CONFESSIONS OF ME THE HALLOWEEN QUEEN..

LOVE

2012-01-26T15:38:00.000-08:00

LOVE IS THERE IN THE AIR
LOVE SHOWS SOMEONE THAT YOU CARE
LOVE IS STRONG IT HELPS YOU LIVE LONG
LOVE IS BIG TO HOLD YOU UP
LOVE IS YOU AND I AND THATS ALL I NEED TO SURVIVE

ONE

2012-01-26T15:35:00.000-08:00

ONE MIND
ONE HEART
ONE LIFE
ONE DREAM
ONE LOVE
ONE THING THAT I WANT IS TO BE ABLE TO LIVE OUT MY DREAMS AND ALSO SUPPORT MY FAMILY.

STRONGER

2011-12-01T01:12:00.000-08:00

KEEP PUSHING ME DOWN TO THE GROUND WATCHING MY BONES BREAK .WITH NOTHING LEFT FOR YOU TO TAKE ,BUT THAT STILL DOESN'T STOP ME.YOU MAY HAVE BROKEN SOME OF MY BONES,BUT I STILL GET BACK UP AND STAND STRONGER THEN I HAVE STOOD BEFORE WITH NOTHING TO LOSE ,BUT A LOT TO GAIN FROM THIS PAIN.

saying-day1

2011-11-08T21:58:00.000-08:00

I NEVER SAID THAT I WAS BETTER THEN YOU .I JUST KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT I WANT TO BE AND WERE I AM GOING IN MY LIFE.

picture's from broad walk in npr,fl

2011-09-25T13:40:00.000-07:00

some of my photo work .

quote#11

2011-09-25T13:30:00.000-07:00

I breath and bleed the same way as you do so why can't you see that I love you as much as you love me.

quote#10

2011-09-25T13:29:00.000-07:00

so what can I do to show you the way that I feel when nothing seems real.

quote#9

2011-09-25T13:27:00.000-07:00

there's soo much that I have to say,but the words just won't come out today.

SADNESS

2011-09-24T14:15:00.000-07:00

SADNESS IS SOMETHING THAT IS HARD
SADNESS IS A BROKEN HEART
SADNESS IS WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG
SADNESS IS WHEN U CANT TAKE NO MORE
SADNESS IS WHEN U LOSE THAT ONE
SADNESS IS UNMANAGEABLE
SADNESS IS ALONE
SADNESS IS CRIEING
SADNESS NEEDS TO GET THE HELL OUT OF MY WAY.

THEY WILL NEVER

2011-09-24T14:13:00.001-07:00

they will never get to hear i love u again from us
they will never get the chance to see my changes in life
they will never get to hear how much i care about them
they will never get to see me grow older
they will never get to see me get married
they will never get to hear i'm sorry
they will never get to hugs again
they will never get to feel there touch anymore
they will never get to see there grandkid's
they will never have to feel any pain again
they will never have to worry again
they will never get to see the better me that they know i can be
but most of all they will never get the chance to change it and i will not get the chance to too.

quotes#8

2011-08-19T15:45:00.000-07:00

take my hand and hold on tight and watch the earth began to quake as it begans to take away the pain that still remains.

quotes#7

2011-08-19T15:42:00.000-07:00

the weakness that held me back is no longer here ,my strength is what makes me have mo fears.

quotes#6

2011-08-19T15:38:00.000-07:00

even in the sadness of the night my heart beings to strengthen as I scream out loud when no one else is around to hold me down.

quotes#5

2011-08-19T15:36:00.000-07:00

my strength helps me,but I control me and that is all that I need to carry me through the pain that I go through.

quotes#4

2011-08-19T15:32:00.000-07:00

good morning has passed,good night is coming as the sun beings to fall and the moon beings to rise and the stars shine through the night .

helpless

2011-07-31T04:39:00.000-07:00

THE DARKNESS IN THE NIGHT IS THE SAME DARKNESS THAT I SEE IN YOUR EYES.
THERE IS NO LOVE IN YOUR HEART YOUR HEART IS FILLED WITH HATE WITH A LOCK AND A GATE.
SO YOU DON'T FEEL A THING .WHEN YOU ARE HURTING ME BREAKING ME DOWN MAKING ME FALL TO THE GROUND .
WITH NOTHING LEFT OF ME TO GIVE .
YOU LEAVE ME THERE AS I BLEED TO DEATH .

really do you do this??

2011-07-21T12:30:00.000-07:00

there are a lot of things wrong in this world and one of them is that people in this world we need to stop looking at people and jugging them for what they look like it is about who the person is and not what they look like.we have to think about how do we feel about if things were being said about you how would you feel? what would you do?what kind of person does that make you to have to go to that level? i do not look at people and say what i think they are i just don't i do not know them.we need to rethink why am i saying this about this person ? what does this do for me?does this make me feel better? does this make me a better person?

the thought of love....

2011-07-06T23:22:00.000-07:00

love is strong as long as we hold on.
love is strong as love as we tell the truth.
love is strong as are hearts are beating.
love is strong because you love me and i love you and that is all that matters.

life

2011-06-07T16:50:00.000-07:00

life has its ups and down ,but it is always the strong people that have the strength to come back around to where there heart was once found strong and proud and filled with love with no hurt making a sound.

art's and crafts

2011-04-27T07:48:00.000-07:00

my mom made these for my christmas .they are easy to make .

my strength

2011-04-25T15:37:00.000-07:00

my strength comes from within because you don't know where i have been..
my strength stays inside to keep me warm at night when you are not by my side holding me through the night..
my strength is my power in my life to keep me going through the hard times in my life..
my strength is always going to be apart of me but you and me we can never be..

lifes climbs

2011-04-25T15:32:00.000-07:00

with every mountain that you climb there's always another bigger one waiting on the other side of the mountain that you just climbed..!!

heart

2011-04-25T15:30:00.001-07:00

my heart is as big as the ocean is deep..

up's and down's

2011-04-25T15:29:00.000-07:00

life is full of ups and downs but the really strong people always come back around..!!!

wish

2011-04-25T15:27:00.000-07:00

my wish for you is to see the truth that you hold inside for most of your life that you tried to hide for me because you were scared of the lies that you told in the past so you could keep the truth inside as long as you are alive..!!!!