My Daily Thoughts in Search of Self-Fulfillment

Sunday Bible Message- Jesus Send Out The Twelve Disciples

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 12 Jul 2009 17:27:00 +0000

Mark6:7-13
Jesus Send Out The Twelve Disciples
Then Jesus went to the villages around there, teaching the people. He called the twelve disciples together and sent them out two by two. He gave them authority over the evil spirits and ordered them, "Don't take anything with you on the trip except a walking stick- no bread, no beggar's bag, no money in your pockets. Wear sandals, but don't carry an extra shirt". He also told them, "Whenever you are welcomed, stay in the same house until you leave that place. If you come to a town where people do not welcome you or will not listen to you, leave it and shake the dust off your feet. That will be a warning to them!"

So they went out and preached that people should trun away from their sins. They drove out m,any demons, and rubbed olive oil on many sick people and healed them.

Continous Effort

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sat, 11 Jul 2009 15:18:00 +0000

At least 2 to 3 times a week, I have new subscriptions, inquiries and few incomplete orders. I never stop answering inquiries as soon as I received the notification. I also never stop communicating to those who have incomplete orders to know why they didn't complete their orders.

It's very uninspiring to continously work on something that don't have the returns that you have been expecting, but I guess I need to stay foot and wait until the economic crisis is over.

On the otherhand, I am happy that at least, my effort on how to reach people who are searching for my products has been a success. This is by working hard in doing everything that I have been learning. I still have so much things to learn and do, but time is my enemy. I will just be waiting for the right time.

Our 12th Year Wedding Anniversary

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 14:45:00 +0000

The week is almost over again and here I am, I did nothing new for my business. I just feel so lazy and uninspired. My mind is so focus now with my family that I have neglected for quite some time. It's our 12th year wedding anniversary and I am so glad that we were able to stay this long. I wish for more years to come together with the man I love.

I was so mad yesterday with my husband about some silly thing. I called him and kinda nag about it. He was late for about 30 minutes going home from work and called him with my angry voice on the phone. He said that he just bought something and he will be home soon. And when he got home, he hand me a box of cake and a small gift box. It was Dulce Vita Christian Dior perfume. hhehehehe. That's why he was late...!!!

Sunday Bible Message- Jesus Is Rejected at Nazareth

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 05 Jul 2009 17:04:00 +0000

Mark 6:1-6
Jesus Is Rejected at Nazareth
Jesus left that place and went back to his hometown, followed by his disciples. On the Sabbath he began to teach in the synagogue. Many popele were there and when they heard him, they were all amazed. "Where did he get al this?" they asked. "What wisdom is this that has been given him? How does he perform miracles? Isn't he the carpenter, the Son of Mary, and the brother of James, Joseph, Judas and Simon? Aren't his sisters living here?" And so they rejected him.

Jesus said to them "Prophets are respected everywhere except in their own hometown and by their relatives and their family".

He was not able to perform any miracles there, except that he placed his hands on a few sick people and healed them. He was greatly surprised, because the people did not have faith.

Things I Realized

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sat, 04 Jul 2009 15:28:00 +0000

I am off from work for one week and the more I stay at home, the more I realizd how nice it is to be able to stay closer with my family. How nice it is to take good care of our house myself. Everything is clean and organized.

But it is somewhat sad to stay to home the whole day. Life is boring and not much people interactions. This made me realized how lucky I am to still have a job while a lot of people are loosing their jobs. I am very thankful to God for taking good care of me and my family. I guess life can never be perfect. I will cross the bridge when the time comes that I am ready to work at home in a full time basis.

Paid for Blogging Again

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Thu, 02 Jul 2009 11:48:00 +0000

I am glad to do 3 opps yesterday for 3 of my blogs. PPP is back but with different system, and website. I miss those days that I am making a decent extra income from blogging. And most of my opportunities were from PPP. I feel sad when their offers starts to get slower and cheaper.

Although I only got one opps from PPP, I am glad to take the other two relevant opps from my other sponsor. I really wish that this time, PPP will be back for good. I hope this time they will really screen their bloggers so they will have better quality paid post for their advertiser.

Understanding The Concept Of Spiritual Groups

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 04:25:00 +0000

We had an interesting home session for Couple's For Christ. I still couldn't get the deep concept of it but I still don't know why we keep on attending this community. I guess I can feel that hubby like it. But to be honest, I still can't get the deepest personal purpose of it.

As far as I can see, the purpose of building this commnunity is to develop group of people for friendship where their communication will revolves around the Lord' words of wisdom. Which is very good instead of wasting time and effort with some group of people whose main topic is about other's people's life.

However, there is some part of me that is not YET comfortable. Maybe because I have not develop the deep relationship with the group of people that I am assigned with. We dont have anything in common except that we all believe in the real concept of being in this community.

Travel Plan In Seattle Washington

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 16:12:00 +0000

We are planning to attend my cousin's wedding on Septmeber in Seattle Washington. I still have two months to prepare our travel. My cousin suggested us to drive to Buffalo New York to fly going to Seattle Washington for cheaper airfare.

Hubby will start working on his and our twin's Canadian Passport while I search for a better parking spot in Buffalo. I will also have to work on finding a good place for our dog while we are gone for a cheaper price. Dogsitter is expensive!!

Thinking about seeing my cousins whom I haven't seen for such a long time, makes me so excited. They will be accomodating us, so our expenses will only be the airfare. I really hope things will turn out good.

First Module With Perfect Attendance

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 11:29:00 +0000

I had few fun moments on the last session of Couples For Christ first module. I admit that I still have some doubts deep in my heart about my sincerity of understanding the real concept of this Catholic Religious Community. I still couldn't see what this community will do to find the deepest Faith in my heart. The Faith that I presently have already given me enough strenght to face many life's struggles and I know that there will be more. Fear and worries still hunt me in my dreams and faith is my only hope.

My interest and excitement is empty to tell myself how long should I be on this community. But for some reason, I just can't stop attending the session even if there are moments in my heart that there are some empty space that needs to be filled to give my heart the highest enthusiast in continuing the sessions. There are some challenges in my heart but me and my husband were able to complete the first module of 9 sessions with perfect attendance.

Second Order For This Week

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 14:44:00 +0000

I just processed new order today and my husband will mail the package this afternoon. I am so glad to shipped two orders this week. I really hope that this will continue to grow as the days go by.

I have loosen myself on working double time for my online business thinking that it will make my plan to quit my job earlier than I expected. But I was wrong. I shouldn't push myself too hard on something that can't happen as I wanted to. Things will happen if it is meant to happen. Receiving inquiries and small orders just made me more inspired.

Mistake On The Software

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 13:49:00 +0000

I was busy processing two orders yesterday. From this orders, I saw few things that I need to change on my software and the system or ordering on some of my category products. I actually didn't make any money form this orders because I made a mistake on the shipping program. But that's okey, good customer service is more important to me than making profit at this point. I am learning from my mistake.

Sunday Bible Message- Jesus Eats The Passover

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 17:31:00 +0000

Mark 14:12-16, 22-26
Jesus Eats the Passover Meal with His Disciples
On the first day of the Festival of Unleavened Bread, the day the lambs for the Passover meal were killed, Jesus' disciples ask him, "Where do you want us to go and get the Passover meal ready for you?"

Then Jesus sent two of them with these instructions; "Go into the city, and a man carrying a jar of water will meet you. Follow him to the house he enters, and say to the owner of the house: "The Teacher says, Where is the room where my disciples and I will eat the Passover meal? Then he will show you a large upstairs room, fixed up and furnished, where you will get everything ready for us".

The disciples left went to the city, and found everything just as Jesus had told them; and they prepared the Passover meal.

The Lord's Supper
While they were eating, Jesus took a piece of bread, gave a prayer of thanks, broke it, and gave it to his disciples. "Take it" he said, "this is my body".

Then he took a cup, gave thanks to God, and handed it to them; and they all drank from it. Jesus said "This is my blood which is poured out for many, my blood which seals God's covenant. I tell you, I will never again drink this wine until the day I drink the new wine in the Kingdom of God."

Then they sang a hymm and went out to the Mount of Olives.

Interested on Business Site

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 12:34:00 +0000

Somebody contacted my through email about my products. They are trying to make sure that my webstore and my business is not a spam. She is interested to visit my site but I explained to her that there is no factory; that my products are homemade products.

I have to prepare a small part of my basement where I place some of the ingredients that I use on making my cosmetics products. I will buy some containers and place the powders on the container. This way, my homebased business will look more presentable incase she really visit my place and for everyone who are interested to see how I make my products.

While Waiting For That Day

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 14:59:00 +0000

I have another subscriber for my webstore today. I am glad that almost everyday, I am receiving inquiries and subscriptions. I am not wondering why this is taking so long to happen. I guess the economic crisis that we are all experiencing is the main culprit. I will just keep on working and updating my website until the day come. At least I feel more free now and have more time with myself and with my family.

I am walking with my dog everyday and I can watch TV Shows now. I also have time to maintain my regular household chores. I am just crossing my fingers that before the day that I have been waiting is here, my business is already in a good position.

In Yahoo Finally

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 14:23:00 +0000

Yahooooo!!! I am so happy that finally... my Mineral Makeup Page is on the first page of Yahoo for the keywords that I used. The keywords is not highly searched keywords but more qualified visitors and buyers who are looking for my kind of products are more likely to buy. Infact, I found out this position on yahoo through one of my subscriber today. I will continue to pray and hope to reach my goal.

Guide to Good Living

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 07 Jun 2009 18:12:00 +0000

I just found a new website where I can learn so much for my business. I love the fact that most of the topics that I am always searching can be found in Scrubs.

My Mineral Makeup is focused on Oily and Acne Prone skin because this is the type of skin that I have. But I also want to created a Mineral Makeup that focus on different types of skin problems like dry and mature type of skin. Reading the articles that Scrubs have, just gave me so much insight about different types of Makeup that women from different part of the world have been looking for. I was able to get a lot of ideas on what women usually are looking for in a Makeup for their type of skin.

Now that summer is on it's way, I have been trying to figure out the best way to wear my makeup, to make me look fresh and natural all day. Reading the tips and tricks on proper way of applying Makeup according to skin type, color and season have given me so much valuable knowledge that I can share to my readers.

So if you are looking for a place to find the latest fashion and trend in beauty the healthy way, I highly recommend Scrubs. This is more than just another clinical nursing site. This site is specially made to give informations that will help you face the challenges that you might have. You will find different career advice and many inspiring stories, beauty and fashion tips as well as different ideas that will guide you to good living.

Sunday Chores

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 07 Jun 2009 12:28:00 +0000

I feel so free and just leaving everything to God. In my mind and in my heart, I will always pray that someday my hard work will be paid off and God will make it happen. I am still doing my regular work for my business, but I want my mind and heart to lose a little bit of so much passion and anxiousness.

I am busy relaxinf my mind watching Filipino TV shows. I have to catch a lot of thing on my house and I am planning to do it one day at a time. We spend about 5 hours at the church yesterday, praying and prasing him. And I hope God will understand if we will not attend the mass today.

I am just waiting for my daughters to wake and so we can start cleaning the house. I have done a thorough cleaning on our kitchen and the dining area yesterday, including the closet for the jackets. We will do the cleaning for the wholesahouse today and I will try to maintain it like I used to do before I was too much hooked up with blogging. I will try to catch at least one opps before I turn off my computer.

Waiting For The Time

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 14:26:00 +0000

I feel so light now that I am starting to accept the fact that it can never happen in one snap. I can't run after the time. I can't make it happen at the time that I wanted it to happen. But I just can't forget and leave everything behind. It is already part of my daily living. I just need to move on and set my goal without relying on something that is not tangible.

I am thankful that while a lot of people are loosing their jobs, and here I am - still busy with my work. Yet I am complaining while I should be thankful! It is just so painful to hear when someone will make a comment trying to discourage my plans. Is money more important than happiness. I am just waiting for the right time.

I Woke Up In A Long Dream

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 19:30:00 +0000

I woke up that one thing is not include on my dreams anymore but will always be part of my hopes and my daily life. I guess I have loosen myself and made me feel free in some ways. There are so many things in my life that I have neglected but not wasted. And I need to catch up. One thing I've learned from the Couple's For Christ sessions that God always hear us but there are some things that he will and he will never give because there is always a good reason behind. Perhaps there is a right time for what I am asking, but I will never loose hope that someday, it will be given to me.

I feel a lot better and feel so free after almost two years of working so hard to make it all happen. But it's seems that I have gotten so far, that I felt that I have to loosen myself. Something woke me up that dreams will happen if you will make it happen but will be given at the right time. There are more important things to do and to prioritize while waiting for it to happen.

Sunday Bible Message- Jesus Appears To His Disciples

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 31 May 2009 18:05:00 +0000

John 20:19-23
Jesus Appears To His Disciples
It was late that Sunday evening, and the disciples were gathered together behind locked doors, because they were afraid of the Jewish authorities. Then Jesus came and stood among them "Peace be with you". he said. After saying this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples wre filled with joy at seing the Lord. Jesus said to them again, "Peace be with you. As the Father sent me, so I send you", Then he breathed on them and said, "Received the Holy Spirit. If you forgive people's sins, they are forgiven, if you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven".

Another Inquiry For My Hopes

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Tue, 26 May 2009 22:38:00 +0000

Another Wholesale/Reselling Inquiry gain for my products. I just hope that all these inquiries will create a big outcome in the near future. I am happy that at least, I am getting inquiries or there are companies or business owners who are interested with my products.

I can only pray that all my hard work and dedications will have the result that I have been praying for. I dont want to be a millionaire or to receive tons of money. I simply want to work at home and be able to do the things that I love doing, while I have more time with my family.

Good Changes

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Mon, 25 May 2009 22:20:00 +0000

I did a lot of changes on the meta tags of my webstore. Looks like the search engine was happy about it and finally, one of my pages gave me a visitor. I also have another Reselling Inquiry today. Ahhh, I really hope that this will all make it happen. It's hard to keep working without knowing where will it go or will it go anywhere at all. All I have is just faith in my mind and in my heart.

I have so many plans and I couldn't move. I can only do all my plans when everything that I have been working for will give me something to do all my plans. Right now, I can only hope for the best.

Off For The Whole Week

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Fri, 15 May 2009 12:39:00 +0000

I will be off from work for the whole week.. Yepeyyyy!!. And I have so many things to do.

Saturday- clean the whole basement
Sunday - remove and wash the curtains
Monday- clean the front yard and do the general cleaning of my house, from top to bottom
Tuesday- wash all the comforters on the coin laundry
Put all the clean curtains
Wednesday- arrange all the documents for my business, labels,documentation and bookkeeping.
Prepare all the colors of each Mineral Makeup.
Thursday - put or complete my products on my webstore and finish the wholesale page
Friday until Sunday- market, blog, market and market

Today I will pick up my daughters for lunch as usual... Every Friday, it my quality time for my angels.

Hoping To Make It Happen

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Mon, 11 May 2009 12:56:00 +0000

I am so happy that another interesting inquiry I receive today from my webstore. She has been selling different items on the internet for quite a long time now. She used to sell Mineral Makeup through dropshipping program. But her supplier don't deliver their Mineral Makeup outside the USA. So she stopped selling Mineral Makeup on her website. Since I take International Orders, she become interested in selling Mineral Makeup again. She created a dropshipping account on my webstore and I approved her application.

Two days ago, somebody purchased my downloadable Mineral Makeup Recipe. I just tried using the download system on my storebuilder account to see how it work and just created a simple recipe using notepad. I can't believe someone will purchase it. She even pay for the shipping while she have the option to choose the Free Shipping since it is a downloadable item. So I refunded the shippping cost on her account. I re-write the recipe for her, so she can clearly understand. I send the recipe to her email because she was having trouble downloading the recipe.

And yesterday, somebody wants to order the eyeliner pencil container. The container is not available on my webstore but I told her I can arrange the price and the shipping cost for her. I just need to know how many container she need. If she will need more than 5, I will have to order it from my supplier in USA so it will take longer.

Ahhh, I can see what are the products that people are looking for. Most of the people who are visiting my webstore are homemade cosmetics makers and looking for supplies they will need to start a business. I need money and time to invest to this kinds of products.

I am happy that my webstore is now starting to get people for my products. I really hope that God will make it all happen

Sunday Bible Message- Jesus The Real Vine

noreply@blogger.com (Tey) — Sun, 10 May 2009 16:54:00 +0000

John 15:1-8
Jesus The Real Vine"I am the real vine, and my Father is the gardener. He breaks off every branch in me that does not bear fruit, and he prunes every branch that does bear fruit, so that it will be clean and bear more fruit. You have been made clean already by teaching I have given you. Remain united to me, and I will remain united with you. A branch cannot bear fruit by itself it can do so only if it remains in the vine. In the same way you cannot bear fruit unless you remain in me.

"I am the vine and you are the branches. Those who remain in me, and I in them, will bear much fruit; for you can do nothing without me. Those who do not remain in me are thrown out like a branch and dry up, such branches are gathered up and thrown into the fire, where they are burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, then you will ask for anything you wish, and you shall have it. My Father's glory is shown by your bearing much fruit; and in this way you become my disciples.

The picture above is the gift I receive from my twin daughters. I am so lucky and very happy the God has given such a wonderful gift in life that one mother could ever had. I sometimes questions myself if I am worthy enough to receive such a wonderful children like them. I bear such a wonderful people in this world.
Happy Mother's day to all the mothers