My Daily Thoughts in Search of Self-Fulfillment

Sad To Find A True Friend

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 20 May 2012 08:32:00 +0000

I guess this is the end of my patience and understanding with one person that I consider a friend eventhough, most of the time she is backfighting me due to her bitterness and jealousy. Perhaps her high ego and pride attitude will always stay the same, so I guess it is about time for me to avoid this person and move on.

It is sad to learn, how hard it is to find someone whom I can consider a friend. Someone who will never see me as a competitor in their life. No matter how humble and honest I try to be, they will always see me in a different way.

I guess this is how it goes when you have a successful love with your family. Love from friends are narrow. Should I be sad? Well I'd rather have the true love from my family than a love from other people. I feel thankful and lucky enough for this life

Wake Up Call

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Mon, 14 May 2012 08:52:00 +0000

I realized something that makes it as my wake up call. Sometimes what we thought can be easy may not be as easy at we thought. Sometimes it takes time and more work to make something come into reality. Things that we are not happy doing sometimes have a good reason why it is there for us. God is good and he knows always, what is best for us. We just need to keep our eyes and heart open to everything and accept it even if it is against our will. Everything is not permanent.

Changes I Need

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Fri, 11 May 2012 07:16:00 +0000

I am so tired dealing with creepy people. I want to change my life. My life on that place is like a life of a celebrity. I always find myself trying to hide things from anyone because once you share something to someone, more people might know about it. I was wondering if this is really a normal things for human beings.

I guess I am just too tired of it. I need more privacy... I want to hold my time and do my things without following different expections. Everybody needs some changes at some point in our life. I need it now!!!

Amazing Direct TV Technology

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sat, 05 May 2012 04:12:00 +0000

I have been thinking of switching to other cable tv company because our cable tv provider bills is getting higher almost every month. I know that there are so many tv provider that is coming out nowadasy, and this makes choosing which provider is suitable for us harder. So I thought of making some research on the internet.

I saw this direct tv website. They offer package that provide clear picture with 1080p HD quality and Dolby Digital 5.1 Surround Sound. It says that they have superior service with with 5 package options which are the ENTERTAINMENT, CHOICE, CHOICE XTRA, CHOICE ULTIMATE and PREMIUM Packages wherein Local channels are available with all package.

They rae the top satellite TV provider which is better that DISH Network and cable. Over 19 million Americans are enjoying directtv service every day,from the most sports, movies, shows and HD channels. DIRECTV offers the best dx3 technology that will make your viewing experience to be the best. Their HD DVRs program provide mobile apps that you can set your DVR from anywhere. So even if you forgot to hit record, the show gets recorded. One HD DVR will work for up to 15 rooms.

Busy Making Extra Money

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Thu, 03 May 2012 01:36:00 +0000

I've been busy making money and I forgot to update mos of my blogs including this one. Ahhhhh, working full-time and having a prt-time job can really make you busy but everytime the money land on my hand, everything just feel ALRIGHT. hehehhehe!!!

Good thing that I don't have any order lately, otherwise I will not know how to squeeze in my schedule to do all these things. My blogging and my online business is not making that much money as it used to that's why I have to find another way to make extra money, but I dont have the heart to stop it because its been part of my daily living. I just need to be more organize and focus to keep myself doing it all.

Blog To Reach People

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sat, 21 Apr 2012 05:50:00 +0000

I have one customer who keeps calling about the depigmenting cream that I posted on one of my beauty and health blog. I am so happy how my blogs have been reaching a lot of people. I might call her later today to know if she is interested in buying this depigmenting cream so I can ask someone from the Philippines to buy about 5 depignmenting creams for me. This way, the creams that I will personally use will be actually free since the customer will pay for the shipping. Wooohooo!! Love this business.

Fun Making Mineral Makeup Workshop

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 08 Apr 2012 08:44:00 +0000

I am so glad that my customer enjoyed the Making Mineral Makeup Workshop yesterday. I totally forgot to take a picture of me together with my customer yesterday for remembrance and of course, to show it off on my Facebook. Let everybody know how productive I spend my Saturday sharing my skills and talent with someone I dont know, and make money from it. It is actually a good money and how I wish there are more people who will be interested in Making their own Mineral Makeup.

The workshop started at 2:30pm and end at 5:00pm. It is all worth the time with the amount of money she paid through Paypal. I am happy that she still find it very interesting, fun and educational despite the fact that I didn't have the handout which I normally have for every workshop, because my printer run out of ink.

I might post an advertisement on Kijiji with this workshop. The money is good actually and it doesn't take so much effort since I have done this workshop for a couple of times already. Everything comes out naturally since it is really my skills that I am sharing.

Cleaning For The Workshop

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Fri, 06 Apr 2012 07:15:00 +0000

Today I am planning to clean my house to give an estimate on how much do I really have to spend in cleaning a house. Then I will start preparing the basement and all the things I need for the workshop tomorrow at 2:30pm. I thank God for this blessing. I am glad that this is already the third time to do the workshop so I don't have to spend too much time thinking how to do it. All I need is to prepare the place and the things I need.

How I wish that there are a lot of people who are interested in Making their own Mineral Makeup. One workshop cost is just so nice for me to be thankful for. Aside from the Money, I enjoy imparting my knowledge on How to Make Mineral Makeup. This is my expertise so I hav no worries to answer any of their questions.

Best Website Hosting Reviews

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Tue, 03 Apr 2012 21:59:00 +0000

I am glad that the problem I encountered with the domain name of one of my blogs are already resolve. The problem with the webhosting company that I am with is that, thet don't have any customer service where I can call or even email to discuss the whatever problem that I encounter. They sure have a very cheap price but it is also important to have good and easy access to any customer service representatives for any technical issue that may occur.

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Finally Mailed and Hope For Workshop

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 01 Apr 2012 22:50:00 +0000

I finally mailed the small order last Saturday. I have to tell lie to the customer that the order was probably lost. I need to shapen up my attitude towards my business. Otherwise, I should shut it down which is very unlikely because it has been part of my life.

I just send a "Money Request" for the customer who is very much willing to attend the Making Mineral Makeup on Satuday. I hope to receive the payment soon, so I can start setting up my place for the workshop. At least, this is the second workshop that I will conduct and it is not that hard for me anymore. I will just print it out, prepare the materials and everything are all set, to share my knowledge in Making Mineral Makeup.

I just love sharing how to make mineral makeup, however, my mind is not set with this right now. My excitement for the workshop is being covered by something unpleasant that is happening in me right now. I wish this storn will go away soon and start enjoying my day again.

At Last, Ready To Be Shipped

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Thu, 29 Mar 2012 12:29:00 +0000

The sample order is now ready to be shipped. I was suppose to mail it yesterday but I have to attend to one special appointment and I went home so tired. So I thought it would be better to mail it anytime today. I will ship it together with the Mineral Foundation Sample that I want to give to my bestfriend from the Philippines and the the change of premium form of our Insurance Policy to our Insurance Broker. I forgot to ask hubby to sign the form so most probably, I will mail it this afternoon after hubby sign it.

Everyday is busy for me lately but I am hoping that sometime next month, my morning after work wont be this busy so I will have time to relax before going to bed. It is very stressful just thinking how many things I have to do every morning when I get home from work. I try my best to take it all easy and do it one day at a time. I have few more things to catch next week. Huhhhhh!!!!

Everyday Is Busy

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Mon, 26 Mar 2012 13:33:00 +0000

I was able to do the label for this one pending order even if the ink of my printer is almost gone. Thank God. I will just do my workout for today and see if I still have the energy to start processing this order. I still have some laundry to do for today. Gzzz, everyday is a busy day for me. I need to go to bed before 12 so I will see if I can do all of this.
,br> I also need to print something for our insurance but I dont think I can print it since the ink is almost gone. But I will still try.

I also need to call my laser clinic to set an appointment but I dont think I will do it today. I might do it sometime before the end of this week. I will to fix the order for my ink at best buy. I think there is a problem with the credit card I used to order the ink.

Remaining Ink For Label

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Mon, 26 Mar 2012 00:56:00 +0000

Grrr the printer ink that I have is not refillable so I have to wait for the printer ink that I ordered online. This is so terribly wrong. I might email the customer and tell her that I will just double the order she made for this delayed. Or I will just try to do the label tomorrow and see if it will look okey to use the remaining ink for the label. Gzzzzz, this is just not right.

Hope Works Be Done

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 25 Mar 2012 03:28:00 +0000

I forgot to have the ink cartridge be refilled. I cannot make a label for this one pending order. I might go to the mall tomorrow again to have it refilled. The Ink that I ordered online won't arrive until 10 days and I need the ink to make the label for this order. I really hate my forgetfull mind. Anyway, I still have some pending things to work on this coming week. I am trying not to stress myself on finishing it all that's why I am making it one day at a time. I hope I will finish them all this week so on the following week, I can just relax when I get home from work and perhaps, scheduled for a massage.

Refund Money To Customer

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Fri, 23 Mar 2012 23:52:00 +0000

I have to refund the payment of the last order because I realized that the price of the product that she ordered have increased by my supplier and I wasn't able to update the price on my webstore. The prices increase was too big and I cannot afford to lose money for this one order. I feel bad about it but what can I do? I do this business to make extra income and not to lose money. My fault for being negligent on updating the price of my products.

Oh well, I don't know when can I find the drive to be focus on my business again. I just don't want to add stress on my life anymore. I had enough during that year when my mind was so focus on starting up my online business. I look terrible during that day. My skin was full of pimple breakout because I have no time to wash my face and keep using products that are not suitable on my skin. I was so FAT because I am always in a hurry and end up eating the wrong food. I dont want to go back to that anymore so I will just do whatever I can.

Back To Stressful Days

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sat, 17 Mar 2012 10:55:00 +0000

I have one pending order before I went for my 3 weeks vacation in the Philippines and I have not started procesing it. And I already have one order for this week so I have two orders to make. I am not sure when to start making this two orders since I have so many pending things to do.

Ahhh my stressful like just started. I dont want to stress myself doing everything in one day since I have to work on my full-time night shift job. I just feel so stress whenever I see my house messy and filty so I spend most of my time last week just cleaning and tiding up my house when I get home from work. And I already have some line up of things to do at home... gzzzz God help me to do this!!!

Enjoying My Vacation

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Tue, 21 Feb 2012 21:03:00 +0000

I am enjoying my vacation with my daughter so much. I don't think I need any friends to make my vacation completely fun. Just being with my daughter and my family is already enough for me to thankful for.

I just need to accomodate some people unreasonable expectations of me, spending money for then with the thought that I have enough money to spend for them. Oh well, what can I do?

One Task And Mineral Foundation Thoughts

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sat, 11 Feb 2012 13:40:00 +0000

I have one task to make from m yother sponsor and I like the product that I will advertise on one of my health blog. It really fit on the content of my blog and one of the things I want to blog about. Not to mention that the price offer was pretty good. I will do it maybe tonight to make sure that the advertiser to receive it soon.

Anyway, I am thinking of making a big bunch of Mineral Makeup Foundation for my sister to use. She also have sensitive skin so I know she love it the last time I send her some batches of Mineral Foundation. The last batch that I made for myself are still good enough for me to use during my vacation in the Philippines so I don't need to make some for myself.

No Extra Work

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Thu, 09 Feb 2012 13:21:00 +0000

I dont have any assignments or tasks from any of my sponsors. I also don't have any orders. Well, it is a good timing not to have any extra work for now because I am busy preparing for my vacation in the Philippines next week. I am trying not to be stress with the issuance of my new passport but I really hope I will get it on the scheduled day of release.

I heard that there will be a new Walmart that is soon to be built near our house. I am thinking of applying of a part-time job in Walmart if it is really true. This will keep me very very busy and will take my mind off the boredom.

4 Small Orders Finally Done

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 05 Feb 2012 09:42:00 +0000

The 4 small sample orders are finally done. Thank God for giving me the mind to focus to finish these 4 orders. They are now ready to be mailed. I am not sure if the post office is open tomorrow, but incase it is close, I will definitely mail it tomorrow/

It's a lot of work specially if your motivation have been gone for a long time. It's hard to explain why I lost it but for now, I will try my best to keep it live on the internet and hope that someday my enthusiast will come back and bring back the smile in my face everytime I am processing orders. Thank you Lord for all the Blessings.

Thinking Of Deleting

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sat, 04 Feb 2012 21:29:00 +0000

Oh God, I still have so many things to do today and tomorrow and I asking God to give me the motivation to finish these 4 orders that I was supposed to ship for 2 weeks now. If I am the customer, I am pretty sure that I will be questioning the owner of the website, why its taking so long for the order to be shipped.

I am sometimes having some thoughts of canceling or deleting my webstore so I don't have to worry everytime there is an order to make. I just lost my motivation on my online business and I just want to take things life easy each day.

Benefits For Massage Therapy

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 29 Jan 2012 04:42:00 +0000

I finally receive some of the claims I submitted at our new Company Insurance. I am still waiting for some more that are now being processed. I hope to have the money soon because all the bills are on my desk now. I also received that half of the payment for my orthotics, I need to re-submit it to hubby's insurance so I can have the rest of the amount they have to re-imbursed. I am glad I can have weekly massage since our company increase the massage therapy benefits. I really need this for the type of work that I have. It really makes a different.

Ordered Stock Arrived

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Wed, 25 Jan 2012 14:25:00 +0000

The 25 pieces Mineral Foundation Jars and the Red Iron Oxide that I ordered from one of my supplier in USA, finally arrived the other day. Now I dont have to worry if I will run out of jars or not. I have to make sure to have enough stocks of items that I purchase from my supplier in USA because it takes two to three weeks for my order to arrive.

I am just waiting for the Bynny Tails Puffs that I ordered from my other supplier in USA. I hope to receive it soon so I can post the availability on my webstore for my customers who are waiting for this item. I am also going to post it on my blog once it is already available for purchase.

Paypal Money and Two Orders

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Mon, 23 Jan 2012 13:35:00 +0000

I transfer the remaining amount I have from my blogging paypal account to my bank account, after I purchased everything I need for my online business. It's been very slow for a couple of months and I have not transfered any money from my paypal since last November. Good thing that the money I earned from Google Adsense came in last month which gave me enough budget to buy things for me and my kids during the holiday. God is so good to me. I have two small orders to make and as usual, I am lazy to do it. I am planning to go to bed early today after doing one phone call to the immigration to make a follow up for my father's citizenship interview. Then I hope to be able to watch one episode of Filipino Drama series. But if I don't have enough time, I will just watch it tomorror. I might just start doing the label for these two orders tomorrow.

Medical Teaching Course Online

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 07:31:00 +0000

My weekend is over again and I will be back to work again tonight. I have been working in this company for so long now and so far, I am very happy with how the company have been paying me with all the services and hard work that I have dedicated for them. However, I must admit that money is not all the answer to complete my happiness. I still wish to do something that I really love to do.
There are so many rewarding jobs or careers that I can choose from, but the question is, which one will give me self-satisfaction? I think this consultant interview course will be very interesting. It is conducted by Oxford Medical. It has an excellent feedback and all their tutors are NHS consultants with excellent interview experience and training.

I also think that medical teaching course will be interesting since I have some background in teaching already. It is a growing field. However, you have to be a doctor yourself to know how to teach other doctors and staffs.

Medical field is one of the fast growing job and career opportunity. I would love to take medical management course as it only take 3 day course for doctors that is delivered by expert NHS clinicians and managers. But for my age, But for my age, it will be hard to focus to start a new life as big as this.