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Dragon Year!

2012-01-23T01:42:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year guys!Hope everyone has a prosperous new year ahead!!I just had my reunion dinner at my grandmother's house.There's this Chinese saying," Ginger is the spice of old"(Okay this is the direct translate of it,i don't know the English version.)Oh well, her culinary skill is our all time favourite!

Don't judge a book by it's cover!But sadly all you can do is to see but cannot taste :(

After that,thanks channel 5,8 and U,my parents and siblings together with my uncle,aunt and grandmother watched Rush Hour and Ip Man while playing mahjong in the living room while my cousins and I went to their room to watch Mulan 2. I'm still a Disney fanatic :D.

That's how simple my New Year's Eve can get.I'll post more tomorrow!Stay tune!:)

I hope this year past with a blink of an eye so that my O levels can say bye bye.

Daily rants on the first 6 chapters of 366 pages

2012-01-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

Hello!You must be surprise that I'm blogging right now.Actually I planned to watch some videos and then blog later.However I shall blog now if not I'll forget what I wanna blog :)

The first week of school was filled with a mixture of feelings.The first two days was boring.We're obviously wasting our time for the first two day.What in the hell is there to bond with our class teacher?We know fatgirl80 is our form teacher and Mr Chia is our co form.Furthermore,we know them well!(Okay,me specifically ;\)So I thought that it would be great if we've spent this time wisely cos this year is O levels and all i care is my results for my O levels and to get out of my school as soon as possible!Although my class is filled with funny people but I don't like the people from my batch.They ruined my school life! *ROARRRR*

Second day was class decoration and basically i did nothing to decorate it but it was so fun cos my classmates made alot of funny actions!We had math trail.I swear that this year's sec 1 are so much better than last year's?Although there's a few who're extremely stuck up but they're just being naughty and not doing it as if he or she's a bitch for life.They're very funny people to joke with too so i do hope that they prove me right and be a better person.(LOL,like who cares man?I'm leaving next year so why do i need to care when i don't have to face them for another year?)But the society is in need of people with well built character!If not,how's our country gonna continue to run in future when all the ministers are so stuck up,corrupted and etc?

The third day was officially the start of lessons.I practically forgot all my trigonometry concepts and life sucks in nyp.It's not a good experience there because there's plenty of dust at the nursing department and the weather is super hot on that day too so it totally ruined my mood at the same time.

Mr Loh was so angry at us on the forth day of school and idk why he suddenly lost his patience when I don't know how to do a lot of questions.;o This scared the freak out of me o.o Right after school,I went for the CCA Orientation preparation and we did all the pitching and rehearsals.I was quite pissed.Why do you need other people to give you a morning call when you always have a phone,which is acting as an alarm clock, under your boster?

The 6th day,which was yesterday,was awesome!I was glad that we put up a great performance and we're able to attract 73 students to sign up for NPCC! It's the first time I see so many people register for NPCC.

I was acting as a terrorist and poor Carissa had to be my hostage.Her friends were laughing at her and everyone was cheering when i pushed her hard.

PS: It was all part of the act.

Alright,I shall end my post here,i hope next week will be better and I'll focus better too :)

Happy 2012-the year where there's 366 days

2012-01-02T17:22:00.001+08:00

My even years are always bad.Hope this year will be a good one and my determination to do well in my studies will not fade.Last but not least,I hope history will not repeat itself again.

I love the pictures from tumblr :)

Half an hour before the 2012

2011-12-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hello,I'll be talking about two things today,the first one might be very boring but it's kinda fun for me.A few days back,after my training,I needed to go to some places to do a price check so that we can decide which place to order the products that we wanted to sell.So firstly,we headed to ABC shop in Chong Boon Market.The items were very cheap!1 big box of cereal cost about $5 when FairPrice sold it at $8.30!The difference is so big.

After that,we went to Novena and check the price of Hamma Beads.It's so expensive in United Square!It cost about $76.90 for a box that contained 36000 inside.Then,Vanessa mentioned that her friend 's friend bought the beads from IKEA and gave it to her friend and it cost about $9.90!Which is so much cheaper!!Initially,I was in a dilemma and actually didn't want to go cos many of my friends aint going so I've decided not to go but then after some discussion with our individual parents,I was able to go and so do Fiona and Jourden :)

We went to AMK Hub to buy some food so that we wouldn't get bored during the long trip to IKEA.After that we boarded the bus 88 and gossiped throughout the journey until we alighted infront of Carissa's house because Fiona wanted to return back Carissa's phone. We had so much fun in Carissa's house.She treated us with durians and it's delicious!We even played a prank on Carissa LOL.Soon after that we continued our trip to IKEA in bus 88.With nothing better to do,we gossiped again. My world is full of gossips LOL .Within an hour or so,we finally arrived to IKEA and we went to check out the beads and true enough it's damn cheap.Soon after that we went to Giant and checked out the price,the items there are so cheap!!After checking the prices,we went home.On the bus,we gossiped again and I felt that it's damn nice talking about the past and how we get to know each other better since sec 1 haha.

Talking about past,2011 is coming to an end and it's gonna be a past tense.For this year,I've got 3 words to describe this year-"Ups and Downs".Why?

The first half of the year,my life suck to the core.I kept receiving threat messages ,I had a huge crush for someone who already has a boyfriend( dumb right?Yes,dumb),I had conflicts with my friend,I couldn't cope with my studies well,I got betrayed by someone who used to be my BFF and she goes around telling the whole world saying that Im the one who kept backstabbing her and Imma hypocrite etc.It was kinda sad how our 2.5 years of friendship ends.However,it's great to end it at the same time cos I didn't need to live a life that's filled with terror and agony.So,I thanked god for letting these occasions to happen as god has opened a new path for me to start my life all over again and that was when all the 'Ups" come along.

After the second semester starts,I told myself I must never let history happen again and guess what?My life was extremely peaceful and blissful!I didn't get myself into trouble and I need not get scared or anything.At the same time,I get to know my classmates better and made lots of new friends,my studies did improve too although it's still nothing compared to the results I had in secondary 1 and 2.

All in all,this year was just okay,but only if I didn't get myself into all those bullshits,it might be better and I wouldn't have to struggle so much.The only thing I can do now is to take all these bullshit as an experience and move on but I must never forget to work hard and focus.Most importantly,never get myself into trouble again.:)

THANK YOU 2011 AND BYE!

Wanna hear the truth?I seriously don't look forward to next year.Sigh

Come What May

2011-12-27T01:19:00.002+08:00

Hello!Sorry for this very late post!All the following events I'm gonna write happened yesterday and the day before.

One word for this year's Christmas - simple.It's nothing grand or fun.My family and I went to my grandma's house and celebrate Christmas.My cousins made paper snow flakes and they're so beautiful!This scene made me thought of what I did back then when I was like them during Christmas,I made Christmas cards and wanted to create a joyous atmosphere in the house but I failed cos my mom thought that it's extremely troublesome so I end up giving the Christmas cards to my cousin,who was pleading me for it.I was very disappointed back then. Now,i thought I shouldn't destroy their hopes of creating a joyous atmosphere in the house,I made their hopes happen by helping them to decorate the house with those paper snow flakes they've made a few days before Christmas and it turned out beautiful!My sister made some herself too!Thank god that the whole family has put up a smile on their faces when they saw the outcome of the decoration :)

After a few hours later,we had a feast!My aunt ordered food from a Japanese restaurant and it was delicious and creative!There's sushi with cheese flavour!

LOL,I can't stop laughing at how my cousin name champagne in Chinese.She thought that it's called 'bing xiang' which is refrigerator!

After that,my aunt gave us a surprise Christmas present!I was in a total shock when she gave it to me.My eyes were widely open and my tongue was tied with super glue at that moment!However I'm always best in overcoming this kind of sudden shock and then I thanked her a lot of times.(But it's kinda embarrassing when I didn't prepare any presents for anyone when someone planned a surprise present for you. Lesson learnt-whatever occasions we attend,we need a contingency plan LOL)

Later at 11pm,thanks to Serene,who has reminded me about the show,I watched Moulin Rouge.I've always wanted to watch that movie and I was hoping that channel 5 can play it on the television as soon as possible and yes!It finally came!!!

This movie is about a writer name Christian,who is depressed and still mourning the loss of his lover Satine and he was determined to write a love story about them which happened in Moulin Rouge in 1899. Christian went to Moulin Rouge to be a writer despite his father's objection but the only problem that stops him to start writing was-he has never experienced love. Then,through a strange encounter,he met a group of performers and they were impressed by his talent hence he joined them to write a play name 'Spectacular Spectacular' and they also planned to invite Satine,a courtesan , to act in the play so they went to Moulin Rogue. After encountering a misunderstanding during the night when they went to Moulin Rogue, they managed to hold the play in Moulin Rouge after much improvision made by them and the duke likes the plot.

Between the months of rehearsals,Christan and Satine fell in love and their relationship was made known to everyone in Moulin Rogue and the duke.The duke was infuriated and he demanded a change in the ending.Satine went to have a dinner with the duke and was almost raped by him.She planned to flee with him until she knew that she couldn't live any longer.Hence,she has decided to break up with Christan. Christan was devastated and wanted to hear an answer from Satine so he sneaked into Moulin Rogue and found her.He bug onto her and Satine realised that the duke's bodyguard was a bout to shoot him and she pled him to go but at that moment,the curtains were drawn and they were seen on stage. Christan threw money on Satine and claimed that he paid his whore and walked off the stage.

The above video showed what happened in the end.As the show ended, Satine succumbs to her illness.Christian and she affirm their love before she dies. A year later the Moulin Rouge has closed down, and Christian is writing the tale of his love for Satine, a "love that will live forever" For more info of the plot,check out this link : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moulin_Rouge! OR Grab the DVD set from TS or Pohkim or any VCD/CD stores now!It's still available! This story makes me laugh and anguish too.I'll rate it 4.9/5 That 0.1 is deducted because the first performance "Lady Marmalade" made me feel so giddy @.@ So I recommend you guys to watch this how ,if you haven't watch it!
Okay,I shall end my post here,hope everyone has an awesome Christmas this year!!

Christmas!

2011-12-25T14:35:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!~

HOPE YOU'LL HAVE AN ENJOYABLE CELEBRATION THIS YEAR!

Will be posting about my celebration later!See'ya!

Christmas Eve and Holiday

2011-12-24T00:49:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas Eve PEOPLE!
The year is ending and I guess I do not have the time like this to post next year.As you can see this year I didn't post much so you can somehow foresee that I am probably not gonna post at all or post once every half a year until my O level ends.So today,instead of posting something that's controversial ,I'm gonna post something probably boring to you and plain.

Christmas is approaching and I thought I will not be celebrating Christmas this year cos my parents have no intention to celebrate Christmas this year.You see,SMRT is so unreliable and the economy isn't good this year so my parents didn't plan to celebrate Christmas this year.But,Christmas is not all about presents and decoration!If it's all about presents and decoration,every Singaporean will be broke sooner or later and the government has to find more places to disintegrate the unwanted items,which will later cause a lot of pollution.So all I want for Christmas is just a family gathering and enjoy a feast together. Luckily,my aunt is very thoughtful,she initiated to celebrate Christmas and start planning on it :)So yay for me,this year's Christmas will not be as bad as the one in 2008 whereby there's no Christmas atmosphere in Orchard Road and people don't seem like celebrating it from the bottom of their hearts.

Anyway,since this year is coming to an end,there goes my holiday too.2 months of holidays is not enough but thank god i made full use of it.Although I didn't study and play hard for my holiday,I made use of the time to sleep for long hours and make myself carefree for this holiday.How i wish there's something contagious happen in our country!So that we'll be able to have extra holiday.It's okay to have e learning at home cos there's no time limit and home is truly where the heart is at.:)

This year is already a tiring year,Next year?.....

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Respect other country's culture

2011-12-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

Looking at the title above,you should somehow know what I am gonna talk about if you have been on track with the trends that are happening in the internet,especially YouTube ,Facebook and Twitter. First of all,I want to say that I don't hate any Americans or any Caucasian . I am from Singapore and was taught to love people from different races and different culture so I ain't racist.And hell yeah,to people who don't know about Singapore,let me introduce to you or probably refresh your mind on how much you know about Singapore.Singapore is a multi racial country and as part of an Asian country,we are instilled with the Asian culture,although we are learning from the westerns culture,we are still Asian and so,we don't take insults as a joke.

Recently there was a guy named Aaron Tan and he posted a video scolding the a 14 year old guy flirting with his girlfriend and yeah,he made a joke out of himself and everyone was and is still criticizing.However,just a few days back,there's this guy name FadedHolySoldier,He did a video to comment on Aaron Tan and SADLY,the video was backfired.Why?If you want to know more about the video,go to YouTube and type FadedHolySoldier and poof,there goes his video or probably your friends have posted it on social network,go check it out.

After watching the video,I was extremely infuriated.Let me break down my thoughts one by one.Let's start with you criticizing us with the pronunciation of 'Please'.Yes,I know how to pronounce the word 'Please'.Hell yeah,Singapore's first language is English and it's an international language so obviously I KNOW HOW TO PRONOUNCE.Aaron Tan pronounce 'Please' as 'Prease' but that doesn't mean the whole of Asian countries pronounce it like that.You have your own way of pronouncing 'Please' too right,your accent shows it all.Look,if you can say it your own way,why can't he?And are you trying to tell me that all the Americans don't know how to say 'Please' because you pronounce 'Please' with your accent and everyone has your accent which,to me,it sounds wrong?Obviously no.So what I'm trying to say is One bad apple does not represent the group of apples that are in the same basket as the bad apple.It is totally UNFAIR for you to judge that we as Asians don't know how to pronounce 'Please' properly.

Secondly,what's up with your Ching Chong Ling Long Hot sauce thing?And it's Aaron TAN,pronounce as T-A-R-N not tan.Let me ask you a question,if someone criticizes your family name and make fun of it,will you like it?No?If you think it's a joke to make fun of other people's family name or our culture,it's not funny and everyone will not be laughing.This is racist.You are not respecting us by making fun of it.You said that in America,it's okay to make fun of this and that and you made fun of Mexicans and in America,there's a show name South Park and they basically criticizes everyone.Let me tell you this if you don't know,Singapore doesn't show this kind of show on TV and that's why we don't accept your oh-so-called jokes.And you know what,STOP saying 'In America' when you are criticizing Singapore and Asian,Asia and Singapore is not America,wake up your bloody idea.

Then after receiving comments on your walls and people calling you Niger and black and you get angry.YOU GET ANGRY.LOL.What rights do you have to get angry when you insulted us,you cross the line?You have no rights and we aint racist because you ignited Singaporeans to write those kind of insults.It's an eye for an eye.Furthermore,since you LOVE to judge people ,then why can't you take people's judgmental comments on you?You got a big ego man.In the video,you said that we are racist and you pointed middle finger at us and also thank us for proving the world that we are racist.LOL,you see the number of dislikes on your YouTube video,you should know people are at our side and DON'T ASSUME,NEVER PLACE AN ASS between U and ME that majority of Singaporeans are racist and you know what your pointing of middle finger and at us is a big insult to Singaporeans and Asians.Furthermore,what rights do you have to comment on Asians and Singaporeans into your video when you are commenting on Aaron Tan?You said you like 2NE1 and you like Asians and you're criticizing us?You are contradicting yourself.Look,if you are bound to contradict things you're gonna say,then shut up,cos with whatever you're doing,you're no difference with Aaron Tan,another foolish person!

In your third video,you said that you're sarcastic.Oh,so judging us is your style of being sarcastic?Hello,it doesn't link,we sense no sarcasm and don't talk sensing your sarcasm means that we're educated.Singapore's education system doesn't teach us to use the word 'fuck' in every sentence we're saying,this only shows how low base a person is.And by the way,if you want to get a clear idea of what is sarcasm,go check out Dee Kosh video or do some research on it.You kept telling us to relax and said that we're uptight.Furthermore,your Ching Chong Ling Long Hot sauce is how you express your sarcasm?This is bullshit man,stop giving such stupid excuses to cover yourself,it makes no sense.And yeah WE ARE UPTIGHT,WE ARE BORING AND WE DON'T TAKE INSULTS AS JOKES,you got a problem with that?This is our culture,if you don't like it,shut the hell up and find something useful to do.

Probably I don't understand your culture but I don't see why we should relax when we're insulted.It's illogical and from all the books I've read and all the American series I've seen,if a guy is insulted,he'll punch and whack the hell out of the person,so can you tell me why did you claim that in America you all take insults as jokes?Or probably,you're drunk cos you're holding a beer in your hand and you speak no sense?Joke.
Another thing I was pondering,you claim that you insulted your country in the video and why are you so proud of it?You're only trying to show to others how unpatriotic you are,if you don't know and I don't care if you make fun of everything,that's your business but we don't need you to make fun of us when we did not offend you in the first place.

You even criticsed our government for being BARBARIC!HAHAHAHAHA.Hello,if Singapore government doesn't give the right punishment,our country will go haywire.Without our government,we wouldn't receive any education,we wouldn't have a nice house to live in and without them,there'll have terrorism happening again and again in our country!Furthermore,our government focus on moral values so the things that you've mentioned in your video is obviously crossing the line!You don't know how the way Singapore works so keep your comments to yourself.

So I shall end my post by saying we have proved to the whole world that we are united and you are the racist one who disgraces your parents and your country.Do think before you verbalize your thoughts,this is how wise man acts.

How many things can we do within Nineteen Minutes?

2011-12-06T23:32:00.001+08:00

Time is precious to many of us here, especially to those who are leading an urban life.This is because you can't buy time and you can't control events and happenings that happened around you.Einstein created this formula E=mc^2 and said that the speed of light is 3x10^8 m/s hence we are unable to time travel back to the specific time we wanted.All in all,we should make full use of our time.

However,making use of your time does not mean that you can make use of the time to kill people.A few years ago,I read the newspaper and it's about school violence and the reason for the violence comes from one action-Bully.So,after beating around the bush,I shall go straight to what I'm gonna talk about.I've finally finished reading Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult(Y)This was the book that i read the fastest cos it's just to thrilling and engaging!

This book is actually about this boy named Peter Houghton,he's soft and indulges himself in computer games,unlike other typical guys who are tough,extrovert and good in sports.Hence because of his personality,he's always bullied by his schoolmates.He had this best friend,whose name is Josie Cormier but left him and went with the crowd at the age of 12.5 years later,Josie had her own company and Peter continues to get bullied by her friends and was humiliated by her friends when he made a love confession to Josie.The very next day,Peter started a shooting massacre and then court scene arises and many happenings and shocking news happened along the way.

Personally,I can relate to what Peter is experiencing.I was a victim and I was called gay before.After reading the book and in conjunction with my own personal experience, I just to get some facts right and probably these facts might enlighten some of you.

1)Gay=Love Male
2)Soft =/= Gay
3)Just because you're tough and you're more popular DOES NOT mean you can go around bullying people.
4)Being in the crowd =/= you can be yourself and be happy

So if you childish people out there still contains this kind of mindset,grow up.Be yourself and be confident with who you are.Hence I shall end my post here.Do click on my ads and yes i do need motivation for VLog!Any suggestions?

You are the apple of my eye

2011-12-03T00:24:00.001+08:00

Everyone was saying this show is damn nice and extremely touching.Majority said that they didn't mind watching it for 1000000 times.Some were extremely furious because this show is rated NC16 and planned to sneak in...Hence from all this,you can tell that this how must be a very nice show and yes it is a nice show!Hilarious and touching,but not to the extent of balling uncontrollably.

那些年我们一起追的女孩 from my friends and also found out that the plot of the movie is actually taken from the book.I browsed through the book's summary and thought that it must be a very nice show so I was looking forward to the show.However,weeks before the show premiers,I was extremely disappointed.Everyone was ranting about the rating of the show.I didn't understand why they rate it NC16 when it's such a nice show and since it's all from the book and it's on stores now,which means everyone can buy the book and read it,then why,why isn't it PG?That's a big question everyone's thinking.

I heard a hell lot of rumors like "oh coz they scolded fuck" which didn't really make sense to me.I mean just because of a vulgarity and mda just rate it NC16?It's totally not convincing and ridiculous.Thinking of it,if a scriptwriter wants to add vulgarities in his or her script,he or she will add on more vulgarities instead of fuck right?Hence,this itch my curious brains and tempt me to fall even deeper into watching the show by hook or by crook.Majority of my friends were able to sneak in and some didn't but luckily,I'm able to sneak in!
The cinema was filled with laughter and the atmosphere was so high,everyone was so joyous because the way they scolded the vulgarities were extremely hilarious and the masturbation was funny.LOL,who the heck would do it in class?Other than that the story line was very smooth but what makes people wanna cry is the last part.The male and female lead could have gotten together if they got over the fight.They're really compatible and to see the fact that they're not together at the end,it's heartbreaking.And yes!This is also the show that didn't make me fall asleep despite the fact that the cinema is always a comfortable place for me to sleep.LOL.
So i shall rate this show 4.6/5 and i do recommend you guys to watch this movie,be it you're under 16 because if you don't watch,you're gonna regret.Don't tell me you guys don't know these vulgarities and you're not saying it so it's okay to watch this show as long a you don't say it in front of your parents.Okay I'm just joking but seriously,THIS IS A MUST WATCH SHOW,SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?Go get the tickets now!

This is a total spoiler,I should say.I didn't expect such huge differences to happen but oh wells.....

Finally a new skin!

2011-11-23T00:41:00.001+08:00

Do cast your votes people! Finally I've changed my blogskin,so how was it?Live your comments at the top right hand corner of my post!Thanks :)

Dreaded

2011-11-21T22:38:00.001+08:00

I know it has been a long time i posted and yes,I've lost passion to blogging.It's all because of studying,Facebook,Twitter and Youtube.

This year i thought it was kind of a crucial year for me so i didn't blog too often and who knows i forgot how to blog,I forgot the ways to improve my blogging content and etc. Last time i used to care about nuffnang and etc coz i wanna be like Xiaxue ,earn lots of money through blogging and etc but now,i find it so ridiculous coz I'm not as daring as Xiaxue,who dares to rant every single thing that's happening in Singapore or in the whole world.Furthermore,with a C5 to D7 standard kind of English I'm getting right now,it'll be a joke to think that I'll earn money through nuffnang.LOL,last time i used to care about how much i had in my nuffnang account but now i don't care coz it takes month to earn that 20 cents.Worth waiting?SO NOT.

Other than that,almost all my respective subject teachers have been spamming homework and it's not a piece of cake.I'm taking my O level next year and as I'm in a neighbouring school,the principal and the teachers will be so afraid of losing to the extent that they spam remedial for the O levels almost every single day.So yeah i sort of find it hard to take a breath this year coz I'm so busy with both cca and homework.I do hope that I could concentrate better next year.

Facebook and Twitter are the distraction that's hindering me to blog.Twitter is just like a mini blog,you can rant whatever you want and no one is gonna judge and comment you like how Facebook does.Furthermore,you can privatise your tweets so you don't have to be afraid if other people were to use your tweets as a weapon to attack you.(lol,what generation is this?There's still people using social website to cyberbully people?What an immature and lifeless bunch of crappy humans.)Not only that,twitter became my closest friend because you can tweet using your phone so yeah twitter is part of my life.

Youtube is the worst distraction i can ever have.Due to my love for vevo and songs,I'll always stay at the site for the whole time until i've decided to switch off my computer.That actually goes to twitter and facebook too because you can check out what new trends are coming up like eg Adelynn Hosehbo slap the mom and this trends in Singapore for that day.As for youtube,you also can find funny people like Dee Kosh who expressed his thoughts on behalf of other Singaporeans indirectly and awesome music videos by the other singers so that's why i frequently post videos on facebook coz i think it's nice and it's worth sharing :)

So that's the reason why i didn't post that much.I think you guys got to expect the worse cos I may not be blogging next year coz of O levels ;\ I thank you guys for taking your time to read my posts,i know sometimes my posts are kind of childish and uninteresting but what can you expect from a teenager?And yes,you might be wondering why I didn't post my results because I don't think you guys are interested plus my results is not the main topic of my blog.Okay,and I want to say I am planning to do a VLog so any suggestions to give me?If you have,please tell me at my tagboard :)Bye~

Status and Position

2011-09-11T09:54:00.001+08:00

I wasn't really happy because i didn't get the position I wanted.I wanted Publicity but I ended up getting a position in Discipline committee.I was utterly shock by this decision because although I'm from a uniform group but I'm not discipline at all!I personally dislike 100% discipline because i think it restricts people to perform and it's kind of irritating when you have to abide by all those kind of "100% discipline" rule because some of it was just irrelevant and can be compromised!I prefer to have fun and feel relaxed but things just didn't go my way.

I know that in life,things doesn't go in your way but I just didn't get why I don't qualify for the post?I can design,draw,talk and advertise.I fulfill all the requirement but why can't i get it?I was really disappointed and unhappy until i heard someone saying that because I'm kind of sadistic and they've seen me blasting before.This kind of unconvincing comments does not only apply to me,it applies to others too!

I suggest they should observe more and understand us better before selecting who is suitable for the position.If not,they're just not putting their man in good use!

Then a few weeks later i saw this on Facebook: Status and position changes people.

I was thinking,to what extent?In a good or bad way?If it's a good way,then it's good!It helps to build up your character and maturity because higher positions and status comes with greater responsibility but if you're trying to say that it's a bad thing,then I would like to correct this sentence.Its not the status and position changes people but it's the people change the way status and position should be thought.If it's referring to me, I didn't do to the extent I hate everyone in the council and blame everyone for this.I didn't affect others too.And back to what I'm saying.Let's see from this example.

If you have watched Dong Yi,Hee Bin blamed the politics and the high positions.She said that they're the ones who change people.However Suk Bin enlightened her by saying it's not all these that's affecting human nature,it's the person's choice that's affecting,you chose to be malicious so that you can protect your own position or sore even higher.See the point?

I do have many examples.From books and television shows but the rationale of it is the same.Your own decision and choices affects it all.

Disclaimer:I'm not trying to point at anyone or anything.Different people have different perception so my comments are all subjective and I'm okay now,no longer angry.

OBS

2011-09-11T09:21:00.001+08:00

This is an overdue-d post.,I just couldn't find time to blog about it so here I'm spamming all the overdue-d posts.WATCH OUT.

I shan't post about the 1st and 2nd day coz it's purely wasting my time and it's not fun.It's the 3rd day that is fun.We had sea expedition and we kayak around Pulau Ubin,cross the channels and kayak to Pasir Ris Park.It was awesome!I'm the navigator and I think only Benedict,Clara,Cheng En,Annabelle and I enjoyed the whole expedition,we're singing all sorts of songs,eating and pee-ing frequently especially Cheng En and me.However I'm always the unsuccessful one coz i couldn't concentrate at all!The water is too cold!

After 11 hours,we finally landed on Pasir Ris Park.Clara broke her leg during the journey ;(.We set up our tents,cooked dinner and bathed in the small public toilet.Suddenly in the middle of the night,we had to wake up because the wind was too strong and it blew away our outer sheet :(If it's not the strong wind,I would have gotten a good night sleep.The next day,we had our breakfast and were ready to set off for our land expedition.We went for our abseiling first and then continued.Benedict looked very funny after applying counter pain on his shoulders!

The land expedition was kind of depressing because the bag was extremely heavy and I almost collapse.Luckily,my coach Sham,he realised that my bag's zip is spoiled so that's why there's more pressure on the other side of me.Hence i carried the tent itself and four 2 litres of bottles and a few groundsheets.till,it's heavy!After a few hours,we finally arrived to our destination and headed back to the campsite by the boat.Thereafter,we set up everything and our group got closer during dinner time.We cooked our meal together and I guessed his was our first time eating rice with peanuts!

The last day was fun because of he jetty jump but could see that Sham was kind of disappointed with us because we're late for a lot of times but he still tolerated.All in all it was a leisure camp so i conclude that having a leisure camp is not good and maybe because our group is not bonded so I didn't learn a lot from it but i did miss OBS and it's a very good experience,so if you're selected,just give it a try.

Glee 3D

2011-09-11T00:24:00.003+08:00

Last week i went to watch Glee:The 3D Concert Movie with Jason,Ling Hang and Ming Xun at NEX.Initially,we almost missed this movie because Ling Hang told us that AMKHub didn't have the show then we decide to go to NEX and watch.

When i land my foot in NEX,i was totally stunned because it seemed like a never ending maze to me!It was so messy and i guessed this is the first shopping center i've ever seen with so many escalators -.- and guess what ,it has 7 levels!Subsequently,every level has at least 2 to 3 restaurants!I guess i would grow extremely fat if i live in Serangoon.

We went to Long John Silver to have lunch while waiting for Jason and then we went into the theatre to watch.The show was nice but was kinda boring at some part but i love the part when the Glee club members were talking and performing especially these.

Check out from 0.32 onwards!
This is super funny!

They're many other parts but i couldn't find it so yeah, i just loved these few! So I'll rate 3.8/5 for this movie.It is really nice,the 3D effect was awesome but it didn't really excite me.I don't know why,maybe I'm not in the concert so I can't feel the happiness they had.Probably.

Don't judge a book by it's cover.

2011-09-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

Like finally after 4 months,I've finished reading this book by Jodi Picoult-Picture Perfect !

I know it's stunning and appalling because 4 months to finish a book?It either proves that this book is boring or I'm illiterate.However that's not true.Due to homework and tests,I can never focus on a book for a long time.Previously when i read My Sister's Keeper,i took about 3 months to finish. Haha i know it's kinda embarrassing but what's important is not about the duration i spent reading the books,but it's the story that matters.Picoult's books never fails to impress and surprise me.My sister's keeper touched me a lot and this book also taught me something.

"Books are like your teacher.They clear your doubts and provide lots of information for you,which you can never learn from your subject textbook."-This is so true.

Picture Perfect is talking about an anthropologist fell in love with a Hollywood celebrity who's every woman's favourite.Their marriage seemed to be a perfect and ideal one in everyone 's eye,however there's a huge secret behind their marriage which would ruin the celebrity's reputation so in order not to hurt the celebrity and also protecting herself and her unborn baby,the anthropologist ran away from home and went to her friend's place .After 8 months,The celebrity found her and fetched her back to their home and hit her again.Then,she divorced with him and made a press conference to tell the whole world she's in an abuse relationship and her marriage is not what everyone thought-a picture perfect.

So,as you can see this book is about an abuse relationship and here,i have some thoughts in my mind.

Firstly, it is important for a child to have a good family influence.In this book,the celebrity-Alex Rivers,he has a very bad family background.His father is a rascal and his mother is kind of insane or something.So i think this is one of the factor that lead him to abusing his wife. But if you change your point of view,he's actually very pitiful.His father was extremely mean to him and made him witness all the shit like allowing his friend to rape his wife,which is Alex's mother for an exchange to pay back the money for his lost during gambling.This is an inhuman act.If i were Alex,i would find a counselor to help my mom,maybe my dad and myself,so that i don't have to endure all this that will affect me as a person in future.Although he is born in this kind of family,it doesn't give him an excuse to abuse his wife.Abusing your spouse is a sin and against the law.

Secondly,when humans fall in love,they will get 'brain block'. Science has proven that humans are the smartest creature compared to animals like fish,cat,pig etc.But i never know,physics can also apply on humans emotions or to be more specific,in a relationship!From this book,Cassie was brutally beaten by Alex frequently and Cassie always thought that she's the one who hurt him so that's why Alex hit her when she practically did nothing!She thinks what?Newton's Law is it?LOL .Not to offend anyone but this always happen to girls.When a guy is sad or vent his anger on the girl,the girl will always say that she's okay and apologises because they think that her beau will end up this way is because of her and then they will try to give in and sacrifice for the guy.That's just purely stupid -.- .If loving someone is this hard and the price to love is this,then stay single!

This note is to everyone: No one in the relationship wants to feel uncomfortable unless the sacrifice is not too painful and overboard and it's never okay to be un-okay.

Thirdly, when never commit when you don't know your partner to his/her fullest.This is what happened to them.They knew each other for 6 weeks and they copulated a few times and got married.Fast right.I suggest they shouldn't commit too early if not divorce is extremely undesirable.

This book also made me believe that the power of protecting someone you care is extremely strong and if you love someone,care for them,protect them and not abuse them.

(Kay i know i said i will post about obs and etc.but not today.Hope you'll continue to stay tune :))

It makes me feel so weird when i see all my friends falling deep in love and they're all suffering so much because the girl they like doesn't know and bother their existence.idk why,although i've been through this too,but i feel like an idiot now,so empty deep inside myself.Is this a good thing or bad thing?I assume it's something good.Fred,remember,studies is your priority.Relationship and Love?Wait for it when your next life comes.

In a heartbeat

2011-08-09T10:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

Thanks for everything that you have given us.If it's not you,i won't have a conducive environment to live in and receive education and everything i need.

MUST WATCH!~

2011-08-06T19:01:00.001+08:00

Check out this great MSN video: Episode 25

STC Day 2 and 3

2011-06-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

I was awaken by my tent mate,Shamilrudin.He told me it was 5.30 am and i was bloody shocked and rummage my bag,took out my brushing equipments and asked him to accompany me to brush my teeth.After brushing my teeth,i realized it was just 10 mins past 5.30am.Then i slowly walked into my tent and woke my other friends up.There's two of my friends grumbling how unlucky they were to wake up at this time,causing them to be unable to wash up and also about the number of mosquito bites and sandfly bites they've gotten.Li Yang was shouting for help all of a sudden which surprises me.He told me that he knew he was attractive and but he wished he was attractive to girls,not mosquitoes.LOL,joke of the day.

After that we assembled at the foyer and proceed to the field and had our physical training.

As you can see,we did push ups,jumping jacks,buddha claps,jogging and some warm up and cool down :0

After that we had our breakfast and settled down for our next activity-jetty jump ^^

HOWEVER,THANKS TO THE WEATHER,THE ACTIVITY GOT DELAYED AND ALL WE DID WAS BUSY CHIT CHATTING AMONG OURSELVES. Thanks,there's no contingency plan for that,what a great planning.But still we had fun gossiping among ourselves with Alan Tok :)

I know it looks like illegal gathering but haha it's not.Had fun talking to Alan at that moment :))

After the rain,we had our lunch first and then we went for the jetty jump activity.During the jetty jump,Carissa was damn funny.She had to shout out her name and her address.LOL,i laughed a lot,then when it's my turn I had to shout my name,my form teacher,Mr Bryan Wong and my A Math etcher,Mr Jay Loh. Immediately after shouting,i jumped down and it felt as if I'm a ball that has been thrown by someone and i'm flying.LOL,after landing into the water,they told me a jelly fish is approaching then i had to hold one of the CIs hands and swim a little further away from the jelly fish.Thereafter,i swam back to the jetty and waited for everyone to come back :)

After this activity,we went to bathe and prepared for our next activity,Intermediate Rope Challenge.It was damn fun,I almost fell at one of the station and i ended up finishing the station by moving like a crab because when I tried to stand up,the metal string which we are supposed to step and walk on was shaking vigorously!However,i completed both stations with all the "Shut up!" I've shouted at the people who were encouraging me.Sorry,coz at that moment,i felt so pressurized :0

Time flies damn fast and we were preparing for our group campfire preparation.

After that we had dinner and then CAMPFIRE!

Campfire was extremely HIGH however because of the time constrain,so there wasn't any much to share the craziness of campfire to greater heights :)

NICE CAMPFIRE :D

The camp coordinator gives his opening speech.

Busy hosting the whole campfire :)It was such a pleasure to be a song leader.

Instead of a guy and a girl,it became two guys acting and singing the song-"The sad sad song"

Two fake emcees and two real emcees =EPIC HAHA

Campfire ended at about 9.30 pm and we headed for our night activity which was some lame game.However,PHS's mime game was awesome. Shamilrudin and Wei Hao made Carissa and I laughed for a very long time.

Day 3 :)

We did a lot of area cleaning.Jia hao sir was damn good because he helped us a lot during the area cleaning and after the area cleaning,the course has ended.Although i didn't achieve the best camper,but who cares?As long as i had fun,that's enough :))

Haha finally completed my STC post.I just came back from OBS and it's.......

Wanna know what it is,then stay tune for my next post,OBS ;)

STC Day 1

2011-06-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

I guess this was the suckiest camp I've ever went.There aint much fun activities,thanks to the bad weather and also there didn't seem to have any contingency plan.We seemed to have hell lot of free time to gossip and chit chat among ourselves.So,i think it's not a fun camp,furthermore this camp proves that my stamina drops like the fallen angels,dropping from heaven to earth,sucks man.

Initially,i was carrying hopes when i fall in in school.I helped out with some administration work and then Benedict,Vanessa,Carissa and me taught the whole unit some songs and cheers,we have to do some preparations first,if not we will throw face in front of others :x.

Thereafter,our bus came and we headed to the bus and board it.Joel sounded like our mom,reminding us umpteen times on what should be expected from us and the do's and don'ts.After that,some of us were fast asleep as we're kinda excited till we didn't have a proper good night sleep.

Around half an hour later,we're finally at Changi Village!We did some warm up while waiting for our ship to come. Wow, before i even board the ship and land on Pulau Ubin,I've already had a number of mosquito bites >:(

Then we reached Pulau Ubin and we did some hornet drills and jog all the way to our NPCC campsite.

OMG,it was so hard to encourage and pull Daryl when he's panting halfway through the path to the campsite.Jeez,he's on the verge of giving up at that time. -.-

(Okay ,I'm not trying to offend anyone here.)

Hornet drills.

Oh well,i got so disgusted during the process coz I realized the ants around me tried to crawl on me.

Zzzzzz

Finally,like finally,we reached the campsite!We had our own unit water parade and went to our respective groups.

I was so glad that I'm in the same group as Choon Kiat,Carissa,Shamilrudin and Wilfred coz i knew them last year.But best of all,my tent mates are awesome people because I knew them last year too!What a coincidence!

After that we learnt some new creative claps and cheers. ie.Give me one sotong clap *clap blop sotong*

Then we went to bathe and had our dinner.Haha,i guess the only food i love in the food ration packet was the pudding coz i was tearing every packet of the food ration just to get the pudding. ;}

Here we were,discussing on our group performance for our campfire :)

We had our mock campfire.It was such a joke because the song leaders were so funny.Shamil from PHS was so entertaining and funny!Mathu and Ivan were so awesome out there leading us with the songs and cheers.Tsk,at this moment,some people spoiled the fun,extracting people from the same school out to mingle with other school.But you know what,i got so irritated coz while mingling with other school,they're so dead and no life and extremely shy!Like hello,this is a camp and you got to be have more initiative to make friends and be friendly,not staying at your comfort zone and wait for people to approach you!So this is the reason why i decided not to mix with other school for that moment coz they don't wish to talk to us!My juniors wanted Carissa and I back with them because after mingling,they felt bored and disgusted by the silence.HA!

After that we had a short campfire preparation.

And here we had our mass debrief.Boring~

After mass debrief ,we had our own individual unit debrief and not to our surprise,we're punished for our inappropriate attire :/ and then we were lectured by Joel and our OC.After that,we went back to our tent and sleep.Of course,before that,i went to wash up and brush my teeth.

I couldn't sleep almost the whole night,i only remembered i stayed up throughout the twilight,thanks to the intense heat in the tent and some inconsiderate instructors shining lights on our face when we're trying to sleep.I know it's your duty to petrol but please,unless we're obviously not lying down,if not please,NEVER shine your torchlight at other people's face.It's irritating and i don't know at the middle of the night i heard noises made by cadets around my tent making lots of noises and from what i heard,it's some ant infest.However,i couldn't be bothered and ensured myself to sleep.

That's all for my post of the first day.It;s boring except for the ice breaker led by my group instructor Jia Hao!He's so awesome and i'm damn happy and grateful that he's my group,Avengers's instructor :) Not to forget,i also love my group,Avengers!

*DENG DENG DENG DENG*Avengers please be seated. :)

Laziness and distractions DO kill

2011-06-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

Okay,i just tweeted to the whole world that I've lost my passion for blogging.The reason for it is because firstly,i suddenly realized that I've been blogging everything from the bottom of my heart when i kept assuming that i didn't expose the deeper side of me to everyone.Secondly,thanks to pure sciences and additional mathematics,i have lots of homework.Too much homework=settling down and be serious=no life.So how do you expect me to post interesting stuffs that are happening around me when all i can see was worksheets and words that have been shifting my attraction away from what everyone calls-distraction?Thirdly,because there's nothing to blog about,and thanks to Facebook,Twitter and YouTube,which are my form of distractions,i couldn't concentrate blogging and lost my idea after surfing them.Furthermore,that caused me to be lazy.:(

So now,i'm going to turn over a new leaf and stop being inferior of my bad English and share all my happiness to everyone :) so STAY TUNE XD

Flash backs

2011-06-01T23:49:00.001+08:00

School holiday has just started and i still thought that school is still going on.What's up with myself?Ha,anyway,many things happened,firstly, I've finished watching 49 days.

It's indeed a wonderful show.Although it's a love and a fantasy drama,but i've learnt quite a lot from the show.

"Because we experienced the 49 days of travel together with them,we will lie each day as if it's our last and treasure them."-Song Yi Kyung and Han Kang

Other than that,being observant is also very important.

Overall,i'll rate this TV drama 4.6/5 because.....

Watch this,this is the first show that made me cry after many years.

and then i love the ending,coz its not some happy endings which is unrealistic and the show has successfully deliver the message and moral of its story well :)

So if you're bored,

WATCH THIS DRAMA SERIAL!

Secondly,it was Sinwei's birthday!It's damn awesome.Benedict gave him a surprise by shooting him with a water gun unknowingly haha and then we shoot everywhere,use cream to bash each other faces and messed up the whole place :) It was fun!

CREAM ATTACK!

Haha,Jiage shooting Joel :)

Wow,James demonstrating his shooting skills.

Adrenaline

2011-05-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

Mugging for examination makes people old,

so that's why there's this glowing effect in macbook pro to cover my f* face.

I know it has been a month since i've blogged.My life ain't as dramatic as what it was 2 years back and last year.Maybe it's because my friends around me are very study conscious so that's why i won't get jealous of people having a relationship,see so many people getting emotional and cry like hell etc.

I kept forcing myself to study for exams,however it failed.I kept slacking and couldn't stop being lazy but guess what,im extremely anxious that i might fail!Looking back at how i got so anxious about my English,i did quite a number of comprehension passages,read alot of argumentative essay.Worse still,i forced myself to wake up at 4 am in the morning to study English.I might sound hardworking but this is call "last minute work". So,unsurprisingly,i screwed up my essay and my English exam was hard.I'm wondering if i could pass my English for SA.

After a week,i started my revision,realising that i couldn't do E Math!I was panicking and i only focused on E Math and during my examination day for Emath,it was a joke.idk if i should say that the setter was insulting our intelligence while setting the paper or she's setting a primary school paper.There's one question,it's totally a primary school question!

For example:I left my country at 2304 and i took 5.5 hrs to arrive to my destination.Find the time and day which i've arrived to my destination.

LOL!I was laughing all the way while doing my paper.Social Studies was awesome,i had a great time doing the test :)Thereafter,i started to sleep early and wake up at 3 am in the morning just to study coz i've heard from seniors and friends that waking up at 3 would help in studying coz you can memorize informations easily.So i did and it did work!I sort of rejoice when i was doing my chemistry paper coz the things i've studied came out ,however,i forgot how to answer some of the questions which were familiar and seen before.FYI,i only had 2 hours of sleep that day,thanks to coffee and the adrenaline was awesome.

Then physics was hard but i was able to do coz it's the same case as Chemistry.History's SBQ was hard ,A math was relatively okay just that i think my carelessness is gonna kill me and Chinese was okay too.

Now,all i hope is getting an acceptable results and have fun FUN FUN~

currently watching it now,it's nice and Letsplaylove is a JOKE .Haha

Privacy's a fundamental right

2011-04-24T10:01:00.000+08:00

Fuming like hell now.

Let me ask everyone a question,what will you do if you feel that your privacy is violated?You might or will get extremely furious and agitated ,it's like someone outfront in the public embarrass you right?Yeah and the best thing i've gotten was

~~My diary is read~~
~~my account is hacked~~
~~Someone peeked on me while im bathing~~
~~Someone ransack my room~~
People love to look into my house through the windows,without fail.

I understand that it's a HDB flat so we cannot expect more privacy since it's not a private estate and everybody can walk around the flat,unlike condominiums,bungalow and terrace etc.However,it's not to the extent that you can look into other people's house as and when you like.You might say,"You can close the windows!"Hello,we need ventilation,how about me asking you to get a life and stop looking at others home.I know my house is pretty but stop looking,i don't want you to copy the colors we painted,the way we place our sofa and our televisions etc.I know you people aint that stupid and mundane so yours might be better than mine,just that you don't wanna use your brain.

It has been years since this happens and we have been very unhappy and my mom would say,you can't force people to stop looking into our house.I know,but it's always the same people looking at it!Im thankful that majority of my neighbours mind their own business but there's just some who loves to see what we're doing .I may sound overly sensitive but im enough with this.

And there's one more thing im extremely furious about.There's a group of people who wants to own a flat and they bypass my house a lot of times,worse still,the agent actually allow them to stop by my house and look at my house,which we didn't allow them at all,and started commenting.I heard some bad remarks and i just got our from my room and went to the living room and look at them right through the window pane.Guess what,they're like cowards and they dribble off.wth is this seriously.

Here are some suggestions for these busybody people.

Every time when you think you're about to be a busybody like what I've mention on the above,grab a magazine or a book or even a PSP,iPhone etc in your hand so that i will attract your attention in other stuffs instead of my house.
Engage in a conversation with other people so that it will distract you from other things surrounding you.
Listen to musics or look at the scenery outside my house,they're worth a million views than my house and it's also good for eye sight.
If you are finding a house,you don't just look through from the window,you should just at least ask for a permission or something,this shows that you have manners but most probably,we might not allow coz we don't like our house to be a showcase when it's not meant to be.So drop this idea :)

The reason why i felt that way is because like i said earlier,i'll feel that my house is intruded and imagine if everyone just goes overboard and act smart like one action mama and start commenting on you which can hurt you like a knife just stabbed through your heart,you will feel damn irritated and indignant right?That's how i feel!So don't blame me for being paranoid or what,i love the way my house is,keep your comments somewhere else and not infront of me and my family and we don't change coz it's not our fault,you should be the one changing coz u have invaded someones privacy.

Ranting of the week.

2011-04-17T12:29:00.000+08:00

I know i have not been blogging and i'm sorry and every time i post,it seems like a blunder coz whenever i have a thought,it just disappears when i wanna blog.Anyway,this week is a sort of a not everyone's day week,not everyday but most of the day.

Monday i gave school a miss and it was awesome,i should continue to do this ,i feel coz the school environment and the school activities were making me busy and stress until i had no time to prepare and revise for exam.but luckily,after this week,i'm free however,it's after the Art Fiesta.

Tuesday was my birthday.Initially i forgot,but then the minute i flip up my phone,i saw Sintia wishing me a happy birthday,it's like a punch in my face.You see,the script came to Singapore on my birthday and i love the script but all thanks to my mom,i'm unable to go coz it's too expensive and she thinks it's unworthy!Can't she just compromise a little for my birthday?But i'm so glad that alot of people remembers my birthday.I received alot of hugs,hand shaking,greetings and text (especially from Vanessa) from alot of my friends.On that day,itself,i also had a talk with Chingwen.Thank you for being such a great friend and hope that you'll be in shape asap :)

So,where did i celebrate my birthday?I celebrated it at Pastamania.This worth a million i swear.It's so delicious that i just wanna keep eating and go there again.

Wednesday,I realised i've lots of homework not done,but luckily in time.Sigh if i continue to be in this state,im gonna flunk my mid year examination.I failed my English tests which is again like a punch in my face and this causes my confidence level to be zero.z.z English in upper secondary is so hard to pass and Mr Tong is such an ass.He doesn't have any tolerance at all.He is very particular if we talk and would flare at us.wth,cannot tolerate us,don't be a teacher ,it's not like your teaching is very effective.

Thursday was a nobody's day.Everyone seems to be weeping damn hardcore and grow emotional and sad.
Just because of falling in love.why fall in love at such a young age when we are not mature enough to handle?I know that it is hard to resist,but think of your future,your goal,your dream.I agree with start everything early so that you will better prepared for the future but not for this case.This may cause regrets,scars that is unable to erase and also cause others to lose faith in love.Everyone in this world knows that love is great,never awlful but because of the immaturity we had causes it to be ugly.So stay single and free,don't restrict your freedom at such an early age.:)

Friday was okay.Administrative work was vexing,sometimes i feel like giving up and just don't come,but it's because of the promise and legacy i've set for my department and myself,i've decided not to give up although im half hearted and my passion for it decreases.However i've learnt alot from it too so i got to buck up and shape up :)

So that is all for the week.idk why but i feel like changing blogskin coz none of it satisfy me and it's just so lost.I must be crazy coz i suddenly feel like flunking my studies.Damn myself.Oh yeah,i'll be away for MYE so anticipate for more blogpost after exam :)