Shasha Saad

Bestie's Birthday

2012-01-26T18:25:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum and good day!

a week + after im on holiday,
the time i had with my family members such a bliss!
im gonna start my internship next Sunday! :)

for this entry, im gonna update about my bestie's birthday!
two of my bestie celebrate their birthday on 17/1/2012 ; Nadia & Athirah
while Athirah far far away at Langkawi (happy birthday to my best friend!) , we managed to steal some times to plan for a surprise celebration at NR Cafe.
that was our last night lepaking together *tears*
thanks Aiman for helping us out for this surprise-'party'.
thanks Fatin for bought that delicious cake. i forgot to pay my part hehe later i call u!

so, lets enjoy the pictures [and im missing them so much! :') ]

not ready

ok, ready but where is Apang?

all ready especially Daniella hehe but ZAHER, kau kenapa?

the cake

the birthday girl

mimie (redshirt) is Nadia's friend from Unisza

happy birtday my dear

thanks for being someone that i can lean on when i need someone to put me strong

i know that terrible thing that happend to u on ur birthday is hard to forget, but i wish all the best in the world for you, wherever you are :')

and to Aiman, sorry that there are no pictures of u during this event!

so bad! (tepuk dahi!)

im missing u too! :'(

and this,

dear Lord, please take care of this two creatures ;)

they gonna do the internship together and only god know what going happen to their place!

wish me luck guys!

xoxo

Goodbye Terengganu.

2012-01-17T19:08:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..

this is a quick post, a goodbye post, a sad post, a sakit pinggang post!

if u guys still remember i did post this ENTRY when i first enter Terengganu

and today, after about 2 years and a half, im leaving Terengganu for good.

ahh, too many good memories here! tooooooo many!

meeting good people,
bad people,
they make me smile, laugh, etc.

feeling like just yesterday i quit from VADS and choose to be a maritime student
and now one step ahead to end this.

so, im gonna start my internship at new place on 29th!
im going home tonight and for god sake i hate packing very much!
im almost done, just left 2 boxes more to sumbat inside Dini's car.

and even i cant wait to meet abah,
i am soooo sad to left this beautiful place!!

Terengganu, u've been soooo good to me.
im gonna miss everything about you!

XOXO

Thank You

2012-01-07T08:37:00.000+08:00

thank you is the easiest thing to do when someone do nice thing to u.
just two words, and that people will feel appreciated!
but we often forget to say those simple thing!

ive been thinking to update about one this sweet thing that ever happened to me this semester.
okay and i did it now since i cant sleep due to my caffeine level is so high right now! hehehe

few weeks back (cant remember the date), we had one seminar of Pemantapan Kendiri (god knew what Kendiri mean. hehe)
they been talked about this one motivator that been featured in TV and newspapers and magazine and so on..
but i cant recall any picture when they mention his name..
so, as a normal person that had been forced to go to this event in the end of the semester when u have to finish your last minute assignment, i keep on whined about this event!
i planned to just ponteng, but my girls so good to be my angels and keep saying "Kak Sha, kena pegi! Jom la!"
-____-"

so, I decide to be a good student and just attend the seminar thing.
but I bring my laptop and wish that i can finish my proposal during the seminar.
i would said this -- "Boleh lah sangat kan!!" (mata kat atas, tangan kat bahu!) bahahaha
during the opening speech, I still keep on complaint - "Why in the world they choose this place? Why cant we go to the auditorium because they have very empuk chair? Why? Why?"
and the girls again keep telling me, "Sebab tak nak kita tido kot!" ---> good answer kawanku!!! huehuehue

Our motivater name Othman Affan!
he told me that he been featured at RTM (mostly) but unfortunately around 6.15am!
HAHAHA
i told you guys,seriously I never been that happier for such a long time.
he was soooooooooo hilarious and damn funny!
click HERE and find lots about his company there!

this is us (night session)

look at me, so behave and sopan (kekekeke) wore baju kurung while others wore jeans!

*misscommunication*

-___-"

this is Othman Affan.

he is sooo good!

god bless him! :')

so, one of the activities he wanted us to do is to say thank you to 4 person in that room.
he gave several paper to write on and passed to 4 person (2 boys and 2 girls!)
so, when the pass-moment the situation a lil bit chaos hehe
and surprisingly i got 10 paper back for thank you noted!
:')

here's i snap the cards. so sweet of u guys!

This one is from Port Dance!

my good friend/brother since semester 1

thank you to you too Dance!

im going to miss u!!! :')

This one from one of lovely girl i ever met! Nadia!

She thanked me because of pizza several times back!

hehehe

thanks Nadia! u being with me when I need someone to comfort me!

thanks sooooooo much! Xo :')

and this one from Nadia's best friend - Fatin!

hehe she thanked for a t-shirt I gave her few days back! haha

thanks Fatin for being with me!

i love you, remember that! :')

This from Normah!

Roommate Nadia & Fatin!

Baik sangat-sangat! Been helping me a lot!

Thanks a lot Normah for being such a good friend to me! :')

This card from my good brother here, Zaher!

aah, just looked at the ucapan itself! :')

Thanks Zaher for being a good friend and brother to me!

and I know YOU going to miss ME A LOT!

HAHAHA xoxo

and this simple wish is from Epul!

yes, Epul I know!

YOU going to MISS ME too!

HAHAHA

*thanks for being my friend and brother too! :')*

ok, look at this hideous hand-writing!

hahaha

alololo Daniella, if u have a very bad hand-writing but also an excellent kepala otak, who cares kan?

hehehe thanks Daniella for being next to me and teach me like a mad person! lol

he is my TUTOR!!! and good friend!

and yes, HE going to MISS ME too!

hahahaha

ok, this one was unexpected!

i received from BOBoi!

he just said to me - "tak sempat nak tulis sebab apa but thanks sebab arrange kelas dengan baik sekali!"

and im wondering since when i become Cikgu Kelas!

muahahahaha

btw, thanks BOBoi!!!

this one from my housemate (also a good cooker!) - Sally!

hehehe

thanks Sally for feeding me such a brilliant foods/meals!

hehehehe

u such a good friend! Xo

i should choose the best wish isnt it?

HAHAHA

this come from this sweet guy, good brother and close friend too.

i know im going to miss him once our internship start!

and look at his wish!

sooooooo cute!

cant see?

he wrote :

"Ksya . Tq krn senyum"

hehe that one from my Sarawakian brother - Rozaini!

hehehehehe

Thanks Zaini, for smiling back to me, everytime I smile at you!

HAHAHA

be good while internship okayyy?

i'll find you when i go visit Sarawak! ok?

aahhhh,,im going to miss all my course-mates! sobs sobs

T_______T

XOXO

thank you readers for reading this entry! :)

me #1

2012-01-07T07:17:00.003+08:00

"I will be BRAVE, I will not let anything take away what's standing in front of me.."

STRAWBEARU FEATURE IN LIBUR JAN 2012

2012-01-05T07:33:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and HAI!!!

happy 5th of January everybody!

im being nothing but BUSY with final,

24/7 with books, library, (ok, 24/7 seems so over reacted hehehe)

so, 2 papers down dengan jayanya and FIVE to go!

aiyooo!
and im being the pemalas-est student ever! seriously!

kalo takde team study yg tolong i study, sumpah aku blur jawab exam!

thanks u olls! love u olls deep deep!

kehkehkeh

ok, tujuan update blog pada pukul 645am ini tidak lain dan tidak bukan nak menghebahkan kepada seantero pelusuk dunia, jom beli magazine LIBUR edisi Januari 2012.

harga RM 6.90 saja!

why i persuade u guys to buy it?

selain drp itu korang yang Anak Perak, mesti korang bangga sebab tu hot-stuff-issue bulan ni,

hehehehe

but the important part is, STRAWBEARU featured in this magazine!

2 pages about their so beautiful showroom and some description of their business.

im so proud of Strawbearu's team!

go go go

u guys are sooooooo good!

kalau ingat lagi, tahun 2010, i once posted entry pasal new showroom.
rasa mcm baru je, cepat nau masa berlalu.........
ini ha link nya.. Strawbearu's New Showroom

so, to anybody from any universities, schools, companies, organizations or even individual (free delivery in Peninsular Malaysia) who likes to make an order, jangan malu-malu, segan-segan call office seperti number di dalam magazine saya snap diatas

teheeeeeeeeeee ;)

or also can contact person in charge ini:

016 444 8448 | syam@strawbearu.com (Mr. Syam)

016 442 8448 | azfar@strawbearu.com (Mr. Azfar)

even me... muehehehe

email : lilgurlshasha@gmail.com

(sempat pulak buat iklan!)

antara produk Strawbearu adalah official tshirt for my course family day!

kualiti sangat memuaskan dan alhamdulillah, semua yang beli l

ok, sekianlah sampai di sini.

plannya nak update pendek jek, dh aku melalut berjela!!

so guys, support Strawbearu!

hokayyyy?

XOXO

hujung 2011

2011-12-31T18:36:00.002+08:00

kita manusia, tak pernah tak cakap "kalau lah..."
orang cakap tak baik cakap gitu sebab takdir dah ditentukan.
tapi aku manusia biasa, bila mcm2 masalah timbul aku pun selalu cakap kat diri sendiri, kalau lah aku tak itu, kalau lah aku tak ini, and more of kalau.

hujung2 tahun ni,
macam-macam aku rasa aku nak kata kalau..

kalau lah aku tak kenal kau
kalau lah aku tak ikut cakap kau
kalau lah aku tahu dari awal benda nak jadi gini,
kalau lah abah naik keta malam accident tu,
kalau lah abah tak accident,
kalau lah aku belajar betul-betul dari awal sem,
kalau lah aku buang perangai suka merungut aku ni,
kalau lah aku tabah sket dari sekarang,
kalau lah perempuan tu tak wujud dalam hidup kau,
kalau lah kau tak pernah berubah,
kalau lah aku boleh halang dia dari korbankan masa bekerja,
kalau lah dia tahu betapa aku ambik berat pasal dia, bukannya aku tak suka dia,
kalau lah aku dah dapat tempat praktikal -____-"

kita manusia, tak pernah puas hati atas apa yg kita dapat,
mintak moto kat parents, dapat moto EX5 pastu rasa kalau lah dapat moto LC
mintak keta kat parents, dapat Kancil, pastu nak Myvi,

kita jarang sekali bersyukur,
bersyukur atas apa nikmat yang Allah kasi kat kita,
kita manusia ni selalu sangat nampak yang buruk first sebelum kita nampak yang baik.
lepastu kita merungut, orang tu tak betul, orang ni tak betul sedangkan kita tak pernah sekali pun nampak kesalahan diri sendiri.
mcm pepatah cakap, satu jari kita tuding kat orang, 4 jari lagi kita sebenarnya tudung kat diri sendiri.

bukan senang nak mengaku kesalahan diri sendiri,
realiti tu pahit,
pengorbanan tu sakit,
teguran tu sakit,
tapi kadang-kadang kita tak sedar benda yang mcm tu memajukan diri kita

aku menaip ni adalah utk rujukan diri sendiri
aku manusia tak sempurna, tak ada siapa pun sempurna,
aku bencikan kau, aku tak boleh tipu diri aku apa yg kau buat tu ok.
sedangkan benda tu bagi 90% bad impact kat hidup aku.
aku bukan sesetengah manusia yg sakit hati smpi ke kepala otak, tapi boleh buat muka toya takde pape.
aku bukan manusia yang baik hati boleh ditindas sesuka hati

aku tak pernah mintak semua ni terjadi,
aku tak pernah ramalkan benda ni akan terjadi,
aku takkan minta maaf, sama macam kau tak pernah minta maaf kat aku,
mungkin satu hari nanti, aku akan maafkan kau, one day.
kau nak maafkan aku? tak layak even a bit.

hujung 2011 adalah hujung yg pahit bagi aku.
aku bukan diri aku.
selalunya orang cakap, hujung-hujung ni manis,
ya, memang manis dengan keadaan aku saat ni bersama-sama kawan-kawan yg memahami aku,
walaupun aku tahu, sedikit sebanyak aku menyusahkan mereka, aku harap Allah balas jasa kalian.

aku harap 2012 membawa lebih makna bagi aku.
Nadia cakap please pupuk perasaan cinta tu,
ya, aku harap hati aku lembut enough to feel that feeling.
aku harap aku berjaya dalam karier aku, tamat belajar dengan jayanya dan insyaallah moga aku berjumpa dengan soulmate aku di masa hadapan.
insyaallah.

dear readers, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 :)

dan di harapkan 2012 membawa segala keberkatan bagi kami sekeluarga.
mereka tulang belakang aku, selama-lamanya.
:')

Xoxo

Te amo

"Abah, sakit tak?"

2011-12-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

abah masih kat hospital.

masih tunggu turn operate.

katanya masalah pakar bius tak de.

katanya kat Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah tu ada sorang saja pakar bius.

pakar bius ke doktor bius?

whatever.

aku call abah takde soalan lain aku tanya.

"abah, sakit dak?"

bodoh pun ada jugak soalan aku.

tapi tu saja yang ada kat pikiran aku.

macam mana abah hari ni. dah makan ke?

since first day abah masuk wad, abah tunggu turn nak operate.

since 2nd day start puasa.

tak silap hari ni dah hari ke-3 abah puasa.

pastu aku tanya lagi soalan bodoh,

"abah tak lapaq ka?"

-_______-"

abah mesti jawab "kan puasa? ok jugak puasa, kencing manis abah turun sket (level)."

pastu abah ketawa. hehehe

abah setiap pagi sebelum turun sawah, mesti dan mesti minum kopi.

dia buat sendiri, sejak azali.

sejak dia kena kencing manis, abah letak suku sudu gula dan satu sudu kopi.

abah memang baik abahnya (hehehe)

memang jaga makanan. minum air manis tu jarang-jarang.

kadang-kadang dia teringin Coke, dia mintak la kat we all.

sejak abah accident, Asyraf bagitahu luka tu dalam, nampak tulang.

pernah gak terlintas nak suruh mms gambar abah, tapi tak berani nak tgk.

aku ni mmg spesis susah nak terima kenyataan realiti.

pastu hari ni abang aku mms gambar abah.

berdebar-debar aku nak tengok.

berderai air mata bila tengok abah gini

the feeling was mixed

sebab tak penah tgk abah macam ni

paling teruk pun aku tgk abah demam panas

ya allah, semoga abah cepat sembuh dan kembali cergas setiap sedia kala

readers, please pray to my dad.

quick recovery.

i love u abah.

paling menduka kan hati ni,

i cant be with him

i cant be with my no 1 man when he falls sick.

and semua adik beradik ada dekat rumah.

ahh, there an awful feeling about that.

but abah dan mak dah kasi warning, habiskan final dulu baru fikir nak balik.

plan abah ngan mak nak pick me for the last time pun kena cancel

itu lah kan, kita merancang tapi Allah yg tentukan. :'(

and nasib baik ada Pakndak.

angkut barang naik bas pun aku okey, asal ada orang concern kat aku

nak kata apa pun kat aku kata lah, asal aku boleh balik Kedah jmp abah.

ye la, apa lah sangat kan angkut barang-barang naik bas.

and yes, moto buruk aku yg aku sayang tu yang sangat sangat berjasa terhadap aku dan sesapa je la

akan sekali lagi di angkut naik bas.

thanks Pakndak.

okay,

sebelum end this entry, nak tunjuk gambar comey satuu!

hehe cute je dia temankan tok wan dia kat hospital

sampai tertidoq haaa...

Faiz Imtiyaaz

Xoxo

Abah, be strong!

Abah's little girl, always.

2011-12-22T04:47:00.000+08:00

kalau nak compare akrab,
aku sangat akrab dengan abah berbanding mak.
mak selalu cakap, abah suka lebihkan anak-anak.
kalau mak marah anak-anak lebih-lebih, abah marah mak.
mak merajuk.

kalau nak ajak abah jalan-jalan,
mak mesti suruh aku yang pegi pujuk abah.
memang patut pun, sebab kalau aku ajak, abah mesti kata yes.

hehehe

abang Jon selalu cakap,
aku ngan adik bongsu aku, Fahmi anak kesayangan abah.
tolong la tanya tu, tolong tanya abah ni, abah habaq kat hangpa ja!
(kalo dia nak buat surprise apa-apa kat mak atau abah)

dulu time FYP 1,
sehari sebelum present,
hari semua orang sibuk kemas nak balik cuti sem,
aku duduk kat kedai makan oren dgn Nadia,
call abah aku bgtahu, takut sangat nak present.
abah tak paham present tu apa, aku bgtahu - duduk kat depan pastu cakap kat pensyarah
hehehe
abah kata, buat apa takut. abah kan ada kat sini. tak payah takut. :')

air mata berderai.

dulu waktu aku jadi cikgu ganti lepas habis diploma,
abah hantar aku awal pagi.
pegi ambik aku petang hari.
selalunya naik moto sebab abah guna jalan kampung.

aku mintak nak ambik lesen moto berkurun dulu,
abah tak penah bagi, katanya bukan nak bawak moto pun.
aku penah terlintas, abah ni kedekut sangat ke nak kasi duit ambik lesen?
kalau kat Terengganu dengan bermaharaja lela aku bawak moto,
kat Kedah sikit punya takut nak bawak sebab abah tak penah benarkan bawak
walaupun dah berlesen!

bila aku pindah rumah dah jauh,
aku pujuk abah, bagi lah bawak moto.
abah tak bagi. abah cakap abah tak harap.
aku pujuk setiap hari sepanjang cuti sem.
last sekali abah mengalah.
abah uruskan penghantaran.
cuba teka abah hantar pakai apa?
BAS.
abah sanggup sumbat kan moto EX5 yg dah berusia lebih dr 10 tahun tu dalam tempat bas.
kebetulan pak sedara aku tu driver bas. thank you pakndak, u help me a lot!!
moto buruk yg aku bawak diri aku ni pegi kelas setiap hari sepanjang setahun ni.
BURUK pun berjasa.
lebih baik dari takde. abah selalu cakap mcm tu.
abah taknak stay kat Terengganu lama-lama sebab ingat kat Ain.
sehari je datang, terus balik malamnya

kalau memori dengan abah, tak terkira banyak nya.
sama jugak dengan korang kan?

semalam pukul 3 pagi, adik aku Apat call.
aku memang tegak bulu roma kalo dapat call dr kg time2 gini.
dia bgtahu abah & mak accident time on the way nk g ziarah orang meninggal
ada kereta langgar sbb potong tak lepas time abah nak cross simpang.

apa perasaan bila terbayang abah & mak kita terbaring atas jalan raya?

aku tak dapat bayang melainkan menangis semalaman.

besoknya aku tak call.
sebab aku nak pegi kelas pukul 10.
aku call abang Jon sebelum pukul 2,
rupa-rupa nya abah tak kasi orang-orang kat rumah bgtahu aku yang sebenarnya abah kena tahan kat ward and schedule operate next day.
bila ckp ngan aku dia ckp gini : "Hang jangan gatai balik." -_______-"

dia tahu final aku dah dekat.
dia tahu aku dah nak habis belajar.

saat aku taip ni, Abang Jon dari KL dah selamat sampai Kedah.
dah update status dah jengok abah kat Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah.

i wish i sekuat Nadia yang sangat tabah atas kehilangan ayahnya baru-baru ni (Al-Fatihah)
jarang sekali aku tengok dia menangis depan kami kalo bercerita pasal arwah ayah dia.
walaupun ketika ayah dia bertarung dengan kesakitan ayah dia.
walaupun ketika dia tak dapat nak pulang ke Selangor atas sebab jarak yg jauh dari Terengganu,
walaupun aku tahu dia tahan semua kesedihan dia, aku tahu dia mesti sedih teramat.
cuma beza dia dengan aku, dia kuat. power kuat!

jujur, hati aku tak tenang.
minggu ni agak kejam dengan aku.
bermula kes internship.
sangat mengecewakan perasaan,
kepercayaan aku - luntur.
umpama cermin yang jatuh pecah seribu, mungkin sejuta.
atau mungkin tak terkira!

kemudian kejadian menimpa abah.
abah tak pernah sakit sebegini yg perlu stay kat ward.
tambahan pulak dia ada penyakit kencing manis, kebimbangan tu sangat membuatkan aku tak keruan.
kata lah aku nak berdrama swasta,
kami sekeluarga tak pernah alami benda sebegini,
tak pernah face even one member penah admitted ke ward.

dan perasaan nak bersama dengan abah waktu ni,
tak payah nak cakap.
macam nak panggil adik beradik Charmed, click aku then boleh telepot aku ke Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah sekelip mata.

kalau abah selalu dengan aku waktu aku susah,

kenapa aku tak boleh dengan abah waktu ni?

sacrifice.

maafkan cek abah!

abah kena kuat!

abah kena lawan kalau abah sakit!

abah kena ingat cek dah nak balik tak lama lagi.

cek akan cari tempat yang dekat ngan abah.

cek nak duduk dengan orang yang bagi cek bahagia.

insyaallah. one and half month more.

:')

im always gonna be ur little girl. forever. u are my no #1 man!

How......

2011-12-12T15:38:00.001+08:00

"I will always maintain that the best moments are the ones that display how much they care about each other (which is also why I loved the ending, more on that in a bit).

And it was clear, once again, that they cared deeply for their friend, no matter how far-fetched or unreasonably her "pole-vaulting dreams" had been."

Sandra Gonzalez

Marshall, Lily, Ted, Barney, Robin

i never told anybody but i always imagine 'our' story same as them.

past few weeks, (maybe from the start for this final semester) had been rough time for me,

every-time i watched HIMYM, i asked myself

"what happened to US?"

"why this is happening?"

"is this my fault?"

"why everyone seems like doing their own thing by their own way?"

"why i felt this way?"

"why im crying just because the stupid Chicken Dance from New Girl series?"

"why im sobbed so easy nowadays??"

"why i care for this stupid, wasted stuff too much??"

maybe for other questions i dont have the answers but for the last one, i definitely know why.

...because i care about them.

because i love them.

because they are my idiots.

because we used to have the best moments together.

trust me,

i tried beyond my willingness to accept all the changes

but im human too.

normal human.

p/s : i hope i'll be just fine. insyaallah.

XOXO

Lawak #Akmal

2011-12-04T21:00:00.001+08:00

26/11/2011
2am (if im not mistaken la)

Fatin, Akmal and I tengah siapkan kerja untuk cenderahati Annual Dinner
We are soooo tired sebab petang tu we all dah kuar cari barang kat bandar,
bila balik memang lagi penatttt sebab dah tahu banyak keja menanti.. sobs

so, thank youuuuu so much to Akmal and Fatin and also Normah yg tolong I sampai lah pukul 5.55am
Fatin ngan Akmal 3 lebey dah pengsan, Normah sambung pastu.. ;)

tapi di sini nak cerita satu benda yg aku rasa sampai tua pun kalau aku duduk sorang terfikir, mesti aku gelak pelan-pelan sorang-sorang.. kihkihikih

as i inform, we all penat, so sambil buat keja tu mcm ngantuk, lalok suma ada dah..
pastu kami paksa Akmal g goreng nugget tempura (nyum sedapnya!)
pastu sambil makan tu terjadilah perbualan epic ini :

I : Kalau dapat kahwin ngan anak yatim best jugak!

Fatin : A'a (sokong)

Akmal : Kenapa pulak?

I : Ye la, senang la sikit. Kalau nak balik raya pun satu je pilihan (kehkehkeh)

Fatin : Sambil makan dan terus menyokong

Akmal : Tapi Kak Sha, nanti Kak Sha mana boleh buat jahat kat suami Kak Sha.

Fatin & I serentak pandang sesama sendiri pastu tengok Akmal : Kenapa pulak?

Akmal (dengan muka serius & selamba) : Sebab dia anak yatim la!

Lalu seraya dengan itu, Fatin & I apa lagi KAHKAHKAHKAHKAHKAHKAH

Sambil tu jugak Akmal dengan manjanya berkata : Betul laaaaaaaa saya cakap!

dan kami masih dengan KAHKAHKAHKAHKAHKAH untuk beberapa ketika!

KAHKAHKAHKAH

Akmal, Akmal, *geleng kepala*

XOXO
*rasa terhibur tak*
HAHAHAHAHAHA

Al-Fatihah Rara Zikry

2011-12-04T07:24:00.001+08:00

Dari Allah kita datang, kepada-Nya lah juga kita akan kembali

I was back home on Thursday because of family emergency. I got call around Maghrib time, and Nadia send me to bus station immediately.
Oh, how I wish I am like her, stay strong even in the saddest thing in her life.

But, I was rushing home not because someone death or sick.
Its because of some personal family problem.

So I was like offline for couple of days. Not literally offline because I still read the tweets from others when I get bored or in the car.

The night of last day in November, I read Juliana Evans tweet (basically she retweet from other people) that Rara Zikry had been used breath support and been admitted to CCU.

They asked people to doa to her since her condition quite bad.

Few hours turned to 1st December 2011, I read tweet from @bam_reel said that Rara lost her battle.
She passed away.

AL-FATIHAH

if anybody could ever remember I did post one entry about her HERE and got so many hits since then.

I read some tweets said,

"Ah, kalau yang meninggal tak cantik, mesti tak di heboh2kan macam ni!" -- (sort of lah)

Well, as far as I learned Rara's case been featured in some tv. I read it from the link that Morning Rocket page, but I also watched it from TV3.

Why some people nowadays always have excuse to say bad things to others even s/he already passed away?

Why cant u always being positive?

Why?

XOXO

AL-FATIHAH to Zarith Nadhira Binti Mohamad Zikri.
Semoga tenang di sana.

Fragile.

2011-11-29T01:23:00.001+08:00

These things bring you to reality as to how fragile you are; at the same moment you are doing something that nobody else is able to do. The same moment that you are seen as the best, the fastest and somebody that cannot be touched, you are enormously fragile.

Ayrton Senna.

Walkaway...

2011-11-18T13:44:00.001+08:00

Satu persatu telah kuhapus

Cerita lalu di antara engkau dan aku

Dua hati ini pernah percaya

Seribu mimpi tanpa ragu tanpa curiga

Ku tak ingin lagi

Menunggu, menanti

Harapan tuk hidupkan cinta yang telah mati

Ku tak ingin coba

Hanya tuk kecewa (Ku telah kecewa)

Lelah ku bersenyum lelah ku bersandiwara

Aku ingin pergi

Dan berganti hati

Satu persatu telah kuhapus

Nada dan lagu yang dulu kucipta untukmu

Rasa yang dulu pernah ada

Kini berdebu terbelenggu dusta dan noda

Kini ku sadari diri ini

Ingin berganti hati

Cinta yang tlah pergi

Harus berganti hati

Harus ku ganti hatiku kini

Ini harus ku ganti

Tak perlu ini lagi harus berganti…

Xoxo

(RESIPI) Puding Gula Hangus / Puding Karamel

2011-11-10T18:43:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum

so, i've been struggling nk update entry ni..
time aku rajin nak update, time tu la dia nak problem...

so, actually eksaited nak update kejayaan buat puding gula hangus ni or some people call it puding caramel eh?
i actually at first not a fan sbb bila dengar caramel i terbayang susu.
so, memang tak pernah makan.
but my housemate - Mekda from Terengganu memang selalu buat kt rumah sewa..
and i pun tak penah makan
sampailah satu hari tu i bukak peti ais, (maybe tgh godek makanan kot) i nampak satu tupperware ada makanan and i ambik sudu and makan.
mak aiiiiiiii, sedap siottttttt and i terus cakap, weiii, sedapnyaaaa Mekda buat!
and their faces was like "memang la sedap pun!"
hehehe

and time raya ke-3 adik-adik saya (termasuk juga saya) macam muak nak mampos makan daging, mereka request suruh saya masak/bake sesuatu.
and time tu terus terasa kesedapan puding gula hangus Mekda dalam mulut saya.
terus ambik hp call Mekda tny resipi.
dia gelak at first but here, I wanna share with u guys the easy-recipe of puding gula hangus aka puding caramel.

Bahan-bahan :
(untuk saiz loyang yg sederhana)

10 biji telur saiz biasa
3/4 susu pekat F&N
segelas air masak
satu penutup esen vanila
sekeping biskut jagung (cream caker kata Mekda)
8 sudu gula

Cara-cara

*Disebabkan saya 'rajin', saya telah guna blender dalam usaha saya untuk memastikan telur tersebut kembang seperti yg di kehendaki hehehe*

1. Masukkan semua telur tersebut dalam blender. Mesin sampai kembang telur tersebut.
2. Selepas itu, masukkan 3/4 susu pekat F&N dan kemudian mesin lagi sampai kembang.
3. Kemudian masukkan air, dan mesinkan lagi sekali.
4. Selepas selesai mesinkan bahan-bahan tersebut, tapis kan bahan-bahan tadi untuk mendapatkan hasil yg berkualiti (erk?).
5. Kemudian, masukkan esen vanila.
6. Hancurkan biskut jagung tersebut dan masukkan ke dalam bahan-bahan mesin tadi.
7. Masukkan 8 sudu gula tadi ke dalam loyang.
8. Letakkan loyang tadi atas api. tunggu sehingga gula bertukar kaler kekuningan.
9. Kemudian masukkan bahan-bahan tadi kedalam loyang.
10. Masukkan loyang dalam bekas pengukus. Tunggu lebih kurang sejam.
11. Dah masak, tunggu sejuk dan terbalikkan puding tadi kedalam bekas.
12. Untuk kesedapan yang lebih nyata, masukkan dalam peti ais. Makan time sejuk memang masyaallah marvelous.!

Selamat Mencuba!

AND INI LAH HASIL NYA!

KEHKEHKEH

Xoxo
syok jugak entri pasal resipi ni!

Aidiladha 2011

2011-11-07T16:19:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha semua!
So glad to be back home and celebrate with all my siblings and families!
As i remember for last year Aidiladha, for the first time in my life, I beraya without family and was at Terengganu with Aiman & Tihin.

So, how ur raya peeps?
Me? I turn to baby-mama lah raya kali ni.
See, i have two nephew, baby lagi, xleh jalan..so must have someone to babysit them!
And the person paling layak adalah SAYA! hahaha

First raya, we did akikah for Imtiyaaz, tp buat kat surau jek!
And again, im the babies-mama hahaha
So, my raya probably to be around with this heroes.

That's Imtiyaaz (baring) and Ammar (meniarap)

Disebabkan lil Imtiyaaz beast feeding, its hard for me to calm him down when he cried.
So, when his mama downstairs helping makciks, bila dia tak tido and senyum sambil mengeluarkan dia punya dimples yg cumel nak mampos tu, dia akan sebegini :

and when i make silly face he'll be silent and im thank god even when he just stay cute like this! hahaha :

MEANWHILE..

one boy weight 10kilos soooooo excited exploring anything that he can bite around the surau!
i cant control him as i have to make sure lil Imtiyaaz tak nanges so i called one girl to just look at him!

there are more pictures of the damages he caused, but i tak larat nak upload dh!
he is so handsome even with gigi atas dia yg jarang tu! HAHAHA

around 2 o'clock, we bring Imtiyaaz for his marhaban.
well, we do expect he will cry sbb dia maybe akan terkejut bila orang2 marhaban tu sampai note tinggi!

and yes, he did! ;P

di sebabkan makan pukul 2 am, we are so starving!

bila habis semua majlis, sumpah penat nak mampos BUT
malamnya we all kena balik kampung!

and that was my first raya!
how about ur raya?

Xoxo

Hujan-band rockin' in hujan.

2011-11-01T05:11:00.001+08:00

actually i think i should, must post this entri long time ago.
or supposedly on the night of the event!
i mean, di atas level eksaited yg sangat tinggi, entah lah kenapa aku tak post entri ni soon!
HAHAHA
biasalah, busy-bee ;)

so, this happened on the night of September of 8! huehuehue
Tihin and I actually awal-awal lagi plan, WE MUST GO. TAKDE SAPA BAWAK PUN NAK PEGI JUGAK! HUJAN PUN NAK PEGI JUGAK!
i dont know whats wrong with me sebab i macam seriously what happened, nak pegi jugakkkkkkk!

ok, nak mukadimah sikit ni (okay, atas bkn mukadimah ye! hehe)

i told Aiman once that one day if Hujan (band) ever come near us, I'll drag him to come with me,
he said he hate Hujan since the case yg Noh ckp kat budak Unisel 'busuk' tu
and i was like, itu dah lamaaaaaaaaa dah laaaaaa!
and dia tetap la bertegas, dia tak suka! tak suka! tak suka!
and i pun fineeeee! -__-"

so, beberapa sebelum hari kejadian, keluar dengan Nadia & Fatin & Tihin
the ternampak la banner pasal Sultan Mizan Cup dekat Lembah Bidong.
and ada concert malamnya!
Tihin cakap, dekat je niiiiiii! and i pun JOM laaaaa!
Nadia & Fatin eksaited jugak at first! but then malam tu, dorang tak dapat pegi sbb ada keja sekolah hehe
nak dijadikan cerita, i tak kaco la Aiman weekend tu sbb HIS LADY datang visit dia (alololo suwitnyaaa dia!hikhik)
petang tu, tiba-tiba dia call Tihin ajak pegi together-gether with his lady, kawan kpd his lady and him!

actually, Sultan Cup Mizan ni for equestrian thing!
situ mmg ladang/padang besau nau!

so, layan laaaa25 pictures ni eh!
enjoiceee! :*

the mc a lil (or sgt) annoying!

but ok laaaaa

look at my face!

berseri-serinyaaaa lah kan?

LOL

ini la Aiman!

thanks tau Aiman bawak we olls datang!

thank uuuuuuuuu!

so dari kanan,

Tihin gonjeng, saya yg mcm over happy, HIS LADY and his lady's friend

hahaha Aiman, suka tak introduction i ni?? haha

Aiman and me!

btw, i lost my kipas cute that night!

sobs

his and his lady

kehkehkeh

ececece suka lettewwww ;P

no doubt that Black have one stunning-hell of voice

cair woooooooo

after Black, Shiha Mentor pulak perform.

time tu dah start hujan

after Shiha we had Bunkface!!!

yay!

their live performance awesome!

i hope they can perform at AJL just like that!

ololo Abang Siti Saleha ni kacaknyaaaaa!

kemudian adalah gambar-gambar the gonjengs!

and AFTER THAT THE PERFORMANCE THAT I'VE BEEN WAITING!

(adalah sebab utama datang!)

its HUJAN-band!!!!!!

i never knew that really crazy to this band until that night!

and i believe that Aiman feels the same too! Kan?

HAHAHA

i've been tweeting with the vocalist, Noh and other members, Hang Dimas.

they were awesome!

and their live performance, usah lah dipertikaikan lagiiiiiii!

my favorite perf was Aku Skandal! and Kotak Hati and every songs! hehehe

that was one of my best night

that concert for some part, heal some stress inside me (eceh!)

but seriously, maybe i can put this kinda of activity in my stress-heal list!

HAHA

look at US again!

hujan dan masih teguh berdiri!

or did i force u guys?? haha no kan?

i hope i can attend another Hujan gig!

maybe im crazy of them not as much as i crazy to TaylorSwift, but i love them.

i love Hujan. they just.........REAL!

XOXO

so glad that finally i post this!

three guys and a girl

2011-10-23T03:25:00.002+08:00

i am a new fan for Zooey Deschanel's new series, The New Girl
i've been following the series until this three episode and the fourth episode will come out in two weeks!!
oh my, two weeks feel like a year.
u guys should watch this tau!

below is the video from the third episode they doing chicken dance in the wedding.
i'll watch this moment over and over again,
and tears come out from my eyes without i even realize it.

:'(

*the song is Groovy Kind of Love by Phil Collins*

and now everytime im in depressed, i'll watch this until i smile.
like now.

Xoxo

Hopes and fears.

2011-10-16T05:05:00.000+08:00

i should post about my awesome experience meeting Hujanband.
ahh, that was super awesome legendary feeling! heh....
but this morn, i feel like posting this one entry that had been in my draft box for sometimes :)

ok,this is one complicated and sad thing for me.

once upon a time, i classified myself as a wedding-hater.

(hah, how good was my intro?)

it was before lah, the time when i am so not matured,

i hate when there are some changes after the marriage happened,

people said, nothing change

and i was like yes, yes, U LIED! *big eyes*

here some stories of my version on how i develop myself to this point of view.

i remember how hard my mother convinced me when my 1st brother going to marry Kak Zila.

she was scared because she think that i cant welcomed another girl to my family.

well, no deny at first i am 'buat perangai', such a stupid girl when i feel like i get less attention from my parents,,,

ahhh, old days...

but it was before the wedding.

after the wedding, it doesn't take me a long time to be a bff, gossip-partner with Kak Zila.

perhaps Kak Zila also pray hard for me to lembut hati. ;P

HAHAHAHA stupid girl!

when my 2nd brother getting married, i am 'cerdik' already, so i can handle the situation smoothly. hehe

it just i feel a little empty (just so little) inside me because i kinda super-close with him among other brothers.

but that's when i learned things change and i cant do nothing but to accept,

not everything can go on with how we want and imagine to happened,

and also...

nothing stay the same forever :')

even sometimes i was heartbroken on how people and environment changes while i want them just...not to change, i am pandai enough to let go of some part that that i think most important in my life :')

somehow,

i experienced some situation when a friendship was sacrificed when the other friend committed to another commitment .
(please understand what im trying to say)

my heart was broken, so bad....

(silent)

(still struggle to get rid of that actually.)

my father would say to me "biar lah kt dia. pikir pasal kita sudah lah."

i just looked down and quiet.

i hold my tears and talked to myself,

"they dont know how i feel. they are not the one who are friend with her and they dont know how much i miss her."

its hard to explain, i dont know what the best words to describe what i feel.

i am sad, i am hurt, i am broken, i am fall into pieces.

i have lost my bestfriend, the one friend that i thought can be with me forever.

but top of it, i redha. like some people said "redha-seredha-redhanya"

and i always pray for her happiness.

and im now prepared for the worst of everything!

im prepared for the thing that i scared the most.

i know i'll cry a lot, maybe like everyday but i know i'll be okay.

*sad*

as me sure for myself that i hate so much 'perpisahan', it's worst enough that this is our final semester together (coursemate and the idiots) and i keep imagine how is our life after we separate.

when will we meet again?

can we still joking around like we used to do?

can we still meet up at fast food restaurant at 2am?

sighh, too much thing in my head...

and

it's ~~bleeding~~ hurt.

(this pictures might not related, maybe this is under pressure-spell)

Xoxo

Last Kiss

2011-10-12T02:48:00.004+08:00

i have no idea what Daniella really prayed for me during his visit to Mecca recently.
i jokingly told him last semester, "doakan kat Kak Sha moga jumpa jodoh" while laughing.
i did send him a sms wishing him to take care and good luck. not to remembered him to pray that one for me. :P

since i got back for a new semester, i feel something different.
i feel something good.
i feel loose.
i feel comfortable.
i feel relax.
and the most surprised thing is my level of patient is unbelievable!

one night, we lepaking while had drink at Kopitiam, Daniella was so mess with his problem.
he had difficult time and we tried to console him.
there, he told us that he prayed for me more than he prayed to himself.
i am flattered, touched to hear that.
thank you Daniella, you are such a good friend. a good brother to me ;)

i didnt exactly said that my changes have everything to do with Daniella prayed,
and please, im still not meeting my so-called Mr Right! bluerghhh..
HAHAHAHA
but seriously this semester, i feel much much better. much much ease!
spent the last semester with my idiots, Daniella, coursemates and everybody here at Terengganu just makes me realize - i just want to have a good moments with them. if that required me to back off, i'll do. :)

so, lets stay positive peeps. and enjoice our lives!

picture credit here

Xo
seems like im so over you.
wishing all the best in the world for u! *loves and hugs*

Ain dan lagu manisnya semanis gula-gula.

2011-10-04T14:35:00.000+08:00

being away from our family never been easy.
right?
even i have a super-best friends and tremendous life here, top of that i must be missing my family for every second of my life.
every night i must looked back all the pictures in my mobile.
and i'll make sure at least once in two days i'll call my parents even it hard for me to do that esp on weekdays.

in my family, i am famously known as penakut, and tak tahan sakit.
and no surprise there when i actually was soooooo scared when any women talked about giving birth (read : normal way)
and thanked to my first SIL, she actually told me every inch of the pain she felt during her first child was born.
hmmmm...

i once told some of my siblings that i rather go to private hospital and have a c-sec (ye, budget banyak duit or dapat suami kaya! hahaha but if my husband refuse i plan it by myself lah! HAHAHA)
and the siblings that i told punya pandai, they told my mom and mother was like :

"Ishhh (high tone), apa cakap macam tu??? (higher tone)" (sambil menjegilkan matanya)

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ---> tu je la mampu buat kat mak!

i like kids, no deny on that
and kids like me me too. huehuehue
my baby bro once told me that im so good in babysitting the baby esp when i have to get them in sleep mode when we traveling. *ehem*
but i always have this evil-monolog inside me saying that raising ur own kids not gonna be the same like u babysit other person's baby.
i mean the tiredness, the attitude of the kids, for god sake, u are raising one human being!

okay, i think i am so so overreacted!
KAN?

but of course, i am still a lady that think being traditional is cool.
i mean, i am scared but of course when the time comes, the love,affection is going to be different. (right??)
i know! >.<"
i want a family, one happy-bising with kids-family.
in fact, i want TWINS. they are adorable!
ok, terlebey pulakkk..

ok, tengok aku dh merepek.
actually i want to write about my first anak sedara, Ain which is four years old this year.
when i called Abah or Mak or anybody lah and she have that mood (mcm royal ha!) to talk and giggle with me, we both gonna end our conversation like this :

Me : Kirim salam dekat Wan, Tok, Ummi, Teh Teh, Nenek, Tok Ngah, Long Ti

Ain : OK

Me : Bukan OK, insyaallah!

Ain : Insyaallah. hehe

Me : Pastu p sayang Adik, cakap kat Adik, Mak Lang saaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaang Adik. Tau!

Ain : *senyap*

Me : Ya, Mak Lang pun saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnggggg Ain!

(have to be more than her brother, more than anyone in the list!)

Ain : Hehe okey.

Me : Okeyyyyyyyyy

Ain : Okey. Eh! Eh! Sat! Satttt!

*and she gonna sing this song to me!* :')

it just she gonna changed the "Adik" to Kakak"- "Ayah" to "Wan" - "Ummi" to "Tok" and "Kakak" to "Mak Lang"
its the sweetest thing ever!
and could brighten the rest of my day. :D

Xoxo
told ya, kids like me!

Best Friend Forever

2011-10-03T03:36:00.000+08:00

mungkin, aku tak pernah tunjuk berapa banyak aku sayang kat kau,
sebab kita bukan jenis macam tu.

mungkin aku pernah bgtahu kau, rindunya aku kat kau sebab dah lama tak jumpa,
tapi mungkin jugak kau tak pernah sedar atau perasan bila aku cuba nak bgtahu.

our friendship is different from others,
so much different that i have no words to describe how much i appreciate this,
u'll be there everytime i need one,
u'll be there when i sobs so hard,
u tell me all the words that i can get up and moves on.

i miss you.
i want to grow old and still be ur bestie.
i want our kids have a playdates and we are smiling looking at em.

perhaps,
u r my best friend forever,
even we are apart.

Xoxo

puitis. romantic enough?

2011-10-01T17:54:00.000+08:00

aku bukan lah seorang yg puitis.
nak menulis bak seorang penulis puisi apatah lagi,
bukti sah-sah depan mata, tgk lah previous entri aku, ayat tunggang langgang.
tulis suka hati.

aku kadang-kadang suka jugak baca kalo org tulis ala puisi-puisi ni
yg senang paham lah, bukan yg ayat mcm langit ke tujuh tuh
kalo dh yg ayat mengalahkan A SAMAD SAID, terlopong pulak aku baca
dalam erti kata lain, aku mmg malas nak complicated kan otak aku ni!
huehuehue
dan aku tak lah rasa lelaki yg berpuitis ni romantic,
mungkin aku rasa sedikit geli kalo kau buat puisi jiwang-jiwang ni.

tapi semalam segala persepsi tu aku buang dalam longkang
semalam seseorang telah buat aku terpaku,
buat aku stop kipaskan kipas comel aku tu,
buat aku sebak,
buat mata aku bergenang,
buat aku rasa "bertuahnya perempuan ni!"
buat aku rasa "bila lah ada orang nak buat kat aku mcm ni?"

orangnya kecik saja.
kecik mcm budak sekolah. (patut la berlakon budak sekolah hebat :P)
tp kecik-kecik berisi. kecik-kecik berbakat besar.
walopun mula-mula aku mcm tak berperasaan jumpa artis,
aku toleh kat Aiman sambil berbisik "macam ni ke perasaan jumpa artis. takde perasaan!" -___-"

tapi bila dia baca puisi terakhir dia tujukan kepada tunang tersayang dia,
hati perempuan, hati lembut aku tersentuh,
aah, mana-mana perempuan tak tersentuh tu mmg kena pegi mandi bunga lah! (hahaha)
paling aku tersentuh bila dia cakap "aku doa pada tuhan, kalau dia jodoh aku, semoga aku dapat lawan jodoh itu" - sort of la.
dalam hati aku tak putus-putus nk cakap "bertuahnya Sheera. bertuahhhnyaaaa!"

now, some of u probably can guess who are i'm talking about,
its Zahiril Adzim or Daim from Juvana (duh, terbayang sinar mata Aniq exsaited suruh aku ngan Aiman g jumpa 'Daim'! hahaha)

dia datang UMT promote buku dia

(seperti tajuk di atas)

nope, i tak beli pun sbb duit pn x cukup

lagipun, RAMAI nya manusia

ini belikan untuk kawan Aiman tuuu..

i just falling in love with the poem on page 16 :P

aku ada ambik gambar dia, tapiiiiiiiiii

nampak tak?

tak kan?

HAHAHAHA

tp aku berada dekat jugak lah dengan dia

tp kan, seriously time we all nk balik tu tak perasan yg dia ada dekat-dekat kompleks siswa tu.

keciknyaaaaaaaa diaaaa!

macam mana si Epul boleh perasan pun aku tak tahu!

dan ini lah gadis bertuah itu,

si gadis 'Wanita Hari Ini' si Zahiril ni :)

i bet everytime Sheera merajuk, mesti dia buat puisi..

awww.. thats so sweeeeet!

Xoxo

Archie Jack Wilshere

2011-09-30T08:04:00.002+08:00

he is 19 and he is a father.

yes, it was our Jack Wilshere.

he posted this at his twitter account and seriously when people started to talk about this, i thought it was a JOKE. i thought it was his nephew -___-'

but after 6 hours, he posted this i cant lie to myself and yes our Jack is already a father!

cute little baby.....both of u!!! huehuehue

so, this is the first child for our 19 years old midfielder and his girlfriend Lauren Neal, 22.

if im not mistaken they've been dating for 3 years +.

this picture is from HERE

congratulations Jack for the arrival of ur baby boy, Archie Jack Wilshere.
i know u'll be such a good daddy since u r so concern on Jack Marshall.

XOXO
still shocked!

siapa tak suka freebies?

2011-09-18T13:26:00.001+08:00

dulu time kecik2, kalau pegi shopping dengan abang ke-2,
dia selalu ajar : kalau nak beli barang, beli yang ada percuma apa2. untung!
and sejak itu aku mcm terikut, setiap kali aku beli apa2, kalau ada free gift, that will be huge advantage on me.

selalunya beli sabun or ubat gigi.
kalau sabun, mesti ada hadiah pinggan or mangkuk
and if ubat gigi selalunya akan cari yang ada free berus gigi.
and yes, kami memang tidak mementingkan jenama apa, asalkan ada free gift.

HAHAHA

so, last Thursday i went for my early semester shopping with Aiman.
sebab aku sorang saja balik lambat dr the idiots, kami tak keluar semua lah.
thats mean i am missed the last shopping spree with them for our last semester at Terengganu.
sighhh..
i dragged Aiman pun sebab dia free.
we have class at 2 and i was like, kalau sempat pegi lah but if not its okay -----> buat rule sendiri

so, conclusion for the shopping is

- i promise myself that this will be the only HUGE SHOPPING for this semester. its a MUST!

and

i dapat 3 barang free on pembelian i kehkehkeh

first adalah pinggan free bila i beli sabun Daia 2.5 kg
its a small plate but u know lah the feeling bila dpt brg free ni huehuehue

yg kedua i beli shampoo Dove yg wangi-nak-mampus tu,
ada free gift towel (at first lah we thought towel)
tp bila balik, rupa2nya towel kepala yg boleh gulung2 tu..
cute!
malam tu balik terus try and Dini tegur i, "dah lah kak sha, macam org sakit barah pulak!" LOL

and last but not least i got this!

HAHAHAHAHA

i bought vitagen and i noticed that dalam banyak2 vitagen less sugar ada satu set yg ada free gift ni!
isnt it cute? kalo kita zaman kanak2 mesti terlompat2 dpt pembaris gini.
ngehehehehe
but trust me, pembaris ni akan berjasa pada i one day!
i believe that day will come soon!
ngehngehngeh

and our 'trip' diakhiri dengan lunch yg awesome yg km tak tahu bila add-on rupa2nya ada 50% less
ahh, sungguh bliss bila hidup kita dilimpahi dengan freebies or discount things.
HUAHUAHUA

i love chicken rice's shop punya rendang.
urmm, terkenang-kenang 2 hari tahu?
hehehe

ok, class started already and perjuangan utk tidak tido dalam kelas KETIKA lecture is ON!
wish me luck readers!

XOXO

Immortal Beloved

2011-09-16T04:01:00.001+08:00

i am less romantic girl (i think)
that doesn't mean that i am not a romantic girl
i am still blush if someone who like me gives me flowers,
im more into flowers compare to chocolate!
thats what i mean i am a less romantic girl or i can i am hopeless romantic.
and even if i said that i am less romantic, perhaps i'll love to see any guy down on the knee to propose to his gf.
*only to watch lah! HAHAHA*

supposedly by this time (starting of the early semester) we got tons of new movies waiting for us to watch 'em
but not this sem, our final semester here at my beloved Terengganu.

at least for me lah.

the mood to watch new movies just flew away,
only, im downloading Bridesmaids (another chick, funny movie) through internet
other than that, i just wanna watch all the old movies,

and as a result, i just watched Sex and The City The Movie (1) for the second time.
hmmm, where should i start?
Mr Big? Carrie? Wedding? Tears? or maybe beautiful poems that Carrie reads to Mr Big before they went to bed?
i fall in love with the Beethoven poem.
its simple yet so touched.

"... my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved...

I can live only wholly with you or not at all...

Be calm,

only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together...

Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. "

"ever thine
ever mine

ever ours"

the full version of this beautiful poem, u can click here

isnt it beautiful and bliss?

maybe im such an old fashion, but i know someone out there is my "Immortal Beloved" ;P

Xoxo