Time Tells All... But What Is It Saying?

New Things...

2012-06-26T23:56:00.000-07:00

Yea so I haven't blogged here in like a year... partly because I forgot I had a blog and partly because I moved to tumblr and I don't really write anymore... so if anybody cares which i seriously doubt you can catch me on nerdyj.tumblr.com or/and my twitter: @DontBeAHeadAss hit me up I like to talk...

The Long Wait

2011-09-06T16:16:00.000-07:00

I know i havent been really on here lately but I have been through some huge changes in my life I graduated high school (barely thanks to this 1 teacher) and my parents got a divorce and I have had to move out my house.... I don't even have a computer anymore (long story) but I do have a shitload of things to write about now and i will start posting asap

Love = Pain

2011-05-15T18:46:00.000-07:00

Love is pain but why do we choose to be hurt again and again?
Maybe it's human nature?
Maybe that's why people still watch the Lakers...
Is love what keeps us together, yet keeps us apart
So sharp like a sword yet soft like a feather
Maybe that's why we give it a squeeze
Love is like a panda before it grows
Soft and cuddly now but wait until it grows...
It will RIP your heart out no R.I.P. for you
Leaving your thoughts cloudier than milk in water
See what love does to you?
Don't underestimate or doubt it
Love is like rubber it will ALWAYS bounce back to you
I have been popped more than once and it really hurts...
Who knew you would give me so much work
Love I'm taking you and burying you in the freaking DIRT
R.I.P. Pain(Love)

Stunt Shades I Just Became a Affiliate

2011-04-16T20:06:00.000-07:00

https://www.e-junkie.com/ecom/gb.php?cl=159332&c=ib&aff=165459

The Reverse Turkey (Bowling For Love)

2011-02-16T19:57:00.000-08:00

Is this what you planned?
It seems as if my love life is in a permanent jam
No... I'm not blaming you
But I'm always feeling the blues
It's like the american news, stuck on tragedy
So there's nothing nice to see
Send me to the UK if I was a Prince I would voluntarily get banished
You see what I mean?
My life is nothing but a bad dream
When I write unless it's from the heart
Sense is word that it just won't make
I'm on my unlucky roll I hope someone can break it
In bowling terms I've just won a turkey
Too bad it's the opposite of win
Every girl I try to love just wants to hurt me
To quote a song "Love's lost, Love's GONE"
My thoughts of the past still makes me groan
My love life is like a house built out of foam
All it does is gets blown
"Well sucks for you!" Brain says to the heart.

The Writing Block

2011-01-22T13:44:00.000-08:00

The reason why I haven't been posting lately is because I have writers block. It's not fun at all, I have gotten over my heart ache and I can't write about nothing like I use too. All I have is old things I have wrote but you know the subject about those, trying to move forward but it looks like I will be posting backwards.

The Definition of L O V E

2011-01-04T14:52:00.000-08:00

I really believe what is believed to be the definition of love is wrong. Music, Movies, TV, and anybody who explains it to you has it wrong. I believe love is what you make of it, basically you make your own definition to it your own rules. In the end if it feels right in your heart thats all that matters

Just Try To Pull Me Down (Calf Clawers)

2010-12-29T20:17:00.000-08:00

The way I see it you can say whatever you want about me. It wont change who I am and what I was born to do. In fact you just told me exactly what you want to be doing for the rest of your life. Bringing people down to your level.

The Giver

2010-12-29T20:09:00.000-08:00

I honestly dont have anything else to say.
positive or negative.
I give out so much I never stop to think about receiving.
guess i dont deserve... "Love."
Because if I give in to my desire to only recieve,
Where does that path lead?
What happens to me?
"Love's is gone, Love's lost" I believe Drake got it right
Yet my silly heart always puts up a fight.
My brain already know the end, that's why I choose not think again
The truth hurts, whoever said that deserves an Oscar
I'm through with this emotion and you, I clearly hit the ground
It hurts that I had to give you a clue
For that I'll give you another one
Adios my good friend, it's time to change my view

The Heart Game

2010-12-26T15:30:00.000-08:00

Dont play with a heart unless you want yours played with...

The Drop Off Point

2010-12-20T21:49:00.000-08:00

What do you do when your reach a low point. Lately I feel like it's been a string of lows I have no idea how to get out of. I don't have any way of knowing what I should do, I don't even have a better view on what to do. Maybe we are all experiencing low after low it's just something that we all fail to know.

The So Called Quitter

2010-12-20T10:50:00.000-08:00

To be honest I was thinking about taking a break from writing. Everytime my pen touches paper there is only one emotion I can seem to write about. The second I try to write about something else it shifts back, and I'm really tired of that. So for now you can call this the end but... in reality its only a long beginning

OK Go - Invincible

2010-12-19T20:28:00.000-08:00

OK Go - Don't Ask Me

2010-12-19T20:25:00.000-08:00

OK Go - A Million Ways

2010-12-19T19:55:00.000-08:00

The No Plan Man

2010-12-17T12:37:00.000-08:00

I unlike most people find no joy in planning anything, usually it never works out and the randomness of life never fails to surprise and entertain.

The Tunnel (New Names, Same Game)

2010-12-17T12:34:00.000-08:00

As you all might know this blog was named "Only Time Will Tell" but recently time has told... but now I'm trying to figure out what it means? Is love meant for me? If so how come all I find is rejection and heartache? I can already tell I have a long way to go.

Dreams... What Do They Really Mean

2010-12-17T12:20:00.000-08:00

It reads: Tell me why I fell asleep and I saw a picture of a gingerbread house, and I seen another and another of the same hous and after a while your name popped up on it... then mines did... What does this mean?

The Happy Ending/Beginning

2010-12-15T17:57:00.000-08:00

Our conversations will always bring light to my face
Lately my seems heart seems healed up maybe it's heaven's grace
I guess we all need to learn to grow up for goodness sake
I believe I hurt you too, maybe as bad as you hurt me boo
But I'm glad we talked it out, never would have heard your side about
It let me finish my last thought, thinking of how much better it is now
Brings a warmness to my heart, not that hollow broken feeling I got
I'm glad that I got over myself, and this came to a conclusion too.
I believe this is the end of "Only Time Will Tell" dude....

My Own Personal Fall

2010-12-14T12:33:00.000-08:00

It comes to my attention that I hurt you... and that's something I would never want to willingly do again even by accident. I know now that I may be the asshole of this story and I need to grow up, and so I shall.

The Very Wrong (But) True Lie

2010-12-11T19:27:00.000-08:00

If you ask me I'm going to lie and say it doesn't matter
That my feeling for you where as mythical as a satyr
But in fact I try very hard to hide their existence
Now you see why I be making a fist?
"Every girl you truly like or fall for is taken you twit
Love is for the fit!"
My brain is truly an asshole
Holding all that negativity in them folds
Now back to the lie that keeps being sold
It's the reason why I'm feeling this low
I really do like you, and I came super close
To telling your how i really felt
Yea I know you have a boyfriend why am I still pursuing?
Do I only covet what's not mines?
To me you truly are more than fine
Your beautiful in every way, you can even say a dime
But I can't ever tell you... I already lied....

The Heart Dive

2010-12-11T19:17:00.000-08:00

Do you know what I want you to do?
To break up with your boyfriend so it'll be just me and you
But that's just my inner childish view
My mature side knows that's not gonna happen
The best thing for me is to move on without distraction
I can't give in to my inner need for satisfaction
I'm honestly sad that this has even happened
I wish I kept my heart strapped in
Because I was ready to give it to you
You didn't notice and I SWEAR thats not even cool
It's like I handed you my heart and you through it in the pool
The deep end, just knowing I cant even swim
But here I dive trying to save it
You can't just give your heart to anybody
My doctor say's I need it to pump blood through my body
Now-a-Days when I see you my heart remember what you did
I'm not telling a fib, but it still hurts.

Love(1)+No Love(-1)=Heartache(0)

2010-12-11T19:03:00.000-08:00

With all that's happened I have forgotten the definition of a chance
Because it seems everyone I take leads my life into a slant
It's like I'm a washed out rapper looking for fans
But in the end I guess people don't really give a damn
My life so far is 1 long math problem why give it a chance?
I know even if I ask you woldn't save me the last dance
It's as simple as that you don't love me
I'm not gonna stick around and be a doormat at your feet
I love you, but I don't deserve that
It's time for me to trim this extra fat
It's as simple as a face slap
I have to move on, I can't keep asking for your love on loan
I'm one of the few who didn't just want "some"
I hope you have the best life and all
It's just sad that I'm not gonna be in it in the upcoming fall.

The Grand Canyon I Call My Love Life

2010-12-08T18:55:00.000-08:00

To be honest it's honestly getting to the point where every girl I actually truly like has a boyfriend, and half the time their no good. My luck is nonexistent to me at the moment :(

Love Isn't For Me

2010-12-07T21:21:00.000-08:00

To be honest I'm getting sick of writing about love, a future where they release white doves, at this point I dont think it's for me, because everytime i get my feelings involved, the entire relationship revolves and leaves me sitting on my ass, why did I even try because after I told I wasn't getting the right vibes. As you can see love really isn't for me.