InGeNiOuS

MaA.....

2017-01-31T14:04:00.000+05:30

Being a mother is an attitude, not a biological relation. The natural state of motherhood is unselfishness. They say Disney world is the happiest place on earth, but I don’t know, as I have not seen that. But I know a place lot better than that, and that is your lap. Maa….. The cutest word and the purest form of human being, it has some inimitable sense. Whenever we take this name we do undergo some extra kind of warmth and love. The thing is really eternal and heavenly. You are the cure for every illness, balm of every pain, assurance of every sorrow and relief for every torment. You are the only one in this bizarre world who still thinks I am the most wonderful guy and best child in this world even when I am the most disgusting little blister anyone could ever imagine. Is not it funny Maa!!! I do want to ask you something… What you had thought while making a decision to have a child? I think it is quite momentous for you Maa because it’s a thing to decide forever to have your heart go walking, playing around outside your body. I do miss you in every heart beat. Missing your most empowering line “Don’t worry everything will be alright”. And believe me, still, I do use this whenever fall in a tuff situation, whenever get aches and tensed situations, do miss your hands on my hairs and that closest hug. Do you know I have taught you many good qualities!!! for my doing you have known all these things.

let me explain:

Patience: A straight deny to go for sleep, demand of one story after another, numerous silly questions, You might have wanted to run away from the situation, hit your head against the wall, but you have not. You have not done anything like that. You have kept yourself calm and patient.

Self Control: Number of times I have broken the TV remote, my number of Toys. Many times have beaten you without any reason so hard, have messed your hairs, made your saree wet. I can’t count the time I have spilled the glass of milk. Still, I have got another fresh milk glass.

Forgiveness: Many times you have missed keeping the promises. Many time you have lied me. “Beta eat this time, Baba will bring this for you, we will go for a vacation” but those have not happened at all. Still every time I have forgiven you.

I can’t count the time you have missed your sleep because feeling sleepy has been omitted from your dictionary when I fall sick. As if the whole universe is sick with one and only caretaker. I have not got this height of care from anybody else and can’t get also.You have never got bored of my useless demands, silly tantrums, but have tolerated all that and still loving me. You can feel my hunger more than me, ready to cook for me at any hour. “Do things by saying I am not your servant, do your work yourself, learn to do things from now onwards”.

Maa, hold my finger and make me learn how to walk, as I have missed the path. Missing you very badly maa. I want to sleep on your lap and will make a complaint against all as it is so dramatic all over here and no one here is like you.

Luv u MaA..................

HeArTfElT wOrDs......................

2015-05-30T16:57:00.001+05:30

My Dearest Wife,

Segments of life do revolutionize and it alters out of the blue. The stuffs you do set to go with, by and large does not materialize. For a variation, for an enhanced prospective it formulates you to step into a pristine way. My way of life, and intend was based on an exclusive thing. The foremost tenet and fuel to my subsistence was analogous from 2004 to 2011. But there some far-reaching things transpired which just wobbled me and rendered me petrified to tackle the most loathsome episode of my life. When actuality hit me stiffly and I could not move an inch and utter a single thing then at that time I did feel that dream is just an asshole thing. The break up or whatever people may call it had made me somehow different. I got addicted to such things which say using of it injurious to health. But at that time that was the only best option for me. I was distracted, unmoved and boring. And that did affect my personal, professional life deeply. There were not any positive things in my life at that time. Still I was living because the opposite of it was too far away from me. And I did not have any wish to go for it as I do believe the thing let it be. And that was the second best thing with me in addition to the motivation of my parents and few well-wishers. But like anyone faced with tragedy or some emotional shake-up I too was feeling confused and somehow lost among the complexities of my life. I was searching the ability to recover and to move on. But I could not, because I was remained a guy very much out of focus, adrift, with no clear destination. I had become familiar to the parking lot, walking on the sand, smoke and all.

I was seemingly lost within my own personal concerns. With a thought for solitude in mind I climbed among the dunes, easily reaching the top of a small one, my thoughts still very much in turmoil. The weight of my own was bearing heavily upon me. There was a void inside of me. This type of mentality continued for a long, it for around 4 long years. The same things were with me. There were bunch of advices, suggestions throwing on me. But truly I was avoiding those, because till that time I could not surrender myself to those things and could not make my mind to act as per the demand. For some people I was mad, I was coward to face the situation. For some I was ruining myself without thinking about anybody else and without giving values to my elders. But if loving her was the so called madness then yes I was mad. It was unable for me to face the sunlight, it was unable for me to forget her, and so if it was the synonym of cowardliness then I do accept I was a coward. In between these things there came some responsibilities, some demands and some true feelings. I came across the emotions of some personalities around me. I did try to think life in a different way. However long the scary night is but it has an end, it has the dawn. The dawn of my uncompleted, unauthorized love had come till that time. I had to start a new life; I had to face the fragile morning lights, by forgetting the past. With the passing of days I got acquainted with the new things. I was quite good as at that time. I had the support of all, because I was doing everything as per their expectation. And there came the most terrific things in front of me. Baba and Mamma did want me to get married. And that is the thing I had not expected at that time. I tried to avoid that for some days and that turned into a year. Still they did approve my decision, as they had also known that I need some time for all that things. And then I went to see you as per their desire because at that time I had not the so called curiosity for that. But when I caught a glimpse of you, it was really a poles apart thing. I did spot you enchanting and dazzling. The way you had putted yourself was just phenomenal. You were so effortless but pretty in your way. Then the initiation of getting closer took place. We started spending time with some childish and customary talks. But till that time the word Love had not punched me in any manner. I had not any sensation for you at that time. But I had warmth, caring, concern and had a high regard for you. In this approach days went on and our Engagement date got fixed. And there I got a chance to witness you closely for the second time. Till that time I had nothing in my heart. Sorry if it will hurt and disappoint you but it’s true. The time came and we exchanged our rings. And after that we got some time to spend with each other. There I caught a sight of you the closest. And there you just enraptured me. I did found you sweeter and I can say the sweetest. Then when I was leaving the place as I had to, out of the blue I did intuit a void as if I am going to lose something. I was feeling like my heart playing hide and seek. As inside there I was feeling like it is pumping for few seconds and then stop doing that. I could not get the state of affairs. There was totally blank. I was feeling like craving for something or may be for someone. Then I moved toward to my room with so many conflicts inside me. But I could not let my eyes to put up the shutters normally, could not give my heart to act on the whole. The exquisite picture of you started playing in front of me everything become lively dynamic, and sweetie, I fell for you. Literally I was in love with you. I just felt like my entire world flip. Later on I confessed my feelings to you. And the rest of the things is treasured and a delightful past at this instant.

My angel, we have been together since last one year. And we have passed that marvelously with some pleasing moments. Here I would like to verbalize you that you have turned out to be the reason of my existence, my habit and my everything. They way you feel about me, the way you love me and be bothered about me is just marvelous. You have become my addiction, and I am just passionate about you. You know I am totally careless, totally mad but sweet heart I love you the most. I want to be getting crazy for you forever. I want to love you like this ever. I want to adore you, make you delight with all that I have with me, and in return I do wish you to be with me in every condition. We both know each day will not go with effortlessly. Many gloomy things, strife, annoyance, fall out over something will happen. But if we can identify the cause of it and try to learn how to deal with and fine-tuning then we can formulate our life beautiful. And you know those shady things can amplify our love much solid. I am aware sweetheart you are little bit short tempered, gnashing your teeth soon, but the mainstay of you is much fragile than all that. You are temperate when it comes to your heart. So I will take care of all that. I just need you to be there next to me every time.

Baby…. I have told you some thick-skinned words; have got outraged on you quite a few times, made you shed tears because of my dim-witted doings and futile talks. But it’s a word of honor sweetheart; I will make an effort not to do all that. I will be there with you in your every single state of affairs to tackle that together. I can’t promise to resolve all your dilemmas but I can pledge that I will never let you face that alone. I will love you ever like I do now. And I wish you to be the strength of mine in all circumstances and my weakness while loving you so that I can love you more and more. You are not my dream which came true but you are the one with whom I want to see all the sweet dreams every night.

I love you my CuTiEe

I love because you have a nurturing nature and you take care of me,

You made me smile when I almost forgotten how to,

You have an honest heart,

I do love every little about you,

I love you because you are simply you......

Yours

Shona..........................

wOmEn EnPoWeRmEnT........

2015-03-27T12:32:00.001+05:30

A man was gawking at me,
He has never ending looks.
He just called me towards him,
And looked differently to my opened hooks..............................
I do not know what that was,
But he just asked me to remain silent,
I did everything as per him,
And he just made me feel some thousand currents...................
Tears were rolling down from my eyes,
As well as some other fluids,
His strong hand and athletic body,
Just made a girl like me somewhat solid.....................................
I cried for help by seeing every corner,
But no one was there to help me out
With some armor and threatening word
He just warned me not to shout...................................................
Few guys were there with some red color waters,
But they did not do anything
Because how could they miss
A live performance or something...................................................
When power became zero and alcohol percentage drooped,
He just left me there and went away,
As a cigarette in the astray.............................................................
By closing my eyes and crossing some other cruel human eyes
I came to the road and sat below a hoarding
and interestingly there, it has written...............
We do respect women,
A woman is the full circle. Within her is the power to create, nurture and transform.

tEa SeLlEr BoY

2015-03-27T12:24:00.006+05:30

It was raining Maa,

It was raining...................
The sun was over my head,
Throwing its burning rays,
But it was raining..............
I could not make out anything about it,
The sun was over there but it was raining.
At random I brought the mirror of cacha and ogled my face,
If truth be told, there was a dire mess,
Waters were falling from my eyes.
Earthy aroma was not there in that rain,
But there was a chain of tears and pain.
Salty water made me feel I was crying
And someone or something I was missing...........
Melancholically, thought for a while,
And became downhearted by sitting in the exile.
At last got the point....
It was not raining Maa...
It was not raining............
But tussling with this ruthless luck,
Fulfilling never ending demands of customers....
My heart was missing your caring,
Missing your love and sweet words,
And I was just crying.
So it’s was not raining Maa.............
It’s was not raining,
But your only son was crying.

eNgAgEmEnT.........

2014-11-19T15:29:00.000+05:30

They say something in life eventuates without our core knowledge, good or bad whatever it may be.

Same thing was for me also. I was somehow occupied, strange in my life, and living that as per my wish. There was not any expectation of doing something special, and eagerness to get something extra ordinary. But luck can’t give you the access to live in your way. In my view it controls you to live as per it.

I had not deemed that my life will change all of a sudden and so swiftly. But it happened and in a good way.

Few months ago I had seen a girl as per my parent’s wish. As per them she was utterly good for me to be my would be. At that time I had not a single bit of interest on that. Still you can’t play with the sentiment of your parent, I did say yes to that. Finally the moment came, and I saw her.

She was in front of me, with a white and little bit green mixed salwar suit with eyes down. She was looking her own home’s floor as if he had not seen that before. Then I got a chance to interact with her, but I could not. I could not talk with her a single word. What happened to me I don’t know, but I remained silent.

10 minutes passed with that silent only and I came out from the room leaving her behind.

Then my mother came to me to know about my decision, she was very anxious about that, and I just nodded my head. My mother became quite happy for that and did decide to go a further step ahead. She was also asked the same question and reply was the same. Finally all became happy and as per our so called tradition they shared sweets and something more like that to enjoy that moment.

I know these types of things were quite odd, and I was following some 1940’s attitude and behavior, but truly I could not do anything beyond that.

In this way that part got over, few days after I started talking with her. Gradually I got to know about her, she became able to know about me. Within few months we left the word I and She behind. We shared our feelings, emotions, wishes as well as dreams. In this way life had changed for me. I had included her in my daily life. Life had taken a sharp turn for me. The guy who had not any special wishes, extra ordinary dreams had started to dream. Chaotic days and monotonous nights had become dynamic.

In this fashion few months went, at that time, I had decided to make her mine in the least possible time. My parents were quite happy about that and finally they did decide the date for my Engagement.

26^th October was the day, for which I was waiting for last few months. I, with my family started the journey to her place Koraput, (Southern Odisha). For a nature lover it is the most beautiful place I can say. And if you are there in the winter then you are the luckiest, in addition to this if u will take the help of Indian railway then it will add some more glorious moments to your journey. I was doing the same throughout the journey. I was about to start a new life, new feelings but before that just exploring the virgin mountains and forests from train. Those were quite scenic.

Finally we reached at her place. The day went with the normal processes. And in the end the evening came. With all the arrangements we went to her place. I was greeted with lots of fun and merriment. But I was waiting for her. At that time I did feel the word craving. My heart inside was craving for someone special. I was just rewinding my life from starting to that time, and in between this she came, she came, and sat beside me. And that was the most wonderful moment for me. I started to look at her closely. I just skipped everyone present there, forgot about everyone who were looking at me, and started looking her. She was stunning, beautiful, but so simple. Then the ring came and handed over to us. I just stood front of her and gazed her for a second. Truly I did become enraptured and mesmerized by seeing her sweet, alluring and congenial face so close. Her eyes were expressive and vivid. Then I took her hand with mine, those were fragile, soft and subtle. In every way and every sense I just found her fabulous. The rings were exchanged. And finally she became mine. That was the most precious moment of our life, because that had made us one.

In this way the ceremony got over and I did return to my place, but with some memorable moments and her tender and inimitable smile.

I had never dreamed of an engagement of elaborate elegance,

Place filled with all the extravagance,

I was just wished for an engagement,

Which would make her mine………….

BABooYYeeee

2013-11-24T19:22:00.002+05:30

Raja bhai is going to marry soon and won’t we make a celebration for one last time with him to give adieu to his bachelorhood!!! That came suddenly into my freaking mind one day while working inside the plant. And the same thing had come into the minds of Raja bhai, Srikant and Babu. So how couldn't we make that happen!!!. Finally after deciding for a while we four brothers did fix a date for that memorable event. It was 12^th September I started my journey to Bangalore for the great gala from my working city Surat with uncontrollable excitements. Finally I touched Bangalore and they had come to the predefined place to receive me. We met each other after a long gap. So you can imagine how would be the situation. Here I want to tell something about the rest excluding me, so that it will be easy for all of you to identify the characters of the story.

Raja Bhai is the oldest among us, then Srikant is younger to me and the last Babu is the youngest in between all of us.

We four have some special corners inside our heart for each other. Then we moved towards Raja Bhai’s place. The main motto of the get together was to have a blast before Raja Bhai’s marriage because he is going to marry on 11-12-13. So as per the plan the preparation had been made by the three. Then I just made myself comfortable with in 10 minutes and made me sit with them for the party no-1. First 6 beer bottles opened with some tasty chicken nuggets. The bottles became empty and we became loaded gradually. In between this many past memories excavated. Some important talks also discussed. But the main thing, we were enjoying the ongoing scene. In this pattern the hands of clock moved to 9. And at that time we had to go to Asha Di’s place (Raja Bhai’s Sister) for the party no-2. So we packed ourselves with rest bottles and moved the wheels towards her home.

She welcomed us and I met with her husband Anirban Bhai. They were very cute and open-minded. After some chit-chat the party no-2 started. Alcohol took its best place i.e. in the glass. And with the cheers we gulped down that, one after another. Everybody was enjoying the moment, and I in between them might be enjoying the most. Because the devil mind inside me had started to do some foolish and unwanted things. I was shouting a lot, scolding the others and that is in a wicked manner. I had completely forgotten where I was exactly. I was in my sister’s home and they are too elder to me, but that thing had vanished from my mind. Now while remembering those things I can’t visualize the doings of mine. May be due to the long journey, loaded stomach with beers and finally the whisky made me a devil at that time. But nobody was barring me to do such things, because they were also enjoying the activities of mine. I had become the showstopper and the center of attraction. In this fashion the party went on. But I had not any shame for that. With the flow of time the party ended and they did end that because of me. Then I went to hit the bed…. Ohh… sorry I did not go anywhere I slept there only because I was not in a condition to go anywhere. And Srikant’s condition was something like me. The alcohols inside his body were coming out with a certain break. Rest…. Raja Bhai, Anirban Bhai and Babu were in normal condition. The party No-2 finally drew its curtain but with lots of good and wicked moments.

It was the next day, at around 10 A.M I woke up. Head was spinning like hell. Last night’s drink was striking me hard. Heavy amount of hang-over was there. On the other hand except Raja Bhai all were watching last night’s video with lots of amusement. They had recorded all the activities of mine. I was not aware of my doings, but when for some minute I saw the devil of me seriously I did feel ashamed. I scolded myself. What I have done!!! I just came from that place. I did not have power to make an eye-contact with Asha Di and Anirban Bhai. But they had taken that lightly. They consolidate me. After that only I felt somewhat normal. But still that thing was pinching me. After that we made ourselves sit to eat lunch. Curd rice and chicken was there in lunch. I had not eaten curd till that time because I just hate that. its smell is like hell. But there I ate that without saying a single NO. I had not the power to say no due to fear. But in all honesty I can say that dish was really mouth-watering. In this way the lunch session did over. Then we moved ourselves to meet Lussy and Eti, who are my sisters. I had not met them since a long time. It was the pleasant time when I met two of them. There also we took some drink and enjoyed the moment. And finally the last night before coming to Surat came. In that night we played cards till dawn with some red wines. The next day I came to Surat by carrying lots of memorable moments. Overall the trip was just splendid. We guys enjoyed our time in a full manner. But that night’s activity of mine is still pinching me and make me feel somehow awkward. Even I do have a fear of meeting them especially with Asha di and Anirban Bhai.

So here is the story of the Bangalore trip, which ended with lots of beautiful moments which we can remember and cherish. And guys’ one request to all of you…. please forget that BBaabbyyyooeee Incident, which makes me feel ashamed.

mY hRt SaId......Ths Is It............

2012-09-27T14:42:00.001+05:30

We cannot envisage what life is up to and where it will take you, what will come about in your near-term future. Here I am going to narrate all of you something associated with this. I was setting up myself for going home for my MBA 2^nd semester exam. But what transpired to me I do not know. Out of the blue my heart did want to meet my sweet and lovable bros, who live in Hyderabad. And abruptly I did decide to go to them. Then within 30 minutes I cancelled my ticket to home and booked a ticket for Hyderabad. The day before my journey I told Srikant (my younger Brother) about my coming. Next day I started my journey towards the Cyber city. There was an enormous ecstasy inside me as after a lengthy gap I was going to meet them. As per the schedule I did reach in Hyderabad. Srikant had come to the pickup point and we two brothers met in the bus stand. We did hug each other with an intense heart. Then we came to his room. He was as delighted as me due to my arrival. At that time his roommates were about to go for shopping. Then I also made my mind to go with them. I met with his roommates also. They were also good. Two of his roommates were my school mates. It was a different sensation to meet your school mates after such a gap. We all go to IN ORBIT mall. The shopping continued till 10 pm. After that my mind said me to do something different. So I told srikant:

Hey srikant….. let’s have a drink…………

Can we?

Ya why not! ( Srikant)

Tell me what will you take?

Let’s take a blender’s pride bottle to room. (Me)

OK Brother….. As your wish. (Srikant)

Then we bought that along with 2 Tu berg strong bottles, and some snacks.

We did move towards to home. His roommates had brought the famous Hyderabadi Biriyani for dinner. So we all eat that. Then around 1 am we started to open the BP bottle. Within a moment srikant made the hall of his room into a duplicate bar, with a table, comparatively deem light, two attractive glasses, and a 15 inch screen of his laptop. Then the pegs were made. Actually we two were only there for drink. I was thinking to call Raja Bhai (our elder Brother), but it was too late, so I did not want to disturb him. Then with the cheers sound we picked up the full glasses. Actually this is an awesome and unlike feeling to have a drink with your brothers. And for me it was the identical thing. And with srikant, the feeling was marvelous. Because I had not drunk with him before this. And I had not thought in my wildest dream that I can drink with him someday. He is the guy; truly saying is nothing but a lotus. And all of you know what a lotus is. It comes from the dirtiest thing. He is like this only. From starting of his life, he has suffered and undergone many tuff situations. He has to fight with a lot of things. But due to his strong mind, ability he had come across all that bizarre things. He is like a diamond among all of us. So I do love him very much. And I did enjoy the drink with him. We two brothers with lots of talking and merriment did complete the bottle. And, at 5 am we decided to go to bed.

On the next day I got up at around 1 am. I had to meet Raja Bhai on that day. And in that day I had to leave Hyderabad for home. So I did wake up srikant. He became surprise after giving his eye towards the watch. It was around 1:15 am. Abruptly he called Raja Bhai, and told him about my coming. I also talked with him. He asked us to come to a certain place. After refreshing we went for that place. We did reach in the defined place. After a waiting of 10 minutes he came with his sexy and beautiful white Chevrolet Cruze. And till that time I had not known that Bhabi (his wife) is coming, and srikant also had not told me about this. We both went to his car, and met with them. I did see Bhabi for the first time. Both srikant and Raja Bhai introduced me to her. Then we all went for the lunch. After a long interval of time we three brothers met each other. So truly it was a great feeling. And at that time we were four including Bhabi. She seemed me nice and very much mixing. We did take our lunch with so much talking and past memories. Here I do want to tell one thing: really past and specially childhood memories gives a splendid and spectacular feeling. In between the lunch I did inform everybody about the time of my bus up to Visakhapatnam. There the actual scene started:

Vicky how will you go like this? ( Raja Bhai)

Is this the Proper way to meet your brothers after a long time?

You are not going today, I swear………….

But Bhai, I have to go, it is already 12^th and my exam is on 14^th. (Me)

So what you will leave from here tomorrow and reach home by 14^th morning. This is not a big deal. (Raja Bhai)

Vicky Bhai, please stay today and we will have a blast tonight. ( Srikant)

Even Raja Bhai asked Bhabi to tell me to live.

She also said the same.

And I in between them fell in the spiders net. I had the desire for staying, but the exam date was too close, that is why I was denying.

In the end I did decide to cancel the ticket for 7:30 pm and cut the ticket for another bus at 11 pm.

They all agreed with the decision of mine. And in the end we came out from the restaurant.

Then we planned for the blast. We have 5 hours to enjoy our get together. So it had to be special. That is why we did decide to make this memorable with 4 bottles of Tu berg strong beer and last but not the least chicken. We came to Raja Bhai’s room and started the party. We three had not drunk together before, so it was really an extra ordinary feeling. Especially I was enjoying that moment very much. After 2 and half hours the bottles finished and we became empty handed. And I am a guy who cannot keep himself slow or you can say idle after taking 1 or two bottles. I do need more. There also the same case did arise. I was willing to take some more. I had not this type of quality before, but after working in the dry state, I had changed like this. At the same time Raja Bhai asked:

Anyone of you want something more?

And that was the hardest question. It made me to feel that as if I have faced this type of question in the papers of PSU’s. I was in the middle. To say yes, I have to cancel another ticket and I have to go by train to home. And all of you know how the situation will be after getting into train without confirm ticket. And the journey hour is 16 hours. By thinking all these things my mind went towards the NO option. I was willing to tell Bhai that no I do not want more, let’s go somewhere to eat, and from there I will go to the bus station and you will come home. But swear and promise of all the Gods in this world I could not. I could not tell that but

Let’s cancel the 11 pm ticket and let’s go for moreeee………………..

This I uttered from my very heart. And this was not only for drinking alcohol, but to spend more time with them and to enjoy their companion.

I think my utterance might have made them to make big eyes, but they all became happy. Then the plan for the night discussed. We three brothers came out from home. First we went to Srikant’s room to bring my attires. We took my attires, srikant’s needful things for the next day and last but not the least two bottles of Tuberg strong beer of last night. Then in the way only we drank that. After that, took some food from a restaurant. Then we did take a full bottle of Antiquity and three beers again. And finally came home with all these things. There with in 15 minutes party started again. This time we had a new member in our group and that was Bhabi. We three first completed the beer bottles and then brought glasses for the Antiquity. And truly saying the ongoing scene was really amazing. I became mesmerised. With alcohol every human being is very good in high thinking and philosophy. But I was thinking these things in normal sense. Really I was going with a beautiful phase of my life. In this way the bottle became emptied and we became loaded. In between this some of the interesting things were discussed. At one point we thought to go for some ice-cream and went for that also without any second thought. And truly speaking… the mid night ice cream was really awesome. And everybody should try ice cream after some alcohol. It is really an out of the ordinary thing. So I have a habit of doing this since my engineering life. Then after coming home we did sit again to complete the rest alcohol. With lots of gossip, discussion the time went on in a defined way. And among all of them at some point I did feel that the alcohol inside me has started its work on me. I felt something odd. So without thinking for a second I slept there only. Rest things I don’t know when they went for sleep or what did they do after that.

Srikant woke me up at 8 am on the next day. It was a shock for me, as the first train for home was at sharp 8:30 am. So another train I did miss for home. Then the mission search train started. We did search for the next train. We did find that another train is at 10am. So without wasting any time we three brothers went for that. Here the luck of mine played something different. We were about to reach in secunderabad station the train left for its destination. I did fail to catch this train also. And there the tension did arise. We three seemed horrified. We did not have anything to think. There is nothing in our mind what to do. Finally we came out from the station and tried every door of the tour and travels. But they also denied us with a cute smile. Then again we came to the station to search for the next train time. And the Indian Railway display board showed us a train Falaknuma express at 4 O’clock. A glittering smile showed in our face. At last we got something. And I did appreciate a line If there is a hope, there is a way………

Then Raja Bhai directly went to the T.T.E for consulting him about my ticket. And as the train was very much rush he gave me a ticket with the permission of just boarding into the train but not a seat. But something is better than nothing yaar….. And I had to go for home that is why I went for that. So finally I was about to go for home. It had already 12 O’clock. And we were very much hungry. So we did decide to take something. Then we go for the Famous Hyderabadi Biriyani. And this was also in Alfa, a famous Indian Biriyani Restaurant chain. It was really very tasty and spicy. Still we had 3 hours time. So we came to Raja Bhai’s room. There I refreshed myself and took some rest. At sharp 3 pm we left home for the station. But due to some urgent meeting Raja Bhai could not come with us. So by saying good bye and with a hug he went for his work. Then Srikant and me took an Auto and came to the station. We had just 1 hour and within that time we had to go 25 plus kms to reach at secunderabad station. 25 kms was not a big deal in 1 hour time, but the main thing was the huge traffic of the cyber city. Throughout the journey I was just thinking that what I will do if this train also…………….

During a journey normally there are two factors. And they are distance and time. And they are inversely proportional. Time goes on positively and distance in negative. One increase and other one decrease. But in that journey it seemed me as if there were three factors. Distance, time and my heart beat. There the Distance was constant and my heart beat and time were going inversely. And finally I reached in station at 3:55 pm. I had 5 minutes to go for the train. I ran for that without saying a proper good bye to my little brother and caught the train. Within a minute the train left the station. As I had not any confirm ticket so I stood near the toilet area of a bogie. The train ran its wheels. I was about to settle myself there only by keeping my luggage hurriedly a fold of human being came over there. They covered the bogie, the compartments and the toilet area also. Even there was not a little place vacant to stand properly. But nothing was in my hand, I had no other option. So With one leg I stood there only for the next 8 hours. After that I got a place to seat near the train entrance. I went there and sit. In this way I reached in my home town.

In true sense, the journey was very much pathetic. But they say: you have to lose something, if you have desire to get something. In Hyderabad I got lots of happy moment with my brothers, with Bhabi, so by comparing these, pain of the journey means nothing for me. For this I can go like this way hundred times in train. Actually to seat near the entrance of the gate is really awesome. You can see, feel the natural beauty as well as admire those. And last but not the least you can see beautiful girls coming for the toilet or wash basin; even you can closely know the true story of Indian railway and its stations.

In the end I do want to tell something………….

I had not anticipated about my Hyderabad trip like this way. But I had enjoyed a lot with them. And this will be the liveliest part of my life. So from my core heart thank you………….

Raja Bhai

Srikant

And…… Garima Bhabi………………………………

But my dear friends the story is not completed yet. i have to say an important thing here, with out that the story is incomplete, here i am going to say something about Raja Bhai, i am describing about him here because you have come to the end of the story, so if you will know about him here then you will admire him by forgetting about the above story..... coz he deserves this...........

in one word he is every parent's desired son. With this only you all can understand how he is. really he is suave, witty, genius,biddable,and last but not the least benevolent. from starting of my school life i have listened a lots of scolding from my parents due to him. they were willing me to be like him. But i could not be like him ever. this is the most saddest thing of my parents. but you only tell, how could the world bear two EINSTEIN!!!!!. in one ERA..... still one thing, i do admire a lot. he is such a nice brother to have. i wish him a great future,good luck and may he go to the height...........

bAnGaLoRe......Sm StRiNgS aTtAcHeD

2012-04-10T10:58:00.000+05:30

I have remarkable feelings for my sweetest friends. Friends are my treasure since school days. But there are some friends whom I can admire a lot and I will remember them throughout my life. That is why I had gone to Bangalore, where jugal, srikant, roshan resides. Journey to Bangalore was not easy for me. I came to Daman, from there I did pick bus to Pune and from there I came to Bangalore. Finally I came to my friend’s room. As expected they were very happy.

1^ST DAY IN BANGALORE

Actually we were panchu pandavs (five pandavs from the Mahabharata) during our school days. Jugal, srikant, roshan, Sameer and I were the panchu pandavs. In that day we four friends were present, but Sameer was not there, so we did make a call to him and talked for 2 hours. Then srikant did go for his class. I did take a nap for some time with rest of my friends.

After that srikant came from his class, and as expected, he called me and did ask me for drink. We all did agree with him except jugal. He has left drinking since June. And the reason behind this is, he has become health-centric. We did bring 5 TB strong beers to room and drunk. The joy was remarkable. We were drinking beer after a long interval of time. The beers made us somewhat different. Then we thought to go to a bar for more drink.

It was exact 7 pm. We did enter inside the Bhagini roof top bar and took our place. We ordered a full blender’s pride bottle with a sprite and chicken kebab. The evening was going to be awesome. After the two pegs we all roshan, srikant, jugal and I started to recollect about the past and that is about our institute…. INKS. We did recollect many funny moments. The full Blender’s pride got over. The intensity of alcohol had made me somewhat different as well as my friends. We did take some foods from hotel. Then the second phase of our get together did start inside our room and it was some talking with my friends. We discussed a lot about our past eras and our doings. Those made us feel heaven. The intensity of alcohol as well as the night was increasing proportionately. Suddenly an amazing thinking came into Jugal’s mind. He asked all of us to dance. It was a crazy thing. But the alcohol has its own craziness. It made us to dance. We did dance. After drinking the room was like the dance floor of Dance India Dance. The beers, then the Blender’s pride and in the end the dance made us very much out of control. After that we all thought, time has come to go to bed. So we moved ourselves to bed. Among all I was totally out of control. I was not in a condition even to go to bed. While going towards bed I fell down several times. Finally rest three (Jugal, Srikant and Roshan) took me and threw me in the bed. Then they also went to their respective beds.

2^ND DAY IN BANGLORE

I got up from bed at 1 pm next day. The hang over due to alcohol of last night was horrible. My head was paining like hell. I did light a cigarette and sat on a sofa. All were sleeping till that time. Suddenly my heart told me……

Hey Soumya!!!!! Won’t you meet aRcHaNa!!!!!!! (The special and sweet persona of my life)

Go and meet her for once.

Everyone knows you have come so far to meet her.

So don’t make you fool and go for that.

This thing made me cognizant, and suddenly I got rid of hang over. I abruptly called her. She received the call.

Hey!! aRcHaNa……. (me)

Soumya here. I am in Bangalore, can I meet with you????

Sooo……. you are in Bangalore!!!(aRcHaNa)

Yes. (me)

Yaaa, we can meet. (aRcHaNa)

Then tell me at what time and where I can meet you?(me)

Anytime is fine for me. But you have to come to Marathalli. (aRcHaNa)

Ok, then fine I will come there at 5 pm. (me)

Ok…………….. (aRcHaNa)

Her approval towards my requirement was a flight of fancy for me. But I became happy. After telling my friends about this, I went for a heavy bathe. It was heavy because I did bathe myself as if I was like Tom Hanks in the movie Cast Away. Then I prepared myself to meet her. Around 5:30 I met her. I saw her for some time, but truly I had lost in thought and in her beauty. She came to me, and approached her hand towards me. I hand shacked with her. I saw her after 6 long years. And you can deem how I was feeling! It was something incomparable. My heart did skip thousand beats and body froze.

What happened? (aRcHaNa)

Am I looking too fat or too ugly????

Naa…. Thing is not that. (me)

Actually I had lost somewhere.

Where???? (aRcHaNa)

Leave that. (me)

And one thing you are looking somewhat faaaatt………….

Hmm…. I know that. (aRcHaNa)

But truly you are looking much more beautiful. (me)

Really??? I had not known that. (aRcHaNa)

Thanks for the awareness.

So do you have any work here?

No……. (me)

Then?(aRcHaNa)

I have not come to Bangalore since 1 year and met with my friends. That is why I have come.(me)

And another thing is, I came to know that Bangalore has become special due to some personalities like you. So I came here.

Ohhh……..(aRcHaNa)

How did you know that I am in Bangalore, though we had not any contact???

Haaaa……….. Actually people were saying that this world is too big, but it is too short, and the social networks have made it much shorter. (me)

You have not changed Soumya………. (aRcHaNa)

Hmm…… (me)

Some special things have not given me a chance to change myself………..

And what about you, how are you???

Shall we talk here by standing only Orr??? (aRcHaNa)

Ohhh……. Sorry…………. (me)

Let’s go somewhere………………. (aRcHaNa)

Okkk………..(me)

Then we went to a bakery shop. It was good. A nice interior was giving it a nice look. We ordered some pastries. This is the thing (pastry) I can eat 24*7. I am Mad for it. We sat there for 1 and half hours and talked some general things. Those were about our work, recent incidents, etc, etc……………..

Then we did decide to leave the place as the owner had seen us empty handed and empty mouth for several times. Then we walked around the main road. I had not any certain place in my mind to take her. I was just walking. Then she guided me towards some place. It was the road towards her home. In between this we did go to a temple and worshiped there for some time. After that we again did start to walk. By walking only we did reach near her home. There we did decide to talk for sometime by standing at a place nearer to her home. It was about 8pm. The conversation did start. Till that time in our conversation the recent activities were there. But here the situation did change somehow. Suddenly we did start to talk about the past. Truly speaking I had gone to meet her for two reasons. One and the foremost thing were to see her, and the second one was to discuss something about our past, which had a great affect for our coming future. First she did remind me about her doings, my doings in the past. And that was………….

What happened? (aRcHaNa)

Nothing…..(me)

Say something…………….. (aRcHaNa)

What…………. (me)

I have nothing in my mind to tell……………. (me)

Actually I had a lot of things to tell her. If anybody says NOTHING………. then in real sense it means EVERYTHING….. And I CAN NOT UTTER THE THINGS SO YOU PLZ KNOW THE THING=NOTHING. I was not telling her anything. Because I had known that she had stepped into a new life, where she has lots of thing to do. So if I will tell anything about me, about the past, then it may be useless. So I remained silent by giving a surprise to my heart.

It was scolding me………. and was telling me………..

Really you are a nasty Soumya…………..

You are an a@#h@#e.......

You have come here to talk with her. Don’t forget you have travelled 1500 plus kms to talk with her only.

So why are you remaining silent Soumya!!!

Tell her what you want………….

Hey………… stop. I won’t say anything which will give her useless headache. (me)

Then I thought a lot for some time. She was asking me to tell something. At last I did decide to tell her something…..

Actually till that time I had a hope that we will meet one day. Some extraordinary thing will happen. But when reality came against my dream, I did decide it’s the time to do the right thing. It is useless to have some gibberish dream. It’s the time to give up. So I abruptly I uttered….

Archana!! I want to tell you something……….

Hmm……. Tell. (aRcHaNa)

I know it has too late. And you are in a new life completely. (me)

So it is not good to say anything about me or my love…………

I know it is impossible for me to get you now. So I have decided not to think about you. I have to stop this thing now only. Otherwise it will be a big problem for me and you also in future. So I am going far away from you. And you… live happily in your life……………

I don’t want to mess your life and your future.

Really Soumya! I did mess all the things. (aRcHaNa)

How cute that time was! Some misunderstanding screwed all the things.

I am really a very bad girl. What I was doing I don’t know.

Hmm………… don’t recall the past aRcHaNa……… (me)

Just leave all the things and focus on your future.

You were not in my fortune that is why I could not get you. Someone may be there for you much better than me. That is the thing only. I have made myself aware about this. So don’t worry about me.

How complicated I had made our life. For me only all the things happened. (aRcHaNa)

No aRcHaNa, thing is not like that. We two had some faults. But this is not the time to discuss about the faults. So just leave that. (me)

Then what about you? (aRcHaNa)

What about me????? (me)

I will remain as usual. I have spent 4 hours without you. Rest also I want to manage. I have lots of things to cherish my life. So don’t think about me…

Things will not be as simple as you are telling Soumya. (aRcHaNa)

Ya I know that, but I will manage………….. (me)

Think practically Soumya……… (aRcHaNa)

I know you will remain like this only. And I don’t want these things.

I have given you lot of aches. I have hurt you much.

And another thing I want to tell you.

What???

Soumya! I have decided to marry someone, and you know who the guy is. I have not any other option Soumya……………..

I have to. I cannot do anything for you, and I have told this to my parents also.

So sorrrrry……………….

Hey……. Don’t be sorry and just leave those things Na………… (me)

Think about your life only……….

And you have taken a good decision……….so just go with it.

In the mean time a phone call came and that was from the guy with whom she is going to marry. She did attend the call and started to talk. I was standing aside. I was little bit aware about the call. And after talking she came to me.

Silent did capture both of us for some time. Suddenly she uttered…..

Soumya! see, still I am hurting you….. (aRcHaNa)

Means???(me)

See, you are standing in front of me, and I am talking with him. How ridiculous I am.

I can know, what is going through your mind Soumya!

Naa…… I am not thinking about that aRcHaNa…….. (me)

That is your life. And you have to do the things accordingly.

Why will I think you wrong for this?

So don’t think about me, and carry on your work.

Then she started crying……… and did tell about her faults. But I was not in a mood to listen about her faults. Because for me she was clean. She had not any fault. I was trying to make her understand, but she was crying. I was willing to make her calm, to console her, to clear her tears, to…………. But…………

I could not…….. (At that time something did oppose me and did ask me not to do that, and said……. You have decided a very good thing for her future, so don’t do that. Otherwise I know you will again fall in love with her.)

So I did keep a distance.

At that time she came to a normal position somehow, and did put the hardest work for me.

Ok, I will do all the things, but promise me you will remain normal. (aRcHaNa)

You won’t think about me.

Put your hand on my head and promise me you will live happily and think for your future only……………

And my God………… that was the most impossible thing for me. I hardly live without her.

But I had to………….. as she has already decided to marry someone else, so i have to live..........

So I did think for a while, and promised her to do as per her wish.

Time was going with a rocket speed. It had already 11 pm. But my steps were not moving slightly. I want her to stay there only.

But……………. Soumya’s desire has not fulfilled till now.

At last with a heavy heart I asked her to go to her room and did bid a good bye.

Finally by seeing her for some more time I did apart. And her moving made my heart to skip many thousand beats, and my heart chocked.

She left and I came towards my friend’s room. On my way a quarrel occurred between my heart and mind:

What this guy did man? (Heart)

What! He did as per the situation demands…….. (Mind)

But how could he promise her to forget her? It is impossible for him. (Heart)

No…. nothing is impossible man………… (Mind)

You are very delicate, and you have made him like you. (Heart)

But remember, I am too strong. And I will make him strong like me. (Mind)

Your time has over Mr. Heart.

Let me take this guy in my hand. And see how a perfect guy he will be!

Ok. Brother….. Do whatever you want. But please make Soumya normal. (Heart)

I am begging you. I have lost Man……… I could not give him a single bit of happiness.

So you do something mercy with him………

Hmm…….. That is good. You at last knew your fault buddy…….. (Mind)

Yaar……. Why will we fight with each other? Let’s make him good….. (Heart)

OK buddy…………… (Mind)

There was a silent occurred inside my body at last.

I came to room. My friends were waiting for me to hear some good news from me. But how would a useless, unfortunate guy have told them happy news! I told them everything. It was shocking for them also. But I did behave normal. Since 4 years my friends were telling me that, I am a looser, I am a bloody a@#h#@e,f@#$%r. I have fallen in love with a girl who doesn’t want to be with me. I am spoiling my life. But I was not giving an ear towards their sayings. Because... I had one thing in my mind and that was:

I don’t care anybody’s saying.

I don’t listen a little bit against aRcHaNa.

For me only aRcHaNa matters……..

It was a very sad moment. And we guys celebrate our happy and sad moments with a single thing, and that is alcohol. People say…. It makes us happy and eradicates sorrows. Till this time I have consumed alcohol a lot, but I have not experienced this thing. Because every time I have drunk alcohol it has given me much pain and has brought her HD picture in front of me. Still in that day I drank (Captain Morgan) with my friends heavily. And when weight of my body became lighter I went to bed for a sleep.

3^RD DAY IN BANGALORE

On the next day my eyes opened due to a phone call. It was from aRcHaNa. I did receive that………

Hello………(me)

Hmm……… Hiii(aRcHaNa)

What are you doing?

Nothing just woke up……… (me)

Ok so at what time your bus is? (aRcHaNa)

It will leave by 3.30 pm. (me)

So how will you go there…… (aRcHaNa)

I don’t know may be.... Srikant will go with me…….. (me)

Ok do one thing. (aRcHaNa)

I am coming to Marathalli. So come there n we will have lunch. And after that I will drop you in bus station.

Hmm….. Come there by brush your teeth.

Okkk……..(aRcHaNa)

Ok.(me)

Then I woke up all my friends, and told them all the things. it was an euphoric thing for me, she did call me for a lunch..... That thing was a bit surprise for them and for me also somewhat. This is the girl with whom I did take some vital decisions last night and after 12 hours only I am going to meet her. But who cares for that, when and where aRcHaNa matters!

I did complete all my required tuffs and went to Marathalli. She was there much before me. We did greet each other. I saw her with a Honda activa. She was looking absolutely stunning. She offered me to drive, but I denied that and sat behind her. I did not ride because I was willing to sit behind her. I did want to feel her silk n shine hairs, which were playing according to the direction of wind. I want to feel her dupatta which was moving with the Bangalore breeze continuously... for the last time. And I did enjoy that much and as well as her riding as she was very good at driving with eye-catching cuts.

In this way we did reach at KFC. We did order some eatables and started to talk. In between this our order came and we did start to eat. My watch was running with a jet speed. For the second time I did want the time to stop, but it did not.

After finishing all the work we did come to Marathalli again. Srikant was there with my luggage. I took that from him, bid a good bye and rode the wheel towards bus station with her.

After 30 minutes we did reach at VRL bus station. I abruptly went to the bus for checking my seat. Then I did keep my bag there and came down. She came near the bus after parking her two wheeler. 30 more minutes was there for the bus to leave Bangalore……

She came to me………..

I did start to talk with her.

Hey…. aRcHaNa thanks for everything. (me)

Hmm…(aRcHaNa)

It’s ok.(me)

I think I have done all the work for which I had come here.

So from now on you just concentrate on your life and remain happy always.

Yaa…. I will. (aRcHaNa)

She was telling all the things positively. Still her words made me to think something different. Her words and face were mismatching completely. I thought she was showing it of in front of me. Will I tell her about me for another time? Will I tell her that how much I love her for the last time? Will I request her to come to my life again?

All the things were coming into my mind. But I could not, man……….. I could not.

I thought she has already told me about the above things last night. She has made me aware about her willingness clearly. She has told me about her future, about her marriage already. So it is not good to utter anything now. I remained silent. There only I made up my mind………..

Suddenly she uttered:

Soumya! I did spend some nice moments with you.

I was about to take this line as normal……

She uttered…………

When will we meet again?

Can’t we?

And f@#$ to all the promises, all the happenings and things happened before, and last but not the least all the people in the world……..

Spontaneously I thought to hug her tightly, and will tell her.... yaa……. Archana we will meet again and again…..

No one can apart us………………..

But if thinking comes into play then I (specially) would have done a lot of things beyond everyone’s dream.

And another thing is by thinking we can send people to mars, we can solve thousand unsolved problems, but……… but……….. We cannot change a predefined thing.

For another time I remained silent.

And told her a short sentence…… let’s see.

but truly saying in that let's see many things were there, and those were.....six year's emotions,tears and missing, but as nothing from the above were some solid type material, so they could not make her eyes to see those things.

Then I bid her a good bye, did wish her a lot and asked her to go. She also did wish me a good journey and left the place. She was going and I as a stand still stone was looking her only. My heart was asking me to go from back and hold her completely and not to leave her for a second. But that was not a shahrukh khan’s movie, but a f@#king a@#h@#E’s true story, so I did let her go and could not do anything.

She went and I came to my seat. The bus did move its wheels. It did take 22 hours to reach Surat from Bangalore. But I did not move an inch from my seat for a second of those 22 hours. It is because of her only. Because I have not felt the missing of her like this time. We have lived apart from each other for many years. We have met, then have parted, again have met and parted. But in that time I had one thing in my mind that we will meet one day. But at this time we really parted as she is going to marry soon, and i have not any option now..... Throughout the journey I was thinking that only. In this fashion I came to my working city…….surat.

This was my Bangalore trip. Too much enjoyment with friends, some memorable times with her and many beat skipping moments…………………………..

In this fashion everything got over. Without her I had not imagined my life.still i had wanted to live my life with a usual way without her. I have many things of her to cherish my life. But she says: think practically to live. And anybody can say my view of living life is not at all practical. So now I am trying to do as per the situation demands. I know things will not be easy or simple for me. But I have no other option. I am trying to live without thinking about her. Still I want to be in touch with her, it may be in an interval of months, but I want that. So let’s see what happens! Still I can say living without her, without thinking about her is out of the question for me. But I have to man……………..

And last but not the least is aRcHaNa…… the name will remain with me ever. And if for a second of time I will think about anyone then that will be Arrchhaannaaaaaaaaaa……………

25tH dEcEmBeR- iTs My B'dAy

2012-01-09T10:31:00.000+05:30

My birthday came as usual. I had a lot of anticipation on this day. It was my first birthday in the textile and diamond city Surat. Actually birthday has a unique value in our life. It formulate you glad. 24th December mid night came. Suddenly a thunderstorm came. 5 of my friends/colleagues came to my room and took me in their hands. I did not have any idea what they were doing. I did not get any chance to think for once. Then the actual story did begin. The rain of slaps fell on my back, cheek and butt. I was trying to escape from that situation but could not. The show did end when some red coloured fluid shown on my white t-shirt. They liberate me. It was paining a lot. But they did not have any care for that. Then another show did start. A diamond shaped cake had been brought. Everybody asked me to cut. I was about to press the knife over the cake, everybody picked up the cake and coloured me with it. I was looking like another world’s creature. After these things the drink session did start. Alcohol made us feel heaven. Sad romantic songs, sayaris made the assembly more colourful. Actually alcohol has great pros. It has the ability to make a normal man a singer and a sayar. In this fashion the dawn of my birthday party came. It was a perfect birthday, with friends, with suart’s chill breeze, with cakes, with alcohol and last but not the least with few red fluids. Still I was not in high spirits completely. There were lots of things for merriment. But I was longing for something. It is not for the first time. Seriously I have been felt this since 2005. The missing, the melancholy hits me hard. With lots of friends also I feel remote. Everybody remains with me in my birthdays. But something compels me to feel different. As if someone, somebody is yet to come. My friends say Soumya, you are really nuts. With all the exuberance also your behaviour is futile. You only mess up your special day. I normally sense what they are saying is completely true but what can I do? Something forces me to conduct myself like this only. After that I contemplate, friends are my treasures. I cannot distress them. By assuming this only I somehow changed my mind. Buttttttttt…………………. Till now somewhere in my heart I feel deserted,and forlorn.
Someone has said that:
The three W’s only make your life colourful. And they are WEALTH,WINE and WOMEN.
Though I have not millions of dollars, but I have that much wealth that I can fulfil my simple desire, I can do whatever I want. And the second is wine. This is the thing I have used so far up to the highest level. Since 2005 the amount of alcohol I have consumed is unbelievable because I am that guy who had not known to tie the lace of his boot till his class 9th. Due to the high intensity of alcohol I have slept outside of a shop whole night, have sit inside a police station, have scolded a girl by using abusive words and slangs, and have fought with my dearest friends. So the second W is not a problem for me. But in between three W’s I may be missing the third one. Everyone in this world needs a girl with him. And in my view it is a genuine need and fact. So I also need that. Like everybody I also need a girl to talk with, to spend some time, to share the happy and unhappy moments. That is why I remain unhappy every time and specially on my birthday. Here anyone can say it not too difficult to get a girl. But for me it is a very difficult thing. I don’t want anyone but someone. I have lost something in the past. Love is a word which can give you a marvellous pleasure and contentment.

People say many times your past gives you twinge only. But I, till now become happy by thinking about past. People say you can go to the past, but I can say we can fetch the past for some time to our dream. So far I am doing this. In every night I see the past occurrences. I see the picturesque moments happened in my life. I see the love of my life. I can see the girl of my life. She comes to me every night with a cute, little innocent face. By seeing her I become delighted, but when I start to touch her she vanishes. I know it is a castle in Spain of mine. But do you know the fact is she vanishes by saying me this:
Dream is dream Soumya….. try to live in real world, I cannot come to you…………..
After that I unlock my eyes and do make an effort to find the real world. And I see nothing except my bed, my laptop, and my books around me but not my dream girl. Till this point you can able to know that I love someone. I have a soft corner for someone. But…….. She is not with me now. It has already 6 years since I broke up with her. Some of my misinterpretation just has ruined our relationship. And I am cognisant about that. My friends asked me to rework my mind and attempt for any other. First I did not listen to it. Because I was loving her. In this way much time went. At this time much pressure came to me for doing that. But I could not. At a snail's pace I did try to focus on their sayings. But thing was that: every girl come up to me look as if her. Even at some situation I tried to feel, deem in a different way. But I did fail. After so much assessment I did decide I may not be deliberate on any girl aside from her. So I thought to continue with that only. I thought love is love yaar! It may be both side or from one side only. Many of you can say it is not a matter-of-fact, and I am a looser. Yes I am a looser where she matters and concerns. I love to live with the very petite minutes I have spent with her, by dreaming her cute face and last and truly last her endearing laugh.
Life is going on. Till now I have wondered lot of places, has seen bunch of beautiful girls, still every night she only comes into my dream and that is saccharine.

aNd ThAt SwEeT fAiRy Is YoU.......

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hE hD a LoVe StOrY

2011-09-10T18:45:00.002+05:30

Again I came with a hair-raising, touchy, tear-jerking love story. Friends! I am assuming you will come across a different type of love story here. And dear….. It’s based upon actuality.

Ram, from Kolkata was a guy from a pure Bengali family. After fell to pieces with his first girlfriend, due to the requirement, pressure of family he became bind to marry to a girl living nearby his home.
Actually he had not any interest for the marriage, so he had not 100% commitment for the newly wedded girl. But whatever it may be, life goes on. And another thing was there, in his mind. And that was to support his family, mentally and financially. So he did start to look after his so called wife. Slowly slowly they became closer. And their social life went on.
And here the main story did begin…………………………………………

In a usual way life went on. And after eight months his life took a turn, and that was a razor-sharp turn. The destiny made him to do another shocking work. Ram was running a coaching centre in his village for teaching computer courses. He had some different ideas. So after B.com he did start this thing. And one fine day a mid-twenty aged girl came to him for enrolling herself for the DCA (Diploma in Computer Application) course. her name was pooja Ganguly. She was married and her own family and husband also were from the same village. Gradually a good relationship did start between the instructor and the student. Sea of affection, lots of gossips were in that relation. Actually they were behaving normally. Their relationship was rising like a tree. Something had been under gone between them. But they had not any bit of idea. And after some months passed, the relation took both of them into the stage of love. And they could felt that. But in true sense it was illegal, unauthorised. But we know the word love does not care about the above things. Such words are not there in the dictionary of love. With the passing of time they became crazy for each other. They had not any care and fear about the society, and about their personal life. And if truth can be told, the love is only like this. It believes on the love only. In their love there was not any perimeter. The girl was too much crazy for her cool instructor. Till this situation they handled all the things, by keeping it secret to everyone. But what nextttt!!!!!!!!!!!!! Was the hardest question for them? Both were in a marital life.
One day they discussed about this.

Should we leave our other one to make our relation? (Pooja)
No one will accept our relation. (Ram)
So what!! We will leave this place, and will go to somewhere else. (Pooja)
This is nasty. But on the other hand you have become my requirement. (Ram)
I can’t live without you. (Pooja)
Same here pooja. (Ram)
Please do something dear. (Pooja)
Ok let me………… (Ram)

Then he came to home. He sat on the cot and started to think about……
Suddenly his wife came and sat beside him. Actually she had come to call him for the dinner. But when she saw ram’s nerve-racking figure, she asked him:
Ki holo?
Kichi problem in coaching centre?
Ram was in an alternative world. But the word coaching centre dragged him into existence. Then hurriedly he told:
Naaa.. No problem in the coaching centre.
I am feeling tired now, so I want to sleep for some time.
Ok I won’t force you.
But I have something to tell you.
Hmm tell.
Mmmm………. Aammiiiii….. Ggggarva acheee………..
And that thing just put off heart from ram’s body. That made him thrill. He could not visualize his existence at that time. He was just trying to digest the mocking of fate on him.
Again she articulated ………
Tumi khusi ki Na? (Are not you happy?)
I had thought that you will become crazy after hearing this.
But your behaviour is very unusual.
What has happened dear, please tell me.
No…….. Not any problem at all.
And I am very happy.
But Rakhi(Ram's wife) had confirmed that something is cooking inside his husband's mind. But without asking for another time she just left the place. On the other hand the happening could not give ram a single sleep. That night went with lots of thinking.
It was the next morning. He went to coaching centre as usual and met with Pooja. But his expressions towards her were very different.
Ram what happened?
Why are you acting differently?
Anything wrong happened?
Then he confessed everything to her. And the fate was at its top most level for ram. On the other side Pooja’s husband was giving an ear to their conversation. Actually he had some doubts on her wife, so he was inspecting her. And finally on that day he caught her red-handed. He did become mad after knowing the things. His mind went blank. He could not believe the happenings. Then suddenly things changed for the love birds. Pooja’s husband told all the things to Pooja’s family. Her father and brothers did burn with anger. In that very moment they came to the coaching centre with a huge force. The love birds could not believe their eyes. Then without letting them to think for a while they took ram into their jeep by blindfolding him and Pooja’s father took her to their home.
Ram was taken to an unknown place by Pooja’s husband and brothers.
Pooja did try a lot to make understand her father. But he had become insane. He could not believe her daughter. He did scold a lot to her. But she was not in a mood to heed those things. One thing was in her mind only, and that was to save ram.
Suddenly Pooja’s husband made a call to his father-in –law, and asked her:
Bring her to medinipur forest.
Let her see the dying of her beloved.
Then Pooja’s father took her to the place. At that time ram was beaten severely by the felons. Everybody had become insane. Pooja’s husband was burning with anger.

This F##%, M#####%r has played with pooja.
He has touched her, just cut his hands.
No… don’t waste time,
Just make him die.

Everybody was suggesting different things. And ram was lying on the ground. He had not any chance to save himself. His life was in the hand of the opposition. But Pooja could not see ram in that condition. She thought:

Things are happening due to me only.
And he is suffering a lot.
Nothing has in his hand.
He has a wife, and the top most important thing is: his wife is pregnant. And he has to be with her. So I have to save his life at any cost.
So she requested all to leave ram. She begged her husband, father and brother for ram’s life. But nobody did heed her. Then without wasting a second she shouted:
Rammmm…….
Ekhan theke chole jao (just go from here)
Tomar wife er dekha-sona Kara. (Take care of your wife)
Amar janne cinta karo na. (Don’t think about me)
Ekhan theke chole jao.
Sukhe theko…………. (Live happily)
And those words made ram to think about his wife and the upcoming child. He thought: he has to live; he has to support his wife, his family.
Some external power did come to him.
And after that he did not think about the ongoing drama, about Pooja and the rest of the things. He just brought a huge force from the words of Pooja and came out from the cage of the felons and did start to run. He had not a bit of idea where to go, still he ran and ran. The felons followed him, but this time the luck made a friendship with Ram. They could not locate him. And ram ran through the vast trees and finally came out from that terrified place.
On the other hand by failing to locate ram, Pooja’s husband and family members became more insane. They had not in their control. Her brother started to slap pooja hard. And in the very moment her husband came from back and hit her on a huge stone strongly. And there only that made a lovely, beautiful lady die. Ya Pooja, her love and some other thing died in that place only.
Finally ram came to his home after 26 hours. He was a thing to watch. The body had scratches like the lines of a spider’s net. Bloods were flowing from every place. That gave his wife and rests of the family a huge attack. Then after seven days of treatment in the nearby hospital he uttered everything in front of his family. And there only did decide to leave the village. He felt sorry in front of his wife. And she told this much only…..

I had known your past, still I did marry you
Now I did listen about your affair, still I will live with you,
I don’t know why things are happening with me Ram!
Still I love you, loving you from my heart…..
And those words were enough to bring salty water in ram’s face; he cried and cried by holding Rakhi.
Then she uttered:
Ram! Pooja’s mother had come here, and gave me this.
By saying this she handed over a paper to Ram. He took that and opened it. Something was written on it.

Hey my cool instructor…….
Situation has been changed. The things I was thinking did not happen. I was married, still the first glimpse of you made me to think about you. At first I had not known that you will become my need. But gradually it happened. I know Ram! Our relation was illegal, against the law. But no one can deny the happening. I can say this was the destiny. We fell in love, and that was very deep. We both were married, still the word love made us crazy. Ram! The society can say this is an extra-marital affair. But I can say this was true love. I did not have any problem with my normal married life and you don’t have also. Still we could feel each other’s feelings. Our dream was very good. But the reality just messed the things up. A great man has said that...” Reality is better than your dreams”. But I can say dreams are better than Reality. Soo… it had to happen so it happened. Now just go forward. Don’t think about the past. You have a lovely caring wife. You are going to feel a new character in your life after 3 months. So give focus on that. Don’t think much about me. Ram! Remember one thing:
When god takes away something from your hand, then don’t think he is punishing you. He is just leaving you empty handed to receive something better. But just remember me as a small part of your life. I don’t know what will happen to me and my marital life. But I want you to remember me slightly.
Ram! Remembrance is a great aspect. It is better than love. I won’t expect tons of love from you, but a gram of remembrance is enough for me. So just live your life with full of merriments.
And the last thing I want to tell you….
I had thought to tell you this before. I had thought to tell this on that day, when you told me about your wife’s pregnancy, but remained silent.
I am pregnant………… ram.

The letter especially the last sentence stunned Ram. He was about to tell her wife about the letter, hastily she said…
Sorry dear… I have read this.

In this way 365 days went on. Now ram is working in a steel plant. He has a daughter named Pooja. And this name has given after a huge force by his wife. Now he is managing a good marital life with lots of merriment. But till now when ever that thing comes into his mind a noticeable sensation goes through his body. And do you know what about pooja’s father, brother and husband??? They all are in the jail as the court has ordered them life time imprisonment.

mY aLmA mAtR

2011-08-21T16:50:00.000+05:30
Mein student no 440…..
Nist ki salakhon seh bahar dekhta hun,
Din mahino KO semester mein badalta dekhta hun.
Yeh octagon, galleria seh Kisi gumti ki khusbu ati hai,
Yeh hostel ki deewarein mujhe central jail ki yaad dilate hai.
Garden seh jannat ki sukun milta hai,
Phir bhi kyun mujhe yeh school seh battar lagta hai.
Mein student no 440 aksar Nist ki salakhon seh
Bahar dekhta hun toh yeh dekhta hun.

Mein student no 440…..
Nist ki salakhon she bahar dekh ta hun
Har class, har lab bunk marne ke liye crocodile garden mein chupta hun,
Aur ish A.K.Padhy seh kaise bachun yeh sochta hun.
Mein student no 440
Nist ki salakhon seh bahar dekhke sochta hun
Toh yeh sochta hun.

Mein student no 440…..
Nist ki salakhon seh bahar dekhta hun,
Yeh LH mujhe White house ki tarah lagta hai.
Ish mein A.K Panda mujhe president ki jaise lagte hein,
Todhe toh ache hein ishke faculties,
Phir bhi kyun yeh log mujhe,
Kalapani ke incharge lagte hein.
Mein student no 440
Nist ki salakhon seh bahar dekhta hun toh yeh sochta hun.
Mein student no 440…..
Nist ki salakhon seh bahar dekhta hun,
Ishke food court mujhe hotel taj ke jaisa lagta hai,
Khana toh ishka ghar jaisa hai,
Phir bhi kyun mujhe koi gumti ki khusbu ,
Apne taraf khinchta hai.
Library toh ishka central library of America ki tarah hai,
Phir bhi kyun jab bhi mein padhne jata hun toh,
Yeh nind ajata hai.
Mein student no 440
Nist ki salakhon seh bahar dekhta hun toh yeh sochta hun.

Mein student 440…..
Nist ki salakhon she bahar dekhta hun,
Rock garden aur gumti mein couples dekhta hun,
Unmein pyar, mohabatt aur masti dekhta hun,
Par yeh mere sath kyun nehi hota yeh soch ta hun

Mein student no 440…..
Nist ki salakhon she bahar dekhta hun,
Ishke rule regulation mujhe
Bill gates ke personal account password
Seh bhi hard lagta hai,
Aur yeh M.suresh ke gali aur baat kisi,
Israeli terrorist seh kam nehi lagta,
Ishiliye joh bhi paper deta hun F grade hi ata hai,

Mein student no 440
Nist ki alakhon seh bahar dekhta hun
Toh yeh soch ta hun.

Mein student no 440…..
Nist ke salakhon seh bahar dekhta hun,
College KO bahot galiyan deta hun.
Bahot sare khamiya nikalta hun,
Har din ek faculty ka accident ho jaye
Yahi sochta hun,
Jaldi University seh ban hojaye yeh sochta hun,
Par itne sare khamiyon ke bad bhi
Mera college sabse acha hai atlast soch ta hun.
Mein student no 440
Nist ki salakhon seh bahar dekh ta hun
Toh yeh soch ta hun, yahi dekhta hun.............

hey dr ths is frm my hrt

2011-06-30T01:40:00.001+05:30

I understand that you've been hurt in the
past, and this is my promise to you that
i will never be like your last.......

But instead you’re first and only, first one
that you were with that didn't leave you
cold and lonely..........

First one that you were with that has no
intentions of doing you wrong, thought
you had forgotten how to love because
it’s been so long......

Well I’m here to change all of that, and
bring the love and joy back.....

To a girl broken hearted, and to finish
what they started.....

To show her what being in love is really
all about, so she can finally have something
to laugh and smile about......

When I first met you I knew that you were
looking for a fresh start, looking for someone
here to stay who won’t run off and leave
with your heart.......

Well I’m here now to love you unconditionally,
right here by your side and that’s where i will
always be, I promise.....

fOr YoU sMtHnG fRm My HrT

2011-06-20T12:48:00.000+05:30
The inner most sentiment of mine made me find you. I saw you for the first time and kept looking you till a colossal black mosquito traumatized my right leg. I came into my bona fide life, But could not wrench my button like eyes from you. I thought what an endearing girl! I gurgled myself. I found you harmonious. You were attention-grabbing. I was watching a breathtakingly beautiful girl and In that case I could add another adjective unrealistically beautiful. At first I thought you are a figment of the imagination, then again I thought, in that also I would not unearth a girl so miraculous. By staring at your exquisiteness I became flabbergasted. Your charisma left a dent in my heart. I became completely enraptured and mesmerized. The sweet, alluring, congenial face of you could not give me a single night to sleep. Your parlance did attract me more towards you. For the first time I deemed something like chalk and cheese in my heart. You were effortless but amiable. You were like a poet’s poetry, a magician’s magic. Your beauty was divine. Your beauty was gleaming like a flower. Your tender smile was inimitable. It had the divine power to make a ninety year’s old man to feel his adolescence stage. It had the power to make alive more than thousands of ravenous people. As well as had the power to make a dwindle flower to blossom. You were a seraph from heaven. Your talking, walking, elegance and last but not the least everything were heavenly too. Your eyes were vivid and as deep as a sea. A perfectly drafted nose, flawless attractive lips of yours just were underestimating the top photo editing soft wares. Your voice was a synonym of a melodious romantic music. Your fingers were the most eye-catching part. They were out of the ordinary ones. Those were bearing a resemblance of an artist’s finger. Those were soft, subtle but touch proof. You were damn picturesque and irresistibly attractive. Your aroma filled my breath. This made me able to take fresh air as breath for the first time in my life. And finally if truth can be told here you were a cut above then my narration. I have no words to illustrate you.
Every time I was staring at you, some physical and chemical reactions were transpiring inside me. I was yearning a lot of things to do for you. And those wishes are still with me.
I want to witness you every time. I want to cuddle you tightly under my arms. I want to grab your face and kiss you. I want to glare at your thunder lips and all I want to kiss them passionately. I want to clutch your hands with mine. I want you to lean on my shoulder on a desolate road while walking. I want you to be with me in the drizzling evening, so that we both can marinate heavily. I aspire to take a pleasure of candle light dinner every other day with you, with one candle, you and me in opposite sides, soft romantic music and with some romantic, impish talks. I want to feel your beauty with that dim candle light. And if you will agree then we can enjoy some French wine.
I want you to come closer to me slowly so that we can feel each other’s breath. I want to take a nap in your lap for some time to feel the world of caring and pureness.
Everything about you told here are truly true. And the yens of mine are not counterfeit, not filmy but my self-dream my own deeming and last but not the least my ultimate desire. I want to make happen those dreams with my dear one. Another thing, when our eyes sealed for the first time you did formulate me wheezing. Till now your love has enveloped my heart with the same resilient gaze and amorous temperateness. In these days also I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace. I am dreaming that our fingers intertwining and your soft lips are pressing against mine. Sweetheart everything about you takes my breath away.
These are the things I wish I could tell you. There are many more things I need to tell you.

bUt………………………………………………..

BuT………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

I CaN nOt FiNd ThE wAy

dEvDaS sAw HiS cHaNdR......

2011-06-07T21:57:00.000+05:30
On 20th January I boarded the train for Bangalore from my home town Berhampur. As usual my papa had come to the railway station with me. The train left the station and my papa’s advice (don’t come out from the train, don’t take anything from the strangers) on the predefined time. After that the train moved its wheels towards its destination. I did enter into my compartment. I went to my berth and after so much unlucky journey at last I found 3 beautiful opposite sex as my co-passengers and unluckily 2 rpf staffs. Still I could manage chatting with those girls. That was introduction and formal things. They were fresh graduate engineers. In this way the day went. In night I did continue talking with a girl among them till 3.45 am. By her parents she was neha Pattnaik, and was from talcher, Orissa. For the first time in my life the Bangalore city junction came so fast. Then by exchanging mailing address we did apart. Then I went to majestic city bus station. There I caught bus for marathalli. In this place my friend jugal resides. I went to his room and met with him. After that I took rest till evening. It was a Friday evening. Professionally a weekend. Also jugal asked me to go for some enjoyment. I did agree with him. Actually from the very first knowledge of mine I had known that Bangalore is the best city in India for a perfect weekend. First we did pass some time near marathalli, in brand factory. Then suddenly he asked me to go brigade road. I agreed and went there. There I saw the real Bangalore with The beautiful girls, couples and many singles. And all were in a jovial mood. After that jugal asked me to go to the presidency bar. That was a dance bar. We did make an entrance into that. There were three parts. The attenders welcomed us and asked us to choose a room. We both saw all the three rooms and at last did decide to enter in one of them. I did enter in that room. Waaaaoooo……. The first word came from my mouth. And that was too loudly. Amazing yaar!!!!! The interior was mind-boggling with deem blue lights, beautiful interior design, slow soft music and last but not the least the out of the ordinary girls. Really the architecture, the creative talent inside the hall was extra-ordinary. Ya that’s why we man are called the most intelligent creation of God. I became dumb. My mouth remained open. With that situation only I took a sofa with jugal to sit. Within a few seconds a man came and welcomed us did give a tariff card and asked us to give some order. I looked into the card. That was also amazing with high class Indian rupees. Still we did decide to order two kingfisher beer, one gold flake king packet and some snacks. Our order came in between 10 minutes. Then i was about to open the beer bottle with my mouth, some eye catching beautiful girls came from the entrance door one by one. After a few seconds total 15 girls came in front of us and stood. Among them only one was around 32-33 but except that all were in their mid-twenties. I was looking them only. And at that time jugal’s facial expression was a thing to capture with a cyber-shot camera. He had not a single word to tell. He was watching the girls only. Then with a sudden jerk of me he came to his present life. Actually a girl was watching him continuously among them. She was saying something. So he had become totally mad. In the end I came to know what she was saying….
And that was KhAlI DeKhNeSe KyA hOgA??????
Things were going in a normal way. The girls were still standing in front of us and chatting with each other. In that very moment 5 to 6 fifty plus white-hair, bald uncles came and took their sofa. Then the actual drama did start. The music reached up to its highest level as well as the lights to the opposite way. And the girls started to dance. I went to the craziest situation in my life. Then smoothly the lights came to its normal position and girls did dance one by one. Then the uncles called a girl towards them and gave some money. The girl came and did take that. After some time they did the same thing. After much thinking I actually did understand the real scheme. In that very moment they called a boy of the dance bar and gave some money and he took that and threw those notes on the specified girl. They were enjoying in their way. The on-going things were really amazing. At that time my eyes fell on a girl standing in the corner. She was in an age around twenty, very sylphlike in figure, very fair and last but not the least very much attention-grabbing. I could not resume my eyes from her. I became totally blank. I kept on looking her. She was really beyond compare . I had not seen that type of girl in a dance bar or pub in my 23 year’s life, though I have gone many pubs and dance bars across India. She was too different among all the other girls. She was matchless in her way. She was exquisite with two lovely sea green eyes and with a bottle green sari. She was very much perfect to be a Cara Sposa (Italian word for dear wife). Then I did start to gaze her uninterruptedly. After some time she came to know that I was looking her. Then in the very moment our eyes sealed for the first time and she rendered me breathless. In the mean time she also looked me for some time. She saw me for a quite long and did give a smile. The sensation of that moment was extra ordinary. At that time the uncle’s way came into my mind. So I told jugal to do that, but he blocked me. But I could not regulate myself. So I called the bar boy and asked him to bring change by giving a 500 rupees note. After that I intrepidly called her. She came after a long time and I gave her a fifty rupees note. She took that and went to her place. After that I set eyes on her. In this way I did give her 600 hundred rupees and that was my wallet’s capacity in that day leaving the bill of the bar. And jugal stopped me for doing something further. The time also reached to 11 pm. So jugal belled a warning in my ear to leave the bar. So without any eagerness I thought to leave. Then we paid the bill and i came to the girl finally and said
Excuse me!
Can I have your 5 minutes?
Ya! (She said)
I like your dance as well as you (me)
Thanks (she said)
And at last she smiled and we did handclasp.
The last smile of her as well as the soft tone of her is still in a corner of my heart. I came out from the bar. We were overloaded with the beers, and I was with the beers, the intensity inside the bar and lastly the girl. I have gone to Bangalore many times, lived there for four months but I had never gone through like this day. This day’s memory is still fresh in my heart and last but not the least the green sari girl.

nOiDa SeCtOr 20,B/98

2011-01-12T11:27:00.001+05:30
Something in our life lingers forever. We never forget those things. That tweaks us every moment.
Here is a story about two guiltless lovers, who had loved each other more than ever, but in every case they wrestled with the luck, time and last but not the least state of affairs. And finally did fail. So let’s see how their love was.
Raheel Pattnaik a 25 year old guy, who is the main character of the story. He was from the temple city of Orissa that is Bhubaneswar. He was juvenile, energetic.
After completion of M.sc in electronics, he got a job in NTL electronics, Noida. So after conforming about this he came without any second thought to his dream city..
Delhi was his dream place from childhood.so with lots of excitement he did decide to go for that job after conferring with the company. Within due date he put his step on his dream place. From starting he became excited. He decided to live in Noida. So first he went to his friend’s room. Then he informed the company about his arrival, and started to search a house for him. By the help of a friend he got a contact of a house. Then he went as per the address and that was
B/98, sector-20, NOIDA
He rang the bell of that house.
After sometime a middle aged man came and asked him
What happened?
Good evening sir, I am raheel Pattnaik, I want your house for rent, can i?
Actually I need a house to live and luckily got your house vacant. So came here to ask you about this.
Oohhh…….
Come inside
Have a seat.
Thank you sir.
So where are you from?
I am from Bhubaneswar,Orissa.
Ok. What are you doing?
I have got a job in NTL electronics.
Ok
So how much salary you will get?
Around 18,000 sir.
Are you married?
Not yet sir.
What do you like to take?
Nothing except your home sir.
Haahaa…..
Ok Mr.Raheeel I will give my house as rent to you, but I have few restrictions. So if you will like and accept those things then from my side it will be ok.
Restrictions!!!
Yaa..
* An advance of 15,000
*You have to give 4500/- rent per month
*Electricity and water bill extra
*Wastage of water and electricity strictly prohibited
*Alcohol is banned
*Do not do any nuisance; you have to understand its meaning
*Do not do night parties
You can smoke if you want to but not in the balcony. Do inside your room, but keep the room clean
I am a retired colonel, so I have strict rules. If the conditions are acceptable for you then say yes otherwise see your way.
Raheel thought for a while. (Just say yes yaar now then we’ll see his mind told him like this)
Then he said:
No sir I have not any problem with your conditions.
Then the upstairs is yours. Come with your require things tomorrow and enjoy.
Thank you Sir.
Actually that house was very nearer to his company.so without any second thought he agreed and came to his new room with all his attires.
That room was quite good. It has one big hall, a kitchen, an attached bathroom and at last a balcony.
Then from the very next day his professional life at NTL Electronics started. He went there in time. He showed his offer letter to the HR department and did collect the joining letter. Then met with his PM and took his seat.in this fashion his life in NTL electronics went on. Life was going on smoothly.
It was a cool evening. Raheel was coming from his office. He was nearer to his room. Suddenly his eyes fell on some children, who were playing in front of his room’s gate. All of a sudden his eyes fell on someone in between those children, and that was beyond his imagination. An angel was playing with those kids. That was a girl, who was out of the ordinary ones for him. He had not seen such a beauty before. He went closer and saw her closely. He thought she must be around 21 years. Her dazzling eyes, alluring smile, grace and elegance of her steps, sparkle of waist length hair and an eye-catching face made Raheel thunderstruck. The beauty of her captured his soul. After some time that girl came and said:
Hello! Mr. what took place?
Why are you eyeing me like this?
Do you have any problem?
Hello!!!
At last Raheel came to his present situation.
Oohhh…. What happened?
What materialized to you? And why are you pausing here?(Anchal said)
Oohhh... Actually I want to go upstairs to my room, but you were playing in front of the gate. So I am standing here.(Raheel)
So would you mind to help me to go upstairs?
Hmm… you can.(Anchal)
You are the new one in our house Na.
Anyway what about the room? Is that ok?
Yaa… enormously good.(Raheel)
Raheel was gazing her surprisingly.
Then she said Oohhh... Sorry I have not introduced myself.
Myself anchal choudhry. I am your house owner’s only daughter.
Ooh…. I am Raheel Pattnaik.
So you are working in NTL Electronics?(Anchal)
Hmm…(Raheel)
What about you?
I am doing masters in International business management at amity.(Anchal)
Good.(Raheel)
Ok I am going. Byeee(Anchal)
Bye(Raheel)

Then they went to their respective home. Raheel came to balcony after refreshing. Something was disturbing him. Something was happening inside his heart. Conversation with the girl was coming in front of him. That night passed in same fashion. After that day they talked accidently. In the same fashion two months went. At that time raheel thought more and more about her. He was willing to talk with her every time. He was dreaming about her only. Actually she had made raheel crazy.
In the between he thought:
What has happened to me?
Why such things are coming in my mind?
Why I am feeling different?
Why my heart is missing something?
At last his inner part of body made him feel that he is in love.
So am I in love?
Is this thing called love or anything else?
Ok let me see.
After that day raheel thought about his love more and more. But he was not fully confident.
But actually he had fallen in love with Anchal.
In the meantime another incident happened.
It was an off day of raheel. He was roaming in the balcony. Suddenly he saw anchal in her garden. So swiftly he came down and said:
Hiiiii……..
What are you doing here?(Raheel)
Nothing, just passing some time.(Anchal)
And what about you?
You are here, at this time!
Is it your off today?
Yaaa….(Raheel uttered)
So anything special plan for today?(Anchal)
Naaa… nothing special.(Raheel)
Ok.(Anchal)
Can I ask you something?
Ya you can.(Raheel)
Has something wrong happened with you?(Anchal did Investigate)
You are looking disturbed.
You have not the normal activities and behavior.
Any problem?
Hmm. Nothing…..(Raheel)
I know something has happened with you. Tell me, who knows, I can solve your problem(Anchal)
Actually… anchal don’t be angry. Don’t get hurt. If you don’t like this then forget all my words as a night dream.(Raheel)
Ok just tell me.(Anchal)
Seriously anchal, something wrong has happened with me. I am not behaving normal. My heart is craving for something or I can say someone.(Raheel told innocently)
Whatttt!!!!!!(Anchal gave a surprised look)
What are you saying?
These things are out of my mind.
Tell me in a simple manner.
Ok, just tell me…..(Raheel)
What do you think about me?
Whyyyyy?(Anchal questioned him)
Just tell.(Raheel)
Hmmmm…. I think, a nice guy, perfectly mannered, Handsome. And in a single line: every mother’s desired guy, and last but not the least a fool.(Anchal)
Whhaatt?(Raheel)
Hmmmm (smiling)(Anchal)
So is your mother included in every mother’s category?(Raheel)
Hmmm… she should be.(Anchal said)
Ok Mr. serious let me go inside, otherwise anything wrong can happen.
Then she went inside. Raheel was standing there. He became dumb. He was thinking her words. Then suddenly he went inside anchal’s home.
Anchal was in her hall with her mother. Raheel entered and said:
Hi aunty! How are you?
Oohhh... Hi I am fine, what about you?
(Anchal’s facial expression was too different)
Same aunty.
Anyway what happened?
Nothing special aunty. I have come to see the score. How much Tendulkar scored?
I don’t know. You see. I have lots of work to do.
You sit there and see the match.
Anchal! Give him the remote.
Ok mamma.
Then she went inside.
At this time raheel thought this is the right time to confess his feelings. So without wasting anytime he jumped toward her and by dragging a flower from the vase bent in front of her and said:

I am in love and my love is not ordinary but special.
I think you are more than me for me.
Your smile and ways you put things into passion impressed me.
Your beauty made me aware that one of the doll has escaped from my sister’s cupboard.
You are not everything, but something special to me.
I love you anchal. I want to marry you.
So will you……
Anchal became speechless. Some amazing things were happening in front of her. It was like a dream. Truly she was adoring raheel. But things were happening rapidly, so that made her amaze. Tear came down from her eyes and with those tears only she accepted the flower from his hand and said:
Yaa my fool boy I love you.
I love you more than ever.
Then Raheel went upstairs. Things were going straightforwardly for him. He got approval from anchal. So his glee had no perimeter. In the same time his project in the company was going nonchalantly. So he was in the cloud nine. After that day they passed times in their accessible times. The purana quilla, the Sarojini Park, garden near India gate got their foot prints.
But all we know happiness does not remain forever. We have to accept the negative part also. After the three months of enjoyment, their love story fell in the ear of col. Choudhry. It was heart-throbbing for him. It was against his principles. He became angry, and abruptly called Anchal.
And said:
You are doing some twaddle things.
Are you cognizant about that?
I had not anticipated these things from you.
You have cleaned out my reliance.
What came about papa? (Anchal)
What are you voicing?
What’s the role of Raheel in your life?
Paaaa….pa! (Anchal)
Just tell me! (Cl Choudhry)
Hmmm….. I… have a weakness for him papa! I lllllllllllllllloveeee him.
Anchal!!! Are you whacky?
Ya mamma I love Raheel.
Col. Choudhry could not control himself, and anchal’s chin accepted a hard slap from him.
Paaapaa….
Have faith in me I love him and he loves me too.
You just go to your room. I will talk with you later.
Then immediately he called Raheel and asked:
So what happened young man?
What sir? What happened?
Don’t try to be innocent.
You have kicked off my conditions.
No sir, I’m not.
Hmmmm.
Just tell me about your misdoing.
Sirrrr….
Just teeeel me.
Ok.
I love anchal, and I want to marry her.
Please don’t take this in other way.
Mr. Raheel be in your limit!
I am revealing truth sir.
I had cautioned you with some conditions. But you violated those.
So you can’t live in my house, just get out from here now only.
Sir please listens to me first.
I love her sir. I will marry her and will keep her ever happy.
Just give me a chance.
Sorry young man you are day-dreaming.
I have big ambitions for my only daughter. You are not able for her.
So just get out from here and stay away from her forever.
Suddenly anchal came and told:
Papa please don’t do that. I really love him. He is a nice guy. I can live happily with him. He is my only happiness. Please! Papa do believe me.
Mr. Raheel Pattnaik just gets out from my house.
Sir please give me one chance to prove myself. If I won’t be able to prove then I will go from here forever.
Hmmm. Are you sure?
Yes Sir.
Ok then listen.
I have big ambitions for her.
She has brought up with high level of facilities.
She is going to UK after four months for higher study.
So I think with you those things can’t be fulfilled.
Her life and her way of living is much different from you.
So forget her, and live your life.
I know sir; she is your only daughter. So you have big dreams for her.
It’s good to allow her to go abroad for higher study.
But believe me sir, though I may not be able to give her all the facilities like you, but I can try and keep her happy always.
Hmmm… I don’t think so…………..
Ok I have one condition. If you will be able to do that, then she will be yours.
Listen to me seriously! With your current salary, it is impossible for her to live with you. To keep her with you, you need to earn more. And not only that you have to raise your standard.
So just try for a better job with handsome salary and then think about her.
Are you get along with this?
Raheel thought for a while and then said:
Ya sir I can do this. Just give me some time.
Ok I have no problem. Take two months’ time. But not more than that.
Ok sir.
Then Raheel came to his room. He was then half satisfied. He sat and started to think:
What will I do?
How can I get a job with higher salary within two months?
I have joined recently, so how can I get that?
I have promised Col. Choudhry.
And the important thing is I love Anchal. And that is not bogus.
So at any cost I have to fulfill the necessity of Cl. Choudhry.
But how?????
Bank of question were playing inside his mind.
Suddenly Anchal came to him and told:
Raheel what are you doing?
Are you imprudent?
Why did you agree to take papa’s condition?
I had not any other chance dear.
To get you I did accept that.
And don’t lose sleep, Things will be alright soon.
Don’t be frivolous Raheel! I know it is impossible.
And it will hurt you. So I don’t want you to do this.
Then Raheel came closer to Anchal and held her in his arms and said:
My cutie pie, you are my princess. So to get a princess the arduous work is needed. God doesn’t want to give you to me with ease. So this is a test for me.
So my dear let me do this. And don’t think much about it. Go and sleep.
At last she left that place with lots of ambiguity.
Anchal where were you?
Hmm….
Tell me!
I had gone to talk with Raheel.
I had warned you to avoid him.
Papa! You have put a hard challenge before him. And that is impossible.
But he agreed for that dear.
He did that for me only.
Then let him do that.
But papa…
See Anchal, I am your father.
I have seen lots of dream for you.
I can’t let my daughter to go with anybody.
Let me see how he is.
I want to test him.
At last she left that place without further argument.
In this fashion days went on. No contact, no talking just made them mad. Only the way was eye contact. And that was also happening rarely. Cl. Choudhry and his wife were keeping a strict eye on this. So things were very hard. In between these the mental pressure and illness made anchal weak. On the other hand Raheel was doing his job but in a slapdash fashion. The project, meeting with project manager and MD were not going in favor of him. The company did put a committee against him. They forewarned him. Then he did accept his misdoing and prepared for the right way. He gave concentration in his work. Within a few days he succeeded to get his PM’s belief on him. But anchal’s absence was hitting him.
In this way 20 days went. Raheel was trying hard to get a good job with handsome salary. His present salary was 18,000. He had to raise his salary level to get anchal. But nobody helped him in this, neither any company nor the luck. He botched in every place. At that stage he felt something panicky, and lone.
He thought: I have only 40 days left.
Nothing is going in favor of me.
TRIDENT INFOSOL has asked me to wait for 3 months.
But I have not that much of time.
What will happen?
What will I do?
Hey gods please help me.
I have become feeble, please do something for me.
He thought more and more, at last his mind advised him to try for any BPO. He went for that and got job without any obstacle due to his talent. He got selected for the post of tech support engineer. He was asked to work in the night shift, from 10pm to 6am. It was good for him. His time in NTL Electronics was from 10 am to 5 pm. So he accepted that. And the new company agreed to give him a salary of 14,000 per month. At that time he thought I have no other option right now, so I will join here temporarily till I will get a call from TRIDENT INFOSOL. In the end he filled all the requirements of the company, and accepted the offer letter from them. At last he got something. He was eager to tell this to Anchal, but was helpless. Cl. Choudhry had become strict with her. He was not allowing her to meet or talk with him.
Still he was happy as he positively came in favor of the challenge. After that his new life started. He was happy. He was doing two jobs in a day. He started to work from 10 am to 5 pm. Then again from 10 pm to 6 am. In this fashion life was going on. But actually the routine was very thought-provoking. Within a week of time it did affect not only his regular job but also health. Again he put a negative mark against him in front of his PM.
He inquired Raheel about this. But he easily avoided that. Raheel was trying hard to do well in both of his job. And he had that much talent and power. But we know everybody fall short in some aspect. So this happened with him. In this way 38 days went. There only 22 days had left. Still with all the intricacy, ill health and hard luck he was happy. He was thinking: after 22 days I will get a salary of 32,000. I will show Cl.Chaudhry. I will show him what I did!
I will make anchal happy. And then she will be mine.
He was trying to give more and more focus on both of his job. He was trying to get his boss’s full belief on him. Count down had been started for him. Good days were coming for him. Only six days were left.

It was an overcast morning. Raheel entered in his company, went to his cabin and logged on his system. He started to do his balance work. Suddenly his GM called him to his cabin. So he went inside his room.
May I come in sir?
Ya raheel come in.
Good morning sir.
Ya good morning.
Sit
Thank you sir.
Hmmm. Mr. Pattnaik what has cropped upwith you?
I listened that you are not focusing fully in your work.
No sir, not like that.
I had some health problem. That’s why.
Is that Health problem or anything else?
No sir, nothing else.
Mr. pattnaik If you will work in two companies at a time, in a day then health problem will occur surely.
Sir!!!!!!!!
Ya Mr.pattnaik Company have known about you.
I had thought you a genuine and trustworthy guy. Your performance was awe-inspiring except last two months. And one thing in this month you could get the elite employ award. You had a bright future with this company. But you only tumbled down all in your hands.
So with a heavy heart I am saying that you are axed raheel, you are axed from our company.
This is your dismiss letter. Go to the account section, and take your payable amount and get out from the company.
Thanks and best of luck for the rest of life.
Sir please heed to me.
You can go now; I have lots of work to do.
Please sir listens to me once.
I will spell out you all about this.
It is too tardy raheel.
I don’t have anything in my hand. This decision from the upper level.
So don’t envisage anything from me.
Goodbye.
Ooook sir. Thank youuu………….
Then without telling a word he came out from that place. The outside world looked like a hell to him. He couldn’t believe the happenings. He was thinking only. Lots of questions were playing inside his mind.Quivering attracted him, till he reached at home. He went to the terrace and sat there. Then with a heavy hearted mind he dragged a cigarette and by lighting that started to smoke. In the mean while anchal came from home. He was looking for raheel. Suddenly her eyes fell on him. Without thinking she just came to him. When she saw him smoking she came to knew that something wrong has happened. He could not anticipate the situation. He could not believe her eyes. She had not seen him for last two months closely. He was looking like a poverty-stricken fellow. As well as with a heavy hearted mind. Then she asked:
What happened raheel?
What made you to smoke at this time?
Raheel did not utter a single world.
He just came closely towards her and did hug her and started sobbing.
And this thing was very much different for anchal.
Raheel what happened? Tell me naaa……..
Finally he told her the entire story about his two jobs, what problem he faced and how his boss fired him.
Anchal I did fail.
I lost my job.
I was very happy. I was thinking that after six days I will get a salary of 32,000 thousand and will show that to your papa. And will prove myself.
Then after that nobody can part us.
Butt………….
I failed dear.
I think I will lose you dear.
I can’t live without you anchal! I can’t.
But I am a useless.
I could not keep my word.
Please forgive me anchal. Believe me I am not a looser but the luck did not give any support.
What would I do?
Nooo raheel don’t say like this.
Every time you were saying me to be practical always. But now you are doing against that.
Please don’t think like this.
It’s the luck. So we have to accept that.
I know you raheel. I know what you can do.
So my Cuddle Cakes is not an useless. One day he will be a bright spark.
And I know what you can do for me.
So you will not fail ever.
You have done some out of the ordinary things for me.
And this is a dream for everyone except you.
Even I can bet that no one can do things for love like you.
You are marvelous.
So leave these things, and lets go somewhere for refreshing. Shall we go for a drive in greater Noida express highway? Or go to paranthe wali gali to taste your favorite paranthe.
Tell me Naaa…….. Where we will go?
I want to refresh your mind.
Or we can go to India gate for a cool breeze.
Don’t think much my cute boy, everything will be fine.
So let’s go to somewhere, after that I will talk with papa about this.
Then she took raheel to greaternoida express high way to relax his mind.
Then after assuring raheel she came to home, and called her father and said:
Papa I want to talk with you.
Ok tell me.
Papa something wrong has happened.
Raheel’s company fired him from his job.
Whaaattt!
Ya papa.
I had known that. He deserved that. I was telling you he is not a guy for you.
But you did not listen. Now see what happened.
No papa thing is not like that, first listen to me.
Don’t favor him anchal.
Papa!
For the sake of the promise to you, he tried hard to get much salary. But he did fail everywhere. To satisfy you and for me, at last he did decide to work in a Bpo in night shift. He started to work at NTL in day time and in the Bpo in night. And you know papa this is very hard, but he did that. And this is for me only. Still things were going in the right way and smoothly. But papa, the luck did not help him. NTL electronics knew about his doings and without listening anything they fired him.
So tell papa, what was his fault? Had not he tried? Had not he worked hard? Without thinking about himself he did something extra ordinary for me only.
So he is really extra special. So accept him papa. Accept him for me please. I can live happily with him.
I do not need money papa; I want raheel and his love. So please understand papa, please.
Anchal! I have big dreams for you. And those things cannot be fulfilled with him. He is just an useless.
You are thinking wrong papa! He is not like this. And one thing put your all efforts and all the money you have, but you cannot get a guy like Raheel.
Anchal!!!!
Ya papa I am right.
Papa! I know you don’t like him. So you are doing and playing ridiculously with some promises with him. And that poor fellow is following those. He admires you a lot papa. That is why he is doing all the stuffs.
Now listen one thing carefully papa! If I won’t get raheel then I won’t keep myself alive.
Anchal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Is he greater than your parents?
Is he more than us for you?
Not like that papa.
Then…………….
Papa, I know how much you love me, but his love is precious in his way.
Still my decision is final, just stay away from him.
Sooory papa.
AAAAAAAnchal!!!!!!!!!!
Papa, keep a side your esteem and just see the happiness of your daughter, then you will know what is right.
Papa I know you want to keep your daughter away from him, as he is earning low, he is not a career 1st class student, not an IITIAN. So you had planned those promises. You had thought that he can’t fulfill your requirement. But he somehow did that.You were almost right papa, but not fully. Remember one thing this is impossible for everyone except Raheel.
Just the luck did not support him.
But you have cheated raheel.
So I won’t obey your orders.
Ohhh… my daughter has grown-up.
She has more knowledge than me.
I used to teach her by holding her hands. But today she is teaching and arguing with me.
Really the insect of love makes the children crazy.
For that ridiculous thing only they don’t even think about their parents.
Is love bigger than parents?
Can somebody love you more than your mother?
Can somebody take care of you more than your father?
No papa no one can!
But love sometimes makes you feel that everything is smaller than it. No one is around you except your love. And another thing papa when you have to move towards your destination then you have to choose the right path by leaving all the other things. In that way you have to forget all stuffs.
First I did not want to do like this, but now I have to. Otherwise the word love will lose its eminence papa!
I love you and mama much. But papa, raheel’s love for me is exceptional. I am sorry papa it may not be tolerable for you. Still in my view I am right papa. You have cheated and mocked my love. So this is the time to give my love fully respect and honor.
I don’t know papa why did you do like this.
It was your thinking. And maybe you are right, maybe I am wrong.
Still I will go with my love.
Anchal’s each word did thrill Cl. Chaudhry. Some panic made a nest in him. So he asked his wife to keep eye on anchal. But all we know no one can stop somebody who is seriously in love. The thing love can make you climb thousands of Everest. At last Anchal thought a lot for two days. Then she did decide to go to Raheel. It was a cool rainy night, she called him and said:
Raheel I want to meet you. I am coming upstairs.
What! Are you nuts!
No I am crazy, crazy for you.
We will meet tomorrow dear.
No I want to meet you now.
I am coming.
Then abruptly she cut the call and came to upstairs.
Raheel became astonished.
What happened anchal? What made you to come here so late?
Anything wrong? Is everything alright?
She ran towards raheel and hugged him tightly.
And said:
stop questioning you fool.
Let me with you for some time.
Ok.
But what about your father?
Do not think about him, he is sleeping right now.
I had a quarreled with him day before yesterday.
I tried hard to make understand him. But he did not listen. He asked me to stop thinking about you again.
But I came without listening to him to meet you.
I want you raheel, so I disobeyed him.
But anchal!!!!
Stop thinking about him raheel. Why do you think about everyone except you always?
I have to say one thing to you.
What?
I want to be yours forever tonight.
Whhhhaaaaat!!!!!!!!!
Ya, please accept me dear.
Are you zany? Do you have any knowledge about your saying?
Ya completely, my sweet boy.
I am not a child. I am not taking baby food in my breakfast. I am a lass. I am 21 years old and you are almost 24. And I think you are perfect in every aspect. Don’t you? Similarly I am also perfect with no limitations. And last but not the least thing is the government of India requires this much things only from a boy and girl to be a couple. Is not it?
I have this much knowledge only.
Raheel started to laugh at anchal’s words.
Then said: ya my cutie pie this is not only ok. This is alright.
Sooo….
Sooooooo………………
Then he strongly hugged her and hauled her velvety lips towards him with his lips. The lips locked like two opposite pole magnets first. Then those things gone into war. They did share the romantic saliva with each other. At that time raheel was resting on a wall and anchal was on him. In the meantime situation became wild. They rested in the bed. They had become crazy, crazy for each other, and crazy for love. They were in cloud nine and enjoying the sudden excitement and turn in the life. They might be in a stage of utopia.in the very moment anchal lifted her lips and rubbed against raheel’s chin. It made them look into each other’s eyes. Again their saliva of mouth coalesced and the tongues set forth for a pleasure duel.. They were too busy with each other still were speechless.
The knives of passion sliced their senses into lot of pieces. Suddenly raheel’s hand started exploring anchal’s body. In this fashion they opened all their private desires in that moment. Suddenly there occurred a sudden silence and they could hear them breathe heavily. After that raheel sat in the bed and anchal was in his lap. He was playing with her silky hairs. In that very moment he uttered:
Anchal we might have done something wrong.
You fool don’t think like that, and don’t behave like a child.
And another thing have not you ever thought for this?
So leave this.
Anchal can’t we be together?
Yaaaa we became naa, just a little while ago.
Be serious anchal.
I want to marry you, want to love you forever.
Yaaa I also want that.
All the things were going in our favor, but my bad luck washed all the things. F$$k my luck and f$$k me.
Don’t say like this raheel.
The luck plays a vital role in our life. It is an unknown and unpredictable phenomenon that causes an event to result in a way rather than other. So we have to accept this.
Yes I know that, but I have accepted that everytime.
But we can’t to against it naaa.
So my cute boy don’t think more, everything will be alright.
I want to marry you, and if this will happen then there is no one be happy more than me. But keep in your mind one thing: “marriage is not everything. It is a legal contract between two people. It is a process of mixing two people, culturally,legaly and sexually. We can marry legally with out my parent’s permission, but I know you won’t do that.
And raheel remember one thing always, whatever it will be in future, I am yours. Anchal is forever for you. Her every beat is for you. If something wrong will happen with me, then won’t think about me a lot. You have to concentrate in your life and work. I want you to go higher and higher. For me you have suffered much. So by leaving all the past things you will go on. For me you have became careless about your future.
Anchal…… stop.
What has happened with you? Why are you telling like this? Nothing will happen to you. I am with you. So don’t try to be a philosopher. Come and sleep.
Hmmmm……..
Then they went to sleep. But there was not a single sleep in anchal’s eye. She thought a lot about raheel, about their future, their love and last but not the least her parents.
It seemed her that they will fail in the commitement of love. A fear loosing each other hitted her inner part. Her father is not in a mood to listen her desire. Then she started to think about her future.
Papa will definitely send me abroad for higher study. He will force me with lots of emotion. But I can’t go by leaving raheel.
In the other hand I can’t break papa’s heart. Now I have come to the middle of a road. The veichles are coming towards me with a high speed. So I cant go straight. I have to go either side of the road. Two people are waiting for me in either side, papa and raheel. Towards whom I will go to save me from the coming catastrophe? I can’t leave raheel, in the same time I can’t deny papa’s call. Though I had some quarreled with papa, still he is my papa. He is the one who has brought me to this mortal world, has given me all my wantings. If I will refuse him then it will be a heart throb for him. On the other hand I cant even leave raheel. He is the one who has left his own life, career and everything for me only. Ohhh god what will I do. I cant go to the either sides of the road so will I go straight………….
Anchal was in a circle of puzzle. She came out from raheel’s room and went outside her house. It was around 3.30pm. She was thinking about her direction and suddenly a sound did stimulate
Dhruuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm……………………….
Some taxi driver said that the girl was walking in the middle of the road. We were about to drag her from the place a black Honda city smashed her beautiful body into small pieces.
After that Cl. Chaudhry was informed about the accident, as one of his friend some how managed to identify anchal. He and his wife hurriedly came to the place and saw the body of their loving daughter. Anchal’s mother brust into grief. But Cl.Chaudhry was standing like a statue. The posture he might had learn from the army training. Raheel got the news and without wasting a second came to the place. He did fall beside the body. He could not belive that was anchal.he did become dumb. He was quivering like a leaf in the wind. He brust into tears, yelled, but no one consoled him, no one did listen to him. In the mean time police came and investigated the heartbreaking incident. They took the body for the process of postmortem. They named it as an accident due to the idiocy of the victim. Still that time Cl.Chaudhry was in the same state of affirs. Raheel could not keep himself silent. He went to Cl.Chaudhry and uttered:
Sir, they named it as accident due to inanity of anchal.
But you know how clever your daughter was!!!
So is this true????
I think it is a suicide and someone might had forced her to do so……
But one thing I am admiring you sir!
You are very strong. You did not even bow infront of your daughter’s body.
You did not even shake by the dismissal of your daughter.
The Army might have taught you these things. Really you are the proud of army.
Thank you.
Then with a heavy heart raheel came to his home. He had become like a stone. He sat on the bed. Something touched his hand. He did discover that. At that was a white paper. He came to know that was a letter and written by his love and life Anchal. He did start to read…..

Heeeyyyy my curdle cakes, my sweet boy,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I don’t know how you can read this. My papa once had told me that beta, we are the dolls of the almighty who directs us to play by his wishes in the stage of this fantasy world. Raheel, you are such an amazing guy. You are the most decent guy I have ever seen. You are the night dream for every other girl, and I was so lucky to have you. You know sometimes things doesn’t happen in our favor. The memory is still fresh in my mind, when we had seen each other for the first time. I was enjoying the evening with some children. You were returning to home from office. For the first time our eyes did match. Truly speaking I don’t know what was that, something passed through my heart. You gave me a slight smile. And you know I am crazy about your smile till this date. Gradually we became closer. And that sensation turned into love in some days with out my core knowledge. I had another incident as fresh, and that was when you did propose me. I was in my hall watching tv, you came and asked mamma about the score of tendulkar. And when she went inside suddenly you came to me with a handmade flower from the vase and proposed me. How romantic that was. I had not thought about the way of proposing in my wildest dream. How cute, how romantic that was!!!! That was beyond my imagination. Salute to your thinking and salute to your guts man!!! And another incident near the india gate. We were in our first outing. We were sitting in the bench in the park with a slight distance. We talked a lot. I was smiling at your cute sayings suddenly you brought your lips closer to mine and did plant a thunder kiss. What was that? Some hurricane did flow through my body.
My cute boy I had tried hard to make understand papa. But he did not listen. After failing from his side I did decide to meet you. I spent a lot of time with you yesterday night. Believe me dear I couldn’t figure out our future. Nobody were in favor of us, neither my parents nor your luck. We came closer last night for the first time. When we got closer you rendered me breathless. Our fingers interwined and your lips did press against mine. Everything about you took my breath away. Then you did something more,by which my mind went blank and as a computer reboots , it did start to dawn on me that some thing wonderful was happening. The intensity of the moment made us insane. We went blind. Our lips, tongues, hands and much more things went to war. I can’t explain more than this. After that you went to sleep. You were looking very innocent like a cute baby. I needed more time to spend with you. You don’t know how long I was there just staring you in the bed and in the door way. I wanted to run towards you. But with the last kiss with you I came from home, by passing all the night noise. I thought we can’t be together. Nobody will agree for our relation. Suddenly I thought it will be good to go away from your life.

Raheel you have faced a lot of trouble for me only. You have not thought about yourself,your career for once. With me your life has seen tremendous dilemma.i know raheel you will not accept my sayings. But truth is always truth.i know this letter is the last possible medium for me to talk with you. I have clearly understood that we can not be together. My papa will not accept our relation, and i can not escape from him to make alive my love. Whatever he may be, still he is my father. My misdoing might have ruined his prestige. So at last I did think to go away from your life. Raheel you know one great saying by samuel butler!! “ all animal except man know that the principal business of life is to enjoy it”. We human are really very different. We say that we are the best creation of almighty. But really we are very much down as compare to animals.so my cute boy don’t think much about me. I know when you will read this you will be angry with me. But my heart advised me this only dear. So dear, after this don’t waste your time thinking much about me. Don’t blem anybody for my misdoings. I have taken this decision with my all knowledge. My doing may be force someone to think about the past differently. I may prove my love infront of papa. So, I thought to prove this by my life.
Raheel always keep smiling, and live your life at the fullest. you may think that the stupid girl advising me after doing such bogus thing. But my dear these are request to you. I love you, I will be with you for ever.
Forget me as the darkest chapter of your life. I have given you only pain. Please start your life from a new point and fulfill all the dreams of you and your parents. Raheel don’t be insane by talking I have loved only one girl and I won’t marry anyone else. Just be in a good position and get the best girl as your life partner. Don’t cry for me atall. I will be there with you always.
Anyway love you my cuteboy, my baby.
Yours………..
aNcHaL

raheel became speechless. He could not imagine anchal.he was thinking numerous
things.
Is that the same girl, who was thinking life is bindass. We have to be practical on every aspect. How she did this. How could not I get a single glimpse about her thinking. The girl who was saying everything will be ok oneday, she only did select the path of suicide.
The girl who was scribbling romantic messages on her note book, who was drawing hearts on every possible places, who was praying for my happiness without any reason,only left me in the middle. Anchal’s dismisal made raheel to seem as some of his nerves and cells has been ruined. Was it true!!!! Was I awake!!!! He was thinking only.
At last like every other human being he started to scold the almighty.
Hey God!!!
From the starting of my life I have found that luck is a very peculiar thing. It can be renamed as hide and seek. Some one has said that luck is that, what happens when preparation meets opportunity. But I have prepared fully from my side still not for a single time it has met with opportunity. And another thing it luck has a peculiar habbit of favoring those who don’t depend on it. So I can’t estimate what actually luck is. Hey dude!!!! Can you explain me about this. I am broke dude! I have lost everything. I don’t want to live in your fantasy world.
But…………
I will live. I will live for my anchal. I will keep alive her feelings and love. And one thing to you mr. supreme power!!!! Don’t Try to make this type of luck for someone. if truth be told these things are very sore and ………….
It really aching.

sOmEtImEs It ReAlLy.......HuRtS

2010-06-15T22:31:00.000+05:30

The date was 10^th November. In that day Pratham was full of activity in his work. He was in his morning shift. At first he was working with ADIDAS, India. That was located at gurgaon. According to his name he was the most idyllic guy. He was very much intellectual, heartfelt, as well as fine-looking. He was very much straight-thinking guy. After his bachelor degree in Engineering and technology, he had got a job in ADIDAS. And due to his uphill struggle, and fortune after completing 2 successful years in India, he was shifted to ADIDAS, Amsterdam. And that was the golden epoch for him. But in all honesty he was not happy for it. Something was going in his mind. Something had happened with him. He was in a close relationship with a girl for last 4 years. But some misunderstandings had apart them. So he was very upset. But the fact is we can not mix our personal life with the professional life. What ever it may be we have to show our ass to be fucked to our authorities. So with out any objection he went there. At first life was not easy there for him. But with the time, he was trying to adjust with the new environment. But till that time he was thinking about the girl. And that girl was Tasha. Tasha Sachdev. Something was in her name, which had spellbound Pratham towards her in their foremost encounter. It was the first day of his Bachelor degree. And that enticement had translated shortly into love. And after that they had started to deliver the inner feelings between them.

Pratham was in his own dream world. He was thinking about such things. Suddenly his phone rang. Inside the plant the atmosphere was too noisy. So after a long time he received the call. After the usual greeting, he heard a female tone from the other side. So thinking for a while he uttered:

                          May I know who this is?

                    Hello! Am I chatting with Pratham Ahuja? (From the other side)
                  Ya. (Pratham said)
                    Pratham! Shruti here. Tasha’s friend. (The other one uttered)
                    Shruti……. (Pratham thought)
                          Ya, Ya I got.

                         Any way what materialized you to call me? And how did you get my number?

                   Leave that Pratham! I will tell that later. (Shruti said)

                  But I have news for you. And that will be painful for you. (She continued)

                        Still I presumed to tell you. Please do not take it in other way.

                 OK, let me know first! (Pratham said excitingly)

              20^th November is going to be a deplorable day for you. (Shruti told slowly)

                Whyeeeeeeeeeeee? (Pratham said)

          It is Tasha’s engagement day. (From Shruti)

             Whaaaaaaaaat! (From Pratham)

               Ya Pratham it is true. (From Shruti)

             I know this news will miff you. But I was enthusiastic to tell you. So I searched your   number here and there. And finally got from Rima. (Shruti continued)

               Rima? (Pratham questioned)


   Your cousin sister, Pratham! (From Shruti)

         OK, then. (Pratham)

            I have to go now to the field. So bye. (He continued)

        Listen, Pratham…… (Shruti)

        I am sorry. I gave you ache. (She continued)

       Do not feel sorry. And I will talk with you later. (Pratham)

         Byeeeee. (He said)

Then he disconnected the call. And after that the state of affairs was unbelievable for him. He had not thought this in his dream also. Tears came down from his eyes. All of a sudden with out any thinking he came out of the plant. The peripheral world was much different for him at that time. Hurriedly he dialed Shruti’s number.

   Hello! Shruti…. (Pratham)

        Is that true? (He continued)

        Please tell me.

       Please tell me that you were teasing with me. Please dear please tell me.

       I was not joking with you Pratham! I am serious. (Shruti told and continued)

      That is on 20^th November.

      But how it can be possible? (Pratham)

      I can not reckon this.

     I realize your feelings Pratham! But it is only true. (Shruti)

    But how? Shruti! How? (Pratham)

   How did she do such things? Then he cried.

   Listen Pratham, please listen to me. (Shruti)

   Please do not suppurate dear, please.

You have to believe this.

Shruti! Is she doing this by her desire? (Pratham)

   Ya… I think so. (Shruti uttered)

I did want to make aware you about this. That’s why I told you.

You know Pratham! We have to admit our luck. We can not revolutionize our luck in our way.

So get this in your mind, and have power over yourself.

Then she had disconnected the call. The words of Shruti were hurting him with razor-sharp pins. There was only one thing going in his mind. How did she do this? They had some erroneous belief, argument etc, etc. but he had not thought this type of stuff from her. This is out of his anticipation. Sea of questions were running in his mind.

   How did she do this?

   How did she take this type of decision?

      Did she take this decision herself or did by some pressure?

       Why did not she think about him?

       And finally what will he do now?

   He was saying to himself: how will I live now?

   Can not I get her?

His life was out of the question with out her. Then he thought for a long time. And after much thinking, he took a decision that it would be better to praise her thinking. It is not good to force or pressure someone to do something. If she has taken a decision, then may be good for her. She may not be live with me happily. And I may not be apt for her.

At last he again dialed Shruti and said:

    Hello, Shruti!

    I want some assistance from you.

    Can you?

   What sort of assistance Pratham? (Shruti questioned)

   Shruti… I want to come for her engagement ceremony. (Pratham)

Whaatttttttt! (Shruti)

Ya Shruti. I want. (Pratham)

But, why Pratham! Why? (Shruti)

I don’t know that. But i….. (Pratham)

You can not put up with that situation dear. (Shruti)

It will hurt you.

I will handle that. (Pratham)

But her parents and relatives will see you in a different way. (Shruti)

I do not care that Shruti. (Pratham)

I will not make any drama or any conflict there.

But…… Pratham……… (Shruti)

Please Shruti plzzzzzzzzz! (Pratham)

What will you do there? It will hurt you. (Shruti)

And how can you see your love with another guy?

I can Shruti! I can. (Pratham)

And that word hurt has become normal for me. I feel that thing in a usual manner (Pratham)

I just want to come and catch a glimpse of my fairy. Who knows I will see her for the last time. I will not snivel there. I will not make any useless situation. I will see her for sometime. And will give some wishes and blessings. And will pray for her better future.

So plz Shruti plz!

OK, come. I will be there with you. (Shruti)

Thanks Shruti thanks. (Pratham)

After that Pratham started his preparation for the voyage. By informing the authority of the factory he left for the ceremony. First he arrived in his home. His approach was a dramatic thing for his family. But he did not tell them anything. He told them that he has come due to some personal work. It was 19^th November. In the evening he rang Shruti, and she picked up the phone.

           Hello Shruti!

          Pratham here.

         Ya Pratham, tell. (Shruti)

   Did u reach?

         Ya. I am in Berhampur. (Pratham)

         Pratham please think again about it. (Shruti)

         Is it good for you to go there?

        How can you handle the situation?

       Can you see your girlfriend with someone else?

       Ya Shruti, I can. (Pratham)

On 20^th November evening he went to the ceremony. Shruti guided him. It was going on in a vast community center. He saw a exquisite arrangement inside the hall. The hall was looking pleasant. All of a sudden his eyes fell on the most bravura design of the almighty. That was nothing other than his love. That was Tasha. She was looking attention-grabbing. By looking her Pratham forgot about the present situation. Some past colorful reminiscences played in the upper most part of his body. In the meanwhile a slight thrust of a lady dragged him to the present situation. And dramatically that was Tasha’s mother. She had become flabbergasted by looking him. And terrifyingly said:

         Pratham!!!!!

         Namaste aunty. How are you? (Pratham)

     Nnnnnamahhhsteeeee. I…..am……..fine. (She said)

     Butttt………

        What happened aunty? (Pratham)

        Why are you responding like this after seeing me?

        Couldn’t you recognize me?

       Aunty, I am Pratham. Pratham Ahuja. I have come to see the engagement ceremony of your       daughter.

       Though I am her one of the good friends, still she did not invite me.

   I knew this from Shruti.

      So I came. Can not I come to my best friend’s engagement?

      I can not believe this Pratham! I can not! (She uttered)

      How could you?

     Here everything will hurt you. You can not bear the scenes.

     And another thing, I am sorry beta. I could not do anything for you.

     I tried hard. But she took her own decision.

     Do not feel sorry for me aunty. (Pratham)

     It is not your slip-up.

     It is only my destiny. We can not do anything versus this.

    From the starting of my life luck has played game with me.

    So I have known to fiddle with it.

   Do not worry about me. I won’t make any dilemma here. I have come here to see her for the last time.

So please aunty give me a chance to do that.

Tasha’s father and brother even became daze. But her mother managed the situation. Pratham was standing in a corner. He was looking her love smiling. And he was crying inside. Then with in a few moments his feet moved him towards the stage, where Tasha was. He went there and greeted the couples with out any thinking and with a regular smile and said:

“May your engagement be the beginning of a lifetime filled with special love & happiness.”

Everything was possible for him. But not for Tasha. On going scene was out of her expectation. She became dumbfound. She could not utter a single word. She could not even visualize his presence. The scene was like a dream for her. Then Pratham moved towards Tasha’s Fiancé and said:

         Anyway I am Pratham.

   I am Mayank. Mayank goswami. (Mayank said)

         I am a friend of your Fiancée. we are college friends. She is a good friend of mine. And a nice girl, with good personality. (Pratham)

       You have got a germ dude. You are very lucky. It has not written on everybody’s fate.

       Ok enjoy your life. After saying this he came down from the stage. Then suddenly by taking an excuse from Mayank, Tasha came to Pratham and said:

        Hey! Pratham... (Tasha)

        How are you?

        Hmmm... Fine. (Pratham)

        Then Silence captured them for sometime. Suddenly Tasha told:

        Wont you ask me how am I?

       Yyyyyaaaa yaaa. (Pratham)

       Haaaow aaaaree yyyouuuu?

      Faaaaine. (Tasha)

    How is your job going on?

      Quite good. (Pratham)

     You are looking very handsome. (Tasha)

     Thanks. And you are looking gorgeous as ever. (Pratham)

Again a silence created for some time.

    Pratham! I am sorry. (Tasha)

    And won’t you ask me the reason for swindling you?

   Sorry for what? And what is swindling? (Pratham)

   I want to tell you the reason Pratham! I know I have done that with you. (Tasha)

I don’t want to know that. It’s your life Tasha! And you have the full right to take your own decision. (Pratham)

I know we both have seen many dreams. But I only devastated all those things. (Tasha)

It is not good to evoke the past Tasha! And it is simply not good at this time. (Pratham)

Remember one thing: life is a one way road. We can see that. But can not go there. So why to think about that!

You are going to a new life. So just forget about those things. Live with the present and plan for your better future. Past normally gives us pain. Though it has some unforgettable memories, those are useless for the present. It restricts us to go in the forward direction. So why will we think or recollect that?

You have taken a decision for your present and future. So you must right.

You are very nimble-fingered Tasha. So you might have taken right decision.

Therefore I will not ask you, why you did this.

Bbbbbuttttttttt Pratham……….. (Tasha)

I am happy for you Tasha. I always want you to live happily. (Pratham)

I am haaaapppyyyyyy.

I may not be appropriate for you. So do not think about me. I am really an unblessed Tasha!

So my dream remained in the dream only. That is the woe only. But do not worry. I can manage it.

And another thing is you may not be live with me happily.

No Pratham that is not the reason. (Tasha)

Whatever the reason it may be Tasha! Leave that. (Pratham)

It is your engagement. You are going to marry soon. Your Fiancé is waiting there for you.

So leaving all the things, just cherish it.

You are really a batty Pratham. (Tasha)

Ya Tasha, yaaa I am. I am mad for y………. (Pratham)

Any way I have executed my dream. I am leaving. Enjoy your life. I had come here only to see you. I know, I can not see you after this. So I did that. I have to go now. Any way I have brought something for you. Please accept it.

Then he gave her a beautiful red tiny box. And by saying good bye to all he left the place. Tasha was standing like a stone. The past memories were playing inside her mind.

Suddenly Shruti called him from back. She started crying by holding him. He was trying to make her normal. Then she uttered:

I had listened much about you Pratham.

But today I saw those things about you.

Really you are out of the ordinary ones. I am bowing my head in front of you. Here is some thing from Tasha for you.

Pratham took that. That was a silver colored envelope. He opened that. And a piece of paper was in that. He dragged the paper from the envelope. Something had written in that. He started to read.

PRATHAM,

                  Here is the girl who loved you from her standard 8^th. And her heart is telling that, she loves you till now. Ya Pratham, it is Tasha speaking, your Tasha.
I had not thought that, I will marry anyone except you. I had seen many dreams with you. And we both had designed about our living, home, even about children. Once we had a quarrel on the children issue. You were enthusiastic for one child. And I wanted two. We had exchanged blows for three days. Those days were very nice Na! I am remembering the dates, the movies and the times in the parks with you. I was teasing you that you are not much romantic. Every time I have to start romance. And you were trying to be serious. But you could not. How nice those days were. I know you got the news about my engagement from Shruti. I had no guts to tell you about it. Tell me, how can I? But she did this. So I thanked her. Pratham we had some quarrels, some misunderstanding. So I had told you some hard words. After that you had promoted to Italy for your job. You know Pratham, when I heard this news, I danced crazily. I was very happy in that day. I thought that all our dreams will become true.
    Pratham, I know I have devastated your life. I left you in the middle. You had not              thought that, I will do something like this. For me you got much pain. But Pratham I had not thought this in my dream also. I am doing this ,due to some mistakes. I can not live with out you. Still I love you. But I have to do this. I have thought to tell you about this many times. But I can not. Now I have to tell this to you. Other wise you can not know the truth, and people will take our love in an ordinary manner. And I do not want this. Our love was pure, and it is. It was not for the time pass. It was for a life time. It may not be like the famous love stories of heer ranjha, shoni mahiwal. But it had the purity, and beliefs. Pratham, when you left, I missed you much. I had tried much to talk with you. But I could not, I failed. I had scolded you and asked you not to contact me. So you did not contact me for a single time. I was missing you more than ever. And in this way two months had gone. I went to Mumbai for the job in Sankalp Semiconductor. I had not any liking. But forcefully I went there. There also I was feeling very lonely. All were asking me about it. But I had no answer. With in a few weeks a new face came in front of me. He tried much to know about the matter. And he was trying her best to make me happy. And that guy was Mayank. Mayank Goswami. It was an off day of us. He called me for an evening coffee. He bound me to tell about the fact. And what happened to me I do not know I told him all the things, and started crying. He made me calm. From that day onwards he tried to make me normal. With some amusement, jokes, parties and movies he tried to remove my loneliness. He tried to motivate me towards the work and the new environment. And with in a few months, I became normal. I gave interest towards the work. But till that time I was thinking about you. Suddenly something happened. It was Mayank’s birthday. He had invited me to his home. Our other office staffs were also there. Then we celebrated his birth day. At that place also I was feeling something different. Everyone left the place after the party. When I was leaving his home, he asked me to stay for sometime. Then he came to me and said:
                   Tasha, what happened with you?
                   Nothing. (I said)
            You were not happy in the party. (He said)
               No I was. (From me)
            Look Tasha, I know what you are thinking. (He said)
             Sometime, we have to adjust with the situation. And that only the life is.
           But I can’t Mayank I can’t. (I cried)
               Every time Pratham’s face is coming in front of me. I can’t live with out him.

Then suddenly he came to me and held me in his arms. I was crying at that time. I leaned on him. After that something took place Pratham. And that was out of my imagination. At that time I was in the dream. When I came to reality, I knew that I have done a big mistake. He assured me that, that was not a mistake. Why I did like this I don’t know Pratham. But I have done that. After that when I came to my home, I thought that I have done some capricious work. I have broken the credence of you. I cried a lot. I yelled for the misdoing. But the thing had already done. Even I thought to tell about this. But what would I tell to you Pratham? Then I thought that you will not believe this. So after a long thinking I decided to go away from your life. But that was not possible for me. Then I set up my mind to marry Mayank. It was the hardest decision of my life. Still I did that. Really Pratham I have not played any game with you. Believe me I have not betrayed you. I knew that, though we had some misunderstandings, quarrels still we will meet. No one can apart us. But the life and fate made me some thing different. I thought how will I go in front of you? How can I live with you with such big misdoings? That’s why I took this decision. I know, you will get hurt by this. You will think some thing different about me. But it’s the truth only. Your Tasha has changed Pratham. Some scratches have ruined her. So don’t think about her. Live your life in a better way. You are very handsome as well as the most decent guy I have ever seen Pratham. I am not able for you. So you can easily get a girl 10 times more beautiful than me. Find a beautiful girl and marry her soon. And if possible then invite me. I will come. But Before I finish, keep in mind one thing that Tasha had loved you. And still loves you only. No one can take your place in her heart.

Yours but not truly,
      TASHA

This letter had stunned Pratham. At that day he knew that why people always says the words like God, Fate or luck. Then with a heavy yelling he told the god:
Hey! Almighty,

Why don’t you come to the earth? Please come down dude. You are writing such interesting stories by staying in the heaven. But does u ever felt the feelings of it?

What are you thinking of yourself? You have named as God, Almighty. But I know all these names are bogus. You don’t have any guts to face this type of situation. What are you getting by this? Don’t do this type of things dude. It really……. Hurts.

Then he came from that place towards his car with out looking back. But Tasha’s face was playing in front of him.

dElHi DiLwAlOnKi

2010-03-20T04:08:00.000+05:30
This is an incident when I was in Delhi/ noida.

It was around 6.30 PM. I was coming from my training. At lakshmi nagar bus stop I caught the bus for noida. The bus was very much unoccupied. There were only 10 passengers. I took a seat. Then the bus rolled its wheels toward noida. Suddenly the weather was started to change. I felt icy breeze. Then suddenly the very black cloud came, and covered the blue ones.with in a short interval of time it started raining heavily. The strength of rain was growing heavier from time to time. It was very much out of the question for the bus to go ahead.But slowly slowly the bus had reached at Mother Dairy bus stop. From that place a girl, oops! An angel got into it. I caught a glimpse of her. She was extra special. In her black salwar suit she was looking miraculous. She had put her Dupatta on her head to keep away her from rain. I noticed her closely. Due to rain most of her body parts and clothes had became wet. Her dark eyes were half closed and some raindrops were falling from it. I was thinking about those raindrops. How lucky they were! If I were the raindrops I would in her face or body. At that time I was praying the super natural power to change me into raindrops. Suddenly a harmonious voice dragged me towards my original position. She was coming toward me by leaving all the front seats. At that time the level of my testosterone started to increase. And everybody know this is a natural thing. It is impossible for anybody to keep that level constant after watching a beautiful girl in that condition. In the same time if she will come towards you, then just forget about that thing. You can’t control yourself. I became dumb. I could not think what will happen. Rapidly she came to me and asked for a seat. And I with out any hesitation gave her seat. She had become very much wet. She took a seat beside me. I could feel the aroma of her cologne. That was mind-boggling. Then I gave her my dry hankie. She started to make her dry with that. And after that she thanked me. At that time the bus had reached at the Noida Mode. And then the driver stopped the bus due to the high density of rain. It was very much dark inside the bus. So to spend some time I started chatting with her.

Where will you go? (I asked her)
Sector 22. (She said in a sweet voice)
What about you?
Same place.(from me)
What made you to come in this terrible situation? (I questioned her)
I am going there for shopping for my sister’s wedding. (She said)
OK.( i said)
Anyway what are you doing? And why are you going to sector 22? (She asked me)
I am living there. I am working at NTL as a trainee. So after training I am going to my home.(from me)
Ohhhhh…….. (She said)
What about you ?(from me)
I am studying in Delhi Engineering College. (She said sweetly)
Hmmm....Nice(I said)
Can I say something to you? (I asked)
Ya… sure (she said positively)
You are very beautiful. (I said)
Thank you for your complement and flirting.(From her)
No,no dont think that. Its true.(I said)
Anyway, Would you mind to tell me your name? (I asked her politely)
Shresta…. (She said)
woh!....something was in her name.(I thought) and said nice name.
What about you (she asked)
Myself soumya (I said)

At that time Rain was at his excessive level. There was only sound of raindrops and lightening. The density of rain was mounting time to time and the cold breeze started flowing. I saw her and her eyes. They were just like Deep Sea, where you can formulate an aspiration to go for a dip! Time to time the gap between us had decreased. Suddenly she hugged me due to the hasty attack of the lightening. The two hands of her formed a nest and I didn’t want to run away from that state of affairs. I couldn’t defy myself to hug her. But my body was trembling in fear as well as in a special sensation. That was a terrible situation for me. I was thinking to avoid that, but my mind or heart did not permit me. Still I told sorry to her for that. But she told me that no need to say sorry. It’s ok. And put her hand on my hand. Suddenly I felt a bit of warmth and an increase in the level of my testosterone. I felt something different. And with out any thinking I started to play with her hands. That thing made us closer. In the mean time she brought her close toward me and forced me to feel something. I felt some thing new as well as interesting. Her Quaking lips touched mine with in a minute before my expectation. In the mean while the density of rain had become normal. And the bus had rolled its wheels towards its destination. And I was only in the previous stage, and was thinking about the marvelous incident. She gave me a nice smile and said I am better than the best guy she had ever seen. She was very down-to-earth and very out of the ordinary. She was like a chocolate box. Suddenly after her complement I said her that I like her and I love to be her boyfriend. Then she gave me a smile. In her smile I felt some positive things, and swiftly proposed her. There she looked astonished. And suddenly her face had changed. She was looking down and unruffled. She told me that I am quite good for her, but she will think about it. In the meanwhile sector 22 had come, and she was about to leave the seat. And Out of the blue I caught her hand and asked her for a coffee. She just smiled. Then we stepped out from the bus. I told her to go to the GIP for coffee. At that time the road was very much full of activity. It was very much impossible to cross that. But we had to do that. So I caught her hand, and started to cross that busy road. All of a sudden a car came nearer to us with a high speed. And by looking that she in the blink of an eye pushed me, toward the safer zone, but could not save her. That car went on her in a flash with out any thinking. I became dumb. I could not know, it was real or I was watching a dream. Her beautiful body was on the road. I could not think what I will do. I was just crying internally. Then I went towards her. The situation was unbelievable for me, and was out of my thinking. I could not think what I will do? Then suddenly my eyes fell on her carry-bag. I picked that up and opened. But something miracle happened. There was not a single thing in her bag. That was totally empty. So strangely I left that bag. Then suddenly a piece of paper fell from the bag in front of me. I picked up that. And in that something had written. And that was:
GOOD LUCK. GO AHED IN YOUR LIFE. AND REMEMBER ONE THING, SOMEONE IS THERE
WITH YOU.
The running scenes were fully strange for me. Nothing was coming to my mind. So with a guilt-ridden mind, I left that place. I was thinking that, I was responsible for the matter. But I could not do any thing. Neither I saved her, nor told anyone about the matter. But one thing which was cutting me by thousand of pins was, I could not know who the Girl was actually? She mighty be an angel. Or might be the god or goddess. But she had come to me, to save me from a terrible situation. She only saved me. Therefore who that may be. I can not forget the day and the girl, and last but not the least the moments with her.

sOmEtHiNg aBoUt mE

2010-03-16T01:44:00.000+05:30

tHe vErY fIrSt:

On 25th December 1986 a normal occurrence happened at the Christian Hospital in berhampur. At that time the doctors, staffs, as well as the nurses were busy in the preparation for their drama on the Christmas eve. When my mother got pain and yelled loudly, a lady doctor came to the cabin and examined my mother. Then she took her to the delivery room, and there only I came to this mortal world from my mother. Then she informed my father. The time was 11.45 pm. In the same time all the nurses and staffs came to me and took me in their hand. They treated me as Jesus. They were screaming that Jesus had born. And one interesting thing was at that time they had arranged a drama about the birth of Jesus. They took me for the Little Jesus role. My father was very much happy at that time. His joy had no bound. His happiness was looking like as deep as ocean. When my mother saw me treated as Jesus, he was felling as Mary and was treating my father as Joseph. A nurse said that it was by the blessings of Jesus Christ and that I would be a very lucky child. I don’t know if I believe in it but it is the one thing I was told by my parents about my birth that I remember.

sOm TiMe lOvE iS dAnGeRoUs

2010-03-04T03:17:00.000+05:30
Everyone told me not to attach much with it,
But i could not do that my dear,
All do it so i did,
I never knew what was coming
But an expectation at least.

Your voice had stunned me,
I could not believe you and me too,
I tried lot not to cry,
But tears came like sweat of May

Why all do it dear though it demolishes lives?
Your pain is cutting me
With thousands of pins.

I do not know what I will do? If I will die!
One has to make my dad brave,
And calm my mom down.

My dear, if you are thinking,
Then do not think about me,
It will ruin your present life.
I would still be alive,
By giving my family a catastrophe.

My breath is getting shorter dear,
I am getting scared.
But do not think about me
Just enjoy the rest of life.

I want to tell sorry to you
But I know one thing
Sorry can not correct my fault,
Because no one can change the past.

I wish that you could hold me,
I will lie on your lap and die.
But actually it is a delusory thinking.

At last I wish I could say to my mom and dad,
How much I love them.
And I wish I could say to you,
I lOvE yOu, i LoVe YoU,
I lOvE yOu.

mY sWeEt fRiEnDs

2010-02-23T00:55:00.001+05:30

bOnEy:

A tall, fair, fine-looking guy talking about girls is surely the guy I am talking about. If you will show him a girl for the first time then also he can say about her figure and characteristics. He has such acquaintance. A boy of 7th march 1987, with the zodiac sign Taurus. He can be very hard to stop once he set his mind to something as his sign is represented by the bull. Very cool, dynamic and last but not the least childlike. One interesting thing about him is he has the power to completely motivate a girl towards him. He can drag any girl. Today even many of them are crazy for him. He is a pragmatic, and a jewel.
When the career matters he is a B.tech graduate from BPUT and with a master degree in M.C.A from Berhampur University. Now he is just 23 and has a coaching institute of own for the B.tech and Diploma students. The job is not impossible for him, but he had a keen interest on business from his childhood. So after completion of his B.tech only he had started his business. His institution name is MAPS INSTITUTE. It has become famous in the town. And all due to this guy only. In a short period he has left back all big stars in this business. He has grown up with better ideas and knowledge. But the childlike characteristics are till now with him. And if truth can be told, we as friends love to see him with those things. I am a friend of him from last 12 years. I can say a cloak-and-dagger of him that he had a keen interest to wear underwear only inside and outside the home. He loved that. He used to move in his balcony by wearing that till his class 9th. He may be angry with me for this, but it’s true. So I don’t fear to say truth. We have a twelve year relationship. But till now we are very good friends. He is more than a best friend of me. Not for a single time we have any misunderstanding. So I truly cherish it. He is the sweeter than the sweetest sweet for me.
friends:i had told you that he had opened an institution for B.TECH and diploma. now its 3rd batch will appear for their final exam. so think about it. with in two years his institute has became popular. now he has 300 above students. and for all the good things he is only responsible. due to his hard work,he has got the fame. so good luck boney go ahead my friend.

rAm:

What actually needed for a guy to be a known face? Does size,& body really matters? He is the guy who can go up against you if your answer is yes. A 5 feet 8 inch boy with a weight of 46 kg he is. But his structure is thinner than the thinnest. If you see him you may want to advise him or to his parents about his health. But he has the power to beat undertaker in wrestle mania. Increasing the population of India in 5th April 1986 he came out by the doctors without any scissoring, and not even normal. So just think how that might be. Being an Aquarian he has a sharp mind. He is much talented with new and innovative ideas. As per the property of his zodiac sign he some day may think to create life out of death. And can play the roles of Dr Frankenstein. He is such a thinker. He is just crazy for the computer and for its languages. If it is possible for him then he will prepare his food on the mars with the help of the “c” code. He is the best where friendship matters. I know him since 2004, and a good friend of him. I just want him to carry on with his mind.ok lets know about Ram's present situation. life has played many types of games with him till now, and do not be astonished it is playing with him till now.it is hurting him with high blows. but still he is struggling.one thing about him is,he has known how to play with it.now he is working in Kriti-Tech an software and web designing company in bhubaneswar,orissa. so good luck ram. do not see back and just be in your goal.

cHiNkU

Had Henry ford come to this world with lots of mind on the automobiles? The environment, situation only made him a renowned person and the founder of ford motor company. But the guy representing this paragraph is much more than the legend Henry Ford. You ask him any query about the Automobiles, he can make you satisfy. He has got that much talent. I think her mother might have been traveled much when he was inside her. For some family advice or order, he had taken the Information Technology Branch In his B.tech Field. But his keen interest was and is the Automobile. If now also he will get a chance to do something in that field, then I can say that he will leave Mr. Ford far behind. He had come to their parents on 2nd April 1986.With a fine height of 5 feet and 10 inch, he has got an eye-catching figure. He is a nonchalant guy with worthy attitude. Riding bikes and cars is his hobby, and one can say his passion. His other passion is riding bikes above 100km/hr and recording the scene. Really he has the guts to do some things extraordinary. He is very much parsimonious. He likes to spend money in a proper way. Interesting thing about him is, sometime he becomes more penny-wise, and sometime most spendthrift. I am telling one funny thing about him: one day in the evening we were passing our evening time near a tea stall. Two of our friends boney and bikas were also with us. I just told all of them that let’s go for dinner tonight. By listening this, chinku thought for a while and told me that he can’t go with us. And when we asked for the reason, he replied that mummy has given me 100 rupees, and I have to manage it for 6 days. So it is impossible for me. Tell me, if you were in my place what would be your expression? And get one thing his father was the District Judge at that time. So what can you say about him. He is such a guy but after all very pleasant.Another funny thing about him is whenever you ask him to do something or to go some where he will tell that he has only 5 rupees.In his B.Tech time his most common dialogue was "Mummy Gali Karibe".Now he is in Bangalore and working with CTS, after completing his graduation in B.tech. As a friend of him for last six years, I think I know him very closely. He is a well mannered guy. Love his friends and friendship. Till today, he is the one and only one guy with everything required to be genius. He is perfectly a demanding bachelor. So if you have got any idea about my previous line then just contact me, I will guide you.yes now our Henry ford is in pune, and associated with CTS.

vIkAs

The name itself suggests progress in Hindi. And without a doubt this guy has that character. Every time in his words you will feel some advancement. He is such an innovative guy. He is Very attractive and very much passionate about knowing new things. It was 28th December 1987, when the Delhi people were systematizing their houses for the New Year era a sun had born in Sabat’s family. He is a 5 feet and 10 inch guy with sound figure. A boy from the heart of our country had come to study engineering in his mother state. By this you can imagine him. As he was a good student from his early age, he could get a sit in his home town. But the fondness on his own state dragged him to come. He has a good personality. His managing capability is amazing. In my B.tech career I met with him. And with in a short interval of time we became best friends. He is sooo caring. One best quality of his is, he can do anything for his friend. If you are a friend of him, then tell him to steal money from the treasure of Mr. Bijaya Mallyaa, and then he will say that he can do. He is very much fond of friendship. OK I have made him much superior. So let’s know some funny things about him. He is the guy who fears the dogs very much. In our B.tech period we were usually going to station at night time for some refreshment. But he was not going with us. He had the attack to dogofobia (fear of dogs it is from my dictionary). He always wants to make the things immediately which come to his mind. Truly he has not any patience. And the thing waiting has not written in his forehead. Another thing about him is when he sleeps he likes to play guitar with his hands. His mind is full of innovative ideas. You can’t imagine him in one day. If he will plan to read something whole night, then he will bring 5 packet Lays, 10 packet Biscuits and much more things. Is not it interesting? His talking behavior is another surprising thing. He talks with someone, and keeps his eye on other. He is very much poor in eye contact.The most disheartening day of his life is the Rose day of 2004. in that day he had tried to propose a girl by giving a beautiful rose,but he had given that rose to her without looking at her and unfortunately the flower had fell in the ground. after that incident he had become very upset. but we as friends had enjoyed the moment.He knows Oriya, but can’t write. So we have made much fun with this. He only had started a group named “SANGATHANA” to associate all our friends, and to be in touch with everyone. His backing is superb. He is now in New Delhi, working as a Liesonning officer with KIIT, after B.tech. As a friend of him I heartily speaking that he is a very high-quality friend of mine. I sincerely miss him. I miss his companion, chatting, espousal and last but not the least the SANGATHANA. He truly has won the heart of mine. So as a friend I have a special place for him in my heart. Be in top always, as you are a genius. Just HaTs uP To yOu

PaRtHa

Do you know what actually a challenge is? Can you do anything if some one challenge you? Can you ride your bike with a speed of 80 km/hr in a busy road? If your answer is no and you are thinking that I am just throwing some unfeasible things, then I can show you someone who will say yes and can do all the above works. And the guy is not other than partha. He is a 16th January 1987 guy with very slender figure and average height. He is completely different from his height and body structure. You can’t visualize that this guy can do something. He is very well-brought-up and uncomplicated. He is the guy who can cover 166km with in two hours. If challenge comes in front of him then he can climb the Everest.He has the ability to beat Valentino Rossie. He is a friend of mine for last seven years. We have a good understanding between us. He is audacious as well as a fun loving guy. Where education matters, he is a graduate in Bachelor of Computer Application. But he had a keen interest in Business. Now he has his own medicine business. He is managing that superbly. Let’s know a funny thing of him. He has a special attraction on the dazzling girls. It was our 12th standard. He had a keen interest on a girl. He tried hard to make her his own. But when he had failed in that he scolded her in an unusual way. From that day the girl forgot his name also. He never cares for anything. He likes to live life in a usual manner. He is the king of his own life. The braveness, confidence, and perfection have made this guy so cool and easy mannered. His life's quote is mY lIfE mY rUlE.

jUgAl

The boy who likes to take soup with out the white water, who can act as father of his friends in dramas is certainly the character I am talking about. He has a healthy figure and good height. I had heard that guys of villages have supreme wits, and they have the zeal to flabbergast the world. And truly he is the burning example for me. during my school days I had met with him. Till today we have the bond of friendship. He is a practical guy.
He likes hilarity, enjoyment and marry-making. In my words he is actually a bindas type guy. I know him very warmly. He is the guy who does not leave hope hurriedly. Try and just do the work is his principle. He is a B.Tech graduate from U.C.E Burla. And now he is in Arricent, Bangalore. During my school days he was my best guide in my studies. He used to teach me my lessons as well as some important things about life. He was such a genius at that time. Truly when I normally remember my school days, this body comes into my mind. He was the main star of our enjoyment.With him all of our friends have spent many happy days. So no one can forget him and his saying. And especially he will remain with me forever.ok some change has happened with my friend. now he is working with Samsung with some sound salary. and still enjoying life with different options. go ahead jugal,i want some thing more than this.

sRiKaNt:

In Indian mythology this name is the name of lord Bishnu. And if we will check the grammar (Oriya) then we will find that SRI- means LAKSHMI and KANT- means her husband. So it refers to Lord Bishnu. And this is the name of my friend. What had come to his parent’s mind I don’t know, but they had kept this name for him. He had not any quality like Lord Bishnu. But one thing he was very good-looking, and even today also. So I think that might have forced his parents to do that. Anyway just stop that matter here; otherwise he or his parents will put a case on me, if I will pull the name matter. He is the guy with 5 feet 7 inch height,and a normal weight. He is very attractive with specs. During my school days I had met with this guy. And till now we have the friendship. Actually we have good harmony between us. And that is the reason of our long friendship. He is the guy who does not care about any thing. His motive is to keep going on, don’t think for the bad ones. He usually likes acquaintances, jaunt, and social gathering. We have enjoyed much times, in our school days and college days. Bunking classes, going to see movie,and to beach was our main aspect of enjoyment. His most common word is budha and budhi. He used to call his parent like this. After completion of his B.tech he joined in a BTS company at Kota. And now he is in Chennai, working as a Telecom Engineer. At last one thing to you srikant I don’t know you will read this or not, but something I want to say that in all honesty I am missing our days.

sAgAr

This guy is the one who inspired me a lot. He is very intelligent and where IQ matters he stands First. No one can beat him in the field of general knowledge. He has the power to remember a lot of things. Everybody can not do this. So in this field he is special. He is a friend of mine for last 6 years. And we have a good friendship. He cares very much about his friends. He has that quality. Every time he motivates all to be in touch with study. He does not want the wrong things. He just hates lie. He is a 182 cm guy with an athletic figure. Truly a straight forward person and his motto is- work hard, party harder. He is a B.TECH graduate from BPUT. Now he is in Bangalore. He has a strong knowledge in the software field as well as in aptitude and reasoning. He is the only guy, who has the power to crack any problem among our friends. I truly respect him and love him. Ok I told much about him, and praised him much. So let’s know something interesting about him. He is the guy who represents himself as a Bramhachari after looking girls and passing comments. He has a keen interest on girls. But he never let you know about that. In the time of our engineering career we have made many funs by this. He is the guy who loves to see Hollywood movies. And after watching that movie, his narration about that is very much interesting. He likes to store the girl’s numbers by the name of his relatives, friends and last but not the least is by the help of x, y, z, 1, 2, 3….. If you will ask him to do something then at first he will say “na be ghare gali karibe”. He is the guy who makes fun with others. Everything about him is good. But one of his negative thing is he suddenly becomes fuming. That thing remains on his nose. He has done many things with this adjective. Sagar, I think you will angry with me, after reading this. But I am telling the truth. If I have miffed you then I am saying sorry to you. What those may be, you are a nice friend of mine. I have a high regard for you. And I am truly missing you, the evening at sangathana with you and at last your funny sayings. Any way we can not change anything. But one thing we can do. And that is to be in contact with our entire group. And for that reason only I have started this thing. I want to share all sorrows as well as happiness between us. So for that reason this thing is a small effort only. If have missed anything about you, then will tell me. Anyway dear, have a nice time. Focus on the career but do not miss the beauties of Bangalore.

JaFaR

Sayed Jaffer Siddique, I had met with him in my class 11^th. He was my senior. At that time I had listened much about him. He was like gunda type. The students of our class were saying like that. When I saw him, I knew the truth. With a rapchic figure, good body and last but not the least different style, he was very much irreplaceable among all. For me he had the pure Muslim characteristics. With the LML Vespa, he was different in his style. I was impressed by him much. At that time I was willing to be a friend of him. But the words of my friends did not allow me to be a friend of him. But the God was thinking like me. So he gave me another way to meet with that genial guy. So again we met during our Bachelor degree. This time I became a friend of him. He is a genius. A emblematic business mind and thinking he has. I think if he had born on the starting of 19^th century, then I am damm sure that he would leave Mr. Mohan Singh Oberoi far behind. He is a compassionate guy. He does not like the words: bogus, counterfeit and hoodwink. Now he is pursuing his master degree, as well as managing his two hotels (Holiday Home, and Hotel Sea Pearl) in Gopalpur. One special thing about Jaffer is, he is a straight-talking guy. He won’t tell anything in your back. I treasure the friendship between us. I don’t weigh about the sayings of many people. I am his friend, and it will remain forever.

ViCkY

Such a nice name he has got. He is also nice like his name. A very handsome, tall, good figured guy he is. He is a pal of mine of bachelor’s degree. Vicky is a very caring and benevolent guy. He is the guy who can stimulate anyone toward him with in some few hours. That’s the eminence he has. He might have known some mantras or something else. My entire friend says that he knows how to make kukuda to someone. He has done Master’s in this line. And I am also accepting it partly. But this is not his hobby but he does this for amusement. I know if vicky will read this, then he may be angry with me. But I am telling this jokingly. I am sorry vicky if you got hurt. He is a good friend of mine. I like the camaraderie with him. He is a great believer of God and sanctimonious. Now he is in Bangalore and doing a job in a software firm. So love you friend. May your life and luck take you the height of success soon. This is my praying to the Al-mighty for you.

BiSwA aNd SuBrAt

Here you will think that, why I wrote about the above two jointly. But my dear friends and readers! The two guys above are incomplete without the other one. You can know the truth of my sayings after going through this paragraph. BiSwA and SuBrAt are my bachelor’s degree friends. They are unique in their own style. And if they both are with you then you will feel that Impossible is nothing. They can even make harass to the Hero-Honda Karizma, extreme and last but not the least the mountain dew add performers and stunt-men. Impossible is nothing for them, they are only the synonym of Impossible. During our bachelors degree we have enjoyed much with them. Ragging juniors, commenting faculties, teasing them were their best qualities. They were Combinely doing such things. BiSwA himself is an intelligent guy. He is a mastermind in the field of computers and languages (not only the Computer Language). He is a good friend of mine. Now he is in a software firm in Delhi.
And the guy SuBrAt is different in his own style. He normally does not care for anything. If he will think to do a work, then he will do that at any cost. I think the phrase “THINKING IS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME” is more appropriate for him than Hero-Honda Extreme. He is the guy who accepts challenges without thinking. In past due to the challenge only he has come to the college gate by wearing underwear only. He is the guy who has kissed the college lecturer (female). He will not think about the final output or result. But will do anything. So he is such a guy. Still he is very good. And I love his friendship.

RoShAn

Haaa… RoShAn, it is his parent’s given name. For me he is Bainsi. This is the guy I had met with him during my schooling. It was my class 10^th. I met with him. When I first saw him, I thought he is very different guy. He was not caring much on studies; his main work was to tease teachers, girls and other boys. But due my grate fortune I slowly met with him. After that our friendship increased. Then we made a group. We were six members in that group. They were Jugal, Srikant, Sameer, Roshan, Nila and last but not the least me. We were enjoying the final part of our schooling. In that group RoShAn was the comedian. He was the guy who could bring the laugh in everyone’s face. Even we had done a play and had given the role of a comedian to RoShAn. He was very nice guy. After our schooling I had met with him once in a blue moon. We were not in contact. After a long time I became able to know about him. Now he is a management firm after completing his master’s. One interesting thing about RoShAn at that time was: whenever you see him, he seems you like a ganjudu (Oriya word), ganja affected guy. Now we are in contact. He is in Bangalore. Today we are recollecting the past precious things over phone.

bIcKy Da:

bIkY dA

Here comes another guy about whom I can utter with out any perimeter and blindly. Yes this is my cousin brother bicky da, what I call him. And professionally he is known as Mr.Bikramjit pradhan. A genuine guy was born on 23thrd September 1982. For me he is congenial, temperate and a seamless guy. I closely met with him after 22nd February 2009. At that time I was in Delhi for my training on industrial automation. But due to my good luck I got a chance to live with him. Before that we had a formal relation though we are cousin brothers. Professionally he is an Audiologist, and speech therapist. Day by day I was getting closer to him. The formal became much informal. Actually from the time of my knowledge about brothers and sisters, I had a keen interest for an elder brother. And that was fulfilled due to him. I can easily say that he is the best. His personality, attitude, dressing and talking style, quality of reading your mind are just extra-ordinary. Every A1 quality he has. Limitation is the only one word which has not touched him till now. Ok I told much good things about him. So now give your attention on his extra-curricular activities. He has a keen interest on the girls. He likes to make every second girl his girlfriend. He is the guy who always thinks life is to enjoy. Just live in the present, is his aspect. He is a good writer (especially song) as well as a true lover. He has a good sense of knowledge about love. His thoughts on love can be kept in the popular love thoughts books or sites. Now he is in noida with his job and enjoying both phases of life. So da it is a small endeavor of me. I tried hard to write about you, but I am thinking I could not do that completely. So any mistakes make me aware. It’s a New Year gift to you from me. Anyways good luck da.and at last a message to all the readers, he is an young, dynamic bachelor searching for his true life partner. if you have any ideas or ways then do contact me.

sHe

2010-02-20T01:25:00.000+05:30
Everyone should salute the God for his creation of a woman or girl.what an amazing thing that is! That thing is lovable in every character.As a mother,as a sister,As a female friend,As a Girlfriend and As a wife.Here she is the one about whom i cares.whom i respect,love and anything more than that.It was my first glance toward her. She was just groovy yaar. With a normal height and slim in figure she was very much stunning. Her hairs were disturbing her eyes and ears.Eyes were too attractive and expressive. She was a song of a singer, water colorist paint or anything superior than that, if truth be told I can’t just elucidate it. Everything about her was pleasing to the eye and fluid. She was very down-to-earth and had an inborn luminosity with a matchless charm. She had an idyllic cuteness which was emphasized by her untarnished outer shell. She had a long hair, her hair was so glistening that it reflected light and a delightful sight of rainbow. Her face had a natural endearing shape. Rudely cheeks, tiny nose, sincere eyes, and lovely lips were nourishing her beauty. She was a Barbie doll. I went towards her as if drawn by a rope. She was the sweetest girl I had ever seen. Truly drop-dead gorgeous she was and unusual in her own way. At that time I was gawking at her and willing the time to stop. But the science had made me down in the dumps. As all of you know time is relative. So how could this happen for me. Remember one thing when you are with an eye-catching girl then at that time 1 minute equals to 0.5 seconds. And if you are with an obnoxious then there 1 minute will go after thousand of years. So is not the time relative?

She was like zephyr. Her lustrous fascia, glistening, airborne hair, velvety talk and unsullied milky complexion just took me to a different level without my corporeal authorization. By staring at her exquisiteness I was flabbergasted. Her charming left a dent in my heart.
I was completely enraptured and mesmerized. For the first time a guy realized the pumping of his heart, and the function of heart.

Something all knows

2010-02-19T00:54:00.000+05:30
Can u verbalize what actually the life is? Do you ever reckon seriously about it.I can say it is like an
optimization problem
.The more we pull it the more it will stretch.In the problem of optimization also we gets results in different ways.The more we solve the more we get the outcomes.And another interesting thing about the life is we cannot calculate it.who that may be surely he cannot.We just knotted with our luck.Life is nothing but a stage where we forcefully act some tremendous as well as stupid things.The real life is too down-at-heel and poignant. Many obstacles come to it. Really spiny it is. We have to overcome many spires. Shocking thunderstorm makes nest in it. Stupendous dilemmas compete to come.

InGeNiOuS

MaA.....

HeArTfElT wOrDs......................

wOmEn EnPoWeRmEnT........

tEa SeLlEr BoY

eNgAgEmEnT.........

BABooYYeeee

mY hRt SaId......Ths Is It............

bAnGaLoRe......Sm StRiNgS aTtAcHeD

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25tH dEcEmBeR- iTs My B'dAy

hE hD a LoVe StOrY

mY aLmA mAtR

hey dr ths is frm my hrt

fOr YoU sMtHnG fRm My HrT

dEvDaS sAw HiS cHaNdR......

nOiDa SeCtOr 20,B/98

sOmEtImEs It ReAlLy.......HuRtS

Yours but not truly,

TASHA

This letter had stunned Pratham. At that day he knew that why people always says the words like God, Fate or luck. Then with a heavy yelling he told the god:

Hey! Almighty,

Then he came from that place towards his car with out looking back. But Tasha’s face was playing in front of him.

dElHi DiLwAlOnKi

sOmEtHiNg aBoUt mE

sOm TiMe lOvE iS dAnGeRoUs

mY sWeEt fRiEnDs

sHe

Something all knows

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