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Bery Bery Tired!

2013-03-18T16:49:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Hi

Felt very tired. Working day and night. Came back to home just for take a nap. Body could not adapt more and more.

Last nite slept very tight. Eyes come very heavy to open. Huhu... Today feel better.

Very busy. Workaholic not because i'm willing to do it. I hope i would not get sick.

Sad!

2012-05-02T20:56:00.002+08:00

Assamualaikum & Hi

I am so sad! Why they could not understand how I feel? They always blame on me! I'm very sad. They always found fault of mine.

Why could not they find how I feel? Why they do not want to know my feeling. What should I do.. Now I just could cried & cried. No want of them had tried to ask me anything.

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Online Biz

2012-04-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Hi

I really interest to do online biz like others. But I don't know how to make customers like to make a deal with me. I also really interest to be an agent for catalyst product. But how could I sell the product if i've no customer.

Anyone could help me about this? Give me some advise or something...Really need your support and advise.

Thank Q dear friend!

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I'M Back!

2012-04-20T12:51:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Hye

Hey there..I'm Back today! Actually i had faced with few thing lately. A few thing which make me sad, dissapointed & so on. I couldn't control my emotional feeling when i saw their baby or heard they were pregnant. Seriously i'm too jelous with that kind of thing.

What should i do more? I always prays to Allaah to give me some strength to accept all of these thing. Allaah knows what the best for me. But i reallly need support from all of people around me accepted u, friend! Anyone could help me?

Thank Q for being with me. I glad u all were here.

Status Change! (P 0+1)

2012-04-10T18:49:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Hi

Today my status had change to P 0+1..Not G1P0 anymore. I am not a mom to be anymore. Yes! I lost it. Yes! I am sad..But nothing could change it. I knew that Allaah always right. Allaah know what the best for me and when is the best time for me to get pregnant.

I sad but still okey to face with this matter. I ask from Allaah to make me strong. I know that I could face this. To all my frens and readers here, please prays the best for me. Lastly...Thank Q for everything and being with me. A very big thank Q dear friends!

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It's OSCE Time!

2012-03-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Hi

Tomorrow evening i have an OSCE to attend..

Feeewww.....

It's quite long time i haven't attend for OSCE

after july last year..

Tomorrow i need to attend that exam

without know any spot question as before...

I'm so scared now..

I don't know what should i study about..

I just did some revision about HEART problem, CPR, ECG

and few drug for cardiac situation..

I really hope i can do it well..

Prays for me ya..

TQ my friends (^^,)

Tomorrow Is The day

2012-03-22T10:17:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Hi

I am so afraid to face with the doctor.

Because i am afraid to hear what will he said..

But ..

Deep in my heart..

I really hope that tomorrow could be the

best day for me

and also my belurved husband..

I hope he will scan on my tummy and seen the fetal echo..

I want my child still safe there in

my uterus..

I hope i could deliver my child to a cute baby soon..

i lurve u my child..

Please be strong like mama..

I'll be stronger than before because i want u

to be with me..

I hope everything will be fine tomorrow and

we will get a very good news..

(^^,)

Miss My Little Boy!

2012-03-21T17:52:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Hi

Nothing else to say..Just want to say I miss this little boy damn much!

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My Dear..Please Be Strong!

2012-03-21T13:21:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Hi

My Dear Child...

I am your mum here...I want you to be strong there..

If Allah will..

You will be here in the world as He planned to us..

I am strong to accepted all these..

I hope you will be strong like me..

Don't be so weak dear..

I would like to see u next 9 month coming soon..

Please be strong with me..

We stay together

till the time arrive..

With Love,

Your Mum..

This scan pict. was took on 16/3/2012

Not Feeling Well!

2012-03-21T09:47:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Hi

It is about a month I do not update the blog. A little bit busy after came back from holiday on 29/2/12..A few days after came back from holiday..There was a few friends at workplace had unfeeling well..

Then I got a fever, flu and cough from them. On 1/3/12 I got a very good news...I was so happy when I knew that I was pregnant. But at the same time I was so weak because of the fever..

I went to A&E department at the hospital I work. I told the doctor who had reviewed me that I was pregnant. So that he could gave me a medicine which pregnant woman could take it.

A few days later, I got sore throat and my tonsil had swollen. I got MC from the doctor. Then 2 days later I had to work for 3 night duty. Then after 2 days, it was my turn to did locum evening. On that moment there was many patients to take care and to manage ward which is so busy that day.

After finished my locum that day, I had PV bleeding. I am so afraid. I told my husband he said may it's okey. Next day there still bleeding. I ask my husband to went to hospital. I was warded for about 4 days. Just discharged 2 days ago.

Today got a little bit chest pain. Oh no..why all this happen..i had no idea..

Next 2 days I need to go and see the doctor again. I hope he will scan my baby and I will know if it still ok or not.

I hope everything are safe. I hope everything will be fine.

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What Are Waiting For Me?

2012-02-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

Salam & Hi

I'm quite nervous today because i'll going

to start working after 2 days off.

Is there many new case will send to ward?

Is there was a very busy day today?

Is there many patient will had their operation today?

Today i need to go earlier than other day..

Because i think they had a talk.

I need to go because the next week i am on leave

for a week.

I'll be going to Kedah..

So i could not attend any talk will be held on that week..

We need to attend these talk to collect point

to renew our nursing licence.

If we could not renew it so we could not do our

job as a nurse.

Now i am a bit nervous when thinking about

all these thing at the hospital..

Actually more to ward..

Huhuhu..

I really hope everything will be fine

going smoothly today..

When Talk About Life!

2012-02-03T11:00:00.000+08:00

Salam & Hi

Hi readers..How are you doing?

How about your life?

Is it OK or NOT ok?

Everybody had their own life...

We never had the same path of life...

May be sometime it look like same but still had

a different in it.

How difficult or how easy the life is..

It came from Allaah S.W.T..

Allaah had fix it to us..

But in some thing we could change it.

We should try to change our life in the true way.

From bad to good life.

Always remembered Allaah is always with us.

Just we were always forget Allaah..

Allaah never forget us..

Allaah know what we said in our heart.

Allaah know what are we did even no one else see what we do.

Do not said,

" why like this"

"why like that"

"if i do it"

"if i do not choose that"

Don't ever said such thing.

What ever happened was determine by Allaah..

If Allaah did not gave what we love,

It's mean Allaah want us to thankful with what u got from Him.

May be what did you love was a very bad thing

for you..

Don't forget to seek a true path..

Feel Sad!

2012-01-30T19:33:00.000+08:00

Nothing i could say..

This pict. will tell you how i feel now...

Why i feel this way..

Just Allaah S.W.T knows it!

UniQue

2012-01-29T10:31:00.000+08:00

Thinking About The Future

2012-01-27T11:31:00.000+08:00

Hey There...

A couple of weeks lately.. I'm just thinking about the future. And of course it is about my future.

Actually i have to make the future planning for my self and also for my family. How to earn extra money for my family.. For now i had been make a business. I sold the Hot Pillow, Milk Rice Soap, Contact Lens & also the hijab and shawl at this site -----> FiQ.HaNa E-Shop

But i still have to think the best way to earn an extra money..

Once i have been confirm to my position as a staff nurse, i think i would like to buy a land..Whether it is for agriculture or built a house there or buy a house for rental..I have to save money to buy all that thing.

What is your own future planning..Share it! (^_^)

How To Talk To Anyone?

2012-01-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

Here some tips for you..

1. Use eye contact and smiling as your first contact

2. Don't anticipate rejection

3. Watch for closed and open body language

4. Don't be a belligerent bitch

5. Seek common interest

6. Mind your sense of humour

7. Try to comfort yourself with the situation

8. Talk about experience related to conversation

9. Let go your ego

10. Keep your conversation fairly

Tried it if you found it is difficult when you want to talk to someone... (^^,)

Personality Test

2012-01-26T22:17:00.001+08:00

Just For Fun!

This is a personality test. Pick your answers instinctively.

There are no right or wrong answer.

Imagine you are in your house.

You hear the faucet water running, the telephone ringing,

the door bell ringing and the baby crying, all at the same time.

Since you are alone, select the order that you would respond, from first to last.

First Choice

- water -

- phone -

- door bell -

- baby -

Second Choice

- water -

- phone -

- door bell -

- baby -

Third Choice

- water -

- phone -

- door bell -

- baby -

Fourth Choice

- water -

- phone -

- door bell -

- baby -

For example i would like to choose.....

1. baby

2. phone

3. water

4. door bell

That the qualities that you look for you partner, from the important to least important..

baby : intelligent

water : wealth

door bell : looks

phone : personality

Have fun (^^,)

Is That True?

2012-01-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

" A strong denial suggest the opposite meaning "

Who did agree with this statement?

I agreed with this statement because most of girls or women

always do that way..

Let me tell you about this then you will agreed with me..

A girl or woman..

Will always denial anything when you asked them a question

to tell you what actually they

feel or happened..

If you did something wrong then

you did not noticed it..they tried to show you

they were felt sad & want you to say " i'm sorry".

When you asked them...

"why did you cry?did you had anything to tell me?"

Then they will said,

"no..nothing.."

But..ACTUALLY..they want to said..

"YES! I have something to tell u. Did you know

you had wrong with me???"

Note : i'm always do that! :)

Think About It..

2012-01-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

Please Read!

As we grow up,
we learn that even the one person that wasn’t
supposed to let us down probably will you’ll have your heart broke,

probably more than once, and it’s harder every time.
You’ll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt when somenone broke yours.
You’ll fight with your best friend
and maybe even fall in love with them.
You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You’ll cry because time is passing too fast
and you’ll eventually lose someone close to you.
So, takes too many pictures, laugh too much,
and love like you've never been hurt
because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset
is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back.

*from google*

Love Your Mother!

2012-01-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

Hey there...

If you still have your mother..

Please love her in the same way she love you.

Go and visit her if she's still alive.

It is no use even you are in high position

gave to her money every month..

They did not want it..

They just need your attention..

They need you to be with them when they were old..

Please appreciate them when...

- they are still alive -

- you could give them a huge -

- you still could see their smile -

- you could kiss them -

Do not regret if you are late to act as what you

should act when there are gone.

i love my mom so much!

wait for me mom..i will back soon...

Hey There (^^,)

2012-01-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

I'm new here & tried to share any info which is usefull in our life.

Sharing is Caring..Come & make friend with me (^^,).

Let me introduce myself.

Name : Hana
Age : 22--->23 y/o
From : Malaysia
Work as : Staff Nurse