The Journey

a sixth grader and me

2012-01-14T23:38:00.001+08:00

I was busy working on a pile of paperworks when all of a sudden, my sixth grader came to me asking about something out of the blue.

"Sensei, you are in the middle of the street with your boyfriend on your right side while your ex-boyfriend is on your left side. It is your wedding day and you are already 30mins. late on your wedding. Suddenly, someone somewhere in the area wants to shoot you. When he pulls the trigger, your ex-boyfriend runs quickly to protect you and so bullet hits him before it reaches you. Now, my question is, you are already 30 minutes late to your wedding day. Where would you go? To your ex-boyfriend or to your boyfriend who will soon to be your husband?"

Well then my answer was quick. I would try to save my ex-boyfriend's life first coz' the wedding can wait. He smiled at me. I asked if I answered him right. He just nodded and left.

It took me a moment to stop from what I was doing for a while and reflect on the situation that my student presented on me. I know that the depth of my answer wasn't there. When the central idea that goes with it is to whom must a woman give her love instead or who among these men can give much of his self.

Talking about love in deeper sense, at times I feel like I don't have the right at all. It seems to me that it's just too profound among all other words in the dictionary, easy to give but hard to contain when tested. Every one of us has million of ways to define love yet all these million ways meet the same ends- that "you + me= us or we". And when it is already a matter of heart, we become the strongest in our weakest or the other way around.

Well, just one thing, I believe that in life and in love, we all are winners, regardless. We are born to give love and it naturally bounces back just when you don't realize..even when you thought your heart is broken. It's just there. We can only learn from it and then again believe.

Thanks for reading. :)

This season

2011-12-31T18:23:00.002+08:00

Have a wonderful Holiday Season and a blessed New Year to all!
God bless our hearts' longings...

just a pat..

2011-11-19T08:48:00.016+08:00

Sometimes you are in deep thought when you hear about people talking about their frustrations, regrets, and even their criticisms. And it helps a lot to be home from work, enjoying a conversation with people you consider your own. They're the ones who genuinely comfort you when you feel like you're down to your last gathered strength.

I haven't been this reflective in all the years that I've learned what it's like to go on out of a life where situations get high and then low. I think I want to THANK myself about being open to people and instances that are inevitable. And,oh yes, I am no exception to them, I could be one of them. Hence, this is not about me. I always remind myself that life is not just about me and the arrows that signal me where to go. Sometimes it's good when we forget about our own concern first and pause for a while to also notice how life's been treating others. They who simply need a listener, a pat on their back and a reminder that, "hey!it's OK." And it's worth the while. We all need to mellow to give way to what we might have missed hitting.

Humans are the most vulnerable creations in the world, the highest form of creations yet the weakest. And that no matter how much we thought of our selves as tough or winners in our own realm, still we come to a point when we need the surrendering and go back to that something tangible that keeps us going. You don't get all the answers in life. We only get to understand them because we are made to be patient like real winners to finally see what lies ahead and tell ourselves how we are in the making.

Slow down, however, persevere. That's what life is teaching me. And of course, learn to be happy. There are a lot of reasons to smile everybody. They are in the littlest of things. Some say, that's so easy to tell because life goes well for others. Yes, that is right. But the choice is ours to make. Will I start being happy now, or maybe later, when I get to my dreams?

Now, be like children at times. Be carefree..laugh,cry,dance,sing or play when you feel like. It makes you feel more human, yet, never lose that sensitivity.

Well, this is just one moment of contemplation when perhaps some people need a pat. Never fail to tell your self.."I'm OK." Yes, it helps...the mind does. :)

a patch of blue sky

2011-11-02T12:02:00.005+08:00

"well, even blue skies have stories...

..and they tell us behind those leaves."

rainbow connection

2011-10-31T09:04:00.001+08:00

lovin this song..:)

2011-10-08T11:35:00.002+08:00

Lord, we pray for the world today. The recent typhoons that did not only affect the people living within my country but also that of the whole world. We can do nothing without YOU. You are the only source of our strength and the only hope when our trust in our self is almost fading. Be with us Lord when we feel like there's nowhere to run..when we worry too much of this world than think of how to save the world that you have entrusted us. We are so sorry when we have become too selfish and think only of the world. Guide us Lord as we are sometimes weak in our faith. Remind us of the things that are temporal so that we'll know which are more essential. Lead us to a way that only You can fathom. Heal our wounded pride to think that we can do more of this earth and forget that we are actually limited. Thank you for being so forgiving of our shortcomings. May we be united in this time of crisis especially in prayer. Amen.

pace

2011-10-04T21:04:00.004+08:00

...............moving on.

mats and canopies for a perfect trade show

2011-10-04T19:54:00.003+08:00

Good news for young and old corporate entrepreneurs who are more indulged into trade shows! Aside from making your kiosk or trade exhibits more presentable and elegant, trade show flooring now comes in variety of styles, designs, or shapes. You can also avail interlocking trade show flooring that are reversible, very affordable, and even anti-fatigue that give comfort for your clients' satisfaction. All these come from lots of colors and designs. More so, for your best trade show carpet , you may have it customized where you're free to add your own logo or design fit for your products. These kinds of flooring help you get the customers' focus on the center area where your displays are situated. Custom printed carpet are of variety of colors that are catchy and helps out the customers for a second look. Graphic digitally printed flooring is also available. It is durable with lay- flat rubber backing for comfort.

Custom logo mats for indoor or outdoor use have their variety of purposes such as for commercial, welding safety, kitchen and drainage, floor protection in our homes ,and even an anti-fatigue mat. And to make your trade show a complete package, canopies and tents top it all. A logo canopy that is not just perfect for a product display, or trade fair but even during festivals or important outdoor gatherings. There are durable outdoor fade-resistant polyester and white powder coated steel pop-up frame for tents and canopies. Some you may customize where you can put graphic designs or easily adjustable canopies for any events or trade fair. Have your perfect trade show now for a more reasonable price!

nestling

2011-09-06T22:12:00.006+08:00

Looking for something to perch.....on one early morning.

career path

2011-09-04T10:37:00.007+08:00

"When my students fight in front of me, throw objects at each other as part of their play (of which at times, the object would hit me), or when they become unruly, I feel like my monstrous countenance at that already brings trauma to their young minds..I am in mixed emotion after. At times, it has made me feel odd to have put myself in a stricter view in front of my learners. But I have to.."as teachers, we have to." Grown-ups nowadays are not what every parent expects they are at their best in school. Their values are no longer hundred percent out of the teachings we teach in schools and at home but are greatly influenced by our new technology that has become so adamant and of which we as adults have become so clueless as to how far it might lead our learners. How can I be so sure that they are still the hope of our future generation? This is the toughest question that continues to challenge the educators of today."

Few years had passed when I first heard a good friend affirming on the old cliche about "teaching as the noblest of all professions". I honestly did not grasp the thought that goes with it at that time. I have always believed that no profession is far greater than the other. All works require the hearts of us all. All being noble. As I hold true to what I believe, I thought I have fully understood what it means to be giving your heart in what you do. Venturing now into this new discovery about teaching as a profession, I then slowly realize what a good friend mentioned years ago and reflect what the present is showing me . It took me years to visualize that there is more to what I had very little anticipations.

The greatest challenge lies on the truth that a teacher does not only hone the minds of these individuals. Teachers don't simply teach and facilitate learning--- they affect lives. All come from different cultures, values ,and attitudes. And this is happening everyday as part of a teacher's lifestyle.

However, I always tell myself that I have no right to complain. This is the path I choose. If I've had serious regret, perhaps it's when there are some of us who do not understand what it means to be in the teaching profession.

Thanks for reading.:)

Get on with your scrubs

2011-08-27T22:14:00.005+08:00

Get comfy with your uniform scrubs!

Enjoy all cotton scrubs at http://www.blueskyscrubs.com/categories/Scrubs/Scrubs-for-Women/. Have the luxury of free shopping online where shipping is very much possible around the globe. You may also avail special offers and get the cheap scrubs in town that come from the finest quality clothing.

Fashion statement does not only limit into wearing your most comfortable outfit during non-working days. You may still look fashionable even when you're in uniform at work.You'd be surprised how much styles can go so far these days especially for those who are in the medical profession. And that even at work you may still bring out the fashion in you.

i ponder..

2011-08-21T23:09:00.003+08:00

my monitor says it's 11:09PM..and out of the blue, i thought of blogging.
if there is one thing i so miss about me, it's the joy i find in this humble domain..hope one day i can go back here and simply express the way i used to.

..one thing: i miss the people i know along the way..i know they've gone far, and am happy for them.

..be right back blogosphere!
just gathering enough strength to share my thoughts again. To God be the Glory!

Ev :O

Brain test

2011-07-30T23:02:00.001+08:00

Saw this brain test and I got curious and so I gave myself a try. This is what I got. And somehow it tells almost exactly about me.:)

Right-brained

Most right-brained people like you are flexible in many realms of their lives. Whether picking up on the nuances of musical concerto, appreciating the subtle details in a work of art, or seeing the world from a different perspective, right-brained people are creative, imaginative, and attuned to their surroundings.

People probably see your thinking process as boundless, and that might translate to your physical surroundings as well. Some people think of you as messier than others. It's not that you're disorganized, it's just that you might use different systems to organize (by theme, by subject, by color). Straight alphabetization and rigidly ordered folders are not typical of right-brained behavior.

You are also more intuitive than many. When it comes to reading literature, you probably prefer creative writing or fiction over nonfiction. And when it comes to doing math, you might find you enjoy geometry more than other forms like algebra.

nice one..:)

happy weekend!

Hunting for fake Apple stores worldwide

2011-07-24T08:36:00.001+08:00

An American blogger who stumbled upon a near flawless fake Apple Store in China has become an Internet sensation after her post went viral and triggered a feisty debate about piracy in the world's second largest economy.

The 27-year-old, who goes by the name "BirdAbroad", said her story about the fake store in the southwestern city of Kunming had attracted nearly 1 million hits over the past three days after it caught the imagination of the world's media.

A search on Google showed nearly 1,000 media outlets picked up the story and pictures of the fake store, with the topic one of the most talked-about subjects on Twitter and Chinese Internet sites.(SHANGHAI (Reuters)

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Too much tech is stressing us out...

2011-07-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

Few tips to using tech:

• Devise a "not-to-do list." For instance, don't check email before 10 a.m. Attempt to set some limits.

• Accept the fact you can't respond to 500 emails a day. "A big part is getting over yourself". "You don't have a superhuman email checking ability."

• Learn moderation. Make a note of how many times a day you check your email, or how many times you scan your social networking sites, experts recommend. Realize when you have a problem, and make a practice of not being a slave to your devices.

more of the news

web host

2011-07-17T14:22:00.002+08:00

For years, I have been blogging but I have not considered owning a website of my own. Just recently, friends online have been backing up on me about considering web hosting. However, I heard also some say that it's not that easy. Aside from the maintenance, you will have to look for a web hosting provider that will best meet the service you expect and the less amount that one will have to pay.

Bloggers like me may have been thinking too of the scope that varies in the web hosting services. Many internet service providers may have limitless offers but of course we all want a much detailed yet up-to-date services. Well, we all may not be new technology and computer geniuses but we know so well which web hosting services do serve best and we can differentiate one very good web provider than the rest. I thought of considering a new web page provider that I think will be very beneficial for all who are in search of an internet service provider at its peek.

A wonderful weekend everyone!

clouds

2011-07-16T21:30:00.006+08:00

"we're all like clouds that move across the sky..."

generation x

2011-07-06T21:02:00.003+08:00

"Bata, bata paano kana magsalita?"

Time flies so fast and seems to me that the ticking of the clock in this present time doubly runs than the yesteryears. Too much have changed and technology elevates without our notice. And most of all, values and traditions are slowly deteriorating. The sad thing is that, because of the sudden rise of the demands of technology, teens nowadays have grown to be even more experimental also brought about by strong peer influence. Influences not in the abode of good moral values but in the helmet of a devastating evil. I wonder how our future generation would appear to be if misguided teens would just be left overcrowding almost everywhere.

One time, I lost my internet connection and so I went to a nearby net cafe. Little did I notice that I am mixed with young ones playing online games. While I was oblivious to them finding them too preoccupied with the games, I couldn't help but notice how their hasty expressions while playing echoed on me like a big cacophony of an angry devil. They hailed, shouted, cursed like true devil's advocate! How would you feel hearing 7-15 yrs. old shouting "bu****t!" or "y***a"(satan's a.k.a in bisayan dialect) for a lot times? Whew! (nalisang ko kadali) Each shout was like a big-bang to my ears. Do the parents of these young ones know exactly what their children are doing outside?sigh!:(

Their irritating exchanged of cursing words made me felt like I was in Dante's Inferno not filled with winged angels but with horned devils. And then I started to wonder what strong implication does it bring to the generation of today. I left after awhile at the cafe with the hope and pray that I will not be hearing my future sons or daughters with demonic expressions as they'll be growing up one day.

Thanks for reading.

lakaw..

2011-06-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

This morning we had our walk for a cause with its theme: "LAKAW PARA SA KINAIYAHAN"( a walk for nature campaign)...it was a very tiring walk, however, still worth venturing.

"Let us help save mother Earth
not only for the present
but for the next generation to come
...for our children's children."

act

2011-06-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

There is only one way to learn...
it is through ACTION.

2011-05-17T12:01:00.006+08:00

"APOLOGIZING does not always mean you are wrong
and the other person is right.

It just means you value your relationship
more than your ego."

ma..

2011-05-07T09:56:00.004+08:00

Words won't suffice it all, but really Ma,

...thank you.

pieces

2011-05-06T13:26:00.007+08:00

"I always tell my students that when you write, just let your heart go. There's no need to impress your readers. You'll know eventually,along the way, that it's already your heart that brings out the natural writer in you."

There were moments, honestly, in my profession when I wanted another career than think of how I might help or serve the youth of today. I tried applied for a different job, far from what I am at the moment. I almost got hired. On the second thought, maybe it was not what I should be going..because in the first place, this should be where I have to keep going. I could say that the hardest part of teaching young minds is the values formation. Because no matter how intellectual your student is, if he/she does not wear the right manner wherever he/she goes, still, that person will go back to a good-for-nothing individual. "It is not your IQ that gets you promoted to a job but its your EQ", as some say.

I love it when they come and seek for advice.But, ughh! oh, how I hate it when they fight! Sometimes, reprimanding can be very tiring. Sometimes I would say, "You see, I don't have a kid of my own, but how come I have so much of you in an instant!" Well, of course, that's part of my joke!haha! And so I'd say, when you make mistake against anybody, just humbly say, "I'm sorry." No need to explain or defend your side. An apology, if you are sincere enough, will remain an apology. And if you need to forgive someone, you don't have to say words that might only condemn that person asking for your forgiveness, you can simply accept that apology. No more, no less. That way, you two can still bridge a gap that no one else can.

Well, it's not that easy for an educator. To just say your words, wondering if your students have with them at least a piece of it once they go out of your classroom. But I can only hope.

Lastly, don't complain. This time, I'm talking to myself. Haha! My timetable-making is nearing.lol!

God bless everyone!

He's watching..

2011-04-21T10:05:00.000+08:00

"And that no matter how many times I would

shy away from HIM, there is never a bit
that He isn't watching. I just forget..
I am immersed in HIM."

2011-04-17T17:10:00.004+08:00

"Today is Palm Sunday."