`` J E A N

2010-04-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

Funny how time goes by but things never changed <3

Boy, don't change.

2010-04-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

I PASSSSSSSEEEEDDD!!

and im not afraid to say, i bribed! :DDD
lol
and thanks to it, my road test was friggin awesome
seriously,
the pegawai was so nice till he taught me what to do!
okay sekarang perlahan sikit, signal, change gear 1, gear 2, sini belok kanan.
hahahaha!
fun fun fun.

and i met the mr khor xian voon and mr wai yong zheng there
poor xv got a lady pegawai.
hahahahah and his experience was damn funny X)

and since i'm a legal driver now,
anyone out there, who needs transport,
call me up!

rate is,
RM6/km for kawan,
RM5/km for kawan baik,
RM4.50/km for darling/dear/sweethart/sayang
** t&c applied

LOL

have a great day!!

music saves more lives than war,
so put down your gun and get on the dancefloor.

2010-04-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

DRIVING TEST TOMORROW!! :):)

2010-04-11T18:56:00.001+08:00

I hate to know that what im doing right now is the same as what he's done to me.

fml

2010-04-11T12:40:00.002+08:00

One thing good about getting a SUPER laggy phone-

it kills my urge to text.

YES. serious shit!

i officially hate texting now.

2010-04-10T18:05:00.001+08:00

sometimes,
i wish there were a place where i can do simply anything i wanna do, and say whatever i wanna say.
a place, where i can pick to see people i wish to see, and not see people i don't want to see.

i hate it when i'm being such a loser in dealing with rejecting others.
and,
i absolutely hate it when i've written a bloody long and honest article but have no fucking balls to post it up.

URGH.
am having a bad saturday.

and yes, im back in town.

2010-04-06T08:29:00.002+08:00

I just lost my phone,

half an hour ago.

LOL!

ouch.

2010-03-23T18:04:00.002+08:00

Shit.

What's wrong with me??

2010-03-21T21:25:00.000+08:00

So much lying,
too much denying.

2010-03-19T11:40:00.002+08:00

darling,
when was the last time we laughed together?

haven't been posting something productive since.......
erh. trip back from indon??

0.0
wow. that's long. lol

have been pretty busy (as usual)
have so much to say but cant spill them here (as usual)
have been wanting to organize a gathering or something but am feeling too lazy/ tired to (as usual)
ahhhhh.
guess im still the same old jean la :)

hahahaha okay okay.
someone's cock staring me for writing such shits d.

aight,
some proper updates bout the me lately.

well, life's been pretty sad lately.
i had a major emotional breakdown days ago,
family, studies, L,.........you know lah.
suddenly hit me hard right in the head.
hey! im 18 already! (soon to be but, still la)
its responsibilities we're talking bout yo!
which in other words, also means, more shits! 0.0
oh well, this time, really need to grow up dy.
no more running away
no more i do what i like and if you dont like then screw you.
ahhh. 18 18 18 18 18.
so near yet so far, so interesting yet so cruel.
but, at the same time,
so looking forward to it laah :)

oh well, guess i need moooore time and a self isolate period?
april holiday's coming, so, just in time la :)

also,
this is for you.

i dont know what's happening lately,
i know i've been emo shit and keeping distance and stuff,
but honestly i did the distant thing cause i felt that from you first.
anyway, i'm a very open person (if you know me well enough)
i might feel hurt or insulted, as im very sensitive (if you know me well too),
but i'd like to listen to the truth more than being at this state.
yup,
i hope you read this, and talk. :)

have a great weekend people!
i'll be going allllll the wayyyyyy to bangi this sunday just to register for the driving exam ==
study hard and miss me okay! :):)
tata!

2010-03-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

You first fill your mind with it
then it gets addictive
eventually overflowing and uncontrollable
not having any other spaces to invade,
it spreads and occupies your heart.

but darling,

hearts don't forget to break.

2010-03-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

makes me feel so appreciated :)

aww.

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow!

all the best to everyone and happy worrying :D

shall see you peeps in school/college

oh yes, im going to college.

haa!

such a guai lui, i know :)

also a hugeeee make over.

stay tuned!

never to let him take control of my emotions.

ahhhhh.

2010-03-09T21:48:00.000+08:00

Ms Jean's on a bet with Mr. Noah Wong.

ehhh no, TWO bets, actually X)

bangs, bangs, BANGS!

sorry to think so, but i hope you dont get staright A's

haha! :D

thursday's reaching even faster than i expected.
nooooooo
to go, or not to go?

stupid girl,

you should've known,

you should've known...

2010-03-05T12:29:00.000+08:00

moodswing, moodswings

why today?

BOY!

where're youuuuuu T.T

it didnt work at all lah.

i'm feeling worst than before

2010-02-28T01:55:00.000+08:00

Dear Brain, sorry for overloading you with thoughts of him.

Dear Tummy, sorry for the butterflies.

Dear Pillow, I'm sorry for all the tears.

Dear Heart, sorry for all the damage.

Dear Me, sorry for being head over heels in love with him.

~~oh noooooooo~~

2010-02-23T16:56:00.000+08:00

haaa!
and did i tell you how awesome the J Co doughnuts were in indon??
wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy bettterrrrrrr than those sold in our country
serious crap!! :)

2010-02-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL

first was MSN
now FACEBOOK???

is my life really that pethetic arr T.T

HELPPPPP!! :(

2010-02-20T16:07:00.001+08:00

back from indonesia and am feeling happpppppy! :)
trip was great.
had quality time with the family
SHOPPED :)
and ate. a lottt.

oh hey, food there's awesome.
hah especially the estela.
mmm! >.<
credits to boy laa :D

also,
driving lessons next week!
heeeeee damn looking forward to it :D

2010-02-14T11:10:00.001+08:00

Biggggg
HELLLOOOO! :D

and even biggerrrrrr
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i'm in malacca now,
have been here since friday night.
WHICH ALSO MEANS,
have been eating non stop since friday =.=
lol
but its CNY right?
so its supposed to be that wayy laa XD

went SP with the pm8 awesome mates on friday.
heeeeeeee was great loh i tell you
OH YA. the movie was EVEN GREATER!
-- valentine's day
must must must MUST WATCH :D
i'm planning to watch it again.
heeeeeee >.<

okay, back to CNY
eve was not bad
tho wasnt really in the festive mood and was watching alot of tv =.=
lol still,
everything went wayyyyyy better when i received the fisrt ang pau
nyehehehehehehheh
now you know what i love most X)
then the day ended with X Files the Movie :)
another good movie.

and as for today,
so far so good lahh :D
i'm feeling damn rich now
hahahahahaah
yup. will be doing some visiting later then travel back to KL :)
BUT.
dont expect me to join anyone of you for cny visitings la.
and dont even think bout coming to my place
cuz tmr i'll be gone again.
heeee to the maidland XD
INDONESIA!

okay laaa.
short update bout my whereabouts
you people have fun and take care.
and once again, HAPPY CNY! :)

lovessssss,
J E A N

2010-02-11T17:36:00.003+08:00

so not in the holiday mood lahh

I think there's more than one Jean in my body
serious crap

feeling a bit off today
but i finally got back to work, which's a good good thing :)
shall clean up my messy life a little lahh.
gotta go back to where i started off.

Dont call, dont text.

Don't even think bout me.

Have a blissful CNY.

Jean

JEAN

when i fall,
i fall hard.

2010-02-09T21:26:00.002+08:00

aahhhhhhh.
had the worst day of college so far T.T

suddenly feel like crying.

wishing you were here.

2010-02-08T14:54:00.001+08:00

boy,
thank you :)

2010-02-08T14:52:00.000+08:00

you know, i think my mood swings are back.
or is it just monday blues? :(

had a crappy day lah.
especially when i was in the lab.
stupid experiments
stupid tap
stupid chemicals
stupid apparatus.
sigh.

stupid me

and i'm supposed to be woking now loh.
haih.
damn lazy.
5bucks flew away jorrrr. just like that :(

hoping for a better day ahead lahh.
i miss you people.
i miss you.
i miss you
i miss you.

I feel like an idiot.

but i'm an idiot,

so it kinda works out.

2010-02-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?

:)

2010-02-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

i feel somehow bad for writing such stuff in the previos post.
but thats my opinion okay.
you asked for it.
hah!

and college's awesome.
i guess its gonna get even better, soon :)

it definitely will.

also,

another orphanage visit coming up.
haaaaaaaaaaaa! :D

mr. boy.

welcome ♥