LIFE GOES ON

Social networks: boons and stumbling blocks to our muslims

2015-02-11T14:02:00.002-08:00

As salam and hi..

Malaysia, a country with variety of races and religions, since 1957 has lived in a peaceful way that no external harms may affect it stability. Somehow, for the past years as i witnessed it, there these particular group of people, without mentioning any particular race, are trying to break these bonds off. We called them racists. "You melayu malas, bodoh" thats racist for malay. "You cina pendatang tau tak" thats racist for chinese, well and so on and so forth.

Before i go deeper, lets take some view in what im gonna said..
I have been noticing how much our social networks has give the world freedom to speak, to write anything till the point where the way people think, changes. If u take a point from last decades and this decade, people back then rarely saying things around when they popped out of their mind (well, obviously u dont insult people on their face nowadays as well, else some random punches might fly on ur head) till so many things that has been conceded for too long suddenly getting revealed one by one, bits by bits. For example, long ago muslims dont really find the source of knowledge, they bluntly believed and forced to believe everything thier ustadzs, imams, well, as i was told by so many old folks about how they were really dont have any chance to argue anything about verdicts or knowledge given to them. Now, every single thing and knowledge just at a tip of finger can easily be accessed and can be spread through the social networks. What a scholar said may be heard just in the knit of time throughout the world. People tends to search for reasons and explanation. I must say that this is great for the people themselves. We have come to a period of time where everything is well served, well explained in detail, given freedom to speech and give opinions which are very lacking in the previous centuries. *woahhhh *clapclap

Well, social networks itself has also give our people way too much freedom to speak. They tend to go beyond the border of limitation in freedom to speak. Freedom to speak is undoubtedly a good sign of firm community, socially and mentally. However, they tend to ask very critical questions that could provoke stability of our malaysians, races and religions specifically. When people given too loud speaker to speak, they tend to forget how their brains work. Mouths apparently works better than their brains. Why need brains then? uhuk uhuk..

To the next stop shall we?

Our malays, which by constitution of law are muslims too get affected by these. In what way?
First, they are the one to talk a loud, with empty brains. We spend too much on social networks getting lesser and lesser benefits from it, while spend lesser time on gaining knowledge which quite an asset to improve the community, thus becoming more and more worthless like used top-up cards. What do u do with top-up cards after u used it? U throw it away la! Hah. Okay, whatever.
Have u noticed how politic in Malaysia goes and how our community affected by it?
All i can see is two sides throwing rubbish into one another. Nothing really comes out of it. I dont really want to go deeper than this depth. :D

Second, others words that apparently provoking enough to muslims in general. In Malaysia, we have a situation in which, as day passes by some people questioning about the official religion of Malaysia - Islam. I`m quite confused whether we are too offended by their words or they are trying to say something, which we ignored for too long that we need to do something to fix this. In worldwide situation as u already well known, from the last decades Islam is really biased by the western media. I know that some people may called this bullsh*t but they cant deny the fact that it is the truth. Tell them how our middle east muslims get treated, they dont really care. It is bullsh*t nowadays to see how muslims are still treated as terrorists. I dont know how other people see these particular things that going on in this world, but i sense (with some readings) that there are deep and long lies that are lying inside it, waiting to be revealed and discovered, but i believe Aang will change the world, ok no, i believe that one day we will see angel u embraced today is the devil that u feared for long time.

Thus, these situations put our community in state of too offended with some spices of explosive character. We tend to lose mind when they speak bad about Allah the Almighty, the prophet SAW, the holy Koran, the prayers and so on and so forth. Did we forget, brothers and sisters? There`s no way that everything that come from foul mouths spreading foul words can affect Allah swt, prophet SAW and so on. Allah swt alone doesnt need protection, then why would we act aggressively in a way that they want us to be? If we really have faith in our religion, in Allah swt, i dont think that it would affect u even a tiny bit. Yes, we also need to be cautious at all time.

Theres no really a definite sentences to conclude of what im trying to tell u in this post, but i think u get the idea and as u can witness it the story gets deeper and deeper and the truths keep on buried away from the point it can be revealed, but my dear friends and readers when there`s a life then there`s a hope! Keep on having faith.

Wassalam.

Reborn. The Awakening.

2014-11-07T12:23:00.001-08:00

As salam and hi there...

Let see, how should i put this...

ermm.

krik..krik..

I dont even know how to start, well, i did give up on writing on this blog because of major mistake that i made to it, as u can see what it is through all my previous posts.

After 2 years, and at this very moment, i really feel like to write again, expressing my self, and yapping about some stuffs that ppl may not even care haha......erm, okay.

Im now 5th year medical student, another year and a half towards my graduation. As i get closer to the finish line, many random thoughts running in my head about how my life would be when im a houseman at the hospital, is it really hard like most seniors said, is it worth my struggle and every time, i put my imagination at its end with thinking oowhh, its damn long before that *positive thought*

AS LIFE GOES ON, i run into many people bring about this ideas, this matter and talk about it, especially my peers. Some doesnt even give a shit about it, well its damn long, who cares right? But i know, time is fast, like really fast.

Doing medicine is doing impossible things. A note that sticks to my monitor, reminds me everyday, the weird thing is i still did not work my words. Lol. Medicine is really hard, yet interesting. Like my professor said "Most students dont really wanna study during thier medical school, or maybe not really into medicine, but when they graduated and starts to work, they start gathering books, study as they find his work interesting" Yes, studying now of course is the best!

Well, thats now! till then

Bye!

Adapting, changes and..emm

2012-07-11T22:11:00.001-07:00

As salam n hi there..

Fyi..im at home now..yiehaaa...:D...
Well, to my suprise..my body didnt adapt well after a week of staying at home...i got flu, itchy sensation, headache...hmm..not too serious but really unpleasant...huuuhu...
Here i am now staying at home, continue my license lessons, and 2 weeks of practical at Hospital USM Kubang Kerian at Department of Cardiology...then can holiday ^ ^....
I hope my 2 weeks of experience is sufficient enough, at least for me to get something for my further study in next 4 years and real practical during HO..
Till then, next will be my story during the practical,...wait for it!!!!

"Malaysia - do we care? " Religious

2012-05-20T07:34:00.000-07:00

*As Salam and Hi guys...
Its been quite a long time i didnt make a new post..heh...>.<
My blog maybe seems like this:

Anyway, this very post is about my own beloved country Malaysia!!!! :D....These days theres lots of things, events that happened in Malaysia, and of course its about politic here and there. My mom once said to me that she didnt really like to buy newspaper lately, because the news are about the same thing, POLITICS! and in politics its not really we called as news, its more to rumors and accusation...lol..theres no clean hand in politics all over the world not to be exclude of course Malaysia, a country grow based on parliamentary democracy. NB! I want to make a clear point here that i am neither belong to the opposition side nor the government side!!!!!!!! :D :D :D..
WELL, things i said just now is not a big deal, the thing that really matters is when someone thought that we didnt carE! seriously? Some Malaysians thought that we overseas student dont really care and dont understand about what so on Earth is going on in Malaysia...but dude, hey..i think we hear a lot more than you even if we werent there...seriously,...WE DO CARE!...Even the BERSIH assembly video was uploaded by Russian here for their news...o.O...
Now, i want to state my feel of sympathy towards parents in Malaysia. I dont really care if your children involve in politics, but STUDENTS, seriously? But wait, yes of course we should know and care about politics and situations that happened in our country but just dont because of it, u dont do the utmost thing that you, yourself should do! STUDY! Really, your life is not all about taking care of politics..lots of other thing though to do....some of students that demonstrating about free education are low graded students, yet still got time for these. "EDUCATION FREE??" lol..."PTPTN vs SCHOLAR"...u see this, we scholars student didnt just born and suddenly offered for scholars...dude, we worked hard for this and this "rezeki" comes from Allah..
Allah swt said in Koran that some of us will get rezeki more better than others in a certain time, yet Allah is so ADIL!
As far as i know, the scholar`s students got a high grade (for SPM eg.) and after that they went through interviews, lots of documents, preparations to be settled..and you at that time, just flexing ur legs on the bench...yet now u provoke them, complaining that the WORLD IS UNFAIR TO YOU....seriously?
Ok, i`ll just keep on write about it here..lol..hehe...THIS IS OUR BIG PROBLEM! We keep on complaining, arguing every single rules, every single principles that ever existed in the Earth..and on top of that, think that its is unfair to you...seriously? Malays for example,...for decades our government has keep on supporting u, as bumiputera to have better life, better education but yet u are so lazy head and keep on complaining..u should be thankful..U see how many of chinese and indians dont v really good chances like you...now some of them arguing about this, asking about some justice!...come on..stop COMPLAINING, BE THANKFUL AND START TO MOVE UR ASS, START TO MAKE A HARD WORK, HELP OUR UMMAH!!!!!!!!!!

Yup, how many of us, muslims, really care about what happened in Syria, Palestin, Egypt,...the problems, situations that happened..DO YOU REALLY CARE???.....think again, while lots of our relatives died, what were we doing? Complaining? while lots of our relatives fighting for our religion, for their country, what were we doing? while lots of our relatives crying as most of their families died in a day, what were we doing? Crying your heart out while watching dramas? Tv Shows?...THINK AGAIN!...Seriously, someone should brain wash us, and tell us what was REALLY happened NOW in this SECONDS...!! GET UP GUYS!

~~IN REMEMBRANCE OF AN NAKBAH, THE SYRIANS MUJAHIDEEN AND ALL OF MUSLIMS WHO DIED FIGHTING FOR ISLAMS AND THEIR COUNTRY..ALLAHUAKBAR~~

Ohsem trip to Sochi :)

2012-02-18T04:15:00.001-08:00

As Salam and hi guys! :)

At last, i can make a post about my trip to Sochi as i waited for the pictures from my friend to be upload here :)..Sochi - situated at the south of Russia and by the Black Sea. In 2014 soon, Sochi will be the host for Winter Olimpic Games, so i guessed before the price rose high after the game, i should go there first! :)...

Day 1

After 18 hours of travel by train from shivering extreme cold of Volgograd to Sochi, i reached Sochi. As i stepped out of the train, to my suprise the weather was honestly warmer, like 2, 3 Celsius. There, we searched for transport to go to our hotel that situated really not in Sochinski rayon (the center of Sochi) but at Adler, near to Krasnaya Polyana, place where i played snowboard.

In the train :D

At Sochi Train Station

After lost and found, (lost for several times) we finally arrived at our hotel(not really a hotel, a MINI hotel) 4 hours of journey that should take only 50 minutes :D :D :D :D.

The owner of the mini hotel was so kind and friendly. He can speaks English, that is awesome. The place not so beautiful, well, what can u expect from a 800 Rubles(i think) per room per night???, but i think during summer it will be the we-should-get-it hotel. From the place, i can see Krasnaya Polyana. There are actually one of the Caucasian mountains. That evening, we planned to make some walk by the sea. There is a under-construction funfair facing the sea. We ride on a Ferris wheel which from the top we can see the whole Adler, the Black Sea, and the Krasnaya Polyana. It was fun and worth it! Price cheaper than in Malaysia :D

In the Ferris Wheel

Me and my gorgeous friend by the Black Sea

The Black Sea

Pavement by the Black Sea

Not gays, just Gediks!

The Ferris Wheel

One of the parks near the sea

From the Ferris Wheel view

Day 2

We woke up early that morning. We planned to go to Krasnaya Polayana, spent the day there. From Adler we went there by bus. Our mini hotel`s owner told the driver where were we heading to. The driver was so kind, he knew that we were tourists, he stopped the bus at Ats-Hu (Ац-Ху) merely to allow us to take picure there! Thanks Pak cik :DFinally after a very tiring travel, we finally arrived at Gasprom, Krasnaya Polyana :D. We were so excited to play there. Somehow, we had to wait for so long before we could go up to the mountains as there was some technical problems (Y u no choose other day?). We took day and night games. Quite expensive but i tell you, it was really worth it!(nanges xde duit). We went up to the mountain by cable car. I was so gayat like np sitting and breathing and did nothing in there. "-.-

As we reached the top, and as soon as i set up the snowboard on my feet, i kept falling hitting other peoples. Luckily they were okay with it :D. At last after several hours of practicing at least i can finally sliding smoothly to the bottom from the top. :D :D :D :D :D Alhamdulillah heheehe..so noob :D.
At 8.00pm we went down and planned to go home. We took a mashrut but he mistakely understood that we wanted to go to a shop "Magnit" which located infront of our mini hotel with the one that situated at Krasnaya Polyana, so he turned back like dropped us back at the first place. Cant imagine but i could feel the coldness at the time, unbearable. After 2 hours, our kind mini hotel`s owner took us back hehee..:D :D :D It was a tiring day i couldnt imagine but seriously it was fun!

In the bus. Jakun?

At Ats-Hu

At Gasprom, Krasnaya Polyana. Only -1 Celcius on that time :D

The frightening cable car "-.-

Setting up my gears

:P Noob snowboarder :P

Our trip group.

Day 3

Day 3 - We planned to go to the border of Adler, near Hosta. There, we bought some souvenirs.
We went to a funfair there, and the interesting part that was watching the Dolphin show! :D
It was really my first time watching dolphins, sea lions performance. Cant really imagine these creatures can make tricky moves and actions! Honestly, it was really interesting and again the price was worth it! That night, we went to a shopping mall at the center of Adler. I tried уха(uha), russian fish soup. It was really fkusna(tasty)! At the mini hotel, it was my turn to make some late dinner, i cooked Spaghetti carbonara, not really delicious but CAN BE EAT! :D

In front of the Ghost House at the funfair

omaigawd

Yeah, nice name. Price? Not nice. So just passing by ignorantly

One of the dolphins!! :D

Day 4

At 3 am, four of our group take off from Sochi and continued their trip to Istanbul, Turkey! That leave me and my friend. That morning we woke up late, so tired. :D :D. We walked around the Adler, dropped by Sushi restaurant, some shops just to fill our free time before tomorrow`s train. That evening, the owner borrowed us his bicycles, and that really exact moment that there were only 2 bicycles !!Owyeahh..hehe..So, we rode the bicycle by the seashore watched the Black Sea`s sunset. That night, we cooked for our trip to Volgograd back. :(

Day 5

That morning, it was really cold, raining and snowing like np.....:O..and the awesome moment when i like a beggar lifting heavy bags, waiting for bus when suddenly a guy came to me and said "Vietnam?"...I felt like to kick his ass!!!!(Y u no ask other questions?). That day, our plan to visit center of Sochi failed. It was raining the whole day. So, we just sitting in the station waiting for several hours before take off. "-.-
In the cabin in the train, we just sleeping like for the first time we were able and learnt how to sleep. After 18 hours, we arrived at Volgograd successfully. However, as i expected the weather was as worse as it can be. Blizzarrddddddd.....walking to home and facing that bad weather that kept on hitting me hardly...but somehow, alhamdulillah i arrived at my home without any physical and mental injury :)..

HEHEHHEEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHEHHEEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEH
THE END!

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Wait ! Wait! What? its OVER!!!!

2012-01-21T09:28:00.000-08:00

As salam and hi y`all>>>>!!!

Wowuh!(dont read)..its over?what? yup..i v done with the exam!!!!! at least for this semester...Done with Anatomy and Histology...although didnt get perfect score..but still, im so grateful to The Almighty for giving me this rezeki..i didnt prepare much..thats y..thinking back, even though i didnt have a good preparation, but stilll, the weeks before the exam had give me headaches, days of talking alone, days of weird dinner, etc etc...
:)

Now, its time for the winter holidays :) :) :) :) i am planning to go to Sochi, which is situated at the south of Russia, warmer than Volgograd..but there, i can play snowboarding which is one my dream-inspired from tv.
Tickets, all have been bought!!! :) Cant wait to have awesome experience there..insha Allah :)

FYI,
I just turned into 20 yesterday, didnt feel it that much as i was busy preparing for today`s exam..:O ...but nevertheless, my awesome housemates still gave me some presents which are for me were really expensive !!
:O...THANKS GUYS!!!! :D :D :D LOVE U!

So, this is me, 20 years old boy with physically nothing changes much..:D...Thanks to Allah swt for still giving me chance to live, breathe, serve for Him and organize life in this world...

Back to my holiday story..:D what do you think?what i am gonna do during these holidays(except part where i will go to Sochi).....:D ...well, hehe
>>>DOTA!!!
>>>MOVIES!!!
>>>DRAMAS!!!
>>> SLEEPP!!!

Awesome isnt it?:P....(ok, its not)...but,

WAIT!

Isnt the free time should be use to spend more time with Allah???? THATS A LOT BETTER!!!!

..insha Allah..:D :D

This is Sochi. Google.

Till then! bye! Wassalam...

Again flash my own memory..

2011-12-21T06:46:00.000-08:00

As salam and hi y`all.....

Fyi, tomorrow will be the day when the PMR result will be anounced...as i flash back, its have been 4 yours since i was the one that taking the result. The moment when everything was changed.

The morning when the result would be anounced, my friends and i just hanging around the hall, waiting for our Principal to hand out our results. At that very moment, my heart just like the song Atwa by System of a Down, it really scared me. I never failed to achieve anything i want since i was kid. I always have a pretty results and be the top among the others.

So, i just cant imagine myself if i didnt get what i wanted. Then, it turned out to be my turn to receive the result. My teacher hand in my result, and to my surprise, i actually didnt get what i want. For some instance, i am speechless and cant imagine how the world turned to be so mean to me. Yeah, who didnt as i was the mentor for study group in the school, being at the top class, and moreover teachers were expecting me to get perfect score, but unfortunately i didnt, even my mentee got perfect score. Yup, at that very moment i just couldnt accept it..

I cried, and when i was at home, i said nothing. My parents gave their smoothing words to persuade me, but i just like mentally broken down and i was like down to abyss..i was like that for several days, talked to none, lying on the bed like i lost a wife. After that then, i just can think normally and blended to the fate that i was failed.

And from that very moment i promised to myself, to do better in the future, it was really pain though when i was just at the bottom and trying to reach top again.

Alhamdulillah, after lots of effort i put with teachers and family that didnt even know how to stop supporting me, and here i am, studying medic in Russia.

So, here i am, thinking back what i have learnt in the past, in the world we live, doesnt exist a single person that always can be on the top, never. The world just keep circling around, the person at the very bottom somehow in the future make it at the top....but important thing to bear in mind is we shouldnt give up for His help, He`ll always be there, always...but maybe not now, maybe He changed it with something better.

"Thats why, dear brothers and sisters, whatever on earth things happen to you, how difficult, wreck life that you have, never ever give up for His guidance and mercy.....Allah is our strength and He always be.."

Preparing for the winter!!!!

2011-11-24T13:08:00.000-08:00

As salam and hi!

Its November when the temperature drops to -16, when snow covers the Volgograd`s earth, when my friends and i scolded by the lecturers of improperly dressed during this freezing cold WINTER???wait..winter?seriously? the fact that cant be lied is we have an early winter this year..its like snowing autumn...

So, as usual, we barely able to wake up in the morning, late to class, walking slowly and cautiously, wearing kilograms of clothes just to warm ourselves, and as early as 8pm, we already sleep..T___T duhh...then the cycle continues...

What to do?? Winter comes with a boring atmosphere, fuhh.."-.- but, the interesting part for me is my seasonal diseases....
1) xerosis
2) fever
3) frequent flu (of course)
4) and so on..wth?

Well, these are my remediesssss.....

> Bottles of lotion

2) lip balm

3) Morning tea with honey

4) Warm thick comfortable woolen blanket :D (seriously awesome)

5) Multivitamin

6) Fruits and vege

7) Curry (medically not important, but promising warmness)

During winter, immunity goes low and if theres no adequate amount of vitamins and minerals and self-care, i`ll be easily get sick..., Xerosis in the other hand occur when our skin dries. It is explained when the low temperature resulting in a lack of hydrophobic region on the skin that usually served by sebum, then, the water inside the skin will be easily evaporate, the skin then will be dried. Skin will be prone to infection as there are enough favorable condition for bacteria. When skin dries, itchy skin usually the effect, scratching then will makes wound and bleeding. Well, i, myself, got bored already..enough!! phew~

Russian winter is totally different than any place in the world. Last year, the lowest temperature was recorded in some region in Russia. (if im not mistaken). Her annoying snow-melting-snow`s winter messed the cars and clothes with mud. Sometimes, i go out with a washed clothes and came back with "pesawah"s clothes..xD (exaggerated)...but then, i still love Russia`s winter..i can feel TRUE snow, TRUE coldness....

...Russia`s winter is really something...its really AWESOME~ <----duhh, dont think that i proud of it!

All are dream..

2011-11-10T22:58:00.000-08:00

As salam and hI

DREAM!!!DO YOU LOVE TO DREAM?
" I dream to be..."
" I had a dream..."
" It just like in my dream...."

Hey-yo people..dont give me damn if u dont ever had a dream, even how murk, how terrible ur life is, or even ur life have been like u want..U`ll still keep on dreaming...xD trust me....

I love to dream..its make me an objective person...when i was kid, i dreamt to be a doctor..and i go for it, in whatever means...however, most of us just like to dream, and let it be as a dream...hey! Go for your dream...try to achieve for what u want, go for it! go for it! Lets give tons of effort to achieve ur dream, and let the outcomes decided by Allah swt....Dont make an assumption too fast! U can do it people, dont give up too quick, try first!

Accept the differences

2011-11-01T06:50:00.000-07:00

As salam and hi!

.....zzzzzzzzzzz....
.....zzzzzzzzz......
.....zzzzzzz........
..UarrghhhHH!!!*just woke up* ......damn, still dark outside!its already 7 am.....
Uh, oh....fyi, im having autumn-winter season now...just end of the autumn and start of the winter, the season of hibernation for animals comes, we, as a human are not exceptionable...the season of long sleep, sleep early and wake up late...its normal though...what to do, the weather as expected, is cold and so the best thing to do is just to lie down and wrap urself in a thick woolen blanket on a bed..:D

Well, btw, its not the story of the woolen blanket in a hardcore cold winter that i want to tell you now...:D...but then, my personal opinion on accepting the differences...

We human, created by Allah swt, the Almighty with such a perfect condition from the smallest unit of cell until a whole organism that consist of several systems allow us to do our daily routines...however, the fact that we cant deny is humans are created with different behavior, different degree of cleverness, physically, emotionally different from each other....and..Allah swt has put some kind of balance features that will correct and support our 'blind spot' features....i give you an easy example, a blind guy that sees the darkness every breath, trapped in a world where every time he move his head he sees nothing but just the darkness..we could say how murk, sad, boring his life would be...BUT, Allah give him the perfect sense of touch, where he can feel, understand everything just by touch, better than the discriminatory touch system own by a normal man....Allah is very fair in his creation..subhanallah

Another example, there are two guys..one of them is named as A, while the other as B....A is very clever, genius type where he can understand, absorb, and digest everything just from his lecturer, B in the otherwise, is not stupid, but need more and further understanding from the textbook to understand what the lecturer taught him, he could not absorb everything just from the class...subhanallah..Allah has created them equally as A in other hand is the type where he cant stand study too long, and he study at home not so much as compared to B where B is the type where he is 'pulun' one, very hardcore-like study somehow, he enjoy and live with it...so,

A = genius + less study
B = not so genius + more study

So, what i want to say is, dont get bothered by others!!! just follow your pace in the study and give yourself a reasonable study which means you study for what you need to study...dont you ever damn follow others!!!you and him are different!! he maybe lying on his bed 24/7 while you crazily study at ur desk but still getting the same result...seriously, just FOLLOW YOUR PACE !!!

DONT BIT OFF MORE THAN YOU COULD CHEW, YOU`LL END CHOKING....
* Allah swt has created one and every one of his creations fairly and equally...dont regret of not having something that others have...cause without you notice, you got something more that they dont have...follow your pace, be yourself and dont envy to the others

WASSSALAM

Cold Hari Raya in Summer

2011-09-21T03:17:00.000-07:00

As-salam..and hi fellas!..

...First of all, its had been 23 and 1/2 times i try to post this..but then, well..things happened..im a human too..lots of mistake..ok thats it..actually, my finger and brain seems didnt cooperate much before..so, at last..this very post which the title i had already thought of for weeks...`-.-..:D

This dramatic title actually because of not being at home on 1 syawal, asking forgiveness, praying hari raya, and receiving duit raya...then where i was???????

Haha(im not really laughing)..Dubai International Airport..duhh...the sad atmosphere was really there at that time...owh, who not? Eating keropok and mineral water while reading friend`s status at Fb merely telling that they`re eating rendang, lemang, ketupat, nasi impit, sate, biskut raya and etc.(no need to state all foods i think..`-.-)..ok i was jeolus..ahaha...well, what to do..this is the path that i choose..i wont regret..being a medical student requires lot of sacrifice..i mean it...not being with family on hari raya?naah..worse...

Now it have been three weeks since i came here...back to my old-fashioned brown table where tonnes of books lie. `-.-...anyway, from this semester and afterwards, i start to have medical subjects...its really fun..at least can keep on persuade me to endure reading the books..i love medic <3..i hope i will succeed in what i do and whatever things that come hitting me, torturing me, and almost killing me, i hope i can endure it, bear with it, took care of it with big heart, smile and move forward, never look back again...let the Life Goes On...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

its nice to be home again

2011-07-17T00:01:00.000-07:00

Hi..!!!!!
Guess what..i posted this through my home PC..hehee..im home now!!!!!!alhamdulillah
Well, at least after months of waiting, counting every single day..praying that every day will become faster...huuh..now here i am..gaining weight at home..hehe..eat,pray,game...sleep?naah..hahha
I enjoy every second here..trying new traditional foods, playing some new games, drama and movie marathon, and meeting friends...
Somehow, i still making plans for the holiday...:)..i love holiday...!!!!
Just couple of weeks ago..i had very stress weeks...Exam weeks..huh..felt like to sleep but i couldnt, felt like to eat, but yet not hungry, felt like to hanging around,..never crossed in my mind..and so my friends and i ended up in the house, studied..huh..from that moment, i think i realized now that medicine is a study not to pass the exam, but its a study for practice and the study should be start from the beginning of the semester, not a week before the exam...
Next semester, the heaven-like-can-hanging-around-every-day-semester...but i should struggle more and pay more attention to the class...first year??hah...i ve done with it..let the past passes by..what i have in my mind now is to enjoy my holiday, and when the new semester starts, then it should be the time to regain what i have lost?(lol..poyo)...still got 5 years to go..and im done...;)

Hungry??

2011-05-30T09:42:00.000-07:00

As salam and hi fellas..
Well, this post i think is quite yummy possibly make me hungry enough!

Before i fly to Russia, i always think of what im going to eat in Russia that obviously she is not an islamic country that is very hard to find halal foods…At Malaysia, almost every single edge of the road v a halal restaurant…Nasi ayam, cendol, nasi lemak, air limau ais, teh O ais, Milo ais, nasi dagang..arhh..think of them make me feel want to change my ticket and go home now… ..
Moreover, its kind of weird to me and my friends to see many un’halal’ restaurants in Malaysia as most of them are halal..Well, here, in Russia, on the contrary..it seems to us that it is weird to see a single halal restaurant here..well, indeed we v found one from thousands of un”halal” restaurant, named as Чайхана. Our favourite place to eat meats and chickens…but is quite far from the centre.

Sayur Mexico

Sushi Yaqzan

Nasi Kerabu Yaqzan dan Ridhwan

Thus, we dont have any choice except to learn how to cook. Some of us never hold or touch a single spatula or the frying pan…never cut the onions, and obviously not the chickens and fishes…;)

But then, they know they are overseas students(nothing to proud of) that forced them to learn cook to survive in this `bread-eaters`(bread is their staple food) country..hahaha

So now, they can at least eat something well, not really like malaysian foods but at least the figure and texture of them are there. Im a first year student and there`s a lot of things to learn (in cooking) so no worries, by the end of 6th year i hope that i can cook just like my mom and mamaks did…i will!!!..insha Allah…;)

My Own Chocolate Cake

My Own Maggi Goreng

maafkan aku!! +Musical theme + Menyampah dibaca

2011-05-22T14:41:00.000-07:00

As salam..and kabaren?(bhsa ape ntah..lupa)

hemm..memerhatikan kepada keadaan tajuk sebegitu "korean-drama" skali.....ingin aku perkatakan yg begitu susahnya nak katakan kalimah tersebut..yup, i do know more than 2 languages(i know 3 hehe)..
-Maafkan saya(Bahasa Melayu)
-Sori deh        (err..Bahasa Melayu juga dengan 'slang' Kelantan)
-Извините    (Bahasa Rusia)
-Im sorry        (Bahasa Suahili..haha..of course English)

Maka, mengapakah?salah apakah sehingga perlu minta maaf???aa..mengapakah???
Diriku mencecah 20tahun..aku boleh pilih nak buat benda jahat atau baik..pilihan semua ada depan mata..kadang2 aku pilih yang kiri, menyesal, buat lagi, menyesal, sampai bilakah??kadang2 pilih jalan kanan..hemm..harap dicatat oleh Malaikat Munkar insya Allah..yupp, manusia tak sempurna, tak lari dari kejahatan...even para alim ulama, malahan nabi-nabi..apatah lagi diriku yang iman senipis kulit bawang(i mean takdela macam kulit bawang betul,,..tapi kalo nak compare tuh, boleh la kot)..yup..aku akui..zaman silam yang gelap dialami sewaktu ketika dahulu..huh..menyesal sudah...oleh itu..
wahai orang yang berkenaan..cintailah dengan kesederhanaan, cintailah dengan keikhalasan, cintailah dalam diam,..hemm..*blurr*blurr*

Kepada Teman,
maafkan aku, wahai teman,..cintaku bukan seperti "Cinta Separuh Mati - D`masiv" dan tak akan jadi seperti "Cinta Ini Membunuhku"...diriku hanya mampu bersederhana. Cinta sejati dan hakiki hanya pada Illahi, tak ada cinta lain yang seperti cinta kepadaNya...yhuhup, aku cuba faham diri engkau, maka cubalah untuk fahami diri ini,.jika tidak, maka aku sedar "Aku Bukan Pilihan hatimu - ungu" dan "Tak Bisa Memilikimu - samsons" aku senantiasa mampu mengundur diri(cewahh.bhuekk) , nak cakap apa lagi en?selain drpada "Terima Kasih Cinta - Afgan" ataupun melihat kau pergi "Diam Tanpa Kata - D`Masiv"..namun, jika sebaliknya..maka sedarlah wahai teman...dan "Kembali Pulang - kangen band" ke jalan yang benar, cuba fahami tujuan hidup ini dan buka mata kembali..bukan senang nak capai kebahagiaan abadi kan?(bak kata orang la..quote je nih)...bersabarlah wahai hati yang sentiasa berbolak-balik, Bersabarlah..bersabarlah..

"Sesungguhnya wanita itu perhiasan dunia, dan sebaik-baik perhiasan adalah wanita solehah"
(kalo fikir logik, rasanya korang nk jadi besi buruk arkeologi ke jadi batu permata dengan emas 24 karat?)

"Jagalah kehormatanmu, jagalah akhlakmu,..ibarat buah yang belum masak, pahit rasanya.begitulah hidup di dunia..ibarat buah yang masak ranum dan manis,...begitulah kehidupan di akhirat kelak, kalau diberi pilihan secara logik akalnya..engkau makan buah pahit atau manis?(hanya dijawab oleh orang yang berfikiran normal)..fikirkan" maka tunggulah dan sabarlah menanti supaya buah itu masak........................^____^

-hidup bukan senang-

(Cerita hanya semata-mata, direka supaya dapat memberi penyampaian yang lebih berkesan, tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup ataupun telah meninggal dunia..;) )

iTs really a funny little world..;D

2011-05-10T17:40:00.000-07:00

Reaching 20~~~

2011-05-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

As Salam..and Hi!!

   Hi..My name is Mohamad Syahiedzat Bin Mohd Nordin..im 19 years old and 2 months, studying at Volgograd State Medical University in Medic.
   2 things that make me want to read above sentence again. "19 years old and 2 months". Woaw, i thought i am 15 years old. Cant imagine i will end my teenage days, even im barely to say if someone ask me,
   "How old are you?"(with British accent).
   "Im err 20years old?i guess"(confusing).
Second, "..in Medic". Alhamdulillah. Speechless. It is really my childhood dream. Since i`m 7 years old, i dreamed of becoming a doctor. Another 5 years, insha Allah, it will come true. So, here i am, 19 years old student, staying in Volgograd, Russia. Sometimes, i like to see myself in the past, so, i took a deep breath and turned...

Studying with my friends at Biology Lab

Gave a speech

1 day before graduation

Attend a BTN camp

18 years old me

Graduation at INTEC

At Heathrow International Airport, London

Well, thats it, i felt very shy, proud, sad, happy and so on...leaving drop of tears to the past time, i turned. Looking at me in the present day...

Some shop during the spring


During Winter

Alhamdulillah, this is me..thank you Allah for giving me chance to live in your beautiful and amazing world created by you and for giving me my parents, Mr Mohd Nordin Bin Md.Dahan and Mrs Sarminah Bt Yunus that through them you give me lots of love making my days beautiful and secure. "Ya Allah, ampunkanlah segala dosa ibu bapaku semenjak mereka diciptakan, jaminkalah keselamatan mereka di dunia dan akhirat.amin"..

To whom?no..no..not to me!

2011-05-05T07:53:00.001-07:00

As salam..and hi..

I dont know how to start, but..ok,..tulis jela!
Living in this world, since the creation of the first man, Adam a.s till now(5 May 2010 6.05PM) we cant avoid from getting or involved in 7-letters word called PROBLEM or in case u have more than one, of course PROBLEMS (s**ks! what on earth i am writing now?), well to bring you straight to my mind, i give u a quote that i taken from....its sound like this,

Sekadar hiasan

okay, may be over sangat ni..

"Oh budok hok emo!kalu demo ado masa`aloh demo keno royak kokre..jange sipe lamo2 nati make koho dale supo kanser kekoh sel laing..naknyo!!.."
Okay, i found it on a 210 x 297 mm sized paper(A4) which below the quotes, written "syahiedzat hensem dan bergaya.."hah..its mine!..hahahaa
Ok..we continue..well, the idea is you need to tell your problems to someone..dont keep it by yourself, seriously it wont solve the problem but it getting worse by the time..Well, of course most of the times the person cant help you, (but of course you hope them to help you) but the main thing is when you tell your problems, at least you will fell better!!Trust me!no..no!.Trust this!!...

it just like everything that pushing you, pressing you, hitting you, slamming you, could be expressed in forms of words, or even sometimes tears that then will left your heart and you mind calm again, give you time to take a deep breath and think positive again!!..am i right?..BUT(its really a big BUT) <---dont misunderstand me..;) to whom?????????????????
of course to whom you trust the most, parents, ur girl or boyfriend, best friends and such...well, i thought of a more effective way...

"Maka sesungguhnya dalam kesulitan ada kemudahan* Sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan ada kemudahan* Maka apabila engkau telah selesai(dari sesuatu urusan), tetaplah bekerja keras(untuk urusan yang lain), dan hanya kepada Tuhanmulah engkau berharap." - Al-quran 94:5-7 -

"(iaitu) orang-orang yang beriman dan hati mereka menjadi tenteram dengan mengingati Allah. Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingati Allah hati menjadi tenteram" - Al-quran 13:28 -

PRAY!!! you should seek help from the God!Only He can helps you cause he gave you the test(problem), to see whether you remember Him or not...and of course only to Him you ask for help and so he will take back the problem means He will help u to solve it..Insya Allah..

Wassalam


got problems, `dude`?

best way to solve!

The Naberezhnaya

2011-03-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

Naberezhnaya = Набережная....

As Salam...and hi!..

It v been a week since i move into flat...and the title given so because the flat which im staying now is at the embankment(набережная)..well, not really at the embankment..just, every morning, wake up and see the beautiful and sparkling blue color of the volga river....;)..
I hope there is nothing problem with staying here..insha Allah...may Allah bless us..
By the way, today is my sister`s wedding, Kak Hanum...Congrats!!!Semoga sentiasa diberkati sehingga ke anak cucu dan selama-lamanya bersama suami yang tersayang!!..;D..

I dont know what to write..tuuuttttt...and thanks to my slim fingers keep on pressing the keyboards while my mind floating in the air..dont know what am i thinking..but one thing that i sure is i just love to be alone these few days..dont know why...climate change?nah, dont think so...waaaaaa...

*I will post the pictures on our house on the next post!!..iA..;D

Life is just an orbit

2011-02-06T12:25:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum...hi fellas...

Well, u would expect me to write these for the intro...
"Emm..dah lame xjenguk blog nieh.." or
"It had been too long since...bla,bla.."
"Koinasfiosandsmfwaodnlk(not in the list).."

Hmm, so i just put up my mind and start with, err..arghh..let it be the usual way...(okay the real post begins)

It had been too long since my last post on err..my last post on err...whatever it is..well, life for sure caught me and forced me to write something well, to be shared with..(okay the real post begins, i mean it!)

...when im writing this(in the phone) i just been 19 years old, a few days after my birthday:
The time have been so fast that i have already done with the first semester, another 11 hectic semesters to go...well, can be considered as a good news i think..the bad news is the final exam is just around the corner..scared of it already...i didnt make a good preparation..

..Now lets come to the part that i write just now..the result for the final exam??satisfactory!!!..of course i didnt satisfied at first..well, after thought about it again..im just grateful to Allah for not gave me a failure for the test..and of course after some friendly,nice,heart-t0-heart(i think) conversations, consultions witth my mom, and my dearest friends..i just can make a conclusion that i cant be consistent, i mean..simple to say LIFE IS JUST AN ORBIT..the moment i on the top of the orbit, it was the moment when i got what i want, achieved something, success in something, the moment i on the bottom part..of course opposite to them..well, i just hope that i didnt fall from the orbit..i just have to let it circulating around the orbit, and i will sure it does!!!..Bersemangat balik Jak!! let the life goes on....

alahai..

2010-12-05T08:20:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum w,b.t dan salam musim sejuk..

   Rasanya dah lama tak 'update' blog ni..kang usang pulak jadinya...he5..Banyak sangat benda yang menarik berlaku, tapi tiap kali bukak laptop musti xingat..aduhai..he5..

   Skang, dah masuk sesi pertama akademik tahun pertama fakulti perubatan..waa, bunyi macam best, gempak..ha5.konon...ujub nieh,,..tapi kalau pikir balik,..aaa..banyak dan tersangat la pnat..bak kata orang melayu di russia мне трудно дышать когда изучаю медицину..ha5..Hopefully dapat urus masa ngan baik dan teratur,..sebab skrang mata pelajaran dah ada variasi...drp duk buat rasskaz(story) russian language dgn studi Chemistry, skrng ada Anatomi, Biologi, Fizik, Informatik, Latin, dsb...which seems to me quite interesting..

   Hari ni, 4hb Disember, dah nak habis tahun 2010...alahai pntasnye masa berlalu, rasa bru je amik SPM zaman sekolah...hu5..tp, its not my point here, da thing is..skarang dah masuk Musim Sejuk, winter SOnata,, bak kata jejambu korea di Volgo..he5..Barang winter sume dah ada..kasut, coat winter, mafla boleh ttup satu badan5, dsb,..n baru je tghari td seal tingkap bilik...hopefully it will be warmer than a refrigerator..hu5..

   For me now, time management is my only problem....still cant find a definite solution for it,,..hu5..hopefully will find some later on...hu5...Well, guys, dats all for me, in this pity junk post..he5..nothin more..Lets hope for another post to be earlier than dis.he5..Wassalam..

Ohh,,please we`re not dat stupid..

2010-11-11T06:14:00.000-08:00

With the name of Allah the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful...

...well, im referring to a group of people who we will meet for the next years, oh, its to general..well, its ok..read till the end...

Woman : ur r from Vietnam?

Guy : no, im from Malaysia

Woman : Owh..Malaysia...How long v u been in Volgograd?

Guy : Its my first year, so im just comin ere..Im a first year student

Woman : Ur r first year student? Owh, u r good at speaking Russian..

Guy : Ah? Dont think so..i think im bad at it..ha5..

Woman : Well, u r just come ere..so, it it very good for a first year student...Where did u learnt Russian?

Guy : In Malaysia..

Woman : One year?

Guy : No, 6 months

Ah..borink....err,, juz cntinue..the best part starts..

Woman : Can i ask u a question? Em..before that, what is ur religion:?

Guy : Islam, Muslim

Woman : Im Christ, well, i noe dat Muslims believe only one God, Allah..am i right..?

Guy : Exactly, aha? (y suddenly?)

Woman : Well, i do believe in one God too.Im teaching Bible.

Guy : Oh yea? Where do u work? (dis guy v no idea wat to say, act..ha6)

Woman : Ohh..im preachers..Im teaching Bible for free...(<----of course u r!)

Guy : (In shock..but still try to calm himself) Oh..i see..

Woman : Do u noe dat Allah v prophets? (<----Even the kids know dis)

Guy : Yes, i know..aha?

Woman : Abraham, Moses, Isa?

Guy : Yes, i know them..(by following her telling those names)..Muhammad?

Woman :...........(she says nothing)

Then, she asking some other questions to the guy, showing her Bible, certain sentences, dat the guy dont believe....

Woman : Well, if u want to learn Bible any time u can contact me. Where do u live

Guy : (Answering)

Woman : Owhh...can u give me ur number?

Guy : (Answering)...well, if u want to know about Islam too, at my place there is a guy dat knows a lot

about Islam. He can teach u if u want

Woman : (Says nothing bout dat) My name is ( )...or ( )

Guy : Owh..ok..(typing his number and name on the woman phone)

Woman : U want to stop here right?

Guy : Yes, so, dont forget, if u want to know about islam, just call me

========aha...act, ere we can see dat act the Woman is a preacher who try to preach dat guy who is muslim....He just asking questions regarding religion with intention to bring some interest in dat guy....so, wat am i telling ere is we could confont them, say wat is right and wat is wrong...but are we ready ENOUGH?..

This is true story...well, this is not a hard situation, we`ll meet wif a harder and harder one...they`ll nver stop...

"Ya Allah...jauhkanlah aku dari tuduhan org kafir, jgnlah kau pesongkan hatiku setelah kau mmberi hidayah kepada ku....amin"

"Perhatikanlah, betapa mereka mengadakan kebohongan terhadap Allah? Dan cukuplah perbuatan itu menjadi dosa yang nyata (bagi mereka) " 86:50

STudY?Belajar?ZAnimathsa?

2010-11-09T07:39:00.000-08:00

Arghh...tensienyeh bilew pikir ade kolog(cam exam) next week...dua lak tu...kimia and Russki...Am i not focus in my study since i ve been ere??...Am i fallin? Would these small feet able to step again? Arghh..ak nk bjaya gak...nggak kira dong gimana caranya...harus, kwjipan itu..stuju nggak sahabat2nya?...Mtak2 leh lerr ade ksmptn mase nk study..n study...wlpon ak agak lost mggu2 yg tdkat nie..ak nak cover blik!!!..Im back dude!..Let the game begins!!!Ganbatte!..uDacHi!!

Apakah kaitannya??hak6..xdew kaitan pown...nie kat Mamaev Kyrgan

Allah swt bayar CASH!!...

2010-11-08T07:38:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt..,

Well, for sure, u`ll wonder y i came out wif such title...ryte?..well, im telling dis hnestly wif my xperience....Well, i ve done sthing that i think was bad,...and of course i regret of it...and wish not to repeat it again...;(
One day..wif His willing, im stuck wif a stressful problem...that ones would gonna mad wif it..then, i think about it again...wat i ve done in the past,..then, i noe.that it was all my fault..Allah swt mnimpakan musibah, msibah itu akan mringankan balasan di akhirat..insya Allah...lalu ak mnrunkan pndagnku...."Ya Allah, ampunilah segala dosa2 ku...bantulah hamba Mu ini, tunjukillah aku jalan yg lurus..."..

======sahabat2 mari kita renung ya....apa jua yg brlaku itu ada sebab dan musababnya...renung2kanlah

leaders and responsibility...

2010-11-01T10:06:00.000-07:00

Leader = pemimpin
Responsibility = tanggungjawab..

ASsalamualaikum w.b.t....

Mengapakah?? aneh kan tetibe jew kuar isu nie..tapi ini realiti yg pernah mghntui diri saya...best x jd pemimpin??best sgt, well, if u do ur job very well, no probs..quite nice..;p..however,,,,
Setiap umat islam tidak pernah lari daripada tggugjwab kepimpinan...xsemestinya negara yg gah yg dipimpin, tidak juga satu batalion tentera, still single, well, ok..on that moment....namun, above of all tggjwb setiap mukmin..still kena atas pectoral girdle anda kan???..

Anyway...my point here is...setiap pemimpin dipertaggjwbkan dgn org yg dipimpin.....yup, quite simple to think, dear...BUT..i do v such exprience b4...i cant stand to see and watch my underling drowning,..helpless and cant be helped..."O ALLAH...plis help me to help myself and my friends...show us the guidance and the correct path in the life...dont let us drown in the valley of humiliation..amin"

Nabil Prize Competition

2010-10-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

It was the final around, at last, two(2,..i mean it!!) team left..only one team will win the title Nabil Prize, absloutely well known through the Bima Sakti...they would also win 200000 rupiah(tgk arr berapa angka..byk kan), Baucer barangan di kedai TEPI Targoviy Tsentr (iaitu di Rinak) dan bagi team yg kalah dapat Blin perasa Segribami..hu5.

Masing2 telah menunjukkan persembahan yg tbaik, pelbagai aksi2 yg xbest dapat dlihat,..ade juga yg menggunakan taktik2 kotor lg israel dapat ditatap oleh penonton juga Pengadil dan Hakim utama, Puan Saikolabu Nasghir Al-Kimia..

Akhirnya...beliau menentukan bahawa tiada pasukan yg menang kerana rase yg die je paling best, xleh lawan maa..

Antara babak yg xbest

Pasangan suami isteri yg dijangka menang

Kumpulan Devil Duda and Joyah Janda

Begitu bersungguh walaupun kamera di sudut periuk

Ketua DD dan JJ

"Korang nak Blin Segribami ke SeKhinziri?"

Begitu banyak tabung uji kaji kumpula DD dan JJ..jelas ketidakadilan yg berlaku..

"Ini dipanggil Anepians tube, masukkan asid dalam ni.."

"Sayu chomiyu machium kuchium"

"Final Report kumpulan Lembu Buta"

"Saat kehancuran kumpulan DD dan JJ, hanya mampu merenung"

"Boo..boo.."