The Story Behind Me

I am the Hoggish!

2010-04-17T13:38:00.005+08:00

Another interval in my life which I think the most exigent for me to deal with… 2 love in 1 time sound a bit thorny for you to imagine how hard am I going through every part of it.. My hearts were sliced into pieces but in the same time, controlling my patient is the most contemptible thing that I ever did to myself. When you love someone that u really love with, it is easy for you to be what I cal super susceptible person on earth. Every movement and every word that came out from your mouth it easily touched people heart. Whether for good or bad you will still touch it.

Being someone who put you as a 2^nd, part in his life is not easy to handle with and what I am going through right now is the most hectic chapter ever. Feel a bit demoralize and tension but I think this is normal but how u can engross that think from manipulating yourself is a bit stupid because you already know the answer and you already know the consequences yet you still want to gone through all the sadden part.

In the mean time I just can pray to GOD and ask if I can be a little bit more stronger that what I am today and rain me with the glee which I am looking for it not only for me but for someone who I can share the special moment with and stay on ground with my own feet to feel the exhilaration of being the most jovial human on earth with someone that I love … If you ever read my blog, just want you to know how much I love you and how hard for me to make this relation going smoother without any interruption from outside. In addition, just want to know that I am really2 sorry if I let you down and doing something wrong in time when we are still new in this relation.

It has been 4 years since the first email that I got from my Mailbox, which started our banter and become what we are today... Glad to have you in my life and hopefully nothing going change you for me...

Hurmmmm!

2010-04-10T14:38:00.000+08:00

No matter what happen I dun want to loose you and I cannot think about other way from not getting you out of my mind. In the mean time, I just follow the gush because I know how hard the day would be if one day I have to let you go and will never get you back.

The seeds are mounting and the sparks has seen such a beautiful evolution for us to let the sun shine beyond the sky. In addition, I always pray and ask if I could ever let this thing to be a perfect moment in my life and let it be forever. Only god who has the power to relocate the activity of the human and the temperament as what it has to be...

And the journey begins…

Sadden Truth

2010-04-09T00:23:00.005+08:00

After a long relation between you and me and after a long journey that we get through, it is time for me to tell you that I am in love with you. Nevertheless, it will never been the same as if I could really hug you in my arm... Sad by knowing that you belong to someone else...Since we know each other for almost 3 years, I never visualize that we can be this closed and will had this kind of sensation but deep inside I kept to myself that It will never ever happened if I ever knew that you’re attached. From day to day and time to time, this feeling is going deeper and deeper as I feel u everywhere I go and I cannot stop myself from thinking about you.

Hoping to be the other half is the most enthralling things in my life after what I been through before and hope the new life will make me feel more happy yet I have to admit that the moment is not yet to come. I am aiming to high, as I know that we will never touch the skies together. In other assertion that we had and bring out all the feeling that we have. Collaborating every moment that we spent together does not change what you have in your life.

Me in your heart must be less significant than what you already locked up deep inside your heart. The truth is, I love you and I want you to be with me and I would ever forgive myself from loosing you but the fact is I have to admit that I will lose you one day. Just want you to know that it is hard for me to love someone and it is not easy for me to be apart.

TO BE CONTINUED

Kuala Lumpur to Oceania

2010-03-02T21:02:00.004+08:00

The first night was suck as i can't even close my eyes ... furthermore i need to wake up at 4am for my Clark flight and i still can chat with some of my colleague through my Blackberry.. I don't know what the hell I'm thinking of until the view port is still clear for another episode.

My mind keep processing up and down and the only thing in my mind it's only him. Kinda weird to have this kind of thing but yeah it's still remain as it be. 2hrs it's consider enough for me to take a nap and recharge my body for the long journey back to Philippine.Every i do is like hell ... almost forgot that i left my wallet at home as i almost half of the journey to my workplace.. shit eit' this is the 1st time ever which i really mess up everything in the nightly morning.

The 45mins journey has been cut short to be only 26mins for me to be at the office and just i passed through the gate i immediately sent out a text long way to Oceania while he was still asleep saying that i miss him and hope he will feel the same as i am.. dragging everything inside me and hold it tight in and release everything out slowly... "hope he will be fine there"

Hurmmmmm

Missing you..

2010-03-01T16:14:00.002+08:00

Today is the most lonely day for me as he will be away for quite sometimes and maybe i would never have time to meet him and be with him about a month ... how sad will it be and i can't imagine that we only can hear each other voice and text from the phone.
Started to miss him and thinking about him everyday and sometime i think if one day i would never meet him again and talk with him like we did everyday..

How sad to know that he actually belongs to someone else who deserve him better than me ... i dun have the answer and only him will know it and i will wait for the time for him to confess me about his feeling and our status... well i can only put myself 4 out of 10 as he still attached with his crush. and me, still counting the days and ticking the time and wait until the answer came to me...... click clock click clock...

Me, Myself And I

2010-02-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

There is no one can judge me except myself and GOD.. Being together with a few circle of frenz, received a lot of feedback from them about me and my life... it is not a simple job for you to know about what they think about you and who you are ...For me, i take it as part of the compliment and also a guidance to relocate unnecessary things in me and try to change it with another good part.. i know i'm not that perfect and who is perfect in this world anyway... NO ONE!

As time goes by i realize that i need to put a little hope inside me to accept whatever thing that might change people perception towards me and I'm glad there is a lot of people out there willing to buzz me off and remind me from not to get out of my own track... thanks a lot... really love you guys... i had a symptom where i'm easily to forget about what actually happened to me and what am doing everyday. It's like an auto delete in my brain which i can only locate it in my rubbish bin.. when i want it... i don't know why and still thinking bout it until now and sometimes it make me sick thinking about what is going on and when does it happen. And the symptom is still on....... and on.... and on.....

After A While

2010-02-22T11:44:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time since i left this page blankly for a bout a year without a story and updates... and now it started again..

In many days I've been through a lots of difficulties in dealing with the peoples around me . Am changing... changing myself from one person to a better one. From family, friends, love and myself it is hard for me to tell u guys how much i hate this life but ended up i am still here and remain with the same character who i called myself "aman". Thank you god for giving me a lot of chances to know everything in this world and make me strong facing all the adventurous scenarios for me to improvise myself from not to go out of the track but still in the right path and routes.

It's SATURDAYYYYYY!

2008-11-15T13:23:00.002+08:00

What a luvly saturday....need to get a good lunch today and after that just straight away to the gym.hahahaaaa! got no time to waste a single minute nowadays coz at the end of the day i just wasting my time without doing anything....My new roster is out and at the moment i cannot say anything coz it's still early for me to be worried because there is always a last minute changes and i just put that a side ...got a fews standby and the rest just a normal flights.... only got a few international flight for me this month.haha who cares!

It's been damn heavy raining these few days and it really make me sick coz i cannot go anywhere ..well, all the plan is goin' to jumble up today but i just stick to what is more important.
Today i will be the officially saturday maid because need to clean up everything and wash my unform and my pants and my undies ..urgh! a lot of work man! and after that i'm goin to meet my lovely mama and have a cup of coffee before we discuss about what is going on next..hahah that's is at the moment...will update more information as soon a i get to this laptop..huhuhu

till then....

lot's of love,

Aman

2008-11-14T17:53:00.002+08:00

Oh god! i was so so so damn long i never log into this site ...i dun know why i wanna do it now...
it has been a pleasure to blogging in AGAIN and share a new experience with all of you.

For the last 5 months... erkkk...6 to 7 months i never write anything in this blog but now i will start everything again and again...but i don't want to promise anything because i still working and need a rest to keep my body fit and so on....

Well dear,starting from t'row i will post whatever thing that i have and i'll make sure u not gonna miss anything from it.heheheheh

lot's of luv,

Aman

ADAB MENDENGAR AZAN

2008-05-14T10:48:00.000+08:00

ADAB MENDENGAR AZAN

Kematian itu pasti menjelma. Hanya masa dan waktunya yang tidak kita ketahui. Cubakita amati. Mengapa kebanyakan orang yg nazak, hampir ajal tidak dapat berkata apa-apa.. lidahnya kelu, keras dan hanya mimik mukanya yang menahan kesakitan 'sakaratul maut'. Diriwayatkan sebuah hadis yg bermaksud: "Hendaklah kamu mendiamkan diri ketika azan, jika tidak Allah akan kelukan lidahnya ketika maut menghampirinya."Ini jelas menunjukkan, kita disarankan agar mendiamkan diri, jangan berkata apa-apa pun semasa azan berkumandang. Sebagai orang beragama Islam kita wajib menghormati azan. Banyak fadhilatnya. Jika lagu kebangsaan kita diajar agar berdiri tegak dan diamkan diri. Mengapa ketika azan kita tidak boleh mendiamkan diri? Lantas sesiapa yang berkata-kata ketika azan, Allah akan kelukan lidahnya ketika nazak. Kita takut dengan kelunya lidah kita semasa ajal hampir tiba maka kita tidak dapat mengucap kalimah "Lailahaillallah.." yang mana sesiapa yang dapat mengucapkan kalimah ini ketika nyawanya akan dicabut Allah dgn izinNya menjanjikan syurga untuk mereka. Dari itu marilah kita sama-sama menghormati azan dan mohon kepada Allah supaya lidah ini tidak kelu semasa nyawa kita sedang dicabut. "Ya Allah! Anugerahkanlah kematian kami dengan kematian yang baik lagi mulia, lancarkan lidah kami mengucap kalimah "Lailahaillallah.." semasa sakaratul maut menghampiri kami. Amin.. amin.. amin Yarobbal a'lamin.."

BY MONTH

2008-04-26T15:25:00.001+08:00

2. By Month alpha-Q@yahoogroups.com

JANUARY

*Ambitious and serious *Loves to teach and be taught *Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses *Likes to criticize *Hardworking and productive *Smart, neat and organised *Sensitive and has deep thoughts *Knows how to make others happy *Quiet unless excited or tensed *Rather reserved *Highly attentive *Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds *Romantic but has difficulties expressing love *Loves children *Homely person *Loyal *Needs to improve social abilities *Easily jealous.

FEBRUARY

*Abstract thoughts *Loves reality and abstract *Intelligent and clever *Changing personality *Temperamental *Quiet, shy and humble *Low self esteem *Honest and loyal *Determined to reach goals *Loves freedom *Rebellious when restricted *Loves aggressiveness *Too sensitive and easily hurt *Showing anger easily *Dislike unnecessary things *Loves making friends but rarely shows it *Daring and stubborn *Ambitious *Realizing dreams and hopes *Sharp *Loves entertainment and leisure *Romantic on the inside not outside *Superstitious and ludicrous *Spendthrift *Learns to show emotions.

MARCH

*Attractive personality *Affectionate *Shy and reserved *Secretive *Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic *Loves peace and serenity *Sensitive to others *Loves to serve others *Not easily angered *Trustworthy *Appreciative and returns kindness *Observant and assess others *Revengeful *Loves to dream and fantasize *Loves traveling *Loves attention *Hasty decisions in choosing partners *Loves home decors *Musically talented *Loves special things *Moody.

APRIL

*Active and dynamic *Decisive and haste but tends to regret *Attractive and affectionate to oneself *Strong mentality *Loves attention *Diplomatic *Consoling *Friendly and solves people's problems *Brave and fearless *Adventurous *Loving and caring *Suave and generous *Emotional *Revengeful *Aggressive *Hasty *Good memory *Moving *Motivate oneself and the others *Sickness usually of the head and chest *Easily get too jealous.

MAY

*Stubborn and hard-hearted *Strong-willed and highly motivated *Sharp thoughts *Easily angered *Attracts others and loves attention *Deep feelings *Beautiful physically and mentally *Firm standpoint *Easily influenced *Needs no motivation *Easily consoled *Systematic (left brain) *Loves to dream *Strong clairvoyance *Understanding *Sickness usually in the ear and neck *Good imagination *Good debating skills *Good physical *Weak breathing *Loves literature and the arts *Loves traveling *Dislike being at home *Restless *Hardworking *High spirited *Spendthrift

JUNE

*Thinks far with vision *Easily influenced by kindness *Polite and soft-spoken *Having lots of ideas *Sensitive *Active mind *Hesitating *Tends to delay *Choosy and always wants the best *Temperamental *Funny and humorous *Loves to joke *Good debating skills *Talkative *Daydreamer *Friendly *Knows how to make friends *Abiding *Able to show character *Easily hurt *Prone to getting colds *Loves to dress up *Easily bored *Fussy *Seldom show emotions *Takes time to recover when hurt *Brand conscious *Executive *Stubborn *Those who loves me are enemies *Those who hates me are friends.

JULY

*Fun to be with *Secretive *Difficult to fathom and to be understood *Quiet unless excited or tensed *Takes pride in oneself *Has reputation *Easily consoled *Honest *Concern about people's feelings *Tactful *Friendly *Approachable *Very emotional *Temperamental and unpredictable *Moody and easily hurt *Witty and starkly *Sentimental *Not revengeful *Forgiving but never forgets *Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things *Guides others physically and mentally *Sensitive and forms impressions carefully *Caring and loving *Treats others equally *Strong sense of sympathy *Wary and sharp *Judge people through observations *Hardworking *No difficulties in studying *Loves to be alone *Always broods about the past and the old friends *Likes to be quiet *Homely person *Waits for friends *Never looks for friends *Not aggressive unless provoked *Prone to having stomach and dieting problems *Loves to be loved *Easily hurt but takes long to recover *Overly concerned *Puts in effort in work.

AUGUST

*Loves to joke *Attractive *Suave and caring *Brave and fearless *Firm and has leadership qualities *Knows how to console others *Too generous and egoistic *Take high pride of oneself *Thirsty for praises *Extraordinary spirit *Easily angered *Angry when provoked *Easily jealous *Observant *Careful and cautious *Thinks quickly *Independent thoughts *Loves to lead and to be led *Loves to dream *Talented in the arts, music and defense *Sensitive but not petty *Poor resistance against illnesses *Learns to relax *Hasty and rusty *Romantic *Loving and caring *Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER

*Suave and compromising *Careful, cautious and organized *Likes to point out people's mistakes *Likes to criticize *Quiet but able to talk well *Calm and cool *Kind and sympathetic *Concerned and detailed *Trustworthy, loyal and honest *Does work well *Sensitive *Thinking *Good memory *Clever and knowledgeable *Loves to look for information *Must control oneself when criticizing *Able to motivate oneself *Understanding *Secretive *Loves sports, leisure and traveling *Hardly shows emotions *Tends to bottle up feelings *Choosy especially in relationships *Loves wide things *Systematic.

OCTOBER

*Loves to chat *Loves those who loves him *Loves to takes things at the center *Attractive and suave *Inner and physical beauty *Does not lie or pretend *Sympathetic *Treats friends importantly *Always making friends *Easily hurt but recovers easily *Bad tempered *Selfish *Seldom helps unless asked *Daydreamer *Very opinionated *Does not care of what others think *Emotional *Decisive *Strong clairvoyance *Loves to travel, the arts and literature *Soft-spoken, loving and caring *Romantic *Touchy and easily jealous *Concerned *Loves outdoors *Just and fair *Spendthrift and easily influenced *Easily lose confidence.

NOVEMBER

*Has a lot of ideas *Difficult to fathom *Thinks forward *Unique and brilliant *Extraordinary ideas *Sharp thinking *Fine and strong clairvoyance *Can become good doctors *Careful and cautious *Dynamic in personality *Secretive *Inquisitive *Knows how to dig secrets *Always thinking *Less talkative but amiable *Brave and generous *Patient *Stubborn and hard-hearted *If there is a will, there is a way *Determined *Never give up *Hardly become angry unless provoked *Loves to be alone *Thinks differently from others *Sharp-minded *Motivates oneself *Does not appreciate praises *High-spirited *Well-built and tough *Deep love and emotions *Romantic *Uncertain in relationships *Homely *Hardworking *High abilities *Trustworthy *Honest and keeps secrets *Not able to control emotions *Unpredictable.

DECEMBER

*Loyal and generous *Patriotic *Active in games and interactions *Impatient and hasty *Ambitious *Influential in organizations *Fun to be with *Loves to socialize *Loves praises *Loves attention *Loves to be loved *Honest and trustworthy *Not pretending *Short tempered *Changing personality *Not egoistic *Takes high pride in oneself *Hates restrictions *Loves to joke *Good sense of humor *Logical.

NAME ALPHA

2008-04-26T15:06:00.004+08:00

1. By Name alpha-Q@yahoogroups.com

Does your name begin with: A?

U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you never pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating; otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very practical, & not very emotional. Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.
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Does your name begin with: B?

You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an statement of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your statement of endearments, and particular when it comes to love. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.
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Does your name begin with: C?

You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.
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Does your name begin with: D?

Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humor. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper.
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Does your name begin with: E?

Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book. Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover.
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Does your name begin with: F?

You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favorite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.
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Does your name begin with: G?

You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.
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Does your name begin with: H?

You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life, fun & everything you seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment. You are very affectionate & very strong. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvements often, as you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with a passion for life.
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Does your name begin with: I?

You have a great need to be loved, appreciated...even worshiped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking spend hours just touching feeling & exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of statement. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long & you often tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.
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Does your name begin with: J?

You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. ( you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game. You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.
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Does your name begin with: K?

You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to beattractive by many. You are a good friend.
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Does your name begin with: L?

You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your statement of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated.
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Does your name begin with: M?

You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of your mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.
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Does your name begin with: N?

You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.
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Does your name begin with: O?

You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and/or seeking we. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Love is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity and is willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.
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Does your name begin with: P?

You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or reputation. Appearances count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively free of hang-ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.
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Does your name begin with: Q?

You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation to turn you on and keep you going.
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Does your name begin with: R?

You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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Does your name begin with: S?

For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet. You like beingthe center of attention. You are very caring, sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend. ________________________________________________________

Does your name begin with: T?

You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. Music, soft lights & romantic thoughts turn you on. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change; you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn ! out to save your life.
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Does your name begin with: U?

You are enthusiastic & at you're happiest when in love. When not in love you're in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as challenge. You are a roamer & needs adventure, excitement freedom. You enjoy giving gifts & looking good. Youare willing to put others feelings above yours.
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Does your name begin with: V?

You are individualistic & you need freedom, space & excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his/her head to see hat makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at responding to danger, fear & suspense.
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Does your name begin with: W?

You are very proud, determined & refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tends to throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like laying love games.
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Does your name begin with: X?

You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can handle more than 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.
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Does your name begin with: Y?

You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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Does your name begin with: Z?

You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate & attracting people who have unusual trouble. You see yourself as a lover's savior.
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MInd Test

2008-04-26T15:03:00.000+08:00

A380

2008-04-26T14:47:00.006+08:00

A380 photos from Farnborough Air Show, England, and July 18, 2006. Look at the cars parked under its wing.
The cockpit of the A380....my first ever uploads of a cockpit picture and the first picture of the A380 cockpit. No idea what everything means, but it is certainly impressive! You can see the location of the aircraft by looking at the GPS on the ECIAS and also a view of the aircraft from the tail camera view.
The A380 breaks out of the cloud leaving an amazing trail of vapor behind.
Beautiful Night Shot.
If you had any doubts about size
Welcome to Singapore ... who will be the first airport to fly the A380 and on this occasion was the first to host the aircraft on its inaugural intercontinental flight and first sortie outside of Europe. Looking majestic wearing Singapore Airlines' titles as she crosses the South Cross taxiway

Cockpit wide angle shot
Making its first ever visit on runway 23 at the Airbus factory at Hawarden
Check out the droop of this wing!! There is obviously a lot of flex, but not the way the A330/A340 flexes upwards...
The A380 and B777-300ER
Overview of Display I at ILA2006. I think there is something for everyone: The Airbus family with 318, 340-600 and 380 in front, the Russian area behind with Tu204-300, Il-76TD, Il-76TD-90VD and the mighty MiG-29OVT and in the back the US-section with B1B, C-130, KC-135R, F-16 and 2x F-15! All highlights in one picture...

Spongebob Di Masjid India....! Gemparrrr!

2008-04-06T10:46:00.002+08:00

Dimasuki Tikus Mariangin

2008-04-06T10:37:00.002+08:00

Warning!

2008-04-06T10:24:00.003+08:00

Do not eat these mini lobsters.These mini crustaceans are literally the garbage cleaners in the sewagetreatment plants. The "dirtier" the water, the fatter these mini lobsters become.Their lungs are full of worms and their flesh saturated with poisonous metals.Unscrupulous merchants somehow found a way to get these marketed toeateries. Do not order this dish. Pass this to those friends who may want to try these mini "lobsters".

Dunia Semakin Tenggelam..........

2008-04-06T10:19:00.003+08:00

Are U Addicted To Love

2008-04-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

You Are 51% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.

You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?

Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.

Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!

Are You Addicted to Love?

How Libra Are You

2008-04-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

You are 80% Libra

How Libra Are You?

Do You Need A Man?

2008-04-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.

You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.

However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.

Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

What Love Song Are You

2008-04-04T20:27:00.001+08:00

Your Love Song Is

Wonderwall by Oasis

"I'm sure you've heard it all before

But you never really had a doubt

I don't believe that anybody feels

The way I do about you now"

You know what you want - but does that person want you?

What Love Song Are You?

Your Native American Name

2008-04-04T20:21:00.001+08:00

Your Native American Name Is...

Ahanu Istaqa

Your name means: Laughing Coyote Man

What's Your Native American Name?

Yang Hitam Pun Sama

2008-03-29T18:59:00.002+08:00

Temubual seorang pemuda dengan pakcik gembala biri-biri.

Pemuda : Baguslah ternakan biri-biri pakcik. Boleh saya tanya beberapa
soalan tak?
Pakcik : Boleh aje...
Pemuda : Berapa jauh biri-biri ni berjalan setiap hari?
Pakcik : Yang mana, yang putih atau yang hitam?"
Pemuda : Yang putih.
Pakcik : Kalau yang putih berjalan lebih kurang enam kilometer setiap hari.
Pemuda : Yang hitam?
Pakcik : Yang hitam pun sama...

Pemuda : Berapa banyak plak rumput biri-biri ni makan setiap hari?
Pakcik : Yang mana, yang putih atau yang hitam?>
Pemuda : Yang putih?
Pakcik : Ah, yang putih makan lebih kurang empat kilo rumput setiaphari.
Pemuda : Dan yang hitam?
Pakcik : Yang hitam pun sama...

Pemuda : Berapa banyak bulu yang mereka hasilkan setiap tahun?
Pakcik : Yang mana, yang putih atau yang hitam?
Pemuda : Yang putih?
Pakcik : Aaa....yang putih menghasilkan sekitar enam kilo bulu setiap tahun.
Pemuda : Dan yang hitam?
Pakcik : Yang hitam pun sama...

Pemuda : Kenapa pakcik membezakan biri-biri pakcik yg putih dgn yg hitam, padahal jawapan semuanya sama aje?
Pakcik : Mestilah...sebab biri-biri yang putih itu pakcik yang punye.
Pemuda : Ooo, gitu ke...abis tu yang hitam tu sapa punye?
Pakcik : Yang hitam pun sama.....

Pantuk Mengusik

2008-03-29T18:54:00.002+08:00

Apasal la aku malas sembahyang,
Tuhan kasi aku jasad siap dengan bayang - bayang,
Bukan ke lebih beruntung daripada tiang,
Berdiri tanpa roh malam & siang...

Apasal la aku malas sembahyang,
Kerja dah best keluarga pun dah senang,
Negara pun dah aman tidak lagi hidup berdagang,
Takkan limaminit limawaktu aku tak boleh luang..

Apasal la aku malas sembahyang,
Tuhan kasi otak supaya aku tak bangang,
Tuhan kasi ilmu boleh fikir susah senang,
Tuhan kasi nikmat kenapa aku tak kenang...

Apasal la aku malas sembahyang,
Main bola aku sanggup sampai petang,
Beli tiket konsert aku sanggup beratur panjang,
Apa la aku ingat masuk syurga boleh hutang...?

Apasal la aku malas sembahyang,
Aku kena ingat umur Kita bukannya panjang,
Pagi Kita sihat petang boleh kejang,
Nanti dalam kubur kena balun sorang - sorang....

Apasal la aku malas sembahyang,
Siksa neraka Cubala aku bayang,
Perjalanan akhirat memang terlalu panjang,
Janji Allah Taala akan tertunai tak siapa boleh Halang!!!

P/s:
Renung2kan Dan Selamat BeramaL!!... > Yg. Baik tuh dari ALLAH, yg. Buruk tuh Dari kite sume