Silly Humans

Dire Straits - Money For Nothing (Official Music Video)

2023-06-02T18:55:00.004-04:00

I'm just feeling this tonight. The first song I learned to play by just listening and doing what I heard. And got it 90% right.

Then forgot about it for years and years and now I gotta get the tabz. 💔💜😐

2021-08-04T16:02:00.004-04:00

@bainsmac

Preface I wrote this back on Oct 23, 2008 and it had a gorgeous picture of the scene from the Valley View Bridge which I'd taken from my car the day before. I'm not sure why I never actually posted it. I didn't lose the pic until a few years ago now.

EARregardless, here it is because it's been in my Drafts folder ever since.

I'd also like to get back to writing like this again. Maybe this'll be a kickstarter...

It's really like that today. Sky grey and big. There's a coolish breeze and, on my walk to the car, I sense then see the bugs that've survived the sunrise bird feedings and are buzzin' around in the first sunny spots in the yard.

Even the garage was still warm from the Sun the day before.

I drive over that bridge 5 days a week. 43 miles, one way from U Heights to Westlake. Not an ideal situation for gas consciousness, but it sure is pretty, and I live where I live, for now. I'll miss the Valley View when I move, and the East side haunts like Coventry and the Cedar-Lee, too. But I can't wait to save $ and plain ol' wear an' tear on my year old Spectra.

My internet connection from home was kaput for a couple days just passed. It was interesting timing since I'd already felt some blog-slack needed lettin' out. I feel like I'm in a patch of good looking shallows, but there has got to be some unseen obstruction that keeps snaggin' my line and, of course, takin' my bait. I know that a governor on my bandwidth at work is the right thing. I just hate gettin' stymied when I find something I really want to post. This email to Silly Humans (stay w/ me here! lol) is an attempt to post on some crazy, and not-so-crazy, thoughts I've been l having recently.

And now I find I just wanna go fishing. Rebait the hook, and cast off again in a slightly different part of the park.

This is the park I held all others up to for a long time.

It's a nice daydream, anyhow.

--
a personally evolving organism @ http://sillyhumans.blogspot.com

For science, God is not a valid category because God is by definition a reality beyond time and space and therefore does not belong to the world of our scientific experience. -- Hans Kueng

² off and B

2018-07-16T21:10:00.002-04:00

So I'm a softy
I am a lonely
lovely man alone = not really me
who loves his cat   mamba?
and loves his job   desperately doesn;t understand

(at least the people
some people make it
all worth the while)

All is bits and pieces

Lost until needed       junk dna
and useful in these right hands THE right hands

Swarms of vibrating
energies of life          scratch that
and simple forms       keep
and single tangents
realized
This is but the charm
There is but little
in the way of decay
but a figment

(wasteful and wanton) pretty

of spaces filled
of seasons spun like dreams?
Accomplishments
Equivalents
Sensational pyrotechnical sounds
The loss of E still occurs
and C² cannot contain itself QED It flies apart

#micropoetry

mb 10/20/2020 notes and parentheses rationalized. one hopes.

2018-01-19T17:28:00.001-05:00

just sayin'...

I Have Left the Past

2017-12-08T19:20:00.000-05:00

Now, here's the thing
I feel like a hurricane
A heart aswirl and so in pain
Foggy bottoms, litmus stains

Significance is my domain
A feeble cause in money's time
and Greeks would worship
on the vine
of grotesque Old School Moves

And so the sage blows on wind
Reminder that contemplation
And act of actuary
Belief supplied with data
Or else it's just Faith
Love Abandoned

Loving Someone's goals for them
I hardly know my own for me
Is not the way to obviate
The former for to the latter's need

I don't want a very accurate
accounting of my life or failures
I want to know what maters most
and loud decibels won't waivers
Phenomenon are forever
Indelible, no favors

Calligraphic calls to Arms
an' only sensationalism
Complete the falsehood in its state
of innocence ad sapience
Brilliance of the child's star
Quintessence in Essentials

#Love&Peoce

Mind of Mine

2017-10-11T08:35:00.002-04:00

Getting into the trance is always a fine sign of a more sound mind of mine.

Sentimental Svasana Setting

2017-10-09T19:55:00.000-04:00

Sentimental Svasana Setting

am watching baseball

you bet I am

Competition belongs

on the Field, Court, Diamond

Situational Ethics

be Damned with Losing

It's All for the Game

Kind of life - yep yep - Politics

and nothing is everything

if you can convince

enough people

family in time

all 23 and DNA

that Remembers why it Is

all 23 and DNA indeed

tweet tweet tweet tweet

When A Man Child Hates Irrationally

2017-08-13T13:52:00.001-04:00

RAM Tough? :(

How much do you want to bet that Our United States' President also condemns the photographer of this scene?

Meanings For Events Which Affect Me Profoundly

2017-08-11T17:30:00.001-04:00

Banal explanations
fit the best
even timelessly futile
as pieces of a cure

Casual in the face
of causalities
youthful effervescence
shouldn't make me so unsure
but I know why it does

Loneliness isn't the lover
that I would befriend
but since I do so gallantly
most of the time
I've gotten better
at playing pretend

In this infinite
and mordantly too short time
I'll try and use every chance
to finally climb out
of the darkest of the holes
which at least my mind
has begged to imagine

a short story

2017-08-04T19:47:00.001-04:00

so short, this story
so long in the writing
such a silly little thought
in such a silly little persona

Once upon some time ago
I lost a bet to a long lost bro
and he felt compelled
to impel me to pay up
and of course
being a man of honor
in a time so very lacking in such
I did

Once the deed was done I found
my mind was lost like winter sun
and a whole lot of feelings
had begun to steal away my focus
away to lands I do not know
in time with beats of a heart gone slow
like death

Once I realized my fate
and panic shook its ugly weight
upon the balance of my thoughts
I'd lost all sense of rhythm
to that old chaotic master fear
and since it was there another beer
to see if I could feel less fear
but no

Once the future came to me
and yesterday too far to see
I left open doors to close alone
regardless of unfinished business
No fair and balanced approaches
could remove what all I'd seen and done
and only tropical delusions
could prepare my broken mine
to live

Once I fed a lonesome dream
of demon spawn which bled my heart
it led me back into the blazing
misery of something that I wanted
It fell all over itself to sing me
into slumbers where it could devour me
and all I ever wanted to do was let it
have my heart and soul and
be it

Once I believed in happy endings
but now I know they're only pretending
to be as loathesome and
disgustingly appropriate for
a cellmate of Bubba the Biker
a lifelong tenant of Rykers
and a friend to anyone who cared
about the shit inside me head
but no

Now I feel a lot of other things
Now I feel like shit is happening
Now I constantly real and come again
Now I pleasantly bleed past gory
glories
no more hoping for something
and no more believing in something
wrong but right in all its storied
bullshit

Once a boy was happy to help her
and thought he was a good little brother
even though he knew nothing
like Jon Snow before Winter
he gladly gave her all that she asked of him
his little, timid body trying
with his soul dying to be a Good Boy
to do anything to be a Good Boy
he would live with no knowledge
of sin

Once upon a time
a story began
and
Once upon a time
every story has an ending
if happiness is possible
or less than that desirable
a child of life should try
to be the best he can and
no more

2017-05-25T19:44:00.001-04:00

Just started.

2017-02-21T20:27:00.001-05:00

http://bainsmac.blogspot.com/2017/02/blog-post.html

might, may be, most likely

more to come

Bradley Manning

2013-07-31T05:51:00.001-04:00

Hero. Get it right, people.

2012-11-21T16:45:00.000-05:00

This is a post I just posted to FB. It's in its entirety and they won't mind if they're not invited to their own wedding.

Ahem...

and yo

If Grover wants to be a seriously responsible analyst of Government expenditures he needs to understand that the $500 per child tax credit has Got To Go.

We financially encourage people to have a kid but not with enough money for them to do so. Fed needs to use that money to provide the States with money for for Head Start and Planned Parenthood and religious support groups if the clients ask and the groups accepts the money.
Norver Groquist is not an evil dude. He's a smart dumbo with a faith in something which never existed in reality and probably never could; Personal Responsibility for Incorporated People.
Starting at about 2:27 he explains his issues.

I think that it has to be something inside people. Something that makes it easy to see one point of view. No comparison making unless it's obvious to them why theirs wins.

That's Life as lived by sapiens of an apeish nature. C'est la vie for now, eh.

And then I'll find another love
another land to live
and friends of may natures
whose care may choose
to give me freedom
from a rule
I've long since broken fast

and clueless as the pidgeon is
I won't be long to last intensely
or of poor nature and feint

leave me Now!
to my own and other winds
to features of a landscape
which for much too long
I've wanted left to past

And don't forget to say I and Love and You to all kinds of friends and family this holiday in los estadas unidos this year of the Common Era, 2012!

this shiite which blose dee mind-ahhhhhhhh

2012-08-21T18:15:00.000-04:00

Wow!

Last 10 (or so. don't be so freakin' picky) songs on a randomized iTunes playlist.

10 Scheme - Flaw (idk)

9 Devil Man - Rob Zombie (no idea....)

8 Forest - System of a Down (Toxicity)

7 Name (live Acoustic - so rare it bleeds) - Goo Goo Dolls (huh?)

6 Track 8 Unknown Untitled (but it was with steel guitar and a beautiful choirists voice singing "if I could give my heart, I would give my heart" (yeah, right, whatever)

5 You Can't Quit Me Baby - Queens of the Stoneage - (Eponymous)

4 Live As You Dream - Beth Orton (first or 2nd album)

3 Trailor (Extended mix) - Seebound (Double Crosser) +++

2 Dreamstate - Tony McAlpine (unknown album)

1 Voodoo People (Chemical Bros remix) - Prodigy (who the fuckin' hell knowz, right)

And that is how the music rolls across me brains tonight.

L8

I'm just sayin'.

2012-08-17T17:24:00.002-04:00

Voters and Children First

2012-08-07T19:23:00.001-04:00

This bit pisses me off. I "agreed" with the Policy but can''t stand this specific type of BS:

"Please be advised that we may transfer your information to and from any state, province, country or other governmental jurisdiction, and process it in the United States or elsewhere. "

"any country or other governmental jurisdiction". That's mental, alright. Are you frickin' shittin' me?! That boils down to meaning they can change the contract and it's interpretations at will by moving the information's Legal Whereabouts to where ever the Laws suit them. The Contractors.

What
the
Fuck
? !

I'm sick of this. As always so it seems. At least something incredibly useful and Constitutional is coming to Ohioans' voting booths.

"For too long, politicians have been rigging the system to benefit themselves and their own political party. We deserve to have truly meaningful districts," said Catherine Turcer, chair of Voters First. "We're going to have the opportunity to create a much fairer system. The manipulation of district lines is a manipulation of the vote.""

Of course the Republican response to the entire Voter's First campaign is to call it a greedy land grab that " is designed to help unions and Democrats." To make that entirely accurate add be relieved from the onus of not having enough money or sponsors to have a fair and shared say in Governing of human affairs. including financial mores.

" "They claim to be nonpartisan," said Matt Borges, executive director of the Ohio Republican Party. "They're interested in undoing the election of 2010 and getting more Democrats in office. That's what they want.""

Um, ya think? Yes. They and we are working together to make you play fairly, not according to rules for the rich. Grow and play like an adult. Your Republican Political Party is the same as it was when the North conceded the Constitution to the South after first winning the Civil War. It's the lie of the previous 2 Gilded Ages (the 2nd being the Roaring Twenties and Herbie Hoover) that Republicanism means exclusive control of the resource of wealth in order for Society to be free from the inevitable tyranny of the state.

The state is the peoples is the king the border patrol and academe and the secular focus for morality in all public walks of life. History is nearly nothing but a repeat of this arrogant and oft insanely destructive duality. People want to be lead like sheep and then they revolt because the shepherds forget what the living hell they're even there for. Thus the people kill the shepherd and attempt to A) rule themselves or B) go back to not giving half a shit who's in control of the Laws of the land until they, once again, can't stand the serfdom and lack of equality of opportunity.

No One Deserves to be Born Rich or Poor. Yet we continue through century after century letting our wealthiest individuals think that somehow they do deserve to have been born, and rich at that. I believe that this is the definition of destructive faith.

One Nation indivisible with Liberty and Justice for All. All includes those huge numbers of peoples who will always prefer to insert the Under God.

We Are The Past's Future

2012-01-23T08:04:00.000-05:00

Of the many very good Editorials coming from the NYTimes in the past several months, this one is perhaps the most relevant and accurate in regards to how our Governing Leaders need to deal with the LACK OF JOBS in this decade's Economy.

We live in the Future only according to the rules, norms and moires of the Past. What worked then won't always work now, but where it is relevant to today's circumstances it should be employed. Where it failed to raise the whole of the nation in the past, where it debased and degraded large segments of our Society in the past, those rules and norms and moires must be left to History, as lessons learned by all, for all.

Corporate Austerity required

2012-01-02T20:42:00.001-05:00

I just want my life to be true. I most seriously do.

Panic? Well, not exactly ...

2011-12-10T11:36:00.001-05:00

My dude, Dylan Ratigan, is so right on that he's even ready with the Concrete and Accurate answer to the lady's question near the end of the clip.

He isn't making this shiite up. The United States government is currently run by a bought Congress and a Democratic President who apparently got in way over his head once he first started listening to Democracidal imbeciliac geniuses such as Larry Summers, Rob Rubin and Tim Geithner.

Bang your head, dude!

For What Does "SEC" Stand?

2011-11-29T07:54:00.000-05:00

Seems to be Severely Endemic Corruption.

Wow! Guess this is what it takes to make me blog again. From the WaPo:

If the judge’s ruling became the new standard, it could fundamentally alter the way the SEC does business and make it harder for Wall Street firms to make cases go away.

The standard language used in settlements — neither admits nor denies wrongdoing — is one of the carrots that induces defendants to settle."

The SEC has said that without settlements it would be forced to battle cases in court, tying up limited resources. As a result, the SEC said, it would be able to pursue fewer cases.

Simple and naturally unavoidable solution is to raise taxes. Keeping that simple is as easy as raising them 1% on the upper brackets for every .5% levied on the lower brackets. Simple and both extremely effective as well as completely equitable.

The next spurious and ill-conceived defense of the SEC's actions is also legally and scientifically simple to alleviate. Onward in the story:

The SEC has argued that defendants would refuse to settle many cases if they were forced to admit wrongdoing. Such an admission could be used against them in private lawsuits.

Rakoff said that was part of the problem: Investors defrauded by Citigroup would not only recoup less than than their total losses; they would have to establish their own proof in any private lawsuits against the firm without any help from the SEC.

Are they really serious with that argument? Can the people who run the Securities and Exchange Commision honestly NOT want the Public, the peops being duped by otherwise (supposedly) respectable corporations, to be able to put pressure on those corps to do Honest business?? Really, SEC?!

First they argue that the caseload of lawsuits is too much for it to handle and then they go and argue against the most obvious solution to that problem; letting the folks who got duped pursuit lawsuits at their own expense.

None of that sounds as if the SEC is at all concerned with its raison d'etre of keeping businesses from circumventing the Law and abusing their privileges. Prosecutors in a murder case will surely take a plea which still garners a Manslaughter conviction but they're hardly, rarely at any rate, likely to accept plea of disorderly conduct in its place. That is precisely, and often every bit as destructively what the SEC's "standard language" does. Repeated and as an enormous incentive to companies to plan their business activities with paying that "disorderly conduct" penalty rather than serving the rest their lives in prison.

To whit:

Rakoff has said that he is required to show some deference to the SEC’s judgment. But in Monday’s ruling, he said that the agency was asking too much of the court. Rakoff said that imposing settlements such as Citigroup’s $285 million deal can be unfair to the defendant and be susceptible to “abuse” by the SEC.

“An application of judicial power that does not rest on facts is worse than mindless, it is inherently dangerous,” he wrote. It “serves no lawful or moral purpose and is simply an engine of oppression.”

I couldn't agree any more with either the sentiment or the language, Justice Rakoff. I couldn't agree not a bit more.

tap tap tap

2011-09-16T20:08:00.001-04:00

ahem Is this thing on?

SCIENCE!

2011-03-24T17:15:00.002-04:00

Now, the really cool thing about Science is twofold. First it observes, records, anyalyzes and theorizes. Yep. That's for starters. THEN it Repeats that Process!

Again. And Again. And Again. It never stops repeating that first multi-stage step, so that one day, let's say 3,000 years ago in the time of Pharaoh, Odysseus and Nebuchadnezzar, we had scientists who were assiduously gathering data on the natural world, including their fellow homo sapiens, in order explain why their Political structures were the result of the Will of the Gods. Assuredly these personages existed for the most part in the incarnations of priests but having evolved from earlier priests and shaman of even less abundance of knowledge than these contemporaries of our Monotheistic religious foundations of the modern West.

Again and again this process has repeated itself. Through the wonders of the Roman engineering feats to the gathering of the barbarians of the northern forests into the hellish agglomeration of nations which became known as European, knowledge has been sought and tested and held up as The Truth throughout the long millenia of human neuropsychological evolution. Men have burned to the delight of hundreds, even thousands, merely for relating their findings and interpretations of natural facts which had previously been held as belonging to the realm of Heaven.

Darwin brought many houses down within the Western world's domains simply by pointing out the obvious, that species evolve from other species, yet still do vast numbers of homo sapiens cling to the beliefs of the wanderers of the deserts and sorcerers of the temples of ages past and fallen to dust and archaeological history.

Men (in conjunction with women, let us please not forget) have sailed beyond the Heaven of our past and floated above the world, even going so far as to walk upon the ancient nemesis of the Sun god. Luna. The mense maker. The mind bender and puller of the tides. A ball of rock oh so identical in many of its elements to our very Mother Earth. People have gathered knowledge and analyzed it so extremely well and successfully in order for these accomplished might come to be.

Then paused.

Returning to the science of our horribly demonized friend, Mr Darwin, I find it interesting how viciously so many anthropologists still debate our theories of human origins. As soon as one body of incontrovertible research is published the camps reallign and are formed anew to claim The Last Word on the location of some Garden of Eden. "Of course modern humans had to have interbred with Neandertals!" "Of course there is no way modern humans and Neanderthals could ever have interbred! The DNA samples prove it!" "Of course modern humans originated in one small corner of Africa! The DNA samples prove it!" All the while new evidence comes in yearly to suggest that ALL of these things are true. Just to varying extents which correlate unerringly dependent upon which part of the world from which they come.

It must have been sometime around the 1970s, though perhaps much earlier, that it became unacceptable to suggest that the various races of homo sapiens sapiens around the world might have evolved separately. The Biblical, then mitochondrial, Eve was surely the mother of us all! To some this will always be an absolute. As with everything, including as we've recently discovered the speed of light, there are no absolutes. Everything is relatively absolute to one extent or another. Or, if you prefer, absolutely relative. A relatively absolute fact which sends so many of even the most rational of scientists and religious devotees into despair of any hope of ever finding the "Truth".

The differences between Religion and Science are many. The similarities even greater. I've personally chosen to follow science because, as I hope I've made clear, Religion will certainly change over the decades as does Science, but the latter, despite being practiced by the same species of highly intellectually evolved ape as is the former, has within it the Requirement to, however grudgingly adhered to, examine Everything. Update and re-analyze even the most thoroughly well understood facts of its theories in order to Always advance towards a more complete understanding of Reality.

Not just accept what our remote ancestors did so rightly based upon their data sets come to believe about the origins of our world and ourselves.

What prompted this little rant? :) Just this little blog post by paleoanthropologist John Hawks. As soon as I read the title I knew I was going to love the post. Population structure within Africa: has "modern human origins" become a non sequitur?

As much as is saying humanity's roots go back a mere 6 million years, I suppose it just may be. Eggs always come first. But something had to lay them...

Enjoy!

The Egress Is Looking Better All The Time...

2011-01-04T18:46:00.003-05:00

Throughout the whole of my politically aware life I've never imagined that our society might regress to a condition such as that which pervaded the early decades of the 20th century. I thought that in the early 1980s, despite the potential for mass devastation which the Cold War did present, that we would, if we survived, continue relentlessly towards a Progressive society. One which always found the means to lift its most unfortunate or merely recalcitrant members out of their gloom, disaffection and despair. One which would heal its citizens bodies even as it might neglect their minds and hearts as being too much the stuff of Religion's concern.

It has only been in the last several years that I've started worrying that I really have been too much the anthropological optimist.

The reelection of W Bush didn't truly astound me. It disgusted me mostly for the way in which Kerry handled the whole election. The way he "didn't dignify" the Swift boaters' claims until way too late. His semi-irrelevant points on the deficiencies in Republican Tax policies and, most tellingly, his refusal to speak of the swelling real estate bubble which was at the time, 2004, beginning to show the first signs of massive instabilities which would eventually lead to '07's financial meltdown. And please don't say, "well No One knew it was gonna happen." A Lot of economists were saying it was a catastrophe in the waiting the way the U.S. and Britain had opened up to Speculation the lending reserves of Banks. How the rules allowing insane packaging of loans into assets which only the richest investors could possibly use as defense against bad investments.

Doesn't anyone in Politics understand Economics for civilizations? The only thing they do seem to understand are the finer academic points which show how the wealthiest investors can secure and invest their wealth at the same time, as if that siphon segment of the pool of international wealth is somehow the only one that matters to the health of the whole system.

Is it Ignorance? Is it Hubris? Is it really, I mean seriously can it really be as simple as Greed?

I don't think it is, but I am now, after years of non-utopian optimism about our near term future, starting to believe that greed really is become too much a driving force in our culture in general, and Politics in particular.

In this Op-Ed essay by Henry Gireaux of Truthout my growing Nationalist fears are given an almost ecumenical form and dimension. It is quite the literary Op-Ed and touching in an emotionally devastating, yet at the same time, satisfying way. Where Robert Reich does state his analyses plainly and with statistical and historical empiricism, Gireaux does so with a flair for the historically dramatic. If he does occasionally dance with hyperbole I think it only is because the subject matter truly is of such an Historically massive nature.

I've said I don't believe the United States is in any real danger of falling into the a 2nd world economic strata. I think that I still believe that. I'm just not as sure as I was when I was much younger and had not yet been subjected to the reality of which these past forty years of economic diminution of my country's middle class has resulted.

We will be to see...

In the Twilight of the Social State: Rethinking Walter Benjamin's Angel of History

by: Henry A. Giroux, t r u t h o u t | Op-Ed
By eviscerating public services and reducing them to a network of farmed-out private providers, we have begun to dismantle the fabric of the state. As for the dust and powder of individuality: it resembles nothing so much as Hobbes's war of all against all, in which life for many people has once again become solitary, poor and more than a little nasty. (1) -Tony Judt

I think that preface paragraph by Tony Judt does an excellent job as a synopsis to the essay which follows. Note the footnotes as well. Excellent all 'round!

Good Luck!

possibilities

2011-01-01T19:04:00.001-05:00

in the fullness of the memory

it seems that I was disappointed

yet again

unflinching

and yet I swelled with pride

unbidden come to rest upon my bosom

and finding peace

did dance

without much glitter

though in peace

and so does a goal astound

I want that which is denied me

I am not he who waits

though so I must become

before my truths are revealed

to me

Lonely

Terrible it is not

though so do I express it

the pangs of growth I stymie

with each endless

reenactment of the same

is born another

so forth to neverland

away to dreams untrammeled upon

by reality's intimate ties

and focal points of no concern

to what is most important

in my heart

and head

the apocryphies which adorn

my wanton fantasies

will bow before reality

and its angels

should I be brave

and restore those

to their place atop the temple

which is me

an element convicted

and held accountable to this life

and all it pours o'er my brow

and into my eyes

my thoughts and fears

will arise and dissipate

until the morning far from now

when love

blooms again

in peace, love and understanding

as it may be

suffused with lust

and pure intents

at odds no more

for evermore

as one are love and wonder

passion and concern

driven thoughts of purest

white snow meaning

for ever and evermore

Thank you to Lisa Wiffledust for the forum in which this was expressed.