Just the way I am

Poem 2017

2017-06-16T09:08:00.001-07:00

pieces of fate put us away

In time we tie the limits of fate

Soon the day will die

Then the moon will rise

Beginning and beginning

End in the end

Life isn't something you waste

HOW THE SYSTEM OF AUTISM WORKS IN ME.

2013-07-07T14:09:00.001-07:00

So you want to hear or listen to people but you really can't or you misunderstand what they are saying.

So each time I take one step I can feel every little pressure point rubbing against my foot - I can feel everything. I don't know if other people do that, but I know that it is a big part of my life - every little detail.

Autistic people do much more than just count how many leaves are in a tree or count how many times our foot hits the ground. Although, I often count the lines on the sidewalk while I walk around.

This is my day - every detail, but only the details that I see.

sorry for not posting

2013-03-03T09:32:00.001-08:00

This year has been kinda crazy. I went and metal detect and found a ring, wasn't a expensive ring a tungsten carbide ring, but i got really excited when i found it. I will post more in time.

new photos of where i've gone

2012-03-11T15:55:00.000-07:00

hawaii big island photos

Band names

2012-01-19T18:44:00.000-08:00

Some band names I've been thinking about for a week:
                          cosmoinfinty
                          big or small
                             figure 8s
                          stuff u make
                             foilization
                      2 number don't lie

The VIEW, HAPPENING, LEAF

2011-11-25T10:13:00.000-08:00

The VIEW
Try to see the view in the field
to witnes the weird
too happy as can be
go on hand to prepare for the worst
as peppered by rocks
and whipped by sticks
that is whats happing in my head

The HAPPENING
How cruel they are to put someone down
to praise the worst and blame the best
I cant see the future
but I can relate to the past
p.s.(this is about bullies)

The LEAF
as a tree hold a leaf
can be loose in time
trying to loosen off the tree
and caught by the wind
falling down to the ground
until it hits the ground
it looses life as a leaf

My poems.

2011-11-22T06:42:00.000-08:00

Can't see the forced hands upon my eyes
Truth cannot be touched by a living Animal
But ways to get over the fight
inside of me
can result in misery.

My battered bones crushed from a heavy weight
cannot be replaced by a single toothpick
Not a single person knows the way I think
I can't show my sorrows expression
to endredful pain in my chest

Trying to talk with gesture
from my hands to toes
can't prove a message that I'm not prepared.

2011-10-17T17:02:00.000-07:00

fun

pictures

More pictures

2011-09-29T16:51:00.000-07:00

The mountains and its rainy.

gold panning equipment /\ \/

My gold just better.

Antique coca cola carton holder just different perspective.

Phone number pad.

More panning equipment. \/

Im taking a photo class

2011-09-29T16:40:00.000-07:00

9\11 Was sad, but put this behind us and look towards the future.

At my school I have a photography class and these are some photos

These are mine and my dads guitar collection.

I'm back.

2011-08-23T16:45:00.000-07:00

I went to Oahu.

I got to go swimming and use a boogie board.

No more cast or boot!

PICTURES.

2011-07-09T09:43:00.000-07:00

I was bored. So I took some pictures.
I still have my cast on and have to use a wheelchair.
I get my cast off on the 18th.

Henry Mountains, again.

2011-06-27T13:46:00.000-07:00

I'm going to the Henry Mountains soon to get dirt to pan for gold later on.
I still have my cast on so I can't get too dirty and my Dad and Brother-in-law will do most of the work.
I will pan for gold later, at home.
My dad ordered a new "prospector" bazooka gold trap. Hopefully it comes before we go!
I'm so excited!

I had surgery on my right foot on Wednesday.

2011-06-04T21:15:00.000-07:00

It's not fun.

NEW Idea Gold Dry Trap

2011-06-03T18:37:00.000-07:00

This is my invention based on another one that I saw on YouTube. This one has been modified to include a gold trap at the bottom.

It is powered by air and it needs to be held at about a 20 degree angle.

I went to Henry Mountains last weekend!

2011-06-02T18:05:00.000-07:00

Yay! I got my braces off!

2011-05-20T20:17:00.000-07:00

I'm happy I got my braces off.

It feels so weird.

I got so used to my braces I start to lick my teeth.

YESTERDAY... i went gold panning.

2011-04-14T09:04:00.000-07:00

I just got 1 tiny little dust flour gold in that stream. I had a blast! Disappointing I think not.

Spring Break.

2011-04-12T17:00:00.000-07:00

No gold

but I had fun.

My Thoughts,My Learning,My Glory

2011-04-11T08:17:00.000-07:00

So this week I have springbreak. I've thought of some ideas for today. one of them is thinking of a way to move water one direction like a water pump but without any brush or any propeller. anyways im just bored now I am still thinking of ways to build or develop ideas.... When im thinking its like a millions of ideas flowing in one direction, so some of them I think of, then some of them are to complicated in some ways. another way of thinking of it is a ticking time bomb waiting to develop then when its all done then BOOOM. I have to think of something else because my learning process is different in some ways, and alike in others.

making folding sluice box

2011-03-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

Right now in my welding class at school I am making a sluice box that folds up or can be taken apart to be used as two sluice boxes to process more materiel and now I'm working on it when i have a chance.

Broken foot, I think not!!

2011-02-23T18:09:00.000-08:00

I am wearing this brace on my right foot, but now I have 2 braces on my feet it is really hard to walk.
I don't really want surgery on both feet. I have really flat feet!

This is my Homemade Highbanker!

2011-02-23T17:58:00.000-08:00

This Highbanker was designed by me and built by me. I am still in the process of putting in ridges (bottom tray) and now I just put in the sifter (top tray). I will have to do some tests if they would work on it. I love my handy work! Well this is based on some Highbanker's. All I had to do is to jumble (ideas together) them up and see if they would work together. It has 3 leg system on it.

Today is MY DAY!!!!!!

2011-02-15T17:41:00.000-08:00

Today I had school I loved it so much. I was working on my welding project, it is a high banker, the high banker is something that collects gold. I will be using it this summer! "hopefully".

My cardboard guitar.

2011-02-09T17:02:00.000-08:00

I made this completely out of cardboard.
I used a Sony TV box.
I used my fender stratocaster as the pattern.
I need to find out how to make a better neck.

Right now I am sick.
I have a cold.

My parents went to Maui, Hawaii and got me a hat, jacket, t-shirt, and shell necklace.
Maybe next year I will go to a place in Hawaii.