tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82186169121062390172011-11-28T07:52:30.302+08:00Adrian's EverythingYou're Mine & I'm YoursAdrian S.S Nghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02190574251256208349noreply@blogger.comBlogger207125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8218616912106239017.post-78877162427912993122011-11-09T23:32:00.002+08:002011-11-09T23:46:07.475+08:002011-11-09T23:46:07.475+08:00三个月的约定今天，早上起来，我想她了，结果我发了封讯息约她今晚吃饭，<br /><br />结果....她答应了，说等下才谈。<br /><br />结果到了下午她真的讯息来了，<br /><br />问要去PM没？<br /><br />我当然答应啦，<br /><br />结果我迫不及待耐心的等到六点放工，<br /><br />一放工了，<br /><br />第一时间飞着去找她了，<br /><br />见到她了，<br /><br />感觉真不一样，<br /><br />本来是很累很累的，<br /><br />都变得精神起来了，<br /><br />然后我们先回我家，我更衣后，<br /><br />我们就出发去PM了，<br /><br />路途很赛车，我们谈了一下，<br /><br />她问我是不是很讨厌botak,<br /><br />我说是，我真的很讨厌他，<br /><br />因为要不是他的出现，<br /><br />我们现在已经在回一起了，<br /><br />她静了下来，<br /><br />然后我笑了起来，<br /><br />笑着说：其实他的出现有好有不好啦，<br /><br />因为他的出现，从我手中夺走了你，<br /><br />因为他的出现，我也真的更加懂得珍惜你，<br /><br />因为他的出现，我便懂得我真的是时候改了，<br /><br />她又静了下来，<br /><br />然后到了PM,<br /><br />我们像以往那样，<br /><br />走着去吃我们以前常吃的 Asam Laksa，<br /><br />一路上我还搂着她腰，<br /><br />感觉真的真的很幸福，<br /><br />然后吃饱了，<br /><br />我打包了东西就回我家去了，<br /><br />到了我家，<br /><br />我做了一些东西，<br /><br />弄到她真的真的好声气好失望，<br /><br />我是特地这样做的，<br /><br />然后我便送她回家了，<br /><br />中途，<br /><br />驾着驾着车一半，<br /><br />我说出口了，<br /><br />我说: 三个月，我们给大家三个月的时间，<br /><br />在这三个月里面，<br /><br />我不会找你，<br /><br />我不会打扰你和他，<br /><br />我也不会再update facebook status,<br /><br />在二月二十七号那天，两点下午，<br /><br />我会在 The Garden 的 T.G.I. Friday 等待你，<br /><br />如果你还爱着我，请你来，<br /><br />如果你真的可以放下我了，<br /><br />真的不再爱我了，你可以选择不来，<br /><br />我等待你的答案，<br /><br />其实我这样是做得对还是不对呢？<br /><br />我想这是真的是一个很好很好的办法了，<br /><br />我会耐心的等待这三个月，<br /><br />想知道我们最后的结果吗？<br /><br />想的话就要follow我咯。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8218616912106239017-7887716242791299312?l=originaladrian.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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<br /></div><div>i'm scared....i'm really scaring of losing you , seriously...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i can't control my temper sometimes....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>but you also have you temper though....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i wish we could have more tolerance for us both...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>wish you could understand me...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>of we already getting far away?</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i duno....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>just wish me and u...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>can love till the end..</div><div>
<br /></div><div>frankly speaking...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i won't let you go easily....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>you're the one i love the most among so many of em...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>if we really break up....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i will try and try to apologize...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>till you forgive me...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>if you still don't forgive me...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>no choice...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i will have to leave you...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>and i will not push myself into a relationship d....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i'm sick of tired of this kind of relationship...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i wan true love..</div><div>
<br /></div><div>love that you can't compare...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>love that every other one wanted...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>and now...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i think i have the best now...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i will cherish this relationship...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>you're the most precious thing in my life now...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>with you...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>ma life became beautiful ,</div><div>
<br /></div><div>you're really my motivation u know...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>well...i know...you can't force someone to love you anymore...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>forcing someone only will gain hate...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>not love...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>all the things...i gotta do and things i gotta say...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>it's all in here...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>if u really discover this post..</div><div>
<br /></div><div>and understand this post...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>well....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>it's all your right...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>be with me till the end or not...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>now..you're the one who have the right...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>not me...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>anyways...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>my heart will not change for you...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>and nothing's gonna change my love for you...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>you break my heart...i cry...</div><div>i bang the wall and die...>.<</div><div>like this sentence anyways...haha</div><div>
<br /></div><div>nowadays u seems like treating me so cold...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>cold like hard steel...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i'm really scared u know...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>>.<</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i'm a loser in relationship...(i'm not a good BF at all)</div><div>
<br /></div><div>please correct me...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i just don't wanna lose you...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>just wanna be the man behind you forever and ever...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>with all loves...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>your Bao Bei AKA Lao Gong AKA Adrian...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8218616912106239017-6135700124230628988?l=originaladrian.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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