Why is a raven like a writing desk?

Life of an Epileptic

2014-05-03T11:25:00.001-07:00

One day I will wake up and wont have a migraine. My day will go on like any other human being. I won’t have to worry about taking any drugs, prescriptions or even being cautious.

One day I will be able to drink like a fish, my liver wont stop me from drinking at any point so I can be free from that thought. There will be a day where my mom wont wake up every night with fear just to see if I’m having an attack or not.

One day I will be happy that all my worries are gone and will not be scared to go to sleep. I will make sure that there will be a day where I can drink 4 gallons on coke without even thinking about what it does to my bladder. My bestfriend’s are drugs; Norflox, Topomax, Tegretol, Broufen and I can go on. As a child my dreams were filled with pressure, not the kind of pressure that your parents put you through, I had the pressure of two trains ramming my head together. I would get up in between and I would be sweating and my hand or leg would go numb. Do you know what’s the worst? When your whole face goes numb and you can’t call anyone for help because it hurts, it really hurts. All you can do is wither and cry.

One day, I will wake up and the world will sleep because they need to know how I feel when I am dormant. I can’t go swimming alone so I just stopped swimming, I tell people “swimming’s not my thing, I just like to sunbathe” , I can’t drive, when people ask me why I don’t want a drivers license I just tell them “I’d rather get a car and someone drive it for me”. I try not to care though, my life’s pretty much going in the right direction.

One day, I will fight my way through and be someone no one could be. I promise you ma.

A perfect Cliche

2013-10-21T13:02:00.001-07:00

Have you ever had that feeling where you thought you were going to lose someone so precious and you couldn’t stand the thought of it?
Well I have. Twice.
It’s these moments where you realize that when something so valuable enters your life ,
you make sure you don’t lose it or spoil it, because it’s going to be with you for quite a long time. Life is very unexpected. Make the best of your present so in your future you can talk about the happy times of your past. I’ve found myself an element that has turned me into gold. My heart was a stone until the day I kissed the love of my life, when suddenly it started to crack into a beat, a heartbeat. I became radiant as soon as our eyes met. You could say that he practically gave me life.

To be humorous I would love to say that when he lectures me, I space out, I hear things, I start imagining a world of Clint Mansell’s music while i'm lost in Snow White's dark forsest. When he kisses me, I feel like it's raining and the sun is shining only for us.

Have you ever wished for a perfect relationship like a Nicholas Sparks novel where everything is perfect between you and your beau. Well my relationship is more out of a Jane Austen book where all her love stories are twisted but perfect.

I feel I have found my Mr. Big , in every right way possible. One day I dream that, I wake up and we love each other again just like we did, with patience.

Until then, let the wind take us away.

'The Vow '

2013-01-28T10:32:00.004-08:00

"I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness, and to have the patience that love demands. To speak when words are needed, and to share the silence when they're not. To agree to disagree on red velvet cake, and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home."-Paige

“I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms now and forever. I promise never to forget that this is a once in a lifetime love, and always know in the deepest part of my soul that no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find our way back to each other.”-Leo

Patience of Love.

2012-11-25T00:28:00.002-08:00

Before I met you I was hurt , broken and I lost my hope in love. I had never thought I would feel like this again . A fairytale is what you are to me , Sir . It’s really easy to find ‘true’ love but what we have is the ‘right’ love. No matter what the consequence is we still can’t live without each other. Without you next to me I feel powerless and unprotected. My only fear is that if you ever seek love in someone else other than me. People say I’m a piece of work and you still choose to stay with me , I love you for that. You made it so easy for me to fall for you and now that you’re leaving all I want to do is look at you and be all cuddled up in your arms. When you leave , I’ll start to count the days , day by day, till you come back because funnily that’s what my life will be when you’re gone , a count down.I want you to be happy with me wherever you may be. The distance really isn’t a problem for me. I will wait for you as long as it takes. I’m sorry I gave you an impression that made you think that I was falling for someone else. The love I have for you is so powerful that no one can ever come between us , I promise you. I know you don’t trust me. You don’t have to lie to me. It’s okay. But I will do anything and everything to earn that trust my love. Because being with you , I have learnt the meaning of patience , the patience of love.

The planet is fine , The people are fucked !!

2012-07-13T09:55:00.001-07:00

"we’re so self-important. so arrogant. everybody’s going to save something now. save the trees, save the bees, save the whales, save the snails. and the supreme arrogance? save the planet! are these people kidding? save the planet? we don’t even know how to take care of ourselves; we haven’t learned how to care for one another. we’re gonna save the fucking planet? and, by the way, there’s nothing wrong with the planet in the first place. the planet is fine. the people are fucked! compared with the people, the planet is doing great. it’s been here over four billion years. the planet isn’t going anywhere, folks. we are! we’re going away. pack your shit, we’re going away. and we won’t leave much of a trace. thank god for that. nothing left. maybe a little styrofoam. the planet will be here, and we’ll be gone. another failed mutation; another closed-end biological mistake." - George Carlin

“To Be Or Not To Be”

2012-06-25T10:39:00.000-07:00

Never lose hope in yourself. If someone tells you that you cannot do something that you are capable of doing, do not listen to him or her, if you do, Then your mind is *fucked* it will weaken and you will start to doubt your strength. Say to yourself “no one except myself tells me that I am not capable of doing something” because 'you' are the only one who knows your strengths and weaknesses.

Never cry in front of someone you loathe but loved at one point of time. It shows that you cannot keep your feet on the ground by yourself. Ignore and let go. Hurt , but do not express it.

Never hurt someone that means so much to you even though they hate you , stand there and breathe these words ; “ I shall never repeat my mistakes ever again in my life so I can never have a painful past " . As these mistakes are just painful Memories.

Peace Motherfuckers

Goodnight : )

Appreciate

2012-05-14T11:03:00.000-07:00

Santa Barbara

I take things for granted even though I know how much people suffer in this world without even having the word 'granted' exist in their vocabulary. Sometimes you look at your self in the mirror and picture yourself as a person who you would want to be and not the person who you are already..

 We never appreciate the things that are given to us , we always want more and nothing is ever enough for us. Some people may agree and some may not. But this is what 'I' think. I wont ever take a 'no' for an answer. That's one of my biggest problems.

 I always have to be the right one even though i'm wrong half the time. I used to think that if there's no love in this world then there is no hope to happiness. Now that I look at ,it's the other way around, if there's love in this world then there is no hope to happiness.

 Some times I just look at my life as a blessing , an appreciation and a gift.

 When you're ever feeling down or unhappy , do what most people would do.  Go back to 1960 and listen to The Beatles and just have a great trip ahead :D  Right now , in my life , i'm between two objects . I'm a fucking Mesopotamia.

Happy is what we are . Happy is what we should be always.

2012-05-10T04:51:00.000-07:00

The world is filled with sheer joy and happiness. We all live in a world that does not even exist, as we ourselves want to think that. Writers are actors where he or she recites their own lines and acts it out in an auditorium, which is called a skull. Thinking about people who live in their own world makes me wonder how we all are living a lie but is the best lie we've ever come up with. Because once the truth unveils we'll all be suffering the worlds end. Is this how we want to live? Well according to me, this is how we should live. Living your own lives will not only make you happy but will also lead you to success. And success will lead you to a better future. So don't think yesterday and don't think tomorrow. Live life, as we know it.

Keep Calm And Never Loose Hope

2012-04-24T00:32:00.000-07:00

Its like your screaming, and no one can hear.
You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important and that without them you feel like nothing
No one will ever understand how much it hurts.
You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you
And whens its over and its gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you could have the good

Reality.

2012-03-24T22:10:00.001-07:00

Life is all about moments,  

and how they change our lives forever  

It’s these moments that become our history  

Like our own personal greatest hits of memories,  

That we play and replay in our minds  

Over and over again

  What if one day,  

You can no longer remember any of them?  

These moments of impact, These flashes of high intensity that completely turn our lives upside down

  Actually end up defining who we are - 'The Vow'

Kony 2012

2012-03-07T12:15:00.000-08:00

On September 18th 1964 , Joseph Kony was born. Uganda's worst nightmare. He used children as his soilders to fight for him and used little girls as sex slaves. As Jason Russell says in his documentary ,
he abducted and mutilated children's faces and turned them against their own parents. Over 30 years Kony has kidnapped over 30'000 children and made his own little army , LRA [Lord's Resistance Army].
Boys were given guns and were told shoot their own parents. The children had no other choice but to
do whatever he asked them to do.

To help "Invisible Children to make Joseph Kony famous, not to celebrate him, but to raise support for his arrest and set a precedent for international justice." - Jason Russell.

Watch this video and spread the word. Help the children in Uganda to be rescued.
Thank you : )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4MnpzG5Sqc

If you can't handle them. Don't wear em' .

2012-02-28T00:28:00.002-08:00

At the age of 10 , My sister thought me how to walk in heels. They hurt me alot but the pain was worth it.
I'm 16 now and my collections of Louboutins , Charles and Keith , Zara , Jimmy choos , Aldo and many more make me feel like a woman.

I've learn't only to wear 6 inch heels. My sister would murder me otherwise.
I use my heels in many ways. I wear them to beat the shit out of my sister when she makes me cry , I dance in them until my feet bleed and just to look at them and feel satisfied.

I call this the 360 babyy : )
Not the circle where a couple of stoners sit and talk about their feelings ; That 70's show.

My weapons . <3

“I don't know who invented high heels, but all women owe him a lot” - Marilyn Monroe : )

Dear Love

2012-02-02T07:43:00.000-08:00

It takes a great amount of strength to face upto one of your worst challenges.
I did.
I was embarrassed miserably. Sometimes i think to myself , why did I ever do that?
Then I understood.

A Dream Within A Dream - Edgar Allan Poe

2012-01-26T00:27:00.000-08:00

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

To new Beginnings : )

2012-01-03T08:17:00.000-08:00

Christmas is over and now it's time for a new year.
Dressing your very best and showing of your best jewelery and attending some of the best parties
is what you would do .

But I decided to do something different this year.
I decided to Dress down.
The sun shining bright,
while wearing my best Rayban's
and sipping on beer while eating some of the best sea food found in our country.

Goa , the one place you would want to come and spend your New Years .
Watching the sun rise on the very first day of 2012 is the most suitable way
to start your New Year

Well Goodbye 2011 , you will be missed awfully.

Goa , Vagator Beach

Cheers to 2012.

O Holy Night

2011-12-25T05:24:00.002-08:00

Christmas is one Festival that everyone loves. Even if it's not their festival , they just love the food , the colours and getting drunk mostly.

Children have 2 weeks off school and love playing in the snow but we in India are happy without snow, as we die of the cold because of the weather.

I have my own way of celebrating the holiday.

Going shopping in Burberry buying one of the finest coats and getting shoes from UGGS so I could keep my feet warm .

Drinking Tea in the middle of the night whilst watching My fair lady and crying over the fact that girls these days aren't as elegant as Miss . Hepburn.

Christmas shopping , is like stepping into Winter Wonderland. Shoes from Jimmy Choo's and Giuseppe Zanotti , Dresses from Louis Vuitton and Alexander Mcqueen , Make-up from Yves Saint Laurent and Jewelery from Harry Winston and Tiffanys.

The Christmas Tree and

the ornaments from Tiffany's of course . There's nothing better than a blue christmas.

If I may add ,

listening to the King's (Christmas Collection) while reading Margaret Mitchell's 'Gone With the Wind' with a glass of wine and a couple of smokes would be a great way to end your christmas night.

Merry Christmas People :D

"Santa cutie, there's one thing I really do need, the deed
To a platinum mine
Santa cutie, and hurry down the chimney tonight"

Robins Egg Blue A.K.A Tiffany Blue

2011-12-22T21:13:00.000-08:00

Tiffany's is most famous for their Jewelery ever since 1837. Most of the girls these days want their boyfriends to get them their wedding ring from there.

Its's really surprising how young girls nowadays want jewelry from there too. But it's really shocking that some just want it for the box they give it in. The turquoise blue box is loved by many women , gay men and girls these days.

The turquoise blue jewelry are being worn by everyone these days.

It's something about this colour that brings out a classy and elegant feeling.
Dresses have been worn of this colour by many celebrities.

The Blumarine fall in 2009
The Elegant turquoise Dress caught many peoples eyes

This dress was worn by Serena Van Der Woodsen A.K.A Blake Lively in season 3 episode 20 of gossip girl

1950's Cat eyed Glasses

2011-12-13T05:19:00.002-08:00

I think every girl can pull of this look ;

Red lipstick and Nerd / cat eyed glassed.

It's a classy way of presenting your self as smart and sexy

The red lipstick makes the look even more edgy.

Women in the 1950's and 60's wore these type of glasses because it

made their eyes bigger and bolder. The fashion still continues. Prada , Nine west and other such brands still make Cat- Eyed glasses.

"Fashion fades, only style remains the same." - Coco Chanel

My Take on Love.

2011-12-13T04:48:00.001-08:00

Canon Sx20

Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms,

In the March sky,

As far as one can see -

A mist? A cloud?

Their fragrance fills the air.

Come, everybody!

Let's go and see them. [Sakura]

Love , played a huge role in my life.

It's also something I loathe with all my heart.

I fall in love very easily , and people break my heart

without even giving a fuck.

My life used to be a fairy tale , until I found out

the source to my fairytale was my worst nightmare.

They say that "if you really love someone , you'll let them go'

I think that's bullshit. If you really love someone , you'd chase that bitch

till you catch him. Letting him go , will be a loss for both of you. -.-

Trust me.

Make the most of love until your too old to find it.

Or too old to look good.

STAY YOUNG , LIVE FOREVER :DD

Crème de la Crème and DREKITUDEEEE!!

2011-12-12T06:26:00.003-08:00

Meaning:

1. Something superlative.

2. People of the highest social level.

Some people are born with a drekitude look and end up living and looking like their the
crème de la
crème of the

world.

Or VICE VERSA.

You might look super gorgeous and wear something that looks like drab,

in which your thoughts would be beautiful or look really horrid but you end up

looking like a classy upper middle class woman. It's not your fault that you're
born
ugly ,

it's your parents fault.

It's all in the GENES. No offense though.

I don't really care if someone looks at this and feels really bad for the girls

OUT THERE, who don't think

they look good , they can try and sue me. But i don't really give a shit.

I'm a 16 year old girl who has a mind of a mind of a 21 year old. (sometimes)

If you're asking me the meaning of Drekitude. Go figure.

If you really like fashion you'd know what it means. -.-

This bitch can pull off any look.

Models DO NOT have to sleep with people to get jobs.

2011-12-12T06:03:00.001-08:00

"If you do this I'll get you modeling in Paris the next day"

Marilyn Monroe

Whoever quoted that must have been a man.
My dream was to become a model and it still is. I don't care from what family background i've come from , I know that i should have my boundaries. Marilyn Monroe , a sex symbol , she was gorgeous . She is one my my idols. She
makes women think out of their comfort zone.

Karlie Kloss

Karlie Kloss , Started modeling at the age of 13 , I admire her passion for fashion. She makes young girls think that they could also be like her one day and not to stop dreaming.
She now at the age of 19 is a Victoria Secret Angel.
She has had her falls and trips on the runway but that still does not stop her from keeping her head up high.

My point here is , these models knew what to do and what not to do. They were strong and empowered women. They started from the bottom and worked their way up.

2010-10-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

Dead Butterfly

I did NOT kill this butterfly.
Canon S x 20