tiffany and daphne~

who are u ? may i ask ??

2010-12-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

i don't know what is wrong anymore.
is it me ?
but i know what's happening
its all just a routine right ??

i've been there when u need me
regardless.
no matter what.
no matter how hard
no matter what i need to sacrifice.

but lately i keep asking myself
do you even appreciate it at all ??
or do you just make use of me and then be jolly happy all by yourself.

i dont have anyone to tell anymore
because all they see is a pathetic girl whom is desperate for attention
it all hurts so bad
when even the closest to you think that of you

i feel like i dont have anyone else to turn to
i feel so pathetic
i wouldnt let you control me anymore

you know i wouldnt turn my back so you take advantage of it.
is it really so ??
i keep asking myself
i never want this life for myself
i know i can do better
but i thought life is fighting for what you want

i never thought i would feel this trapped
but what's done is done i guess
maybe that's the biggest problem
and i will not let myself be in that position again

so let it be then
if that's what you want
i'll be happy to do as you wish

Ducky is feeling great :)

2010-11-23T00:10:00.003+08:00

i've been feeling better you know.
i try not to be emo all the time.
i figured its better to smile than to sulk right ??
i still wouldnt go around smiling like orang gila lahh...
i think its been working well.

that doesnt mean im not sad deep down.
i feel like i need some sparks in my life.
something to tell me that everything will be okayy.
i finally can ignore wadever that comes my wayy..

its tough to lose things on the way.
but on the journey to feeling better, i've gained many things.
i know which friends are worth keeping and some i should not even bother about.

oh well i think enough said for now.
im feeling fine and that's great :))

i mean look at Rihanna, she picked herself up from the darkest place and is doing great now !!

later peeps :)
daph~

A day in a life of Tiffany..

2010-11-09T11:16:00.002+08:00

these pass few weeks has passed by in a daze. seriously! let me show u what i have been doing for the past few days in the past week.

1) wake up
2) get ready to go uni
3) eat whatever there is
4) RUNNING for the bus.
5) listening to lecturer blabbing
6) plop oneself in the library
7) come home
8) eat dinner
9) plop oneself on the laptop! ASSIGNMENTS!
10) best part : back to sleep. and it goes back to square number 1 again.

JOY!

this kind of moments i just wish i had not taken the big step to come here. But, there is a BUT, I'll get use to it, eventually. You won't feel the feeling of loneliness once it hits you. i blame the stupid mind working brain of mine for stressing out.=D

However, the most interesting thing that's going to happen is my internship in Queensland. speaking of the beach and sun and all wonders of what you can do in summer, is just another 4 more weeks away for me. Big SMILE!=)
lots more shopping to do and SALES are all over. Bigger SMILE!=)

til next time then..*huggies*

tiff

failure

2010-11-03T23:28:00.001+08:00

I Will not let a little setback bring me down. Easier said than done. But i have to stay strong and focused. I can't afford to slack anymore. But somehow the energy is not there.

3rd Nov 2010 Will be a significant date to me and i must remember the lesson that comes with it.

With it comes disappointment and the feeling that is so helpless.

Many things are beyond control i guess. But this i could have done better. Instead i wasted time on other garbage and hence.

Too late but i Will make sure i carve out a future that is bright for myself.

Daph.

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a little irony of life

2010-11-02T00:57:00.001+08:00

When things become more like a pattern rather than spontaneous and natural, it becomes such a drag. No longer are the answers its okay or we'll make it through. It becomes angry words such as I've had enough or I've waited the whole day for you. Is it the human norm to expect demand and assume over time? is it true that we tend to want more each and every time.

Maybe we should just take what comes and go. But a lot of times we let the anger in us take charge and in the end lose it.

I guess the stereotype that humans prefer something that's fresh and new is true. For example some men can cheat on their wives of 30 years for a hotter version of their wives.

Im just saying. We often let all those insignificant feelings take charge of our minds.

But ironically all those thoughts and actions shape our future.

Daph

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The Fat Duck's Chef..=)

2010-10-29T21:46:00.007+08:00

I have to admit, this English Chef, Heston Blumenthal is just one in a million! For a Culinary Tutorial, i watched one of his shows and it was about him making a Wondrous Once in A Lifetime Christmas Feast Fit for Ancient Kings. its just A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! imagine watching a blockbuster movie and having a sense of what the food would taste like before entering the palates. He is a chef who involves in rule-breaking, unusual experiments and an exploding oven. Taking another step towards the Molecular gastronomic Culinary experience.

his "snail porridge"

tiff<3

epic fail

2010-10-27T00:34:00.001+08:00

I came across this and thought that i should share it.
It sure did make my day better.

Daph =)

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opinions.

2010-10-27T00:15:00.001+08:00

Am i too harsh? ?
Everytime i try to give my opinions on issues, i tend to start a debate rather than give advice to the other party involved. Am i being too self-indulgent till i forget that maybe im wrong?

I always wanna protect those dear to me. But it has become more of an obstruction rather than a solution.

Im just dynamic that way.
So if you really care what i think maybe you should take into account wad i say.

The person im talking about May never read this. So why do i bother?

Oh wells deep down i can never let u astray and meet a dead end.

So whenever you care to take me into consideration.
Im always here.

Daph.

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life.

2010-10-26T23:26:00.001+08:00

Im blogging on my phone! its so fun right. I can watch a series and blog at the same time.
Something i watched today made me realise that life is too short to dwell on negativity. But somehow it just gets to us right.

I Will post pictures to beautify this blog =)

Later!
Daph :)

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reality to-do list..

2010-10-24T23:50:00.004+08:00

its a list i'm suppose to actually follow to make my life a more on the move, if you know what i mean. short and simple to show my coming back in blogging.=)

1. start dieting. (i should start acting instead of thinking)

2. organize my planner . (cramped with all the laziness..*bummer*)

3. start searching for food for loves. (starting with food bloggers)

4. find a J-O-B.

5. Make sure to save money to continue travelling around. ( lacking in depth with this one)

6. spent more time moving then slacking. (i love my bed sooo much)

7. think of what i wan in the future to expand my interests. (deep but truthful)

there u go, serious thoughts are placed here. just so you know, i'm loving the girl who i'm sharing this blog with. As always, i'll be your back bone when you need me. =) *twinkle*

*love you bestie*

love tiff <3

a nameless post.

2010-10-24T22:41:00.003+08:00

so its been ages since i last updated. mainly because nothing much has happened anyways.
life is always gonna be life. filled with fucked up moments and people not worth crying over.

i've decided to start blogging again. main reason ?
i can say anything i want. and no one's gonna ask me what its about.
i cant even really tweet what i wan, again some would see and wonder...
dont get me wrong i wan those close to me to see my tweets, but some i rather not.

let's see, how was 2010 ?
i lost a couple of friends,
realised that some people aren't who i thought they were,
finished 2nd year of college, that i did quite well i think.
besides that, it's been really suckyy....

and it doesnt get better.
i wish some people would just stop being as annoying and start to be urmm,
i dunno how to describe...but whatever, as long i'm doing my own stuff i should be alright.

i realized one really important thing. put aside all the crap, do your family proud and think of all the sacrifices your parents made for you since you were born.
i know mine did. esp my mum, all she cares is what's best for me,
so i've decided to give my best and make her proud !
im her princess and im always gonna be her little girl.
i'm really blessed to have a mum like her.
she's my best friend and i can tell her everything.
its really when no one else would care, a phone call with my mum makes everything less sucky/

as for all the other things, i'll just go with the flow and see how it turns out :)

daph.

life is unfair...

2010-06-18T16:45:00.002+08:00

I come to realize that there are things that we are not meant to understand. It's really heart breaking and scary to have heard that a person you know has passed away. The person who you have joked with and talked to and became friends with is no longer living. Everyone in my surrounding are talking about it and telling me how painful and pitiful and tragic the accident is. I really don't have the heart to want to know more because its still unacceptable that a kind and nice person is no more living. i will owez remember our last conversation which was to keep in touch. Well, wherever you are, i really hope we do keep in touch til the day i meet you again. RIP my friend and as always, you will be missed.=)

love tiffany.

FOOTBALL MANIA!

2010-06-16T00:09:00.005+08:00

What else can i say?? ITS the FOOTBALL FEVER Month!!=)

NO RULES.

NO LAST MINUTE PLAN.
NO EXCUSES.
EAT! DRINk! SWALLOW! FOOTBALL!

its going to be just you, ASTRO and the FOOTBALL!=D

haha..okay..i do not know what i was talking about but who cares..i'm just going to be putting my free time now on just football.=D *wwweeeeeee* For the first time, the world cup is being held in SOuth Africa. So far the stadiums look amazing and i love the new mascot. ITS so cute!=D Well, pictures say a thousand world right?

*ALL the stadiums =D*

* the individual groupings*

* 2010 Mascott for Fifa World Cup*

the team i most would support is SPAIN!=) the only reason there is, is cause my favourite player. FERNANDO TORRES will be playing in the world cup! =D

will be rooting for me number 9!!<3>

tiffany =)

Guess who's BACK!!=D

2010-06-15T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hi AGAIN!=)

I know its been a long long time since ducky and me have been updating this blog.Anyways, i am now going to start it ALL over again.As you can see it is WHITE.=)
I am giving the decorating job to me Daphne (have fun!=D)

As quoted by my gud friend, (u know hu u are) "please do sumthing to your blog, its growing fungus". =DD

TAADAAA!! its PURE WHITE !!

To all my dearest friends, HI AGAIN!=)
To those that are new or has accidentally bum into our blog..WELCOME again!=)

tiffany =D

COOKIES!!! . (attempt number 1)

2009-12-18T14:47:00.004+08:00

It's my 1st baking moment when i had just arrive home.

It does look not that nice, well, cause of the icing ingredient.=(

Anyways, after researching and watchign youtube, i decided to try AGAIN!=)

May it work out Even nicer!!=)

Also, i've bought new XMAS cutters..*weeee*

Can't wait to try it...

Don't worry Ducky!! in will always save some for you! *muakz*

love Tiff=D

broken somehow.

2009-12-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

its funny how sumtimes all you can think about is one thing.....
no matter what is going on beside u, u cant get ur mind off it....
all i wanna do is move on from dere....
but its not possible for me to do so....
and if i dont move on, i cant get on with my life....
knowing that im no longer significant to you is just so sad....
how can u just forget every single thing ??

comfort is all i need right now.

daph ~
you may have forgotten, but i did not......

2009-12-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

i miss u !

daph~

2009-11-27T00:15:00.003+08:00

**WANT THEM SHOE!!**

*love this outfit*

Hi guys!!

sorry that i did not post much these few weeks!

got lots of assignemnts that are like TSUNAMI!

serious!

Anihoos, i have been craving for shoping these few days!

but..i can onli dream!

therefore..i will try my best to clean out my closet..

see what i can do wid all my old and new clothes..

and make sumthing new out of it..

i can owez look through DIY pages or stuff (sorry if i sound cheap)

but i LOVE doing these kind of things..

i also have been craving for
PASTRY! PASTRY!

borrowed 3 thick Pastry books from the college library!

just love loking at the pics..and now..i wanan fill my brain wid all the info!

Also, i kant wait to be home sweet home..=)

can;t wait to find my fav food and all! woohoo...

aniwaz..i will definitely miss lisa and beatrice and serene and ejinn.!!=)

*huggies*

DAPH...will see u soon in KCH!

till next time....*muakz*

love truly, Tiff =D

for now.

2009-11-13T18:38:00.004+08:00

been a while since i updated....
been a lil busy with college n tests....
im glad its over for now....
have to start studying again soon....
life is so boring....the same cycle all over again....
we just have to get over with it i guess....

im so glad....
im gonna graduate from my diploma soon ( God willing )
then its gonna be tough tough tough after that....
without realising, i've been out of high school for almost 2 years....
so much have changed....
i'm much more mature than i was 2 years ago.....

daph ~

awww :D

2009-10-31T18:32:00.002+08:00

you can actually tell someone you love them by not saying anything.
no words can explain how sweet i feel right now...or since i found out.

:) ( a million smiley faces)

daph~~

sweet :)

2009-10-30T20:10:00.005+08:00

so cute :D

they are so cutee together !!

i love her bag !
think they'll last ??

hugs, Daph~

too little time....

2009-10-22T23:14:00.002+08:00

okie..i have to admit..i am DAMN glad that i have finally gotten a post or a character whereby i feel that i can do/ proof that for once in my life i can work and achieve something i would love to do in my future.. COOKING!

after coming back from France, it was such a life experience thing and i Thank God everyday for letting me go and have a chance of a lifetime. i still keep wishing that i am still in France and EVENTHOUGH the language was hard, well, who cares! i got what i want out of life and that teaches me to really appreciate the people around me and how they work.

I finally made up my mind to where i want to head my head to...the life of a PASTRY Chef!

Now, my one and only idol is Mr Pierre Hermes!!!=D i really admire his workmanship and his talent and his creativity. i just feel like WANTING to be like him. He manages 3 pastry shop of his own in which u can onli find 2 shops in France and 1 in Japan. People actually LInes up to buy his pastries! and all his pastries just look so adorable and unforgettable. His famous Macarons were the best. it all comes in different flavours. The boxes/ gift box are also very cute and so suitable as a present for a family/ friends. I can just keep on talking about him all the way but i don't wan to bore u. IF only i can UPload my pictures then you will know what i mean. * SCREW U BLOG FOR UnAbility to UPLAOD PICS* haha...

Anyways, sadly, my french in speaking still sucks as ever..=( but at least i understand better. i also learn that it takes determination and discipline and patience to learn another language. Imagine..people toking to u so fast in another language and all u can understand was..." YES" n "NO" hahaha...=D

Also, i am quite glad to be back in my own place, Malaysia. the feeling of being by urself wasn't that good. hehe...the feelign of wanting to share sumthign with the one u love was way stronger then any other feelings. But i Thank God no matter what...he made me learn things that i would never thought i would learn and made me feel the passion for doing something.

Love. Trust. Believe. Hope.

lovey u always, tiffany =D

iPhone or Phone? =P

2009-10-22T23:03:00.002+08:00

sorry that i haven't had the time to update in this blog since i came back to Beautiful Msia..=P

just found that my mum( who enjoyed her trip in Beijing) got me this iPhone look-a-like...

its function looks damn real to an iphone and well..u can tell its fake by seeing/looking at the back cover of the phone which just says "PHONE"..

anyhow..i am GLAD to have FINALLY gotten myself a new phone..

my 1st phone was a nokia 8310 if i am not mistaken but it was cute and small..

my 2nd phone was a samsung E6601 i think..lolz!

and my 3rd wan was a LOST and FOUND phone. practically got it for free. a Sony Erricsson look alike like the new T 707..=D

in between my 7 years.i have changed my phone twice..keke*

for me its a little sad..cause my brother on the other hand gets to change his phone more den mine and his was getting more high tech den mine!

NOW! i get to show off that i have something that is special and finally MINE!

though i kant use it that well, but i will get use to it..=D

still can't believe i got an "iPHONE" hahaha...=P

love: tiff =D

ps: not ebing able to UPLOAD pics sucks to the max!!!!!

2009-10-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

i guess some things you just have to go through it in order to realize.
and that's the only way.

daph~

if only tears could bring you back

2009-10-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

If Only Tears Could Bring You Back
Performed by Midnight Sons

How will I start?
Tomorrow without you here
Who’s heart will guide me?
Lonely answers just disappeared
Is it too late?
Are you too far gone to stay?
Best friends forever
She never has to go away
What will I do?
You know I'm only half without you
How will I make it through?

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do
What I would give if you return to me
Someday, somehow, some way
If my tears could bring you back to me

I've cried here alone
So if you sail on home again
Waves of emotion will carry you
I know they can
Just let love guide you
And your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting
Into the arms of your true love
Look in my eyes you'll see
A million tears have gone by
And still they're not dry

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do
What I would give if you return to me
Someday, somehow, some way
If my tears could bring you back to me

I'll hold you close
And shout the words
I only whispered before
For one more chance
For one last ounce
Inside of me
That I would not of known

If only tears could bring you back to me
If only love could find a way
What I would do
What I would give if you return to me
Someday, somehow, some way
If my tears could bring you back to me

so sweet...
daph :)

tiffany and daphne~

who are u ? may i ask ??

Ducky is feeling great :)

A day in a life of Tiffany..

failure

a little irony of life

The Fat Duck's Chef..=)

epic fail

opinions.

life.

reality to-do list..

a nameless post.

life is unfair...

FOOTBALL MANIA!

Guess who's BACK!!=D

COOKIES!!! *.* (attempt number 1)

broken somehow.

for now.

awww :D

sweet :)

too little time...*.*

iPhone or Phone? =P

if only tears could bring you back

COOKIES!!! . (attempt number 1)

too little time....