GoogleQween

7 planets doodle

2017-02-23T07:56:00.002-07:00

https://g.co/doodle/ybt9k4

personality test

2016-09-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

Google+code+Disney's inside out

2015-12-08T10:30:00.000-07:00

So, long time no rant!! I randomly got sucked into this google home screen:

and that "calling all girls" from my inner robot's ultimate bot crush: google; meant that there was no way i wasn't gonna go down the rabbit hole on this one. AND it was fun and Disney and coding and inside out.....

and another example of the big business types, the kind pull the strings of the media puppets, pushing out this propaganda aimed at prepubescent kids but even but specifically focused on young girls AND the pursuit of science or even a mild fondness of that , electronics, robotics, coding, and being the hero; ( i'm pretty certain for around like a good ten years now!!

The only corporation that has a deeper place in my heart than google is Disney!

So, i was awesomely surprised and ultimately defeated by math i was doing in 2nd grade and computer manipulation.

{i usually can do with barely the briefest blink of a forethought. unfortunately today has turned me quit swiftly into my retard-mode and i can cannot think as fast or as good as usual!}

So i kinda gotta experience this game/ code simulation in the shoes of a slow spacey and very excited girl... perfect! I love you Disney... i mean google!!!!!

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OK, this finally bringing me to my point: Recently this crazy serge of "girl-power" has been pouring out those media buckets!

**aside: and yes i understand that on a spiritually and/or new age understanding at all, you'd answer it's the female energy rising.... but then why would company's i honestly consider to be soulless capital vortexes ( Disney, Federal funding, Walmart, even the daily news and some radio.... I don't really do radio...) are very willing to try and reprogram an entire generation of young girls into getting geeky.... but why>???

Honestly, i have a lot of ideas but no inching of certainty as of yet but i will check back in!

"The Blue Faerie" music video

2015-04-07T00:35:00.001-07:00

I just want to succeed

2014-10-22T19:00:00.000-07:00

Just found out -just now I'm still broke-n somehow

I buckled at the knees in dust sunken bow

Bound to honor something stronger feel that pow-

Er.. I'm the her in gentlemen only love I sent to them

Again I pray for the day so they will now that when

Bow to round roll tho I don't like to show a bend

Earth leaks laughs it's daft dull-y play pretend

Wish I was mended could condemn what's in my head

Some reads what's red or in between instead

By and by Ill only lie or bow into bed

Cry that cry but I'm alive mine the cred

I just want to succeed

I don't got the greed

I don't want to bleed

I'm so not a fiend

I just need to feed me

I just want to succeed

I still see a loser when I'm looking in the mirror

I think I'm winning but what's won is not so clear

My innocence has kept me a darling dear

I can pretend not to be in startling fear

Success can't pass that test, I do my best

But just leave a mess, a scattered nest

A tattered bless- ing loving how I lose I am confess

-ing. That's my thing!

Maybe I'm still flirting with my real life inside preteen

And the meaning of everything in her dreams

And dealing with her inner mean queen

And before long you hear where have u been?

KESDB fan page and fineartsamerica page

2014-10-15T17:05:00.001-07:00

looky what i made!

click it click it!!!

Aliens and weather controL:

2014-07-27T22:01:00.000-07:00

Last night my boyfriend and i watched a lightning storm rage over the mountains to the south west. I think the aliens will make contact on a full scale in two days... i think it all might be connected. The big story though is the storms tonight! there is a perfectly circular storm.... over every major city in the united states; all happening right now! take a look!

PURE and SERENE

2014-07-19T20:46:00.001-07:00

se·rene

səˈrēn/

adjective

adjective: serene; comparative adjective: serener; superlative adjective: serenest; adjective: Serene

calm, peaceful, and untroubled; tranquil.

"her eyes were closed and she looked very serene"

synonyms:

calm, composed, tranquil, peaceful, untroubled, relaxed, at ease,unperturbed, unruffled, unworried; More

placid, equable, centered;

informaltogether, unflappable

"on the surface she seemed serene"

peaceful, tranquil, quiet, still, restful, relaxing, undisturbed

"serene valleys"

antonyms:

agitated, turbulent

2.

(in a title) used as a term of respect for members of some European royal families.

"His Serene Highness"

noun

archaic

noun: serene

an expanse of clear sky or calm sea.

"not a cloud obscured the deep serene"

pure

pyo͝or/

adjective

adjective: pure; comparative adjective: purer; superlative adjective: purest

not mixed or adulterated with any other substance or material.

"cars can run on pure alcohol"

synonyms:

unadulterated, uncontaminated, unmixed, undiluted, unalloyed,unblended; More

sterling, solid, refined, one hundred percent;

clarified, clear, filtered;

flawless, perfect, genuine, real

"pure gold"

antonyms:

adulterated

without any extraneous and unnecessary elements.

"the romantic notion of pure art devoid of social responsibility"

free of any contamination.

"the pure, clear waters of Montana"

synonyms:

clean, clear, fresh, sparkling, unpolluted, uncontaminated, untainted;More

wholesome, natural, healthy;

sanitary, uninfected, disinfected, germ-free, sterile, sterilized, aseptic

"the air is so pure"

antonyms:

dirty, polluted

wholesome and untainted by immorality, especially that of a sexual nature.

"our fondness for each other is pure and innocent"

synonyms:

virtuous, moral, ethical, good, righteous, saintly, honorable, reputable,wholesome, clean, honest, upright, upstanding, exemplary,irreproachable; More

chaste, virginal, maidenly;

decent, worthy, noble, blameless, guiltless, spotless, unsullied,uncorrupted, undefiled;

informalsqueaky clean

"pure in body and mind"

antonyms:

immoral

(of a sound) perfectly in tune and with a clear tone.
(of an animal or plant) of unmixed origin or descent.

adjective: pure-bred

"the pure Charolais is white or light wheat in the coat"
(of a subject of study) dealing with abstract concepts and not practical application.

"a theoretical discipline such as pure physics"

synonyms:

theoretical, abstract, conceptual, academic, hypothetical, speculative,conjectural More

"pure math"

antonyms:

practical
PHONETICS

(of a vowel) not joined with another to form a diphthong.
involving or containing nothing else but; sheer (used for emphasis).

"a shout of pure anger"

synonyms:

sheer, utter, absolute, out-and-out, complete, total, perfect, unmitigatedMore

"three hours of pure magic"

Origin

Middle English: from Old French pur ‘pure,’ from Latin purus .

Translate pure to

Use over time for: pure

The majority of the time I am overwhelmed with the idea that I'm too scattered, too anxious, too much a mess...

Then there are days like these that subtley remind me that I know the overwhelming truth and its not me at all. I am calm on the inside but how are you supposed to stay calm when everything around you seems wrong. And what;s worse Is everyone likes acting dumb like things have been like this all along. "They" are weak in their weakness as they give in to a life of living day to day with little sins and littler wins and working and trying and striving to get to this spot that thought was their own goal but if they were true with themself they'd know MTV cribs was the model.

part of the time I got it all wrong because I try (and strive) to maybe all bit maybe belong,

If i step in the crowd they get all loud and cloudy and i flea the throng

all the time believing Im in the wrong.....

But when the scent and sounds and moment right... in warm waters and warm skies today at twilight

everything has a reason i believe and if i explain then you might.....

katrina ,being me, relieves me of the bedlum and out done doing of these days

"katrina" fate in it's meaning: It mean's PURE AND SERENE

I quite with the doing and start with just being

and days like these treat real things like dreamings!

!??$,&@',

2014-07-01T00:20:00.001-07:00

Desert beauty!!

2014-06-15T19:25:00.001-07:00

I just thought this looks so beautiful that I wanted to share :}

New beginnings

2014-06-09T08:48:00.001-07:00

My first ever living seedlings:

"Make" Yours Count (for You!)

2014-05-31T12:40:00.003-07:00

Most the degenerates of my generation could probably boast one characteristic over all: (besides or need to be special) WE ARE CREATORS!!!! We millenials (Y) and our younger counterparts of generation Z create web content faster than the common cold could wipe out what’s left of the person with a low blood count (and in all honesty with a growth rate only that kind of epidemics sees)!

Myself; I am JUST A CREATOR! That used to be my only Goal/Joy in life ( and i was surely quiet as i could be about it)! Till the day I moved away from my state paid placement and woke up one day my own provider!

As a youngster I never thought any thing of the statues and masks, the plays, the story books, the neighborhood common kid sideshow (worth a penny of course) or my many many upon thousands of pages and leaflets and whole ringed sketchbooks filled from cover and cover (plus some fun dumb stuff cluttering the outerside! The day just didn’t seem complete with out some kind of “creating”....

But I was an off beat, odd and straight up “alien” then, especially at the start of school ( i now know i REALLY don’t like being told what and how to think ). I would only participate in class, for tests and, yes: the always beloved CLASS PROJECT.... hey why not I was creating after all.

Still it never seem to last that faint quickly fading feeling; I now know isn’t proud.... but motherly. “I made that” I’d say to my self; then I’d always go find someone else to make sure my “baby” was worth parenting.... and i must have been a lonely kid because I would get “OH.... That’s Amazing! I can’t do that!... You know something you have great potential KID”.

Would you believe me if I insisted that these little pieces of me, people seemed to be very pleased with made me feel complete? I’d call BS too! AND if potential is all they see instead of what’s presently in person: ME! So, I stopped running off to get mom, or her someone or her (still very young) friends to sell me a ridiculous theory of this “potential greatness”! Nope, i just would not believe it. So I kept creating, playing out parts of me in the art coming out of me (you know that is kinda hard... really hard for someone as far out on the autistic’s spectrum to do in spoken word).

All this leads up to one earth day. 4th grade. The school district paid and gave away saplings to each student in our county (they must of had big bucks: same county was the first in the country to pay for every 8th grader to take the PSATs). Well, something extreme happened to me that day: one that was the first and only every sapling I have ever seen (well I mean except the other several hundred in the hands of other school kids as the day ended; but you know “I only had eyes” for mine (lol). and two: i was able to help create something that would continue to create without me! And all the way up until I moved, four years later, somehow I stayed rooted to him: my sapling. My “baby” that gave me hope each day as I watched him grow to be taller than me!

Well as anyone presently knows: Somewhow I’m very less than well endowed when it comes time to sew, grow or even keep alive. I’ve tried over and over and over. But I still remember my tree! Not something I could would someday do once I had grown: NO! I gave to this world and watched it grow and show me my real “creations” where just waiting to give back! and didn’t need me to act to prove for a fact, and i didn’t have to wait for proof neither. It wasn’t in the show it was the minute i had given him (my sappling) something last and let him live; did i finally found more than just faint glimpses wholeness but instead it fed me the feelings I need to thrive in a cruel world that would of and sure could of turned me out inside out, into a calous cold and uncaring cloud of LOUD unsaid negativity. I had made a mark and in my heart I knew no one would ever know it like I had..... BUT THIS IS ALL IN THE PAST

Up to this very day: I still haven’t encountered any other saplings, but somethings amazing happened today: We bought a tree to BE here at the house. Now all i have to hone in on is: If she (Mims, I named her) wants this earth as her home or the pot she now sits in.... hmm, I’ll have to ask her!

And with all that I’ve shared to build up how much this means to me; It’s still just seems a far of dream that somehow drained from memory into reality! How can I relate how Human it makes me feel to know that reality’s mine and now I’m growing it....(finally!)

p.s. around a year has passed since I had “planted” a “seed” of things I need, I’d say it’s the only “spell” i have ever casted (it last a week). At a time of a real mean weakness and believe this... everything I reaped is starting to sow!!

So I'm doing a digital art series of nude zodiac people :)

2014-05-13T15:57:00.000-07:00

Here's the first sketches:

Japenesse earth dragon

2014-05-06T10:08:00.000-07:00

Blindsided

2014-05-04T10:54:00.000-07:00

Follow the light ; the beam, believe it, streams sraight from me or you them friend foe, it goes that all us see shadow what you don’t know. hope u can just bestreams trickle down and out to sea, just like all we do and think’we broadcast mediawashed brainwaves, hey they tend to stink yes, esx sells violently. hell is on every TV here were on the brink see conections constant, chainged all the same and your another “link illuminated strong @ source faded to VOID We lost the connection,left a game, we’re toyed Imagine the magic of our own convention, solid and logic; more i’m for invention. In-dust-ri-us spirits rust lost voice hard to hear it Machinery is loud our core clouds onward we gear it

I don’t want to be the best I just wanna be a light A guiding star in the middle of the nght giving a glimmer of hope for those liiving out of fright Ill be that agent of nature that stimulates sight truth blatant wait-in: You are me and I am you Around us all the time are subtle little clues won’t veiw no bigger picture depicted on the news Our worlds azlive crystaline and she’s paying all or dues, Thought, heart , desire instead fed biggest buyer at the stores Fansatasy those plastic things, celebrities are just more whores, I’ll show my core If you give me tours of yours End the waARS AND WAGE COMPASSION, watch it happen lasting pass endures But don’t mind us were mindless, they find us and blind us to us our own mystery mom and pop were wrong, learned what gone on thru fractured history Know not their rights; drowned in data it don’t matter, in fact I’d worry alll happened so fast, wont find magic in time in such a hurry science now sits in magic, shit Now boundarys blurry

American dream, bad habit, fad diet i quit mirror it despite hiding in darkeenss, inside I’d light it: lit JUST DON’T GET ITX3 WON’T FORGET IT BELIVE AND IT SEEMS LIKE YOU JUST SAID ITX3 all along among the young gone was their muchness all want truth its coothe your prude to just touch it Living everyday drivin to stay -hardened to their punches hurt breeding wound leaving trudging -greedy we got crunches I stall to call up had enough free from your clutches If you think of your power i cowar to how your free flying seemed you did no wrong;it reads: your perfect -no lying object of god, mom saw that long- lost your self-guiding

Mountain house ;)

2014-04-21T08:37:00.001-07:00

The veiw from my front porch makes me love mountains all the more, as I sit on the toes of a giant. My beautiful catalinas.

Babys all the same

2014-04-09T05:55:00.001-07:00

Charly b barkin back from the dead

2014-04-07T05:46:00.000-07:00

real family

2013-11-14T08:45:00.000-07:00

fam·i·ly

ˈfam(ə)lē/

noun

1.
a group consisting of parents and children living together in a household.
2.
all the descendants of a common ancestor.

"the house has been owned by the same family for 300 years"

synonyms: ancestry, parentage, pedigree, genealogy, background, family tree,descent, lineage, bloodline, blood, extraction, stock; More

adjective

1.

designed to be suitable for children as well as adults.

"a family newspaper"

family isnt the best of descriptions. I want a word for people that stick together no matter what. People that don't hurt and manipulate each other. I now know that i never really knew the feeling of family. i want the feeling of home. i need that feeling and my real family know nothing of "home". I will find it all on my own. with the help of others that arent part of my real family.

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2013-06-26T08:22:00.002-07:00

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o.O four play

2013-05-10T10:37:00.001-07:00

Today i connected Christianity, witchcraft and Lumerian religious beliefs:

online about MU i read this:

The correct translation is "The Four Pillars of the Earth."

talks about gods messagers being the four four forces or pillars
actually means the four elements

Today in a witchcraft book i Read about the "four pillars or watchtowers that protect witches(witches being the wise) at the four quarters of the earth"

AND all of this was "borrowed" to make the bible

DIE ANTWOORD= The Answer

2013-04-26T10:56:00.001-07:00

They are called Die Antwoord. About four days ago i was introduced to them (thank god) and now have my whole building, and about +4 outsiders as well hooked on them.

They are from south afrika; you can get the translations to anything you dont understand on their official site. They possibly are the greatest thing ive heard since watsky and that's a five year music crush!! It makes me feel better about my wierd lyrics and squeaky voice =D

dity dot

2013-04-19T11:13:00.000-07:00

i cant seem to get the ones i want to see what ive seen.
told to them to go be where ive been.
dreamed to let them in on what i beliv'in.
the things that i know mean nothing to the nobodies i know.
i must seem like i put on a show ,no patty cakes, no dough
running like river with no flow

should i be someone you rely in?
stood there smiling felt like lying
in your spaceship ur off flying
day dreaming it im not denying

girl names

2013-04-18T12:36:00.000-07:00

Kyna Irish Gaelic Wise.
ININA: Chamoru name meaning "glimmer of light."
Aina (loved little vegetable)
nvidia (preston's choice)

can anyone say ᏓᏬᎵ?

Mèi... 魅 (magic)
maxia thats glacian for magic
Anora- English, meaning "Light"
Idalia ... "Behold the sun."
Kyra ... from the Persian and Egyptian word for "like Ra, the sun" ...
Aurelie (french) - means 'golden, dawn'

this video is awesome this song not so much

2013-04-09T10:03:00.001-07:00