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ePiSoDe 180: BacK fRoM HiaTuS

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Sun, 26 Sep 2010 09:24:00 +0000

Hi there.
I feel totally indifferent tonight, cannot be described.

Anyhow, it has been ages since last time I updated my blog and here I come back; I am not sure for how long, but suddenly, this is the loneliest night ever since March. I've never felt so lonely before. Shoot, desperate am I?

Just finished practicing for my oral presentation which I already missed and should be presenting last week. But tonnes of assignments impeded my will to go to class, and I might still got the jet-lag after my flight back from Gold Coast. The trip was averagely awesome and yeah, without my dad, my friends in Brisbane, it would be super duper sorrow and demotivating.

Actually, I am waiting for her to buzz me, or at least to say "Hi, awk watpe tuu.." as usually, I will start the talking and as for tonight, I would like her to start. But, the waiting is like the Malay saying, like waiting the moon to fall on your lap. Like forever, to eternity! Dangg...I dunno, these few days, she seems some kind of avoiding me, after the talk about we not going out together as often as before. I dunno what have came to her mind, but yeah, I was open to her suggestion and ready to listen more on why...but she chose to keep it by herself, what to do?

Huh, it is really really killing me...figuratively.

ePiSoDE 179: FuNd RaiSiNg

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Tue, 29 Dec 2009 07:55:00 +0000

Dimulakan dengan bismillah .

diharap ini adalah projek kita yang menjadi selepas pending selama setahun.

selepas mesyuarat board of director baru2 ini yang berlangsung selama 6jam kita sebulat suara menjayakan projek ini menjadi kenyataan.

dan ini adalah design yang dicadangkan 60x20 kaki.

kutipan derma untuk menyumbang kepada projek ini akan dibuka kepada rakan - rakan harimaumalaya yang lain.

costing asal 60x20x1.50 = rm1800

kutipan ini dimulakan dengan segera, kerana insyaAllah, targetnya ialah banner ini akan terbentang ketika Malaysia menentang Uzbekistan. maka aku umumkan tarikh tutup sumbangan dana adalah pada 7hb november.maka sekalian sila segera,kalau nak tengok hasilnya ketika game tersebut nanti.

dan sila maklum bahawa kos banner bagak ini adalah RM1800 mengikut kalkulasyen yang dibwat encik sky.maka itulah dia target dana kita.

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any inquiries bleh berhubung dgn sky atau saya.let us make this as a reality.projek ini projek kita bersama.

LONG LIVE MALAYSIA!

Info Terkini : Banner ini masih kekurangan di dalam RM500 lagi untuk menjadi satu kenyataan pada Malam 30/12/2010 ketika Perlawanan Malaysia vs Syria.

ePiSoDe 178: WiNd oF cHaNGe

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Mon, 28 Dec 2009 07:09:00 +0000

Just few days before the New Year while it was already few days past the Awal Muharram which remarks the new year, new calendar of Islam. People here and there talks about the 2010 vision and mission; I reckon almost every people in this world, regardless who they are, poor or rich, high or low status, either you are a Muslim or Buddhist or whatever religion your are, we share the same thing when it comes to New Year; the mission and vision statement.

What's so great about stating and claiming our vision and mission, but we never work hard towards the mission? Like you said you want to lose some weight but at the same time, you keep eating those unhealthy junks and rubbish? I have my own vision and mission, and vice versa. You might be thinking that hey, I have mine and you have yours, so mind your own business. I'm not bugging into yours and other people's life and problem, it just matters me a lot that how am I going to work on my vision so that everything that I've said and stated, for example, I want to be a better person than ever before for this upcoming years, but then I stick to my bad attitudes, manners and what-so-ever, is not just a statement. I could show the proof to people that yeah, I'm true to my words and I walk my own talk.

Alright, as the matter of fact, I'm planning for a drastic wind of change for this new year and upcoming years ahead. It's plan, since I've sorted out few outlines, the dos and don'ts which I should prevail until the end of my life. I would like to be much better person than I have ever been before. I want to make everyone around me feels comfortable with me, regardless of my stupidity and immaturity. Ohh, I should be smarter and maturer than before, or else people will keep on stomping on my head and I will always be under other people's fame and glory.

Sometimes, I have been thinking a lot, differentiating and comparing myself with others, especially my colleagues and mates. What do I have and they don't have, and what do they have and I don't have? Life in the previous years had shown me a lot of things that I need to change or make an alteration so that I won't be a social outcast or put myself into exile.

Hurmm, got few days to go before I come back to Auckland, and start my new life in a new year of 2010, in a new house, quite new environment and might be new roll of life. I want to start changing, for the betterment of the my own future, and I will.

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Sat, 26 Dec 2009 15:55:00 +0000

Tonight, I felt like something has been taken away from me
There is one thing
Many people try to pursue
But few has succeed
Because it will never always come to your way

I gave in too much hopes
Which I felt it has dragged me away too far from myself
I failed to cope and recuperate
Become myself back again

ePiSoDe 177: SaTiRe oR tHe tRuTh?

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Wed, 16 Dec 2009 04:30:00 +0000

Kalau lelaki handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap:: woow, cool giler...
kalau lelaki tak handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: eh perasan macam bagus...

kalau lelaki handsome berbuat jahat
Perempuan akan kata: nobody's perfect
kalau lelaki tak handsome berbuat jahat
perempuan akan cakap: memang.... muka pun macam pecah rumah!

kalau lelaki handsome menolong perempuan yg diganggu
perempuan akan cakap: wah.. machonya.. macam hero filem!
kalau lelaki tak handsome menolong perempuan yang diganggu
Perempuan akan kata: entah2 kawan dia...

kalau lelaki handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: sepadan sangat...
kalau lelaki tak handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: mesti kena bomoh perempuan tuh!

kalau lelaki handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata: jangan sedih, kan saya ada..
kalau lelaki tak handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata:...(terdiam, tapi telunjuknya
meliuk-liuk dari atas ke bawah, patutlah, tengok saja luarannya)...

kalau lelaki handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: perasaannya halus...penuh kasih sayang
kalau lelaki tak handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...

kalau lelaki handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: matching... hebat luar dalam
kalau lelaki tak handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: bang, bosnya mana?...

kalau lelaki handsome tak mau bergambar
perempuan akan cakap: pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya tersebar
kalau lelaki tak handsome tak mau bergambar
perempuan akan kata: tak sanggup melihat hasilnya ya?...

kalau lelaki handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap:ini barulah lelaki gentlemen
kalau lelaki tak handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap: naluri pembantu, memang begitu....

kalau lelaki handsome bersedih hati
perempuan akan cakap: let me be your shoulder to cry on
kalau lelaki tak handsome bersedih hati
perempuan akan kata: kuat nangis!! lelaki ke bukan ni?

ePiSoDe 176: BaCk fRoM eXTiNcTioN

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Tue, 15 Dec 2009 13:28:00 +0000

Salam.

Huhu, out of blue, suddenly I felt so extinct, deliberately. I've been left out by Internet for about 4-5 days and I already felt so so empty. Fill me, dear.

Been through a lot of things these few days, and had been fed by a lot of fruitful food for thought, which I believe I have to apply it for my own sake. These few days had taught me lesson that I have to use every opportunity, every second and every moment in my life to show love to others, because it might just be too little too late for you when the time comes. At that moment, bleeding tears won't change anything if you get what I meant.

Then, I've realised that all the things that I've been planning to do in the near future, either for me or for my family and my loved ones, it's merely a small piece of human ability whereas the God's will incomparably overpowers the human ability. That's the fact the every human on Earth has to believe and has to have the faith on. We might have planned for our family, preparing for our children with wealth and properties so that they won't be found on the road begging and starving for food. But, everything's under His control and as the Quran says, "Kun-fayakun" which means what Allah commands to be, it is! I'm not trying to persuade you to stop collecting wealth or properties for the sake of our family in the future, but then, yeah, it's all back to Allah. Whatever we plan, we do and we got, it's all in Allah's hands.

I've also realised, not really realised since I've already learnt about the needs of Doa or prayers in our lives, but now I'm strongly believe and will always hang on to it that, the greatest power of Allah is always will be with us. It is the matter of whether we look and seek for it, or we just let it go. Doa is the Muslim's weapon and also our treasure, like the Quran. The Muslims should know that we, have the most invincible weapon above those atomic bombs or nuclear weapons, which is Doa. Some of us might be neglecting the Solat or the prayers, no one is in particular. Let say you only perform the 5 prayers time, without the additional or Solat Sunat outside the 5 prayers time. Do you realise that you only have 5 times to speak to Allah, ask for His mercy, guidance and blessings and unfortunately, outside there, there are many people who freely missed the opportunity to speak to Allah and pray to Him 5 times a day? I'm not trying to say that yeah, I'm good, I never missed my Solat. I was also a bad person and I wish I could repay all my sinners and wrongdoings, and at the same time, to remind you and my friends. So, use the 5 prayers time and take it as an opportunity for you to speak to Him, ask from everything and anything that you wanted and you have tried for, insyaAllah He will always listen to you and He will never leave someone who always speak to Him.

Hurm, I guess escape from the extinction had shaped me into something else I guess, I'm not sure. I'll always try to change myself to become a better man, to make the world a better place and to get Allah's blessings and Heaven, insyaAllah. Till then, Salam.

ePiSoDe 175: TeaCh Me HoW To LoVe

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Wed, 09 Dec 2009 15:29:00 +0000

Yeah, it's kinda not surprising at all if I tell you guys, once again, I'm having lovestruck, or in the easiest linguistic form of language, I'm in love. Deeply. Yeah with a girl, faggot.

But I had this sort of personal problems, where I could not keep it by myself any longer and I've been dying to put a silence on it so that I wouldn't give it a deep thought later.

She's so amazing and far better than me. She's beautiful like a princess and adorable, lovable and I love her tenderness and caring which makes my heart melts like Cornetto under the hot sun. Ohh, she's so fond of ice cream, and I would like to be part of her dream where she imagines to have an ice cream shop like the one we always (we've been there together for about twice?) go together and eat some ice cream by the harbour. Having our own ice cream shop by the sea, working together, and when the sun goes down, we run together with our kids by the sea shore...isn't that sweet?

Yeah, it's my problem, big problem for me to honestly confess to her that I really truly madly deeply in love with her. I have this fear of getting rebounded...hell yeah, being rejected is kinda hurts so much. Well, I could only wish that she would have the same feeling as mine and I could tell her straightaway that I love her.

Friends, please teach me how to love her. I'm stupid. Ohh, if we walk together, obviously she could wear a shirt "I'm with stupid --->"

ePiSoDe 174: FiRsT MoRNiN iN MaLaYSiA

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Mon, 23 Nov 2009 01:18:00 +0000

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
- is black; I thought it was dark brown

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
- I stutter

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
- urm, money? hahaha

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
- my weight! haha~~

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
- I meet with backstabbers

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
- I'm better to be dead

8. I've come to realize that money:
- is essential but not everything

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
- I want to have a wonderful life, selling ice cream by the seashore with her ;)

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
- safwan

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
- her.

12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
- urm, once upon a time?

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
- is getting cranked up and need a new one, who's buying raise up your hands?

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the mornings:
- I feel grateful cuz still alive!

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
- I look at her beautiful self-portrait to serenade me

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
- her.

17. I've come to realize that my life:
- is 50-50

18. I've come to realize that my favorite drink is:
- urm, coffee?

19. I've come to realize that today I will:
- getting huda to recognize me...she seems not to recognize me~~

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
- sleep quite early

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
- do what a normal human being does

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
- be a good humankind~

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
- urm, hope she'd read this, haha...but she doesn't have a blog~~

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
- meanigful and should be cherished every single moment of it

25. I've come to realize that love:
- is spelled L.O.V.E

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s):
- urm, cool?

27. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s):
- cool, too?

28. I've come to realize food is:
- a gift

29: I've come to realize that this holidays are:
- yeah, i wish

30. I've come to realize heartbreak :
- is an adjective from the broken heart

31. I've come to realize that the last person i liked:
- is her.

32.I've come to realize that my brother(s):
- is getting taller than me!

33. I've come to realize that crying:
- is normal

34. I've come to realize that death is:
- something that we are destined for. we can't run away from it or try to cheat death~

35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
- I'm the most horrible-looking person at that time!

36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
- I get cranky and do inappropriate stuffs

I do this:
- cuz today's my first morning in Malaysia!

ePiSoDe 173: BuTTeRCuP, DoN't bReaK mY HeaRt

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 06:25:00 +0000

Buttercup, don't break my heart.

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 00:45:00 +0000

Isn't it obvious? Watch the video at 0.44 and you will get all the points to explain why there should be a replay match between France and Ireland.

ePiSoDe 172: CoRaLiNe

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 12:55:00 +0000

I've just finished watching this film 'Coraline' and I would extremely suggest this must-watch film to you guys! The animation was superbly amazing and the story is kinda bit creepy but fun to watch...here, take a look on this trailer, you can watch it on HD by simply clicking on the video and new tab will pop out if you are using Google Chrome which is another thing that I would like strongly suggest you guys to use it because it simple, user-friendly and use lesser memory than other Web browser.

Wow, sounds like a promoter, does it? Cut the crap off, get this movie Coraline real quick and you won't be disappointed!

ePiSoDe 171: LoVe HeR

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 05:37:00 +0000

I came across this quote and thought it would be lovely to share with you guys.

Love Her ...when she sips on your coffee or tea. She only wants to make sure it tastes just right for you

Love Her...when she is jealous. Out of all the men she can have, she chose you

Love her...when she has annoying little habits that drives you nuts. You have them too.

Love her...when her cooking is bad. She tries.

Love her...when she looks scary in the morning. She always fixes herself up again.

Love her...when she makes you watch corny love dramas while the sport is on.
She wants to share these moments with you.

Love her...when she asks if she looks fat. Your opinion counts, so tell her she's beautiful.

Love her...when she looks beautiful. She's yours so appreciate her.

Love her...when she spends hours to get ready. She only wants to look her best for you.

Love her...when she buys you gifts you don't like. Smile and tell her its what you've always wanted.

Love her...when she cries for absolutely nothing. Don't ask, tell her its going to be okay

Love her...when she suffers from PMS. Buy chocolate, rub her feet and just chat to her (trust me this works!)

Love her...when whatever you do is not pleasing. It happens and will pass

Love her...when she stains your clothes. You needed a new shirt anyway

Love her...when she argues. She only wants to make things right

ePiSoDe 170: CouNTiNg cRoWs...oOpS, DaYs~~

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 00:10:00 +0000

3 more days to go before I literally fly back to Malaysia this Sunday and definitely I'm gonna miss Huia so much. Many sweet and sour things had happened in the period of time Huia became my resident here in Auckland. Got many new invaluable friends and experiences...it's like once in a lifetime chance to have this wonderful experience you see...next year, I'm moving out to Bianco together with friends and especially with her, hehe...so, probably the chances of meeting my friends at Huia would be kinda difficult as we have separated and dispersed ourselves to different places.

I've been packing up my stuff in these few days and gosh, I can't believe actually I got a lot of stuff that I 'possessed' since the first day I arrived here. I remember, on that historical day, there was nothing on the board; no posters, no sticky notes, no nothing. Empty like the emptiness of a broken heart, dush. So far, 4 medium sized boxes have been stuffed with my stuff and also my printer. Not yet my speaker, my heater, my water heater, rice cooker and stuff! Oh gosh, luckily I have these helpful hands who voluntarily offered their help to keep my stuff before moving out to Bianco on 25th of November, exactly 3 days after my departure. How coincidental is that!

Well, still got some things to do; buying chocs to be brought back so that they could taste the wonderful NZ handmade choc, lol. Whitaker's rawks! Hahaha, alright, till then.

ePiSoDe 169: TiBa-TiBa aKu TeRSeNyUm SaMPai NaK TeRKoYaK MuLuT

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Mon, 16 Nov 2009 00:27:00 +0000

Tiba2 dia muncul.
Secara automatiknya
Yang suram jadi ceria
Yang sedih jadi gembira

Tak tau apa
Yang nak dikata
Tentang apa
Yang dirasa

Aku gembira
Bila dia muncul
Tatkala aku dalam
Penantian yang panjang

Hahaha, puisi bodoh dari aku~

ePiSoDe 168: YoU ReaLLy LooK WoNDeRFuL ToDaY

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 07:14:00 +0000

It's late in the morning
she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up
and brushes her long black hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful today."

A noite é de festa
E ela veste o luar
Me arrasta e me testa
Se sente uma super star

E entao pergunta Se eu estou em paz
E eu digo sim, I feel wonderful today

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

De volta pra casa Cansados de festejar
Me deita e me abraça Me beija não quero falar

Adeus, meu amor...eu te amo~

ePiSoDe 167: CoNgRaTz aLL wHiTeS~

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Sat, 14 Nov 2009 09:12:00 +0000

Congrats to All Whites for the win over Bahrain to qualify them for the 2010 World Cup finals in South Africa. Should I be proud of the win? Nah, just feel happy for the country where I study, never gonna feel any proud.

She's leaving tomorrow. Bon voyage. Theme song: Ku Mahu Kau Tahu - Hujan

ePiSoDe 166: tRyOuTs

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 07:58:00 +0000

Cuba-cuba

ePiSoDe 165: iT's cLaSSiCaL!

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 00:34:00 +0000

Classical ain't it? Yupp, that's my sweet (lol) and innocent look when I was 4-5 years old. Both pictures were taken during Hari Raya I guess. Those days were beautiful, me and my sis always have something to fight with, such as competing each other heights and so on. But yeah, those were the days, I've grown up and what you see now is not the same me back then. I don't wear Kiki Lala shirt, tucked into the pants with colourful belt! Haha, now I wear Nike shirt with Diesel jeans for instance...show off!

Thanks Mak Usu for these beautiful treasure. Kudos.

ePiSoDe 164: Au ReVoiR

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 12:36:00 +0000

"kt huia pon msti ko nangis2 tgk aku balik mesia dlu dari ko"

I dunno what should I feel. Speechless. Pretty sad. Hmmmm. Au revoir.

ePiSoDe 163: BuoNa FoRTuNa

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 22:38:00 +0000

...which means good luck, to you guys who had been together with me, studying without hesitation, each and every days and nights that we had spent together, doing our revision and exercise, may God bless our efforts and 'lend' us His strength so that we could face the 225 exam paper with confidence...

Sha, Kaksha, Eman, Cikin, Fatin, Illi

Buona fortuna! Viel gluck! Good luck! Ganbatte! Chaiyok! Selamat maju jaya! Whatever the language is, all on all, I wish and pray for our success and may we finish the final semester of this year, with high flying colours!

ePiSoDe 162: tHaT's LiFe

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 20:29:00 +0000

The idea about this post came over my mind last night after I just finished my revision with my girlfriends, while listening to Buble's "That's Life". Recently, I'm so into his tunes as the song "Me and Mrs. Jones" keep on reciprocally playing on my Media Player.

I've been here approximately 7 months and a half, and I'm nearly halfway to finish my 2 years of study here. So far, life has been great and full of colours you know, full of ebb and flow, rise and fall...well, that's life!

I wanna talk about my new friends that I have made since I arrived here. I reckon the first friend that I made was Hani, yes a Malaysian, which supposed to be Level 4 RA. She was the one who showed me around Huia on my first day here. Ohh, shall I recognise Jackie as a friend? Hell no, she's more like a Kiwi-ma for me and the rest of Cohort 5 here. Well, regarding Hani, I don't know so much about her since we live in different floor and rarely meet and because of my incurable shyness, we rarely had a talk.

Then, I met with Gabriel, which supposed to be my neighbour in 8th floor. He's from Sudan, where Petronas are renowned and he has very good knowledge about Malaysia while I know almost nothing, haha. He's a good mate, good guy and I wish he has a good life here and finishes his study here with flying colours.

Another precious friend of mine is Lahiru a.k.a Dili. First time I met him was during I join my floormates playing soccer at Domain. He was called Ronaldo because of his skills and he's from Portugal, haha. But I reckon he looks more like Nani than Ronaldo to me. He's a very very good mate; we always had a good laughter on something and we enjoy ourselves doing some stuffs together such as playing cards, bluff, and PES2009 on his xbox.

I also met a guy from Korea, his name was Thomas Jung. At first, I thought he was kinda cold and not cool, but then we started to be friends and be good to each other when I started to talk with him which I couldn't remember what was it about. He always has his things to be joked about, and he's kind of lumpy in certain things. Ohh, he got this weird skills of playing pool, haha!

Well, I can't write up a full line up of my new friends' list, but all I know is, I made a lot of friends, more than 10 at least, here and I found that was a very valuable piece of experience which I might hardly found if I didn't come here. That's life!

Lastly, I'd like to dedicate this song to everyone who feels that the life's killing you, not at your side and you feel hopeless about it. You can look for the song over the net and download it and listen to it. It is surely nice!

That's life

That's what all the people say

You're riding high in April

You're shot down in May

I know I'm gonna change that tune

When I'm back on top in June

I see that's life

& as funny as it may seem

Some people get their kicks

Stompin' on your dreams

But I don't let it, let it get me down

'Cause this fine ol' world keeps spinning 'round

I've been a puppet, a papa, a pirate,

A poet, a pawn & a king

I've been up & down & over & out

But I know one thing

Each time I find myself, flat on this face

I pick myself up & get back in the race

That's life

I can't deny it

I thought of quitting, baby

This heart wasn't gonna buy it

And if I didn't think it was worth one single try

I'd jump right on a big bird & then I'd fly

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,

A poet, a pawn & a king

I've been up & down & over & out

And I know one thing

Each time I find myself flat on my face

I pick myself up & get back in the race

That's life

That's life & I can't deny it

Many times I thought of cutting out

But my heart won't buy it

But if there's nothing shakin' come this here July

I'm gonna roll

I'm gonna roll myself up in a big ball & die

Can't deny it

That's life

ePiSoDe 161: YeaH, MU wins again!

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 19:55:00 +0000

Pictures will always be beautiful with you inside it. I don't mind all the hard works because good results come from hard works.

ePiSoDe 160: i'Ve pRoBaBLy SeeN mY FuTuRe~

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 12:19:00 +0000

Could you imagine that this might be how my daughter will look like in the future? Haha, the nose resembles me alot! And the lips, so much like her mom...ooppps, who's she? Lalalala~~~

ePiSoDe 159: eXaM MoDe aCTiVaTeD

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 13:37:00 +0000

Yepp, u read it clear. It's activated. Semi, but will be fully soon. First paper, the nightmare 225, would be on the 9th of November, followed by ESOL101, which would be an all-out day for me, surely.

I turned on the switched last Friday, started off with a good discussion with peeps, and last night, few hours ago, it was only with few of us, since some have been missing or did not get the message. Whatever. Commitment is never been taught in school by the way. Neither in PMR nor in SPM. Yeah, probably academician should propose to open up course regarding how to be committed on task, such as COMMITTED101 for dummies, COMMITTED201 for Stage 2. Lol.

Yeah, gotta few weeks, 3 weeks to be exact (not really, faggot), before 22nd. Sha is going back on 15th and Kaksha's on the next day. Well, bon voyage in advance, my-future-neighbour-in-Bianco!

At this moment, I'd pray for the time to move quickly, huhu. Maybe not. Ah, I dunno. Fuck me.

Stick your tongue out of your mouth like Hagemaru! Ngeee~~

noreply@blogger.com (Peanut Butter Jelly) — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 00:08:00 +0000

" When you compare them to the poor caged birds that have forgotten to fly, Crows are much better. Being a Crow is good enough for me."

Takiya Genji, Crows Zero 2