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How to do a blowjob with passion

2013-01-24T10:59:00.000+02:00

Men love oral sex in general. Few are those who do not want their lovers to satisfy them this way - but many women do it because they "have to " and not because they want or like it and so on. And when sex becomes a chore, the passion lacking and when the passion is lacking you better do anything else.

First, you need to relax and let the stress and tension away. If you can not think of pleasant things, then do not think about anything and just concentrate on what you do. Further, drink something before you start the oral sex for your mouth to be as wet as possible so that he can feel as much pleasure as possible- the more you use saliva, the better he will feel.

Grab with one hand the base of the penis and make slight circular moves on the surface of his "member" . At first you move the hand on the head slowly, but grow in intensity along with his moans of pleasure. If he is not the kind of man who makes sounds when he feels good, you can take a look to his mimic, but do not stare.

With the other hand you can stimulate his testicles. You can grab them in your hand and easily caress them, or if you find difficult to do many things at once, you can just hold them in your hand without squeezing.

Deep throat, or when the penis goes deep into the mouth all the way to the neck - most women can not do that because they are tense or afraid they will choke. If you want to try it, you need to relax and not to push yourself if you see that it does not work. If you do not feel comfortable, you better not try it.

After you've played a lot with his gland and he is very excited, you can stimulate his penis with your hand while you kiss and lick balls with your tongue. Play with them until you feel that your boyfriend is going crazy of too much pleasure ...

And when he feels he can not handle it anymore, take him to ecstasy. For this you will need to find a fast rhythm and coordinate your hand and head movements, so that you go with both in one direction at a time. In the end, you have a choice: either he ejaculates in your mouth - most men love to do that - either you swallow or spit, or ask him to let you know when he will let it go, not take you by surprise.

Sex on a taxi bonnet

2013-01-06T21:57:00.001+02:00

In a warm summer evening, Vally called me and told me he would like to meet me later that evening, I agreed.

-I'm already hard by hearing your voice! he said. I took a shower and wore my jeans skirt with no panties. I sneaked out without onning the light and I took the key with me so that I will not be locked outside.

He parked the car over the corner and I jumped in the car. He placed his hand on my hips and made his way to my pussy under my skirt, feeling my wetness. We decided to go to a deserted area outside the city. We entered a country road through the forest. He parked the car after a short while and offed all the lights. He started kissing me in the darkness while seeking for my wet pussy. We decided to go outside. I leaned on the warm bonnet and he was standing in front of me, kissing me while squeezing my buttocks. He told to turn around and he lifted my skirt then unbuttoned his jeans and he started rubbing his dick between my cheeks, getting more and more hard. I brought out the condom i had in my pocket. I hardly opened it and I turned around and rolled it on his dick. Then he lay me on the car bonnet. I bend my knees and he rubbed his dick on my pussy lips, He started fucking me so hard and so deep that at first it was painful and I was pulling my body further away from him. I didn't want to open my eyes and remember that we are in a forest and it was dark, hoping that no lunatic is around, or any other monster from the forest. Sssssssst! No crazy thoughts now! Let's concentrate on the pleasure! And he came moaning of pleasure! Then we went inside the car looking for napkins. We smoked a cigarette on the way back home.

Adventurous New Year's Eve

2013-01-04T00:38:00.000+02:00

The New Year's Eve was close. I was missing him so much, remembering all the time the great times we spend together. I was walking on the street so many times and i was smiling by my self, lost in my world. Obi was making me feel so happy all the time. I was addicted to the attention he was giving me. At any time he would call me i would go hypnotized in front of the computer and we were looking at each other for hours, without carrying about what time it is. We used to spend many hours talking on the phone and even more hours watching each other on cam . Sometimes he will fall asleep and i will continue keeping the camera on. He was the one waking me up in the morning and the one telling me good night, every night, for 4 months. He used to wake up by 5 am in Vienna so that he will call me and make me wae up by 6 my time. He will not allow me until i did not get off the bed. I miss heaving somebody to wake me up in the morning. He was the only one succeeding it. No matter how many alarm i put, no matter who is calling me to make me wake up, i can never make it to wake up in time now. I'm always late, unless i have something important to do like a plane to catch.

Obi posted a picture of himself on facebook and Alex recognized some of my things in the picture. At first i did not want to admit it but later i told him that we are together. They fight . After some hours i could hear from Obi. Both of them had different stories about what happened.

We knew that we cannot meet in Obi's house and most of the hotels were booked for that period of time or extremely costly. I told him that i better go to Vienna and see my man this time, because of my child. That day he got an apartment and i took a train to Vienna. There was no heat yet in all the rooms . I arrived there in the morning. We smoked in the living room and he told me how much he wants to have his dick in my pussy. I told him I am going to make a shower and that i will be waiting for him to join me. I went to shower where there was no light yet. He put the flashlight n his Nokia phone and placed it on the bathroom closet. I brought the Durex Play along with me and i used it to moisten his dick > He fucked me from behind while i was leaning against the sink with my elbows on the edge. It was great to feel his huge dick again inside of me. He was desiring me as much as i did and that was making both of us to feel intense pleasure. I was feeling that our connection was special, that we were meant for each other, then i remembered he was doing the same thing with another woman. That cut all the fun and i couldn't feel any pleasure, I couldn't cum again.

He later went out and I was boring of waiting for him so much then i opened his laptop and started chatting with my friend. Then i saw P.E. is online and i realized his skype was open, Then i started reading his conversations with her there. Later I decided to start chatting with her.

-Hi baby how are you ?I said. She replied then I asked her when do we meet again.I called her and i did not know she cannot see me because she was on mobile. I later told her is me talking from Obi's laptop and she said is not possible. She did not believe me that I am in Vienna with him. Obi soon called me and told me to stop chatting with P. E.

Obi spend much more time outside that afternoon. He called me and told me he is coming soon. Then i received a message from P.E. where she told me she was with Obi. I was so angry with him. She said that she got my number from his phone while went to toilet to talk with me..

And then I grew up XD

2013-01-01T21:22:00.000+02:00

PUSSY meant a Cat.

SEX meant a Gender

BITCH was a Female dog

DICK was a Name!

BC was a Nick Name!

RUBBER was nothing but an Eraser!

ASS was an Animal

SCREW was just a Tool

HEAD meant part of a Body.

BALLS meant a Round Toy.

NUTS meant Dry fruits.

69 was just a Number.
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& then I grew up XD

New Year's Eve disasters

2012-12-31T22:25:00.000+02:00

I just hate the New Year 's Eve. I never had a good new year from what i can remember. Looking back 7 years ago i was in a rented house and i told my boyfriend that he is not allowed to come because i was afraid he will want to have sex with me and i was ashamed, so i watch a bad scary movie and slept off. What an irony that during that time i was running away from sex and now i'm addicted. The next year we had a home party and you were ignoring me and you made me feel so bad. I later found out you were jealous because i was talking with your Romanian friends that you invited yourself. When we finally went to bed you were thinking that you did not achieve anything that year and rejected me from heaving sex with me. The next year we were at home with friends and at midnight we took a taxi to Reumaplaz to watch the fireworks and then we came back home. A year later we were in the church and Chima was playing the drums, we fight that night because you were giving more attention to other woman more then me . 2 years ago u left me alone at Eva's house and later send me to go home while you went to a party with your good friend that betrayed you. Last year i thought that another man will take a better care of me but he already made plans to spend the new year with another woman while telling me he was going to work. But i found out in time and came back to you just on the new year's eve. You went out again to party with friends. You asked me if i want to come with you but the grief i was feeling made me to prefer to stay at home, I couldn't stand you at that time, but i had no choice but to come back to you.

This year i am home, and i will be working on the new year. I have to promise myself that next year i will be in Paris or Vienna or at least in a mountain resort.

My dream new years eve is with a man that will adore me, for which i will mean the world and that is capable to make me feel like i'm the only girl in the world and nothing else, but my happiness matters. Is it too much to ask for? At least once.
Next year I will be the one making the plans and decide who deserves to spend that special moment with me!!! I will not let faith and random to full with my life any more. It's time for me to take action. Watch out guys!

4 days of love

2012-12-31T13:49:00.001+02:00

I found a hotel near his house so that he can easily come to me. I arrived to Viena in the evening and he was waiting for me at the bus stop. I was wearing my purple fur and i was freezing. He warmed my hands and then we smoked a cigar together. Then the driver came and we could get inside the bus where it was warm. We stopped at Westbanhof and from there we entered a bus. I was so stressed that Alex will see me that I forgot to take my bag. I went ahead and Obi took it for me We used tram to reach the hotel. I wore the white panties he asked me to wear for him. He removed my jeans and he fucked me hard and deep. The first time was painful. We had sex about 5 times that day. The room had mirrors both on the wall and at the headboard and i could watch him get into me from different angles. It was so exciting. He went home and cooked and brought the food so that we can eat together. The food was tasty as he was a good cook. We ate together at the table. Then we smoked and then sat on the bed, hugged, with no worries.
I was feeling guilty for the 1st time that i was cheating on Alex, maybe because this time i was so close to his house. He called me and I was trying to cut it short so that he will not finish my credit and then not be able to call me and start asking for my family where I am. Before, I was the one begging for him to talk with me on phone more and he was always in a hurry, cutting the phone long before 1 minute, trying to make me believe that he wanted to spare his cents, but that did not make any sense. Now he noticed the change in my behavior and the roles changed. I was trying to find an excuse to cut the phone and the more I was trying the more he wanted to lengthen the conversation. I told him "I love you, bye" while Obi was in the bed with me, thinking that he will understand that i had to say that so that Alex will not become suspicious. Obi did not say anything about that.
The next morning we took a shower together in the small cabin. Then we made love again. I was laying on the bed with my elbows on the framing of the bed. He started fucking he from behind and we were about the cum when the maid knocked and then open the door. He stopped and we did not know what to do. I did not want him to stop, I wanted him to keep moving and continue giving me pleasure so I said out loud:
-10 minuten bite! and she left and he continued fucking me and came so long, endless waves of cum filling my pussy. We went the the hotel's bar downstairs so that she can clean the room. We had a drimk and smoked then we went back to room and smoked ganja. He told me to use my fingers and caress his body that he feels great. I couldn't understand why I never felt anything when smoking ganja so I inhaled it deeper. He was hungry and we ate some wraps from McDonald's. I thought i was going to choke because although i was trying i couldn't chew the food and swallow.The music started sounding different and it was disturbing me. I covered my face with the blanked so that no one will see the dumb smile on my face that I couldn't stop. I was angry that I couldn't control my face muscles and make the ridiculous grin disappear.There, under the blanket I was trying to force my mouth to close or at least cover it. Each sound was producing an annoying vibe in my body. I couldn't stand it so i asked him to turn it off. I felt like i was levitating above the bed or i am flying . All kind of thoughts were going through my mind with a tremendous speed. I couldn't sleep and i couldn't stop my mind from roaming into its darkest corners. I hated it and I wanted it to stop so I asked Obi to fuck me again but he was more carried away than me. He started ticking me and I hated him for doing it because I couldn't stop laughing. It was awful. Finally he decided to fuck me so that he will help me get rid of this terrible mood. I couldn't move at all and the sex did not help me this time. I continued flying over the bed with the speed of a ray of light, twisting and feeling light as a feather.I only remember Obi escorting me to the taxi that drove me to airport the next morning . In the flight i had the flashes of the same feelings i experienced the night before.

27 Hours of Endless Pleasure

2012-12-26T20:31:00.001+02:00

Alja paid for Stefy 's ticket again. And I came to see only Obi this time. As she couldn't miss from work many days we had only 2 nights available to have fun. We were landing in Wien at 10:00 p.m. and we told Alja we will arrive by 11:00 so that he will not see me and tell Alex. When we reached the airport we asked the girl at the desk if she can give us seat at the from of the plane and we were pleasantly surprised to sit in the first lane. We landed 1 hour and 20 minutes later. I was afraid that Alja will come earlier and see me or that he will come together with Alex. We were delighted when we saw the first 2 bags coming out on the conveyor being our own. We grabbed them and we went out from the airport. I went to the bus stop where i was waiting for the bus going to Westbanhof and hide after the advertising banner. I was checking from time to time if they arrived and I was so much afraid that they will decide to enter the same bus that was leaving in 30 minutes. I was so relieved when the bus started moving. Alex started calling and calling and i did not want to pick his calls because the roaming was going to finish my credit. He called until he finished my battery. Obi supposed to wait for me at Meiding but he wasn't there when I arrived and I couldn't reach him. I first went down to the train station hoping to get a place to charge my phone then I changed my mind and went up again. I walked on the sidewalk and then thought maybe Obi is late and I went back. Then I saw him running for a taxi. I shout on him :

- Where are you going? He did not answer and i fallowed him. He was carrying some bags. He was on the other side of the road he said, he claimed that he was calling my name from there but I did not hear anything and the road was deserted at that late hour. He put the things in the trunk. The counter was already showing 2.70 euro while waiting to come of the parking space. We drove to the hotel. I was happy to see him.

The receptionist showed us how to use the door key and we went up. It was room 224. We took the elevator and then we walked along hallways and we climbed some stairs and we walked along another hallway until we found our room. We went in and the light went on when I placed the key in its stand near the door. he put our jackets in the wardrobe and I sat in the bed because I was tired. He came near me and he started removing his cloths and then helped me to undress. He was already hard when he joined me under the covers. He started pushing his hard dick into me advancing hardly because I was dry and tight, I was winding my body in the same rhythm with him and I was delighted by the pleasure I was seeing in his eyes. My body was numbed and it was at the 3rd round we had sex that I started to enjoy it for real. I was extremely aroused by the pleasure he was feeling and I was enjoying the look he had when he was cumming in me.

The room was no smoking and we went to the bathroom to smoke ganja. He gave me a pack of Virginia slims that he knew I like and I sat on the toilet and smoked with him. I also took a few puffs of ganja hoping that I will not feel pains when he will fuck me.

We went back to bed and he started touching me with his skilled fingers, making me more and more wet. And he said is time for me to fuck him. And I climbed him and started winding my body slowly on top of him while he placed his hands on my hips to pull me towards him. I was the one controlling the movement for a while and I had orgasm after orgasm. His dick slipped out a few times and I had to place it back in and continue. When he got close to cum I felt him get even harder and it got painful. He started shaking his waist while pulling me into him deeper and deeper. And we came at the same time and I enjoyed watching his face burst with delight. Then I cleared the drops of sweat that flooded his face. We laid on the back exhausted and pleased.
I was laying next to him on the bed and he continued touching my clit while i was massaging him. Then we had sex again and we were moving on the rhythm of the music that he was playing at the laptop. We fall asleep late and i woke up very early around 5 or 6. He asked me if i was afraid of him and that's why i wasn't sleeping. I said no. Then he started touching me and i needed to feel how hard he was that morning. We made love again and he filled me with his cum. We went to eat at the hotel. restaurant located in another's building's downstairs. We took the tokens we received from the receptionist. It was a buffet with everything you needed. The waitress was smiling at Obi and he realized that he had my lipstick all over his mouth. I took a coffee and some bread with Nuttella and i brought 1 egg and milk for him. He didn't want to eat, he wanted to get a place where he could smoke weed. It was cold that morning When i finished my coffee he put the egg in my bag and we started walking around looking for a park or garden. We left holding each other and we went down the street looking for a private spot where we would not be noticed. I was afraid that Alex or one of his friends would be in one of the buses passing and they will see me. We couldn't find a proper place so we decided to come back to the hotel and smoke in the toilet as we did the other night. The hallways of the hotel were tricky and we always found it difficult to decide which way to go, but we always got to our destination no matter which way we fallowed. I sat on the toilet while he stood near me and we smoked together. I was afraid to smoke too much because i did not know how i will react. Then we went back to bed and made love.
He got hungry after smoking and he brought out the egg that he kept in my bag so that he can eat it. He broke it and the egg while and yolk fell on the floor. We did not know that they weren't boiled. I couldn't stop laughing. Fortunately it did not break in my bag.
He was turning me on so easily. His tremendous desire to have me was enough for me to get horny, and then his fingers that knew how to touch me like an expert, and then the extreme pleasure of feeling him soo deep in me, sooo hard, filling me so perfectly. I felt so replenished with him and each time was better. With him i could scream out loud of pleasure, I felt so free to do anything just to pleasure each other. He asked me to ride him again and I did. One of my foot was falling between the 2 mattresses. But this did not stop us. We then went to the couch where I started by riding him facing him but I couldn't stand it so I first turned backwards but it couldn't work either. Then he stood up and i put my knees on the couch and bend over it while he gave it to me from behind. I was trying to make him not to penetrate me soo deep by bending more and more between the couch and the wall. He came inside of me and I was stuck in the corner with my ass up unable to stand. I asked him to help me and he dragged me out. I laid on the back and he fucked me again while standing and I was staying on my left side with my knees bend. I was also shaking my body at the same time toward him and twisting my waist in circles. The pleasure was so intense and I was enjoying to watch him how he was looking at his dick going in and out of me. I was so wet that he was sleeping out each time the pleasure was getting intense. We smoked again, drank Cola and we went back to bed. This time I was lying on my back while he knelt. He started fucking me and got soo deep in me that I felt innards twisting. I felt extreme pleasure and the weirdest feeling ever. I wanted to stop him but he said I should allow him. He continued getting deeper and deeper in me. I changed the position of my legs to that he will not be able to reach me so deep anymore. I told him i was feeling weird. And we continued like that and i was winding my waist, pushing my body into his while he was giving it to me harder. It was like we were dancing a perfect dance on a perfect music. We were perceiving each other's next movements and we were offering each other exactly what we needed without even asking for it.
I filled the bath with water and added foam. I asked him to join me into the warm water. We washed each other and I asked him if he wants to try anal sex with me. He disagreed arguing that I will feel too much pain and he doesn't want to hurt me. I wished at least he would have tried it with his fingers but I did not tell him.
Later I was watching a film in the bed laying on my belly. He was falling asleep and I waked him because I did not want to stay awake alone. He started touching my ass through the jeans skirt i was wearing . He was kneading my buttocks with his hands until he got hard again and then he started fucking me from behind. I removed the laptop from the bed. I was holding the sheets tight and berried my head into the pillow while all my muscles were straining, getting ready for another orgasm.
We went downstairs at the restaurant across the street to eat because we were hungry. I took a mixed grill and Obi ate with me. He took a shaworma at home to eat later.
when we came back from the bar downstairs we stopped at the receptionist and asked her if we can return the tokens she gave us for the restaurant because i was leaving very early in the morning and we did not need them We went up to the room to bring the tokens. We left the things we bout and we came back to the reception with the elevator. I was wondering when they moved that plant near the mirror opposite the elevator door because i did not see it there when we went up. When we arrived downstaires we realised that we did not take the tokens from the room so we went back up. This time we took it and she gave us back the 9 euro that we used to buy chocolate at the jukebox. Then we went back to room on the same tangled way.

Obi 5- sex in the park

2012-12-25T17:00:00.001+02:00

The next morning I went with Alex to the doctor's office for his eyes checkout. I took my book with me and red it in the subway. We smoked a cigarette together after we finished. I bought some delicious wild berries from a shop near the U-bahn station. When we stopped in Reumanplaz I entered a H&M shop and bought a pair of jeans and a pullover for my daughter and Alex paid about 40 euros.

When we got home that evening Obi succeeded to transmit me to meet him at one park a bit far from the house. He came and we sat down on a stone fence. There were many teenagers around so we looked for a more secluded place. We found a bench in the garden and we sat on it. We started kissing and he he put his hands between my legs., feeling my wetness. We were too close to the fence and people were passing by too much. We moved to another bench. He opened his jeans and brought his dick out. He asked me to suck him. I started touching the head with the tip of my tongue. He begged me to continue and i grabbed it into my mouth, sucking it with greed. He placed his hand on my head moaning and telling me how good i am. I stood up and lift my skirt then sat on his lap facing him. I lead his hard dick into my wet pussy and we started moving toward each other at the same moment. The overwhelming feeling of pleasure made both of us stop for an instant then we continued. His dick slipped out and as my feet were hanging, i couldn't move much so I decided to turn over. I started winding my body up and down. His dick was made for my pussy and the pleasure was immense. On the alley separating the 2 gardens, a woman passed. She was walking her dog while speaking on phone. We stopped moving when we noticed her and I told him to use his hands to cover my thighs. We realized the in the next garden there was a group of people when we herd them making noise. We looked around to see if there is any darker place where we will not be seen. We found a good place near a bush......where I started sucking his dick to make him hard again. Then he fucked me standing while i bend over and hold myself over some branches. I was feeling so good. As he did not use any protection, I told him to be careful not to cum in me. But he did not listen and I was angry with be because of that. I was the first time in my life when I left the exact moment when he came, maybe because I was so tense, I filled the head of his dick pulsing into me while releasing the waves of sperm into me. I did not realize how late it was and Alex was sending me message after message to come back home. Time was flying so fast and hours seemed minutes to us. We had to leave.
As I was walking on the sidewalk, I felt the sperm leaking out and i took a napkin and lift my skirt and cleaned hoping that no one will see me. I went straight to toilet when I reached home to clean myself one more time then a took a shower. It was my last night there and my flight was early in the morning. Alex spend a few hours to post some pictures of facebook because he did not agree for me to help me. Later he wake me from sleeping to tell me to remove my pants. He started fucking me once they were off and cum in a few minutes. Then he jumped from the bed to clean himself and gave me some tissue to do the same.
Early in the morning we were waiting for the bus when he told me that he fallowed me to the park and saw me fucking with Obi. I denied everything knowing that it wasn't possible. At Westbanhof we found a taxi that was going to airport to pick somebody and he agreed to drive me with only 20 euros.

Obi 4

2012-12-21T17:57:00.001+02:00

I was hoping he will not notice the smile on my face. He didn't. It was Alex's birthday that day but he decided he don't want to go anywhere to celebrate. I went to sleep in time that day . I planed with Obi that we will meet again the next morning at the hotel room.

I took with me the romance book i as reading and i waited for Obi at the reception because he was the one holding the key. He did not know i went straight to the hotel so he came late. It was already 11 when we started up and we did not have much time. We supposed to leave the room in 1 hour so I undressed and we jumped into the bed. He started fucking me shortly and it was painful because I did not have time to get wet. He was fucking me and getting his tongue into between my lips at the same time. I was keeping my eyes closed most of the time. I told him we should try to find a position in which i will not feel the pain anymore .So I told him to lay back on the pillow and i lay on the width of the bed . He was sitting on his right side and i helping him get his dick in me. In this position i could control the movement. I kept on looking for a good positioning until i end up heaving my head handing against the floor. I was aroused and i needed an orgasm fast so i started massaging my clit while he was shaking his waist slowly. I could see in his eyes the tremendous pleasure he was feeling and at a moment in time i saw a sparkling of malicious satisfaction that scared me . He noticed me and his look changed. The pleasure he was giving me overwhelmed me made me to stop touching myself because it was no longer necessary. I stopped moving my waist when i came. He did not come but we couldn't continue because we had to leave the room. We left on different ways.

Alex was making shower when i came back so I asked him if i can join him. Surprisingly he accepted so i placed a chair in front of the entrance as i usually did so that other people will know that i am inside and not come in. I removed my cloths and entered the cabin. He took a sponge and put foam all over my body then used his hands to clean the foam. I was surprised again not to see any reaction of kindling on his body while i was still horny. So I soon went out, took a towel and put my cloths back on. He soon went out.

Obi - part 3

2012-12-20T16:37:00.001+02:00

It was a warm summer day, in August and we were at Kelbeck Hotel in Wien. We continued making love that afternoon. We kept on changing position because I was feeling uncomfortable because of his size. He was sweating so he had to open the large windows. We could hear the people that were heaving lunch at the hotel's terrace downstairs. It was the same hotel where Alex took me the morning I came to visit him 1 month before because his black girlfriend that he was cheating on me with was in his house.

He took my hand and he dragged me on top of him to ride him then we changed position again and he was giving it to me from behind. While trying to get a better position I was getting lower and lower until I had my hands on the floor. Alex send me an sms to ask me where I am and I replied that I went for a walk. Then Obi received a call from Alex and Obi lied that he is in a far place.

I opened the box of Love Plus condoms I bought from my city and Obi started kissing and touching me again. I lost the condom and I started looking for it in the bed. I was siting with my ass up while I was looking from it and Obi started touching my clit with his fingers from behind. He went to bathroom and he came back with a towel in his hand and he used it to clean my pussy. And I asked him if I was too wet and he said yes. And then I sat down and leaned against the wall while he came closer to me and he continued touching me. He was so good with his fingers ... making me feel great. And I reached his dick with my hand, feeling it getting harder and harder. I put the condom again. He started sexing me again, I was screaming of pleasure and he finished while being on top of me and I was staying on my back. Sweat was dripping from his face on my face because of the effort.

I did not even noticed when he removes the condom again. The 3rd and the 4th the time I completely forgot about them. While I was going to shower to wash myself he asked me if I want more sex and I said :

-Noooooooooo!

Then I received another sms form Alex and I knew I had to go back home so that he will not become suspicious. I dressed up and I went the mirror to arrange my ravished hair. I got all wet by the torrential rain got me all wet as i went home. Alex asked me where I went and I said I wanted to walk around. Obi remained in the hotel room and fall asleep there.

Obi - part 2- " me , 2 man and a long week-end of pleasure "

2012-12-19T13:09:00.001+02:00

. As i came back Alex asked me if i got his last message and why i came back so late . I told him that my phone went off because of teh battery that finished to he took it and he put it to charge As the phone started charging he turned it on and i remembered the sms from Obi . I grab the phone fast from his hand and as i herd it ring that i have a new message and deleted it immediately . He thought it was the last sms he send to me while the phone is of and i was relieved when he started ceking my phone What i did not know at that time is that i missed to delete a missed call notification sms from Obi that he did not revealed that he saw it .

I was aroused by the inciting encounter with Obi . So as i was sitting on the couch and he was sitting on a chair i started exploring his body with my leg , placing it between his legs . He got hard and he couldnt resist me so he told me to take off my cloths . He came on top of me and put his hard dick in me .We had sex on the couch and he cum in a few minutes . I went to make a shower and the slept off .

The next morning we had sex 2 times ,I went to bathroom and inserted a Chinese contraceptive thin paper leaf , hoping that it will take effect although i knew i can never have a 30 minutes prelude with Alex I tried to ride him but he made me feel weird so we changed and he gave it to me from behind while i was leaning against the arm of the chair . I was moaning and it felt really good this time but i wanted more because i wasn't satisfied and i knew he will not give me more . I was wondering if the guys in the other rooms have herd me .

Later when Alex took a shower and went out i went to Obi's room and after i had a joint with him and his roommate we agreed to meet outside . He came to bring the internet usb that the borrowed from Alex so that i will see that he dressed up and heh is ready to go out . And i met him noto far from the house in a small part . I licked the way he was walking .

-Where do you want us to go ? Obi asked.

-Hotel !i said .

-You know any?

-Yes.

-Ok then , just start going and i will fallow you from behind .

And i got to the hotel so he fallowed me shortly . We asked for a room and as all the other rooms were taken they gave us a single room and the price of 45 euro . I paid with the 50 euro he gave me earlier in the park . We went to our room . There was a big bed with immaculate white sheets . As we got to the room he started kiss me and hugging me . He started undressing me and kissing me all over my body . He removed all his cloths . I stood up from the bed and went to the shower to wash myself .He fallowed me and i admired his great body . He was so hot . We went back to bed and he continued kissing my breasts and belly going lower and lower until he reached the warmth of my tights . I was laying on my back while he was playing with his tongue on my pussy lips giving me extraordinary sensations. Then he started touching my clit with the head of his dick while sitting on his knees . I told him he must wear a condom . He brought one from his pocket and put it on . Then he started fucking me wildly . I was moaning so loud . We changed position because i was uncomfortable with his big dick . I was laying on the bed facing down with the pillow under my chest , screaming loud of extreme pleasure . His dick slipped out and he hardly found a way to put in back in and he soon came panting .While still in me he said he has something to confess . I turn toward him and asked :

-What ? Everything u said about Sally was a lie ? I was thinking they planned together to ruin my relation with Alex.

-No he said . I removed the condom.

-Are you crazy ? You want me to get pregnant.

-And i run to the shower to wash myself .

And i came back to bed and we continued .

Obi part 1 - Getting nasty in the bus

2012-12-19T11:34:00.000+02:00

I was angry that he went out without me that day . So I accepted to go out for a walk with Obi . I wanted to find out more about the girl that Alex was cheating on me with . I was totally devastated when i find out that he was seeing another woman .Alex came back late that night and he found the door key on the outside .He told me not to go anywhere that evening and when told him i went out with Obi and he became angry and he pushed me out the door telling me go go and stay with Obi. So I went and knocked at obi\s door .I was wearing a cotton short cotton nightie He opened and i went inside and told him what happened . He went to my husband\s room and i went on the hallway and sit on a chair He then came back and we went together to Alex room . They fight calling Sally''s name . We finally went to sleep after settling things down .

Obi was trying to touch my ass while we were walking on the alley . He told me i shouldn't feel bad about that . I told him is unacceptable for him to do that . I later added hm on my messenger list hoping to get information Alex' relation with teh girl . Immediately i came back to my country he started sending me messages . He wanted me so much and i was always refusing him , saying that i can never cheat on my man with one of his friends . We were chatting every day ... until he convinced me to give him my number so we started to call me . We were talking for hours on the phone .

A month later Obi told me that Alex was drunk and already fall asleep that night when i was crying on the hallway that he had to wake him up . So he confessed to me that he wanted to take advantage o the situation and beg me to allow him to give me a fellatio. He did not dare and he went to his room and grabbed the baby oil and went to shower room , because his roommate was home , and masturbated while thinking about how he was touching my ass .

We talked about secretly meeting and heaving sex . He offered to book a hotel room and he told me how we will make love . He he telling me how hard he is getting when he is thinking about me , talking about me , and how much we will enjoy together . I was tempted but I was refusing him because of the situation .

And i found a way to visit him again shortly . It was Alex birthday and Alja paid for my flight ticket and Stefy\s own . I went to seaside that week with my relatives . Obi was calling me every day on my cosmote number . It was the only one he had because i refused to give him my voafone number . I finally told him that i will consider spending a few hours with him at a hotel as he wanted to give me a fellatio and make fell good .

In one of the days i was at the beach , i was walking with my cousin .We were walking on wet sand of the shore while the waves were washing our feet when my phone ring ...it was vibrating .And my cousin told me that it was ringing so i replied that i dont want to pick because i dont want to drop it into the water .But at the same time and i took my hand into my jeans skirt's pocket and tried to bring it out and i dropped it .And a wave came and covered it . My phone spoiled and i lost contact with obi for a short time until i gave him my other number .

Stefy couldnt come with me to viena anymore because her boss didnt aloww her when he find out who she is going to visit . so i had to go alone. before i left i told obi that i changed my mind and we cannot have sex as he was planning.Since i was coming alone Alex decided not to wait for my at the airport .He told me this when i was waiting for boarding .And because i was early and boring and also angry that Alex refused pick me up , i went online on messenger on my phone and i asked Obi if he can come and wait for me at the airport .He accepted . I spend 1 hour waiting for my laguage when i landed . Obi was outside waiting for me . He send me an sms and i replied that i am waiting for my bag .i deleted it along with his missed calls and other messages .It was night already when i came out the airport he was waiting for me at the bus stop .He was wearing dark green knee trousers and a tight skirt that was showing up his great athletic body . He hugged me and he wanted to kiss me but i leaned my head on his chest to avoid it .He asked me if i received his second sms and i said no , because we were in the airport and sometimes network are bad there . He paid for my tickets and we went to sit down at the back of the bus . I was wearing a short jeans skirt with a purple shirt .My hair had been arranged in a mermaid tail style at a saloon and he told me i was looking gorgeous .The driver turned the lights of as the bus started moving . I was sitting by the window and we started talking . Then he asked me if we can kiss now . I knew i had no escape this time . Then he kissed me on my neck as he was sitting in my left side and at that moment i had an incredible feeling, that i never had before . I was overwhelmed by the new emotion . Then he started kissing my lips and at the same time he slipped his hand between my legs , using his fingers to give my panties aside and he felt my wetness . I was surprised how wet i was getting . He put his hands again into my panties getting his fingers wet and then took them into his mouth because he wanted to feel my taste thinking that maybe he will not have the chance of doing this another time . I was curious to feel his body and as i touched him i felt his hardness. He told me to stop and he wanted the bump in this trousers not to be so obvious when we get down . After 20 minutes we got down from the buss and we entered tram 6 from Westbanhof .He bought me a Redbull while we were waiting for the tram and we smoked a cigarette. Inside tram his bump was continuing to be was continuing to be obvious .A few minutes later Alex send me an sms and i replied to him that i was waiting for tram 0 while Obi continued his way with tram 6 so that we will not be seen together . Then my phone went off because of the earlier internet surfing that afternoon . And i arrived to Alex 's apartment. He was in his room with a friend that left a few minutes later .

A few hours with David

2012-12-18T17:51:00.000+02:00

And my lips were magic. You were becoming more and more harder . You begged me not to stop but you wasn't wearing a protection at the moment and I don't like to risk . I said I want to feel you in me. And you gave it to me hard and deep while I was laying on my back and you were sitting on your knees. I was shy to look at you as you opened the condom and you rolled it. You looked I me , maybe hoping I was watching. I think you were disappointed that I wasn't. I wish I was so I can have a better memory of the moment. But I was keeping my eyes closed most of the time. I felt your hardness pressing against my body and got sooo wet. It was soo good. I was getting more and more wet. I was happy that I had you. You are so hot and you look soo good. Why were you trembling when you were removing my cloths? You asked me if I want to take a shower. I didn't dare to tell you that I washed myself when I went to bathroom. I also didn't dare to tell you that I would loooove to make a shower with you. You came and you said enthusiastically " you make me finish ".Then you stood up and went to throw the condom and wash your hands in the bathroom. You came back to bed and we smoked a cigarette together and we discussed trivial things while i was resting my head on your chest and playing with your hair, caressing you. I was wondering if you want a second round. I was afraid you will not. And I did not know how to ask you. So I started touching your chest your arms, going down to your boxers. You were hard again and you sat on your knees while I was laying on my belly . And you got so deep in me that it got painful so I had to turn to one side. I was moaning of pleasure and you asked me if I like it and I said yes but I feel pain too. I was feeling weird to lay naked so I asked you for something to cover my body. You brought me a towel. We smoked another cigarette and you said that you need to make a shower because you have to go to work. I did not know how to tell you that I would like to take a shower with you. You wore your boxers and realized they were upside down, so you took them off and put them on again. I lied to you that I don't know the road to the subway just so that I will spend a few more minutes with you. You agreed to drop me at the station and we walked fast. Elena was waiting for me inside. So I kissed you. You said that you will charge your phone and call me the next day. And we said goodbye.

Fighting with my mind

2012-12-18T11:16:00.001+02:00

I think I am in love with a fantasy of mine. Because I don't know anything about yo . About how you really are . I told you you are sweet and you didn't like that. .. I think u wanted to look rough but it couldn't work because you really are sweet. All my thoughts about you are based on how I interpreted what you said and done. But nothing is real, because you don't get to know somebody after 2-3 hours we spend in bed. It was good. You were revolted that I came with my friend to meet you. But when I got into your bed you started trembling ... was it because of the emotion you felt or because of the excitement? You undressed me and you kissed my breasts ... I felt so relaxed ... so free with you. You were so emotional that you were finding it difficult to get hard ... You touched me with your fingers ... you kissed me and finally you gave up. You sat up and you told me to help you get hard ... so I did ....

I'll tell you more later

Burning desires

2012-12-18T10:42:00.001+02:00

I don't even know why I want you ... I want you because you don't need me . I want you but I don't need you either. Even if I have you ... what can I do with you ?You cannot be mine . I think I want u because u don't want you so I want to make you want me so that I will not want you anymore. How do I do that ? You are completely ignoring me . I just saw you once, spend a few hours with you, and now I crave for you, why? I don't even remember your face clearly . Would I recognize you if I saw you random one day on the street? Why you are ignoring me in this way? Not even telling me to leave you alone? This other guy is begging for my attention and I don't even have time for him Life is too cruel sometimes. You weren't even so spectacular in bed. Why am I waiting my time lusting for you? I just want you one more time .... maybe to convince myself that you wasn't so good for me to want you again or just to prove you that i am good .I don't even know what I would do with you if you were mine ... you said that you are 29 but your profile says 19... you are so young and irresponsible. You have nothing to offer me but I still want you . Why I cannot just forget about you as I forgot about you almost this whole month that I was away ?

Je n\ai pas besoin de toi

Mais j'ai envie de toi

Je ne sais pas pourquoi

Mais je te veux encore une fois .

Is what I would like to send you as sms right now but I don't want you to think that I am a desperate freak . So i will just write it here. I don't want to disturb you with my begging.

David

2012-12-17T21:37:00.000+02:00

O.k. now let me tell you about David. I met him online ... he wanted to meet me for real but at that time i wasn't interested of meeting him. So i added him on my yahoo messenger that i don't usually go online with and from time to time I used to chat with him ... like once in 2-3 weeks. I told him that I might go to Bucharest one day and I might make him a visit. I was trying to be a good and cautious girl and I decided to meet him for the first time in public so that i will not end up meeting serial killer or a psycho. So I invited him for a coffee but he didn't agree, he wanted to meet me straight to his place, which wasn't convenient 4 me. Our meeting was delayed by the busy woman from the embassy (which is another funny story .. i will tell you about her later ). He was waiting for me and I finally was able to see him later than I announced him. I guess he thought I was joking about meeting him. So he wasn't answering my calls again and my messages. Finally he agreed to meet me.