When a Heart Talks

Typhoon Pablo Victims Needs YOU

2012-12-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

Typhoon Pablo had its landfall in Mindanao, Philippines where hundreds of lives were taken, thousands of families were affected and almost a hundred percent of crops and livelihood where destroyed. This picture above really pains my heart because I am very soon a mother to be and I can't really imagine how it feels to see your child in this condition with so much pain all over the body and is also affected psychologically because of this horrible experience. Me and my family also lives in Mindanao and we were very lucky to just have a light rain shower and a not so strong wind. I made this article in behalf of my family because we believe that in this way, beside prayers, we could tell the world that kids like these who were affected needs YOUR help in prayers as well in donations.

http://www.rediff.com/news/slide-show/slide-show-1-typhoon-pablo-rips-through-philippines/20121206.htm

Christmas is very near and some of these kids doesn't know if they will have the spirit of Christmas without their dead family members and destroyed houses. LET'S HELP CHILDREN AND ALSO THEIR FAMILIES TO AT LEAST STILL BELIEVE THAT THERE'S HOPE TO RISE AGAIN, MOVE ON AND LIVE THEIR SECOND LIVES.

You can send your DONATIONS to the following sites of Philippine foundations which has all the access to reach affected areas of the typhoon.

ABS-CBN FOUNDATION:

http://www.sagipkapamilya.com/

GMA FOUNDATION:

http://www.gmanetwork.com/kapusofoundation/pressreleases/2012-12-05/79/GMA-Kapuso-Foundations-Operation-Bayanihan-for-Victims-of-Typhoon-Pablo

Let's help these people. They need us now.You can also give canned goods, noodles, toys for the kids and clothings.....

http://www.skyscrapercity.com/showthread.php?p=97967367

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FRIENDS.......

The Best Practices of an Examiner

2011-12-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

Of all the professionals existing in the city, it was enough luck to be given a chance to be one of CEM’s examiners. Being part of that world is somehow a big challenge because speaking in front of different personalities of different ages is a much effort. Heart’s pounding, tremor hands especially the first time, unpredictable troubles from the students especially the kids about ages four to nine, raised eye browses from high school girls,(duh!, they’re not even as good as they think they are anyway), and the best part of everything? Waking up so early in the morning for out of town trips.

These things were not experienced by other professionals and it was my best luck to be part of it for it taught me how to act professionally and most especially, it taught me to understand confidence.

Define confidence. Examiner that is. Heads up, chin up, make ups, nice outfit just like in the corporate world, high heels, tack- ins, belts, nice bags (whoa! They make you look fabulous), the good mornings from the people you pass by, and the best definition? Head Turner….

To be the best examiner that you can be, one should have the courage to fight for whatever fear they have facing people, and one should understand that this job is designed to be part of the future professionals future and without us examiner, these students will be doomed to uncertainty of what fits them best in choosing a career. So how could you not be the best knowing these facts?

A Divorce Letter

2011-09-27T10:40:00.001+08:00

This is a re-post.....
I saw this post while surfing my facebook and thought of posting it here in my blog.. Indeed funny.

Dear Wife,

I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

Dear Ex-Husband,

Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you’ve been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining & griping Too bad that doesn’t work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was ‘You look just like a girl!’ Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can’t say something nice, I didn’t comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the $49.99 price tag was still on them, & I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed $50 from me that morning. After all of this, I still loved you & felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job & bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica But when I got home you were gone.. Everything happens for a reason, I guess. I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won’t get a dime from me. So take care. Signed, Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell & Free! P.S. I don’t know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl. I hope that’s not a problem...

The Way We Were

2011-09-27T09:51:00.000+08:00

Return us to the way we were,

The warmth, the caring, the love.

Return us to a previous time,

A life of simplicity and happiness.

Take us back to the beginning,

Where we saw the best in each other.

Minimize our annoyances,

And allow us to be giving.

Accentuate my attributes,

My unique gifts, my loving nature.

Erase the distance between us,

Melt the discord directed at me.

Bring us back,

To those wonderful moments.

Allow us to recapture,

The happiness we had.

Return us,

To the way we were.

California Astrology Associations..

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A Serious Note About Heart Attacks

2011-09-23T19:37:00.001+08:00

· Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting,
· Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.
· You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack.
· Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms.
· 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up.
· Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know, the better chance we could survive...
A Prebiotic Fiber Supplement + Heart Health. says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to everyone they know, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life.
Please be a true friend and send this article to all your friends you care about.

Water Therapy Helps

2011-09-23T19:31:00.001+08:00

DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH
It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases:

Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis, asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer , ear nose and throat diseases.

METHOD OF TREATMENT
1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water

2. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anything for 45 minute

3.. After 45 minutes you may eat and drink as normal.

4. After 15 minutes of breakfast, lunch and dinner do not eat or drink anything for 2 hours

5. Those who are old or sick and are unable to drink 4 glasses of water at the beginning may commence by taking little water and gradually increase it to 4 glasses per day.

6. The above method of treatment will cure diseases of the sick and others can enjoy a healthy life.

The following list gives the number of days of treatment required to cure/control/reduce main diseases:

1. High Blood Pressure (30 days)

2. Gastric (10 days)

3. Diabetes (30 days)

4. Constipation (10 days)

5. Cancer (180 days)

6. TB (90 days)

7. Arthritis patients should follow the above treatment only for 3 days in the 1st week, and from 2nd week onwards – daily..

This treatment method has no side effects, however at the commencement of treatment you may have to urinate a few times. It is better if we continue this and make this procedure as a routine work in our life. Drink Water and Stay healthy and Active. This makes sense .. The Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals ..not cold water. Maybe it is time we adopt their drinking habit while eating!!! Nothing to lose, everything to gain...

For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.

It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this 'sludge' reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.

The Woman's Dictionary

2011-05-27T18:10:00.002+08:00

"Fine" - This is the word women use at the end of any argument when they feel they are right but can't stand to hear you argue any longer. It means that you should shut up. (NEVER use "fine" to describe how she looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments.)

"Five minutes" - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so women feel that it's an even trade.

"Nothing" - "Nothing" means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine."

"Go Ahead" (with raised eyebrows) - This is NOT permission; it's a dare! If you mistake it for permission, the result will be the woman will get upset over "Nothing" and you'll have a "five-minute" discussion that will end with the word "Fine."

"Go Ahead" (normal eyebrows) - this is NOT permission, either. It means, "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care." You will get a raised eyebrow "Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off.

"Loud Sigh" - This is not actually a word, but is still often a verbal statement. Very frequently misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are a complete idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing!."

"Soft Sigh" - Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. "Soft Sighs" are one of the few things that some men actually understand. It means she is momentarily content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe in the hope that the moment will last a bit longer.

"Oh" - This word, followed by any statement, is trouble. Example; "Oh, let me get that". Or, "Oh, I talked to him about what you were doing last night." If she says "Oh" before a statement, run, do not walk, to the nearest exit. She will tell you that she is "Fine" when she is done tossing your clothes out the window, but do not expect her to talk to you for at least two days. ("Oh" as the lead to a sentence usually signifies that you are caught in a lie). Do not try to lie more to get out of it, or you will get a raised eyebrow "Go ahead," sometimes followed by acts so unspeakable that I can't bring myself to write about them.

"That's Okay" - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can say to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding what the penalty will be for whatever you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and in conjunction with a raised eyebrow "Go Ahead." Once she has had time to plan it out, you are in for some mighty big trouble.

"Please Do" - This is not a statement, it is an offer. The woman is giving you the chance to come up with an excuse for what you have done. In other words, a chance to get yourself into even more trouble. If you handle this correctly, you shouldn't get a "That's Okay."

"Thanks" - The woman is thanking you. Don't faint and don't look for hidden meaning. Just say "you're welcome."

"Thanks A Lot" - "Thanks A Lot" is dramatically different from "Thanks." A woman will say "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It is usually followed by the "Loud Sigh." This signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way. Be careful not to ask what is wrong

When Blue Rose Turned Grey

2011-05-24T18:09:00.001+08:00

Ihana, a woman with so many descriptions, serious, shy, demure, smiley, miss posture, they even call her nun, and many more. Lived in a home with family oriented people and a family of faith. This Ihana can see her self as a flower that defines beauty as love for oneself. She’s a blue rose that colors the heavens where there is pure love and everlasting happiness. How would one define sacrifice that this Ihana can give? Her sacrifices where limited yet they truly made things wonderful because out of her sacrifices, she tend to learn new things, and though hurtful, still they were helpful.

This fragile being made her life bounded with troubles her heart and mind can carry. And though fragile she still can keep her vulnerable being safe from all threats from the outside world she knew all her life. Her world inside where she had been living with peace made her see what’s outside of it for since she had let go of her innocence, she learned that when God created the universe, He created things that always goes together. Good and bad, beautiful and ugly, rich and poor, and other else. With these facts, this Ihana learned living the outside world where troubles come and go, meeting people with different intensions, fake smiles, disappointments, heartbreaks, mistrust, different battles, a lot of them. Yet, Ihana has surpassed all her trials because this vulnerable creation was designed to just fight and win for her self.

Ihana believed that being a blue rose has a great responsibility. Since this blue rose colors the skies where heavens are there, responsibility of taking care and keeping the colors is her task. How ironic that could be? A fragile and vulnerable heart has got to keep heavens singing? What does this mean? Easy, this means that though in trouble, this Ihana must keep her faith high so that even in agony the heavens will still sing in triumph.

Ihana has been fighting a battle. This time, it’s about infidelity. The pain infidelity gave her is again extreme. Ihana was used to have the same extreme pain and she didn’t expect it again came so soon. The same routine, crying at night also even at day time, trying hard sleeping, worries, and heartbreaks. Forgiveness is never an issue, because even before making a mistake, Ihana is ready to forgive. The hardest part about infidelity is how to dedicate the same trust to the one involve with it. Her love is pure and with this imparted pain infidelity has caused, she learned again that pure love goes with unreal. Two things together, again. She learned it before, yet she tried to prove it wrong. She was so happy because she thought she won, and here it goes, her judgment is somehow deteriorating to believing that she’s wrong and what she learned about pure and unreal are right.

Infidelity means disrespect. How would Ihana accept that she was disrespected? And how would she fight for this? This isn’t easy.

Ihana, the blue rose is turning grey. For her this doesn’t mean faith is dying, this only means her faith was being tested. And she believes, she will still win. What about the skies? The heavens? Their triumphs? Grey it may seem outside, but the real color reveals inside. The battle is not yet over. Ihana is fighting for it. Maybe because she made choices already. Choosing to fight for it, choosing love over justice. Because no matter how unpleasant the outside world brought things to her, it still taught her a pleasant thought. Thoughts that over agony love wins, that is because beyond justice is love.

Mother's Love

2011-05-04T16:18:00.003+08:00

Mommy, mom, mama, nanay, inay, ina. A woman who conceive or has given birth to a child, we call them our mother.

Take time reading these prayers that mothers usually pray for her child and learn how precious you are to her. While reading the whole article, You can play the video with the music entitled Mama by IL Divo. Enjoy!! and Happy Mother's Day

When she first knew you’re living inside:

“God, I’m pregnant. I thank you for this gift because not all women in the world have the chance to receive and conceive such a miracle from you. Dwell inside me Lord and so my child who’s starting to grow in your glory will have a perfect development just like how perfect you were when Mother Mary gave birth to you. Keep me and my child from any harm just like how Joseph took good care of Mother Mary and You inside her womb. This I ask in your Mighty name Jesus. Amen”

During your first kick:

“Lord God, I can now feel my child moving inside me. I cannot explain how I feel right now. I am so happy that I can already feel the kick and God I’m a little bit scared because I am now so certain that there is life inside me. I must be very careful carrying this fragile being inside my womb and that made me scared for I do not know how. Just be with me Lord and hold me all the time for I know my child will be safe with you. Amen”

During her labor:

“God, my hips are aching, it’s starting to radiate to my buttocks and thighs. My knees are trembling and the contractions are fast already, my water bag has burst and it hurts a lot. Lord I can take all this pain for hours, so just keep an eye on my child. My little one is struggling inside longing to go out and see your wonderful world. Help my child move in normal rotation while I’m on labor so that my giving birth will turn out fine. Please help the hands who will catch my baby while I push and when my baby is out, please look after my angel while I take a minute of rest in the delivery table. Amen”

During the first minute of seeing you inside the delivery room:

“My God, my baby is so beautiful. I don’t know what to say but I thank you for this miracle. Thank you for making the delivery fine and thank you for my child’s safety. Lord I still cannot move that much, give me back my strength so I can carry my child already and give his first milk. Amen”

During her first hours of seeing you:

“God, my baby is so beautiful, he is an angel, with your image and likeness, and he is just so perfect. He has my eyes and my nose, and he’s got his cheeks from his father, he looks like his father a lot, Oh God I love them so much. I have a family now that I have this angel. Thank you very much Lord. Amen”

When you first say mama:

“God I heard him call me mama, what a wonderful melody it was in my ear. Lord make her speak only your words and give her guidance to speak only what is rightful according to heaven’s law. Make him learn to say words that would give value to people and not to make harm. Make her be gentle with her words so people would love her and respect her for her honor. Amen”

When you first walk:

“My Lord, my child is already learning her first walk. Please guide her in every steps of her way and make her stand every time she falls. Make him brave in every step he make and continue going despite trials and hardships. Amen”

During your first Birthday:

“God my child has reached his first year as human. Keep him from any harm in facing days to come and give me gentle hands to take good care of him even more and give him the best love a mother can give. Give my family all the blessings so I can use them to make my family be satisfied with the love I can give according to the Love you Lord has given. Thank you Dear God. Amen”

On your first day of school:

“Dear God, this is my baby’s first school day. Please keep him from any harm and that he maybe able to learn different things in life. Make her be gentle with her friends so they maybe gentle to her as well. Make her play and learn at the same time with virtues you want her to acquire so she may become a good dweller of your love. Amen”

During your teenage years”

“Lord, my baby is now a teen. Please help him with all his worries in school and please remind him that I will always be here ready to listen and help him in any way I can. Please be with her every time she feels like being betrayed with her friends and please remind her that I will always be the best friend she will ever have in her entire life. Please let her know that when she feels like crying, I am always ready to listen and cry with her. Let him realize that whatever happens and whatever mistakes he may commit, my heart will always be ready to understand and accept him for he is my child, and his existence everyday will remain to be my everyday miracle. Amen”

Your adulthood years:

“My God, my child is now a grown up. Please make him be the man you want him to be. Make him be the person people will follow for you have given him the gift of wisdom. Please give her all the graces she needs so that she will be a blessing to others. Make her be a person people will respect and is worthy enough of trust. Guide him in every way he will take making himself independent and confident. Let her sing her songs making herself happy with the path she chooses to take. Remind him Lord that I will always be supporting everything that will make him happy and proud to himself. Let her be reminded that I will always be her mother who is ready to cheer her up to her success. Thank you Lord. Amen”

On your wedding day:

“Lord, I pray you’ll be her eyes, and watch her where she’ll go, and help her to be wise and help me let her go. Let this be my prayer as she goes her way. Lead her to a place; guide her with your grace, to a place where she’ll be safe. Lord, let her love her family the same way I love them. Make him be a rightful husband to his wife and a wonderful father to his children. May all my teachings and guidance be a big help as he starts his journey being the man of the house. May all the love I have given be her guide to be a better half to her husband and a blissful mother to her children. May she have a wonderful life with her family and still grow to be a better person as she aged. May he be a godly man to his family so he may share the love he has received from me and you. Always be with her Lord. Amen”

At her 80’s:

“Dear God, I know my time living in this wonderful world you have in anytime will come to end. I still have my child who’s still have more years living with your wonderful creations. Make him accept that life must end and that he should let me go. Make her accept that life must continue in another world and I’ll be seeing her there in time. Thank you very much for the life you have given me. A life you made to share it with my miracles. Thank you for those miracles you’ve given, they all made me learn that life is wonderful and it’s worth living. Thank you for my children who were there to help me accept death and please help them continue growing and learning miracles. Always remind them Lord that since day one, the time I knew they’re growing in me, those were my miracles and their existence and love made my life a miracle to myself. Let them know that they as my miracle made a miracle to my existence. Always be with them Lord every seconds of their lives for I cannot do it anymore. As I will wait for my time to end, I will send them my prayers and love from birth until I close my eyes. Thank you Lord. Amen”

So into Love

2011-05-04T16:07:00.001+08:00

Walking around thinking

Looking around smiling

Somebody's heart is beating

Somebody's so into loving

Feet stepping with rhythm

Shoulders dancing like wings

Eyes glowing like diamonds

Fingers catching the winds

Heart keep on saying, so into love

So into happiness, things one should have

So into dreaming, hoping and free

So into loving, stuff one should be

-Marikit

God Though Hurt

2011-04-21T22:27:00.004+08:00

The passion of Jesus Christ is the most heartbreaking story for all the people in the world. This part in the bible is the most hurtful part where Jesus is being mocked and betrayed and punished without a sin and was nailed on the cross and died. So painful yet Jesus takes them all, accepts every pain from chains that were slapped in his body, the crown of thorns that covers His face with His blood, the nails that were nailed both in His hands and feet. Jesus was so hurt, yet he accepts them all. The Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit were hurt, yet they accepted the pain.

All these happened because of one thing, to save the world from sins. Sins that people cannot cease to have, though they know they are doing things against God’s will, they still do it. Sin is part of a persons existence, God knows that, and He understands, the problem is, people forget to ask forgiveness, they can only remember to ask the Fathers mercy when trouble is already there as a result of the sins they’ve made.

We people should know how to ask forgiveness every time we commit a sin, because that is the only way for our salvation. Sin will be there, and it will always be there whether we like it or not. And the only thing that can cleanse our souls from that dirt is to ask forgiveness to the Lord our savior. Don’t forget to ask forgiveness, no matter how tiny that sin will be, ask forgiveness. And though God is so Hurt because of the way we live our lives, as sinners as we are, whatever that is we’ve done, though it hurts him so much, He’s still willing to forgive, very much willing, because He loves us the most, we are His creations and He loves us the most. He is willing to forgive, because He is our Father, our Heavenly Father.

He can turn the tides and calm the angry sea.

He alone decides who writes a symphony.

He lights every star that makes our darkness bright.

He keeps watch all through each long and lonely night.

He still finds the time to hear a child's first prayer.

Saint or sinner call and always find Him there.

Though it makes him sad to see the way we live,

He'll always say, "I forgive."

He can grant a wish or make a dream come true.

He can paint the clouds and turn the gray to blue.

He alone knows where to find the rainbow's end.

He alone can see what lies beyond the bend.

He can touch a tree and turn the leaves to gold.

He knows every lie that you and I have told.

Though it makes him sad to see the way we live,

He'll always say, "I forgive."

A song that opens a heart to believe that God though hurt is still willing to forgive, is still willing to show mercy, is still willing to love and accept sinners who is also willing to ask forgiveness. Don’t wait for the final judgment, don’t wait for troubles to come before remembering God. God is waiting for your call, to forgive your sins. His Love is unconditional, a love no one can give but him, so unconditional. And always remember this prayer, and understand why we pray these words, “Give us today our daily bread and forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sinned against us”.

-Marikit

To Define MUTE

2011-04-17T03:39:00.018+08:00

Words that needs to be spoken but can not be uttered are words that are so hard to carry which became a burden to once life. These are words that are so hard to release, words that crumples the heart so badly it hurts, that whatever you do, they just can’t get out from once mouth. Only the mind is yelling, shouting, crying. The heart wants to burst, wants to breath freely, yet these unspoken words are limiting its freedom to be at peace. The Brain and the heart are arguing, the heart says lets speak out, and the brain says no. The heart is saying its hurting, the brain says we can still hold on. The heart says its time, the brain says, no, not yet. Heart wants to lose; brain is just so strong that no matter how the heart begs, the brain is acting still.

So to define mute is saying words nobody can hear, just like a television turn to mute mode, you can see whats going on yet you can not understand what really is going on because there are no words to justify your conclusion. Action speaks louder than words, yes its true, but one should also understand that words are important because there are actions that need words to be understood.

Heart says:

God knows how I really feel; I want to shout it loud, telling the world the truth. That I am giving up, that I cannot help from falling any longer, my eyes are crying every time I try to say it and I just can’t because I have to obey you, because I have to be still. What is wrong with all these? Why can’t I just free my self from all these fears? Fears that stop you from going somewhere you know you could be happy? Something you know worth dying for?

Brain responded:

I am superior, you do not have a choice but to follow my command, I control you, without me, you’re dead. So obey me, I am your master. I am tough; I have to be tough because if I won’t, you’ll get hurt. Pain is extreme; you know that, it’s a burning fire that wants to see you scream to death. You have to get ready first before you face a battle, screaming out your words aren’t helpful when it’s not time yet. You have to wait for the right time, right chances. You still have to be settled, that you can say you are ready to fight again, you are ready for trials, to cover your self from pointed swords and speedy bullets, that you are ready to show who you really are, how you fight, what you can do, how you move.

Saying your love is like going into a battle, you need to sharpen your swords and fill your riffles before going there. Loving is a death march, you need to march and hope it’ll lead you to a place where you have the chance to rest. Keep your words yourself first, and wait for the right time for it to be spoken. Any single mistake you will make is accompanied with a punishment, there’s no room for mistakes anymore, you’ve done a lot of it already, and the same things happen, screaming your self out, like in hell, it kills you without even dying. Kills you over and over, so much it hurts, yet you just can't die.

You will be happy, in time you will be, I assure you, so you just have to wait. God place you here for you to learn the value of patience. Let’s ready your self first, and if you’re ready, all will turn out fine, and when you’re already in a battle, you will not be fighting to win but fighting to keep a wonderful life with your love.

I am superior, and I can understand. This I want you to know, I’ll always be here for you, if I won’t, you’ll die, and if you die, A part of me will be lost, “You” my heart.

-Bite
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2011-04-11T11:57:00.011+08:00

When people are in trouble, they really need someone to be there for them to give wisdom and advices so that they will have some ideas on how to go on with their day to day living in spite of different troubles and preoccupations in their minds and lots of things to think about and so many kinds of worries they carry in the world. These people need others to give them some soul that would enable them to see reality and sometimes be at a point where they have to give in, move on or even let go.

And when the enemy is the self itself, that's the hardest problem one should face. If it's the self that you cannot control, or even hold, you really need to look deep inside and know what you really need and wanted so much in order for that self to be living in a most comfortable way. One should listen deep inside and understand what is going on.

Here is a letter one should read.

Dear April,

How are you today? I hope that you are still fine as what I can always see you. I am writing this letter for you to know that I really care about you, I really do care and wanted to see you alright everyday. You know that I really do love you and I cannot live without you, so please take good care of your self, because if you don't, I would die.

I truly understand that you are in deep trouble, I know that you are facing a challenge that has been there for a long time. Please don't forget that whatever problems you have right now, I'm with you, I'll stand by you and we will be together whatever happens. Do not forget that if you are hurt, my pain is twice as much as you are feeling. I cannot stand seeing you hurt, because it feels like I'm about to burst and die.

I know that you've been doing everything to make both of us be alright and I really do appreciate your effort. I know you wanted to fix a lot of things that has been broken because we were never careful. We did a lot of mistakes before because we're so innocent. We trust people yet they broke us, they hurt us a lot and we let them win. So hurtfully we cried that I cannot breath anymore and you cannot think of beautiful things. We were both disappointed, we both fell down.

Those people broke us, but it doesn't mean the world stops there, and it doesn't mean you should stop trusting people. I know you're tired, I am too. I'm tired of holding on, so tired of hearing promises they cannot keep, tired of gripping into something we know we should let go, tired of seeing untrue faces, unreal voices, deceiving words. And you know what? Despite all these pains we are in, I still wanted to try all over again. We want us to try trusting people again, we have to try, we need to, because not all people we meet are the same. I believe real people still exist.

I know it's so hard for you, I definitely understand, but you know exactly I'm weak and I can't stand watching both of us not agreeing with each other. We need to start all over again, and see things differently that we haven't saw before. You need to understand and believe that colors never fade, that even though you throw colors away, it wouldn't stop them from putting colors everywhere. I know you're hurt before, I was too, and I did almost lost the hope of understanding what life really brings us, but then I realize that life brought us here to learn, to forgive, to love.

There are so a lot of worries that you set in your mind, and believe me when I say, not all worries will come into reality, you are just making both of us see life as a big ball of fire where all we can see are fears. I know you're afraid, I am too, but I want to face those fears. Life is so short, we need to live it as it is, and life is like this, where we are is what life is all about. Please be with me, face them with me, I need you to be strong so that I could be stronger. I want to love again, I want to try it all over again, I need you to be with me. I want to beat again, and love just like the first time. Lets do it together. You and me together. And if we fall again, we'll do the same things over and over again until there's nobody left for us to trust, and there's nothing left for us to give.

Let me beat again, just like the first time. That's all I know I could do, and I need you there to support my beating, We have to love again.

With Love,

Krisbert Hart

-Bite

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Man In My Mirror

2011-04-06T14:00:00.012+08:00

Overwhelmed, the right term to define my feelings. I’m overwhelmed with happiness because someone is in my mirror watching my smiles, appreciates my being, accepting my possessions, happy with my presence, touching my soul. I can see him in my mirror.

He’s someone in my mirror. He’s someone I can see almost everyday. Is he someone special? I really cannot tell. But this I can assure,

“He made me overwhelmed with happiness.”

He confessed, he made himself known. He is grateful, he is strong, vital, God-fearing. Yes, he confessed.

He’s someone in my mirror. He’s someone who made me laugh everyday. Is he someone special? I really cannot tell. But this I can assure,

“He conquered my mind”

He shines in my mirror. He blinds me. He made me look at him and only him, He lingers in my thoughts. He’s just there, staring at me. And in my mirror, it’s him I can only see, nobody else but this man in my mirror.

He’s someone in my mirror. He’s someone who makes me smile everyday. Is he someone special? I really cannot tell. But this I can assure,

“He made me miss him”

He understands, he listens, he sings and he’s different, much different. I wondered how he did it, how he made me see him, feel him, almost reach him. He made me weak, so weak, He’s just so different. He’s just in my mirror, the mirror glass separates us, it has been the thickest wall between us, its thickness is a thousand miles, yet he did something I didn’t expect a man could do, he breaks its thickness, and he binds us with it. Yes, now the mirror binds us.

He’s someone in my mirror. He’s someone who shows me God everyday. Is he someone special? I really cannot tell. But this I can assure,

“He made me learn”

He made me be thankful, he made me strong myself, he made me see miracles, he made me believe. He taught me to live my life, to love others life, cherish, and care. God and him are friends, they both see me. They both care for me, keeping me safe, and they love me.

He cried in my mirror, his tears were real. His eyes were weak. Behind his tears were tender compassion he wants to show. He cried so much, that he cannot stand it, and despite his vitality and strength and persuasive individuality, his Achilles' heel he still can reveal.

He cried in my mirror, he cried a lot, and when he cried, I was stunned, cannot even move, blank headed, my heartbeat stops, feeling like I’m dead, and when I’m back, I didn’t notice, my eyes has its mists. Strongly I held them, tiny drops of mists, can’t show them to him, can’t show him I’m as well weak, that I was dying when he cried, that my heartbeat skipped a beat, that my soul wants to travel and find him somewhere beyond my mirror, and wipe his tears. And when I turned my back, there I’m relaxed, I let my tears fall down, and weep, it made my self fall, and no matter how strong my stubborn mind can be, it didn’t stop me from dying.

He cried in my mirror, for a couple of times now, and every time he did, the same feelings were felt. Still I cannot show him that I’m weaker than I thought, still cannot tell him I’m dying when I talk. And every time I thought of saying, I’m completely out of words. And maybe I was just too afraid that I might lose my pride, or made a mistake, or be disappointed in time. Out of words, just so out of words to say.

He confessed his love, he cried in my mirror, he can’t hold back, his weakness revealed, his vitality were overpowered and I was overjoyed.

He’s just in my mirror, but he did this to me. He’s someone in my mirror, he’s someone who did all these for me. Is he someone special? I really cannot tell. But this I can assure. “He’s my man in my mirror”

-Bite

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He's Got Godly Love

2011-03-30T00:08:00.019+08:00

Across the oceans he traveled, yet never seen hearts.

And when he reached the place where he wants to start his life, he found Life behind the window where the face of a woman he’s known so long ago appeared.

Sitting on a couch facing his window wishing for a star to shine so bright.

Sending his love to the woman he mostly dear, sending his love, singing his songs, tears fell down, and wishing not to be alone.

He’s so thankful though its still not enough. He’s so thankful and he praised the Lord for that. Telling his love facing his window, his tears fell down, tears of joy and gratefulness, with the woman behind his window, his heart is filled with gladness.

“How am I suppose to thank you and the Lord for you he said. You cannot stop me from loving you now. You can not cease the feeling any longer. Whatever it takes I will be here, joyful so joyful because behind this window It’s you I see, though just behind my window how much more if you’re here with me.”

He’s got love; he’s got happiness, yet that happiness he’s feeling seems like not the kind of happiness he wished to feel.

Because reality bites that behind his window his love only appears.

Remembering his past pain which seems to be unforgotten made him better, but promises keeps him going to a life with the woman he had found behind his window.

A Promise of faithfulness, real and true. And feelings never change, never ever change.

He’s got love, a love so true; from the bottom of his heart he spoke love.

And when nights are over he sends faithful words, sending his love, good lucks, prayers, and hugs and kisses.

How long would this last, the woman ask.

He said as long as I live and God permits me to live.

As long as I am breathing, as long as I can. My love for you will remain; I love you more than my own life.

Women would never believe that love like he’s still exists.

People really change for change is constant.

But when he talks, it’s always so true, that the woman behind his window is his life, his inspiration, his happiness, his love. He shows them with all he’s got, though so far, he shows them all.

Though conditional for the fact that he’s human, and as human as he is, love and him are friends.

With his power to believe that love lingers his heart. He can move mountains and he can reach the stars.

After trips, and busses and cabs were done. He went straight home to see his window. And there he waits for the face to appear. There’s the woman of his life he love so dear.

He watched her smile, and he’s got his strength back, from all the hard hours he’s been.

When she smiles arms and legs get better, tired eyes and heads wake when she smiles.

He loved her so much, that nothing can stop him, he cried and cried yet no one understands.

And he believes that his love will last forever. And wait until God allows him to reach his only star.

The woman behind his window is the face of his Love, wishing her to be true though they’re apart. Wishing it to be real though seems like impossible. Wishing her to be held and never let go. And everyday of his life wishing her to be there, to give him his strength in the window where she only appear.

He’s got love, One true love behind his window.

He’s not God, yet He’s got Godly love.

-bite
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To A Womans Heart

2011-03-02T20:16:00.010+08:00

If you like me, send me flowers. For a woman like I am, flowers are the sweetest chocolates my heart can taste. You can send me roses, and I would love to have blue roses from you. White and red will do or any color or even any kind of flowers but I prefer blue roses. White rose means purity, red means love, and blue? Well, for me it’s the color of the sky. I would like you to give me the sky because sky means heaven where love is so true, so pure, unconditional, a love sweeter than it is ever be, a love you can give next to God. I would like to have a bunch of them. That way, you can please me and that gift from yours will be remembered over and over again. Things like these are always remembered because it always makes me happy and special. Memories of receiving flowers from you will make me believe that love exists. It will make me feel like I am the prettiest girl in the world.

If you like me, you can give me chocolates. Any brand will do as long as it easily melts in my hands and in my mouth. Just like a child, I like eating melted chocolates that wraps my fingers. It reminds me of my childhood where my father used to give me whenever I’m upset and crying. I love it when it scatters in my fingers and at the side of my lips making me eat my lipstick as well. And when you saw my chocolates staining my lips, you can wipe it out. I would love you to do that.

If you love me, hug me all the time. Hug me every time we meet, hug me when it’s time for you to go home or it’s time for me to go home. Hug me when I’m crying, feel like crying or about to cry, Hug me when we are sleeping, Hug me when we’re in a movie house or we’re in a couch watching our favorite movies or television shows and DVD’s. Hug me when it’s cold and hug me when we’re on the beach. Hug me when you say sorry and hug me when I forgive you. Hug me when I say sorry and hug me when you say it’s ok and I’m forgiven. And every time you say sweet words making me feel alright, hug me.

If You love me, dance with me. Though I'm not good at dancing, and though you're not good either, still dance with me. Play a sweet music or just sing a song, then while doing that, dance me in your rhythms. The most wonderful thing for me for you to do... So if you love me, dance with me.

If you love me, kiss me. Kiss me in the cheeks if you mean “hello, I’ll be back, see you later”, Kiss me in my nose if you mean “You’re the cutest, you’re my baby”, kiss me in my chin if you mean “You’re so funny”, kiss me in my head if you mean “I miss you so much”, kiss me in my forehead if you mean “I respect you”, and kiss me in the lips if you mean “You are mine, I love you”.

If you love me, listen to me. Listen every time I talk, listen when I want to tell you stories, listen when I tell you about my day. Listen when I'm angry and want to tell you my anger, listen when I'm happy and want to tell you my happiness. I only want to be heard. I want you to be silent and just listen. Don't talk about you if I'm talking about me. Let me finish first before you say something about your side. You can do it after I finish talking. Don't interrupt, don't disagree.Just listen.

If you love me, pick me up from home to work and after work going back home. Check on me everyday, ask me about my day, ask me if I’m alright even if you know I’m fine. If I crack jokes which happens to be not entertaining and funny at all in front of our friends, laugh. Keep on saying things that pleases me. If I’m wrong, tell me I’m wrong but make me feel like I’m doing it right. If I burp, burp with me. If I fart, fart with me. If I insist to be right, say I’m right. And even if I’m wrong, always consider that I am always right.

If you love me, you should accept me for me. If you want me so much, then you have to know the things that please me. I am not wishing for fairy tale and happily ever after, I just want my everyday with you a wonderful moment that would make me fall in love with you even more. You may say I’m demanding, yes it’s true. I truly am demanding because if I won’t demand, you will just take me for granted. You will just do nothing and expect me to understand and believe that you love me. I am not saying that you should treat me like a princess in a castle, I just want you to show me your affection, your care, and I want to feel that I am being accepted and loved.

Insomnia......No More Pill

2011-02-28T09:10:00.001+08:00

Insomnia is defined as difficulty to fall asleep, and there are a lot of factors why people gets insomnia. I have researched some factors and the most common is too much running thoughts during the night due to anxiety, depression, and sometimes excitement. Depression is very common because of physical changes that happen during removal of breast for those suffering from breast cancer for example, or due to amputation of a leg because of diabetes. For teen agers, they usually worry about their grades, activities at school, things they wanted to have like new cell phones or Ipods, worries about being grounded for a week or two, problems with their parents especially those teens who badly needs attention and affection and those who have lost their parents or their significant others, sometimes about teen love and crushes, and so on. Kids worry about stuffs most of the time, and they usually have too much excitement for things they so wanted to come and can’t even wait for the sun to rise which pressures the brain that leads to difficulty to fall asleep. In adults, heart breaks are the most common. They are usually depressed because of disappointments to their partners and sometimes problems at work, and as mentioned above, physical changes is also a factor.

The most common cause of insomnia is due to the emotional status of an individual that leads to extreme running of thoughts which sometimes last 3-4 days. Pill is the only remedy most of the time, but the question is,” Do victims need to take a pill to get rid of insomnia?” My best friend once told me about a song written by a Filipino musician and composer Jose Marie Chan, there he wrote” I’ll sleep tonight counting my blessings instead of counting sheep”. Then it gave me an idea. Sheep here represents your depressions, anxiety, failures, pressures and all the negative thoughts that have been stored in your mind. You know why shepherds count their sheep at the end of the day? It’s because they are worried that they might have lost one or few. That’s what we all are, we are always worried about many things, we usually see things we have lost and things we haven’t had, and that defines pressure. When we have unstable emotional status because of some other reasons, we usually find it hard to get to sleep because we keep on thinking about those heartbreaking parts of our lives and we really just can’t stop ourselves from doing it over and over and over again even though it torn us apart. Have you even noticed that we never get tired with those running thoughts in our heads? Those are the sheep we keep on counting, and the sheep we’re afraid to loose. It’s like we’re broken hearted counting broken hearts. If one keeps on doing so, one could really have a hard time falling asleep.

Blessings are present everyday that even a pre-schooler can recognize them (so I don’t have to write examples of it). Try counting your blessings during the night while trying to fall asleep, you’ll notice having a light head and a normal heart beat compared to counting pressures (sheep) which makes the brain heavy, heart beats faster and that you can’t even relax. Try counting your blessing and you will see your self smiling without even noticing it.

While having those nice thoughts in your head, here are also some tips to enhance a light heart while trying to fall asleep:

You can listen to slow songs since music plays a good role in relaxing ones mind, and since you still need to put your music off before completely falling asleep to prevent your device to be broken off or any accidents, you can use a stereo with a time setting device that shots off all by itself depending on the number of hours you wished the music to be playing.

You can also place a bunch of fresh flowers on your side table to give floral fresh aroma in all four corners of your bedroom. This fragrance will give relaxation and comfort while having your rest.

Another nice idea is changing the color of your room. I suggest dark colored paint because as you have observed, light-colored rooms stresses the eye while trying to get to sleep so we tend to put the light off. Some uses a piece of eye shade just to get rid of light.

Another one is to try changing your room setting. If the setting is not pleasing in the eye then that would cause to having more pressure in your brain. Who would want to live inside a displeasing room and have a rest there? It is then based on your own creativity now on how you are going to change your room setting. And in your bed, you can also add more pillows for more comfort.

Difficulty sleeping? Follow those tips while counting your blessings instead of sheep.

Holding on with the promise long been foretold

2011-02-28T08:27:00.001+08:00

Holding on with a promise from God gives us strength and courage to believe that everything is in Gods control. Just like this story, believing that God is in their side throughout their days. A true story of faith, patience, believing, honor and Love. Sent by an anonymous reader, sharing her story of how great God has controlled, guide her life and wrote a wonderful story that will make every woman cherished, respect, and hold on with their dignity and honor.

"I think I am so blessed that God has bestowed graces and gifts upon me. I am very much thankful to him because he always protects me and I can really feel that he loves me so much. The moment I accepted Him into my life He told me that I am His Princess and no man will ever claim me unless he ask Him for my hands, and I believed Him saying that. Now I am so happy that He preserved me, He made me pure, clean and he Love me. I am so much happier now that He has also fulfilled His promise to me. A promise long been foretold.

Years ago He promised me that a man will come who will love me and respect me. Of course He did not literally say those things, He used text, people around me,and in my dreams, and some other means which I believe He who is telling me. Then I promised Him one thing, I promised Him that I will never surrender my purity unless that man will come to me and ask Him for my hand. Time came that I was so impatient and was very much wanted to have a boyfriend because of emptiness that i felt with those years. I dated few guys and started to get to know them, but then God wants to stick with His plans for me. I never felt that I was being loved and respected with the guys I dated. I felt the pain and ask God why can't I found that man He had promised. He told me to be patient. Every day I consult my heart where I believe God lives for me to know what God wants me to do and everyday he keep on telling me to be patient. Then I got my patience back. yet still, I tried to find that man myself, and I was never happy with the guys I am dating with. One of those guys became my boyfriend .I thought I had already found that promise long been foretold, but I was wrong. He never showed me love and respect, he keeps on asking for my honor, he said he love me and having sex is the only way he knows to keep a strong relationship. I was alarmed with what he said and remembered my promise to the Lord. And God never left me, He gave me the gift of knowing whats right and whats wrong,and in exchange with that, the guy left me. I was so hurt because I also do love him but i also did understand that its time to let go and its worth it. After those times, I still dated few guys trying to search for another man who will complete the promise. My search was a failure and almost got tired. Two years after, I dreamed of a man who is very very tired looking for me. When I woke up, God told me that His promise is already near. Then happiness I felt. Then, I met this guy and he became a very good friend. He's from another town which is far from ours. We became good friends. The time I felt that he is into me, I tried to refuse for a reason that I wouldn't want to fall for him because he's from another town and sooner or later he will be going back there. But he is so eager with what he wants to do, he took me to dinner almost every day, he accompanies me with whatever i have to do, he picks me up from home to school, he showed me care. With that little moments and much effort he showed me,I felt like I'm starting to like him. I prayed and prayed and ask God what he wants me to do. I asked him to tell me who this man is and let me know if this is the man he promised me to have. Days after, God introduced this man to me. God reminded me of the things I have been asking Him a long long time ago. Then I remembered that I did asked Him to give me a man who has His heart,a man who loves Him more than he will do for me, a man whom I can be proud of and who can be proud of me. Then I realized that this is the man I've been waiting for a long long time, a promise long been foretold. God, I was so happy. Then I felt His presence that very day. Then I made risky decision in my life. I said even though sooner or later this man will go back to his town, I will be willing to wait for him until the day that we will be together again. I will love him as what God commanded me to do and will hold onto him whatever it takes.

We became partners, I gave him all my love and care and hugged him so tight just to show him that I will never ever regret my decision of accepting him in my life. I felt his love that I've been wanting so long ago. I cried and thank God that He came that very day for us and was in between us. I felt like God is very happy for us. I asked Him to help us keep this love inside our hearts where He dwells and holds us.Every time we had our conversation with my boyfriend, It's just so amazing that we never forget to mention God, I told my love that everyday I thank God for this happiness and told him that he is a gift from above. I felt love again, and every single day I feel love and happiness. He respects me, he said he can't take away my honor from me because he loves me so much.Then I felt love again.

The day came where he must leave. He went back to his town because there's no job for him here in our place. It was so sad But i accepted it. I was never afraid that he will leave because I trusted God so much. I know that He will keep our hearts together no matter how far we are. now that he is so far away and we don't have any idea when we will be together again, God I prayed that he will always love me near or far, although we sometimes have this misunderstandings, Lord I pray that You will keep on holding us together. It is so hard to have this situation but Lord I know You will always be here for both of us. that love will always dwell in us near or far. And this love will always remind me to HOLD ON WITH THE PROMISE LONG BEEN FORETOLD."

Anonymous

A Decade of Love

2011-02-14T12:12:00.001+08:00

Everybody finds love as the most magical thing on earth. In fact, Jojo said in her movie Aquamarine, “love is the closest thing we have to magic”. It’s the most beautiful line I’ve ever heard in a movie and I believe it, truly. The bible also says, from Corinthians chapter 13 verses 4-7 “Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.” How could somebody think of love as pain with all this thoughts? Love is never pain, its joy, its freedom.

I have this friend who possesses this great love for a woman for a very long time now. He loved this woman for more than a decade and never did he forget her even if he hasn’t seen her for the past ten years. Although he had relationships with other woman, this girl never left his heart. He has known this woman since they were kids, as little as he is, he learned to love this cute little girl and made her an inspiration to wake up in the morning and go to school. He loved her secretly. He made her his reason that if he won’t wake up, go to the bathroom, eat his breakfast and prepare for school, he would not have the chance to see her for that very day. Everyday that he sees her is a gift for him, everyday that he sees her and loving her secretly is the most joyful moments of his life. They were called to be the love team during their elementary years, and even if it hurts him because he knew that this girl would not mind it, it is still the most joyful experience.

As little as he is, he learned that love is patient. He also learned that love is letting go. Elementary years were over and he has to let go of this girl. They have to go to different schools. No matter how hard for him to see her go, he has to accept it, he tried to make crushes with some other high school chick and tried his very best to let go of her. Then college days came and he was used to not seeing her. He had this quite life, sometimes cried for other girls, and loved some. But everything was a failure. He never had a good relationship, until he graduated college. Another relationship came but still, he loses the battle. All those years he can still remember how he lived his life with the memories of his first love. All those years that passed, he never tried to find her because he knows he has to live a different life. He wants to live again without looking at the past for those are already waste for him.

Silence came again. He wants to have a new relationship. He prayed a lot and begged God to give him a woman who will fill the emptiness of his life. And no matter how he prayed for another face, he still can see her in his mind. Her face was never forgotten, even a single chance, he never did or maybe because he just can’t. He didn’t mind and continued to pray for he knows that she is already a history.

God answered his prayer. He had this love and was very happy. He has given all his heart for his woman and gave her his world. He learned to love his woman very much and little did he know, still he tried to find his first love, he researched and found her. And because he wants to be faithful with his present love, he closes his door. He gave all her love to his woman yet he still fails the relationship. He was left behind without knowing the reason. He was left empty and hanging. And despite all this, he was never mad. He prayed for strength and encouragement to love again just like the first time. He told himself that he will never loss the only thing that is left for him. That is Love.

The time he decided to stand again, he tried to find his first love. He found her and they had conversations. That was the greatest moments of his life. “This is never expected” he said. They both enjoyed their time together and found out that they wanted each other so much. Everyday they had much more conversations until they fell in love. “This is a dream come true, and I never thought this would really happen” he said. They spend good times together and were very happy. Until sadness came around their world. The girl had a feeling of uncontentment. She felt that she doesn’t want that relationship and that questions his mind. She wanted to find herself and wants to be alone. My friend doesn’t want to let her go because he knew it will ruin his world, for all he knows that this woman is the face of his first love who had been his life for the past 10 years. Yet, the girl still chooses to leave and he can’t do anything but to let her go even if it breaks his heart. It was his greatest downfall, left by the one he knows could make his world turning. He said “although she’s gone, that decade of love will always remain and will have more decades to remain. And even if I will find someone to replace her in my world, still she will remain inside occupying a part of me that has always been her place. I will let her go now and will treasure this scar that she had left me, for this scar will always remind me of her face and a battle never won”.

Pain? no it's not. It’s love for there is freedom, it's love for there is acceptance. It’s not pain because no matter how cruel it is to have that fate, he still chooses to love, and that love will forever remain keeping him standing no matter what.

People would say it's painful because they focus on the harder parts of being in love. But Love is never pain, it's just a matter of accepting the trials. Although its hard, love will never stop there, love continues because we are all destined to love, we all live because of love. Love is our own soul, it gives us life, it make us breathe. If it is pain, its not love anymore, it's just part of it. A part that you choose to have, a part people forget to understand that it is only a choice you'll make. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endures all things.

Class Prophesy

2011-02-10T12:34:00.001+08:00

IV- Our Lady Of Guadalupe

Class Prophesy

S.Y 2002-2003

JS Prom Feb. 14, 2003

When I woke up, at the very corner wall of my room, a clock read 8:00 sharp. So, I jumped out of my bed and as I went to take a bath I glimpsed into the calendar and was surprised to see it was already Dec. 6, 2013, and it seems to be that time was very fast. So I dressed up very quickly and tried to fix myself, then grabbed the key at my closet and drove my luxurious Honda Civic car. I called my house guard ang ordered him to open the gate, as I was about to go, a Honda Coupe racing car was running very swiftly and was about to hit my bumper. So I went out madly and tried to see who the driver was, then a good looking punk man went out from his racing car. I looked at him very closely and shockingly said “ Oh my God, what a co-incidence, Rogelio is that you?” “Vanessa?”He asked, and then I answered “ yes!” We just talked for a couple of minutes, and I then found out that Rogelio Lamoste is the most popular drag racer in the whole world, then I asked to go and say bye-bye to him after our short talk.

I entered to my car and as I was on the highway, I saw a new billboard posted, it was written there that three great Doctors discovered a new herbal medicine for all illnesses and diseases including IADS. These Doctors are Dr. Emanuel Sarong MD, Dr. Michael Berenguela MD, and Dr. Paul Samson MD. Imagine, just for only one tablet and you will be cured, and it will only be bought in Olyn’s Pharmacy which is actually owned by Roselyn Dotollo. I was very surprised to know that those doctors and pharmacist are my Classmates during my high school years. So, I continued driving with a smile on my face.

I arrived at exactly 9:00 in the studio namely GBC which stands for Gonzaga Broadcasting Company a well-known broadcasting network. When I was on my way to the studio proper, the way was blocked, and I can’t hardly passed by and that’s because of Crisy’s Funs club, by the way, Crisy is just her screen name, and guess who? Well, when we were still in forth year high school, she is our assistant secretary and entitled as the replacement of Mandy Moore, she is Maria Kristina Ledesma. She is a well-known pop singer and she was promoting her latest album entitled ‘ Crisy on Air” with a special participation of the award winning actor Ronnel Senining.

The way was now already clear, and thank God, I can now proceed to the studio proper. As I entered the studio, I saw my co-workers busy watching the boobtube, then I joined them and I was astonished of the bizarre outfit of the lady who won the best outfit in Miss Earth beauty pageant. And the surprising part was when I recognized that the lady comes from my homeland Philippines,

and I haven’t stopped yet, she was our class beadle during our senior High, and she is Jenelyn Casilac and soon to be Mrs. Jenelyn Branzuela. When the pageant ends,

direct Beboy Usares whose real name is Keith Van Usares who also directed a movie entitled Pustiso ni Lolo and it was featured by Ronnel Senining called me up and give my report script to have my final rehearsal for the evening broadcast.

The rehearsal was finished at exactly 12:00 in the afternoon, I was so tired and hungry, So, I went to the studio canteen and took my lunch and rest for a while. In the corner wall of the canteen there is a boobtube and there was Joed Vanessa Regodon who is a commercial model, she endorses a facial cleanser introduced by Gladee Irish Agot and Katherine Yu, a well known dermatologist of all times.

It is already 1:00 in the afternoon when one of my house helper phoned and told me that my pet dog Lucy a chiwawa breed was very weak, I went home that very hour to fetch my dog and brought her to the nearest veterinary clinic. As my pet and I arrived at the veterinary clinic, I opened the sliding glass door and approach the lady who used to be my pet’s usual veterinarian, Rhodesa Napalit, who is also talking to another veterinarian from the other clinic, Anna Pearl Darling Yurag. I just left my pet Lucy to her to examine about what was happening to my pet. Then I said Bye-bye to both of them including my Lucy.

I went back to the studio but I decided to take a little walk first at the mall because my said appointment was about to start at 7:00 in the evening and it was still too early for me to go back. When I arrived at the newly opened mall namely Manrob Place, someone called my attention, then I saw Jenelyn Mabunga the first lady of the Philippines. I wonder why the ribbon was not yet cut even though everybody is ready. A familiar face of a man suddenly approached me and said "Aren't you Vanessa? Didn't you recognize me? I'm Gil Rabe and we need your help! Because one of our guest who is also going to cut the ribbon was not here yet!” "So, how can I help you? I replied, “could you please do the cutting of the ribbon with the first lady?" he ask, "oh, sure, but wait I'm a little bit confused, are you the owner of this mall? I ask, then he humbly whispered " well, yes, and my co-owner is Jenelyn Manliguez."

After the cutting, we spent a little time talking, they told me about the news, Ligaya Cunado and Engineer Ervin Canones are getting married this coming Sunday Dec. 9, 2013, they told me that all our 4th year high school classmates are invited including our adviser Miss Edith Gonzaga, they also told me about the date and the venue of the wedding, and where will be the reception.

It was 30 min. before seven and I have to go back to the studio for the live broadcasting. I say bye-bye to them and I hurriedly go. I arrived at the studio 5 minutes before seven. "4,3,2,1," Direct Beboy point his finger as a Q "Good Evening, this is GBC news live from GBC broadcasting network, Today's Headline" I said, before I ended all news, I made an announcement, "attention to all 4th year high school batch 2002-2003 section OLG of Saint Peter's University of Davao,

you are all invited in wedding of our dear classmates, Ligaya Cunado and Engineer Ervin Canones, it will be held on Dec. 9,2013 at Planet Fratino' by the way,Planet Fratino was discovered by three great astronauts namely Frank Ian Sanchez, Time Carcedo and Noel Agnes. In fact, the name Fratino was named after them, Fra for Frank, Ti for Time and No for Noel. And I added " Everybody must be on Saint Peter's University of Davao at exactly 7:00 in the morning on Dec. 8, 2013." Direct Beboy was smiling and I can see the excitement found in his face because at last he will be riding the space shuttle which was invented by three scientists three years ago, and it will only travel 24 hours to arrived to the said planet, these three scientists were Christopher Mangahas, Fidel Demafeliz and Erick John Veloso. After my announcement I then said goodnight to finish my telecast.

It was Saturday morning Dec. 8, 2013 5:30 a.m. when I woke up. I was taking my shower and after that I dressed myself and prepare for my trip to the other planet.

It was exactly 6:30 a.m. when I arrived at Saint Peter's University. The school was amazingly improved, there were building with ten stories and a very big field. The school was designed by Engineer Ervin Canones and guess who the director is? It's Sister Charmain Anne Miranda. What a dream come true for her! Since we were in high school, she really dreamed to become a nun, and there she is. All my 4th year high school classmates together with their own families were there and smiling and laughing because all of us saw each other again.

At exactly 7:00 our beloved adviser Ms. Edith Gonzaga together with her 3 children and her husband arrived. We welcome them with gladness, and after 3 mins a bus arrived and we all entered inside the bus to proceed to the space center.

We arrived at exactly 7:30 at the space center, which the space shuttle was located; we all entered inside of it and took a sit for 24 hours of traveling. At 8:00 the ship starts it's engine and by that time we were all nervous because it was the first time for all of us to ride a space shuttle, inside the shuttle we all talked with each other and we were very happy because each one of us are already professionals. There I found out that Maria Theresa Batobalonos was already a teacher in Harvard University, Justine Morano and Heddo Lindo Sanchez had their band in New York produced by Ace Branzuela and at the same time a vocalist. Niza Fennel Villarba is a nurse in New York Hospital, Maria Riza Tachikawa is already a teacher in Japan together with Mae Anne Miolata, Jenalyn Sordilla and Merlita Verano were business partners and they both owned a 50 stories hotel, in New Zealand. I also found out that Gil Mark Torregosa is already a seaman and already reached all countries in the whole world. Leo Carlo Tabancora is already a physician and he was a Physics professor in Harvard University. Philip John Pelias is an Emergency Scout Executive and he holds all scouts in the Philippines. Maria Neriza Entera and Lovely Dawn De Leon are now a popular basketball players, their team just won the sea games basketball championship, and they brought a gold medal here in the Philippines. We all have a lot of talks and laughers inside a shuttle and we were very happy.

We arrived at planet Fratino at exactly 8:00 at Dec.9, 2013,the wedding will start at 9:00 and we were all exited to see the bride and the groom.

When we were outside the spaceship we were very amazed of what we saw, everything in the planet were all blue, stones are blue, soils are blue, mountains, trees and leaves are also blue. We saw many kinds of animals, which we never saw before and we were very astonished.

It was 9:00 and we were all inside the huge dome with all smaller building inside including churches, hotels and shopping malls, which was designed by the groom himself Engineer Ervin John Canones. The ceremony has started and we saw the bride, Ligaya Cunado marching slowly through a red carpet with so many blue flowers which are all picked from the blue garden of the planet. The ceremony was celebrated by Father Keneth Balderas, best friend of Father George Campeon who also celebrated the ceremony of the wedding of the new king and Queen of London last November 18, 2012.

When the ceremony was already finished we went to the reception hall and spend our time talking and eating. By that time, I wonder who the chef was, because the food tasted so delicious and I can’t help myself to stop eating because it was sumptuously prepared. So, I ask someone sitting beside me "who the cook or the chef was?" and Joed Vanessa Regodon answered "she's our Ate! Celexa Alcebar Tayag" and I was very glad to know that she was the cook and I just remember her pork Asado in our T.H.E. class when our T..H.E. teacher ordered us to cook something for our practicum.

After the reception we all went to our own rooms in one of the hotels, and when I was sitting on my couch, I realized that I had a great time meting all my 4th year high school classmates and I am so very happy about the fact that we all met each other again after a long time, then I laid on my bed and smiled a little and have my good night sleep.

2011-02-10T11:19:00.001+08:00

Few years ago, This Lady celebrated her 18^th birthday. Wonderful words of love she wrote during the celebration and was spoken while she was walking forward with her long elegant turquoise gown facing the people she love most. Heart’s beating fast, knees trembling, she smiles and shows the world the lady in her.

t was past 17 years, when I was born and 17 years when I walked this earth. Within these years, I learned so many things like Family, Love, Friendship, Hardships, Challenges, Happiness, Sadness, ABC’s and numbers too. Within 17 years there are people who helped and taught me with so many things. Without them I wouldn’t survive my 17 years of existence.

First, to my Papa, for being a good father and a good provider. You make me smile ang laugh, you taught me all the important stuff about our world and my place in it. Thank you for being my full-time, on-call, personal bodyguard from day one. Thank you for your strong gentle hands, and calm wise words, plus lots of warm and loving hugs. You gave me enough self-confidence to face all challenges of this world with a smile. Thank you so much, I Love You.

To my Mama, for carrying me in her womb for 9 months. You shared with me all the values that makes me feel so special, these are kindness, forgiveness, honesty, persistence, thoughtfulness, and specially patience. Thank you for always making me feel so warm, safe and loved. Whenever I got into a bind, you were always there for me. You mended broken toys and broken hearts time and time again. Thank you for encouraging me to recognize the real beauty inside me and to stand tall. Thank you Mama, I love you.

To my ate, Thank you for being there when I had problems and sorry when I am bossy sometimes. You’ll always be my greatest sister. I love you.

To my younger brother, thank you for being a good and naughty brother and thank you for the laughs and quarrels. No matter what you do in life, I’ll always support you. Thank you and I love you.

To my older brother, I know you’re always there watching over me and guiding me. Thank you for the happy moments that we shared in a short period of time. Wherever you are right now, I know you are listening. Thank you for being my star with unfading brightness and for being my guardian angel with everlasting care. I love you so much.

To my friends most especially my barkadas for being there through thick and thin, and for always being with me during good times and bad. Thank you for the advises and everything. I love you guys.

I am now ready to face my new life, new challenges and new journey. I am now a full-grown woman, with chin up high and proud to say I’m now turning 18.

So, here I am, the former mistress Vanessa Mae is now officially called Ms. Vanessa Mae T. Pasco.

More Heart to Hearts

2011-02-10T10:54:00.036+08:00

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2003 4th yr. OLG Class Prophesy
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A Decade of Love
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Holding on With the Promise
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God Though Hurt
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Mother's Love
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When Blue Rose Turned Grey
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Water Therapy Helps
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A Serious Note About Heart Attacks
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Dancing Hearts

2011-02-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

Romantic, sweet, love mellow music.

Palms on his shoulder, arms on her waist.

Sweet gentle darlings sways every part,

Steps here and there, two dancing hearts.

Slow lovely melodies, they love to hear.

Drops of tiny waters, so crystal clear.

And around the fountain, dancing every part,

Round and round they go, these two dancing hearts.

-Marikit

There to Love

2011-02-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, now and tomorrow,

Let me hold your hands

For wherever you will be I'll go

my love for you never ends.

I want to be your sweetest kind

To make you smile your dreams we'll find

Yesterday, now and tomorrow

Wherever you are I'll go

I will be there, there to love

There to share all I have

There to comfort, there to be

The one who'll keep you standing free

There to lift when we are old

There to warm when you are cold

There to live the world with you

There to love, all that I'll do

-Marikit

Lubdub Lubdub

2011-02-03T13:42:00.000+08:00

If you send me flowers

My heart goes lubdub,

If you send me sweets

My heart goes upbeat,

Send me a gift and I'll send you a kiss

Lubdub lubdub, My heart says all these.

Talk to my heart

it answers lubdub,

Hug me so tight

tell me your love.

Don't walk away I'd love you to stay,

Lubdub lubdub, my heart says all day.

-Marikit