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Watch Out!

2012-01-29T20:01:00.002+08:00

I believe there are no ugly women in this world, but lazy ones.

and I'm on my way! Just give me some time :)

Rock The Dragon Year!

2012-01-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

Meet The Sims family. Took this with dlsr on dad's motorcycle :D

Red is a must on the first day of cny :)

1st attempt on long dress ♥

Well, to cut the long story short, I love this year's chinese new year :)

1. first time spend chinese new year with family and him.

2. three guys said du te de mei. *wink*

3. first attempt on long dress and I like it.

4. last minute plan: gathering with secondary school friends.

5. compare with last year, photo of myself getting lesser. lol.

Still never too late to wish, Happy Chinese New Year :D

In-tern-ship.

2012-01-05T20:37:00.001+08:00

Third day of internship, so far not bad. At first was a little bored as there's no companion, but now Hsin Yang joined me, no more eating alone :) A small company but nice boss, nice colleague, don't have to wear formal. The only bad thing is lack of sleep, tired like hell, will soon turn into a panda.

Besides of working, I also learn to speak cantonese while communicate with boss. LOL. Currently handling some montage's work, but boss, I want work that involve dw .____.

I really love it when seeing you after work, it's like you wipe away all the tiredness. I will open my eyes bigger and stay awake as I don't want let you alone :) let's go through the tired days together.

Don't Worry About "The End of The World".

2012-01-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

Hey 2011, thanks for all the memories and all the lessons. 2011 must be the fastest year ever!
I still can't believe today is the first day of 2012. Holla life of 20's, the so-called mature life eh? That means I ain't no getting older but more mature :D

Hi 2012, I'm ready, bring it on. Seriously the past few years wasn't really a good year for me,

so 2012, I'll 4 Q back if you going to 4 me up, nobody dies a virgin, so yeah.

I'm not going to say Happy New Year, but Survive A New Year!

Life goes on, move forward and become a better me. ♥

YAY! Keep Fighting!

2011-12-23T20:39:00.001+08:00

After sending resume to seven company and two interview, I finally got accepted! Just a small company but it's okay :) Hey my love, thank you for being by my side when I need you the most. Left one week and few days to enjoy, after that time to fight again! ♥

They are in My Important List.

2011-12-10T19:07:00.000+08:00

I actually don't have much friend, and I think secondary school friends are my closest friend. They know me quite well I guess? I don't know why my crazy side always shows up when I'm with them, even he also surprised and ask me wether I'm ok or not. xD

Yesterday night was fun, had a great time with 'em. Glad to had you girls as my friend, dont you? I'm a good friend as well too xD I won't treat my friends bad unless they did something bad to me. "Treat me right and I'll treat you better." :P

Few friend is enough as long as it's true.

and you.. not often tell you that three words doesn't mean I don't love you :)

I Mustache.

2011-12-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I really wish I were a man.

I wish I could be stronger and daring, but I ain't giving up yet,

until now I'm still trying my best. Gotta prove it wrong.

Holla December!

2011-12-03T01:41:00.000+08:00

It's a beautiful night, I looking for something dumb to do~*

Believe me, you rarely see me like this. You only get to see it when I've gone insane.

It's been awhile that I didn't go crazy, like really crazy, I guess I gave too much stress to myself lately. The very first time that I don't feel like staying at home, I wanna go out and have some fun. I feel so not me -,-" I have only few weeks to enjoy, I wanna play real hard this time so that I can put all my heart on the upcoming January.

Please please please.. can I? watch me go wild will ya?

Printing Day Sucks.

2011-11-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

Printing is easy if just printed in black and white but when it comes to color printing you might face lots of problem. It's been few months that I didn't enter printing shop to print my artwork. Today, the first time of facing colour problem and hopefully it will be my last time - -

Nice? Not until you see it in real. Keep in mind: don't ever believe the monitor's screen nor pictures, it lie your feelings! :( no jokes.. Expect nothing and nothing will disappoint you.

When you're waiting for your thing to be printed, the feeling is like you can't wait to see how's your own baby look like, but the nurse took the wrong child to you. Can you imagine it? Excitement turned out to be disappointment. I bet none could understand how I feel that time. I'm unsatisfied with the printed result, yet I had to force myself to accept the fact. Damn.. You know you know?! It's not just the matter of marks..

sometimes I really tired of my demanding-perfect-attitude.

blah, I'm done. Vented. Nights :)

It's Just A Bad Day, Not Bad Life.

2011-11-20T12:46:00.000+08:00

：

“ 前面的路还很远，你可能会哭，但是一定要走下去，一定不能停。”

Last Page of The Book.

2011-10-26T01:37:00.000+08:00

Paper torn into pieces but memories still remain at somewhere it belongs to. It's the same thing as "we can close our eyes and hide away from the things we don't want to see but we can't close our heart to the things we don't want to feel."

Tear it like you're tearing memories, into pieces and shatter. At that moment, I know, eventually hatred turned into "whatever, it's none of my business anymore".

And yeah.. This is it, end of the end. Last page last chapter. Glad ;)

She Says..

2011-10-13T22:07:00.004+08:00

小時候；

恨不得自己快點成長。想快點長大看看這大世界。

想快點長大做一些小孩不能做的事。

想快點成為個女人穿上人生第一個high heels。

想快點成長把醜小鴨的自己化為個天鵝。

想快點長大尋找屬於自己的幸福屬於自己的家庭。

長大了；一切已不一樣。

懷念那沒煩惱無憂無慮的生活。

懷念那時賴在爸媽的懷抱被爸媽所呵護。

懷念童年與玩具們的美好回憶。

懷念那令人討好可愛的模樣。

有時真的想回到過去想做個長不大的小孩，

但大家都心裡有數這是個絕對不可能的事。

所以、如果累了就休息一會兒好讓自己能走更長的路。

路還很長唯一的選擇就是向前走。要嘛放棄要嘛撐下去。

時間與自己就是自己最大的敵人。學會征服它吧。

：）

Wake Up! September Ended!

2011-10-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

This time aren't the same anymore. Life.. yea this is life, finally I feel it. I've no idea why am I feeling so scare. Perhaps I'm not ready yet. Where the heck to find mr/ms confident? Over confident always bring me disappointment while lack of confident will stress me out.

Hate myself for always like to stress myself - - easy get stress too.
I can I can do it. No more the weak me please. I still need times to settle down myself.

Damn damn damn.. Wake up wake up wake up..

PIPC2109

2011-09-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

Car - jetty - ferry - Pangkor Island. It took 3 hours + to reach destination.

Dinner with beers. Ewwww! 3rd uncle's suggestion.

First and last time, no more next time please - -

First time snorkeling. You have no idea how terrified I was.

But I've get rid of it!! :D aren't scare of water anymore.

Scars on my back. Thanks to the stone.

Standing stone! :)

Perak Cave the next day! :)

。

After dating with family, the next dating will be with him I guess.

That's it! Kinda lazy to blog about it, a-picture-do-the-talking-post :)

Whatever.

2011-09-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

或許你覺得我很無情絕情。

這一切的一切都是你造成的。

你要怎樣看待我／說我，我已無所謂。

如果你覺得我在說著你，那就是你吧。

One Day Queen.

2011-09-10T17:49:00.000+08:00

A late post about my big day which is on 8th of Sept. :)

We went to college as usual, to submit our final project. He surprised me early morning with a love bento breakfast. His first attempt of cooking, honestly I was so surprised and touched.

2.
After that, we headed to Mid Valley. He insisted me to eat at least one slice of cake, so I chose Strawberry Marshmallow Cheese and he ate Chocolate Indulgence. He's a green-tea-lover, he kept on claimed that the green tea ice-blended has a weird taste. He finished his super sweet cake and his super weird drinks with a cute expression :)

I've learned a happy song and the 'smurf' words after watched The Smurfs. A cute movie indeed :) and everyone surely will post 'I smurf you' or happy song on facebook after that.

Then headed to next location, Pavilion. Thanks to the signboard, we managed to get to there. Tokyo Street was the main reason we went to Pavilion.

love the Japanese feel there, especially the toilet!

the smallest blocks in the world! (Y)

The Click Shop! Both of us love lomography much.

got ourselves Ochado. baby said it's nicer than ChaTime, absolutely!

especially the pearl, it's so nice to chew.

this is what we do every time we had pearl in it :D

Had our dinner at Ichiban Boshi. Both of us ate until stomach almost burst!

boyfie didn't get enough sleep as he drank coffee which caused him couldn't fall asleep that night before my big day. my poor poor baby :( :(

First attempt on light painting. He taught me when I keep on camwhore in the car.

Not the best, but it really looks super cool!

did you notice the love? :D

This is what I got.. I used to crazy about domo last time, but not anymore, still thanks :)

Thanks for all the wishes although facebook remind you guys :P

I had an unforgotten and awesome birthday, this is the best birthday so far. seriously, it's outta what I've had expected for. No big big surprise, no fanzy presents, but expensive birthday because all those memories I couldn't buy from any places. thank you thank you, I really appreciate it. other than thank you, I've no idea what else can I say.

I love you. I do. ♥ thanks for everything baby.

September Baby!

2011-09-05T01:34:00.005+08:00

Oh NANA~! it's September. the busy August finally over! :)
no one is allow to screw my lovely September! N-O-O-N-E !!

ROAR!! lets rock this month babeh! :)

Time Heals? or We Have To Deal With It?

2011-09-04T23:17:00.003+08:00

been busy dating with assignments :( not even have time spend with him. and finally! like finally I have time for this! this a post that I wanted blog for so long, I ain't being emo.

"time heals" - the common sentence to be told to those hurt by love.

after reading friend's blog, I empathy, I have the same experience with her. even me would tell myself that too. yes, time does heal but sometimes we have to deal with it too. how long it takes? it depends on how deeply you got hurt. for me, it takes at least 1 year to get over it and then move on. you really need to give some times for yourself, to adapt a new life without him/her, to get used of the pain and tears. at first, it'll be very suffer, it's like torture you in 18 layers of hell. but from time to time, you'll slowly get used of it, slowly fed up of all the shits. and then the wounds will slowly turn into a scar, sometimes it'll stil hurt, but it doesn't really matter at all anymore.

I don't understand why there's some people wont cry for love, pizazz after they broke up. are they cold-blooded? lol. sometimes I wish I were that kind of people too.

*phew* other than words, still words. conclusion: life goes on, so we have to move on.

I hope this time is different, I expecting you to prove me wrong :)

Fightin' !

2011-08-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

final always killing me. everyone is fighting for final, in order to pass with flying colours.
baby is so hardworking :\ until I can't effort to lose another minutes for being lazy. shoo shoo lazy worm! go away! go find new owner that better than me. lol..

拚了! 大家也一起加油吧! :)

tired? come, I entertain you with my stupid face! :)

You You You! ♥

2011-08-09T23:08:00.003+08:00

hey hey you you I'm glad that I had you as mine. you changed my world :)

to me, you! you're so different with others, you're so perfect until I couldn't find a flaw on you. I promise I'll be a good girlfriend to match you :) I'm actually afraid of falling apart again, but I know you won't let it happen on me right? heeeee.

never let each other go no matter what, let's walk this journey together baby :)

不敢想像未來會怎樣我會很珍惜很珍惜

老土但真心的一句: 我的心只為你而跳 我愛你。

先來個short post。下次補回 :)

♥

Dead Tired.

2011-07-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

been busy and tired since last week. it was my first time, continuously didn't get enough sleep, I couldn't get my energy fully charged. I ain't a robot. even robot have to get some rest too, or else it will damage easily. moreover, I'm only a human. I don't wanna die so early. lol..

assignments, why you no decrease?! time, why you just 24 hours?!

不知还能撑多久但我撑。I believe someday it would be pay back.

if I could really use a wish right now: stop the time and let me sleep.

mentally and physically tired. please allow me to be weak for now.

Will Never Satisfy.

2011-07-21T02:21:00.000+08:00

not skinny enough. not white enough.

not pretty enough. not sexy/cute enough.

not sweet enough. not soft enough.

not smart enough. not talented enough.

not confident enough. not talkative enough.

not good enough. not perfect enough.

just not enough.

I know I know, don't have to remind me.

she's everything I wasn't.

Being A Photographer Isn't Easy.

2011-07-16T23:19:00.002+08:00

they really look good together, dont you agree? :D

thank you thank you. and thanks to me too as you guys have a nice display pic now :P

the main task was just take both of their sweet sweet photos for my assignment, but then had a photo shoot session with them since there's still many times. it was my first time :) not a bad experience though. now I know how it feels like being a photographer. it's really fun! I really enjoyed it although it's tiring.

and and.. I wish I could own a dslr :( *psst my birthday is coming, lol. dream on..

last but not least,

*ta-da* I'm the not so pro photographer. cheers!

If..

2011-07-12T02:29:00.000+08:00

如果我不是我。
如果不曾存在。
如果能時光倒流。
如果我不再呼吸。
如果不是這模樣。
如果fear didn't exist。
如果不是女孩。
如果人類沒有心臟。
如果事情可以簡單。
如果生活不複雜。
如果最後能到最後。
如果可以看到未來。
如果只有:) 沒有:( 。

我們總是想太多的如果。
如果有如果如果沒有如果。
種種的如果不可能發生的如果。
如果如果如果如果不只是個如果。

I Come in Peace.

2011-07-10T02:38:00.002+08:00

you know I know, everyone know, the whole world know. 709 yellow's day 'hou wong hou gang yiu wong ah'. the first time I saw such situation happen in Malaysia.

where's the justice? where's our pm? why our pm didn't voice out?!

我不知道我不知道我不知道。

我理不到我理不到我理不到。

看到那些videos/photos /news很心酸。 =\

我要我的国家和平。我唯能祈祷。

媽媽說：說謊的小孩會被縫嘴巴。所以不可說謊噢！

no lies no lies. shoo lies. I can't live a lie.

*lol so so random*