Saudade.

A little pre-occupied

2012-12-19T22:29:00.000-08:00

I noticed that I posted my last entry on April, I'm a little bit pre-occupied with just everything. I got myself into college last September and it sure is giving me a hard time. Also, I've been busy with my son who's not so little anymore and just grows and grows everyday. He's turning 11 months tomorrow and I'm excited about his first birthday on January. Another thing that's keeping me busy is the preparations that I'm arranging for his birthday. It's so hard to be the party organizer/ decorator. Anyways, I have an 18 day holiday break and I'd love to spend my holiday with productive things to do, so maybe start blogging again? This might be a good way to relax myself and rant all the things that I want to say which I think is stressing me out.

Long Weekend

2012-04-08T08:13:00.001-07:00

Here's a quick shot of my friends preparing our meal. It's our third day in Canmore and it's the last day of our long weekend. This is by far the best trip I've had ever. Spending it with my friends and my fambam made it to my number 1 list. Haaaa! Makes me reminisce the trip I had couple of years back. The only difference is that we weren't preparing our own meals, someone else is. Oh wells. Anyways here's another quick photo of the place. Oh how relaxing it is. Hope we'll have a safe trip back home. And p.s thanks for the blogger app in iphone because I was able to blog about this one :)

When everything's falling apart...PRAY.

2012-02-15T11:09:00.001-08:00

Things have been rough this past few days. Family problems are starting one by one. Meddlers are everywhere. I wanted to cry but I keep on helping myself not to, not because I want people to think I am strong, but because I don't want my little angel to feel the pain I'm feeling inside. I question sometimes, does it have to be this complicated? Do we really need to blame one another just so we can express what we really feel inside? I hope everything would be back to normal. I hope that I could voice out what I really feel but by not blaming him. I know this is just adjusting period, I hope it's not too late to patch things up. All I can do now is pray to God that everything would fall bak into place.

Getting bigger.

2012-02-03T12:03:00.001-08:00

Me, Andy and Mark just came home from the clinic to have Andy checked. The nurse said Andy gained a lot of weight. Supposedly, newborns should gain 4-6oz in a week, but Andy gained 10oz in 5 days! Haaaa! I can't believe how fast my baby gets bigger and bigger everyday! :) here's a quick photo of my super adorable baby :)

App!

2012-02-01T19:48:00.001-08:00

Now I can blog wherever and whenever! :) Just downloaded the blogger app on my iPhone! :) yayyy! So whenever I have the time and motivation and inspiration to blog, I now can! :)

Blessing.

2012-01-31T18:45:00.001-08:00

I've been MIA for months now, haven't posted anything and haven't updated this blog. I've been busy with school and i've been busy with my little angel Andy :)

It's such an amazing feeling to finally see the person you kept in your womb for 39 months and 2 days. It's such a relief to know and see that the person inside you is normal and healthy. Andy is now a week and 2 days old, anddddd mannn he keeps on gaining weight and starting to get bigger! :) I thank God for giving me this bundle of joy, Andy indeed is such a blessing from God! :)

Late Holiday Post.

2011-12-30T14:30:00.000-08:00

Happy Holidays, I know I'm a little to late ha! December was such a busy month for me, all this packing, moving out of the apartment and the holidays season made me missed out on blogging. Anyways. December, ahhhh birthday month! I spent my birthday with my lovies. Nothing fancy,it wasn't a big celebration too. Few drinks, food and lots of ice cream! I still can't imagine that I'm now 21. Wow, time surely flies so fast. Moving on... Christmas Parties, Baby shower and Christmas. Indeed this month was preeee' busy! I spent my Christmas eve with my famjam, then my lover's family. It went pretty well, except the fact that my expectation of this year's Christmas would be a lot more fun. I guess I just missed spending Christmas back home, oh wells! Anywayssss me and the lover stayed at home during Christmas day. Bummed our ass on our bed and pretty much did nothing then by night, friend's phoned and asked us to come over, they had few drinks and I feel asleep. December 26... AHHH the most awaited daym Boxing day! Haaaa! I was so pumped to shop but then when I get into the mall and saw how packed the mall was I got tired and decided to go home. I lost the mood for shopping because of how the mall was so jampacked. Theeennnn in the afternoon, went to our baranggay's Christmas Party. It wasss fuuuunnn! :] Sooo K. Enough of this lame post. I'm gonna get my bummm up and do something productive today. :) Few more days til New Years! and few more days til I go back to school! I need to start doing my handouts and finish my essays. :( Succkksss! K BYE!

Procrastination.

2011-12-07T17:46:00.001-08:00

I've been procrastinating for almost two weeks now. I'm not in the mood to do any of my Chemistry handouts, take my bio unit test and most especially finish those 5 essays that was given to me last week. I need some motivation, I need to stop slacking off and finish what has to be done. I only have less than a month to do everything. This is so stressing. If I didn't procrastinate and slack off for the past 2 weeks then maybe I'm almost finish with the subjects that I'm taking and I wouldn't be stressing myself ranting right now. K enough of this, will now work on something so I can tell myself that today was a very productive day.

2011-11-13T11:17:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was a very productive day. I got the chance to go to the mall and shop. I was kinda annoyed by the lover but over all my day at the mall went pretty fine. After shopping, me and the lover decided to go to mass, it's been forever since I last attended mass, good thing I'm on leave now and for the next weeks I can go to church and thank God for all the blessing he has bestowed upon me and my family. After mass, we then went to Mark's aunt. We stayed there to watch Pacman's fight! I'm not into boxing, really, I was kinda sleepy while watching the fight but at the end, I was alive again because the fight was getting intense. At the end of the fight the judges decide that it's Pacquiao who won. Marquez's fans were disappointed because they expect that Marquez would win. Whatever, I'm proud that Pacman win, though some of the Filipino's are being shitty and were complaining that the game should be a draw. Cmon' Pnoys! Anywaysss, I'm gonna get my ass off the computer right now and take a bath. It's time to hit the mall again! Yay! :) But before I leave, here's a lame picture of me last night after the fight! :D

k! i'm tired. sorry for looking weird :D kbye! :)

What I hate.

2011-11-10T17:08:00.001-08:00

I hate how people would constantly text you and ask you if their item has arrive. First, I don't control the post office, the customs and the things that are related to the delay of your package. Second, you asked me to order something from you online, therefore you should wait. I told you beforehand that it wold take 2-3 weeks and there would be some delay. It's not my fault that Canada Post's former head resigned and the newly appointed one had the picked up location mixed up. It pisses me off when people constantly ask me where is there item and the like. It just pisses me off, really. This would be the last time that I'd be kind enough to buy people stuff online. If you want something, then you go make an account and buy it yourself. It stressess me to go back and forth the post office and besides, I don't make a profit out of this. This is just too much.

Good to be back.

2011-11-07T20:12:00.000-08:00

First day of school was so okay. I only have two class to upgrade so I wasn't that stress. I wish I could pull off a 90 or maybe an 85 with my Bio and Chem. I need this for the course that I'll be taking in post-secondary. Meaning I can't slack off, can't skip and I need to ace all the exams that my teacher would give us. I hope that Ms. Lazy arse wouldn't visit me anytime soon. It's only 2 months of upgrading, might as well put all my efforts in it.

2011-11-04T18:56:00.000-07:00

I'm currently inlove with my eyebrows. LOL! Finally after months of practicing on how to pluck and the like, I finally managed to pull off my desired brows. Yayyy! :)

Bummer.

2011-11-04T18:41:00.000-07:00

It's weird that I've been off for 3 days and yet I feel like I wanna go back to work. I've been bumming myself mostly at home, lying on my bed and browsing some things to buy online for christmas. It's becoming a bad habit that I'm again beginning to be addicted to online shopping. I've ditched reading my books and just be lazy. My life has been unproductive for the past 3 days. AHHHHH! Good thing school starts in 2 days. Finally I'd be back on track, goodbye bumming my lazy arse on my bed and hello brain cells which will be active again. LOL! Anyways. I'm off to a party tonight or maybe not. Still waiting for my friend's text. Sooo Imma log outtt now. KBYE!

Quick photo post! :)

2011-10-30T19:53:00.000-07:00

Taken last October 15,2001. @ my friend Aubrey's debut. PP by me.

2011-10-30T19:50:00.000-07:00

Last week was hella fun. Made me occupied with things. Halloween party with friends was the highlight of my week. Drunk and sleepy people were all over my friends house. Of course I didn't drink because I wasn't allowed still I had fun.

Two more days then I'm finally on leave. Ahhhh. Contemplating on what things to do, I started to get my books out and will prolly start reading to make my days productive or maybe will blog endlessly here on blogger and tumblr so I won't bore myself. Hah!

School starts in two weeks and I'm super excited to finally get my brain working. I've been bumming too much and I need something to make my brain work. I need to put my 100% into this, since I don't want to wait again next year to get into college. It makes me sad to see my batchmates who would be dentists this March. I'm super envious that I'm still stuck here being a bummer and not accomplishing anything. Oh wells!

K enough rant. Imma go hit the world wide web and look for cutesy gifts for my friends. I need to make a list of who to give and what to give. This is hard. Thinking of what they may like and what not makes it hard. Kbye!

2011-10-22T15:43:00.000-07:00

I just came home from work and now I'm super bored. I asked the lover if he can go drop me off to the mall since I have nothing to do and I wanted to upgrade my phone to a 4s but he refused to. So I'm stuck here at home contemplating on what things to do. Maybe I should start editing my friends Pre-Debut and Debut pictures or maybe I could start importing songs to the lovers iPod so I won't be pissed on what he plays when we're in the car together or maybe I can go watch some movies over the net. Oh well. I've decided to make a new photoblog thru jux.com. Starting today, I'd post random pictures of random things and people over there. I know I did fail to complete my project 365, I hope I won't be lazy to update this. Anyways i'm gonna get my eyes off the computer because I feel sleepy and dizzy. Must be hungry, therefore I shall eat or maybe sleep? KBYE!

2011-10-11T23:40:00.000-07:00

The ecstatic feeling of buying things for yourself... UNEXPLAINABLE. Earlier, I got the chance to go shopping again while waiting for my Doctor's appointment. I finally went to Sephora and went crazy upon seeing what's inside. I didn't waste any time and started to put things in my basket. Sadly, I only end up with 2 things because the lover was too tired and sleepy to roam around. :| Got myself a make-up brush cleaner for my Bobbi Brown brushes, and the 3 in 1 facial extractor which the lover wants to buy since he has so many unwanted zits on his cheeks. After, we looked for a bench because he was so tired to walk. I wouldn't let the time pass by without roaming and getting things for myself so I left him all alone sitting in the bench. Heh, I'm such a good partner. Roaming around the mall for me is therapeutic. I got myself a floral sheer top then I went back to the bench where the lover is sitting and asked him to leave since I don't want to be late on my Doctor's appointment. Doctor's appointment....... then home. I wasn't ready to go home yet. I wanted to drive around but the lover was so exhausted so I decided to just rest too. Cleaned the room, eat...... and I felt that it was too boring to stay at home so I decided to text my friend and we headed straight to Winners. Who wouldn't love shopping at Winners. Staying there for 2 hours, I managed to take home with me 2 sheer tops...again. Right after Winners we went to Park Store. The store got bigger than the last one at Lawson and there's too many choices. I wanted the oxford heels so bad but unfortunately they ran out of stock so I ended up buying this gray oxford. I'll be posting my recent buys soon. I'm quite jampacked this week. Now I'm off to bed. Ta-ta! <3

Accusations.

2011-10-10T23:19:00.000-07:00

I hate it when people accuses me of things that I didn't do. Earlier, I got so pissed off because this someone accused me "again" for losing the money in our workplace. This is the 3rd time that I heard my name associated with the incident of losing money at work. I did ignore the first two, but this time it's different. My Mum was so pissed off that she got mad at me for not standing up for myself. Well my Mum was right, usually I just let those type of things pass by, but now, NO, this is different. I've been working for 2 and a half years, same job but different owners and never had I have a single record of "stealing money" from the store. I was so mad that I wanted to punch someone's face. Not only did that someone accused me of losing the money but also that someone accused me of burning 24pcs. of bread. I just don't like being accused for the things that I didn't do. I swear, if that person won't have enough evidence to prove that it was me, I'd go directly to the head office and be a tattletale. That someone isn't responsible enough to be in his/her position, and he/she's making a lot of anomalies in the store, I'm kind enough to not report him/her. If he/she continues to piss me off I swear he/she will regret it and if I were him/her I'd do my job well and stop accusing people who didn't do anything. Those type of people makes me sick and yes, mad.

Busybee.

2011-10-10T23:06:00.000-07:00

I haven't been updating much, I've been busy with work that I almost forgot that I have a blogger account heh! Anyways, I'll try to be more active in blogspot, I'll be making this my personal diary/journal while my tumblr would stay as a reblog type of blog. I'll post personal stuff more often and post things that's been happening in my daily life. Updates, updates. I feel my life's starting to get boring and boring each day. Pretty much all I do is work. No social life, haven't been to the mall to shop, I pretty much do my shopping online. I just can't wait for November to start. School + finally will be out of work, more time with friends and shopping. I promise to update as much as possible.

2011-10-03T23:18:00.000-07:00

I need to do something productive. Haven't been updating my blog since forever. I've been busy working my arse off. Ahhhh! My life is boring. I need somethinggg new.

When in doubt, trust.

2011-04-27T21:11:00.000-07:00

I feel that I'm being unfair, or maybe not. I don't know what to do but this feeling of doubt and confusion is taking all over me. I don't know if there's something that I should know, or there is really nothing. It's weird that I over think too much, I've been constantly hurting the person who loves me and who truly cares for me. This trust issue has got to end. I should never over analyze things, I should trust that person more than he trusts me.

Walls.

2011-04-25T23:07:00.000-07:00

I've been steady for quite sometime, I just don't feel socializing with other people and I don't know why. I want some time alone you know? I want some time to figure things out, to be serious and actually focus on something. It's those times when you feel that you don't need those people who keeps on messing with you and taking you as a joke. It's those times when you need someone who's actually there for you especially when you sad and serious mood is on. It's those times when all you want to do is put up walls around you just so you can know who's willing to take the initiative to climb. I don't know, I just feel weird today.

2011-04-12T23:52:00.000-07:00

I've been busy with school and work that I haven't updated this. + tumblr is consuming most of my time. I'll try to update this ASAP. Need to finish homeworks and my overdue essay. :P

Over.

2011-01-27T09:46:00.000-08:00

Finally finals is over. I won't worry too much now and I have more time to blog, at least for now. I know I'll be super packed when second semester starts, having Biology, Chemistry, English Language Arts, History and Mathematics A30 would make me busy and I would have less time for blogging, not only here in blogger but also in tumblr.

I need to accomplish a lot of things before second semester starts, just like on how I would customize my blogger, those html and design stuffs plus how on I will put my links to other social sites such as tumblr, lookbook and flickr. I wish I could do all of this in 3 days.

I'll try to update this more often, I know I've been saying that a lot of times, but I'll try.

Busy.

2011-01-22T14:40:00.001-08:00

I’ve been so busy that I haven’t uploaded/updated my 365 project and I haven’t blogged for like a week. Finals + work is really stressing me out. I just came from a morning shift and now I’ll be leaving to do some night shift work. Pretty shitty week for me but whatever. I’ll try to upload later or maybe tomorrow. I hope I’ll have time to hit the internet again later. :)