Got ready and had not shopped anything for myself to wear on this auspicious occasion and the saviour.. My dad came to my rescue... He had got shirt for me from Bangkok and one he gave me one more shirt which i had bought it for him... he he .... Unko sleeves chote ho rahe the.... Gaali diye aur bole... Tune jaan bhuch kar khud ke size ka laaya hai...

Pooja started at 1130 morning... and customer customer customer... Good sale , Despite of recession hitting smaller cities as well... And the main thing toh bhul hi gaya main...Tickets... Return tickets... Then at 8 pm i went to VRL travels and booked ticket from Hubli to Bangalore... Can u guess the price of the ticket... Three times the price of the ticket... 1000 bucks ... L21.. seat number... the last lower sleeper ... Mast humps, bumps... Made my journey... aweful........:(

Reached bangalore today at 7 and took bike from spoo's house and came to office at 10 AM........ Again...

started... My love life and work......

21

2009-10-13T23:03:00.000-07:00

After having a nice day at office... Was at the cafeteria where few of my frnds were practising for the Diwali Dhamaka.... R was singing Aadat -- Jal... L & A were on guitar ... M was on Drums... After this i made a move to have dinner at Utopia Apts... my third home..

When I reached over .. CL T20-- Sussex v/s Eagles... it was an interesting match... and it moved on to a one-over eliminator where Eagles won.

Was just scanning over the TV channels ... HBO--- Top left corner... Movie 21 in 00:21 sec... Thats cool.. Had heard abt that movie...

Movie was abt a MIT math Guy who gets into Blackjack and card counting

Blackjack one of the few casino table games that can be legally beaten by a skilled player.The basic strategy when to hit and when to stand, individual players can use card counting,shuffle tracking and/or hole carding to improve their odds. Since the early 1960s a large number of card counting schemes have been published, and casinos have adjusted the rules of play in an attempt to counter the most popular methods.

Link- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/21_(2008_film)