heART of ART

Real change happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of changing

2015-01-08T11:38:00.000-08:00

Hi blog readers…..

It’s been a long time since I met you all here with my writings, many of them were asking me the reason for not updating my blog. A new year is a fresh start for the new beginning again, oh!! Let me wish you a very happy new year and here’s the first page of a 365 day diary for the year 2015. I've felt that, slowly I was losing my care and passion I once had, Sometimes we struck in phase of life, we never know the exact reason for being calm, staying up to our self, the capability of imagining things suck. we never know why we take such a long gap even after knowing that it hurts us a lot, may be some times our heart doesn't listen to us. I read a quote recently which changed my heart and mind which were on holiday vacation. “Real change happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of changing—Anthony Robbins” sometimes I wonder if life is all about living for a moment then again I think why do people struck

sometimes if this was true. At times we take a break and that doesn't mean that you are done with the things, it means you are trying to bounce back with a perfection defined in our own terms. At this phase, everyone tries to question you, they say that you've changed. Yes the change is common but people who question don’t know that we are just placing a comma not a period, which means a lot. At the corner of heart everything lies the same but someone needs to be special to notice that emotions are thirsty and will surely fly. Sometimes we feel that things are indistinguishable shades, but that doesn't mean we will not have a rainbow, tell yourself that this is just a test you are blessed to go through such stuff, take a break and be back but don’t let the break ruin you. Make a room for better things, you gotta pick yourself up because there isn't going to be a person there to do it for you. Start the New Year with new resolutions, by now you might have known my resolution for the fresh year!! Keep smiling and let your actions instill happiness in others.
Anu loves you all dilse..!!!
signing off with lots of love..anusharun

what stays with us till we are alive..!!!??

2014-05-14T17:10:00.001-07:00

Hi blog walkers..,

anu is here again with the same stuff in a new dimension. Walking along the sands of beach, water was hitting legs which was evoking different thoughts and feelings. Time was not moving from hour to hour but was moving form hour to moments. The whispers from the sea were making my heart swing. With all the emotions, my mind was tangling for an answer...

“what stays with us till we are alive??”

is it money..!!?

“oh no!!”..,it can never be...

is it love..!!?

“one day it may fade”

is it a secret..!!?

“someday it will no more be a secret”

is it time..!!?

“i wish I could had a stopper, but it never waits or stays with us..it moves on..!!”

I stood perplexed in-fact unable to answer a simple thought, which is now making me stroke the words. Quite a bit later I found the answer.., or may be I feel it as the apt in my own sense, that’s why I wanted to share and find new exciting answers.

After I took some series of steps form where I was standing, I’ve seen two kids exchanging gifts and few couples were taking their photographs along with their kids, that's the moment I felt that I found the answer for the question....awe..wait a second..

let me tell you first...!! yes you might be guessing it right, it is none other than “memories”.

People move away from our life...some times we may not see them directly but they live in our memories, which would be a greatest asset till we are alive.

Memories are the ones which we never wanna loose. Gifting,sharing, loving, being compassionate..it's all about creating memories. Things may end, but memories last forever if you wish too.

As the coin always has two sides, on the other side they can even pain you but depends on the way we handle them, remember what makes you Happy, just delete the ones which bothers you. Embrace the moments of happiness in life.

Life is all about making yourself happy..!!!

anu loves you all dilse..!!
anusharun

Happiness is a decision...!!!

2014-03-12T13:12:00.000-07:00

Anu is back again after a pretty long time. I wish i could rotate the clock back, but it's not possible; so am just inking to have quick reminiscence of the moments and experiences. I always thought that smiling will be easier than explaining things, staying quite will always be easier than complaining things, but i was rebutted with the walk of life. "sometimes you need to affirm to make yourself peachy because all that we are is the result of what we have thought and what we think." the mind is everything which guides. I wish my heart could have a map to travel with guidance of mind.This thought might be am funny but i do feel it at times. life dejects at times but we must embrace it with compassion, which is the greatest art to master on.

we fall, we rise....

we learn, we live....

we laugh, we cry....

we get hurt but we will be alive....

we are not perfect...

we are 'humans'

Everyone makes mistakes in life, but it shouldn't mean that they should pay it for the rest of their lives. At times bad choices happen but it doesn't mean that people are bad, it means that they are normal people with no intentions. Regrets and memories should be the sweet learning but not the haunting ones in life. We shouldn't hate people for their mistakes, instead get disappointed which can be erased with the winds of love and compassion. If a single mistake is worthy enough to hate someone for a lifetime then probably world wouldn't have smiles left. Make people happy, world needs it. Accept the imperfections. When life changes the rules take some space to fit in. shielding your heart all the way with hate will make you feel bitter and others too, instead open the doors of love, be compassionate.

Share your feeling, give a chance to others who made you feel bitter to wash it off with out any traces which is the perfect definition of true love. Don't let the nights fill with worries and eyes with tears. let the wounds of ignorance be vanished with antidote called love. Accepting that it was never meant to be yours and it will never be yours is old thing, everything is in your hands, OPEN UP!! share the warmth, feel the power of giving a second chance for a new start. Illuminate the rise of hope with second chance, may be someone on the other end is seriously waiting to have a second chance to continue first impression.

life is always a blend of feelings so make your cup of coffee special with love and compassion. Never mask your feelings, remember expressing is needed to crave happiness, making mistakes is better than faking perfections. please don't let someone hide their pain in smile, convert the pain into smiles. Special connections always exist, hold them up!!

Never let others feel that memories are their worst enemies, remember you are always a decision away to spread happiness. Single decision can bring a lot of change.

Signing off for today with Lots of love..!!!

anu loves you all DIL SE....!!

Defined Destinies, Confused Hearts!!!

2013-11-30T11:20:00.001-08:00

Life has become like a downward spiral for me from past few months as long as i remember. Solitude was the only asset of mine and also the one in my thoughts, lost in those thoughts of what to explain and what not, heart was waiting for the emotional revelations. For all the confusions that were running in mind, my blog has given me the best answer that is to write upon and express, which may lead to my destiny.

Restricted writings are always painful; let me not put myself in the pain of that, so started scribbling my thoughts, as i feel that writing is the only tool which I have to win the hearts.

We happen to meet many people in our path, few are just the passing clouds, few shower rains in our lives for a period of time, but only few will be entwined with us, such kind of people are the defined destinies of our lives. Few become the missed paths of life, and few get connected to you in other corners of the path that you have chosen. It's the time where you gonna decide which in turn twinkles your path apart from the hurdles, in reaching a defined destiny.

After all to achieve the above stated things, a simple initiation is needed, That’s none other than my favorite belief "expressing yourself" which leads to your destiny. We may feel that we were stupid to wave a goodbye, but sometimes a goodbye silently says that "I will wait for you to be back again". We may face the issues but that all depends on the way we solve it and the way we sort it out.

If you can find the sunshine which heals you, just stick to them, blossom in the joy of love.

Come what may but expressing is always needed. If we can't open up then the feelings are always buried under sands of felicity. It's not about getting to know about each other it's all about made for each other, Just begin the start with a word, and we can see the best thing "Being Together" with enamored hearts. Try to know the language of hearts you will be surely cherished in care.

Dedicated to all the ones who are confused for their defined destinies and their hearts!!!

Hope people will find answers for the their hidden questions.

ANU loves you all dilse!!!

Keep smiling :) :) :)

Hope best, miracles do happen….

complicated questions have simple answers !!

2013-10-04T09:07:00.001-07:00

Hello visitors,

A warm welcome to the place of hearts. Awe the line itself makes me feel like heaven, isn’t it? Looking out from a small window out, the weather was quite splendorous, tiny droplets falling down a hot coffee in my right hand and my left hand was busy playing with the curls that were dancing upon the face, mind was completely filled of thoughts of what to express and what to pen down, fears were guarding me so firmly and I was lacking of the idea to express. People say that when a word written with all the heart and soul it surely touches others, and yes I do believe in that and was waiting for a perfect feel to express. Left in the thoughts my phone vibration brought me back to the mechanical world from the dream land where I was; and that mechanical world gave me the perfect feel which is making me to write this. I received a message from my friend that

“Whatever you do,

Wherever you go

You’ll always need a sweet heart to care for you

Without which life has no meaning”

These lines gave me answers to no: of questions which were running in my mind. At some corner of life we always feel that something is missing out of life, how much ever we try to know but in vain it’s always left unanswered. You will have everything out there but a little thing misses which makes you feel depressed, think again may be this is your answer for missing. Needs may be different but answer is only one, may be the toughest question has a simplest answer. Feel a little, show it a little be compassionate. How much ever you may be depressed or undergo pain, if you can have a caring heart at the end you will never feel the real meaning of pain. Life will always be beautiful if one can understand you irrespective of your possessions. Find the right one, wait for your time and if you cant wait then change it let it happen!! open up your heart, raise the voice of heart,may be its waiting for the articulation.

Expressing may lead you to your destiny!! So keep loving and so smile !!

Anu loves you all dilse :)

Silent Escape !!!

2013-05-27T11:57:00.000-07:00

Hello my dear blog walker's !!
you might have got an idea by the title for today's article. Oh , now stop thinking and love reading to know what actually it is.

Have you ever made a silent escape outta your life?? without giving any explanation !!

you might have at some corner of your life either willingly or it just happens sometimes, as life is always at it's best to test you all the time.
We stand at the same place, same memories, shattered, completely broken, with all the unanswered questions in our mind. we never utter a word but thoughts never let us free.
What went wrong? why is this happening? what was the wrong from my side, did i ever done such a blunder, as of now why did i became a stranger all of a sudden. If i was wrong then why wouldn't i know it, if that was so then why was i left behind without explanation. I could have made up myself if i could have known the reason.
Why a silent escape ?? why ??

Heart races fast, with watered eyes, that's the point where we feel frozen. Heart wants to scream why me ?? why did you do this to me, but we fall short of words. Body shivers when the truth settles down slowly. All the emotions flow together making the blood passage more and more faster adding nervousness. We finally reach a stage where we should digest that we have nothing to do with their tomorrow, it's all for today no more tomorrows, no more hopes for the rest, its all theirs only theirs.

We feel fine for few seconds and the other second it feels like we are stabbed by someone. we try to get the answers in all the possible multiple choices, but nothing fits in properly. The pain of watching someone move away without reasons breaks us down, melts us from inside, but the bitter truth is that the concern for them remains the same but not shown.

When all the decisions are taken together then why not the decision to be apart ? Why the hell only single person should do that, it can be mutual either bcoz it soothes. Memories blend with tears and dry, no more expectations and no more hopes as all the ropes will be untied. How ever life goes on, we move, we wander but we wait for those special flashing smiles which can glue back the broken things. Silence fills in the loneliness, it hurts a lot, the past resonates with higher frequencies , so if could be a mutual parting then it heals for some extent. silence may be beautiful expression but remember it doesn't fit into all conditions. someone is hallow and wasting their time just to find few answers, so if you wish parting makes you happier then do think why you held it too long.
Silence Escapes are always painful, as of am considered, if you agree with me just give a second though when you wish to part, but if people can only hear you but not understand then silence is the beautiful voice.

Signing off for today...
Anu loves you all DIL Se...!!

Friend..., Soul mate..a confusion do exist !!!

2013-03-28T02:39:00.001-07:00

Good morning blog readers..!!

Friends are always the beautiful part of life, they complete the meaning of the word life, in every corner of life many get closer, few become the best part and few remain as buddies and few become the one whom we always look out for in our lives and sometimes we find our soul mates in our friends. What can be more beautiful than getting a friend who knows every thing about you as a soul mate ? That could be a best relation anyone can ever have!!

On the other side of the coin a confusion always exist whether a friend can be a soul mate or not, if the same question is posed to me i would definitely say YES it can be but depends upon the relation and the bond they have in between. Heart always oscillates between the friend and soul mate confusion.

Sometimes you feel that you are in love with that one particular friend, because they are around us all the time when you need them most, but in reality its not the love it could be just an infatuation or the feeling that is caused by the environment and sometimes the words of your friends may also motivate you to think that you are in love. There will be a small unseen gap between the love and friendship which you need to know and understand personally. You spend the time with them, you discuss all the things with them he/she starts guiding you, eventually you feel that you are falling for them.

Then here comes the actual question whether to accept it as love or stay with the tag of friends.If it was attraction and you misunderstand it to be love then you are into serious troubles, in the beginning you feel so good and you think that you are the most luckiest person in the world but the time changes the things, you feel you are mortified, less cared and you eventually break the relationship this happens when you misunderstand the infatuation as love. Love is when you can understand them , love their soul and when you can feel the freedom in your relation and that's when you can love them with all your heart. Through out the life you will meet one person who is unlike another.

If you choose to be in relationship with friends and later if you cant be in relation there may be chance of loosing the relation as friends forever, that forever can become never again. If you choose to be friends even after knowing that you can be soul mates then you mis a wonderful chance to redesign your life. But in both the cases a regret exist.

If you choose to be in love and have a break up then you feel that “life would have been more happier if we choose to be as friends”, and if you choose to be as friends even after knowing that you can be a wonderful pair then you regret that “i should have given a chance for the lifetime happiness”, it all depends upon ones life which path to be chosen, either of the things a regret do exist, one need to know which regret is better, step forward only if you feel that love and understanding exist!!

Friends can be soul mates, but you need to listen the hidden whispers of your heart know your true feelings, either you make it or just leave it !! now its time for your decisions, its your life make the best of it. It doesn't matter if you are in love are not, sometimes life continues as “BEING FRIENDS”.
signing off with lots of love..
Anu loves you all dil se...!!!

TRUST or TRUTH

2013-01-30T12:44:00.003-08:00

Good Morning..!!

Life is a journey not a destination and at a corner of our life, we may face a particular situation whether to speak the truth or comfort our lovable one's with a lie, just to hold the trust that they have developed towards us . Life is always at its best to throw typical situations which makes us more stronger than before.

"HURT is always needed to GROW"

Sometimes failure is needed to be successful. Life is all the mixture of of Unspeakable Secrets, Unreachable Goals, Untold Love and Irreversible Regrets. May be one can bear all the above but not the REGRET, it always pecks us from inside.

We may get into a situation, where, the truth we speak may hurt our beloved ones, the trust developed from years may breakdown, thinking to uphold the trust if we speak lie and that's where it melts us from inside for the entire life time . Heart may not let a word out of the lips but that becomes a flame inside which we need to bear for the entire life time with a fake smile on lips !!!

Just remember, Someone TRUST us because we are TRUTHFUL towards them.

On the other hand, what if we loose the trust of our loved ones..??

When someone trust us, they will surely make an attempt to understanding of what are we going through. Instead of comforting with lie. Break the silence with truth. We may see the pain in eyes of our beloved ones, but truthful effort always puts us into happiness. If they can't understand the situation then they are not meant for us.

With so many distractions and third party involvements, relationships have become tougher to maintain these days "TRUST HAS BECOME A LONG LOST WORD".

The doubts and fear of loosing our love, narrows us down from speaking truth, the other one sees this as possessiveness and gets angry. All these leads to a broken relationship. All you need is some patience, trust and being true. "If you want to gift something special just gift them your presence not the things".

People may not get all the things they wish too, but when you are pretty enough to get one such thing, hold them tight, just don't be dumb enough to let them go by surrendering to situations, fight back to get it..!!

"Just by speaking truth you may loose someone temporarily in few situations but never gain regret, which kills you daily."

DON'T MAKE YOUR SELF A PRISONER OF REGRET.

Life is always a balance between what we can and what we cannot, live a life between Effort and Surrender. It's difficult to WAIT and more difficult to REGRET. So, never give up on something easily.

Signing off today with lots of smiles.. :):)

Keep Smiling, Keep Loving.

ANU loves you all DIL SE..!!

Show your love, instead of expressing!! Express hatred, instead of showing!!

2012-11-06T11:45:00.000-08:00

Good Morning!!

It’s been a pretty long time since I stroked my pen to share the feels. I was completely lost of what to share and what to express as thousands of thoughts were running through. I didn’t know whether I can share them or I need to bury them??

Some times we don’t know whether to laugh or cry upon particular situations, heart just becomes like a beach side view so pleasant to see but complicated to understand, while I was going through such feels I just felt this way….

“I always felt that expressing is the best thing in the world because when we express our feels takes the form of actions, but as the time passed I’ve known that few things are to be shown and few are to be expressed, at times we feel that

“We are let down by the most trusted ones and loved by the most unexpected one’s

Few make us cry for things which we haven’t done, few ignore all our faults

Few make us feel so nearer and the dearer ones make us feel we are no more a part of their life

Few leave us when we need them the most and few stick on even when we insist them to move on ...”

What ever the world is mixture of people and one thing to be known is which hand to be held and which one to be left.

Everyone express their love, it’s not just enough what means a lot is the way you show it, little things are mattered a lot than the bigger ones, a small wish means a lot than a gift, on the other side people show their hatred, its not worth, express your hatred but do not show it. You may make people to forget of what you have spoken but not the way you made them feel. Best understand hope as “hold on pain ends” in case of difficulty. Don’t let your fears guard the heart and don’t make felicity as a lock so that no one can break through your shell. Just smile whole heartily it makes you feel better.

Show your love, instead of expressing!!

Express hatred, instead of showing!!

Because people can forgive but not forget few things, don’t expect to be ones life instead be the favourite part of their life”

Anu loves you all dilse!!

Have great days !!

anusha bura

The Journey...meaningful shortfilm!!

2012-07-20T04:16:00.001-07:00

Becoming a stranger...!!

2012-06-07T09:57:00.001-07:00

Hello visitors!!

Have you ever experienced how it feels to wait for someone who can never be our’s. Just for a second, give a try with me. What if person is pushed to live with such a feel, what if he/she is left with no option other than getting rid of that person whom we like the most and also we cannot throw that feeling away from the heart.

Remembering that one person each and every day, each second, trying to forget them is like wishing to have chilled water in a desert. At the beginning everybody seems to be special, but only few will remain special till the last sight and that one special person at times becomes the reason for tears in eyes, and those are the tears which are very special. It is hard to fly when something weighs us down, but then to we try to fly leaving everything behind just by hurting ourselves.

Unspoken words, things which are unexplained, trying to understand the silence of that one person, everything seems to be clumsy, we never understand what one feels at that point of time, we feel that the most known, the person who was very near to our heart all of a sudden becomes a stranger. The love for us in their eyes seems to be hatred for us. Our ego wins over love…little correction here, we do make our ego win to let them go, but in the layers of heart we always wish if any magic could happen and so we can stay with that person.

We reach to a situation where we cannot share our pain with other except the one whom we try to get rid of; I always heard that the one who can hurt us is the only person who can make us smile after. But the truth is that that feeling is never explained it always dissolves in the rain which drops from the eyes. Our heart skips a beat when we heard about them from others, coz once we were too close!!

May be my pen never stops if I go on write about this, we always get scared to be attached to others coz one day we may again break. So never give someone the satisfaction of watching you suffer. Don’t feel if you ever become a stranger to your loved ones, not only hatred but undefinable amount of love and liking also makes you a stranger. People need to understand that there is only one antidote to the above problem is that moving on!!!

Embrace your happiness!!

Anu loves you all dil se !!

Those wet eyes mean a lot

2012-04-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

We entered to the beautiful world unaware of things to be done, to be achieved, to overcome hardships, to make our lives beautiful. we started our journey, met many people around but only few leave their footprints in our hearts.

Those were the days, we hate going to school and those wet eyes, the hated Monday mornings. At that time, we don’t know that one day we will cry to leave the place where we studied. See how life changes, we cry in childhood to go to a place where life starts and in adolescence, we cry to leave the place, from where we go to achieve our dreams.

Everyone has a word ‘someday’ in their dairy, even we used to write that someday will be great, some day will make everyone happy, someday will be big, successful, will be the reason for someone’s happiness, some day will be the possession to my girl/boy, also ‘time’ had the word some day. 'Some day will make you all cry', it succeeded, it made our eyes wet, our memories made us cry and till the date, they have the same power to make us cry and also to make us happy at the same time.

Getting back to the days, where everyone was new to us, unknowing each other. As, the time passed relations developed. Unforgettable memories were filled. College is the only place where you live as U' wish. Coming late to the class, Eating lunch boxes in the middle of the class, booking friend of ours while eating, imitating lecturers, fun and masti, lengthy assignments, last minute submissions, one day batting before exam, the only book we know-spectrum series, copying in the examination hall, texting by sitting in corners, yawing in class due to night talks, writing many letters to our HOD, must attendance in canteen rather than classes, enjoying in events- electrosparx, Where can we do all these things except in our college.

Laughing by seeing others without any reason, late night discussions, where phone will be the biggest thing that ever needed, insufficient balance and batteries, even thought trying to contact. Searching for the contact of others by all the means, every silly thing is utmost cared and given importance, bunking the classes and finally one day we all leave the college.

‘FAREWELL’ that one evening gave us no. of memories, where our eyes shower by remembering them.

Doesn’t that wet eye mean a lot?? Undoubtedly answer is yes from every student.

When we swim in these thoughts one thing which always hits in our mind is “life mein bhi filmo jaise honge tho kitne kubsoorat honge..” but that’s life not a movie, where favourite song rings when we see our friends :) and favourite gal/boy :p

Does these days gonna come back..!! May be not forever, but at least relive with memories just for a while, little remembrance is needed; pick up your phone call everyone who crosses you heart. If you miss them just express it, who knows one day you may not get the chance to express. Don’t hold your love just express..!!

Value your relations, leading a mechanical life, achieving big things is not just enough, achieve little place for you in others heart. Leave your ego's if any and see your heart will fly with happiness. Be the reason for some ones happiness..:)

Miss you all..!! :(

Remembering and recollecting all the sweet memories of our college and FAREWELL after a year.

Connections are made with heart...

2012-02-09T07:18:00.000-08:00

Good evening visitors!!

Anu is back again to make you experience new feels.
Have you ever tried to know why does a gap takes place between the relations, in the search i known few things that even too much of love or liking also builds the distance.
“you can't talk with someone for years,everyday and still it wont mean as much as what you have, yet sometimes you feel your words get communicated,your heart calls them”,the distance is only about being away from eyes but not from the hearts.

It's about a boy and girl,who built a gap for themselves....

That boy and girl...,
They fight about lot of things, but they love to fight upon. They both say that they hate each other, but only their heart's know the true. They say that they don't like each other, but hopes that the other one is lying. She is a poet, his friendship is the essence in her poems.

They are completely different but they are perfect in understanding each other. She is aware that he wants to fight with her, just a simple smile of her terminates his thought. He ever wants to look silently into her sparkling eyes and she communicates with her eyes silently, which reaches his heart. So many things are left discussed between them only in words but not in the language of heart's. She knows how fragile his heart is and manages to quite him. He tunes for the rhythm of her heart.
In spite of being together, they stay away because they like each other than anything else. They know that one day they become “just friends”. The idea of being away strangles him, but he likes the hurting, just to see her smile and she quites her heart to see him smiling. She knows the inner feelings that he can't leave her, but bears the pain of being away with unseen tears. In dreams both see each other but when the eyes get open everything vanishes.
The worst fear is "now you are with me, but what would be if it is forever?" He tries to be happy by wearing a fake smile, but she knows the pain inside. Everywhere they go, they miss each other but still maintains a gap...
She smiles when he leaves her....
do you think, she really likes it!!
she is dying inside to make him happy.
He hates her.....
do you think he really likes it!!
his soul melts inside just to stop tears from her eyes!!
And the reason to be away is unknown, because connections are made with heart not the mighty brain.
When a loved one walks away....
you may not say a word but your heart says
“Now that you are gone am ALONE”
being together is the beautiful thing in the world, eating a pizza alone is simple but sharing a pizza is beautiful. Stay together stay Happy...
walking alone in a beach makes you feel dry, walking together makes you happy. Anu loves you all dil se...goodnight for today...see you all soon again!!

ye dil ko kya hota hae..

2011-12-30T08:21:00.000-08:00

Good Evening visitors!!
smile on your face tells that you are quite cool at this moment, if not widen your lips because it's only thing that sets you free!!
    Today's post is a blend of various feelings. Days are passing as if i ran when my maths teacher was behind me when i never known the formula's of happiness and sadness, but i don't know who is that maths teacher behind the “days”, let me expect, could that be destiny?? No No, or is it we people who make it run fast, not exactly but its just the magic that our heart does with us, how crazy am i to think that days are running fast.
    When i stay with my loved ones i feel time is running fast, but when i do the things which i hate then i count the minutes and hours. My heart always expects to be with one i like, to go on and to wait for the beautiful moments, i feel that the time of wait are the best moments of mine, but later when that wait changes to reality, i feel oh it happened. I always think why cant i be more happier.
Most precious things turns to just things, i share my weird feelings but why not the reason behind it, when i need to say the reason i just skip saying that “ i just don't know why do i feel so”, but i realised that, there is a little truth behind “i don't know”, a fear to reveal it.
    Every smile hides some pain, wow i gave beautiful makeup on my face to hide my pain. I became the designer of my life. Revelations and deep secrets are its assets, which my heart never looses. When i coordinate my mind on all these kind of thoughts i just feel “ ye dil ko kya hota hae..”
Have you ever felt this way, if so share it.
Anu is signing off with lots of love for you <3

She too deserves a life!!!

2011-10-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

I always heard from my mom that everyone deserves life, but now i cant get the answer why girls are excluded these days?? Running for answers one can give many, but are they more than a life ??

I never think that would be true , i always believe that life is most valuable. And you ?

A women is special in her own way!!

>she is strong enough to carry the weight of world on her shoulders yet so gentle to give give comfort.

>she is capable to manage felicity on her face even in hard times, and goes on when everyone gives up.

>she is sensitive in loving her children, facing many regrets from her babies, takes care of her family though in sickness and fatigue.

>she is full of wisdom &filled with un emptied love for every one in her life.

>she gives life makes them complete, but will never gets tired of the pain involved in it. She is the driving power, the natures secret, & gods wonderful gift.

Yet she is incomplete with others in her life......

But she is being killed these days in the name of “female infanticide”, she is deserved as a wife, a mother, a sister, even a girlfriend but why not a daughter??

“Sex Selective Abortion”----who is gonna stop this???

The technocrats who discovered the ultrasound techniques wouldn’t have discovered this if the situation was guessed before.

Anu is signing off with questions for you today!!!

Think about them...atleast for a single minute may save one life!!

Is technology for comfort or for killing ??

Is it humane to kill the child based on sex prediction??

Being the mother how can one kill her own baby??---hear the hidden whispers!!

Deserving a woman is not only needed but also protecting them makes a sense.

Say NO to sex selective abortions, don't let your child be an orphan when you are alive enjoying the pleasures.

I believe everyone has a little heart just knock it!!

anusha bura

He is famous by his face, but unknown by his name "Che Guevara"

2011-10-12T06:51:00.000-07:00

What do u do in a system where almost anyone with power is corrupt? hmm., actually a system where one makes the other corrupt.

Simply going on leaving behind all the things saying that they are least cared !!! Get your works done by bribing, accepting the things as they are, is this the real tribute to pay for the Nation??

When we move on to one's personal life, we never accept the things as they are with us ,we stand back to fight for our freedom, whatever could be.!!

Don't you agree with this??

Then support my questions with your answers??

* Do you leave your career as a part of destiny with out working for it??

* Can you let go your love easily?? Don't you make an attempt to ameliorate the worst situations.

Then why only in case of social life, why cant the change take the shape of a tree from the seed, as in case of personal life??

Hard to accept!!! I am sure 90% will be against this, to bring the change, to make a revolution, to see things change,as if it clinches off the so called happy yet comfortable life. Few make it, they attract only by the gesture's of revolutionist or great men!!! But hidden truth is that they are completely unaware of the past, this kind of passion has just ended up using it for the fashionable world, a tattoo or a print on the t-shirts or for some other odd things, mostly a best display pix on the fb or social networking sites.

----fb,twitter now a days has become the O2 with out which there is no scope of existence!!!----

Among the rest 10% who doesn't fall on the list as above stated.....Che Guevara was the one who fought for the rights, made a revolution and became the most criticized and as well as admired and role model for many youngsters!!

> He was an Argentine Marxist revolutionary, physician, author, intellectual, diplomat & military theorist.

>he thought only world revolution could end the results of capitalism monopolism and imperialism.

> Time magazine named him as one of the most influential people of 20th century

---coin has two sides..fame gives criticisms and also space in many hearts, optimism & pessimism can be seen together for a particular person----

Many of you might have seen the portrait but answer truly how many of you really know his name at the first sight of picture??

---Hey this is not a examination n am not gonna provide you all answer sheets or award marks for it..its just a casual question which makes sense----

Power is not an apple to falls from tree into your lap,power has to be snatched from "people" who already have it---"CHE"

----people implies who are unfit to rule the country---

Every revolutionist is a common man, revolution word gets us back to CHE.,may be this was the reason why CHETAN ji gave a space to CHE in his new release. I may not tell you all to revolt but when we get use the things or portraits just know few facts about them, be the technocrats not the end users, make a sense, don't go blindly.
"It is better to die standing than to live on your knees"
"Let me say at the risk of seeming ridiculous that the true revolutionary is guided by great feelings of love-Che Guevara

anu signing off
have a great evening :)

It's the way, how i hold you...!!

2011-10-04T13:04:00.000-07:00

Good morning visitors!!

Apart from my post today, i wanna wish my dearest friend on birthday who means a lot to me. Who was with me in every aspect, and who told the meaning of real happiness to me. Happy birthday !!! May all your dreams come true.

Today's post is an experiment with different kinds of feelings hope you all will like it.

The lie has become the part of my life
I am playing this game since i saw u
acting like u r least cared &
it doesn't even hurt me each time i think about you.

Ignoring the voice of my heart,

the dreams & picture in my eyes,
i pretend to smile as if i buried all my feelings under the sands of hatred.

Spending each and every moment with memories of you,
but hiding it with the feeling of hatred
I pretend as if i don't need you, but it pains like hell wen i do it
I shout at you, but my eyes speaks.

I never known that u'll notice all these,
but you did it,
wen u know this and still act as a stranger just to make my ego win.

Can my eyes hold the tears???
can my heart hold the love for you??

I can simply say "I need you idiot"

anu...

You can manage with a broken heart but not with a damaged one.

2011-09-27T23:52:00.000-07:00

Does anything hit your mind at the first sight of this quotation??

I had deep thoughts when i happened to read this one, there is a little truth hidden if we can probe into it, it gives the meaning of life and its importance.

When we get hurt by our loved one then we say that "my heart is broken", it conveys that its just broken but not damaged, we can manage with it and gives the hope to live--**if person is optimist.

Managing things cant be equalized to enjoying them but they can be enjoyed if and only if given little importance to things which hurt us, when we know that a particular thing hurts a lot then why to hold on that, just let it go!!

I know its not a simple task, but it is not impossible!!

We think that a broken heart gives the utmost pain but our little sense forgets that a damaged one hurts more, not only a single person but also all our loved ones. As said, if we have a strong determination a broken heart can be remodeled but if its a damaged heart which costs a life cant be brought back, life once lost will not be gained, a broken heart pains oneself but a life lost effects the euphoria of everyone.

The one who can enjoy with a broken heart and manage things could be the most efficient person who can handle every worst situation of life. Are you such ?? If not TRY to be.....!!!

You will never get a second chance to live the life, enjoy it, life hoo tho aise, move on!! cherish your life :)

anu loves you all dil se....

signing off for today with the memories of my friends "miss you all"

have a great day!!

Nostalgia

2011-09-11T10:22:00.000-07:00

When
The school reopened in June,
And we settled in our new desks and
benches!

When we queued up in book depot,
And got our new books and notes!

When we wanted two Sundays and no Mondays,

Yet managed to line up daily for the
morning prayers.

We learnt writing with slates and pencils,
and

Progressed To fountain pens and ball

pens and then Micro tips!

When we began drawing with crayons
and evolved to

Color pencils and finally sketch pens!

When we started calculating

first with tables and then with

Clarke's tables and advanced to

Calculators and computers!

When we chased one another in the

corridors in Intervals, and returned to the
classrooms

Drenched in sweat!

When we had lunch in classrooms,
corridors,

Playgrounds,

under the trees and even in cycle sheds!

When all the colors in the world,

Decorated the campus on the Second
Saturdays!

When a single P.T. period in the week's
Time Table,

Was awaited more eagerly than the
monsoons!

When cricket was played with writing
pads as bats,

And Neckties and socks rolled into balls!

When few played

"kabadi" and "Kho-Kho" in scorching sun,

While others simply played

"book cricket" in the

Confines of classroom!

Of fights but no conspiracies,

Of Competitions but seldom jealousy!

When we used to

watch Live Cricket telecast,

In the opposite house in Intervals and
Lunch breaks!

When few rushed at 3:45 to

"Conquer" window seats in our School
bus!

While few others had "Big Fun",
"peppermint",

"kulfi", " milk ice !" and "sharbat !" at 4o
Clock!

Gone are the days

Of Sports Day,

and the annual School Day ,

And the one-month long

preparations for them.

Gone are the days

Of the stressful Quarterly,

Half Yearly and Annual Exams, And the
most

enjoyed holidays after them!

Gone are the days

Of tenth and twelfth standards, when

We Spent almost the whole year writing
revision tests!

We learnt,

We enjoyed,

We played,

We won,

We lost,

We laughed,

We cried,

We fought,

We thought.

With so much fun in them, so many
friends,

So much experience, all this and more!

Gone are the days

When we used

to talk for hours with our friends!

Now we don't have time to say a 'Hi'!

Gone are the days

When we played games on the road!

Now we

Code on the road with laptop!

Gone are the days

When we saw stars

Shining at Night!

Now we see stars when our code doesn't

Work!

Gone are the days

When we sat to chat with Friends on
grounds!

Now we chat in chat rooms.....!

Gone are the days

Where we

studied just to pass!

Now we study to save our job!

Gone are the days

Where we had no money in our pockets
and still fun filled on our hearts!!

Now we have the atm as well as credit
card but with an empty heart!!

Gone are the days

Where we shouted on the road!

Now we don't shout even at home

Gone are the days

Where we got lectures from all!

Now we give lectures to all... like the one
I'm doing now....!!

Gone are the days

But not the memories, which will be

Lingering in our hearts for ever and ever

and Ever and ever and ever .....

Gone are the Days.... But still there are lot

more Days to come in our Life!!

NO MATTER HOW BUSY YOU ARE ,

DONT FORGET TO

LIVE THE LIFE THAT STILL

EXISTS....

collected n posted,

anu

stiching the heart...is it easy to do???

2011-09-04T11:39:00.000-07:00

hello visitors!!! I am back again with the world's most commenest feeling "hurt" today, one may not say "no" for the question " have you ever been hurted??"
Hurt always accompanies love...as far i feel...here "love" could be anykind may be brotherly love, family love or may be friendly love...the intensity of feeling remains same in each case..let me little brief " the above lines mean that tha pain depends on the way our relationship is decorated.,the way we are attached to each other.


know how is it possible to say i love u after hurting

     As far we are together with one we like nothing creates gap but when we enter into the second phase of life then late meetings, delayed conversations hurts...but does it really hurts when we love someone truly?? think about it.

let me ask few questions which always relates the beautiful relations....first have answers in your mind later on you can judge about the relation .....but b sincere in answering let it be in your hear coz u need not to share ua answers ...

1. Have you ever waited for reunion after the break up?? atleast have you had any hope that you would be together one day??

2. Have you ever tried to know the truth/reason for your break up??

3. If you know the truth and are you willing to say that?? how does the situation changes if ans if yes??

4. Are you willing to learn from what happened earlier...then how would it effect your peace of mind??

Now lets make it more interesting by revealing the results......

Case 1:

   if your ans is "yes" then yours is a perfect relation with a little backdrop....thinking what could be the thing lacking...its nothing but ,u need to loose your "Ego". Instead of waiting y don't you approach.

if "NO" - You feel the pain is more important than the person..but i say when you love someone truly he/she has the right to hurt you. think about it.

Case 2:

   if you try to know the reason...then no longer you will be away becoz..the "love' will be the first priority.

   if "no" then you are not dare enough to know that you may be wrong...you may be in such a state that you never wanna loose.....Remember winning and loosing is a part of game and achievements not in case of life and relationships.

Case 3:
   well when you know the truth and if you are wrong admit it n if ua partner is wrong then feel free to explain instead of complaining. Try this express ua missing and the way you long then it really works......**if tried whole heartedly

Case 4:
   if you are really willing to learn from the past...then i am sure yours will be the best relation and you can avoid conflicts....

if "no" you never care for your mistakes and relations.

Each and every question links to one another..be positive..have faith..express yourself..Pain is common in every relation but when pain given the top priority than what is the meaning of "being together" & "relationships". The person who loves you n cares fro you also has a right to hurt you...stich your heart and your love will erase the marks on the heart...
Give a chance..but never take a chance to break ..instead make it!!!

with lots of love.....
anu signing off for today!!

Wishing you all a happy day & "happy birthday" to my best buddy ...

few situations teach many things ...even i learnt one such lesson...!!!

2011-08-21T02:49:00.000-07:00

Good evening!!

today let me be something different ..the title might strike your mind at this second....what could be something different...well be patient to read the rest n ull find the ans...anyways to know few answers and to open the locked door key is very essential.

Let all of us be different for few mins. Firstly today's post is based on a simple yet a different thought....

It was raining heavily and the weather was too cool...my childhood days walked around the mind..but i can only be happy at the reminiscence of those moments coz days lost can be regained...hmm i was in my thoughts looking out from a small window how could i conquer the world...as am a girl need to reach my goals...am not successful yet..but Am in the race,one day Am sure you all will read that Am successful..that's how a simple diff thought matters....hmm let me continue and take you guys back to the actual theme and idea behind this post.....as i was looking out from a small window my mom rushed into the room and took me out for a visit to temple holding my hand as if i was a little girl...Am grown up....but not in the heart of my goddess...Am always a little girl to her..which makes me happy..not only me everyone of you.

Let me take the path ahead..well there in temple i offered my praying and when i was retuning back a small coloured box attracted me..hmm the child in me dominated me and i purchased the colored box...the box which made my post today!!!

soon after i reached home i twisted the colour box...as a result unique coloured box on each side got mixed up with all the colours...i started solving the puzzle with curiosity..the only intention in my mind was to reset it again as before..seconds minutes..hours slipped away but i couldn’t do it....i just holded it in my hand thinking how can i solve it??? after few seconds a thought hit my mind..even life is also the same...as time passes our puzzle(life,ambitions,goals) gets complicated...in the journey of solving the puzzle each time i twist it found a new combination same way each and everyday(same as a twist in case of box) results a new colour(happiness/sadness/achievement)

for each and every twist a new thought arises for the next combination same way the life also follows...someday when we keep trying the puzzle gets solved..we become the master of it..never be afraid to twist the life..think different the life puzzle gets solved easily....the idea of linking a small box with life may be humorous but if we can think out of the box it sounds different...at this moment i remember a add some thing which states that “socho jara hatke” ....so think different enjoy the life...that's all for today from anu...signing off...gud day buddies...

Introducing a guy to share lots of stuff with you buddies....

2011-08-20T03:59:00.000-07:00

good evening visitors!!!!

Its been two days i haven't posted anything in the blog..the two days being away from you seems to b a too long time.

Firstly i extend my warm thanks to all of you as i have reached the number 2000 in my page views..is all becoz of my wonderful blogger buddies..Ur interest makes me feel good to pen down more thoughts. Here i introduce a friend of mine, my brother, my new writing mate to all of you, his interest in sharing the views made me to introduce him here sharing my platform just to make best,..he is the one who inspired me for starting the blog. As heART of ART main agenda is sharing the heart felt feelings i took this step. Hope you all will enjoy the posts and keep sharing your feedback, Am gonna introduce a new link http://www.luckyreddy.co.cc/ which includes his writings ..,SRI is working as...Associtate Software engineer for Computer Sciences Corporation India Private Ltd..@Chennai hails from Warangal..

About Sri in his words....

Me Srikanth reddy lukky reddy ..a guy wid heart full of emotions,thoughts..but if i keep that in my heart it's worth nothing so..in order to make sum1 somewhere across d globe..i took initiation to express my feelings..I'll always have a good feeling to make people realise the essence of short and sweet life..so came wid my articles....

Now coming to My Sweet Sister Anu's

heART of ART blog i am so happy that she finally made it the most of her ideas, emotions, feelings. Some might be shocked of her talent...but i am not..it was on the cards sooner or later i thought..when came to know about her feelings..but really warm applauds for anu for being the part of such wonderful blog which touched heart of all..i believe....Awesome mind blowing..i wish her all the way thorough her life...she keeps posting such fantastic thought provoking quotes, posts mixed with all that is in real life of all......

at the end of the day all i can say..ANU ..u r Quite Quite a gal who defines a gal of surplus thoughts..that makes every1 realise what they need to b like if they aren't and what changes they need to make if they aren't perfect....huff..need to learn more English to write about ANU..

regards,

anusha bura

why do i pen down my thoughts???

2011-08-18T12:26:00.000-07:00

The truth of soul comes out in ones writings....so many words and feelings which someone found no place to speak,...n no courage to share,then the most efficient tool that supports is writing, which makes the soul free. Words can be as soft as possible or could be as harsh as possible, the immense feelings of heart take birth in the form of writings.

Writings are but the sweet and true translation of heart's language and also the perfect imaginations. writings are the contents which heart pours out. well speaking of the other side of a coin, imagination also does the same thing as feelings, same as hearts language it could be well understood as language of dreams.....n many more can be added when one feels free to express. Imagination and feelings both are always in the race but the winner couldn't be judged. The person who expresses only knows the depth of words and also the sweet betrayal of the words used.
It feels damn good to say i can express and what about you....try to be!!!
Anu signing off for today...

PROUD TO BE AN INDIAN!!

2011-08-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY...

I thank each and every solider died to see the Independent INDIA....HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY

It's only a dream!!!

2011-08-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

I toss and turn up,
Iam loosing sleep,
I wake up early and it repeats,
Iam always exhausted in search of u so that i lay on bed,
and when i close my eyes
thoughts fill my head &

dreams makes me mad.

The idea of being away from you strangles me,
I search everywhere in my dreamland,
I look at stars and gaze at moon and ask
Where are you my love???
I open my eyes and iam shocked by suprise,

You are my side holding my hand,

& i say I MISS YOU.

Hours go by...It's not what it seems...

My little heart wakes me telling that

" IT'S ONLY A DREAM"