Dont ever be afraid to take risks because they make life worth living :)

Little Updates

2014-08-09T14:23:00.004+08:00

Just got back not long ago from a trip to Myanmar, it was actually a community project organised by IMU, in simpler words, a volunteering trip which we provide community services in a village in Myanmar . That is like the most meaningful trip i have ever been for sure. I have exam in two days time but i am still struggling in in coping with the post-myanmar trip syndrome. Haha.
Really stressed up with my studies, regretted for not studying earlier, last minute study is not cool at all... NOT COOLLL ;(

and seriously.. i miss myanmar..

Backkkkk.

2013-11-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

Accidentally remembered this space and came to read back everything then decided to start blogging again!!
Haha, cause i think this is really a very good way to jot down little bits things that are going on in my life so that i get to reminisce when i am old. hahaha.

Shitty things happened in the past few months,

Well, glad that i managed to survive through,

" You will never know how strong you are , until being strong is the only option left . "

So true, so thanks for those that once betrayed and backstabbed me :)

Some updates ..
Finised my A level 5 months ago and i applied for Pharmacy course in IMU.
Just finish settling my accomodation stuffs in KL, finally got a really nice room and looking forward to move in there ! at the same time, scare, i am not a very independent person, i dont even know how to mop, do laundry and blabla. so i doubt that i will survive my first month staying outside all alone with no family :(

BOOMMMMMM!!
No filter no anything, love my new camera to DA MAXXXXXXX X3

Thats all for today, will update more soon :D

Screw it .

2013-11-10T12:53:00.001+08:00

Guess some people are just worth reminiscing , not worth having .

I will nvr ever trust any single word that u said anymore .

And I will be stupid for the one last time .

One last time .

Exhausted.

2012-09-18T19:13:00.001+08:00

I'm tired. I quit.

寂寞不痛 #ALIN

2012-09-13T21:28:00.001+08:00

寂寞不痛
痛在做梦...

Alohaaaaa.

2012-05-21T22:41:00.003+08:00

HOLA PPL!!
So long since i last updateeeeee.

IM BACK, WITH TONS OF THINGS TO UPDATEEEEE.
STAY TUNEDD!!

With luvs,
hehe.

2012-05-06T11:19:00.000+08:00

ERMMMM...
If i am not wrong,
this entry should have been posted up one month agoooo.
Lolll !!
Okay i am lazy i know x.x
Too many stuffs that i need to update ! getting lazy and lazier.. zzzzZZZZ

On the 18th 0f March ,
went in Sg to meet up my beloveds <33

THE GIRLS ♥♥

We were just sitting there, doing nth, talk, gossip, share, update each other and bla..
Just like how we used to do almost everyday after school in the past.
Love it sooooooooooooo muchhh!!
Must meet up more often ya! :D
luvxxxxxxx ♥

MY 18TH BDAE JUST PASSED NOT LONG AGOOO.
This year was the best bdae i ever had for the past 18years i must say!
Thanks for those who made an effort to leave me a memorable 18thh !!
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO SO SO MUAHHHHHHHH.
HOPE that i will be able to update real soon!!
Have been very busy latelyyyyy.
But i like this feeling, feel very occupied and nice. hahaha.
weird description i knowwww.
ALRIGHT, TILL THEN, TAKECARE EVERYONE !!!! ^-^

Annoymous.

2012-04-22T22:41:00.003+08:00

昨晚的梦，
让我不小心想起了你...

想起过去多么要好的我们，
很想念那时的我们...

你现在过得好吗？
好想知道，可又不敢问...
好矛盾...

明天考车，
可现在心情很复杂，
不知道明天要怎样考。
不要出错才好啊...
拜托拜托...

好好照顾自己...

晚安。

Happy 17 !

2012-04-21T02:06:00.000+08:00

Lunch @ KINSAHI

OFTH <3

Went to K-BOX,

Ermmmm.. i don't know her :S

Yea, i broke it .. T-T

Screw my clumsiness ..

Went Kulai afterwards and it was sucha last min decision to bid farewell with James :)

James, rmb to take good care of yourself @ KL ya ! :)

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HAPPY BELATED BDAE CHY AND STVCHESTER <3

Okay la, i know the surprise dam FAIL..

BUT STILL, Hope you guys like it laaaa. At least WE TRIED to make a surprise T-T

LUVXS! <33

Universal Studio ♥

2012-04-17T19:54:00.000+08:00

Universal with Sweetie <3

ME ME ME ME cant wait for SATURDAY !!

IMA SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED! WEEEE! =D

Dedicated to you.

2012-04-16T23:46:00.001+08:00

In the year of 2006, after having my UPSR examination, I was told by my parents that i need not to attend my school anymore, i had to go to one teacher's house for some intensive preparation classes in order to get into Sg's secondary schools.
Thats where i met you.
We were just two retarded and childish girl at that time.
We were both forced by parents to get into sg school,
We were both forced by them to attend an intensive class from 10am in th MORNING till 9pm at NIGHT!!
We used to complain how much we hate our parents for deciding out future for us,
We used to plan together to forge going for the intensive class and sneak back to our sch just because we missed our schoolmates so much. (but in the end, we were caught and i still remembered that was the first time i shouted at my mother, i dont understand why she dont allow me to go back to sch, i simply miss my friends there alot. I dont understand why cant i just study in Msia, why does she has to decide EVERYTHING for me? I dont understand why she kept claiming that its all for my own good when me myself dont even feel happy?? I questioned her, and what i got in return is a round of beatings JUST BESIDE MY SCHOOL HALL U KNOW, SO FCKING EMBARRASSING. i was caught back to the intensive class, and that was the first time i cried so hard, infront of you....... )

Though the classes were boring..
But we shared so much of funs together!!!
Feeding hamsters together..
Playing pokers under the table w/o teacher noticing..
Eating tidbits non-stop.
Always find problems to disturb the people there and the teachers there.
Hahaha, and so many other retarded but memorable stuffss.....

Then, we had to go for exam.
AND , YEAA. WE GOT INTO THE SAME SCHOOL!

We were in different classes though.... for 3 years! you got into the first class, and me, the last at our streaming years. That doesn't diminished our friendship even in the slightest way,

Everyday never fail, i will go to your house, chill, gossip, play around with make up, fooling around, heart-talking, cooking each other stuffs and so on..

@ the year of 2008

We used to meet up together almost everyday after school and went to our secret place. Haha.
You never fail to lament abt how boring and stressful your class is, and one day, i suggested to play truant together....

We went to Yishun's public swimming pool to bath and get change first and we went to Victoria Street for the time to pass, waiting for the shopping malls in Orchard Road to open!
But unfortunately.. We got caught by the school AGAIN..
That was not the first time me playing truant , but it was to you. So, some kepo in your class reported it to the office and they informed your parents... Like so @#$%%^&@#!!!!

This matter really pissed your mother off. Your mother kept thinking that i was the one who brought you to astray, ever since you started altering your school skirt and having multiple piercings. She wanted to separate the both of us. Then, she transfered you back to Msia..

BUT NEVER DID SHE EXPECT THAT, you got more rebellious and worse. We met up lesser ever since you were transferred back, but thats why we cherished every seconds together.. You hate how paranoid your mother is, and you decided to run away from home, we carried out this plan every Friday.. start putting all ur stuffs to my friend's house and waiting for the chance to slip away..
We met up every Friday secretly.. And one day at the year of 2009..... when we were just Sec3 we decided to do sth together WHICH i regretted for life now......

Pictures taken that day <3

After that day, as usual, we went out on Friday w/o your mother knowing..

&, this was the last day we went out together.. Your mother found out everything..

I still remembered that, you called and told me that you think your mother saw your back..

You were very scare and insecure.. you told me that you knew sth bad is coming..

What i replied you was just a " Nah... wont wan laaa, how would she saw! don't think so much.. "

We hanged up th call..

That was the last call i received from you..

I regretted regretted regretted so much for giving you such a perfunctory reply.....

No matter how many times i called you, i can't reach you...

No matter how many nights i stayed up online waiting for you, you never appear...

After a few days.. then only i know from my mother that you were sent to Aussie by your mother alre..

That blow just came so suddenly..

I knew that was your mother's idea,

& you were totally in dark..

I cried so hard cause i know that ive brought it upon you..

If its not because of me, she wont transfer you there..

like.. so far away..

We lost contact ever since for 2 years and more...

I don't know how to reach you, and you have no ways to contact me....

and days just go on and on, years and years..

Until this year FEB!!
I happened to know that you were back in Msia during your vacation break in Aussie through a friend!!!!!

I was happy like fuckk mannn!!!!!

WELLL,OF COURSE WE MET UP!! :D

Someday @ Sutera Mall <3

( sry, my lips here looks kinda .. so.. yea.. =x )

VIVO @ Tebrau City!

You changed so much man! Be it looks or thinking.

Hahaha, but, you are still that old you :)

The weird peggy that I know since Pri6!

Hehe ♥

The feeling of finding you back is so great...

Sit down, and just talk endlessly..

Updating each other abt everything..

2 years of stuffs...

We only managed to meet up thrice, and you had to go back Aus alre..

&, sth happened on th last day.. resulting us losing contact again..

Fuck.. I hate this feeling, got back, but lost it AGAIN....

I know you have alot of difficulties..

Just wanna tell you that, i really miss you alot,

and hope that you are doing well in Aus.

I love you,

My best Soulmate and Sister ever ♥♥

Fucked up.

2012-04-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

Don't just come as and when you want,

and just leave as and when you like too.

Who am i to you exactly?
Fuck....

Dance with me :D

2012-04-10T23:47:00.001+08:00

Movie Day Out with luvxx :)

Happened to see JOSHUA ANG ! OMFGZX.

Went out w makeup-less face more and more frequent recently, don't know whether its good or bad.

Bad as in, I'VE BECOME LAZY AND LAZIER. Good as in, well, ITS NATURAL! :D

Okay, i start saying nonsense againnn.

Okay okayy, went out with Serene Ahling and co.

Had a great day with u all! LUVSS! :D

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Night out with H, J & Q <3 (update soon)

2012-04-09T20:45:00.002+08:00

FEELING SO LOUSY NOW.
FUCKKK.

Sing like there's no tomorrow

2012-03-31T22:06:00.001+08:00

KTV session with Ling ling, Z, W and C ! <3

Will miss this girl SO MUCH after she leaves :(

Love all of you! <3

Xoxo :)

So long since i last update,
So goddam longggg .. x-x
So here is a little of my updateeeeee :)
Went to watch The Hunger Game ytd with my friendss,
I was expecting alot from this movie as i knew how great the book is.
& i was SO DISAPPOINTED.
Rate it 2/5.
Not as nice as i anticipated :(
AND
I dint know that Joshua, a male teens actor from sg is coming to KSL.
Me and ling just window shopping there and we saw him,
he became so fat! :( BUT STILL AS DASHING AS EVER :P
ROFL.
Hahaha,
& as for sch life,
Hmmm.. stress and hectic as ever??? ...
A-level is just too hard for me to cope :(
Really feel like giving up sometimes..
Fiy,
Unless you are like those kinda everyday reach home jiu revise de ppl, or a genius.
Or else, A-level will be like a hell .

BUT.. FOR MY DREAM, I HAVE TO ENDURE !
HAHAHA.
Alright, signing off nowwwww ! <3
Will update more with those old entries as soon as i am free!!
Xoxo,
loves <3

My Forever 5 (L) !!

2012-03-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

Okay, this post has been in my blogger's draft for dunno like how many donkey months alreeee, finally got th time to get it done and post it upp!

This post is specially dedicated to U GUYSSS ♥;
RAE LUM, STV EER, CHOWHUNYEW & XAVIER YEONG!

R's Birthday ♥

Went Cs and celebrated my sweetheart's bdae after school, that explains my peculiar hair shape, pardon me x.x

Hahahaha! Look at her expression! She din't really expect us to celebrate her bdae on that day.
It was like a week before her actual bdae.
that explains her SUPER SURPRISED face when we gave her the cake,
PLUSSSS,
ITS HER FAV ICE-CREAM CAKE FROM BASKIN ROBIN!!

Afterwards,

Babe came over my house and we did some camwhoring :x

Polaroids of the day!

I look so goddam pale here, omgg.

Starbucks Dayout

We look so serious, like doing project work like that,
but actually we're browsing our photos.
lol!!

Photos time!!

AH???

Walaoooo, R 'GUA' meee!

LOL! OKOK. RETARD TOGETHER.

Our Sweet Moments ♥♥

We took like one box of rainbow polaroid film in one shoot!
So nice luhhhh, the rainbow effect, credits to R sweetheart! Hahaha.

Stev's house warming party!!

A camwhore while waiting for cab (as usual ) haha.

Counting how much i won :P hehee.

We were supposed to take a group photo but we ended up like taking a family portrait x__x
LOL!

We played with the DSLR camera's function aftwards!

The outcome! haha.

JPO
Met up with R, S and X :)

Lunch @ Absolute Thai :)

She is sleepy !

♥♥

KL 4D3N
( The 5 of us went for this trip together RIGHT after we graduateee, the saddest part in this trip is.. NONE of all brought a proper camera.... mine spoilt, R bought one tht memory will full very easily and no one else brought any ! but we managed to borrow from X's cousin ON THE SECOND LAST DAY OF OUR TRIPP. *BIG SAD FACE. but nvmm, better than nthh!! )

Went Nando's for lunch!

When i saw this, i was like "OMGGG, Y TH LIGHT SO NICE! I ALSO WANT"

Then..

DAM FAIL.
No matter how many times i tryy, i can't get it! :(

Our all time favouriteeeeee :PP

After rounds of shopping, went back to X's cousin house to change and get ready for our night plan! :D

Stupid CHYY, He saw this on my hair and he still dare to take a photo first then only shoo th thing off.
Grrr. LOL!

Its very blur i knowwww, but 3 of us look SO SWEET here ! :P

Decided to go for a drink on our last night :) ..

BUT !!

No one thought of them becoming like that!!! HAHHAHAHAHA!

Tired us ...

: Stev was trying to save me from falling while tht RAELUM was laughing out loud at me x__x
Box her face*

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Anww, only all these photos can never express how happy we were during that few weeks.
So sad that every good things will come to an end :(
Now that everyone of us has graduated,
We will all be choosing diff path.. going separate ways..

See now that i have started school, then only i realise HOW MUCH i miss every single one of you, and that make us meeting more and more frequently.
But due to my hectic school life, we don't get to meet up so often anymore.. :(
But, i seriously believe tht absence will make the heart grow fonder !!
Right right? haha.
SO EVERYONEE, BETTER DONT LOSE CONTACT YA!
I love all of you, u know it :P

Xoxo,
LUVSSS ♥♥

香格里拉

2012-03-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

不想成为你的负担，
所以不会再多说什么了
能像现在这样，就心满意足了
原来很多事真的只配当回忆

想通了，人也开心起来了 :)
你，好好照顾自己..

Tadahh !

2012-03-19T18:03:00.003+08:00

Just back from a trip not long ago!

Here are just some of the photossssss,

just upload it cause i've promised to do so!

Hahaaa :)

Love all of you so muchh!! <3

One of my MOST memorable trip for me i must say. Haha.

Promise to do a proper update ASAP!

Xoxo,

Mx :)

A trackback.

2012-03-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

We can never entirely forget someone who once meant the world to us and the memories they leave behind.

I really don't understand this goodbye, really don't.
You just left, so perfectly, as if i'm really nothing to you.
What happened to us exactly? ..

Casual Shopping Day.

2012-02-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

Out with Peg @ Vivo,

will blog abt it soon! (:

Once upon a time, once upon a time..

Fuck all those fairytales,

i won't believe in happy ending anymore...

My Liberica

2012-02-15T21:03:00.002+08:00

Went to My Liberica @ Molek, fell in love with the ambience there <3

The tittle somehow reminds me of you.
You're leaving..
I told myself, its okay, i can handle this.
But.. Now... The thought that i maybe won't even receive a call or text from you be4 you leaves really suffocates me..
I don't know what happened that we ended up like how we are now..
So long since i last felt this lost!
I feel so stupid and weak!
Grrrr, i hate this.
Guess you will nvr get to see this, but still,

Though i say i wont mind if you never contact me once you reach Aus and bla,
but deep down in my heart, i am so afraid that you will really do this.

Though i nvr ask you to tell me the ways of contacting you when you're there ,
but deep down, i am hoping tht you will do it w/o me telling you...

Though i say i won't miss you,
but deep down, i JOLLY WELL know i willl....

Will you? .. I dont know.

2011 Year End Holiday (2)

2012-01-25T11:07:00.009+08:00

Its Christmas!! :D

Went shopping for the day and celebrated in Yew's Cafe @ Molek in the night!

Our Drinks! <3

Saga babeeee (:

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J's Stayover <3

J came over and stayed @ my house! <3

Went to KSL!

Girls' camwhore hot spot ! Toilet !

Fish Eye Effect, haha.

J looks so pretty here! Ha.
Went Showhouse with M, J and Jl after that!

M's share :)

Me and J's !

J went over and slept @ my house for one night,

did some little shopping the other day and sent her off to custom,

will miss her much :(

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Melaka 3D2N !

My fav Candy Haw!

Facing the sea-view :) nice??

Enjoyed myself to the fullest on these three days,

I really love shopping in Melaka man, fell in love with there.

Caught tons of movies too. Dam shiok!

Thats all, sorry for this short update, lazy to type long long :( ..

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Hunyew's houseeeeeeeee!

Presenting two of my loves ♥♥

Went bowling aftwards,

Shall end this post with our fav photo of the day!

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Out with Queenie :)

♥♥♥ !!!

2011 Year End Holiday (1)

2012-01-20T20:49:00.008+08:00

A simple Christmas Celebration! <3

M luv birthday <3

Random Day out!

First Day working in Cotton On @ JPO

Chilling session @ Overtime with H, S and Z

H & S babe <3

Over that week

2011-09-01T16:06:00.093+08:00

Zon Night with love <3

After a drink, then pool time!! :D

Rest of th night:

My little cutie pie <3

Loving my new high waist bandage skirt very very very much now! <33

Tht ends th night, <3

Another town day ♥

Lunch with N, J, Y & Jy <3

Then , shoppping agn!

Was a windy night,

talked awhile down babe's block before going to her house.

&, i spot this in her room!!! Hahaha, this was like, a year ago?? I think, i forgot :x

This thing brought me back to alot of memories.

All those sweet and funny ones.

Love u lots babeeeee ♥♥♥

Kulai Day ♥

Had MY FAV bak ku teh with D for breakfast before going to Kulai! =D

Bus-ed to Kulai. Th journey was so longgg, lucky i have my all time companion ( my hp ) with me, on phone with friend throughout th whole journey seriously made th time flies, like so fast. hehe.

Inside th car:

My share, and it sucks :(

I spotted alot of things in her room tht cnt be disclosed here :P
Hahaha.

Chilled and Slacked at R's house till night and bus-ed back home.

Hey babe! Thank you for today yaaa. Fang xim, i really enjoyed myself today! Love you! <3

Late dinner with E luve <3

Always feel so good heart talking with her, must come in more often uh! <3

Shopping Spree!

Chatting with my sweetheart before boarding th bus to sg :)

Went out with L today,

A short yet lovely day =D

Changi

Went Changi to send my bro off. Will miss him loads :(

Camwhore using C's S2. So dam nice!

Got that sudden urge to buy this phone because of their camera !

Some stuffs, Some people.

Just simply cannot be trusted.

Stop being gullible.

A guiltless twisted lie

2011-08-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

The best thing about pictures is they never change even if the people in them do..