tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268Mon, 17 Aug 2015 11:42:35 +0000Fel's VOICES FROM THE HEARTLife as i see it..Pictures/Quotes/short thotsdrug-free/anti depressants/determinationmissing BenmotherhoodA NEW EXPERIENCE/thai massage/AGINGAIKIDOAWARDSBalanceBlog questionBreathe/Relax/RestFriendsGOING OFFLINEGardenGrief Support Articles from the WebHAIR STORIESHappiness/ChildrenLife Quotes to live byLife's useful lessonsLocal Spa/Relaxation/Holistic Wellness/MISSING YOU (18 mths)MY DENTAL APPOINTMENTMY THOUGHTSMy thoughts exactlySURRENDERTAGGEDTGIFTravelling/LeaveTreasured Momentos from BenTrustWEIGHT LOSSbeauty of pain in my universecleanclean/edit/black/blog talkcompanion/friendshipdreamsforgivenessgrief journeygrief pagesloss of a special blog friendmy first post : Fel's voices from the heartreflectionssolitudesomething lightsuicide/22 months/grief journeyteamwork/hse/building projectto do list/resolution/new hope/recovery/23rd mth tmr"... See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com (Silver)Blogger77125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-1991911204628929098Sun, 16 Jan 2011 03:20:00 +00002011-02-23T16:58:05.231+08:00I said to my soul be still, and wait without hope; for hope would be hope of the wrong thing; wait without love, for love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith. But the faith, and the love, and the hope are all in the waiting. Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought: so the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing.~ T.S. EliotAll the most kindest http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2011/01/aloha.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)49tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-2106014412595069780Fri, 14 Jan 2011 11:45:00 +00002012-01-10T16:23:12.919+08:00 " I asked God why life’s like this. He gave me no answer. I asked why I’m still here. Again, He gave me no answer. I asked why I met you. He smiled and said, “So there’d be a reason for everything else.” http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2011/01/why_14.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-6412458693326554174Fri, 14 Jan 2011 06:49:00 +00002013-04-16T13:32:02.709+08:00 “You will lose someone you can’t live without and your heart will be badly broken, and the bad news is that you never completely get over the loss of your beloved. But this is also the good news. They live forever in your broken heart that doesn’t seal back up. And you come through. It’s like having a broken leg that never heals perfectly—  that still hurts when the weather gets cold, but http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2011/01/why.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-8421051149362684231Wed, 12 Jan 2011 10:04:00 +00002012-03-08T18:48:43.097+08:00Garden In the garden I tend to drop my thoughts here and there.  To the flowers I whisper the secrets I keep and the hopes I breathe.  I know they are there to eavesdrop for the angels.   ~Dodinsky Spending the whole of last weekend in the garden and almost jumping into my gardening clothes as soon as I'd reached home after a full day at the office over the last few days have changed the atmosphere http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/04/garden.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)25tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-90825092512394156Wed, 15 Dec 2010 01:54:00 +00002012-03-05T08:32:45.152+08:00Life's useful lessons "No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up. " Does depression has a face? How could anyone tell if someone who has lived with it for sometime, and thus have developed an amazing familiarity with it that one can comfortably slip in and out of the sentiments day after day between the countenance of displaying the mask and the one behind it for the sake of political correctness ofhttp://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/12/lifes-useful-advice.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)54tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-4937101225221442082Mon, 13 Dec 2010 12:36:00 +00002011-01-22T14:10:34.298+08:00I am sorry. I just need to get off for a while longer. Pray for me?http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/12/sorry.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)23tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-1524872981843972364Fri, 26 Nov 2010 02:04:00 +00002012-01-10T19:31:44.711+08:00 Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/11/hey-guys.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-1113435740265686421Fri, 12 Nov 2010 09:17:00 +00002010-12-14T14:00:25.493+08:00solitude “Being solitary is being alone well: being alone luxuriously immersed in doings of your own choice, aware of the fullness of your won presence rather than of the absence of others. Because solitude is an achievement.”~Alice Koller http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/11/solitude.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)32tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-6794947617424441216Thu, 04 Nov 2010 00:52:00 +00002012-03-03T22:02:07.250+08:00 Have you ever awaken to a supremely lovely morning and couldn't even begin to describe the splendid beauty of God's magnificent display of His masterpieces all around you and yet something is missing? Imagine you have been given the most beautiful kite in the world to fly but yet, the height where it could be soaring in the glorious azure open skies are always limited because we will not http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/11/change-is-never-easy-you-fight-to-hold.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)26tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-4511124542025522472Wed, 03 Nov 2010 16:03:00 +00002013-04-18T09:51:22.202+08:00 “Change is a funny thing. We never are quite sure what we are becoming or even why. Then one day we look at ourselves and wonder who we are and how we got that way. Only one thing about change remains constant...it is always painful.”  ― Jodi Picoult, The Tenth Circle http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/11/change-is-funny-thing.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-13914466546289572Fri, 22 Oct 2010 23:45:00 +00002010-10-23T08:07:18.090+08:00My thoughts are free to go anywhere, but it's surprising how often they head in your direction. ~Author Unknownhttp://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/10/thoughts.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)34tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-3060352015420629713Mon, 26 Apr 2010 01:38:00 +00002010-04-26T14:48:21.586+08:00It's not so much that we're afraid of change or so in love with the old ways, but it's that place in between that we fear . . . . It's like being between trapezes. It's Linus when his blanket is in the dryer. There's nothing to hold on to.~Marilyn Fergusonhttp://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/04/its-not-so-much-that-were-afraid-of.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)50tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-6715646016476980049Fri, 23 Apr 2010 02:22:00 +00002014-03-09T02:12:19.501+08:00 "I like myself better when I'm with you." -Mitch Albom, Tuesdays with Morrie I once had a guy like that. He became my husband. Do you know how much it means to have someone who loves you so unreservedly, whole heartedly and who is also, so fully present in the moment with you? The times we had spent talking- he never once gave me the impression that he was not listening or was impatient http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/04/something-to-smile-about.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-2281169462169966551Tue, 13 Apr 2010 02:39:00 +00002012-01-13T00:15:18.173+08:00 "Alone. Yes, that's the key word, the most awful word in the English tongue. Murder doesn't hold a candle to it and hell is only a poor synonym."— Stephen King What is this thing called life? I dislike the rigours of existence for my lover is no longer here. My soul remains locked in inconsolable sadness and loss throughout the ages. Loneliness claws upon me from the dark nights where I http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/04/this-thing-called-life.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)34tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-5077903561343828203Fri, 02 Apr 2010 09:39:00 +00002010-04-05T16:27:12.716+08:00"A bath is a very health-giving ritual, and sometimes it's the only place where a person can get away from the chaos of our times."Marjorie Jaffe, co-author of The Bathtub Yoga & Relaxation Book http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/04/solace.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)29tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-5510243959989373814Wed, 31 Mar 2010 04:40:00 +00002013-04-16T13:09:18.205+08:00Life as i see it.. "We plan our lives according to a dream that came to us in our childhood, and we find that life alters our plans. And yet, at the end, from a rare height, we also see that our dream was our fate. It's just that providence had other ideas as to how we would get there. Destiny plans a different route, or turns the dream around, as if it were a riddle, and fulfills the dream in ways we couldn't http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/03/life-is-lot-like-movies.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)29tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-4750551458253526594Tue, 16 Mar 2010 03:49:00 +00002010-03-16T16:37:57.193+08:00SURRENDER"It is liberating when I learn to be free,Free, from even myself. "~felicia lamhttp://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/03/liberty.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)39tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-817967044230806820Wed, 10 Mar 2010 15:14:00 +00002011-01-19T23:25:12.590+08:00loss of a special blog friendMy heart aches deeply today..The world has gone silent and gloom fills the skies for you are not here..But i hear the angels rejoicing and music fills the Heaven's Great Hall..For a beautiful soul such as thou have made it Home today..Till we meet ..someday, my most special sweetest friend. Thank you for the e mails we have shared and the joy and love you have spread around so generously for all.http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/03/renee.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)37tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-5240196603364011711Sat, 06 Mar 2010 04:32:00 +00002013-04-16T13:50:38.276+08:00 Maybe when I get too busy, I may forget to think about Ben every day. Maybe if I was productive and possess goals, I would stop yearning to be with Ben at any waking moment. With 2 jobs, 2 teen boys, a house with a huge garden with a long list of “Things To Do or Repair” and no paid help, Aikido classes and Church. I will barely have any time left to mope around and be sad. Maybe I mayhttp://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/03/maybe.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)21tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-6400805000362325871Thu, 31 Dec 2009 17:13:00 +00002013-04-16T13:45:42.406+08:00THANK YOU FOR AWARD "A friend loves at all times." Proverbs 17:17 Thanks Andrea at Arise 2 Write for bestowing the Circle of Friends Award on her readers. Sorry this came so late ;D Andrea is an incredibly, most wonderful woman who has her heart overflowing with love and thankfulness that will just spill over to you.  I love visiting her and feeling the assurance of God's love through the http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2010/01/circle-of-friends-award.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)63tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-4261481732705209157Mon, 28 Dec 2009 17:39:00 +00002012-01-10T16:43:50.872+08:00Happiness/Children There are only two lasting bequests we can hope to give our children. One is roots; the other, wings. ~Hodding Carter Today I see it in the eyes and smile of my child when I was apologizing to him for having being hard on him. Although not often, but I am convinced that it is not a weakness to be able to look straight into the eyes of our children and admit how inadequate a parent can http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2009/12/there-are-only-two-lasting-bequests-we.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)39tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-685291381973650772Fri, 18 Dec 2009 17:59:00 +00002011-05-21T09:54:31.409+08:00Local Spa/Relaxation/Holistic Wellness/Where I come from, there are no four seasons. It’s Summer all year round, fairly hot and humid and subject to monsoon rains. It sits on the Equatorial zone guaranteeing a classic tropical climate suitable for a beach holiday almost any time of the year. One of our favorite family weekend getaway used to be the choice of the many island resorts which promises us an escape and a life away from the http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2009/12/spa-therapies-for-relaxation.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)39tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-3259236771829514315Fri, 11 Dec 2009 12:06:00 +00002009-12-11T20:23:06.667+08:00Breathe/Relax/RestGive your stress wings and let it fly away.~Carin Hartnesshttp://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2009/12/learning-to-breathe.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)51tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-4884100671970538638Fri, 04 Dec 2009 05:27:00 +00002013-04-20T15:54:33.175+08:00to do list/resolution/new hope/recovery/23rd mth tmr Here I am trying to live, or rather, I am trying to teach the death within me how to live.~Jean Cocteau Have you had days when you didn’t want to get out of bed in the morning? Have there been days you just couldn’t bring yourself to look at the ever growing list of things that a living person just has to get to? The holiday season of festivities, of Christmas, New Years, Valentines, http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2009/12/i-love-so-deeply-that-it-hurts.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)58tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2846479058930666268.post-5756530090471049325Sun, 29 Nov 2009 01:45:00 +00002013-04-20T15:59:15.326+08:00suicide/22 months/grief journey"When someone you love dies, you don't lose him all at once; you lose him in pieces over a long time -- the way the mail stops coming, and his scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in his closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of him that are gone... Just when the day comes -- when there's a particular missing part that overwhelms you with the feeling that he's http://dreamymoonlight.blogspot.com/2009/11/sick-room_29.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Silver)43