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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" media="screen" href="/~d/styles/atom10full.xsl"?><?xml-stylesheet type="text/css" media="screen" href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~d/styles/itemcontent.css"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xmlns:openSearch="http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearch/1.1/" xmlns:georss="http://www.georss.org/georss" xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0" xmlns:feedburner="http://rssnamespace.org/feedburner/ext/1.0" gd:etag="W/&quot;A0YEQX0-fCp7ImA9WhRUFEk.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5869402520354076724</id><updated>2012-01-24T16:51:40.354-07:00</updated><title>The B Spot</title><subtitle type="html" /><link rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/" /><link rel="next" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default?start-index=26&amp;max-results=25&amp;redirect=false&amp;v=2" /><author><name>Brent</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11281024162642101219</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="31" height="32" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-gVGAcgJYW4Q/Tx9D590q0OI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/9MF1Clsu0zM/s220/Me%2BProfile%2BBlogger.jpg" /></author><generator version="7.00" uri="http://www.blogger.com">Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>46</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><atom10:link xmlns:atom10="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/blogspot/HlbLI" /><feedburner:info uri="blogspot/hlbli" /><atom10:link xmlns:atom10="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" rel="hub" href="http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/" /><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;D0AMR34_eCp7ImA9WhdXGE4.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5869402520354076724.post-9181607760872801124</id><published>2011-08-31T18:09:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-08-31T18:09:46.040-06:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2011-08-31T18:09:46.040-06:00</app:edited><title>Building a Home</title><content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Laying a Foundation&lt;/b&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;To prevent your home from falling due to rains, floods, and winds, you must build your house upon a sturdy foundation.  “A well-built foundation provides the fundamental stability for the future of the house,” says builder Jared Jackson (&lt;a href="http://knol.google.com/k/laying-a-house-foundation#"&gt;link&lt;/a&gt;).  In St. Matthew, Jesus explains that it is a foolish man who builds his house upon the &lt;a href="http://www.mostphotos.com/preview/71961/House-built-on-Sand.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;"&gt;sand &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;instead of a &lt;a href="http://creativetwilight.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/06/rock-finger.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;"&gt;rock&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.  I am no longer Christian, but the advice is sound.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;What have you based your life upon?  Does it suggest a promising future that will not be washed away? &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;b&gt;Framing Walls&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/b&gt;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;Once your foundation is set, you may begin constructing walls.  The walls will help protect you from the harshness of the winds.  Walls can be made from many different materials, just like your foundation.  Keep in mind that the walls will be the framework for the final piece of your home.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;Some people choose to reinforce their life with&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href="http://www.wildmanstevebrill.com/JPEG'S/Clipart/StrawHouse.gif"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"&gt;straw&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.  This material is flimsy and shallow.  People use straw, however, because it is the easiest thing to do.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&lt;a href="http://www.scatterjoy.com/uploads/joy/photo/ace6eac516ada939de4669ae704727c1033d112b.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Sticks &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;are another popular choice.  They are sturdier than straw, but they bend and break under any serious issue.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;By far the best material to use is &lt;a href="http://s0.geograph.org.uk/geophotos/01/53/07/1530793_c1dce8a6.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"&gt;brick&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.  Bricks come at a cost, however, and for this reason many people avoid them.  Bricks are heavy and thus difficult to carry.  But those who do not mind a little heavy lifting will find their walls resilient, strong, and unwavering.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;When big, bad life huffs and puffs at your walls, will it blow your house down?  How have you framed your life?  &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;Roofing          &lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;The roof is the capstone to your home.  In psychology, Maslow places ‘self-actualization’ at the top of his pyramid of needs.  This final piece, creating the roof over his pyramid, includes items such as &lt;a href="http://creativebox.org/yahoo_site_admin/assets/images/creativity.1754510_std.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"&gt;creativity&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_AcZuAURxzag/S5kyJ2m5aKI/AAAAAAAAAB8/QcCOmCFFrz8/s640/Spontaneity1.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"&gt;spontaneity&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://www.greatapeproject.org/dados/albumfoto/albumfoto,G,257.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"&gt;lack of prejudice&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, and an &lt;a href="http://sat.gmncdn.com/Blogs/robertfagan/files/2011/06/acceptance_copy1.png"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;"&gt;acceptance of facts&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.  If you were to roof your home with any of these ideas, dreary rain storms would surely be kept out. &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;Helpful Suggestion&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;Remember, if your house falls, you can always build again.  Be mindful of the materials you choose as you construct your home.  There is a reason the &lt;a href="http://www.traveleg.com/images/PyramidsGizaedr1.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"&gt;pyramids&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; still stand today.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-9181607760872801124?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Life feeds on life, and predators balance an ecosystem.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But, as a human who believes in enlightenment,&lt;b&gt; is it enlightened to realize I don’t need to kill any of my animal friends?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I could easily survive on just plant life.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; Then again, I'm still killing, but plants instead of animals. &amp;nbsp;Does that matter?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Animals eat other animals, and this behavior appears natural, but does my uniquely developed frontal cortex allow me to see that I don’t have to kill?&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;b&gt;I don’t even serve as a beneficial predator.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I’m not balancing any ecosystems.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;If anything, I’m helping to destroy them.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Right and wrong often times seem very relative to me.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Viewed from one angle, something is right.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Seen from another, the thing is wrong.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Maybe my reasoning for eating wild game is wrong.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Unless, that is, I am truly okay with &lt;b&gt;a human shooting me tomorrow and putting me on his dinner table&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He didn’t have to kill me.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He could’ve eaten plants.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But he did catch me in the wild and I got to live a good life.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Is this ethical?&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Is it fair?&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Enlightened?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-1777906831024363658?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Life is filled with suffering and tragedy.&amp;nbsp; We all know this fact.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Our unhappiness is the result of unsatisfied egotistical desires.&lt;/b&gt;&amp;nbsp; We expect so much from life.&amp;nbsp; We feel entitled to happiness, but not just happiness, our version of happiness.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;We expect our waiter to remember to bring an extra glass of water.&amp;nbsp; We believe everyone should drive the way we do.&amp;nbsp; We demand that people behave according to our expectations.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;I am one of the worst offenders.&amp;nbsp; I expect so much from my fellow humans.&amp;nbsp; I expect my roommates to put their dirty dishes away.&amp;nbsp; I expect people will want to protect the environment, worry about how we treat animals, and so on.&amp;nbsp; &lt;b&gt;Because these expectations often go unfulfilled, it is easy to become unhappy.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Intellectually, we know life is in motion and constantly changing.&amp;nbsp; Nothing is constant, except perhaps change.&amp;nbsp; But we haven’t accepted this truth in our hearts.&amp;nbsp; We still demand that things stay as we want them. &amp;nbsp;We think relationships will last forever, death is unfair, and unexpected tragedies are unjust.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;The fact is, although we intellectually grasp change and un-constants, we don’t truly understand them.&amp;nbsp;&lt;b&gt; &lt;/b&gt;&lt;b&gt;If we understood them, accepted them, and embraced them, we would have no reason to be unhappy.&lt;/b&gt;&amp;nbsp; Remember when your friend lashed out at you and you did not become angry, because you understood she was going through a hard time?&amp;nbsp; You understood.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"&gt;We do not understand.&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;b&gt;By understanding that our egotistical desires are causing our unhappiness, we can rise above them.&lt;/b&gt;&amp;nbsp; We can let go of our expectations and behold reality.&amp;nbsp; We don’t truly know why anyone is behaving the way they do.&amp;nbsp; We don’t know what life will bring, or how any situation will develop.&amp;nbsp; We must be willing to accept life’s unknown course and discontinue trying to make life conform to our selfish desires.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Life is neither fair nor unfair.&amp;nbsp; Life is in motion.&amp;nbsp; If we can let go of expectations, we will see the beauty of life’s ever-altering course and learn to flow with it.&amp;nbsp; &lt;b&gt;We will understand.&amp;nbsp; We will be happy.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-3137300547919801705?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;There’s a real joy in unity, such as when two individuals have quieted the background noise in their minds and have joined together in concentration on a topic.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;There’s an even greater joy when those two individuals not only concentrate on the topic together without distraction, but feel the same way about it.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;For me, it is bliss.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;I’m not sure what experiences you’ve had, but the times I’ve been unified with someone in thought, emotion, and action, those moments have been the most beautiful to me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-2199110492553314839?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Trance music reminds me of the perfect home—a paradise not yet realized.&amp;nbsp; Trance is so stunningly beautiful and uplifting.&amp;nbsp; But this planet is so chaotic, so unsure, and so shrouded in lies and manipulation.&amp;nbsp; I feel like most everyone has swallowed the blue pill (Matrix reference).&amp;nbsp; Not even my closest friends strive after the red pill &lt;i&gt;(truth, philanthropy, self-improvement, achieving dreams, etc.)&lt;/i&gt; because they're too strung out on the blue drug &lt;i&gt;(entertainment, money, sex, self-pity, drugs, and so forth)&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;How can I feel unified with friends who continue to choose the blue pill? &amp;nbsp;We have such different goals. &amp;nbsp;I care about you, but you don’t understand me and I don’t understand you.&amp;nbsp; The real problem is that there is nothing a human wants more than to be understood, and we don't understand each other.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;I realize everyone is trying their best.&amp;nbsp; I know we are.&amp;nbsp; All humans are doing the best we can and I don’t doubt this fact. &amp;nbsp;It would be nice if we could upgrade a person's software like with a computer. &amp;nbsp;Human 2.0--check.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;I feel like some people are still running the Child.exe program.&amp;nbsp; I keep expecting people to conduct themselves with the Grownup file.&amp;nbsp; The egotistical truth is that I often see myself as a teenage babysitter. &amp;nbsp;If only we could all install Adult.exe.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;I know I’m not an adult.&amp;nbsp; I’m too impatient, too demanding, too young.&amp;nbsp; I haven’t mastered my emotions, my insecurities, or my teenage angst.&amp;nbsp; But some of you… you’re children with simple pleasures, inadequate understanding, and constant temper tantrums.&amp;nbsp; You don’t even realize you’re a child.&amp;nbsp; In fact, you think you’re an adult.&amp;nbsp; It would be laughable if it weren’t so depressing.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Anyway… I’ll stop here.&amp;nbsp; I know what I mean.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-7036149383340089146?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;But there’s something I really like about the way my LDS family lives.&amp;nbsp; I enjoy coming home to a place with no alcohol and yet our family dinners are lively, entertaining, and full of laughter.&amp;nbsp; I like knowing that my parents will not make fools of themselves by spewing alcohol-induced nonsense or by behaving in other inappropriate ways.&amp;nbsp; It’s awesome my family can enjoy each other’s company without the aid of a mind-altering substance.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;I like that my LDS family is dedicated to noble ideas.&amp;nbsp; They continually strive to become more than they are, give unto others, and keep themselves unstained from life’s vulgarity.&amp;nbsp; How many people can truly say the same?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Because of how they are, my parents’ home is like a sanctuary.&amp;nbsp; I like having an abode that is free from the world’s vices, and dedicated to honorable notions.&amp;nbsp; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;I’m so fixated with Right vs. Wrong and Truth vs. Untruth that this fixation is the lens through which I view my entire world.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;Even if I am right and they are wrong, does it matter? &amp;nbsp;They live happy lives, they are genuine and caring, they positively contribute to society, and it’s not like I’ve unraveled life’s mysteries.&amp;nbsp; A part of me wishes I could lift the veil I deem as ignorance from off their eyes, but ya know what… &amp;nbsp;Perhaps I need to adjust my lenses.&amp;nbsp; I like who they are.&amp;nbsp; Would I really want to change them?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-6356263280070080710?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;As humans, I think we’re trying to learn to play our music together.&amp;nbsp; Some of us sing soprano, tenor, bass, or alto.&amp;nbsp; Some smash the drums, others strum a guitar, and a few blow on the tsungi horn.&amp;nbsp; Like a well-orchestrated symphony, we could learn to play in tune together.&amp;nbsp; Sometimes the strings would take the lead, other times the vocals, next the woodwinds.&amp;nbsp; And maybe, for the grand finale, we could all play together.&amp;nbsp; Harmoniously.&amp;nbsp; At the same time.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Uni-verse. &amp;nbsp;One-song.&lt;/b&gt; &amp;nbsp;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;"&gt;(Read that somewhere. I like it.)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-9130000295355515370?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;But I cannot smash my enemy with a &lt;a href="http://www.vgmuseum.com/mrp/multi/Essays/arsenal-kev/mace.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"&gt;medieval mace&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I cannot meet him on a battlefield and cut him down with a masterful stroke from a battle axe.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i&gt;Fighting ideas is different.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;I look at a person.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Her concrete brain filled with abstract ideas called thoughts and beliefs.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Some of those thoughts, and some of those beliefs, I would like to do battle with.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I wish I could simply strike down &lt;a href="http://tarheelred.files.wordpress.com/2010/06/greed.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"&gt;greed&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://philosophy.csusb.edu/~tmoody/Past%20classes/F05%20191%20orozcocruelty.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"&gt;cruelty&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, or &lt;a href="http://images.icanhascheezburger.com/completestore/2008/10/2/128674826309212158.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"&gt;conceit&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; with the swing of a &lt;a href="http://www.tipop.net/rpgs/mr/illos/morningstar.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"&gt;morningstar&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;But ideas cannot be destroyed thus, so I have to fight in &lt;i&gt;an abstract, intangible war&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I think it would be easier if I could just duke it out with the idea in the physical plane, with me wildly swinging a &lt;a href="http://www.a2armory.com/images/axes-pics/MedievalHalberd.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #bf9000;"&gt;halberd&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; and lopping off its head.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;If only it were that easy.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I need different and better weapons to do battle inside the mental plane.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;So I sharpen &lt;a href="http://maxgrace.files.wordpress.com/2010/01/compassion.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"&gt;compassion&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I wield &lt;a href="http://m.blog.hu/ve/veszedelme/image/niki/understanding.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"&gt;understanding&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I exercise &lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-JUM7PnaUFAw/TV2OpXkrjhI/AAAAAAAABFQ/Qs3Z9habgGc/s1600/empathy-bear.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;"&gt;empathy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Well, at least I try to.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I want to flood the battlefield with better ideas in hopes that the superior ones will come out victor.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;b&gt;I better start practicing.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-4679108758081654792?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;It is a complex system, and sometimes a complicated system, we’re a part of.&amp;nbsp; I am dependent upon others for my &lt;a href="http://esltogo.files.wordpress.com/2010/05/food-photo.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"&gt;food&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp; My food is grown elsewhere, brought to supermarkets, and I purchase it with money.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;In order to have money, I must participate in this &lt;a href="http://www.pyr.ec.gc.ca/ep/airshed/auto_gridlock.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"&gt;contrived system&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp; I feel like this required participation is the proverbial sword with two edges.&amp;nbsp; On one side, I completely support it.&amp;nbsp; I love the idea of people working together, forming a community, and laboring for the benefit of all.&amp;nbsp; It’s beautiful.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;However, the other side of the sword’s blade is the problem with forced participation.&amp;nbsp; In order to survive, you must participate.&amp;nbsp; But what if you don’t like the communities you see?&amp;nbsp; What if you &lt;i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"&gt;don’t &lt;/i&gt;want to join in their endeavors because their &lt;a href="http://brite-talk.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/09/Money.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"&gt;causes&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; are not causes you can believe in?&amp;nbsp; In such a scenario, you might feel like you are caged—&lt;a href="http://www.toptenz.net/wp-content/uploads/2010/12/trapped.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"&gt;trapped&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; and chained to a system you want no part of, but must take part in to survive.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;I could place a cockatiel in a large &lt;a href="http://static.dezeen.com/uploads/2008/07/aviary-from-group8squ.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"&gt;aviary&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; filled with trees, bugs, and plant life.&amp;nbsp; The cockatiel may not fully realize, or even care, that she is in a cage—a cage operated by beings with more power than her.&amp;nbsp; &lt;b&gt;But what if the cockatiel did notice, and wanted out?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;I feel like we are the birds in the aviary, trapped in a system run by &lt;a href="http://www.nextnature.net/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/bp-oil-leak-logo-530x293.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"&gt;corrupt corporations&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://www.mikeschurko.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/greed1.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"&gt;money-loving banks&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, and &lt;a href="http://mrmokelly.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/4_richard-nixon.jpg"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"&gt;backdoor politics&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp; We labor away in our vast aviary, many of us content to have the quaint comforts it provides.&amp;nbsp; But some of us see the bars and wires preventing our path to freedom.&amp;nbsp; Some of us realize there are people running and maintaining our cage.&amp;nbsp; &lt;b&gt;I see the bars.&amp;nbsp; Do you?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"&gt;Do you care?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-2610673915230442413?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/XFBJK5QoY1sgzDjA11Ah8-9kt08/1/da"&gt;&lt;img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/XFBJK5QoY1sgzDjA11Ah8-9kt08/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/HlbLI/~4/Jb4-EJiv3Wg" height="1" width="1"/&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/feeds/2610673915230442413/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5869402520354076724&amp;postID=2610673915230442413" title="1 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default/2610673915230442413?v=2" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default/2610673915230442413?v=2" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/blogspot/HlbLI/~3/Jb4-EJiv3Wg/aviary.html" title="The Aviary" /><author><name>Brent</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11281024162642101219</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="31" height="32" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-gVGAcgJYW4Q/Tx9D590q0OI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/9MF1Clsu0zM/s220/Me%2BProfile%2BBlogger.jpg" /></author><thr:total>1</thr:total><feedburner:origLink>http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/2011/04/aviary.html</feedburner:origLink></entry><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;A0IGSHw5eip7ImA9WhZSFk4.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5869402520354076724.post-2266172443862531934</id><published>2011-04-01T00:32:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2011-04-01T00:32:09.222-06:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2011-04-01T00:32:09.222-06:00</app:edited><title>Straight Speak</title><content type="html">&lt;i&gt;A guy sits at a wooden table, gently sipping a cappuccino.  Across from him, he notices a pretty girl sitting alone.  He decides to make his move.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"&gt;Guy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;: Hey, I’m Frank.  You’re attractive, so I wanted to get to know you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"&gt;Girl&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;: Okay.  My name is Truth.  I like dressing up in whorish outfits on the weekend and partying with my girlfriends.  I hate it when guys hit on me—but only when they’re ugly.  I can’t stand having an ug try to talk to me.  But if he’s cute, well, that’s fine.  I mean, I do like attention—but just from the cute ones.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"&gt;Guy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;: I hear ya.  I’m the same way.  Do you like guys who compliment you, or go out of their way for you?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"&gt;Girl&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;: No, I see that as a weakness.  A guy being nice to you is just trying to buy your affection.  I grew up in a dysfunctional family where acting like jerks to each other was the norm.  So to feel at home, I like a guy who talks down to me.  Blowing me off from time to time is also a plus.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"&gt;Guy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;:  Oh, see that doesn’t work for me.  My family was all about showing respect to each other.  Kindness is a strength—you know, like controlling your emotions and understanding where people are coming from.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"&gt;Girl&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;:  That’s a shame.  You’re really cute, but yeah, it sounds like we wouldn’t be a good fit.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"&gt;Guy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;:  True.  It was great talking with you.  Enjoy your coffee.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"&gt;Girl&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;:  Thanks!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"&gt;I would pay money to see a conversation like this.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-2266172443862531934?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;If you’re religious&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;, do you think God is happy you’re destroying animals’ habitats, putting His creations on the brink of extinction? Does God smile when you pollute His streams, the air, or the land He created? Do you think God expects you to behave differently since you are created in His image? Might He really smile if you were a more careful steward of the majestic world He created?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;If you’re scientific&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;, have you forgotten you are also an animal? Do you realize you’re a part of a global community, and that you descend from a common ancestor that makes the creatures around you your brothers, sisters, and cousins? Why is it okay to enslave your family for your selfish benefit? Why do you declare war on the world at large, submitting it to your single benefit? Is there not room for your brother, sister, and cousin animals to live beside you?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;I write this blog because I have finished the book “Ishmael” by Daniel Quinn. I believe he makes some powerful points regarding &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;humanity’s assumption that we are superior&lt;/span&gt;, and that the world was created for us. I reject that notion, just as Quinn has. &lt;em&gt;The solar system no more revolves around humanity than the world does.&lt;/em&gt; As humans who pride ourselves on our intelligence and awareness, I ask, “Could we not do better?"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;I ask you, whether religious or scientific, &lt;u&gt;do we really need to colonize every centimeter of Earth?&lt;/u&gt; When do we start thinking about &lt;strong&gt;population control&lt;/strong&gt;, and using our rational brains to &lt;strong&gt;consider the consequences of our unchecked expansion?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;Are we cancerous--uncontrolled growth that eventually kills its host? When will we humble ourselves and accept that&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt; we are not more important than the rest of God’s/the Universe’s creations?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;I laughed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;Jim Bridger did not discover the Great Salt Lake&lt;/strong&gt;.&amp;nbsp; If we're going to attribute the discovery of the Great Salt Lake to a human, then &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;let's give credit to the Native Americans who found it first.&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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I wish I could put up a billboard that said, &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;"Native Americans discovered the Great Salt Lake--suck it, Jim Bridger."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;Eurocentrism, when will you die?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-634265131198992247?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;"Love All.&amp;nbsp; Worship One."&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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If you read inbetween the lines, you can see the reason for my amusement.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-size: x-large;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;Anyone who demands you worship one person&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt; obviously does not understand what &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color: red;"&gt;love&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; means.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;em&gt;Gotta&amp;nbsp;love contradictions.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-1897666871563955644?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;Oh that I were an &lt;em&gt;angel&lt;/em&gt;,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;And you could have &lt;em&gt;the wish of your heart&lt;/em&gt;,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;You would experience the love you rightly deserve. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;To you, those of you, &lt;strong&gt;missing&lt;/strong&gt; your valentine,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;I love you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"&gt;Happy Valentine’s Day… next time.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-4310495492012884877?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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At least with the barely-above-poverty pay, &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;teachers who are passionate about teaching still go into teaching&lt;/span&gt;. They are there for the students’ sake–not for the &lt;span style="color: #38761d;"&gt;money’s&lt;/span&gt; sake.&lt;br /&gt;
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Why am I making this argument? I will be teaching in a few years and I definitely &lt;u&gt;wouldn’t mind having my own &lt;span style="color: orange;"&gt;Scrooge McDuck vault&lt;/span&gt; filled with enough &lt;span style="color: #38761d;"&gt;money &lt;/span&gt;I could swim in it&lt;/u&gt;. &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;Perhaps I should argue that higher salaries would bring back the passionate would-be teachers&lt;/span&gt; who never went into the field because &lt;span style="color: black;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;they didn’t see a teacher’s salary as a feasible means of living.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;strong&gt;We may be missing out on a lot of potentially powerful teachers!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Then again, maybe not. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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Your femininity &lt;strong&gt;enflames&lt;/strong&gt; my &lt;em&gt;spirit&lt;/em&gt;, and &lt;strong&gt;sears&lt;/strong&gt; my &lt;em&gt;heart&lt;/em&gt;. I almost hate that I love you. &lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;You, the entity of my veneration&lt;/span&gt;—&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: x-large;"&gt;my goddess, the woman.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-1863353003408674865?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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I like the word &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;haven&lt;/span&gt;, and that it’s commonly referred to as a “safe haven”. To me, a haven is a home. A peaceful place where you can rejuvenate, let your guard down, and feel at ease. I also like the word because it &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;sounds similar to heaven but lacks the religious connotations&lt;/span&gt;. A haven is your oasis, your escape, the place you can retreat to and relax. It is your sanctuary—another word I really like. A sanctuary is just like a haven. I like how &lt;strong&gt;sanctuary&lt;/strong&gt; sounds like it has something to do with &lt;strong&gt;sanctity, and being sacred&lt;/strong&gt;. &lt;u&gt;Cleanliness&lt;/u&gt;. &lt;u&gt;Innocence&lt;/u&gt;. &lt;u&gt;Purity&lt;/u&gt;. &lt;u&gt;Refreshing&lt;/u&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;
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In my mind’s eye, it would be like walking up several wide, gently-carved stone steps, the rocks a gleaming white, and entering into a gorgeous city with stunning architecture, and exquisite gardening. Around you, you would find &lt;strong&gt;compassionate caring friends and neighbors&lt;/strong&gt;. You would walk in, &lt;u&gt;all your troubles slinking away&lt;/u&gt;, and here in this haven, your friends would smile at you and invite you to stay as long as you’d like. You might enjoy some of the &lt;strong&gt;delicious foods&lt;/strong&gt; there, engage your friends in &lt;strong&gt;stimulating conversations&lt;/strong&gt;, or go down by a clear blue lake, sitting upon a lush green landscape, and gaze out at the beauty of nature—trees and all manner of plants off in the distance, and even further back, majestic blue and purple mountains.&lt;br /&gt;
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Ah, a sanctuary. No cares. No worries. No fears or stifling demands. Here you are &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;enveloped with love&lt;/span&gt;, surrounded by like-minded individuals, yet filled with diversity, &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;a mutual sense of respect and compassion permeating the atmosphere&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;
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When I dream, it is like being in that sanctuary. I love the song “Dreaming” by the talented artist &lt;strong&gt;BT&lt;/strong&gt;. &lt;em&gt;“No words. No talk. We’ll go dreaming. No pain. No hurt. We’ll go dreaming.”&lt;/em&gt; The song is like the haven I speak of, the sanctuary where you can heal, and be calm. Serenity.&lt;br /&gt;
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I’m a dreamer. I like dreaming of a haven, a sanctuary. &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;The trick is to be able to create this haven inside you, wherever you go.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/strong&gt;But imagine &lt;u&gt;actually having this haven in the physical world&lt;/u&gt;. &lt;span style="font-size: x-large;"&gt;Ahh, paradise.&lt;span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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Naturally, white Americans were still &lt;u&gt;&lt;strong&gt;eff-tards&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;/u&gt;(technical term), so even if these Native Americans did speak (poor) English, and even had useful skills, they still were not accepted/integrated into white society as was the intended goal. &lt;span style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;(The pathway to hell is paved with good intentions, right?)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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Many of these traumatized youth returned to their tribes, where they found they &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;also did not fit in&lt;/span&gt;. They could not speak their tribe’s language, nor did they have a proper understanding of their ancestors’ way of life. &lt;br /&gt;
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According to the movie we watched, I believe the narrator used the term “&lt;strong&gt;shadow existence&lt;/strong&gt;.” Basically, these Native Americans lived as shadows. They were just kind of there, with no real home, and no way to function in either society. &lt;span style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;(&lt;em&gt;God bless America&lt;/em&gt;, but I digress)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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The movie had a deep impact on me. I had no idea America created those boarding schools, nor how they destroyed the lives of so many young Native Americans. &lt;u&gt;It is truly a tragedy.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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What’s strange is that I can now relate to those Native Americans. I often feel like I’m living in a similar shadow existence. I don’t fit in with the Mormons, and I don’t fit in with the “worldly world”. I’m caught in No-Man’s-Land, homeless and left to my own devices. It’s not always fun, and now my sympathy for the Native American youth is amplified even more. My advantage, however, is that &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;I can at least blend in&lt;/span&gt;. The unfortunate, kidnapped Native Americans &lt;span style="font-size: x-large;"&gt;could not&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;
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I’m really not sure what the point of this blog is. I guess it’s just been something on my mind, particularly as I’ve restarted my education at the U. Whelp, this is where I end my writing because I don’t know what else to say. &lt;u&gt;There’s probably a lesson somewhere in here about not forcing people to do things, and also accepting other ppl’s ways of life and loving them for who they are.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-7383625847373330715?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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You’re marching along, your steel armor gleaming in the sun, your sword and shield in hand when &lt;strong&gt;suddenly two forms jump out and begin slinging &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;stones&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt; and &lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;arrows&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/em&gt;at you.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;You’re not sure how you provoked the attack&lt;/span&gt;, but immediately you raise your shield in your defense. &lt;u&gt;Supposing your armor can withstand the onslaught&lt;/u&gt;, do you resort to the &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;sword&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, or &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;do you attempt to reason with your attackers? &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;And if so, for &lt;u&gt;how long &lt;/u&gt;do you endeavor?&lt;br /&gt;
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Methinks you &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;try until it becomes clear they won’t be reasoned with.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: x-large;"&gt;Then you walk away.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-7419185769309248736?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/QPQGYL7Xqj8ZfFU1sSHyCXI1Y9w/1/da"&gt;&lt;img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/QPQGYL7Xqj8ZfFU1sSHyCXI1Y9w/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/HlbLI/~4/J6tr9HG7KQA" height="1" width="1"/&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/feeds/7419185769309248736/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5869402520354076724&amp;postID=7419185769309248736" title="1 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default/7419185769309248736?v=2" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default/7419185769309248736?v=2" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/blogspot/HlbLI/~3/J6tr9HG7KQA/fight.html" title="The Fight" /><author><name>Brent</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11281024162642101219</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="31" height="32" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-gVGAcgJYW4Q/Tx9D590q0OI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/9MF1Clsu0zM/s220/Me%2BProfile%2BBlogger.jpg" /></author><thr:total>1</thr:total><feedburner:origLink>http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/2011/01/fight.html</feedburner:origLink></entry><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;Dk4GSHk4eSp7ImA9Wx9XFE4.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5869402520354076724.post-9054983071804592606</id><published>2011-01-07T14:15:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-01-07T14:15:29.731-07:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2011-01-07T14:15:29.731-07:00</app:edited><title>Wandering Medic</title><content type="html">I wish I were a wandering medic. In my purest moments, I see myself traveling along a road, the flow of life guiding my footsteps. If I happened upon a man or woman who was wounded, I would stop to clean and bind their injuries. Perhaps afterwards we would share a cup of tea together, and he or she would tell me something about who they are, where they’ve been, and what they hold dear to them. We would finish our tea, smile at each other, perhaps even hug goodbye, and then I would continue my journey, pondering upon who else I might chance by.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
J.D. Salinger said he wished he could be a catcher in the rye—catching children running through the rye field, and stopping them from falling off the cliff they could not see. &lt;u&gt;I would like to do this too, except I want to wander from field to field, and cliff to cliff, carrying with me a medicine bag and beautiful memories. &lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;“I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to” do. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;(The phrase marked in quotations is taken directly from &lt;em&gt;The Catcher in the Rye&lt;/em&gt;).&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-9054983071804592606?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/F2_S-JiMbz_GaPVA6vfo9pSoIvs/1/da"&gt;&lt;img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/F2_S-JiMbz_GaPVA6vfo9pSoIvs/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/HlbLI/~4/HHD9FgYe6Ng" height="1" width="1"/&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/feeds/9054983071804592606/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5869402520354076724&amp;postID=9054983071804592606" title="5 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default/9054983071804592606?v=2" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default/9054983071804592606?v=2" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/blogspot/HlbLI/~3/HHD9FgYe6Ng/wandering-medic.html" title="Wandering Medic" /><author><name>Brent</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11281024162642101219</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="31" height="32" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-gVGAcgJYW4Q/Tx9D590q0OI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/9MF1Clsu0zM/s220/Me%2BProfile%2BBlogger.jpg" /></author><thr:total>5</thr:total><feedburner:origLink>http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/2011/01/wandering-medic.html</feedburner:origLink></entry><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;DUYGRX8zfSp7ImA9Wx9XEUU.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5869402520354076724.post-6834949128847376236</id><published>2011-01-04T17:25:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-01-04T17:25:24.185-07:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2011-01-04T17:25:24.185-07:00</app:edited><title>I Am Techno</title><content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Who am I? The ultimate question.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;So said God, “I AM THAT I AM.”&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Who are you? The world wants to know.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am that I am, and I am techno.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am the House of the Lord. House music that is.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am the transcendent melody, heightening consciousness.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am the steady, unrelenting beat that never quits.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am the haunting female voice, caressing your spirit.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;So said God, “I AM THAT I AM.”&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am techno, and I am that I am.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am Tiesto. I am Benassi.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am Kaskade. I am BT.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Infected Mushroom, Zoltar, and Corsten,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Oakenfold, Acosta, and Van Buuren.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am Ringo and atb.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am Pendulum and Irene.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am Deadmau5. I am Schulz.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am your life. I am your pulse.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am the buildup. Then the thumping stops.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;You think I’ve faltered, but the beat’s just dropped.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am your ecstasy. I am your heaven.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am techno. I am that I am.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;-Brent Hartley&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Exodus 3:14&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-6834949128847376236?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/NHlpeK6LuvhfmEKBQo49b1HLWxM/1/da"&gt;&lt;img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/NHlpeK6LuvhfmEKBQo49b1HLWxM/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/HlbLI/~4/5JW9u8N2MLY" height="1" width="1"/&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/feeds/6834949128847376236/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5869402520354076724&amp;postID=6834949128847376236" title="0 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default/6834949128847376236?v=2" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default/6834949128847376236?v=2" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/blogspot/HlbLI/~3/5JW9u8N2MLY/i-am-techno.html" title="I Am Techno" /><author><name>Brent</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11281024162642101219</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="31" height="32" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-gVGAcgJYW4Q/Tx9D590q0OI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/9MF1Clsu0zM/s220/Me%2BProfile%2BBlogger.jpg" /></author><thr:total>0</thr:total><feedburner:origLink>http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/2011/01/i-am-techno.html</feedburner:origLink></entry><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;DkUBQXs-eSp7ImA9Wx9XEUo.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5869402520354076724.post-5601932767864477271</id><published>2011-01-04T13:50:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-01-04T13:50:50.551-07:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2011-01-04T13:50:50.551-07:00</app:edited><title>Anything</title><content type="html">I realize I could accomplish just about anything I desired if I'd just stop being a baby.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
But for whatever reason, a child I remain.&amp;nbsp; &lt;u&gt;Choice?&lt;/u&gt; &lt;strong&gt;Biochemistry? &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Need more time to develop?&lt;/em&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;Probably all three.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I need to exercise my adult muscles more.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-5601932767864477271?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/5hXqSbdpaG0KEwR4UKuxx33lGS0/1/da"&gt;&lt;img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/5hXqSbdpaG0KEwR4UKuxx33lGS0/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/blogspot/HlbLI/~4/_McEFCBl5u8" height="1" width="1"/&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/feeds/5571073524927225424/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5869402520354076724&amp;postID=5571073524927225424" title="6 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default/5571073524927225424?v=2" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5869402520354076724/posts/default/5571073524927225424?v=2" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/blogspot/HlbLI/~3/_McEFCBl5u8/if.html" title="If" /><author><name>Brent</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11281024162642101219</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="31" height="32" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-gVGAcgJYW4Q/Tx9D590q0OI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/9MF1Clsu0zM/s220/Me%2BProfile%2BBlogger.jpg" /></author><thr:total>6</thr:total><feedburner:origLink>http://brenthartley.blogspot.com/2010/12/if.html</feedburner:origLink></entry><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;CkMHQ3s8fyp7ImA9Wx9RGEk.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5869402520354076724.post-8605074463950954233</id><published>2010-12-20T03:20:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-12-20T03:20:32.577-07:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2010-12-20T03:20:32.577-07:00</app:edited><title>Unity</title><content type="html">I’ve lived long enough to realize &lt;b&gt;the things that matter most to me are personal connections&lt;/b&gt;. I’m not motivated by power, greed, lust, or fame. Rather, charity, love, beauty, and emotional connections drive and inspire me. I love unity, and &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;I love the feeling of being united with someone toward a common purpose.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I’m &lt;strong&gt;fortunate&lt;/strong&gt; to have experienced several forms of unity. I understand the beauty, and power, of joining yourself to a &lt;u&gt;cause&lt;/u&gt;, a &lt;u&gt;religious affiliation&lt;/u&gt;, a &lt;u&gt;community&lt;/u&gt;, and a &lt;u&gt;lover&lt;/u&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;I don’t think many people understand the real power and joy of unity.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; Do you remember the conversation you had with that one friend, where the two of you connected on that one special night? Do you remember the power of having someone not only understand you, but feel the same way as you? &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;It’s beautiful. It’s godly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Regarding God, church-goers experience the power of unity at their religious services. &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;What is more beautiful than believing the same thing, aspiring after the same goals, and coming together in brother and sisterhood to help one other?&lt;/span&gt; While I’m not religious, the power of unity is still present at these religious functions. &lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;It is a palpable and pleasurable feeling, which is why so many people get so much from religion.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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Taking things in an opposite direction, if you’ve ever been to a rock concert, or a techno show, you’ve probably felt the raw energy there. &lt;strong&gt;You are all in the same place, for the same band, with equal excitement, dancing or head bobbing to the magical experience together.&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;It’s exhilarating. It’s surreal.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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As for me, I suffer from the ability to think. And because I think, I desire to share my thoughts with others. But unfortunately, &lt;u&gt;I want more than simply to be understood. I crave unity.&lt;/u&gt; &lt;strong&gt;I wish I could join with those who think and feel similarly.&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;span style="font-size: large;"&gt;And I long for a beauty who will gladly link her hand in mine.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;span style="font-size: x-large;"&gt;Dearest unity, you are missed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5869402520354076724-8605074463950954233?l=brenthartley.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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