Nina's Rambles

Raya 2013

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Fri, 09 Aug 2013 21:13:00 +0000

Tahun ni first time in 5 years dapat berpuasa penuh bulan Ramadhan dengan family dekat rumah Kuantan sebab dah abis study.. hehe Raya kali ni? BESTTTTT~~~ sempat juga la buat lemang dalam 7 batang :) nak buat banyak-banyak nanti, tak habis pulak kan. Sedara yang lain pun ada buat juga so tak nak la buat banyak-banyak, nanti membazir tak de orang makan.

Al maklumlah sehari dua hari raya ni je yang beriya sangat nak makan makanan tradisional nya. Tup-tup dah ajak ke fast food la, mamak la.. kenduri itu, kenduri ini.. hurmm macam-macam. Lagipun makan makanan yang berlemak sangat ni tak bagus jugak kan. kolestrol pun tinggi nanti..

So hari raya pertama tu, sempat la ziarah kubur.. then berkumpul sedara mara.. Rasa nya hampir cukup kuota semua sedara balik walapun berjumpa nya sekejap je.. Ye la, banyak tempat nak pergi beraya kan.. And tahun ni, I ada dua orang sepupu perempuan baru lahir. Seorang tu dah dua bulan umur nya, sorang lagi baru 12-13 hari umur nya.. heee~ comel gila! nasib baby lagi, kalau tidak. dah cubit-cubit pipi diaorang tu sampai merah sebab comel sangat hehe :p

Then tengahari tadi pergi ke hospital, atuk masuk hospital sebab ada kencing manis.. dah seminggu kata nya.. tadi baru tahu tadi.. atuk ni, orang yang jaga aku masa kecik dulu sebab parents sibuk berkerja. nenek pun katanya dah pakai wheelchair.. tapi tak sempat jumpa dengan nenek sebab nenek balik ke rumah anak dia sekejap, then petang tu baru ke hospital balik. Hurmm.. sekurang nya aku ada lagi atuk dengan nenek kan.. walaupun we're not related by blood . Tu la.. bila tengok atuk pun menangis tadi.. hurmm.. sebak juga.. =(

Okay la.. hurmm nak post gambar pun errkkk hehe lain kali je la kay :)

HOLLAAAA!

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Tue, 30 Jul 2013 13:06:00 +0000

Hi all, I'm back.. woahhh it's been like what? 2 months ++ since my last post? I'm not dead, just that having enjoying this break to pamper and indulging myself with food, meeting people, spending time with my family, kemas bilik haha my parents bought a new bedroom set for me, so.. yes, I have to re-arrange everything and make few changes to how my bedroom look like.

And oh! I'M A GRADUATE STUDENT ALREADY!!! yeayyy.. havent received my stroll yet because my convocation ceremony is on 25th august. But my status as an active student have changed to graduated student ;)

And my mother's birthday is on 19th august, and me graduating from law school is like, one of the birthday presents I'm giving her ;)

So, I;m back to Kuantan, and will undergo my chambering period here in Kuantan too. I've secure a place and will give the firm a call after/on my convocation day to inform them when I'm going to report myself there. Well, it has been confirmed with the master already, just that, I have to call them again later to confirm the thing. No biggie :)

But staying at home without my late pet rabbit... well it's ... I still cannot forget him. I wont. FOREVER! But I hope I wont be that upset and mourning everything I walk passed his usual spot where his cage was at =(

So I told my parents of my thought of having another pet, hamster maybe? But since we're going on a holiday quite frequently now, and not being at home as often, so... I might just hold that interest for a bit longer..

And yes, I missed my girls! my kepochi girls.. friends that I argued a lot during class, teasing them.. oh how I missed those moments.. But we're still keep in touch though.. Be it through texting, calling, instant messaging.. But not seeing them face to face.. well... hurmm.. I hope we can hangout again soon :)

Okay, Selamat Berpuasa to all my Muslim readers and it's a week away from Eid Fitri so.. any words I said that not so nice to hear.. ehehe, any mistakes I've made, I apologise from the bottom of my heart :)

The Final..

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Sun, 12 May 2013 06:01:00 +0000

Friday 10th May 2013, marked the last day of mine in MMU with that final paper. No more classes, tutorial, assignments, exams, assessment with the advisor-advisee thingy, abrar, library, bickering and gossiping with my girls in the class before the lecture start..

Serious rasa sekejap je masa berlalu.. 5 years in MMU have taught me a lot. Be it about life, academic, friendships, hardwork, self-conflicts and so on. It's sad to leave MMU but at the same time I can't wait to leave here as well. Bipolar ke apa aku ni?!

tapi itu la, ingat kan dah habis semua so settle la apa-apa pun. tup tup next month kena la ke MMu balik, nak uruskan few other things with the Faculty, Admin, Finance, ERU untuk benda-benda convo nanti.. Surat la, academic transcript la, checklist la.. hurmm banyak nya nak kena settle.

Pastu ni pun ada benda yang sangat la memeningkan kepala and memberikan tekanan sikit dekat hati; untuk pilih firm nak buat chambering nanti. Yerp, I'm one step away to enter into working life..

Tapi itu I fikir in depth in another 2-3 weeks boleh? Nak pergi bercuti, tenangkan fikiran, spend time with my family.. :)

Yerp that are things in my head that I need to clear or at least allocate them all and put them together in a bit futher side of my left brain. I just lost my rabbit. He passed away a month back. My parents didnt asked me to come back home early because I was having exams that time. But... hurmmm.. itu la.. I havent had any pets since I was in elementary school and Bubble is my first ever rabbit and whinning much to my parents that I wanted to have a pet rabbit. I know rabbit's life is not that long but when it come to this... okay.. I have to stop here before I tear up..

my lock screen wallie atm :)

The Meanings Part 2

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Tue, 02 Apr 2013 18:11:00 +0000

In the previous entry I included some of the k-pop songs and this time I wanted to share some Japanese songs that has meaningful lyrics to me :)

Arashi - Niji No Kakera
Every time we meet by chance, we have a dream　Oh, oh　The joy of when we met
Even if we get wet from the rain, we'll search for the starry sky　Oh, oh　In this world that doesn't end
Wipe your tears and show me your smile　Even in sad times, smile
That's right, realize you're not alone, your smile, smile, smile

Kotoko - Amethyst
I sought answers from the amethyst, and flowed my tears
If I had my wish surely, this distorted dream
Will someday change its shape
Like the water from a river at the end of its journey
I blemish my heart with a hundred colours
Covering everything

Toshinobu Kubota - La La La Love Song
Turn, turn, merry-go-round
This melody’s started
And there’s no way it’s stopping now
La la la la la love song
Too much fun to stop, so painful it rendered me pathetic
On a morning like that it was born, my own kind of love song

Ueda Tatsuya - Love In Snow
I wish to send my overwhelming emotions to you
Included in the white snow…
Because the snow that silently falls is the words of someone’s love

Kanjani8 - Oh Enka
The cherry blossoms bloom, spring is here and live awakens
Every winter will turn to spring; the cherry blossoms sing
The falling cherry blossoms glitter, ephemerally they glitter
This world glitters, too, glitters bittersweetly
No matter how many years I'm away from home
Homesickness blooms in my dreams

lyrics were taken from
- http://lyrics.wikia.com/Kotoko:Amethyst
- http://yarukizero.livejournal.com/72560.html
- http://www.kiwi-musume.com/
- http://www.jpopasia.com/

The meanings..

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Thu, 28 Mar 2013 17:58:00 +0000

In this entry I wanted to share portions of the lyrics that caught my eyes recently.. Some of the songs are new, some have been released years ago but I'm still loving it. These are koreans and I took the translated lyrics instead okay, so it may not 100% accurately translated okay.

Big Bang - Friends
In no time that we spent together
And the seldom conflicts
Staying up all night together
Our history is daybreak
Pledging new friendship occasionally
Saying I know too
Childish fool
At harsh criticisms, talking with a friend
The promise that this will be the last
I don’t know yet if it will be kept (don’t know)
Me too, myself I (don’t know)
Because I don’t know, it’s hard

B.A.P - One Shot
The parts of you that are hidden by fog
Burn yourself with passion that’s hotter than the sun
Run and go away, don’t look back
Don’t stop, go away, don’t let yourself go

Teen Top - Missing You
Even if I avoided your eyes I would be caught immediately, so I look down with eyes without truth
I seek her in you, I hate myself but I cannot help it
I still want her, not you, love changes again
But it is not the time yet. You met me and you loved me
Our love has no true heart. There’s head but no heart. Our relationship is an empty cracker

B.A.P - Coma
I can’t move in the darkness
I can’t feel anything
Tears fall down
I’m trapped in memories of you, no
Please hold onto my hand, so that I can wake up
Please don’t go

Infinite - Wings

Baby just can't let you go

Even if I have everything, without you by my side

Everything will collapse

Just can't let you go

Even if I fall from exhaustion, if you become my wings

I can fly high into the sky

* I enjoyed listening to B.A.P songs because it's different from most of the others that just like singing the 'love song' kind of songs. Not that B.A.P didnt ever produce such love songs but most of their title songs are not about that kind of 'love'.

translated lyrics are taken from:
- http://www.kpoplyrics.net/
- http://www.azlyricdb.com/
- http://minsarang.wordpress.com/

Meet the House mates :)

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Mon, 25 Mar 2013 17:27:00 +0000

Nothing much to write in this entry anyway, just wanted to post few photos of me and my housemates. Since most of us will be graduating soon or going for industrial training, so we’re having a farewell dinner at Seoul Garden, went to Jonker Street and supper at McDonalds.

Yerp, makan, dan makan lagi..lol

These days..

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Sat, 23 Mar 2013 17:25:00 +0000

Sekarang dah week second of my final semester here in MMU. Wahh tak sangka dah 5 tahun dekat sini… dari zaman foundation sampai la ke bachelor ni lepas juga sempurnakan one of my parents’ wishes on me.

So lepas ni dah nak start kerja, tapi kena la pergi chambering dulu kan. Tapi itu la, bila fikir-fikir tempat nak buat chambering ni.. aishh susah betul.. Ye la, of course la kita nak cari yang betul-betul boleh bimbing kita untuk practice nanti kan. Tapi yang pasti, I memang balik ke Kuantan balik la untuk chambering nanti. Tak buat dah dekat Melaka ni kot lagipun transportation nak ulang-alik ke office nanti susah pulak. Ha tu la, siapa suruh tak buat lessen lagi kan. *gulp

So semester kali ni, I ambik 2 elective subjects. Itu je yang tinggal lagi yang belum ambik. So harap-harap subjects ni boleh la menaikkan pointer I lagi hehe *amin

Tapi itu la.. memang la happy sebab dah nak habis belajar, dah nak grads, tapi rindu la pulak kawan-kawan yang sama-sama belajar sekali dekat sini.. Banyak pengalaman hidup yang I dapat masa belajar dekat sini. Macam-macam jenis perangai dah jumpa. Yang stereotype, yang hipokrit, yang remain friends for life, friends for benefit, sabahat.. semua ada. Macam rojak campur dah? Erkk tak de kena mengena kot dengan rojak tu *lol

So bit by bit kena la angkut barang balik rumah kan. buku-buku law tu bukan nya nipis-nipis. Textbooks ke statutes ke, notes yang di fotostat ke semua nya dah berapa kotak dah hantar balik rumah hari tu. Bilik I yang dekat rumah Kuantan tu pun dah sarat dengan barang dah, tak tahu nak susun macam mana lagi dah. Hurmm ni baru 5 tahun belajar kan, orang lain yang belajar lagi lama tu entah banyak mana barang diaorang kan.

Tapia pa pun, I’m enjoying the days in MMU.. lepas tu boleh la counting days to my convocation’s day kan.. hehe excited gila ni nggeee~

This was one of the recent pictures, posing with my father at a hotel’s lobby when my parents came to Melaka last week. Tapi untuk menjaga privacy, I hanya tayang muka I je haha

Still here :)

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Tue, 25 Dec 2012 15:23:00 +0000

Huwaahhhhh!!! Lama nya tak update ini blog. Humph. Busy la jugak kan. Kata dah final year. And mintak-mintak memang betul final year la. Lepas tu boleh grad! yeaayyyy :) *senyum sampai nampak semua gigi. lol

So lately ni I sibuk dengan exams. Oopss bukan la final exam lagi, tapi mid term exams je, tapi level nya tu dah macam final exams dah. And of course la discussion itu ini, kerja kerja kerja. Tak sibuk pun, buat-buat la sibuk juga.

Tapi itu la.. Time tengah-tengah sibuk tu, makan pun tak terjaga. Either makan banyak, or makan sikit sangat, or makan makanan yang sangat la tak healthy. Hurmm apa nak jadi ni.

So time macam tu, sangat la memerlukan cuti. Ye la semua pun tahu kan, MMU ni kedekut cuti. So bila kawan-kawan lain yang tak tahu MMU ni macam mana, bila I tak boleh nak join diaorang punya gathering time christmas sebab cuti untuk christmas tu hanya on that christmas day itself, sure muka diaorang lain macam. Ingat I tipu ke. Dengan 80% attendance rule nya lagi.. and the list goes.. aishh

Family I pun dah masam mencuka je bila I cakap pasal cuti-cuti ni. Ye la, time I cuti, diaorang pulak sibuk, my mum sibuk dengan Parliament dia la, dewan nak bersidang la, my dad sibuk dengan meetings dia la, outstation la, abang I? sibuk melayan kerenah I. lol haha

Tapi disebabkan I ni pandai sikit uruskan I punya schedules for this semester, so I only have classes on monday, tuesday and wednesday. So if tak de apa-apa sangat nak dibuat lepas tu, boleh la balik ke Kuantan. But disebabkan sekarang ni dah I dah selalu ada treatment appointment dengan Melaka GH, so either on thursday or friday, I have to go back and forth there. So weekend je la tinggal if nak balik pun. Huishh penat tu. So tak boleh balik juga la. So kena la tunggu cuti panjang sikit kalau nak balik. So kena la tunggu cuti semester baru boleh balik. So? jom nangis! uwaaaa~

Unless la I buat cuti sendiri la, which means I have to .. to .. to .. erkk.. ponteng the classes? humph. Bagus la. Pastu kena auto bar. Before this if kena bar, u just have to meet with the lecturer je. But now, because of the autobar, U have to face the Dean. Gulp! Best gila rules sekarang. *sarcasm inserted.

Okay la, nanti-nanti pulak update. Hopefully with photos included. Yep, I know, I puna kadang tu, blogwalking untuk tengok gambar je. Malas nak baca. lol

Monday Randomness 2

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Mon, 12 Nov 2012 14:53:00 +0000

Nak pergi ke Taman Mini Malaysia tu, tapi still under renovation lagi. Tapi kebetulan kat hotel ada letak rumah kecik ni, so sempat la ambil gambar kejap. hehe. Ni tak silap, time raya hari tu kot.

Makam Hang Jebat

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Wed, 07 Nov 2012 15:01:00 +0000

Pergi kubur, sedekahkan Al-fatihah, balik.

Masjid Kampung Kling

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Sun, 04 Nov 2012 14:27:00 +0000

Hari tu masa family datang ke Melaka, sempat la berjalan-jalan ke sekitar Jonker Street and sempat la ke Masjid Kampung Kling untuk solat Asar berjemaah. Masjid dekat Melaka ni kebanyakkan deko nya ada sentuhan macam ukiran yang kita selalu nampak asal dari China sebab sejarah dulu-dulu masa immigrants dari China datang ke Tanah Melayu kan.

So entry kali ni, just nak tunjuk sikit-sikit gambar masjid tu.

Signboard dekat luar

Ada bagitau sikit pasal sejarah pembinaan masjid ni.

Tempat ambil wudu' untuk orang lelaki.

Tapi dekat sebelah kanan tu [tak muat dalam gambar]

Ada je, pili paip lain disediakan sekali.

Yang tergantung tu, jubah.

Untuk Non-Muslims pakai kalau nak naik ke perkarangan masjid.

Pintu Utama/Pintu Depan

Mimbar Imam

Okay, itu aje.

Dah balik ke campus dah..

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Wed, 31 Oct 2012 13:26:00 +0000

Sekarang dah pun masuk second semester of my final year. Tolak semester ni, maknanya ada satu semester je yang tinggal lagi. Hopefully semuanya berjalan lancer and hoping to do well in the exam to raise my pointer lagi :)

Seronok la dapat jumpa kawan-kawan yang sebulan tak berjumpa ni. MMU kali ni first time bagi semester break selama tiga minggu. First time tau! Selalunya dua minggu je, or less. And disebabkan 26^th hari tu, Raya Aidil Adha, and my classes for this semester sampai hari rabu je, so, semangat nak ponteng tu amat lah tinggi. :p

Tapi lepas ni susah la pulak tak boleh datang class nya, sebab 80% attendance rule tu. Grrr. Habis, kalau PMS, period cramp gila-gila, tapi tak de MC, dikira ponteng juga? Cit! Management yang sangat la bagus kan.

Hurmm, so awal-awal semester ni boleh la malas-malas sikit lagi. Lagipun I ada hari khamis dengan jumaat off, so boleh la revision slowly, and do tutorial on weekend. And cases yang perlu dibaca untuk semester ni.. Aduhai, baru second week, tapi dah gila-gila dah. Masa first year dulu, nak paham cases for contract law tu pun dah mengeluh. Tapi bila dah forth year ni, lebih rela buat research untuk cases masa contract law dulu.

Ni gambar, a week before I balik ke Melaka, means two weeks before this entry was made la. Sangat tenang bila pergi pantai tu. Pantai di Kuantan ni kena pilih juga lokasinya, tak semua yang selamat, and tenang tak ramai orang. Nak pulak, mencari pantai yang bersih tu, ala, susah la sangat. Littering merata je diaorang ni. Satu lagi, bila dah disediakan tong sampah, majlis perbandaran la pulak tak datang punggah sampah sarap tu. Hurmm, semua pun buat kerja sambil lewa, tapi duk la berkempen cakap pasal kebersihan.

Okay la, itu aje.

The Tour.

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Wed, 31 Oct 2012 13:16:00 +0000

Last Saturday, Big Bang buat Alive Tour dekat Malaysia. And yurp, I tak pergi pun. Sebab? Banyak.. Though suka sangat dekat diaorang, I don’t think I can handle such crowd for long hours. Besides, hujan lebat time hari concert nya tu, yang mana die hard fan gila-gila tu, sangup la pergi. I do hear stories from those yang pergi. Yang mana baru-baru nak minat diaorang tu, alahai, lagu apa yang diaorang tu duk nyanyi pun tak tahu. Kata suka sangat. Hurmm.. lantak lah.

Diaorang datang kali ni, maybe next time boleh datang lagi. And if keadaan mengizinkan untuk I pergi time tu nanti, akan pergi juga. :)

Okay, itu aje.

Spending the weekend.

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Thu, 18 Oct 2012 06:01:00 +0000

Seminggu dua ni asyik hujan je di kuantan. planned nak main air kat pantai pun dah berapa ali dah tak jadi. Time keluar rumah, tengok cuaca ok jek. Tapi bila sampai kat area pantai batu hitam, area pantai balok, area pantai cherating, tup tup, mendung gila, pastu hujan lebat. Nak buat macam mana kan tak de rezeki.

Nak stroll kat persisiran pantai tu ok la lagi tapi if nak swimming tu tak boleh la. Berapa dah kes lemas, kes hilang di pantai dah jadi before this. so, sedar-sedar la diri tu sikit, so pergi makan-makan, jalan-jalan, then balik rumah terus. If nak lama-lama sikit, masuk la shopping mall beli makanan sikit-sikit before balik. So itu la routine dua weekend saya kat kuantan ni. Ye la, weekdays kan parents bekerja, so weekend je la nak keluar pun.

Bosan ke duduk dekat rumah je? Hurmm, I'm very a domestic person, and kebanyakkan keperluan semua dah ada dalam rumah, so, ok je. Lagi pun, ada along, ada Bubble, ada lappy, internet, so happy-happy je :)

And oh. semalam Miss Chia telefon, sangat la excited suara dia. Ingat kan ada apa, rupanya na bagitau result exam dah keluar. Amin, semua passed. Walaupun pointer tak seberapa, still, syukur la kan. Hopefully, next semester boleh buat lebih baik lagi. Haishh tinggal dua semester je lagi before nak habis kan law degree ni. Tak sabar pun ada, takut pun ada, macam-macam perasaan ada bercampur sekarang ni.

Nanti bila dah start semester baru, kena balik Melaka dah. Then, for sure rindu gila-gila dekat Bubble ni. Gambar ni time tengah peluk-peluk Bubble, masa tu hari hujan, so kena la bungkus-bungkus dia sikit, taut nanti dia dengar guruh kuat-kuat sangat nanti takut pulak.

Okay, itu aje :)

Bahasa Kita.

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Wed, 05 Sep 2012 16:17:00 +0000

Pucuk pauh delima batu,
Anak sembilang di tapak tangan;
Tuan jauh di negeri satu,
Hilang di mata di hati jangan.

Pucuk pauh delima batu,

- means the diamond tu bentuk nya seakan pucuk buah pauh (adik beradik buah mangga). In English we call it Argyle. Nak tengok lebih lanjut, google image je la dua benda ni. Seakan je bentuk nya.

Anak sembilang di tapak tangan,

- means bekas or pemegang or pencengkam diamond tu bentuknya dipanggil sebagai sembilang. Bukan nya ikan sembilang yang kita makan buat lauk tu.

Tuan jauh di negeri satu,

- means orang yang disayangi, tengah belayar or bekerja or outstation ke tempat lain yang jauh dengan his other half.

Hilang di mata di hati jangan.

- means, walaupun tak ada depan mata, tapi di hati tetap dikenang-kenang and tak boleh dilupakan.

Bahasa melayu kuno or zaman dulu-dulu ni lagi bermakna daripada bahaya melayu yang kita gunakan sekarang. Tengok dekat entry yang I tulis ni sudah, ada je mixed dengan Manglish. oops! So jangan asyik cakap je nak martabatkan bahasa kita tapi practicality nya tak ada. Bahasa melayu was once a Lingua Franca taw!

And antara jalan mudah nak menghayati bahasa kita ni, melalui cerita-cerita lama macam karya-karya hasil ciptaan P.Ramlee. My dad and my brother really love P.Ramlee's arts. His movies, his music.. My late grandfather was his fan also. Even satu university dekat Russia buat P.Ramlee's arts as a subject. Tengok je lah pantun dulu-dulu, maksudnya sangat la tersirat. Jangan kita literally translate the meanings, memang tak de la penghayatannya tu. Think outside the box ye.

oh rainbows...

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Sun, 02 Sep 2012 07:04:00 +0000

My first rainbow's cake. Walaupun tak cukup warna, still.. nyum nyum.. sedap woo

Me and Her

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Fri, 31 Aug 2012 06:54:00 +0000

Tudung dah crooked pun dah tak kisah dah sebab dapat kalahkan cik Raihan time main game hari tu. :)

Homesick!

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Wed, 29 Aug 2012 06:47:00 +0000

Yup, sangat lah homesick sekarang. Setiap kali dapat phone call from parents, air mata ni asyik nak mengalir je. Aishh hati ni cepat sangat jadi sensitive dua, tiga hari ni. Harap jangan la jatuh sakit pulak nanti. Exam dah nak dekat ni. Sabar-sabar..

Gambar ni diambil oleh Qistina, my cousin, on the way nak balik ke Kuantan dah.

So ni lepas sesi bersalaman semua tu lah.

Motif taruk gambar diatas? Tak de kena mengena sangat pun. Just nak taruk something. :) If letak gambar Bubble, lagi la rindu nanti.

Raya Datang Lagi

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Sun, 26 Aug 2012 06:42:00 +0000

erppp cam tag line "Tora datang lagi" je.. Tak pe la, sekali sekala pinjam tag line orang tak pe agaknya kan? hehe. And yeah, it's been a while since I updated my blog. Busy dengan college life la katakan. erkk? Mid term exams baru habis semua nya, assignments perlu disiapkan, gossiping with my girls.. hurmm ala kalau dah malas nak update blog tu, banyak je la alasannya kan.

So raya tahun ni agak lebih bermakna especially for my parents. Sebab? hurmm jeng jeng jeng. shh hal keluarga tu.. So raya pertama tu balik kampung belah my mum kejap, tidur semalaman, pergi ziarah kubur then bermaaf-maafan sesama keluarga. huk huk huk..

Raya kedua, balik puchong, sebelum tu singgah selayang dulu, ziarah kubur lagi.... sebak hati ni. Rindu pada yang dah pergi tu, tak dapat digambarkan. Then raya ketiga, balik ke kuantan. Tapi before that, tunggu Mak Teh balik dari Umrah dulu, then bila dah selesai semua, balik kampung my mum semula sebab time tu kebanyakkan siblings nya ada balik kampung sebab raya pertam diaorang raya kat tempat lain dulu. Hasrat memang nak tidur kat kampung semalaman dulu tapi esok hari nya tu both my parents kerja and I dengan abang I pun dah sibuk-sibuk nak balik Melaka.

Disebabkan schedule macam ni, tambah pula cuti yang tak berapa nak panjang, so hasrat nak beraya kat rumah kuantan tu terpaksa dilupakan dulu. Dengan Bubble pun tak sempat nak beraya lama-lama. Sorry ya Bubble, kena tinggal dekat rumah sebab kitaorang balik kampung beraya. sobs sobs..

Now bila dah balik ke Melaka, mood raya terpaksa disimpan dalam-dalam, jauh-jauh dulu. Sebabnya assignments nak disiapkan, revision nak kena buat, final exams in just 3 weeks tu! ouch! Wahh nak berlenggang-lenggang, main-main pun kena control dulu. Sabar, tahan, chill. Biarlah tak tidur malam kejap, bersusah-susah kejap, mana tau senang sikit bila dah grads nanti. Boleh tolong parents. Bayar balik dekat diaorang apa yang diaorang tanggung selama belajar di MMU ni.

And of course pesanan penaja (my parents la siapa lagi..), solat jangan tinggal, study tu study juga, kesihatan kena jaga, pergaulan kena jaga, nak buat apa-apa pun kena ingat our own priority. As always, MMU memang susah nak bagi students nya cuti raya lama-lama, so students la kena buat cuti sendiri. Tapi itu la, if kitaorang cuti, nanti missed classes pula. Susah tu. Nak pulak system attendance sekarang ni makin "cantik". grhh! Auto barring la itu la ini la.. Suka sangat la nak bar students ya. dush!

So dikesempatan ini, saya, Nina, empunya blog laluna-nina blogspot ni nak mintak maaf zahir dan batin and mintak halalkan apa yang patut if ada mana-mana entry sebelum ni yang menguris hati readers sekalian and if ada yang terlupa nak di-credit-kan sebab pinjam examples ke apa ke, mintak halal la ya.

Gambar raya tak de yang appropriate yang boleh di post kan sekali dengan entry ini disebakan situasi yang tak dapat dielakkan.. Nanti kena digging dulu gambar and if jumpa, akan di-post-kan ke entry yang akan datang.

That's all. Tenkiu :)

My 1st MMU Field Trip Ever

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Thu, 19 Jul 2012 15:00:00 +0000

Ya, dah 4 tahun dekat MMU, ni first time join lawatan sambil belajar ni. Pergi mana? ke PTG Putrajaya. Sebabnya semester ni I ada ambik subject Professional Practice I, yang beberapa topik nya covered on conveyancing techniques. So ambil kesempatan ni untuk join law trip ke PTG tu and try to gain as much as possible. Sebelum trip ke PTG ni, dah ada beberapa trip yang MULS and my batch organized tapi I selalu tak sempat nak sign up, dah penuh.

So, entry kali ni I insert kan sekali beberapa gambar time trip hari tu. :) Photos are taken using Minie's digicam btw.

I'm actually wanted to zoom in to the slides that welcoming us

but didnt really know how to operate Minie's camera.

The people at the right side of the photo are actually the presenters

from the PTG itself.

The meal

Jung Gyu Woon & Lee Joon

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Sun, 24 Jun 2012 16:54:00 +0000

sekali tengok,

Eh! Lee Joon dah chubby ke?

Dua kali tengok.. laaa Jung Gyu Woon rupanya.

dia ni actor.

yang bawah ni baru Lee Joon yang betul.

dia ni singer; one of MBLAQ's members

Monday Randomness

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Tue, 15 May 2012 03:46:00 +0000

Facebook Tagged photo

so betul juga la orang cakap yang your grades isnt everything. it's your skill that matters. and sometimes, in legal field, though people come to you for legal advise, pay for your service, still they wont appoint you to represent them in the court. why? because you dont have the talking/debating skill. or maybe that you're being hustle in doing things. who knows kan.

i should polish both my talking and documenting skills. hope that im prepared enough to face the world later after graduate. 1 year to go..

It may work for you

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Sun, 13 May 2012 00:47:00 +0000

taken from: http://findingthinagain.tumblr.com/

2cents of thoughts

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Fri, 11 May 2012 04:11:00 +0000

1. Boros

I do at times spend like crazy but never then asked from my parents more money for my everyday expenses. But kids nowadays, haiyyaa. Nak itu, Nak ini. Pastu tak cukup duit la apa la. Ni lagi satu. Yang penerima PTPTN tu. Segelintir nya berbelanja macam nak gila beli high end stuff lepas tu mula la tak cukup duit even untuk belanja makanan pun. Kalau macam kat MMU, u nak kena bayar rental lagi, beli buku lagi. Ya Ampun, buku-buku law pulak harga nya.. gulp! Tapi yang segelintir yang jenis takpakaiotakmainbelije tu, hurmm, campak kau dalam longkang nak? orang lain tak cukup duit nak beli buku, kau boleh berjoli dengan duit tu ye. Nanti puluh ribu tu kau nak kena bayar taw. So kena ingat sikit. apa-apa pun moderate ye.

2. Kipas satay

okay, its a pun. not the real kipas satay. but the manusia yang perangai macam kipas. pengampu la katanya. friend for benefit. pernah dengar? yurp. mintak dijauhkan la orang-orang macam ni. orang yang macam ni ke nak doakan kesejahteraan kau bila kau dah passed away nanti? Kalau ya, amin. Bagus sangat tu. If not, tinggalkan je la. Unless la you ni jenis orang yang tak boleh hidup kalau tak dikipas. Panas ye. Dalam kubur tu, kau pasang air-cond sekali tak?

3. Cheesiness

Orang bagi orang-orang yang jenis berjiwang macam besi dah berkarat tu, sudah-sudah la. Leave it to drama and movies ye. Tapi if dah memang style kau macam tu, tak boleh nak kata apa la kan. But one thing for sure, you should be able to read the face of other people around you. Bukan semua boleh terima benda-benda macam tu. Menyumbang untuk orang tu buat dosa hati mengutuk kau senyap-senyap kan. So apa-apa pun, take it lightly ye.

4. Couple

Ber-couple bagai nak gila. Macam tak de esok dah. Macam kau berdua je yang hidup kat muka bumi ni ye. Buat maksiat terang-terangan. Kau buat dosa, then invite sekali orang keliling buat dosa mata tengok kau beromen kat public. Kalau betul sah tak apa. Ini, baru bercinta. Tak de ikatan yang sah pun lagi. Tapi acting nya macam suami isteri. Kesian tau bapak kau tanggung dosa kau. Dosa dia lagi, dosa kau lagi, dosa isteri dia lagi. Kalau bercouple tak buat benda-benda tak elok mungkin orang boleh terima lagi. Dan jangan la suka sangat berdua-duaan kat tempat gelap, terpencil. Memang satan ada celah-celah tu.

5. Cakap tak serupa bikin

Yang ni lagi buat orang panas. Kau nasihat orang tapi kau pun buat benda yang sama. Ya ada orang boleh terima, ada orang tak boleh. So senang cerita, betulkan dulu diri tu, then baru boleh orang tengok sebagai role model. Maybe ada orang tak berapa baik, nasihat orang suruh buat baik sebab dia tahu, benda yang tak baik ni, sangat la tak baik untuk diri dan orang sekeliling, so diharapkan orang yang dinasihati tu tak terikut la dengan benda yang tak baik ni.

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entry kali ni nak tulis pasal my random thoughts on few matters that occurred quite actively around us. ianya sebagai peringatan kepada readers dan juga kepada diri ini juga. amin~

Ada betulnya tu..

noreply@blogger.com (Nina Adzem) — Mon, 07 May 2012 03:46:00 +0000

Avinaash Subramaniam undergraduate, Harvard Universityl Completed SPM in 2008l Scored 11As out of 11 subjects

I am majoring in Organismic and Evolutionary Biology (OEB) at Harvard University. I am also taking classes from the Psychology, Chemistry and Religion Departments out of interest.

I chose this major because I'm interested in the use of plants as anti-psychotics, and to learn more about traditional medicines and healing methods. I believe they can benefit the poor who cannot afford to buy expensive western medicine.

At Harvard, I realised that all the things we studied in secondary school were a waste. I needed to retrain myself to think in a new way. I discovered that not only did exams prevent you from understanding the material but also that exams were not everything in life.

Anybody can excel in exams by using the correct answering techniques, but to excel in subjects requires much more than that.

I feel SPM is not a good way to assess how intelligent a student is because some brilliant Malaysians who didn't do as well in SPM are successful in their college life.

I did well in SPM because I studied hard but it did not help me to deal with the world after secondary school.

Studying is supposed to be fun, where students engage in subjects that they truly enjoy. However, exams suck the soul out of that.

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pada pandangan I, semuanya bergantung kepada willingness seseorang tu nak study dan rezeki nya juga. Just because you tak excel in what you're doing now, doesnt mean you langsung tak kan berjaya nanti. pernah tak terfikir yang, maybe God have better plan for you. Maybe if you berjaya sekarang, you jadi bongkak and langsung tak nak buat apa-apa dah. or maybe, God nak you lebih mendalami that field you're learning now so that you can tackle anything that comes later. Tapi lumrah manusia, kadang-kadang tu kita terlupa untuk bersyukur and terima seadanya.

Sebab gagal sekali, langsung tak nak berusaha dah. Langsung beranggapan tak baik pada semua benda. Mentaliti kita tu kena la lebih cerdas and berfikiran luas dan terbuka. And jangan pula ingat yang walaupun you dah gagal sekarang, tengok-tengok nanti you dah jadi jutawan. Hello! tanggapan yang macam tu pun salah okay. Kena lah berusaha juga, Tuah orang lain-lain. Ingat semua orang ada luck macam Bill Gates?

Dan kemahiran berfikir tu kena ada. Semenjak I ikuti program attachment ni, macam-macam I berlajar. Walaupun masih tak cukup, harap-harap boleh dijadikan basis untuk masa hadapan nanti. Apa yang sepatutnya seseorang peguam tu kena ada. Debating skill je? Communication skills je? Hard work je? Itu semua kena ada dalam package nanti.

So I nak nasihatkan kat readers sekalian, walaupun korang pun dah selalu dengan benda ni, "Gagal sekali tak bermakna gagal selama-lamanya." Maybe you perlu rasa kegagalan tu untuk you lebih ber-motivated untuk berlajar. maybe...