tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39085090413828912102024-10-08T21:31:43.861-07:00My path of exploration in Kink, Fetish, Leather, Sexuality, Polyamory, BDSM, and Spirituality.TheCatzMeow ^..^http://www.blogger.com/profile/02896889403160166634noreply@blogger.comBlogger55125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3908509041382891210.post-39755896031892143782011-08-23T10:42:00.000-07:002011-08-23T10:42:01.942-07:00

It takes great strength to walk away... cowardice to stay.  If I walk away much will go unfinished & unfulfilled... (it would be business as usual for me given my history.) If I stay I will grow more miserable & restless... (I have a 14 year failed marriage that taught me that lesson)  Weighing fulfillment vs. happiness isn't as easy as it seems.  • Fullfillment =

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I recently have been asking those close to me that are my teachers and peers, one simple naked question: "What is Leather to you?"There is this one girl I know, she's a dear friend and when I first met her she told me she "tastes" peoples energy and aura. I have come to a place where I now can fully understand this, where as before I only felt people, I have reached a place where I can now

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I don't know, but the title sounded good. I think everyone has these great expectations though. I recently read a friends journal entry, and it's started me to ponder a few things...I expect people to be human in their humanity. With free will humans are full of flaws as well as beauty in that perfection of their flaws.Perfection you say? Yes! I believe that having flaws

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A sign at the Boston Slutwalk Photo Credit: facebook.com-- Mitch LewisI am a slut.Accept it - I have.Deal with it or not I really don't care.Move on because you are wasting your time and energy trying to convince me of your views. Are you that self righteous that you feel the need to pass judgment upon me? Do you really have nothing better to do? I am living a life that only YOU wish you could

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It is all about me.This is my journey.This is my path.This is my life.This is my passion.You have nothing to do with it.It is not about who is on top or who is on bottom.Frankly darling I don't give a damn.It will be tit for tat.I will have it my way.I will meet my needs one way or another.Look out, because I am about to leave you behind.I am growingI am evolvingI have a voiceI have a heartI

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noun: 1. a dirty slatternly woman 2. an immoral woman 3. (Life Sciences & Allied Applications / Animals) Archaic a female dog AKA tart, slag, slapper, scrubbe, trollop, drab, sloven, slatternJust because I identify myself as a slut does not mean you get to treat me as less than human, incapable of love and devotion.Being a slut does not mean I will drop to my knees and suck your cock upon

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Sober :) Ask me anything... no really, anything at all! ^..^

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Ask me anything... no really, anything at all! ^..^ http://formspring.me/CatzMeow

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hi ^..^ Ask me anything... no really, anything at all! ^..^

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Take my vitamins and eat a well balanced diet. Ask me anything... no really, anything at all! ^..^

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Too many times I have been asked "What are you looking for?" GAH! How that question makes me cringe... How about asking me what I need instead? One good friend of mine, whom I call my Redneck Zen Master, asked me "What is love?"  I pondered for a second or two... thought I had come up with this profound answer that would prove my enlightenment and I answered "Love is sacred and 

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I've had days where I have felt like this. Some days I am the Spider and other days I am the fly... Who are you today? I just recently re-read this and just had to share in it's awesomeness.. ___________________________________________________________ Will you walk into my parlour?" said the Spider to the Fly,  'Tis the prettiest little parlour that ever you did spy;  The way into

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Mexican Radio by Wall of Voodoo Ask me anything... no really, anything at all! ^..^

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Duck duck goose :) or Red Rover is a good one too! Ask me anything... no really, anything at all! ^..^

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Homesick I am

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Catchy title isn't it? I thought so, but you might not think so when I am done.It's been about 2 years that I became aware to this way of loving more... Only about a year that I've been comfortable with such a label. So as far as all that is Polyamory I am by far no expert in the matter. I will not cite you statistics and what not, simply my thoughts, feelings and experiences thus far.Over the

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Giggle. I love to laugh and have fun. Ask me anything... no really, anything at all! ^..^

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At the FLOG (FetLife Ogden Group) munch last night I met people that I would not normally interact with, I had a great time and it got me thinking as they let some of their passion, or better yet, some of their Geek show.It was quite entertaining and thought provoking... It made me wonder what are some of the things that bring out my Geek or that I hold a great interest in...

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My Redneck Zen Master once told me that I must become what I seek in another.What I understand this to mean is: That if I seek love, I must love myself. If I seek compassion, I must be compassionate. If I seek romance, then I must be romantic. If I seek trust, I must trust myself. If I seek authenticity, then I must be authentic.Pretty sound logic in my book, and something that is a

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It's been some time... well, actually a very long time, since I have....While I am afraid to feel too hopeful or too excited or too loved where is this bar? Who in the fuck set it? I need to have a word with them.How do I tell if I am too much of anything?This time feelings are reciprocated. This time the intensity is matched. This time he

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Yes my kinky friends, I do find that being "prey" can be hot when it is with my negotiated consent. Being stalked can be negotiated safely, and play can ensue in a consensual manner. It can be extremely erotic, and makes me moist just to think about it. I've done this before, dealt with a true blue stalker, many moons ago. He now sits in a Calif. prison having committed his third strike. He was

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Laying awake at night I ponder various things... like these: Compersion, Intimacy and Empathy. These 3 words, these 3 states of "feeling", if you will, are fairly new to me. Perhaps I had felt one or the other in the past, but never fully acknowledged their existence let alone have a name for them. Now that I have experienced these within my current relationships and friendships, I sincerely

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I have heard it said "If you're not having any fun, you must be doing it wrong."  I wonder if the same could be applied to growth? "If growth doesn't hurt you're doing it wrong." Even better we could apply it to love? "If loving isn't painful you're doing it wrong." I am dealing with loss. It is my loss, my choices and I readily admit I am here in this place because of them. Ultimately

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You are asked to compromise your values, morals, needs and wants for the love and acceptance of another? Does it reflect poorly upon you if you fail to reach a compromise? Is it fair to have invested time, emotion, intimacy and love in someone only to be told that we can never be friends again, because I refuse to compromise those values, morals and needs?  I am dealing with my own

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I have been opening, unpacking and moving boxes for the last 12 months or so. Some of these boxes are inside of my mind, some of the boxes are physical belongings from my move from place to place. I get really tired of doing this over and over, but it seems I will more than likely spend the rest of my life in motion.  Is that such a bad thing? I have unpacked a few things only to realize I

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