sayang kamu!!

Giving Up?

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Mon, 07 Nov 2011 19:15:00 +0000

Married or not… you should read this.
Marriage.

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.”

Appreciate the one that you love....

Tagged Tagged Tagged Entry!!~~

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Mon, 07 Nov 2011 18:56:00 +0000

OMG I’ve Been Tagged!!!

TERMS & CONDITIONS:
1.You must post these rules. 2.Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal. 3.Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post. And create eleven new questions for the people you tagged to answer. 4.You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post. 5.Go to their page and tell them you have tagged HIM/HER 6.No tag back! 7.No stuff in the tagging section about "YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU ARE READING THIS" YOU LEGITIMATELY (a.k.a REALLY, TRUST, WITH ALL HONESTY) have tagged 11 people.
(directly copied from Nui's blog)

Okie... 11 Things about MiszMomoy...

1. I'm terrify of cockroach!! Especially flying Cockroach!! euuuuwwww!!~~
2. I love to pose in front of the camera. Especially when my boyfriend becomes the photographer..haha!!~~
3. My father passed away 6 years ago. Hard time for me coz it was the beginning of a new life at Shah Alam. I miss my Abah so damn much! Al-Fatihah...
4. I used to bully my boyfriend when we were in Form 6. He used to be my 'Mr. Postman' before we fell in love... :) Now, I'm deeply in love with him. haha.. <3
5. I love food! I enjoy trying new restaurants/cafe... I really love to eat!
6. I love RED and I dislike BLUE. :)
7. I'm terrify of heights! I never try Space Shot or even Roller-coaster... I will definitely avoid things related to heights!!~~
8. I'm a big fan of POLKA DOTS!! weeeee!!~~
9. On the 10th day after I bought my car (Saggy) I had a minor accident at IPGaya. I ran away after I hit the car. A month after that incident, I was involved in an accident at Kopungit which cost me 3k!!~~ I can't drive for 2 weeks due to minor injuries to my left hand and my chest. ketulahan....hahaha!!~~
10. I'm a big fan of DURIAN!!
11. I'm sick. I have thalassemia, anemia and suspected with blood disorder disease.

Now....Let us see the Questions from Miss Nui...

1. What’s the food that you crave the most these days but haven’t had the chance to eat it?
   - Red Velvet Cake!!~~ uwaaaaaa!!~~
2. Which do you prefer black and white picture or vivid colour picture?
   - Vivid colour... :)
3. What’s your current status? If you’re attached, your current bf/gf is partner number….? (eg: my bf is Tom cruise and he is my 100th boyfriend )
   - In a Relationship..and he's my 5th and 7th boyfriend... ^-^
4. Where is your handphone right now?
   - Next to me...
5. Tell me the things that make you want to cry every time you think about it. (adapted from the person who tagged Miss V)
   - Things that make me wanna cry everytime I think of it... The day my father passed away and my black memory...
6. Show me your favourite picture of all time.

Back To School Photoshoot

7. If you have the chance the go back to your past, would you be in boarding school or the day school? Why?
   - Day school...so that I could had more time with my late father...
8. Are you closer to Dad or Mum?
   - My Dad... <3
9. How do you cope with the lost of your precious thing eg: Handphone or laptop?
   - I'll call my mom and cry....hahaha!!~~ then I'll buy a new one...
10. How old do you think you would have your own first child?
- 28??
11. Have you ever give or called bad names to the teachers you hate back at school? If yes or no,why?
   - YES!!~~ Why? I had no idea... Tapi dh kerja pun, still buat gak!! hahahaha!!~~

Now, my questions for the chosen friends!!

1. You are going out. What are the three things you wanna bring with you?

2. What is your sweet and bitter memory??

3. What is the model of your handphone?

4. What are the 3 things you love most about your love one/bestfriend/family member? Show me the best picture of you together with your love one/bestfriend/family member.

5. What is in your mind when you read these words.

Red
Cat
Twilight

6. What is your favourite cartoon?

7. How do we know each other?

8. Where will you go for your honeymoon?

9. Which mobile network are you using now? Why?

10. What is the song you would listen to every time you face emotional breakdown?

11. Coffee or tea? Why?

The Chosen Bloggers are....

Fie Omar
Fza Ibrahim
Ayien
Sis Annie
Bro Ibrahim
Azrie Azhar
Daniel Adie
MrsKzee
Fanzi
Jacinta
Eric

Enjoy~~

Benarkah?

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Mon, 03 Oct 2011 17:18:00 +0000

"STALKING IS A MIND RAPE"

Salam to all...

Dah Lebih 6 bulan hidup aku diganggu dengan stalkers. Memula tu takde lah serius mana pun. Sekarang nie daha melampau sangat. Pasal hal "stalker" ni juga lah macam2 hal jadi. Yang buat aku sedih, aku sentiasa dijadikan bahan lucah. Macam2 ayat yang tak senonoh digunakan terhadap aku.

Tapi yang buat aku terasa sangat bila dia cakap aku biarkan stalker masuk dalam hidup aku, biarkan stalker hancurkan hubungan aku dan si dia. Aku tahu niat dia baik, nak nasihatkan aku untuk kuat, untuk kebaikan aku. Tapi aku terasa. Terasa sebab macam aku punca setiap masalah yang muncul. Sorry. Aku tak sekuat mana.Aku tak sebaik mana. Aku tahu dia berniat baik untuk nasihatkan aku tapi hal ni bukan mudah untuk aku terima. Kisah silam asyik diperkatakan, aku sering didoakan mati cepat dan aku sering disamakan dengan pelacur. Jahat sangatkah aku? Murah sangat kah aku? Bila aku cuba luahkan semua tu, aku dibiarkan. No respon. Lagilah aku rasa down. seolah2 apa yang stalker cakap, semuanya benar bagi dia. Itu yang buat aku sedih.

So, ko nak buat apa sekarang ni?

Buat apa? Cuba ikut nasihat dia. Niatnya memang baik tapi aku terasa dengan sikapnya. Salahkah aku untuk meluah? Aku cuma mahu meluah. Aku cuma mahu dia tahu apa yang aku rasa. Agaknya aku dah buat dia bosan and menyampah dengan diri aku. =(

Tajuk post 'Benarkah?'. Apa yang benar?

Apa yang benar? Hrmmm...benarkah aku begitu teruk? Benarkah aku punca segalanya? Benarkah aku menyesakkkan kehidupan dia? Benarkah aku buat dia rasa benci dan menyampah?Andaikata semuanya memang benar...

I wanna say sorry for being the worst person to you...

I wanna say sorry for involving you in these problems...

I wanna say sorry for burdening you with all my problems...

Thanks for all the advices...

Thanks for everything...

Assalam.

Sekadar Luahan

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Sun, 02 Oct 2011 17:53:00 +0000

Jam menunjukkan pukul 1.30 am. Aku masih berjaga dengan jayanya walaupun esok aku ada taklimat untuk Pengawas2 PMR 2011.

Hujan renyai2...

Tengah layan lagu Avril Lavigne-Wish You're Here...

Mula lah perasaan rindu tu datang...

Aku rindu sangat dengan insan yang bergelar Fiefie...

Napa aku suka, syok sangat kat Fie?

Hrmmmm...

Yang pertama sekali, aku suka dengan sikap dia yang sangat penyayang. He loves kids, a responsible son and a good friend of mine. A good lover? Yup, in his own kind of way. Kekadang tu memang geram juga ngan sikap pemendam and pendiam Fie nie. Tapi dah itu Fie. Aku kena terima seadanya sebab aku tahu Fie pun sayang kat aku juga. :)

Lagi? Takkan satu sebab jer kot?

Okay. Sebab yang kedua napa aku sayang Fie...sebab dia sangat TINGGI!!~~ Aku memang senang cair nampak mamat tinggi macam Fie. Lagi2 yang putih melepak macam Edward Cullen. And Fie ader pelvic bone macam Edward Cullen. hahahaha!!~~ *jangan marah tau dear....

Sebab yang seterusnya? Fie's SCENT. sangat best!!~~ hahaha..mungkin agak pelik but i'm in love with his scent.His scent could make me feel weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!~~hahaha...

Tapi....

Apa yang membuatkan aku syok, sayang, cair sangat dengan Fie...

He completed my whole life...

Fie turns the imperfect me to a PERFECT person...

That's the reason why...

Fie is everything to me...

Thanks for everything...

I will never give up on you...

Love you... =)

Tidak Sama

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 28 Sep 2011 16:57:00 +0000

Salam.

Saat ini banyak persoalan yang bermain dalam kepala otak ku. Aku kah? Kenapa? Apa patut aku buat? Betula kah apa yang aku buat nie? Pelbagai soalan bermain dalam minda.

Apa benda yang ko mengarut nie?

Ya, mungkin aku nampak macam mengarut. Tapi hanya Allah dan diri aku yang tahu akan kebenarannya. Mana insan yang selalu buat aku tersenyum di pagi hari? Mana insan yang selalu kejutkan aku dengan gelaran pumpkin? Mana insan yang dulunya senang untuk di ajak berborak? Sekali lagi persoalan demi persoalan bermain di minda. Aku kah yang salah? Apa patut aku buat?

Aku mula membenci diri sendiri. Aku mula menyalahkan diri sendiri. Aku mula mengasingkan diri. Semuanya sudah tidak sama.

Malam Yang Malas

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Tue, 12 Jul 2011 17:59:00 +0000

12 Julai 2011

Kembali semula berkerja setelah bercuti, meluangkan masa bersama si sayang. Tapi malam nie terasa nak lepak luar, borak dengan teman2. Teringat pulak dengan 2 member nie. Rafail and Zuan. So....

1. Kitorang kuar nak tengok movie - CANCEL

2. Gi Jesselton Point, Gloria Jeans Cafe. Semua yang kitorang order xder. So... - CANCEL

3. Kitorang ke waterfront, lepak kat CoffeeBean. Status? - Yeay! Akhirnya!!

Borak, gelak tahap dewa for more than an hour. Fun!!~~ Masing2 dengan cerita masing2. Masing2 kemalasan. kul 10.45pm, kitorang gerak balik. Tu pun sebab mata Zuan dah nampak sangat sleepy!!~~ hahahaha!!~~ Thanks korang! Nanti kita lepak lagi. Kita karaoke pula!!~~

Kami Bertiga... =)

The Plan

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Tue, 12 Jul 2011 17:36:00 +0000

Hi there!!~~ Lama x update blog nie. Dah berkurun. Mood nak update tu xder. So now, Moy nak story tentang weekend Moy yang lepas.

Few weeks ago, Moy plan nak ke KL untuk wat surprise for my love one, Fie. Moy plan nak datang mengejut jumpa Fie and buat surprise party fr birthday Fie yang lepas. hehehehe...So i booked my ticket to KL which cost me almost RM400. I always believe this "Duit boleh cari bila2 masa, di mana sahaja, asalkan kita berusaha. Tapi orang yang kita sayang dan sayang kita semula, memamng susah nak jumpa". Hehehe~~ Dipendekkan cerita, Jumaat lepas (8 Julai) Moy je KL. Flight pukul 3.55pm. Moy tinggalkan sekolah lebih awal dan check in. Tu pun akak kat kaunter check-in cakap, Moy was the last one to check-in before they close the counter. Fuhh!! Nasib baik sempat. Then, rush balik rumah amik luggage and salin pakaian. Jam menunjukkan pukul 3.15pm. Boarding pukul 3.30pm. Ya Allah, sempat ke? Sampai jer kat airport, Moy berlari ngan luggage, ala-ala peserta Amazing Race. Sampai jer kat gate A11, kapal x sampai lagi!!! Fuhh~~ Nasib baik sempat. Sementara menunggu tu, Moy gi bersiap kat washroom!!~~ hahaha...

Before fly~~

Dipendekkan cerita sekali lagi. Sampai jer kat KLIA, sekali lagi rushing macam peserta Amazing Race. Zue dah tunggu kat KL Sentral with Fie's cake. Shaza and Muizza will be responsible with escorting Fie to the restaurant. I met Zue at the KL Sentral and we went to The Garden. Shaza, Muiz and Fie were there. Dengan kepakaran Moy yang hebat menyelinap, Moy berjaya masuk restaurant tu tanpa disedari oleh Fie (biarpun Fie duduk berdepan ngan entrance). Thanks to Muiz yang hebat cover Moy. Moy, Shaza and Zue busy setup cake. Pasang lilin and request the pianist to play the Birthday Song. Then, kitorang pun nyanyi Birthday Song and SURPRISE!!!~~ Fie sangat blur time tu!!! hahahaha!!~~ The look on his face was the best moment ever!! Siap tanya kat member birthday sape!!~~ Hahahahahaha!!~~

Kesimpulannya, ape yang Moy and rakan2 plan, menjadi!! Moy sangat happy!! Thanks to my friends for helping me!!~~Nak share few pictures ngan korang.

The Cake~~ nyummy!!

the GoGoNizer!!

with the Bday Boy~~

Happy nampak dier senyum~~

Acara potong kek!!

To Fie, Happy Birthday sayang. May Allah bless you owez!!~~ I just want you to be happy and I hope you are happy. Love you!!~~

Lagi???

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Sat, 14 May 2011 13:46:00 +0000

saya rasa saya kena tipu lagi...because saya rasa ada sesuatu yang disembunyikan lagi dari saya...sigh~~

Dugaan

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Sat, 14 May 2011 11:34:00 +0000

Salam to all.

Sejak kebelakangan nie, kesihatan Moy sangat terjejas. Demam sampai 3 hari.Suhu badan mencecah ke 39.7 darjah celcius!!~~ Hidung non-stop drooling!! Satu kotak tisu habis dalam sehari. Then, tonsil pula membengkak, so suara konfem hilang!!

Then, hati diduga dengan satu insiden.Insiden yang sangat meremukkan hati, menghancurkan hati. Insiden apa? Biarlah Moy saja yang tahu. Disebabkan insiden nie, Moy boleh dikatakan setiap malam menangis. Ke sekolah, mata konfem bengkak punya! Insiden nie memang effect Moy tahap dewa dewi!! Then, yesterday, Moy collapsed di sekolah. Moy decide untuk settle benda nie. After sekolah, Moy gi klinik. Check blood pressure, huyoo!!~~ LOW!! Doktor bebel macam-macam. Moy macam biasa, angguk and angguk and angguk. Tanda persetujuan dengan apa yang doktor cakap.

Hari nie? Agak bertenaga sedikit. Moy dah bley makan nasi and my favourite food! hehe!!~~ Insiden tu? Belum settle lagi, tapi Moy percaya dengan ketentuan Allah. Moy malas nak story panjang2...enjoy your weekend!!~~

It's Over

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 11 May 2011 06:45:00 +0000

I don't want another Cinderella story,

I don't even want a Twilight story,

All I want is YOU & ME, ME & YOU,

Together. Our own story. Our own...

Happy Ending :)

But...

IT'S ALL OVER NOW...

For You Dear!!~~

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Sun, 08 May 2011 18:19:00 +0000

I love you not only for who you are, but for who I am when I am with you !

Miss you!!~~

(mood jiwang!!~~)

Happy Mama Day!

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Sun, 08 May 2011 17:35:00 +0000

Salam to all. Hari ini tersangat lah penat. Tapi Moy sangat HAPPY! sebab hari nie Moy dapat spend time dengan Ibu, siblings, mother in law and sister in law. YEEPEE!!~~ Tepat pada jam 12 Moy gerak dari rumah menuju ke rumah adik ipar. Then dari rumah adik ipar Moy ke rumah mother in law. Tepat jam 1, kami gerak ke 1Borneo. We planned to have our lunch at Nyonya House!

Tiba di 1Borneo, Moy and Jipun gi book tempat kat Nyonya House. Mum and Nadia gi bank. Ibu Moy and sis on the way that time. My brother and awek pun on the way. Tunggu and tunggu and tunggu, jam 2 petang, semua VIP tiba. lambatnya....dahlah lapar....aiyo!!~~

Then, kitorang pun order. Macam-macam di order. Jipun pun nak join sekali order. Hahaha!!~~ Moy pun malas nak type panjang2, korang tengok jer lah pictures kat bawah ek...

my sis, my mother, my mother in law and my sis in law

My brother with his love one and Jipun!

The moment!

Happy face! My lovely Jipun

Ikan Kerapu masak Asam Pedas

Sotong goreng tepung

BBQ Chicken

Me and my Lime Juice

Our Lunch

Jipun nak juga rasa Lime Juice! Tahan masam budak nie!

Tengok tu! Non-stop minum

Jipun pose tanpa di arah! GOOD Girl!

My bro melayan karenah Jipun

Hahaha!!~~ Jipun ketakutan.


Moy pun x ketinggalan nak main

Happy Mama Day to Ibu and Mum. Moy sayang sangat ngan Ibu and Mum. ( kan best kalau Fie pun ada...next year kita celebrate Mama Day together k dear!! )

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 04 May 2011 17:51:00 +0000

do you think that i can turn you on? or did i?

BORED?

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 04 May 2011 16:49:00 +0000

LISTEN TO THIS~~

The Truth??

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 04 May 2011 16:40:00 +0000

I Do!

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 04 May 2011 16:12:00 +0000

Promise Me

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 04 May 2011 15:58:00 +0000

My Thoughts

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 04 May 2011 15:32:00 +0000

I feel lonely.

I used to talk to you about everything but now you refused to.

I stress you out.

Now, I'm all alone counting the days, hours and minutes.

I never know that 'SORRY' would cause you so much money.

I wish I could turn back time.

GOODBYE!!

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Tue, 26 Apr 2011 18:43:00 +0000

Goodbye to all. I love you all!!

BAIKLAH!

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 20 Apr 2011 19:59:00 +0000

" x ckp lg ker ko nk rosakkn khidpn ****? psl minah kmpg mcm ko **** off sume account die! ko nk ape lg? dh rosakkn life **** ko nk die hidup ngn minah kmpg mcm ko yg tgh tunggu masa nk mati? sedarlh wey! tinggalkn **** "

ini adalah sebahagian email C.I.N.T.A yang saya dapat. malas nak post everything dalam nie. respon saya? BAIKLAH!

itu sahaja.

mode: penat.

sangat sangat sangat SEDIH!

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 20 Apr 2011 19:46:00 +0000

apa yang kamu akan rasa bila orang yang kamu sayang sebenarnya tak ambil berat langsung pun tentang diri kamu? sedih tak?

apa yang kamu akan rasa bila insan yang paling kamu perlukan di saat kamu susah tiada di sisi tetapi sebaliknya berada di sisi orang lain? geram tak?

apa yang akan kamu rasa bila kepercayaan yang kamu letak pada seseorang disia-sia kan? marah tak?

apa yang kamu akan rasa bila masa semakin suntuk dan kamu sentiasa bersendirian? sedih tak?

saya sedih.

saya marah.

saya geram.

saya sedih.

sedih sangat sangat.

mode: sedih tahap gaban. ingin menghilangkan diri buat seketika. tukar contact number.

saya tidak pernah berniat mahu merosakkan hubungan kamu diantara rakan-rakan dan keluarga kamu.saya tidak pernah berniat mahu membebankan sesiapa pun. saya tidak pernah mengganggu mana-mana relationship pun. saya cuma insan yang menghitung hari demi hari. saya cuma insan yang perlu sebab untuk senyum. saya cuma insan yang perlukan sedikit CAHAYA. bergembiralah kamu dengan mereka. itu yang terbaik.

hari ini...

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Wed, 23 Mar 2011 15:55:00 +0000

Assalam to all blogger!!~~

Hari nie hari Moy agak muram sedikit. Banyak hal yang berlaku sejak kebelakangan nie tapi Moy kena kuat hadapi semua hal yang mendatang. Hari ni Moy kurang sihat. Macam-macam ubat Moy dah telan. Hanya Allah yang faham apa yang Moy alami nie...

Dipendekkan cerita, masa memandu pulang tadi, Moy cuma dengar pada satu lagu sahaja. Chris Medina "What Are Words". The lyric really affects me...A lot!!~~ Masa dengar lagu tu, cuma seorang saja yang Moy fikirkan. Moy yang tengah emosi memang bertambah emosi sampai banjir dalam kereta.Airmata Moy mengalir deras...Dahlah jalan jam, Moy yang dalam keta menangis non-stop. Orang dalam keta sebelah blur tengok Moy. So Moy malas nak cerita panjang. Moy sertakan lirik lagu "What Are Words"... Kalau nak video lagu nie, ada dalam blog Moy nie...Just scroll gi bawah...

What Are Words by Chris Medina

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

Chorus:

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

repeat chorus

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close

I guess that's all for now. I'll see yu in my next entry. Assalam.

my birthday

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Tue, 22 Mar 2011 16:04:00 +0000

tak larat nak update panjang2...sangat weak sekarang nie...so let the pictures do the talking part k...

after balik dr keje, my mom bought me cake form Secret Recipe!!~~ nyummy~~

bday gurl pose!!~~ hehe...

biarpun agak weak, still mampu senyum lebar!!~~

candlelicious!~~

potong!! potong!! laparrr!!~~

thanks to my family!!~~ i love you all so much!! biarpun kesedihan melanda diri, family tetap ada menghiburkan hati....thanks!! at least birthday Moy tahun nue tidaklah hambar sangat.... :)

"CONTEST AKU DAN PINK"

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Sun, 20 Mar 2011 14:35:00 +0000

Hai!!~~ Kali nie Moy berminat nak join Contest Aku dan Pink yang dianjurkan oleh Miss Miera Aziz

(Click Here for her blog)

Perkataan Pink tu sangat menarik minat Moy. So, Moy ada beberapa pictures yang berkaitan dengan pink tapi disebabkan Moy tak tau mana nak pilih, Moy combine everything in one picture. Moy x pandai edit2 pic nie, so x cantik sangat....hehehehe....

Moy ngan baby Ellysha

Moy bertudung Pink

That's all from me...All the best for those yang join...All the best for me as well!! Thanks!!~~

Love you all!!!

Happy Birthday Miss Momo

noreply@blogger.com (Momoy_Hafizah) — Fri, 18 Mar 2011 17:56:00 +0000

Entry kali nie Moy tujukan khas buat my friend Momo... (sorry entry lambat...agak busy lately...)

Miss Momo

Okay, sedikit info tentang Miss Momo. Nama sebenar Nurul Akma bt Wajimin. Dilahirkan pada 13 Mac 1986. (yeah, muda dari Moy cik Momo nie) Nama Momo tue diperolehi dari anime yang mana Moy sendiri pun x ingat. Hehehe...

Moy kenal Momo nie dari high school lagi. Masa tu kami kurang rapat tapi boleh tahan lah. Then, bila kami memneruskan perjalanan hidup ke Maktab Perguruan Gaya, bermulalah keakraban kami berdua.Masa orientasi di Maktab Perguruan dulu, ramai yang tanya kami nie adik-beradik kah coz nama pun hampir sama. Seorang Momo, seorang lagi Momoy.Hahaha. Ada jugak senior yang ingat kami nie lesbian. Sebab kemana-mana memang bersama. Tapi kami berdua nie memang suka memperdayakan orang dengan berlakon lesbian. Hahaha...(kan Momo??)

Me, Aedy & Momo

Momo nie seorang yang sangat baik orangnya. Orang yang boleh dipercayai, pendengar yang setia dan sangat kelakar. Momo nie genius orangnya. Seangkatan ngan seorang lagi geng kami, Cik Aedy. Moy selalu minta bantuan ngan Momo and Aedy kalau ada masalah ngan hal-hal akademik. Selain tu, Cik Momo nie sangat sayang ngan kucing. Mana2 kucing yang kebulur confirm dapat ayam goreng free!! Cik Momo nie takut badut. Why? hanya dia yang tahu...hehehe...

Moy memang rapat dengan Momo and Aedy. Semenjak bekerja, Moy agak jauh sedikit dari dorang nie. Pendek kata, Momo and Aedy ni memamg banyak membantu and tahu hal-hal tentang Moy. By the way, Momo nie dah ada yang punya k!!~~

Momo & Ari

Moy pun x nak cerita panjang lagi. Pendek kata, Momo memang kawan yang terbaik!!~~ (Aedy, entry pasal ko tunggu bday ya... hehe) Hope persahabatan kita kekal sampai bila2. Amin....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMO!!~~ LOVE YA!!~~